Date: Fri, 12 Mar 2004 00:03:46 -0700
From: Wade Wright <wadewright@att.net>
Subject: I Am Really, Really, Ready Chapter 5

			I am Really, Really, Ready!

		  Chapter Five:  I May be Crazy as Hell!

			      By Wade Wright

	Coach came into the apartment and found Tim getting everything
ready for the upcoming events of the evening.  "Hey, looks like you've been
here awhile."  Coach said as he noticed all of the preparations that Tim
had arranged.
	"No, not too long really.  I keep everything pretty handy so that I
can grab it when necessary.  So Coach, tell me about this new playmate of
yours.  You two haven't tried the fist thing yet, I assume.  Right?"
	"No, we sure haven't.  We've only had about three sessions together
so far, and Joe told me the first day we got together about how he thought
he'd kind of like to see it done, and I told him that maybe you and Sammy
would be willing to let us watch, and maybe give us some pointers on the
whats and the hows of fisting.  I'm glad we finally figured out a night
when all four of us could make it.  You know I've been putting you off in
teaching me and letting me do it, but now that Joe and I are playing around
and he has expressed an interest, well,---I kind of guess that has perked
my interest too.  I don't know if either one of us will be trying it
tonight, but at least we will have seen a guy get fisted up in his ass, and
not feel so dumb and stupid about what goes on."
	"Hey Coach.  You guys don't need to do it if you don't want to, but
if either one of you do decide to try it for the first time tonight, you
just let Sammy and I know.  Got to admit, Sammy is a pretty good one to get
your first fisting from.  He is on the smaller side, as you have seen, and
his hands are a lot easier to take up the ole ass hole than my larger
hands.  So if you guys want to try it, just let us know."
	Just as Tim was telling Coach to ask if he got interested in doing
it, Sammy showed up at the door.  He came in, all excited that he was going
to be doing some fisting and having an audience while he either did some
fisting, or while he got some fisting done to him.
	"Hey guys, I've go to admit that it really turns me on when
somebody is watching while I get a fist up in my ass or put my fist up in
another guy's ass.  Actually I do kind of think I get more excited when it
is a fist going up inside of me.  I don't know why, but I must be an
exhibitionist when getting fisted.  I guess in my mind I know it is like
really weird for another guy to put his fist up in my ass, but then I like
showing others that I can do that.  I think it goes back to my childhood
days when everybody said I was no good at sports and stuff.  I have always
kind of felt that letting a guy do that to me and also letting others watch
it happen, was kind of like making up for my less than happy and
accomplished younger days.  I'd like to get fisted in front of all of my
old childhood people and ask them how many of them could do this!"
	Coach and Tim agreed with Sammy that perhaps his childhood days
were the reasons that he got all excited about getting it up in the ass
like that.  Coach added, "Yea, I've been told, and I do believe, that the
reason some guys like to get paddled so much is a reflection on their
childhood days.  I've been told that as a child they were paddled, and now
they find excitement in it as an adult.  I'll tell you one thing!  About
six months ago I was with a guy at his house that really, and I do mean
really, got all excited about getting his ass paddled as red hot as he
could get someone to give it to him.  I paddled him for a solid hour and I
was actually afraid to paddle him anymore, even though he was still begging
for it.  Shit man, his ass was glowing red!  Not kind of, but I do mean
real red!  And for him being a black man, that is not an easy task!"
	Joe opened the door and came in just as the other three were
finishing up the conversation about Coach's friend getting a red hot ass
paddling.
	"Hey Joe!"  Coach said as he went toward Joe and gave him a hug and
a kiss.  "Joe, this is Tim, and this is Sammy!"
	As Joe extended his hand out to shake hands, he expressed his
pleasure in meeting both of them.
	Looking around the room, Joe then said, "Well, I kind of think
maybe things are going to happen in here tonight, aren't they?  Being the
only guy standing here with clothes on is making me feel a little weird,
but I don't think it is the clothing as much as the big can of grease and
all of the other stuff laid out.  Shit man, this almost looks like an
operating room.  Just a little more weird."
