Date: Sun, 6 Apr 2008 12:56:13 -0700 (PDT)
From: Mitch Saviola <mitchsaviola@yahoo.com>
Subject: Addicted to it

This is a true account as far as I can remember it of my first time trying
out m/m. I am 25 yrs old and have a gym toned body that gets a lot of
compliments.

Even though I often fantasized about having a full all-out encounter with
another man, I had reservations because i had a girlfriend of 5 yrs at the
time, and still thought that being with a man sexually was wrong.

I met him at the gym where i worked nights as an instructor. He was a black
guy, tall and average looking.

Anyway, Steve (not his real name) became very friendly with me in the gym,
and one day invited me to hang out with him in his apartment. I was
starting to get those vibes from him that he wanted a little more than
friendship from me, but i couldn't tell for sure, and i had plenty time
until my evening job at the gym. When i reached his place, i rang the
doorbell, and he came out and led me into his small but luxurious home. We
began by chowing down on a pizza, and then moved to the living room where
he asked me what i wanted to watch on tv. Seeing some smutty looking
videocassettes laying by the tv, i suggested we put in one. (I was a
hopeless blue movie addict at the time) We started watching and excitement
started to creep in. A blond woman was getting a hard doggystyle fuck and
he commented that he really liked that position. I sat there quietly,
saying nothing, but getting more and more turned on. When the guy pulled
out and sprayed a heavy load of cum on the blonde, he made me to know that
he came a lot when he was having sex too, but had not in a while, because
his wife and him were separated. I don't know how it came to that, but i
remember him asking me if i was straight, and me asking him if he ever had
sex with a man. We both replied in the affirmative, and he said he was real
surprised, because of my looks (making me embarassed).

After an awkward silence, he asked me if i wanted to take a shower. i went
as if in a trance to the bathroom, disrobed, and started to bathe. After a
while i felt movement behind me, and he came up close to me in the shower
and started to wash my back. I could feel his hardening penis against my
asscheeks, and then he began kissing an sucking expertly on my neck. He
turned me around, knelt before me, and started a deep blowjob on my 7-1/2
inches. I could only hold on and moan loudly.

We exited the bath room and he carried me to his bedroom, me on shaky
knees. I knelt on the carpet as if on automatic as he sat on the edge of
the bed. I could not believe how huge his penis was. It looked too fat to
fit anywhere. But i almost unhinged my jaws as i tried to suck cock for the
first time. He didnt come in my mouth, but after reshaping my mouth, he
gave me the best pricksucking i ever received in my life- much better that
my girlfriend. I came tons, arching up on the bed, and saw him watching up
at me, my cum backing up out of his mouth and dripping down my still hard
penis.

That concluded my first encounter with him. He called me up soon after and
invited me to his appartment- This time in the night. He picked me up at my
house but stopped off along the way. When he came back to the car, i asked
him what he went to buy. He told me he needed to get lube and condoms. I
was starting to feel afraid. Was he planning on taking my cherry that
night? I had a serious case of the butterflies. At his place he carried me
straight to his room, where the air con was already on, and put on a video
which had been already set up in advance! He stripped down to his boxers,
and lay down. The sex scene on the video was of a black dude fucking his
fat penis in and out of a moaning and groaning dude. After a while he asked
me if i was getting excited, but i was so panicked, that i ended up asking
him to carry me home, as i had something urgent. He smiled and calmly got
ready to drive me back as i wished. On the way back i asked him what he
wanted to do when i was in his appartment. He said that he wanted to screw
me. Wow. This man was after my cherry, and i got badly turned on- Then and
in subsequent jerk off sessions afterwards. We met up again on several
occasions, with me trying to pluck up the courage to take his prick each
time. He was too large for me, however, and i always had to stop as he
started to push his fat cock into me. He appeased himself though by getting
off in my face or on my chest.

One day, he was leaving the country for some months, and i resolved to try
to blank out the pain, to give him something to remember me by. He ended up
getting his entire fat prick inside my anus, and fucked the hell out of
me. It hurt this first time, but i was immensely satisfied that i could get
him off inside my ass, and he groaned a lot when he came deep in the condom
inside my ass.

When he came back, I contacted him for another hot fuck session. He said
okay, but he had wanted us to do something different. He wanted to fuck me
without a condom! I was afraid of the potential repercussions of
unprotected sex, but he convinced me after he said we would both take the
necessary tests. A couple of weeks after, we took our tests, and after
being cleared, we met up. I will always remember that session. We made out
for a long time in the living room, and i sucked his cock for a while. We
disrobed totally while we made out. Kissing a man was strange to me, but
funnily enough it made me want to feel his prick in my ass even more- just
from feeling his tongue in my mouth. He led me by the hand to his bedroom
he positioned me on all fours, and i felt him coming up behind me, and i
felt his bare, lubed up prick between my firm ass cheeks. Having opened me
up in the past, there was only a little pain as his huge dark prick entered
my tight ass. I moaned alot during our previous sessions together, but this
time the feeling of his big bareback penis driving slowly through my tight
almost virgin ass began driving me up the wall in fuck-pleasure. It was
warm and deliciously wet. I knew right then that i would be his bitch for
life as he made me moan out loud from his skillful deep fucking. He
suddenly started to touch a spot in my ass that sent me to the moon every
time he fucked against it with that fat cock of his. I started to call out
for the first time ever in my life. 'OOOOHHHHH FUUCK!! AAAHHH, AAAHHH!!
AAAHHHH! OOOOOHHH SHHHITT!' - this in time to every deep firm fuckthrust of
his big, fat pole. It was the most intense sex feeling i ever had.
Throughout this entire fuck session, I was cussing, moaning and biting into
the bedsheets, as he had me in the doggystlye position. I could hardly
believe the words that were coming out of my mouth, as i begged Steve
'ooooooh, oooooh, fuck me hard, harder, ooh I love your prick it's so big!'
etc., etc. After about a half hour of hard fucking, he drove his penis hard
and deep one final time, and he started moaning loudly, and i realized then
that he was starting to come in my ass, bareback. He trembled as he came,
and i felt his huge penis get even bigger as he started filling my asscunt
with thick, hot cum. His throbbing prick against my sweet spot, his moaning
and my anus getting filled with gobs of his warm cum brought me to a fever
pitch. I cried out ' OH FFFUUUCK, Steeeeeve!' and the strangest feeling
ever took over my ass and then my entire body. My asshole started spasming,
my whole body staring shaking, and i started a whole-body orgasm that to
this day remains the strongest i have ever had.I reached around to his
still humping ass, and held him hard against my asscheeks, feeling his
chest against my back, his pubic hairs against my ass, and his big, hard
penis still deep inside me, the thick cum so copious, it started to leak
from my anus, around his prick and down to his bed. I kept coming on his
prick for a long time, and I felt myself start to black out, but didnt, and
he and i collapsed onto the bed which was soaked with my cum. We slept, and
woke up later start again.  We fucked a total of five times that night, and
his huge, fat penis gave me immense pleasure over and over. My ass felt so
good and was filled to overflowing with cum. I was lost in lust.

We met up to fuck again several times afterwards- always bareback and
became an item, exclusive to each other, but had to sneak around since his
wife moved back in with him, and i still had my girlfriend.

Remembering all this has gotten me real horny right now, and i am actually
going to send him a text message right now, saying 'Steve, I'm horny- lets
get together' as my ass has been missing him filling me up with his big
prick.

I wont be giving him up soon - or my new life