Date: Thu, 19 Dec 2013 18:16:52 -0600
From: Jim 002 <jim002@outlook.com>
Subject: Golden Eagle and His Brothers Chapter Five-Revised

                  Golden Eagle and His Brothers
                      By jim002@outlook.com
              Copyright 2013 by jim002@outlook.com


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                              Five
   Pa turned me around. He placed his pecker at my hole. He
pushed inside me slowly. We both groaned when the head of his
cock slipped inside me. He was bigger than Golden Eagle and it
hurt. I didn't want him to stop, though.
   "I wish your ma was around to thank," Pa said.
   "I don't think she would be in a mood to be thanked, if she
was watching us."
   They laughed.
   "That's true enough. But I got you, thanks to her," Pa said.
   I couldn't deny that.
   More of Pa slid inside my body.
   "Fill him with John juice," Ned said.
   I laughed.
   "What's John juice?" I asked.
   "The stuff he shot into your ma to make you," Ned said.
   "Oh."
   I laughed.
   Golden Eagle began sucking on the head of my cock. I groaned
and came. While I was shooting, Pa slid the rest of the way
inside me.
   "That's it, son. Feed your uncle your milk. I want some of it
later. I need to taste it."
   "I want yours, Pa."
   "You will get it. As much as my body can give you. You and me
will be sleeping together, from now on. My pecker and nuts will
be close by, all night long. I'd be right pleased to wake up
cause you needed me. I'll wash up afore bed, in case you want a
snack."
   I grinned.
   Pa bent down and licked my neck. He began pulling on my
nipples with his hands. It felt good. I never realized it felt
good to pull on them.
   Pa pulled his pecker out and then pushed back inside me.
   "We don't have to do this standing. Do you want to do it in
bed?" Pa asked me.
   I was enjoying watching Ben lick Uncle Ned's big pecker.
   "Whatever you want, Pa."
   Golden Eagle stood. Pa pushed my shoulders down. I thought he
wanted me to bend over, so I did. Golden Eagle brought his pretty
tool to my lips. I began sucking him as Pa sped up his thrusts.
   I loved having Pa inside me, but the truth was, it didn't
give me a lot of physical pleasure. It hurt a little. I wondered
if I was going to be like Ben and someday get tired of bending
over for them. I didn't hate getting fucked. I loved the fact
that I could give men pleasure with my body. But I liked sucking
Golden Eagle better than getting fucked by him. And I expected
that I would feel the same way with Pa. I was worried about how
much it would hurt when Ned fucked me, but maybe I would be
stretched enough by then. I guess Ben could tell me.
   "How many times did you fuck him, Rob?" Ben asked.
   "Golden Eagle, Ben." Ned said.
   "I forgot."
   "It's all right, Ben. Twice," Golden Eagle said.
   "Then he is probly in pain."
   "Is you, son?"
   I let Golden Eagle slip from my mouth and stood back up.
   "A little, Pa," I told him.
   "You big dummies need to think about him," Ben said. "Lots of
short fucks will stretch him until it ain't as painful."
   "Well, Ben is the expert. He's been gettin' fucked for
years," Ned said.
   "Nephew, can Ben and me kiss you?" Ned asked.
   "Sure, Ned. I feel comfortable around you now." He nodded,
smiling. "We don't need to wait anymore. You don't feel like
strangers to me."
   "Good. Gettin' naked with a man is good way to get to know
him. Especially if you is holdin' his pecker."
   I laughed.
   "Oh, yeah! How many men did you get to know that way,
brother?" Dan asked.
   "Don't be jealous, little brother, Tom didn't leave because
he wanted to," Ned said.
   "Who is Tom?" I asked.
   "Tom worked for Pa," Ned said. "He introduced me to man sex.
That was before Ben was born. He taught me how to suck a man's
pecker and fed me my first drink of man milk. Every day we would
go off somewhere private. I would pull his cock out of his pants
and suck the pretty thing. And he would give me a drink."
   "Oh! What happened to him?"
   They grew quiet and Pa stopped thrusting.