	Joe started to remove his clothes, and as he did Coach gave him a
big hug and told him he was glad they were going to watch Tim and Sammy go
to it.
	"Joe, Tim has been begging me to get involved in this stuff for
months now, and I've always put him off, but now that it's you and I, I'm
all turned on to learning as much as I can.  Tim told me that if either one
of us wants to try, either doing some fisting or getting some fisting, to
let him know.  He did point out that since Sammy has some smaller hands, he
is a good one to get a first time fist from.  He told me that Sammy's
smaller hands slide up and in easier than his bigger hands do.  So anyway,
if you decide that you want to do more than just watch, you let me know.  I
know right now I'm starting to get the idea that I just might ask for some
action before this whole thing is over.  Ever since you told me the other
night that you want us to get with Tim and Sammy and watch them do each
other, I've been getting more and more excited about doing it too.  Now
Joe, if I do decide that I want to try it, and you don't feel comfortable
trying it just yet, that's OK.  If you'd rather watch, I'll have Tim or
Sammy do me.  OK?"
	"Yea Coach, yea.  I got to admit that right now I'm still feeling
kind of like the little neighborhood boy that is going to be peaking
through the fence and watching something that I am not supposed to see.
Maybe I will relax a little more once things get going, but I got to admit
that right now I'm feeling pretty stiff about thinking about having
somebody put their hand up in my ass or even me putting my hand up in their
ass.  I want to see what happens, but I sure can't promise how involved
I'll get."
	"Hey that's OK, man.  Nobody is going to make you do anything that
you do not want."
	As Joe and Coach were talking, Tim and Sammy had hit the bed, and
quickly decided that Sammy would be the fister, and Tim would be the
fistee.
	"Tim likes to be on his back while he gets fisted."  Sammy
explained.  "Some guys, like me for example, like to be belly down while I
get fisted, and as long as it feels good to the guy getting it, it really
doesn't matter.  I mean after all, it's all to just feel good getting it,
so use whatever position you prefer."
	Sammy positioned the big beach towel up under Tim's ass and lower
back and rather jokingly told the two observers to always be as neat as
possible, so that when the fun is over, there is as little clean up to take
care of as possible.  "Hey men, when you pull your fist out of some guys'
ass, you'd rather lay there and hug him, and not have to start doing the
old washing everything down before you can relax.  That is the reason I use
the Latex gloves.  When you smear this much grease on your hand, it is a
whole lot easier to just rip off the glove and throw it in the waste basket
than to try and quickly wash this much grease off of your hand.  Now hey,
guys!  Some bottoms do not want you using gloves when they are getting
fisted, so always find out first if you should or not.  You sure don't want
to piss off some guy that you are just about to slide you hand up into.
Don't make for too much fun that way."
	Sammy had gotten his hand and Tim's butt hole all greased up and
then slid some fingers in and out of Tim's ass to kind of get it all
excited and ready for an entry.
	As he got Tim all ready, Sammy explained the whats and the why of
what he was doing, and the best techniques to use to get his hand up in
Tim's ass as quickly as possible.
	"After all men."  Sammy said.  "When you've got a hunk like this on
the bed, his legs up in the air, his ass all greased up and starting to get
hot, you will find out that you get pretty excited yourself, and you get
pretty anxious to be feeling the inside of his ass.  Once you do this a few
times, the rush of getting in there and feeling around will hit you."
	Sammy folded his hand, pointed his fingers and slowly started to
enter Tim's ass.  He watched Tim's face, and he watched his ass, making
sure that everything was OK both with Tim, and with Tim's ass.  Tim let out
a little groan.
	"Hey men.  That is what you want to hear.  You don't want your man
just laying there all stone quiet and silent.  You want him to groan some,
so that you know he can feel you invading his most private hole, and you
also know he is feeling good about what he is feeling up in there."
	"Oh shit man!"  Joe exclaimed.  "Coach, look!  Sammy has almost all
of his hand up in Tim's ass already!  Tim, don't that hurt?"  Joe asked.
