Date: Fri, 11 Nov 2005 14:52:07 -0500
From: Bruce <bbmoki@ix.netcom.com>
Subject: Cockslave Bruce Revisited 5

It's been some time since I submitted this story. I finally got around to
cleaning up,editing and adding an ending to the story.Hope you enjoy it.
Let me know at BBMOKI@ix.netcom.com.  And if you need a cockslave in New
York City.....



This is my story of how I was turned into a cock slave. I'm 5'10, 165 lbs,
with a smooth, almost hairless body. I'm in good shape with a baby face and
barely any beard. I grew up around New York as a straight male, but I did
have a few experiences with other guys when I was young.

I dated and slept with girls and was straight in appearance and actions.
Like most guys, I thought being queer was the most embarrassing, low,
disgusting thing anyone could do.

I went to collage and smoked some pot, drank, hung out and socialized like
everyone else.

I meet Harry Green in my second year at school when I was 20. Harry was
6'2' about 24 years old , 200lbs, solid and black. He lived in an apartment
that was always dark, the curtains were always drawn and the lights were
low. It was one of those garden apartments with access to a common
courtyard.

He was good looking, popular and able to get any white girl he wanted .I
was slightly shy and dated but not always successfully.

One day, I was in need of some pot and Harry offered to sell me a few
joints. I went to his apartment and knocked. As usual, on a perfectly sunny
day , the room was dark, cluttered and smoky.  He invited me in and offered
me a beer. We sat on his couch and decided to smoke a joint and watch TV.

Between the beer and Pot I was buzzed in no time.

"Pot always makes me horny" he said What I need is a nice blowjob from one
of my bitches.

At that point he got up and put a tape in the VCR. It was a cum shot movie,
the kind with not to much warm up, just guys shooting their loads on girls
faces. Each shot was more graphic then the next. Girls were taking multiple
loads in the mouth, face ,tits and ass. He made comments about the ones he
liked, especially where several men covered the girls face and filled her
mouth with cum. After 20 minutes of this I was getting totally hot and a
little self conscious. I decided to leave.  I offered to pay for the pot
but he said that I could have it for free if I did him a favor. Being
totally naive ( and broke)I asked what I needed to do. Harry sat there and
rubbed his cock through his sweats and I understood.

"No.... I don't think so!" This was something I never expected, I was
completely embarrassed that someone would think I was a queer! That I would
have sex with another guy . Why would he say this to me? ...." No way."

"Come on... I'm fuckin horny as hell.. I bet you gave a blow job to a guy
before.  When you were young... Maybe?  In school?"

I couldn't believe it, how could he know this about me. I hesitated
answering and that gave him his answer.

It was so long ago. It was just experimenting with another kid in the
neighborhood. It was nothing. I wasn't a queer!

"I knew it! You have sucked dick before. With that hairless baby face you
looked like you would.  I can't believe it. You're a cock sucker"

"No... No really I'm not into that."

"Come on... I wont tell."

"No. I can't. No."

"Look.. Just take a look at my cock. If you don't get a hardon you can pay
me for the pot and go.

If your cock does get hard from looking at my cock .....well...you just
might like it.

You might be like the girls on the video who crave cock and cum."

It was at this inconvenient point that I realized I forgot my money.

"O .. O.. Ok But just for a minute."

"Come here then."

"Where?"

"Kneel in front of me. so you can see my cock up close. And pull your pants
down so I can see if you get a hardon."

I slid off the couch and knelt in front of him as he sat there. He began
rubbing his crotch and slowly lowered his sweats. His cock was about 8
inches, thick with a big mushroom head.

He was half hard and his cock laid across his thick thighs. His balls were
huge and hung low and rested on the couch.

"Tell me about the cocks you sucked"

I didn't know what to say." It was nothing ... just kid stuff."

"I never did that when I was a Kid.. You must have wanted to do it. You
might be one of those guys who like to be treated like a girl and have men
use them."

"I'm not queer! And I'm not a girl".

"You sucked a guys cock.. what would you call it? Now what happened?"

"Well..... I was a my friends house. .. we had a magazine ... and well
... He pulled out his cock and made me suck it."

"He made you? Why didn't you just leave."

I was embarrassed. I didn't know what to say. Harry was making me reveal
things I had never mentioned to anyone. I was admitting that I let another
guy put his cock in my mouth, I sucked it and let him cum in my mouth. An
worst of all, I came, not from getting a blow job but from giving a blow
job.

I told him about sucking my friends dick and how he called me a fag and a
queer after he came in my mouth.

He made me tell him about his dick, how long and big it was and how much
cum he shot in my mouth.

While I told him my darkest secrets, Harry stroked his dick just inches
from my face. Suddenly he moved to the edge of the couch. His now hard cock
was almost touching my lips. I watched his cock get bigger.

I could smell his musky cock and balls and it feel its heat.

"I think you want to be treated like the cum sluts in the video. You want
this black cock in your mouth don't you boy."

"No .... Please."

The beer, pot, video and sex talk overwhelmed me. I was in a daze. On my
hands and knees in front of a big black man. When he pulled my head up and
looked between my legs I knew I was in trouble. My cock was rock hard.

"I knew you were a cocksucker. Go ahead, put it in your mouth. You lost,
now suck."

I knew this was the lowest think a man could do, but I had no choice. I
lowered my face into his lap.

The tip of Harry's cock pressed against my lips. He rubbed his precum over
my mouth and lips.

"Just do it, no one will know, I won't tell. You know you want it."

I knew it was wrong. What kind of man would suck cock? Was I really queer?
I was high but I started to feel like I wanted to let him fuck my mouth.
The smell of his cock made me even more dizzy.

"Taste it" It wasn't a request; it was a demand. He put his hand on the
back of my head and slid his cock into my mouth. I didn't resist. Harry was
using my mouth, he was in control and I was his submissive cocksucker.