   "Richard killed him," Golden Eagle said. "They got in an
argument, and Richard just shot him."
   I felt sick. How many people had Richard killed? I was sure
glad he was dead.
   "Did you love him, Ned?" I asked.
   Ned wiped his eyes. Tears were rolling down his cheeks. That
was the answer to my question, but Ned nodded his head.
   "He was a good man. I would have run away from home and left
that bastard Pa, if Dan hadn't been too young."
   Things got quiet. Then I asked, "Can I feel your cock, Ned?"
   He grinned and walked over to me. I reached out and wrapped
my hand around it. I stroked it slowly. Ben began sucking Ned's
balls. It felt good in my hands. Thick, solid, and long. The head
began drooling. I rubbed the slippery drool over the head while
Ned sighed. I looked up at him. He was grinning at me.
   "You like it?"
   I was embarrassed to admit it. I'm not sure why. I guess it
was because I just met him.
   "We are all family, John. There ain't no cause to be
ashamed."
   "That's right, son," Pa said. "If you like Ned's pecker, it
just makes the two of you happy. What's bad about that?"
   I thought about that. "Nothing, I guess. This is so new to
me."
   Ned nodded. I looked at his pecker again. "I do like it, Ned.
It's a beauty," I told him.
   "Can you feel how stiff you make me?"
   "Yes, Uncle Ned."
   "You and me can have fun trying to make it soft."
   Golden Eagle laughed.
   "Good luck with that! I've tried," my Indian said.
   "Can I help it if you is so danged sexy?" Ned asked Golden
Eagle.
   Golden Eagle smiled.
   "I love you, Ned."
   "Oh, Rob-Golden Eagle. I have wanted to hear you say that a
long time. Course, I wanted you to say you had feelins' for me,
not use the word."
   "It isn't new, Ned. I'm just now telling you."
   While they was talking, I was playing with Ned's pecker. No
one seemed to think that was the least bit odd. Ned had his
crotch thrust forward, so I could have my fun.
   Ned leaned forward, bringing his face close to mine. He
stopped and I wondered if he felt unsure. I brought my mouth to
his and we kissed. I wrapped my arms around my uncle as we
kissed. Any hesitation or nervousness I felt around my uncles was
gone. I wasn't sure if it was my imagination, but I felt love in
Ned's kiss.
   Pa began thrusting, again. His pecker was hitting something
inside me. For the first time, I was getting only pleasure from
his fuck. Ned's tongue was moving slowly in my mouth while I had
both hands around his pretty cock. I didn't want to let it go. It
was more pleasure than I had ever dreamed was possible. Pa sped
up and then he stopped, groaning. He wrapped his arms around me
and pressed his face against my neck. I could feel warmness
inside me. I figured it was Pa's seed. The same seed that made
me. Pa moaned and then began licking my neck.
   Ned's hairy, manly body was pressed against my front and Pa
was pressed against me from behind. It was good to be between
them.
   "Oh, yeah, Dan. Breed your handsome son," Ned said, pulling
away from our kiss. "You ain't never goin' a have a wife. But you
got a beautiful son to fuck, and that's better."
   "It shore is," Pa said.
   Pa tilted my head back and pushed his tongue inside my mouth.
We kissed while he filled me with his seed. Pa's arms were
wrapped tightly around me. I thought it was perfect. And then
Golden Eagle began sucking me again, and it got even better.
   Dan might not have acted like my father before that, but
while I stood there kissing him and in his tight embrace, with
his cock throbbing inside me, I knew we was closer than any
father and son I had ever heard of. I knew I loved him and he
loved me. And he wanted me more than he wanted a wife. I was very
happy.
   Pa pulled slowly away. My head was twisted around, but I saw
his sweet smile and his blue eyes.
   "I love you," I mouthed.
   His smile grew broader. He hugged me.
   "And I love you, my baby boy. It's so good bein' inside you,
son. Holdin' you in my arms. Better than I dreamed."
   "I'm glad, Pa. I'm glad I didn't disappoint you."
   "You could never disappoint anyone, John. You grown up to be
a fine man. Your ma did good."
