Date: Sun, 3 May 2015 12:19:58 -0500
From: Phil Ashio <filetshio@gmail.com>
Subject: Confessions From A Dick Sucker. (Encounters, Interracial)

The following submission is my actual reply to a nice gentleman who
commented on my very first story submission to Nifty, " Sucking His Big
Black Cock" I was so touched by his openness and sincerity, as you can tell
from my response and experiences, it is rather long winded. I hope you
enjoy it. Comments are welcome. While I can't promise a response, rest
assured that every comment, good or bad, is appreciated.

Please remember that any donation you can make to Nifty will ensure that
stories and encounters such as this one, can continue. I hope you
enjoy. Each and every word is fact.


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> Hi, My name is **** I just finished reading your story about sucking a
black guys cock in the rest room, I enjoyed it immensely, made my dick
hard, I'm a married guy and I'm 58 yrs old, I started sucking cock at or
around 53 and found that I love it, so much that if I had to choose between
fucking a good pussy or sucking a cock I'd choose the cock every time, I'm
fucking hooked, and the taste and the texture of a mouthful of cum, "oh My
geez" I love it, lately I have been fantasizing about sucking a black mans
dick, I've read tons of stories on the subject and watched a lot of porn
videos and costantly look on craigslist for bbc pictures, damn they all
seem so big, nearly every cumshot that I see their load is so thick and
creamy, I cant get it out of my head, my dream situation would be to get on
my knees and submit to a black man and worship his chocolate tool till he
empties his load down my throat, I've chatted with one guy in a town near
me that has nine inches and he says all he does is let white guys suck him,
he claims to have no interest in sucking dicks himself, just getting
sucked, we both are interested in a get together, but when he can, I cant,
when I can, he cant, he has sent me some pictures of his tool and its
fantastic, very long, thick and veiny, I want so much to take this monster
in my mouth and suck the cum out of it, let me say I am still very much in
love with my wife and love eating her pussy and fucking her, but these
black cocks are stuck in my head, if I get to suck one will this desire go
away or be easier to control, I mean damn I don't obsess over white Dick
like this, thank you for letting me speak, "sin"cerily ****

My long winded response: 😄


Morning, *****

I really appreciate your email this morning. You told me a little about
your situation, and your desire to experience sucking black dick. Don't
give up on getting together with the gentleman you are talking with
online. At some point, the stars will align and it will happen. I'm
gathering from your email that more than likely you are a purely straight
male who is interested in experimentation. Of course, you could be
bisexual, but really, it's not important. People are just so fast to slap
labels on people and it's just not necessary. We are all sexual beings, so
let's just enjoy ourselves!

I absolutely love women on every level except sexually. I have always known
I've been sexually attracted to men for as long as I can remember. I love
all races, but even as a young boy, my interest and attraction has been for
black men. Don't get me wrong. I do have white male buddies (2) that I have
known and have orally serviced for years, and I enjoy that closeness with
them. It also helps that we are similar in age, life experiences, and
interests. Men need to bond. We are more physically and sexually oriented,
and it's in our genes. Females are nurturers. Males will always look for a
sexual outlet if given a choice, generally.

I very seldom get an email from someone that makes me want to divulge, but
yours sure did. Your openness to share your feelings drew me in. I'm the
same way at my core, I'm a good ol' country boy. I've lived in the South my
entire life. While there are some things I don't like about the South, I
embrace my upbringing and heritage. I'm from *********, about 100 miles
north of ********* but have lived in ********** for the past 22 years.
This is going to be a LONG email, so get ready!

I'm 53 years old and I've always known I love men. I'm not effeminate, not
super manly, just your average guy (sort of). Like you, I'm a sharp,
intelligent, and insightful person.  I've always been a late bloomer of
sorts in most areas of my life including sexually. I began my sexual
journey around the age of 22, exclusively with men. My first sexual
experience with a black male was around the age of 24. I totally loved
it. It really isn't different than sex with our own race, but if your
preference is for black men, generally speaking, the sexual feelings and
arousal will be amplified. I hate to assume anything, but from your email I
get the feeling that at this point in your life you are perhaps exploring
other sexual outlets for yourself. As women get older their interest in sex
wanes. I'm not sure about you, but my drive has only increased!

Here is where we have to talk, Buck.  I believe that everyone should pursue
what makes them happy sexually minus the pedophiles, who need to be
castrated.  We all have preconceived notions about other races. In the case
of the black male, I'm sure most think that they are all very well
endowed. I've seen small, average, large, and monster size dicks on black
men. For myself, in the beginning, I was more fixated on size, but that
quickly left me. I know I've always had a huge oral fixation and love
giving total service and oral to completion. I've been penetrated and I
enjoy it, but it's not my main focus. I suppose having an oral fixation has
made me an exceptional dick sucker. I could do it 24/7 if given the
chance. I do love cum as well, and any way I can get it. I love a facial
from time to time, but these days, I'm a confirmed swallower.

I'm only giving my experience and not bragging. I suck dick almost every
single day. Not a different dick every day, but I have buddies I've been
taking care of for years. Black men, almost exclusively. I really don't
have a gag reflex, either.  Nothing makes me feel more fulfilled than when
I have some black meat down my throat. In your own particular situation,
again I am going to assume that your male to male experience is minimal. As
you begin to explore this side of your life with experimentation, if you
are thinking that every black man has a big one, it's not always true. It's
true however that again, in my own experiences, black dick is on average,
somewhat larger than other races. My attraction to black men is not solely
on their dick, but the overall package. I love the color of skin. The eyes,
the teeth, the wider noses, the beautiful fuller lips.  It's my attraction
to these things that make my desire to please a man sexually using my mouth
and tongue, crucial. I don't want to give a black man a quick blow job. I
explore every last inch of him. I take in his scent. I spend a lot of time
on his low hangers.I find that by doing this, it makes my reward ( his
sperm) more plentiful and rewarding. It lets me know I made him feel
wonderful.