	"No not really."  Tim replied.  "I'm not going to be a complete
fool and try to tell you that for the first few times that it does not
hurt, but after you get it a few times, your ass gets used to taking it,
and your mind can only think about the joy you feel of having some guy's
hand up in there.  Really guys, once you get used to having it some, you
want it as often as you can get it!  Fucking in the ass is good, but
fisting in the ass is pure top quality sex!"
	Coach and Joe bent over to get somewhat closer to the action, and
both men gasped in surprised as Sammy pushed his hand on up in, far enough
that his entire wrist disappeared up in Tim's ass.
	"Oh my God!"  Joe almost yelled.  "Oh my God Sammy, how far up in
him are you going to go?  Oh God, that has got to hurt!  Tim, doesn't that
hurt?  He has more than his whole hand up in your ass!"
	"No Joe, it really feels good to me!  He's gone up in me, up to his
elbow before, and I'm hoping he can do that again tonight so you two can
watch it.  Really guys, I know it looks like it has to be really painful to
me, but it's not.  It's a real turn on to me just knowing that he's going
up in me like that!"
	With Coach and Joe sitting on the edge of the bed, the leaning on
each other and watching what was happening between Sammy and Tim, was
getting Joe all hot and bothered.
	"Hey man!"  Coach said as he noticed that Joe was supporting a
major hard-on.  "It looks like this is getting you kind of all turned on
man!  You have a raging hard-on."
	Joe looked down at his own cock and said, "Yea, I guess I do, don't
I?  Shit man, I was so damned interested in seeing what in the hell was
happening up here with these two guys, I didn't even know I had gotten
hard.  Yea, I guess this is make me horny, and maybe just like you!  Coach,
look at the boner you are showing!"
	"Yea I know!  The only thing is, I knew I was supporting a woody.
I felt mine go real hard right when I saw Sammy push his hand up in Tim's
ass and let his wrist disappear up in there.  That really got me all hot an
bothered, and I knew it when it happened."
	Coach reached over to Joe as he spoke and rubbed his cock.  Joe
returned the favor.  Both men sat there stroking the other guy, and at the
same time watched what was happening between Sammy and Tim's ass.  As for
Tim, they already knew that he was simply laying there in a complete glory
taking all of the action in his ass with a complete joy!
	"Yea Sammy, push man!"  Tim said as he rather raised up to see how
much arm was now up in his ass.  "Come on man!  I want to show these two
guys what it looks like for a man's arm to disappear up inside of another
guy.  Push it up in me.  I want to feel your hand up inside of my chest
area.  Come on man!  Fist me real deep!"
	"I'm trying man!"  Sammy replied.  "Lay still there and give me
some more time.  I'm working my way up in you as fast as I can.  When I get
to my elbow, I'll make sure you know it so you can look down and see it.  I
know from the last time we did this, that your seeing my arm that far up
inside of you, is a real turn on to you, isn't it?"
	"Yea Sammy, yea!  Yea man, I like it, but I don't get it often
enough.  We have got to get Coach and Joe broken in so they can be fisting
me too when you are not here.  Hey man, I'd give up fucking all together if
I could just get fisted about every day instead.  I love it man!  It feels
so damn good to me!  Put your arm up in me!"
	"Oh God Coach, this is getting me all turned on!  Coach, I did not
expect anything like this to happen.  Hey, Coach, I don't know if I can
take it or not, but the way I feel right now, please play with my ass.
Coach, finger my ass.  Oh Coach, this has gotten me all hot and bothered.
Shit man, I'm going to be honest,---I'd love to feel your hand up in me.
OK!  Now I've said it!  I'm sure I will regret it if you even start to try,
but that is the way I'm feeling right now, so I decided that I had to just
day it.  Coach, if you play with my ass and I change my mind, you will stop
won't you?  I know I should not have said that, but my ass is getting real
anxious to be played with, so if you will promise to stop if I ask you to,
I'll let you do some shit to my ass.  Play with it!  It's hungry for some
hand action back there."