He inched forward on the couch and held my head with both hands and slowly
humped my mouth. His thighs rubbed against each side of my face. As he
humped me he moved my head back and forth. At each stroke the fat cock was
forced deeper into my mouth. Harry's hands and thighs surrounded my face. I
was smothered in his crotch, held in place, unable to move. All I could
feel was that thick hard cock stretching my mouth and the smell of Harry's
crotch. Harry leaned forward. In that position his face was just above the
back of my head.

" That's it, take that cock, you're gonna do whatever I want. You're gonna
be my personal cocksucker.

That's it, feel that cock in your mouth. You are such a pussyboy. You like
it don't you ......... DON'T YOU!"

All I could was mumble and nod a little. I knew he was in total control. He
knew that I would take another mans cock ... something no one else
knew... and that he could force me to do anything.

He kept talking in my ear , His face close enough so that he could almost
suck his own cock.

"Take it pussyboy, swallow it....deeper... my dick is down your throat and
you love it. You know how low you are? Taking cock from another guy...
Letting me use you.

This is hot ... watching your face get pumped with my dick ... making you
choke on dick."

Harry was becoming more abusive and insulting. The more dominant he became
the more I began to understand my place. I could have left. I could have
run out of his apartment. ... But I didn't.

In one afternoon I went from being a straight male to a submissive
cockslave... a pussyboy to another man.

After humping my face for 15 minutes he pulled me up by my hair and turned
me around to face the TV.

A black cock was shooting an enormous load of thick cum into a girls face
. She definatly did not like taking the load and tried to pull away, but
the man covered her face and filled her mouth with ropes of cum.

He held my head with both hands and squeezed my face between his thighs and
continued humping my mouth. My mouth formed a cocksucking "O" as I felt his
cock slid in and out.I felt his lenth move against my lips and the inside
of my cheeks and the head force it's way into my throat.

"That's what I'm gonna do to you. You're gonna take my load just like that
girl. Weather you like it or not.

But in time, after a few dozen or so of my loads I bet you learn to love
it. All you need is a little forced discipline to train you as my
cockslave."

"Then he turned me so the back of my head was on the seat of the couch
while sitting on the floor.

Harry straddled my face so his balls hung above my mouth. "Put them in...
Use your hands and put both my nuts in your mouth."

I reached up and tried to pull his balls into my mouth but they were to
big. After a few tries Harry became frustrated.

"Move ... this is how to stuff balls into a bitches mouth"

With that he began feeding me his balls, pushing so my lips stretched.
Finally the second popped in.

My mouth was full. My eyes were tearing and wide open. He started laughing
at me saying how I looked like such a fag and a queer. How no girl would be
caught dead with such a cocksucker.

I wanted to scream at him and just leave but I knew he was right. I was a
queer. I wanted to be used by this guy.

He pulled his balls out and started slapping my face with his cock, I could
tell he was getting worked up.

He was moaning and breathing deeply. He grabbed my hair and began rubbing
his dick all over my face.

He held his hand flat and pressed the length of that black cock against my
face covering from my mouth to my forehead. He rolled his dick from side to
side as he humped my face. Precum coated my lips, cheeks and forehead.
Dripping precum landed in my hair. Then Harry pushed the greasy pole back
into my mouth.

He leaned over resting his elbows on the back of the couch and started to
really fuck my mouth.

I was choking and gagging as he forced the big mushroom head down my
throat. I thought I was going to pass out from the abuse but he continued
for another 10 minutes. He pumped faster and faster and I knew it was
close. He was going to force me to take his cum... the ultimate
degradation.

"Please don't cum in my mouth, " I begged as his cock slipped from my
mouth.

"To late for that now" and he pulled his cock out and started jerking off
into my face.

Open up... I like to watch my cum shoot into a bitches mouth. "

I obeyed.

A few more strokes and he started to shoot.  His cum was thick and creamy.

The first 2 shots landed all over my face then he started shooting into my
mouth.

 He must not have cum in days there was so much. My face and hair were
covered and my mouth was full.

He kept moaning and jerking his cock and rubbing the still hard dick all
over my face.

He kept moaning and telling me to drink it. Still more cum spit from his
piss hole into my open mouth.

"oh..oh... here's some more for my girl.. get your mouth on my greasy dick
bitch.Eat that cum"

My mouth was full of cum and I wanted to spit it out but he looked at me
and said " Show me the present I just gave you.  Open your mouth, but don't
spill any.

I opened my mouth and he pushed more of the cum on my face into my already
cum filled mouth.

"Now swallow.... NOW!" I had no choice. I knew my place. The thick cream
slid down to my belly.

"Good girl" You like that don't you.  I nodded and let out a meek uh huh.

"Look at you covered in cum, my dick still sliding around in puddles of cum
on your face.

"Here eat some more...Lick the head... good girl ...swallow....again...kiss
it...

that's nice... Good bitch... now the balls .... Now look up at me and
smile."

I did as I was told, cum all over my face and hair, tears streaming from my
eyes and trying to smile at the man who just used me to pleasure his cock
with my mouth.

"Now thank me"

"For what?"

For teaching you what you are... a cocksucker"

"But I didn't want that"

"No? What's that" I looked down to see my own puddle of cum on my stomach.

I had cum from being used by another man. I felt disgusted.. I was a queer
... A fag... a pussyboy.

"Now get out. Be back here tomorrow night at 9. Don't be late."

With that I was pushed out the door into the bright sun, my pants still
open and cum all over my face.

I walked into the courtyard as several girls walked by. I heard them giggle
but could not look them in the eye.



Date: Wed, 14 Aug 2002 22:57:29 -0400
From: Bruce <BBMoki@ix.netcom.com>
Subject: Cockslave Bruce 2

Thanks for all the email on the first installment. Most of that story is
true. The next chapters will combine true situations as well as fictional
embellishments to steam things up.Keep in touch.