   I closed my eyes. Thinking about her still hurt.
   His cock never softened. He began thrusting into me again. It
wasn't painful. I figured that might be because of the milk he
shot inside me. Our mouths came together again and we kissed.
   "Look at them go," Ben said.
   "They's in love," Ned said. "It's a beautiful sight."
   Golden Eagle was tugging on my balls while he sucked me. Pa's
arms were still wrapped tightly around me, like he was afraid I
would try to get away. I was exactly where I wanted to be,
though. His big pecker was massaging my insides, while his tongue
explored my mouth. It was pure pleasure. The two men I loved most
in the world were giving it to me.
   After a few minutes, Pa pulled out of me. He turned me
around, so I was facing him. I looked at Pa's stiff pecker. It
had man milk on it. I was tempted to lick it off.
   "R.Golden Eagle, fuck your lover," Pa said.
   "First, I need to kiss him," I said.
   Golden Eagle smiled and stood. He pressed his mouth to mine
and we kissed. I wrapped my arms around my first love. My Indian.
I loved him just as much as I ever had. Loving Pa, and Ned, and
probably Ben, didn't seem to make me love Golden Eagle less.
Golden Eagle pulled away, smiling. I smiled back. He got behind
me, and Pa kissed me as Golden Eagle slowly pushed inside me.
   "I can't get enough kisses," Pa pulled away to say.
   "I know what you mean, Pa."
   "We'd be happy to see you kissing all the time," Ned said.
"Get's my pecker hard."
   Ben was sucking Ned. Golden Eagle held my hips as I held onto
Pa. He began fucking me slowly.
   Pa placed kisses all over my face, before thrusting his
tongue back inside my mouth. I decided I loved kissing as much as
sex. I planned to kiss my four men often.
   After a while, I pulled away and lay my head on Pa's
shoulder.
   "I want to make love to you three times a day, son."
   I smiled.
   "I would like that, Pa."
   "Uh, son? You ever plan to marry?" Pa asked.
   "A woman?"
   They all laughed.
   "The way he says it, I'd say no," Ned said, laughing.
   "How would she fit ever in our bed?"
   Pa grinned at me.
   "Thing is, I don't know nothin' bout you," Pa said.
   "You two will have plenty of time to talk on the way to
town," Golden Eagle said.
   Pa nodded.
   "We'll go tomorrow, son."
   I smiled and nodded.
   Pa and I continued to kiss as I felt his strong body. My
hands moved over him-everywhere they could reach. Golden Eagle
cried out in pleasure. He pulled out of me and another pecker
slid inside. I supposed it was Ben. It felt different. I didn't
look though. Kissing Pa was too good to stop.
   Pa pulled away, though.
   "If you is sore, you need to say so, baby."
   I thought about it. I looked and it was Ben who was fucking
me.
   "It doesn't hurt. Maybe because of all the seed."
   "It's very wet," Ben said. We could all hear how wet it was.
Ben's thrusts were making a squishing sound.
   I hated the idea of all of them fucking me but Ned. It didn't
seem fair. But he was big.
   "Ned, I want you inside me, but I don't think I can take a
full fuck. I want to try to take you when Ben finishes."
   Ned grinned.
   "That's just fine, baby boy. If it hurts, say so. I'll stop.
We don't want to tear you open."
   That did sound bad.
   I could feel Dan's or Golden Eagle's seed running down my
leg. Then I realized it wasn't one or the other. It was both. It
was their seed, mixed together inside me. That made us really
feel like a family to me. Soon my uncle would be adding his.
   "How do you like fucking, Ben?" Ned asked.
   "I like it!"
   They laughed.
   I reached for Pa's pecker. It was stiff and greasy. I stroked
it.
   "Yes, Darlin'. Oh, baby boy!" Pa said, before pressing his
mouth to mine for another kiss.
   Pa's tongue danced with mine in my mouth. I heard Ben groan.
   "Fill him up, little brother," I heard Ned say. "Get him
plenty wet for me."