	Sammy asked Coach if he wanted to use a glove, or go bare handed,
and Joe rather interrupted and told them that he really doubted that Coach
was going to be going in far enough to need a glove, but Sammy told Coach
that he ought to use one anyway, since he would be smearing some grease all
over Joe's ass anyway.
	Coach put on a glove, asked Joe if he wanted to lay on his stomach
or on his back, and after Joe decided that he wanted to be on his back so
that he could see, Coach started smearing some grease on Joe's ass.
	"Oh God yes!"  Joe exclaimed with pleasure as he felt Coaches hand
hit his ass hole.  "Oh yea man, put a finger in my ass.  Please Coach,
finger my ass!"
	For about the next 15 or 20 minutes Coach played with Joe's ass
hole and slowly but carefully started to open it one finger at a time.
During this same time, Sammy continued to work on Tim's ass and continued
to make additional headway in getting his arm up into Tim's body interior.
	"There Tim, I'm in to my elbow!  Can you sit up a little and see
it?  See, I knew it was not a fluke the last time that we did that!  You've
got a lot hungrier ass hole than what you think."
	"Oh God that's hot!"  Coach said.  "Shit man, that is fucking hot!
Joe can you see Tim's ass?  Can you see how fucking far Sammy is up inside
of Tim?"
	"Yea I can see it, and it is making me want your hand up in me that
much more.  Coach, I know damn well that I can not take that much up in me,
but I want to get your hand up in me if we can.  Can we try?  Coach, I want
to know that I got your hand up in my butt tonight.  Oh God I'm crazy for
saying that aren't I?  Oh shit man, I know I am going to be fucking sorry
that I ever said that!"
	"OK Coach.  It kind of sounds to me like you have a man there that
is ready to try and see if he can get fisted.  You willing?"
	"Yea, I'm willing, but I'm just not too sure of what I'm supposed
to do."
	"Hey all you do is keep slowly pushing on his ass hole, and watch
his face so you will know if he is feeling good or if he is having some
pain, and just try to put as much hand up in him as you can.  Just push on
that ass nice and slow!"
	Coach took Sammy's instructions to heart, and slowly attempted to
put his hand up inside of Joe's ass.  Joe jumped a few times, but each
time, he told Coach that he was sorry because he did not want Coach to
quit, but for just a moment or two it had hurt.  Coach turned his hand a
few times and actually found the best position to be in that he knew was
the most comfortable for Joe.  Often Joe would let out a, "Yea man, yea,
--that feels good, push!"
	When Coach heard those instructions, he followed his command, and
he did actually gain some success.  He could feel that he was opening Joe's
ass hole completely.
	"Joe, you OK?'  Coach asked.
	"Yea man, yea!  I'm OK.  I can feel your hand and I know it is
really spreading my ass hole, but Coach, I may be weird, but feeling that
hand up in me is really turning me on.  You OK?  Can we keep this up a
little longer?  Can we see if I can really get it up in me?"
	"Yea Joe.  Yea we can keep it up!  I'm having my fun down here too.
I never thought that the day would ever come that I would be trying to put
my hand up in that hot ass of yours, so we can stay at this until we do
what we want.  You just tell me if you have to stop, OK?"
	"Yea I will, but not yet!  I like feeling your hand.  It hurts the
way my ass hole is getting all spread open like that, but I guess I'm a
weird guy.  I like feeling it hurt like that!  Oh Coach, I always wondered
what it would be like to have some guy do this to you after I heard that
guys do get fisted, but like I told you, I thought it was all just talk.
Oh Coach, thank God you got me into having gay sex.  Oh Coach this is
great!"
	As Sammy continued to feel the insides of Tim, and also let Tim
enjoy the feel of having a man's hand, his wrist and his lower arm
completely up inside of himself, he watched the progress being mad on the
bed beside himself.
	"Coach, I've got to tell you, you've got one hot hungry guy there.
You've almost got your whole hand up in him, don't you?"