After leaving Harry's apartment I was disgusted with myself and completely
embarrassed. I tried to convince myself that I was forced to suck his cock
and drink his cum. But I knew part of me wanted it. As I left his apartment
I passed several girls in in the courtyard. They were laughing and I was
sure it was about me.  I also saw the apartment complex Super who gave me a
strange look... and I was sure he knew.  I walked as fast as i could to get
out of there and home to think about what just happened. What if he told
people.  It was bad enough that Harry knew these things about me. What if
he told some of my friends. What if the girls I knew and dated and fooled
around with knew. I could never show my face at school again... what had I
done!  Worst of all , I was instructed to be back at Harry's apartment
again the next night at 9 pm... or else.

The next day I was totally distracted. I couldn't think of anything but how
to get out of this situation.  I was walking through campus when I looked
up to see Harry talking to 3 girls. I was stunned and stopped dead in my
tracks.

"Hey boy.. In a Hurry?"

"I....I....I...."

"We're hanging out tonight ... right? I need a favor only you can help me
with"

"Uh....sure"

I kept walking. I heard them all laughing. I had to stop this. I made up my
mind to go that night and tell him it was a not time thing and that was it.

At 9 pm I was at his door and ready to tell him off.

The door opened and I was greeted by Harry . I entered the apartment and
started to speak and realized that the apartment super was sitting on the
couch.

"This is Frank ...He's the super for the apartment"

Frank was 45 or 50, 225 pounds with a big beer belly and an enormous stocky
build. He was a dark skinned Cuban or Porto Rican with a smooth body ,black
hair and almost oily skin.  I looked like a child next to this man.  He
looked at me with a smirk on his face and said" I saw you leaving here
yesterday You looked a little upset"

I looked at Harry ; wondering if he told him anything about sucking his
cock.I was embarrassed and turning bright red.

Harry broke the awkward moment by telling me to help him get some beer from
the kitchen.

Once inside he grabbed me by the arm and told me that he was about $100
behind on his rent and Frank would let it go if I took care of him. I
couldn't believe this. I was there to stop this and Harry wanted to turn me
into a whore for him.

" No way." I said as convincing as I could

"OK... no problem ... you don't have to do anything. But everyone you know
will be hearing about what a great cock sucker you are"

"Please Harry...Please don't say anything"

"Go ...Get out of here...You had your chance to do me a favor. I can't wait
to see the look on some of the girls faces around school"

"No Please.... Don't...."

I was sick. I didn't know how to get out of this.

"OK...."

"OK What?"

"I'll do it"

"What?"

"I'll take care of Frank for you... for the rent"

"You'll do whatever he wants... let him treat you like a pussy... stick his
dick in you ?"

 I was almost ready to cry ...I could just stare at the floor and nod my
head

"Good Girl. Grab the beer and serve us our drinks"

I walked back into the living room, served the beers and stood in the
middle of the room.  Frank looked at me and said that Harry had promised
him that I would take care of his rent.

"Yes"

"Did anyone ever tell you that you look like a girl?"

"NO"

"You do... I bet you don't have a hair on your chest or ass"

"Well.... I...."

"Come here ,Let me feel how smooth your face is.

He started to rub his big hands over my face and lips. His fingers started
to push they're way into my mouth.  As Frank stood up he put his hand on
the top of my head and pushed me to my knees. He tilted my head back and
pushed 4 fingers into my mouth. My mouth was stretched open and my eyes
were wide and starting to tear.

"Nice cockmouth...Harry told me you like cock...You want to be my girl?"


I gagged and choked on his fingers.

Harry was sitting on his lazy-boy laughing at me.

"Feed it to him ....feed him your cock."

With that , Frank unzipped his jeans .

"Pull it out boy , Fish out my pinga"

I slowly reached in and grabbed a fat 8inch slick cock with a huge purple
mushroom head.

"Ever see a mancock like that? Your gonna make it feel real good aren't you
little girl."

Frank then pull me up and began to roughly pull my clothes off. As my ass
was exposed he started to say how smooth and hairless it was , and how it
looked like a girls ass.

"I'm gonna enjoy this. You are gonna be our sweet little pussy...Back on
your knees"

I sank to my knees...Totally humiliated. I was being used as a boy whore to
pay rent. Two men were going to use me like a girl. This was as low a thing
as a man could do. They knew it and I knew it.

Frank started to rub his cock all over my face. Holding me by the hair he
pulled me into his crotch and told me to suck and lick at his balls and the
base of his shaft. after slapping and rubbing his cock all over my face he
pointed his cock at me and jerked it a few times until he had a big drop of
percum on the head.  He tapped me on the nose with it so it made a string
of cum from my nose to his cock. Harry was laughing at me while I sat there
stunned. Frank started to slowly paint my lips with precum saying it was my
lipstick.  Although I was embarrassed I started to feel dizzy.. almost
intoxicated from the smell of sex, the taste of cum on my lips and because
I was being used. Even though it was wrong, and I was disgusted with
myself, I was going to let this happen again. I kept telling myself that I
was being forced to do this....but.....

Frank stood above me and held my head with both hands. I was now sitting on
my ass,legs spread and hands on the floor to my sides. Frank pointed his
cock at my mouth.

"Open"

I did as I was told. The big purple had slid in; stretching my mouth. I
didn't put up any resistance .  My mouth was full, my eyes were wide and
scared and Franks cock was forcing its way deeper into my throat.  Frank
was humping his cock into me as well as pulling my head by the hair toward
his cock.  I gave in...I let him use me...the cock im my mouth was starting
to make me feel good and my cock was sticking straight up.

"See, I told you he's a pussy." Harry said pointing at my hardon.

Harry came over to us and put his face 3 inches from mine. As frank fucked
my mouth and held my face toward him , I strained to look to my right to
see Harry.