   Someone took my cock into their mouth. I wasn't sure if it
was Golden Eagle or Ned. Ben pulled out of me and I felt a rush
of liquid run down my legs. Pa stopped kissing me. I saw Ned get
behind me. I felt his pecker at my hole. He pushed slowly inside
me.
   "Aw, fuck!" Ned said.
   It hurt, but not too much.
   "Is it bad, baby boy?" Ned asked.
   "Not too bad."
   "Do you want me to stop?"
   I grinned.
   "No."
   While Ned pushed slowly inside me, my other three men stood
in front of me. I admired them. Golden Eagle had the least amount
of hair on his chest. Pa and Ben had lots. I reached for Ben's
pecker. It was my newest toy.
   "You like it?" he asked me.
   I grinned.
   "I love all four of them."
   They chuckled.
   "That's how we feel, nephew," Ned said. "Whenever I want a
good time, I reach for one of my brother's peckers. You can do
that, too. Any time you want to play, or have a drink of man
milk, just do it. You don't never got to ask. If you need to get
fucked, we will only be happy to help. Now that Pa is gone, all
of us is lookin' forward to havin' sex when and where we want."
   I smiled.
   I wasn't in much pain from Ned's pecker. Ned bent down and
whispered, "I love you, John," before sucking on my ear. A minute
later, he groaned, and I knew he was filling me.
   He turned me around, pulling my pecker from Golden Eagle's
mouth. Golden Eagle stood. I reached for him to kiss him as my
father pushed inside me again. I kissed my lover while I was
fucked. Or I should say, Golden Eagle kissed me. He was putting a
lot into the kiss, and I reminded myself to make him feel
special. He was so special to me. I wanted him to know that.
   I felt someone's hands rubbing the man milk into my legs. It
felt really good. Someone reached for my cock. I pulled away from
Golden Eagle. It was Ned's hands rubbing the seed into my skin.
Then the others caught some of the runoff and began rubbing their
man milk over my chest and shoulders. I moaned in pleasure at the
feel of their slippery hands on me. Ben wiped up some more milk
and stroked my cock with his handful of milk. It made his hand
wet and slippery and it felt good. Then Ben knelt, pulling on
Golden Eagle's pecker, as well as mine. He got the two of them
together and got both of the heads in his mouth. The head of my
pecker rubbed against Golden Eagle's in his mouth.
   I looked at Golden Eagle. I stroked his cheek.
   "I love you so much," I said.
   He smiled. "I love you, John. I love all my brothers, too."
   Ned stood and pulled my mouth to his. While we kissed, he
took my hand and placed it on his cock. I felt his big rod again.
It was very slippery with what I guessed was some of the seed
that leaked out of me. I began stroking him. It wasn't just Ned's
pecker that was big, his tongue was too. It reached almost to the
back of my throat. He ran his big tongue throughout my mouth. Pa
was still fucking me. He ran his hands over me as he did. Ned
pulled away.
   "I want you, baby," Ned said to me.
   "I'm yours, Uncle Ned."
   He grinned at me and nodded.
   "You got four lovers, boy."
   "I know! Four handsome lovers."
   "And in a way, you got four fathers. We plan to take care of
you, baby. To make you happy," Ned said.
   "And in another way, I got four husbands," I said.
   "It's the truth."
   I smiled at him and felt his body. I felt his hard muscles
and the black hair that covered most of it.
   Ned reached between my legs. He felt my hole and my father's
plunging rod.
   I looked down at his big cock while I stroked it.
   "You like that, baby. Makes me glad."
   "I do!"
   Ned bent down and licked my lips, playfully.
   "Damnation, you smell good!" he said.
   I laughed.
   "I smell like man milk."
   "Yeah. It's a smell we like."
   Pa leaned down and whispered in my ear. "I cain't come again,
but my cock is just where it belongs. Do you feel the same way,
son?"
   "I do, Pa. And you are still hard!"
   He chuckled.
   "I waited a long time to get here-to get inside my boy."
   "You will be inside me whenever you want, now. I mean that,
Pa."
   "Thank you, baby."
