Date: Wed, 19 Jan 2011 11:28:20 -0500
From: Johnathan Johnson <jjjohnson8221@gmail.com>
Subject: To love or not to love Part 11

To love or not to love – Part 11(end)

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Still recovering from my massive exertion of energy I wasn't really paying
attention as to where he was going next but the next thing I felt was him
lifting my right foot to his mouth and began to lick and suck on my toes,
and then running his tongue down between them, tasting and licking every
inch of my foot. (I had never even thought of something like this and I
again found myself moaning in delight, curling and uncurling my toes as I
continued to feel this incredible sensation.

Leaving my feet wet with his saliva, he gently pushed my legs back farther
and began to lick down the backside of them. First down the Achilles tendon
of each foot and then to the back of the shins, paying particular attention
to the back of each of my knees, as I again found myself moaning in
delight. Now as he lay face down on the bed between my legs I instinctively
grabbed my legs pulling them back to him access to more of me. He licked up
and down the back of each thigh and licked and nibbled on the inside of
each as well. He kept getting closer and closer to my crotch but never
seemed make it there. At this point he was driving me practically insane
with lust, I wanted nothing more than for him to just fuck me senseless
already!

Finally, he began licking in the grooves between my thighs and groin on
each side of my balls. I just couldn't stand it any longer and I begged,

		"FUCK Jeff, eat my ass already!"

My eyes were closed but I could feel his stare at me, and then all of a
sudden, I felt his tongue licking my hole.  I could feel him trying to
enter but he couldn't get it in, I knew I was tight, maybe too tight, maybe
this wasn't going to work at all, which was somewhat of a disappointment,
but I didn't want that I wanted him in me so badly that I had to take some
sort of action. So I took my right hand grabbed his hair and pulled him up
to me and said again,

		"Fuck your tongue, do that later. Just FUCK me! NOW!" I
felt him come up to face me and I opened my eyes to look into his and he
said,

	"Are you sure? I don't want to hurt you, and it does hurt the first
time, a lot." I could see the love and concern on his face. It was so
beautiful, he was so beautiful. But the slut in me wanted more. More, more
more!  And someone in me just responded,

		"I don't care if it rips me apart. I need you in my now.
FUCK ME NOW!"  I don't think he's ever heard me talk like that.  Hell I
don't think I've ever heard myself talk like that.  But that look of love
and desire and care remained on his face and in his beautiful green eyes
and his arms came around me and his mouth sought mine out. We kissed for a
long time as my hand slid down and began to play in his butt-crack and
gently stroke his hole. He was moaning in my mouth and sucking on my tongue
until he finally pulled his head back, and I watched his eyes go from that
beautiful love, care and desire to lust and fire, and his gentle smile went
to that of the devil and in a deep voice he said,

	"You asked for it!"

He quickly made his way back down, pushed my legs back as far as they could
they could go hooking them into my arms and attacked my hole with a
vengeance. I could feel him pushing his tongue into my ass and really got
into tongue fucking me. I had now finally gotten a hand of it and was
pushing my butt back into his face and spreading my legs farther apart
trying to take more and more of his tongue up inside of me. And I was once
again moaning almost begging,

		"Oh, Fuck! Eat my ass! That's it! Suck my hole! Shove that
fuckin' tongue all the way up me!"

I suddenly felt his tongue leave my ass again and as I looked down, our
eyes met again and I just smiled and nodded.  I could see the wheels
turning in his head, probably contemplating how to do it, and I decided
that I was once again going to make that decision for him and I just said,

		"Line it up and just shove it in, I promise I'll be OK."
He looked at me again with those eyes that had once again gone from fire to
soft loving one's and said,

	"You absolutely sure?"  I smiled and nodded, and he again said,

	"OK but promise me that if it really hurts too much you tell me."
I thought to myself, like hell I was going to say anything.  I wanted him
in me and I wanted him in me NOW. Nothing else mattered, I've taken plenty
more pain than this.  This was child's play, and I again nodded, and said,

		"Deal. Now FUCK ME!"

Our eyes locked again as he began pushing his cock against my hole. There
was slight resistance at first but then I felt my hole finally give way and
his cock slid inside. The moment the head was inside my ass, it did hurt
but there was no way I was going to let him see that.  And I just used my
ass muscles and began to suck his cock deeper and deeper inside me until I
felt his pubic hair tickling ass, and finally let out a long, deep sigh.
He then took came right up to my face and I whispered,

		"Finally, just where it should be."

He smiled at me, and then I let him feel my tight ass start to loosen up,
and at that point he started to gently move around touching everywhere
inside of my hole, places and feelings that I never knew existed. And in
moments I was moaning again, and my cock which had been mostly soft at one
point, was now standing straight up at a 90 degree angle and leaking
pre-cum again.  I once again gave him that knowing look and I saw his eyes
go from soft to fire again.  But this time, I knew they were going to stick
and follow those lustful feelings and desires.  And he started to pull out
slightly just a few inches, and then all of a sudden rammed his cock
forward driving it back right back up my hole!