"Look at you.. a fat wet dick in your mouth. I knew you would do this
again.  You're a total fag, a cocksucker. You're one of those guys that's
more of a girl than a guy. no real man would be so low as to suck dick. And
you like it...you get off just by having a dick stuffed in your face."

His words were humiliating...I could feel his hot breath as he spoke. Frank
was pumping his cock faster now and I was getting dizzy from the abuse.I
was breathing heavy and starting to moan. I didn't know why but I needed
this cock in my mouth. No one had touched my cock yet but I was ready to
cum.  Frank started to hug my face against his leg an slide his big hands
over my face and chin and through my hair.



" Swallow that cock pussy.. where're gonna make you our cockslave. You're
gonna blow us whenever we tell you to.  Swallow more...deeper ... now his
balls.... put them in your mouth....now back into your mouth all the
way....more....More...."

 Harry was giving me orders .He grabbed a fistful of hair to help force
Franks cock deeper into my throat as he whispered insults and commands into
my ear .My mouth was full of cock and my face was forced into Franks crotch
...my forehead was pushed into his big belly and his thick thighs held my
cheeks. His huge balls were covering my chin. I was smothering in this mans
crotch and I limply accepted it.  My face was being used by a big Cuban man
as my black friend helped hold my head in place.


"Want some ?" Frank asked Harry.

Harry's cock was next to my face in a second. as one cock pulled out the
other pushed in. The cock that

wasn't in my mouth was rubbed and slapped all over my face. My face was
slick from spit and precum and the tears from the rough facefucking I was
getting . I was moaning and whimpering and reached for my cock to jerk off
as two men used my mouth. Harry and Frank kept insulting me. Calling me
their bitch and pussyboy.  Frank kept saying I was his girl and they were
both grunting and breathing heavy when Harry suggested stuffing both cocks
in my mouth at the same time. The next thing I knew my mouth was stretched
with 2 enormous dicks. I couldn't really suck them but the guys got off on
it and started laughing at my stretched cheeks and distorted face. They
went back to taking turns at my mouth.

"Suck it all the way down little girl" Frank said " See how much you can
swallow"

At this point they let me try to swallow as much as I could. They didn't
need to hold me in place, I was trying to get as much cock in my mouth as I
could ...I wanted to please them...to make them cum.  I didn't want to but
I knew I would drink their cum...and I knew they were close. I was was
jerking off my own cock and I was so hot I didn't care what happened.

"Getting close Harry, You?"  "Real close Frank"

They were both jerking off and taking turns at my mouth. Their grunts and
breathing increased.

Harry had me by the hair and Frank held my chin, and pulled my mouth
open. Both cocks were being jerked off and pointed at my mouth. Harry
started to cum first. The first shot went right into my mouth and down my
throat.  Thick blast after blast followed, covering my face and filling my
mouth.

" oooh Drink it ...drink it all up."

Frank started cumming before Harry was half way through. His cum didn't
shoot out as fast and hard as Harry's.  It poured out in thick puddles. He
coated my face , nose, forehead and cheeks. He pointed his cock at my open
mouth and was jerking off so the head of his dick slapped around my lips
and tongue. More cum kept spilling into my mouth as Harry kept shooting on
my face.

Frank kept telling me ;"Lick it up...swallow...more...swallow again..."

"Make him drink it all"

"Good girl ...Jerk your little pussy stick off"

"Take that cream...lick up all my mancream...Little bitch cocksucker"

They had unloaded all over me but there dicks were still hard and the began
pushing there cum into my mouth.  I couldn't control myself and let them
feed it to me. I sat there dazed and limp while they filled my mouth over
and over. I was swallowing their cum like I was told and started
gagging. They thought this was funny and made me eat more. Their semi hard
dicks were rubbed all aver my face and hair as cum dripped down my face and
covered my chest, stomach and thighs .Cum even dripped on my cock making my
hand slick as I continued to jerk off.

"That's it...show us how queer you are. Jerk off ...cum for us... "

"What a fag... getting off just from having a mouthful of cum."


They both sat down on the couch and continue to insult me .  I was left in
the middle of the room. I was in a daze...totally turned from being used by
these two guys.  I was there for they're amusement. I wanted to be a
cockslave... a pussyboy...I was excited by the humiliation and abuse.

Then I began to cum. I had been jerking myself off and finally began to cum
all over my belly. I sat there on the floor and jerked off and came while
they watched and laughed at me and called me a cock slave. A pussyboy who
was so low he would do anything he was told. I was disgusting and started to
wipe the cum from my face but Harry wouldn't let me

"Leave it on cocksucker. And thank us for using you're mouth."

"Thank you frank.... Thank you Harry" I said as in a meek whisper.

"Now lick some more of the cum off you're lips"

I sat there for the next ten minutes covered with Harry's ,Frank's and my
own cum, licking up drops of cum as they ran down my face and into my
mouth.

"Well Gotta go. I'm having a beer with some friends." Harry said

"I...I.. have to go now too...." I was mortified at what I had done....I
needed to get out of there.  The sex was over and now I had to live with
the reality; That depression that shows up after you cum and don't like
what just happened.  Maybe I was queer ...or bi or something....

Frank laughed. "Where do you think your going ... I'm not through with
you. That was just a warm up.  The rent has still gotta be paid... You're
cumming over to my apartment for some more fun.  I'm gonna turn you out
real good...You're gonna learn to be a real pussyboy by the time I'm
through."

"No.... No....please...I can't...I'm no in the mood anymore.I don't feel
good" I couldn't do this again after I just came.

"I don't care what you want... rent is due and you're gonna be my girl for
the rest of the night.  So lets go. He took me by the hand and we walked
into the courtyard toward his apartment.  As we walked I saw a few of the
girls who lived in the complex, I was sure they saw the cum on my face that
Frank would not let me remove. I was on my way to a older beer bellied
Cuban mans apartment to be his pussy for the night.