   None of us could shoot anymore and we slowly stopped enjoying
each other's bodies.
   Pa took my hand and we sat on the bench on the porch. Golden
Eagle sat on the other side of me.
   "How many rooms do you think we should have in the new
house?" Ned asked his brothers. He was leaning on the railing
around the porch. I couldn't help admiring his body. His pecker
had softened some, but it was still big.
   "Do you want a room of your own, John?" Pa asked me.
   "I don't think so. I'll be sleeping with you and Golden
Eagle. What would I do with it?"
   "Invite women to sleep with you." Ben said.
   I stared at him and the others laughed.
   "I don't think our baby boy will be having female guests!"
Ned said. "Not when he cain't take his eyes off my pecker." Ned
winked at me.
   We laughed.
   "I can take them off it, I just don't want to," I said.
   We laughed.
   "Four rooms, maybe," Ned said.
   All of us were naked. Ned was standing in front of me. His
pecker was getting stiff, again.
   "Baby boy, I am glad you like looking at it. Maybe you want
to suck on it, later."
   I smiled at him. "I do!"
   "Then you will. Maybe I can give you a drink."
   "I think your balls are drained," Ben said.
   Ned nodded. "Maybe. Sure was fun getting them that way!"
   We all laughed.
   "Do you all do this every day?"
   "No," Pa said. "We did it when we could. We had to keep it
from Pa."
   "We you having sex outside?" I asked.
   "Yeah. And with the weather, that meant we couldn't do it
ever day."
   "Sometimes I would keep Pa busy so Ned and Ben could fool
around," my pa said.
   Pa put his arm around me. I leaned my head on his shoulder. I
reached out and took Golden Eagle's hand and held it. He smiled
at me. I brought his hand to my mouth and kissed it. Golden Eagle
seemed to light up. He was really pleased, I could tell.
   "I need to get dinner started," Ben said.
   "Can we all sleep here tonight?" I asked.
   Ned looked at Golden Eagle and Dan.
   "I think that would be fine," Golden Eagle said.
   "Ben and I will sleep on your ma's bed, then." Ned said.
   Golden Eagle nodded.
   "Why don't you and me go to the house and get the food?" Ned
said to Ben.
   Ben smiled and nodded.
   "I spose I should take care of the animals," Pa said. I was
disappointed Pa was leaving. "That will give you and Golden Eagle
some time alone."
   Golden Eagle smiled at Pa. "Thank you, Dan."
   "Glad to do it, brother."
   Pa, Ned, and Ben got dressed. Golden Eagle and I stayed on
the porch and waved as they got on their horses to leave.
   "Be bout a hour," Ned said.
   "See you soon!" I called out.
   They left. Golden Eagle put his arm around me.
   "How are you Golden Eagle?"
   "I'm fine, John. I'm happy."
   "Oh, good. I was afraid what we did would make you unhappy."
   "Actually, I enjoyed it. I thought I would hate sharing you.
But watching you kiss your father while he bred you was." He
shook his head.
   I couldn't doubt what he was saying. Just thinking about it
was making him hard again.
   I wrapped my hand around his pecker.
   "I still feel the same way about you, my handsome Indian."
   He smiled. "I knew that for certain when you kissed my hand.
We won't be living alone, you and me, but I've been wondering why
I wanted to be alone. It is better to be around friends, and even
better to be around loved ones. Now that I know my brothers love
me, I want to share my life with them."
   I nodded.
   "I noticed you didn't kiss Ben."
   "It wasn't deliberate," I said.
   "Good. Ben suffered the most from Richard. His mother died
when he was very young. Ned and Dan had their mother to love them
when they were young, but the only parent Ben knew was his crazy
father. At least until my mother came to them."
   That was so sad to me. I grew up in a saloon around drunk,
rutting men, as Ma put it. But I was loved.
   "I'll try to make him feel loved," I said.
   Golden Eagle smiled.
   "I am so glad that loving Pa doesn't make you feel bad," I
told him.
   "You should love your father. Unlike my brothers and myself,
you have a loving father. I am happy for both of you."