Over the years, you can begin to notice the subtle and not so subtle signs
of an approaching orgasm. When a man begins to unload into my mouth, I suck
vigorously on the head of his dick, like through a straw, until he begins
to "come down" from his orgasm. Afterwards, I don't stop sucking either. I
take his length into my mouth and gently milk out every last drop of sperm
I can get. When that is done, I will gently kiss his dick, his nuts, the
inside of his thighs. I really love sucking dick. If you really love
something, you really do it well. This includes sucking pecker, too!

As I'm giving a man head, I get into his movement, his sounds, and his
facial expressions as I'm blowing him. The encouragement he gives to me as
I swallow his meat. For instance, while I have "regulars", every couple of
weeks or so, I'll have a buddy show up I haven't seen for a while.  Last
night, a 40 year old buddy of mine showed up. We talked for a bit, then
went back to my bedroom. He stripped, I put on some music, and I got
between his legs while he was stretched out on the bed.  For the next 30
minutes, I literally made love to his dick, periodically watching him when
I would take him down to his balls. Low moans, eyes lightly closed, and his
head going from side to side at times, told me I was doing it right. He
would lightly lick his lips, and his warm hands were on the back of my
neck. I edged him several times, then pulled myself from his dick just long
enough to say "when you get ready to shoot, push my head all the way down
on you" A few minutes later, he gasped several times, and gently pushed me
down on his dick. I felt his dick begin to jerk in my mouth. As he kept
shooting, I put gentle suction on the head of his dick, and gulped each
shot of his jizz down my throat. After cleaning him up with my mouth and
tongue, and gently kissing the length of his dick, I got a warm washcloth
and washed his genitals. While I'm sure he enjoyed it, trust me when I tell
you I loved it even more than he ever could.

This morning, while writing this email to you, a younger 25 year old friend
called. Still half asleep, I asked him to stop over. I washed my face,
brushed my teeth, and let the dogs outside. It's a beautiful day, so they
were in heaven. I love my dogs and all living creatures big and small. If
someone says they don't particularly "care" for my dogs, they will never be
back. Any one who doesn't like animals is not to be trusted in my mind. I'm
a decent judge of character, but animals have senses that are far more
developed than our own. I believe there are different types of
intelligence. One is no better than the another. In other words I believe
animals have souls, and we don't give them as much credit as they deserve
intellectually. Now, to wrap up this morning's encounter, my buddy came
over, I put on the porn, and proceeded to show my friend the respect he
deserves. One half hour later, he was on his way out the door, home to
shower, then Church services.  I guess that's a southern thing!  I am
amazed at all the religious men I have met through the years who are true
believers and higher up in the Church. Pastors particularly. I can't judge
them. That's not my issue. My job is to please and serve any man I have
come to know and who are now invited into my home.

I know this was a very long winded email, so in wrapping things up, I say
if you want to pursue your desires, do it. Use caution, use your head, and
explore. When the time finally arrives, remember the following:

1. Relax, enjoy the experience, and keep an open mind.

2. Take your time!  Don't rush. No rapid up and down bobbing. While you are
doing this, if you can, watch your teeth. If this will be your first time
on a dick, one thing I do is have my tongue over my bottom teeth as I suck
a dick. It keeps the teeth away and at the same time, your tongue will be
on the back of his shaft, constantly. Nice!

3. Listen. Listen for signs and sounds. If the lucky recipient likes a
move, do more of it. If you see and hear he's approaching his climax, this
will give you time to make a decision. To swallow, or not. I only swallow
those men I know. Until I begin to know a man, and there is a level of
trust between us, only then will I gladly swallow. I also believe that
swallowing a man's sperm indicates total acceptance of him as a man. That's
important. Whether he tells you or not, it is to him too.

4. The final and most important step(s) Be enthusiastic. Not cheer leader
enthusiastic, but let him know you really enjoy it. If a man has a basic
clue, he will be able to tell if you are enjoying the act. . Listen to
HIM. I love when a man tells me how he wants it. Every man is
different. Each dick is different. Mix it up. Go slow, go fast, use your
tongue and lips to apply varying levels of feeling.  There is a very small
percentage of men who will not be able to ejaculate through head
alone. They may let you know this, they may not. Don't take it personally
if they don't. I love feeling that first powerful shot of semen from a man
who has told me he cannot blow a load through oral manipulation. While
attention to the shaft is a prime component of good head, just as much
attention should be given to his nuts and that wonderfully sensitive area
at the base of his balls and his ass crack.

Since you are probably not as preoccupied with oral as much as I obviously
am, these are merely suggestions. If you find that you decide this is what
you want to do, begin to appreciate each man and his privates, which are as
individual as he is. The girth or not, veins and ridges or not, every inch
of him. If you do, you will find a man who can become a buddy on a
superficial level or an even deeper, more satisfying level. A real
friend. I have no desire for anything serious. Been there and done it. It
was a wonderful and trying life experience, but at this stage of my life, I
find that I love being single. This status won't change unless there is
some type of divine intervention!

Since this was such a long winded email, if it's okay with you, I would
like to submit this to Nifty. The story you read was my first attempt at
writing a few years back, and your email has inspired me to perhaps do some
more writing. If you are comfortable with my submitting this to Nifty, any
reference to our identities and/or location will be with held.

Well, that should be more than enough for now. You sound like a really kind
and open person. Let's attempt to keep in touch to some degree. If you have
any questions or any future encounters, keep me updated.

Good luck, and only the best to you!

Phil


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Phil Ashio