Date: Sun, 29 Sep 2002 17:59:02 -0400
From: Bruce <BBMoki@ix.netcom.com>
Subject: Cockslave bruce 3

Cockslave Bruce-Part 3

Frank led me by the hand to his apartment. my face was still covered with
his and harry's cum. I meekly followed knowing this big beer bellied Cuban
was going to use me for the rest of the night. Inside he told me to sit
on the couch and went into the kitchen. The room was dark and smelled
musty. In front of me was a big screen TV and a stack of hardcore
movies. Looking at the titles I saw queer, straight , anal , cumshot and
transvestite movies.

"Here lets watch this" Frank said as he came back into the room. He held up
a video called Anal Whores. "I love girls who need dick in their ass, I
could get all the ass I wanted when I was younger and thinner but now it's
easier to turn out a little pussyboy like you.

"What are you going to do to me?" I pleaded

Frank just sat next to me and poured 2 glasses of rum that he brought from
the kitchen. He drank slowly but made me drink the whole glass. He made me
drink 2 more before he finished ,the last glass he held to my mouth to make
sure I finished everything.

"Good boy, I want you all sloppy and loose"

My head was spinning as the movie showed a girl taking an enormous cock in
her ass. Her eyes were rolled back and her mouth was open and she looked
like she was in ecstasy.

"Look at her.. she will do anything for a cock in her ass. That's what you
will be like soon enough. You will learn to crave cock in your pussy....my
cock ...and you will be a slave to cock for the rest of your life."

It didn't seem real. I was in a strange mans apartment...and I was going to
be fucked in the ass for the first time.  I thought about how big his cock
was and how it must hurt. But then I thought about how the girl in the film
looked and how I came when Frank and Harry made me suck their cocks. I
began to wonder if I was going to be a cockslave and be used by men for a
pussy.I was dizzy from the rum and confused by my feelings and what Frank
was saying. I didn't want to be there but I didn't want to leave.

Frank began undressing me. As he did his hands felt all over my body,
squeezing and pinching my chest and tits, my ass and inner thighs and
waist.I thought that this must be what a girl feels like when a guy paws
her.

"You know what I'm going to do to you baby? I'm gonna use your pussy. I'm
gonna treat you real nice...get you real wet and greased up so I can
stretch you out."

Franks words were being whispered into my ear ,his hot breath on my neck,
and his hands groping everywhere. I was intoxicated from the rum and talk
and being treated like a girl. Still, I was scared of what he wanted.

Frank stood up grabbed me by the hair and pulled me to my knees on the
couch, then grabbed my dick and balls from behind me. As he pulled my balls
back toward my ass he pushed my head down to the couch. I had no choice but
to bend and lift my ass. My face was against the couch ,my elbows were
touching my knees and my ass was as high as it could go in the air. Frank
continued to pull up on my dick and balls, almost lifting me off the couch.

"Please don't...."

"Gonna be my girl?"

"Please ...no...I can't...."

Frank pulled harder and twisted my balls.  " Gonna be my girl?"

"......Yes ......ok....I'll be your girl...."  I was limp , I closed my
eyes and let him do what he wanted.

"Good girl... " He continued to hold my dick and balls and began to rub his
thumb around my asshole. With his other hand he grabbed a bottle of baby
oil off the side table and poured it all over my hole. He continued to
finger me a minute or two before he let go and I heard him begin to
undress.

Frank stood behind me, one foot on the couch and one on the floor. He began
pushing at my hole so the head of his cock pushed against my ass over and
over. At first I resisted, but he kept poking his big cockhead into my
asshole. He kept doing this for a few minutes, each time his cock would
slip in further. The fat head of his cock seamed so big. he rubbed it all
over my ass crack and kept poking it into my hole. after a while I relaxed
and didn't put up any resistance and his cock went in further.

"You want my dick baby? ...I'm gonna put it in you ...gonna make you my
girl."

My ass opened. I let him do what he wanted. His fat tool slid into me and I
heard him groan.  I was impaled on dick , I tried to pull away but his full
weight came down on me ,pressing me into the couch. I was now on my stomach
, my ass pushed into the air and a beer bellied cuban man on me with his
dick in my ass. His chest and belly pressed against my back. His hands were
all over me. And he slowly started to pump his Cuban dick into me.

"That's it baby.. squirm like a little girl...make your papi feel good."

His hot words were whispered into my ear. I could feel the length of his
shaft slide all the way in and out of me. I was limp and didn't resist. I
just laid there and let a strange man use me.His dick pumped in and out
again and again.My hole was stretched wide with cock. I felt disgusted but
at the same time I liked it.  He was treating me like a girl and I liked
it. I felt like I wanted the cock in my asspussy. Frank was on top of
 me, his huge body pressed me into the couch, covering me and making me
feel helpless under his weight.  His hands were all over my body
...squeezing my tits and ass and stomach. and his big dick was all the way
in me. I was disgusted with myself but it felt natural. It felt better when
I raised my ass a little...pushing and arching my back to open my hole for
him.

"That's it baby" He whispered into my ear." Open your hole for Papi...you
feel so good....so wet..."  His words made me feel good and I started to
moan a little.I could feel his entire shaft slide in and out of me. Sliding
past my ass cheeks into my stretched hole and up inside me.

"Good girl... take Papi's cock... make me cum deep inside you...Thank papi
for making you what you want to be"

I couldn't help myself . I was moaning and begging him to use me.

"Thank you Papi... I want to be your girl...Please use my hole ....my pussy.
I just want to make you feel good...ooooh....want to take your cum..."

"That's what a girl is for... to take cum from a real man baby...Now get
ready for your first load in your pussy...This is what you always wanted."

Frank started to hump me faster and held me tight...his hot breath and
groans against my neck.  I pushed back at the dick in my ass as he started
to cum. He groaned loudly and pumped me over and over.  And then I felt his
spurting cum in my pussy...filling me with juice....making my hole all wet
and sticky...  pumping five ...six...seven big shots into me....his
girl....