   I sighed and leaned against him.
   "And I still have you and your love. That is what I wanted
and needed. Sharing is not a bad thing."
   "I love you so, Golden Eagle."
   "I know, John. And I love you, too."
   Golden Eagle was stroking my arm and I fell asleep leaning
against him.
   I woke to a noise.
   "What was that?"
   "An eagle."
   "Was he golden?"
   Golden Eagle smiled.
   "I didn't see him. Maybe!"
   I got up and walked off the porch. I looked up and around,
but didn't see the bird.
   Man milk was running down my legs. I supposed I would get
used to it.
   "You are dripping," Golden Eagle said.
   "I know! What can I do about it?"
   He stood behind me and pushed slowly inside. I groaned as his
rod entered me.
   "That should work," I said.
   He laughed. Then he hugged me and said, "I love you, John,
with all my heart."
   We stood out there a few minutes with his pecker in me and
his arms wrapped around me. He didn't thrust. He just left it
there, and I liked having my Indian inside me.
   Some ducks flew overhead and disappeared behind trees. In the
distance, I could see snow-topped hills.
   "There is a lake that way," Golden Eagle said. "That is where
they are headed. I'll take you to see it soon."
   I smiled. I watched a squirrel chase another squirrel. That
made me smile, too.
   I tilted my head back and my handsome Indian thrust his
tongue into my mouth. It was as welcome inside my body as his
pecker. We kissed that way for several minutes. Then I heard a
bird cry. We stopped kissing and looked up. It was a golden
eagle.
   "My mother had a visit from an eagle two days before I was
born," he said to me.
   "Could it be that one?"
   "Probably not. It is possible, though."
   We watched him circle, looking for a meal.
   "It sure is big! I think it is the biggest one I ever saw," I
said.
   "Yes, he is large and old."
   "Maybe he is keeping an eye on you," I said.
   Golden Eagle pulled his cock out of me, He turned me around
and looked at me.
   "What is it?" I asked.
   "I wanted to be certain you weren't joking. It is a serious
thing."
   I stroked his cheek.
   "I may not know too much about Indians, but I do know that."
   He smiled at me and nodded.
   "He is mine and I love him!" Golden Eagle called out to the
bird. The bird answered with two cries. I got shivers. It
definitely seemed like an answer.
   "Is he.glad?" I asked.
   "He is."
   I relaxed and let out a breath. I didn't know what all that
meant, but I didn't question it. The eagle flew off. We walked
back into Golden Eagle's cabin. He took a cloth and wiped my legs
dry. It had started to get uncomfortable as the milk dried and
tugged on the hairs on my legs. I walked to the table and cut a
piece of cheese. I ate it. Golden Eagle sat down.
   "How do you feel about all of us living in this cabin?" he
asked me.
   "I don't really know. I guess I'm glad we'll be together."
   He nodded.
   "I feel the same. One family is better than two, in this
case.
   "Let's check on the animals."
   I nodded. We put on pants and shoes and walked outside.
   I knew nothing about farming, so I mostly watched. And what I
mostly watched was Golden Eagle's pecker. He had seemed very
happy the day before when I got there and he seemed just as
happy. That was important to me. Golden Eagle was a fine man and
deserved to be happy. I hoped I was the man who could keep him
that way. But I planned to spend time with Pa and my uncles. I
suddenly had family, and I wanted to spend time with them. I
thought of Pa and got hard. I began rubbing myself through my
pants. I heard Golden Eagle laugh.
   "Mine is still asleep, but yours is younger." I grinned at
him. "Were you thinking of me or Dan?"
   "Uh."
   "It's fine, John."
   "I was thinking of Pa."
   Golden Eagle nodded.
   "He is a very attractive man. You should be proud to have him
as your father."
   I thought about that. It was a new feeling for me, but it was
there. I was proud.
   "I can tell that you feel uncomfortable because of your
desire for him. You are afraid you are hurting me. As long as you
continue loving me, I will be happy. I am happy that you love him
and that you desire him. And I want you to drink his milk, John.