	"Ahhh FUCK! That feels so GOOD!" he moaned as he continued to pull
further and further out and then pushing it back in deeper.

When we had a good rhythm going he pulled his cock back just to the head
and stopped. I looked up wondering what happened,

	"Don't worry I'm not going anywhere."  He just smiled at me and
then took my legs and placed them over his shoulders and then bent forward
with his hands resting beside my shoulders and his arms stiff holding him
up. He kissed me deeply, then licked my ear and whispered,

	"You ready lover boy?" I smiled and nodded.

He began to slowly fuck me for `real' as he and I kept total eye
contact. And then began fucking me harder and faster. I could almost feel
him up into my throat.  It was incredible, I for myself was moaning like a
slut as the grunts and noises that were coming out of him were just as loud
and filled with lust.  I knew that I was getting close to cumming again but
I wanted to make sure that he went first this time and wanted to make sure
that he came just from fucking me. (Being the newbie I didn't realize that
was common practice). And the only way that I could think of to make it
happen was to just beg for it more. And I shot out,

	"Fuck me! Fuck me hard! Fuck me HARDER! HARDER!" And apparently he
took me to my word and I felt him going in deeper and harder than I ever
thought possible.

As he pummeled his ass I could hear his hips slapping the underside of my
ass like a machine gun while I heard myself moaning and grunting louder and
louder to the point that I just couldn't take it anymore and I just let out
another blood curdling moan of,

		"FUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!" as my cock
began shooting my cum hitting the wall above the bed, my face, my neck,
everywhere. I didn't know I still had that much in me.  And as soon as I
started shooting my load, I heard him let out a blood curdling

	 "FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!"  I had heard him curse and yell
before, but something of this tone never before. And then I felt him shoot
long and deep inside my hole. I seriously could feel it in the back of my
throat, I know I shot a lot but this was, well I don't even know how to
describe it.

I lay there just panting and trying to breathe as I came down from my
orgasm and feeling his as well, and the tears were running down my face
along with the sweat.  And as he saw that he pulled my legs off his
shoulders putting them around his waist and leaned over me and asked,

	"John! What's wrong? Did I hurt you?" I shook his head violently
'no'.

	"Then what the matter? Why are you crying?"

		"I..I...I'm just ...so..so happy. I missed you, I love you,
more than you could ever imagine.  How much and how long I've wanted you to
be with me."

Still buried deep inside me, his whole body relaxed and collapsed on top of
me and he began licking and kissing my tears and all over his face, finally
taking his mouth with my own. He kissed him deeply as his arms wrapped
around my neck.

       "John, I love and have missed you too! And I promise I'm never
letting you go again"

Still inside of me, I took his face in hand and pulled him down on top of
me and started to ever so gently lick his lips, and then gradually got more
and more forceful, to the point that we were once again devouring each
other. Our mouths like vacuums against each other.  I felt his arms tighten
around me like a vice as if he was holding on for dear life, never wanting
to let go and who the hell was I to complain?  I wanted it to be that way
just as much, never to let go of him again.  And if I had any say about it,
I never would.  And then in the midst of all that I tightened my ass around
his still deeply buried cock.  And well I guess he got the idea. !  He
broke the kiss and pulled back a bit, looked into my eyes, and into me,
deep into me.  He saw what was there -pure deep unadulterated brazen lust.
No words need be spoken, he knew what I wanted.  And this grin broke out on
his face along with horns that came out of his head, And then I realized,
`Oh shit, I'm in for it this time.'  But it's what I wanted and needed.

Our eyes remained locked, our bodies connected as one, and he said,
	"Seems as if someone is still hungry.."  I just lifted my hand and
gently stroked the side of his face, wiped the sweat from his forehead,
licked his fingers, smiled and said,

		"I'll always be hungry for you, day and night.  I just feel
so perfect and so complete right now that I don't want to ever lose that
feeling." He smiled as the tears started to drip from his eyes, as he just
stared at me and spoke again

	"John, I'll be damned if I ever let you lose that feeling again. I
love you so much, I promise I won't let anything bad ever happen to us
again."  I smiled and kissed him as he kept me wrapped in his arms and
pulled him down on top of me turned him on his side so that we were both
now laying on our sides facing each.  He brought my face to his that the
tips of our noses were touching, kissed and in a purring whisper said,

		"I love you Jeff." And then curled up against his chest and
pulled his arms around me even tighter than before, layed my head down on
his arm, just like I had wanted to do for so many years as a little boy who
wanted the protection and safety of his big brother. And I just closed my
eyes, now knowing that I had that and my life was complete now. I finally
had that void filled, that one missing puzzle piece I had it. And as I was
slowly drifting off to sleep I felt him lean down kiss the top of my head
and in a loving voice say,

"I love you John, now and forever more."

And then grabbed the covers from the other side of the bed pulled them over
us, lay his chin on top of my head and we fell asleep together just the way
it should be, and has been for the past 15 years.