I was dizzy but his cock was still hard. He pulled me up so I was sitting
on his lap. My legs were spread wide and I laid limp against his big
belly. His hands were all over me ..spreading my legs and squeezing and
pinching me. He seamed even more excited now . And for the first time I
realized there was a video camera on the dresser ....It's red light on.My
ass was filled with cum and stretched wide.  He held me by the hips and
bounced me on his cock. I was I let him do whatever he wanted. I didn't
resist..I knew this was my place...to be a fucktoy... to be a pussy for
real men. I realized that I would always be the submissive for men ..the
humiliated cockslave ...and that I wouldn't be able to resist.I knew I was
being filmed but couldn't stop.

"Bounce on papi's dick... thats it.... now bend over and show me your cum
filled pussy....  good girl...."

My hole was so used I couldn't close it . My ass was gapping open and cum
dripped out down my ass and leg.

" Reach around and put the dick back in...thats it .... good
girl.... bounce on Papi's cock now...  make me feel good..good
cockslave. Gonna be my girl? Gonna take care of me all the time?"

"Yes papi ..I'll be your girl ...You can use my pussy and mouth whenever
you want...I want to ...  I want to be your girl."

"I know you do baby. Get ready so Papi can shoot ... here you go
baby.. take it ....oooooh ... baby ....take it....all up in you.... make
you all full with my cream..."

He pumped spurt after spurt of his cream into my limp body. I was used.. I
was his whore.  He kept sliding his long dick in and out. I was filled with
cream.

He pulled me off of him by my hair and pulled my face to his still half
hard cock.

"Clean me up baby...and then get ready for bed"


Date: Sun, 08 Dec 2002 16:38:11 -0500
From: Bruce <BBMoki@ix.netcom.com>
Subject: Cockslave bruce 4

Cockslave bruce 4

Thanks for the Email. Hope you enjoyed things so far.

After Frank used me for the night ,I went back to my apartment. I kept to
myself for about a week.  I had been forced to suck off Harry and been
fucked by Frank. Worse, Harry had filmed me as he used my ass.  I was
depressed and disgusted with myself for letting this happen.  And I was
embarrassed the the video would be seen by other people.  I promised myself
that it would never happen again, but I kept thinking about how they're
cocks made me feel.I was afraid I was a fag and tried to get laid like a
real man.  I took a girl out and got lucky enough to take her to my place.
When it came down to it I couldn't get hard. She left , laughing at me and
saying maybe I didn't like girls and should get a boyfriend. I turned red
and couldn't say anything.

I spent my time studying at the library by myself. I didn't want to see
anyone. This didn't work for long.  Harry found me one night in a quite
corner of the library. I saw him walking toward me and tried to avoid him
,but he came right to me.

"Where have you been."

I was sitting in a low chair with a high back. he was leaning on the back
stood with his crotch just inches from my face.

"You don't come and see your friends anymore?"

I couldn't answer...I just mumbled something.

"I hear you took real good care of Frank... He's been asking about you."

"I didn't want to . He made me....I'm not like that."

"He made you? That's a laugh...I saw his video. It didn't seem like he was
forcing you.  >From the look on your face , you loved his cock in your
ass. So why don't you stop fucking around , your a cocksucking fag... admit
it."

"You saw the video??......"I was scared and embarrassed. I would never be
able to show my face again if anyone else knew. I was stunned.

"Get up...come with me." It was a command.

He pulled me out of the chair and led me down to the back of the basement
level of the library.  The place rarely used and was a maze of cluttered
shelves.

"This is good." He pushed me face first against the wall and started
grabbing my ass and feeling my tits. His body pressed against mine and he
spoke into my ear.

"That's the last time you disappear on me boy. I told you I was gonna turn
you out and that's what's gonna happen . You got that. I got bills and rent
to pay and your gonna help me out, and I know your gonna like it, ain't
ya."

"Please..... I ..I can't."

"You can ...you will .. and it's gonna be your decision to do it. Feel my
dick against you, That's what you want. Feel how hard it is . remember how
I fucked your mouth. and how me and Frank came all over your face. You
liked that didn't you. And you took Franks cock in your ass all night while
he treated you like a whore. How does that make you feel... being a whore
...a cocksucker..  for men."

His words were getting to me , my dick was getting hard and as he reached
around he knew.  I tried to struggle to get away but I just wound up
rubbing my ass against his cock.

"Admit it... you loved sucking me and being fed cum... admit it so we can
get on with things.  Think about my black dick in your white pussy
mouth... about my thick cum filling your mouth and little tummy...and
covering your face. "

He was groping me and his cock was hard as steel and pressing into my
ass. I couldn't help it and started moaning. I was scared someone would see
us but I was giving in.

" Be my whore....I'll be your pimp and protect you ... your pay will be in
cum, and I'll get what I need. All you have to do is turn around and get on
your knees ...and tell me what you want.

My cock was hard...I was dizzy and I couldn't resist any more. I turned
around and Harry gently pushed me to my knees.

"Tell me what you want"

"I want to suck your cock again...Please.."

"If I let you blow me ...you belong to me...you gonna be my whore ...gonna
be payin my bills...  understand. Your ass is mine to sell."

I was giving up everything , but all I wanted was to be used . It felt
natural to be controlled ...  humiliated.. submissive.  " Yes I
understand."

"Good girl. open your mouth and show me what a nice cocksucking "O" you can
make.  And smile more.. show me how happy your are to be my whore... Good
girl!"

"Take my dick out and go to work pussy."

I undid his pants, nervously looking around for anyone else in the
area. His fat cock popped out and hit me in the face. Harry immediately
started rubbing enormous amounts of precum all over my lips and face. The
smell and taste was intoxicating.