	"Yea Sammy I do.  It feels like I'm almost completely in.  It feels
like I've just got my knuckles to go.  All of my fingers are up in there."
	"OK man."  Sammy replied.  "You almost have him fisted.  All you
need to do now is push one more time, and let those knuckles pop in.  Joe,
I am going to be honest with you and tell you that when Coach pushes on you
enough to let those knuckles pop in, it is going to hurt.  It will only
hurt for a few seconds, but I don't want to lie to you and tell you that it
won't.  Coach, when you pop in, do not pull your hand back out!  Push it
in, and keep it in there.  Joe is going to have the natural reaction of
trying to pull away from you when he feels your hand go in, but you have
got to keep your hand up in him.  If you pull back out right away, it will
hurt Joe twice as much.  Stay in him and let his ass relax on your wrist.
OK?  Understand?  Joe, you hear what I said?  I know that when his hand
pops into your ass you are going to have the natural reaction of trying to
get off of it.  Try to relax on it.  As soon as the pain goes away, you are
going to have the greatest feeling up inside of you that you have ever had.
Go for it guys, just take care of each other."
	Coach looked at Joe and smiled.  Joe looked back at Coach and
smiled but then said, "I must be crazy as hell.  I know damn well from what
Sammy has told me, that this is going to hurt, but Coach, I want to know I
had your hand up in me tonight, and so I am willing to take the pain just
to be able to say I did it!  Whenever you are ready, just tell me that you
are coming in.  I promise to try not to pull off.  Oh God Coach, I really
do want to feel your hand up in there.  Fist me!  Put your hand up in my
ass!"
	"Joe, I'm coming in!" Coach suddenly said as Joe told him to put
his hand up in his ass.  Joe screamed in pain, and he jerked and did try to
pull his ass off of Coach's hand.  Coach remembered what Sammy had told
him, and he forced himself to continue to push against Joe's ass, although
he too felt like he needed to pull out.
	Suddenly Joe relaxed.  He took a deep breath and said, "Oh God man!
Oh God! I've got your hand up in me, don't I?  Oh shit man, I've got your
hand up in my ass!  Oh Coach, I like that!  Yea, it did hurt for a second,
but that quit.  Oh Coach, wiggle your fingers.  I can feel your fingers up
in my ass.  Oh God Coach, this is hot man, this is hot!"
	Coach looked at Joe and grinned.  He then looked at Sammy and Tim
and just said, "We did it!  I've got my whole hand up in Joe's ass!  We
actually did it!  I'm actually fisting him.  Shit man, just a few days ago
he had never been sucked off before, and now he is laying there with my
fist up in his ass.  My God he was ready for this.  This guy was more than
ready for getting active with some good gay sex.  I've got me a gold mine
here men!  I've got a gold mine!"
	Coach continued to play with Joe's ass, and the inside of Joe's
ass, as did Sammy in Tim's ass, although he was in much deeper.  Joe had
looked over once and told Coach that he wanted to learn how to take it in
all the way like Tim had done, but he knew that had to be on another night.
After about an additional 15 minutes of true actual fisting, Coach watched
Sammy pull his hand out of Tim's ass, and he then followed suit on Joe's
ass.  Once again Joe felt the pain of having Coach's knuckles pop out of
his hole, but the pain passed much more quickly this time, and all Joe
could ask for was for Coach to massage his ass hole and kind of make love
to it.  It did not hurt, but he just felt like he wanted it to be loved and
for Coach to make sure it was all still together so that it could be used
like that again, and soon.
	"Oh Coach," Joe said.  "Never in my wildest imagination did I ever
think that I'd even ask you to put your hand up in my ass tonight, let
alone my actually getting it up in me, but now that I know how damn good it
feels, I really do want us to try and get me fisted like Tim got fisted
tonight.  I want it up in me all the way to your elbow,---like Sammy did to
Tim.  I know I may be crazy as hell, but Coach, I'm really, really ready
for that now!  Just as soon as we can, I want to try that!  I want your
whole arm up in me, as far as it will go!"