Date: Tue, 25 Jul 2006 09:54:27 -0700
From: Lloyd MacDonald <zanarkandboy@hotmail.com>
Subject: welcome home part 4

Welcome home part 4
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My name is Shane. I am 18 years old and the luckiest man in the world. The
reason you ask. Take a look at the sexy sleeping 16 year old. Zane. My
little brother and my lover, partner, whatever you wanna call it, know this:
Zane is mine! That's what he is.

I play with his soft brown hair, and if he was awake I would be looking in
those green blue eyes and telling him how much I love him. This little kid
stole my heart long before or relationship took an incestuous turn. I kiss
him lightly and go back to holding him.
I whip out my cock and think about... well other than the fantasy of him
fucking me, which was awesome, what I always think of when I wank. Our first
time.



He didn't catch me jacking off our anything. I remember I walked to his
junior high school to pick him up and walk him home. Some punks were
roughing him up, now, he was only 12 and never hurt a fly. So as his cool
and awesome high school brother (freshman) I went in for a game of
fisticuffs. As I went closer I heard them calling him a pansy and a faggot.
I wasn't up for that at all. Being gay myself, I wasn't going to let anyone
get bashed, let alone my little brother.

I punched one in the stomach and the other one I kicked in his balls. They
went down quickly. I grabbed the other one.

"Zane" I told him. "Get him."

He walked up "Okay big brother." And he punched him square in his jaw. Damn
was I proud.

We walked home and I could see he was shaken a bit. I wasn't going to ask
him if it was true, if he was gay. He was safe. That's all that mattered.

That night, I awoke to him crying. Must have still been shook up from today.
I called for him to lay in bed with me. He shook his head.  I walked up and
sat next to him.

"You heard what they said right?" he asked me.

"Yeah, listen kiddo, it's only words and..."

"It's not only words when its... when its true"

"is it true."

"Yeah.." he cried. I held him close to me. "Are you mad?"

"no." I said. "I'm actually kinda glad you are."

"Why?"

I kiss him. I have had a crush on my little brother for a while now. He was
trying to push me away, but I wasn't going to have it. I push him down and
lick his neck, he whimpers.

"Please don't Shane."

"Why?"

"You're my older brother."

"I know man, I know."

"Isn't it wrong....uh...uhn?"

I play with his cock through his undies.

He jumps up and clings to me.

"I love you Zane."

"I love you too Shane."

I take off his underwear and I undress as well. He trebles as I run my
fingers up his naked back.

"Shane, please... what if mom and dad come home what if?"

I rub his hard cock.

""Zane, I can tell you want this."

"I don't... I don't want to...."

I lick his neck, I can tell how he clings to me that he does want this, he's
just scared. So am I, having gay desires is one thing, but I guess as long
as you don't act on it, you have the hope of being normal, but I don't want
normal. I want Zane. I keep him, tears are running down his cheek.

"Baby..."

"Can you promise...." He says through his tears, "That I wont lose you?"

I nod. He kisses me this time, and wraps his arms around me.

He looks at me and moves down to my cock and starts licking the head. I look
at him, I touch the side of his face as he takes my cock into his mouth.
Damn he's hot. I push him gently off of my cock and I start sucking him. I
have a better idea of what to do. Thanks Gay porn. I inhale his young cock
all the way to his smooth balls. I rub my finger over his asshole. He
whimpers like a little puppy when I do that. I gaze into his eyes, and I
lock him there. Damn the sparks between us. I flip him over and start
rimming him. I lick his hole a few times, bite and nibble on his supple ass
cheeks, and dart my tongue in and out of him. His ass moves back and forth
as he moans loudly. I spread his ass cheeks and chow down on that small
little asshole. I just look at it for a few seconds.

"I'm going to be inside of you, alright little guy."

I watch his head move up and down in agreement. I was a virgin, and so was
my brother, so I didn't think to use a condom and to this day we never have.
I line up my cock to his ass.

"Relax and take a deep breath baby."

I glide it in, He whimpers again.

"Hmmm, I love that sound, my puppy-boy whimpering."

He moans as I slide in and out of his asshole. He says that it hurts but
begs me to keep going.

"I can't believe you're in me." He says. "It's like... we're finally close."

"We always have been close baby. Always." I wrap my arms around him and go a
little faster. I keep pounding that lava-hot hole of his. I'm not going to
last as long as I would like. Zane is shaking beneath me. Trembling from the
inside out.

"Shane... Shane... help me...."

He has no idea what is happening to him, though I do.

"Shane... Shane.... Shane...."

His body arches and he cries out loudly.
He shakes a little more before settling down.

"What... happened....to...."

"That was an orgasm baby." I tell him. Still fucking him, I begin to shake,
I jack off a lot, but never have I experienced any nut like when I came up
his asshole. I cling to his sweaty body. We kiss and I hold him close. We've
been a couple ever since.



I lay there next to him now, jacking off, thinking of when I first made him
mine.I guess I am jacking off to hard.  I wake my little guy up.

"Hey" he says groggily.

"Sorry baby."

He smiles and kisses me, still half asleep he gets on my cock and swallows
it with his hot ass.

Yeah, luckiest guy in the world.
That's me.