Harry started feeding me his dick. Long strokes.. going deeper each time. I
started gagging but he didn't seem to care. I was so worked I started to
open my pants so I could jerk off as he fucked my mouth. When Harry saw
that he slapped me across the face.  "Did I say you could touch your
cock.... this is just your warm up for tonight... We got a party to go to."

"Now get back to work bitch."His held the sides of my head as he really
started to fuck my mouth. Tears were running down my cheeks and he would
pull his dick out and slap it all over my face.All I could do was take it
. He pulled back a little so the fat dick head was pointed at my mouth as
he jerked off.

" This is just your first load for tonight ...you want it baby?

"Yes"

"Gonna swallow it all ... eat my cream?

"Yes .... please...."

"This is what you live for from now on. You do whatever this dick wants you
to do.  You are my whore and I am your pimp ..got it? Now open wide
baby...and beg for it."

"Please.... let me drink your cum... I'll do what you want...be your
whore. I'll be a good girl for you ..just cum in my mouth. make me do
it...I need you to make me do it.  Please pump my mouth full of cum. I'll
do anything you want.

Harry stood over me and knew I was his to use . And I knew that this was my
place...being a submissive cocksucking pussyboy.

Harry started cumming. Huge spurts jetted from his greasy cock into my
mouth. Jet after jet shot across my lips ...my cheeks...my forehead ,hair
and eyes.My mouth was full and I was gagging as I swallowed.  Like before
Harry would run his cock across my face to feed me the cum that didn't go
into my mouth.  He held me firmly by the hair as he pushed the puddles of
cum into me. I was coughing and gagging and covered with spunk. He then
stuffed his still hard dick back in my mouth and continued to pump me as he
calmed down.

I looked up at him..face covered with cum and mouth filled with black
cock.A pathetic fag who just serviced another man's dick.

"You are such a natural cockslave. My dick and any real mans dick rules
you. You do as your told and we both gonna be happy.

"Now... get your act together and meet me at my place in two hours"

After Harry left , I sat there on the floor for a few minutes and realized
what I had done.  I was still turned on because he didn't let me cum and I
knew he controlled me and I would do whatever he wanted .

Two hours later I was knocking on Harry's door.

Harry was on the phone as I entered and as he hung up he said we would be
over in a 30 minutes.

"Its time to get you ready boy...come with me."

He took me to the bathroom gave me a razor and told me to get in the shower
and shave everything.

"I want you totally hairless...cock, balls ,ass, chest and legs.If you
gonna be my bitch you gonna look like a bitch. When you finish ...put these
on.

I looked over to see some clothes on the couch. I wanted to please him but
the clothes were a pair of tight black spandex hot pants and tanktop. They
were obviously girls clothes and I knew he wanted me to go outside in
them. My meek protest got me slapped in the face.

"You're my bitch ...remember? Now do what you're told. We got a card game
at Frank's to go to ...and you're the entertainment. Frank's givin me $100
bucks off the rent for next month and the other guys are taken up a
collection." Probably not much .They know most cockslaves do it cause they
need to. but it'll be good whore training for you."

I got in the shower ,soaped up and started shaving. As the hair came off I
felt more and more like a girl.  I finished up and felt how smooth my body
was and that this must be how a girl feels.  I got dressed ...I didn't know
what I got myself into ,but I started to feel real faggy and feminine and
my cock started to get hard from knowing I was going to be used and
humiliated by a bunch of strange men.

We left Harry's... I was glad It was only across the courtyard to Frank's.

We entered the apartment and I started to get scared, there were seven
older guys... beer bellies...big...  and not to attractive. A few looked up
when we entered but most just kept playing cards at the kitchen table.

I was led into the living room and told to wait. Harry told me that The guys
usually got a whore and whoever won the most after each 10 hands got to use
her. This week most of the guys were broke so they could only afford a fag
like me. Two minutes later a big black guy won a big pot and said the first
round was his and stood and walked toward me. He flopped down on the couch,
unbuckled his pants and said to get to work. I hesitantly kneeled in front
of him and started tugging at his pants.

"Good little bitch....get on all fours and give me a nice blow job. I just
want to feel your mouth...nothin else. "

His dick was thick , about 8 inches and uncut. The head was already wet
with precum.  I didn't even know this guy's name and I was ready to suck
him off.He gently put his hand on the back of my head and pushed my mouth
onto his dick. I couldn't resist , I let the cock slide over my lips
getting it wet and slippery as it filled my mouth.I wanted the cock...I
felt like such a fag ...shaved ...in girls clothes...  with a fat black
cock in my mouth.I sucked and bobbed up and down on that cock for about 10
minutes .  Finally he stiffened up , held my head tight and forced the
length of his black meat into my throat.  He held me motionless, with just
my mouth around his dick as he started to cum. he shot right down my throat
into my belly. Cum poured in as I struggled to breath.The last shot filled
my mouth I tasted the thick goo.

"Next winner." he yelled as he pushed me aside and went back to the game.

The next guy came in pushed my face down to the floor and pulled my shorts
down, spit on my ass and slid in.  As he fucked me he put a little bottle
under my hose.  "Here ..breath deep ...you pussy's always like this
stuff. It'll make you feel real good when we use ya" The stuff gave me a
rush and made me feel dizzy , but it smelled musky and made my cock
stiffen.  I started to relax and let him use my hole. The more I relaxed the
easier he could slide into me and the better it felt.  I started moaning
and in another 10 minutes my hole was being filled with cum.

I got used by man after man Cum was covering my face and ass . One guy
would barely finish and the next would be ready to go. Eventually the guys
were just lined up to use me and the card game was forgotten. I was now on
an ottoman in the center of the dimly lit room surrounded by all 7
guys. Cock after cock was forced into my mouth and ass. Two and 3 cocks were
being pushed into my mouth and slapped against my face. The guys were all
getting off on using me .