I want to watch him feed it to you. It makes me very hard
thinking about it." I groaned and my cock jumped in my pants. "I
want to know if you like his milk as much as I do. Maybe you will
like it more, since he is your father."
   Golden Eagle laughed again. I looked down and saw my pecker
was pushing my pants out in front of me. Golden Eagle walked up
to me. He unfastened my pants and then pulled them down.
   "I think I would like to stroke his cock with your mouth at
the end of it. I will milk your father until he squirts his milk
into your mouth."
   I groaned and my cock started bouncing around like crazy. I
groaned as he swallowed my pecker and began sucking me. I leaned
on the corral gate. It felt so good. I ran my fingers through
Golden Eagle's brown hair. He pushed two fingers inside me and
moved them around. I pictured Golden Eagle doing what he said.
Stroking Pa. Milking him. I could still taste man milk.
   "I love you, Golden Eagle." I said softly. I meant it. I
might have only met him the day before, but I knew for certain I
was in love with Golden Eagle. He wasn't just handsome and sexy.
He was a good man. I was very lucky he loved me back.
   One of the horses started paying attention to me. He began
pushing me with his head. I laughed when he did it a second time.
Then Golden Eagle's fingers hit something and I groaned as I shot
in his mouth. I doubt that I shot very much. Golden Eagle stood,
smiling. I pulled him forward and kissed him. The horse pushed
his head between us. I pulled away, laughing. Golden Eagle was
grinning.
   "Another male has fallen for you, John."
   I wasn't sure what he meant. I looked under the horse and saw
it was a stallion.
   "Well, he is not fucking me!"
   Golden Eagle laughed.
   I leaned forward and kissed his chest.
   "My beautiful, John. I am the luckiest man in the world."
   I knew that I was. After all, I had him and Pa for lovers,
but I didn't disagree with him.
   It was getting cooler as the afternoon drew to an end. I was
glad I was getting clothes. Living in the saloon, I didn't have
much need of warm, sturdy clothes, and I needed them. At the
saloon, I didn't spend that much time outside during the winter,
and when I did, I would borrow a coat. Pa was taking me to town
to buy clothes and I would be spending most of the day with him.
I was really looking forward to that. I would have time to learn
more about him. I wanted to find out what he remembered about his
mother. She was my grandmother, and I was curious about what
happened to her. Of course Ned might know more. He was older. But
I figured my three uncles probably talked about her a lot.
   Then I thought about my mother. I was very happy. Was she
happy for me somewhere? Or was she disappointed. I knew she would
be glad the Wessons finally admitted I was one of them. Their
stubbornness made her mad. After all, my name was John Wesson.
She had named me as a baby, long before I started to look like
one. She told me that she just knew one of the Wessons got her
pregnant-that sometimes a woman just knew things like that. I
thought about the other things she had told me about the day the
four Wessons visited her. She told me the three boys were
obviously terrified of their father, Richard. Now that I knew
they had no interest in women, I wondered how they even shot
inside her. Did Pa think of someone else while he was doing it?
   "What are you thinking about, John?"
   "I was wondering how Pa got Ma pregnant."
   Golden Eagle grinned.
   "He told me he closed his eyes and imagined he was fucking
Ben. Ned did the same thing."
   I nodded.
   "What did Ben do?"
   "He pretended. He was only eleven. He told us he apologized
to your mother and she was very understanding of his problem.
They sat and talked until enough time had passed. Then Ben left
her room, pretending they had sex."
   I nodded.
   "She kept his secret. She never even told me," I said.
   "I wish I had gotten to know your mother, John."
   "She was a good woman, despite what people in town think."
   "I know that. She raised you well."
   I wiped my eyes. I knew that someday the thought of her
wouldn't make me cry. I wasn't sure I was looking forward to that
day. My memories of her were still sharp. Would they someday be
like the memories I had of things that happened when I was very
little-when I could only remember bits and pieces? I wanted to
remember every moment with her.
   My pa and uncles rode up to the cabin and pulled me back to
the present. I waved to Pa and all three of them waved back.



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