"fuck that pussy" "Use his mouth"

"Cockslut" "Fag" "Let me into his mouth" "Open his
ass wider"

The guys were all talking about using me and insulting and laughing at
me. I was humiliated but I knew this was my place; a slave to cock.  Frank
grabbed me and pulled me onto his lap on the couch. He made me sit facing
away from him. He told me to bend over to see my asspussy. I leaned forward
and showed him my open ass. I had been fucked for the past hour by all
those huge dicks,
My ass was so stretched it wouldn't even close. It was stretched
and stayed open even with no dick in it.  Frank pulled me back on his chest
and pulled my legs up and apart and slid his fat dick in my hole. In front
of me was 6 other guys stroking they're cocks. My eyes rolled back and my
mouth was open and covered with cum. I started moaning as my ass was
filled.

"What a cockslut" "He'll do anything we want" Let's see if we can get 2
dicks our little girl"
			"Hold him back Frank" "Pull her legs open so we can
get another dick in"

The guys were all turned and talking in breathless whispers. They're cocks
rock hard waiting to get at me.  I was getting scared, they were going to
split me wide open with 2 cocks but i couldn't resist.  A big black guy got
between my legs and started pushing his dick in.

" Please ....no... you're stretching me ....it's to big .....I can't take 2
dicks."

Just then the other dick slid in. It hurt at first and they shoved in deep
and held their cocks there.

"relax baby" "Just take it."  Relax your hole and let them use you"

			"Look at that bitch, letting 2 guys fuck him at
once" "What a fag, I can't believe it"

I was moaning loudly as they started really fucking me.

" shut that bitch up" " She got 2 dicks in her ass ....put a couple in her
mouth."

In 2 seconds 2 more guys stood on either side of me on the couch and
started forcing dicks into my mouth.  I lost myself in uncontrollable
lust. all I wanted was dick and to be a whore for these men.I was stretched
wide open ...  held by the arms and legs and hair...Unable to move and
forced to take 2 dicks in my mouth and 2 in my ass.  I looked up to see
Harry smiling with a video camera.

They pulled my head to the side so it was over the edge of the arm of the
couch. This way more cocks could access my mouth.

" Let me in" "Give me some" "Lick it ,bitch"
			"I'm real close" "Gonna fill this little girl up
with cum"

They were all close to cumming. I wanted to be a girl for them ...to let
them use me...I wanted to make them feel good and to take their cum.

The first guy started cumming in my mouth ...shots sprayed across my face
and cheeks and into my mouth.  Then they all started....

"Here baby open wide."  "Take it" "Keep swallowing, baby"
			Take my cream ,girl....take it all."  " That's it
...good girl"

My face was covered and my mouth was being filled with cum. Thick jets from
cock after anonymous cock shot all over me. The thick musky taste filled my
mouth and nose and slid down to my stomach.I was almost drowning in cum.
Frank and the other man started grunting and humping me harder ...then
stiffened up ...stayed still...  and I could feel them both shoot their
loads into my ass.Mancream was filling me from both ends at the same time.
Cum poured from the cocks around my face and dripped over my chest and
stomach. The cum shot into my ass leaked out to cover my legs.  I was
filled and covered with manjuice. As the last jets of cream finished, I
kept one of the dicks im my mouth and jerked my cock a few times . I came
instantly. There was still a large amount of cum in my mouth that I was
about to let drip out.

"Oh no you don't You swallow that last big mouthful."

I took a breath and gulped down the load. It was thick and pungent and
almost made me gag,... but I knew my place.


Frank pushed me forward so I fell to a kneeling position on the floor. The
guys stood around me and Harry suggested I give each dick a kiss and thank
everyone for their cum.  I did as I was told.


Cockslave bruce - The End

I was used by Harry and Frank and friends as their pussyboy slave. I felt
totally degraded after each time I was with them and I wanted to end things
for good.  I tried to avoid them but Frank saw me by his apartment one day
and called to me.

 He took me by the arm and told me he wanted to show me something. We
walked to his place and went in. On the table in the living room was a
stack of videos. I looked at the package and saw the title. It was
"Cockslave bruce".  There on the video cover was my face with my mouth full
of cock.I sat on the couch and started to cry, I couldn't help myself.
Frank just started laughing.

"All those video's we been takin finally paid off. Your'e a star!"

"We sold over 500 copies to porn shops all over town. Me and Harry split
the money"

I was crying and felt totally helpless. This was the worst thing that could
happen.  My friends and family were sure to find out I was a fag
cocksucker.  I tried to yell at Frank but I knew the damage was done. I
just hung my head and sobbed and said "I want to go home".

"Baby... You are home. You're gonna stay here with me.  Here ... I know
what will make you feel better...."

With that he slowly opened his pants and pulled out his fat dick.

"Open your mouth baby... That's it now put the big dick in...yea baby..."

I started to suck his dick. I didn't want to at first but then I started to
like it.  His hard cock in my mouth made me feel good again.  As I sucked
he told me how things would be from now on.

"You're gonna live here so we can make lot's of videos. We can make a lot
of money with your mouth and ass. Course me and Harry are gonna take all
the money, you get room and board. From now on you gonna dress in tight hot
pants and spandex.  We'll have your hair and nails done and make you into a
full time pussyboy.  I know lots of men that would love to dump a load in a
fag like you on camera.  You really will be famous."

As he described my future I kept sucking his cock. I was relaxed now...I
knew my place.

"Here it comes...drink up all my cream and we can go to your place and get
your stuff so you can move in.Gonna fill your mouth soon...show me how much
you want it..."

Frank started cumming. It felt like a gallon. I gulped down load after load
of his cream and kept licking and cleaning his dick.

That was a year ago. Since then they video me almost every weekend and have
made 4 full videos. I'm not allowed to leave the apartment alone and I'm
dressed like a cheap whore day and night. I'm expected to do all the chores
and service any man who comes over. I've learned to know my place and
accept it.I even learned to like it although I still feel degraded and
humiliated. But I guess that's my place in life ... to be a cockslave.