Date: Fri, 22 Jul 2016 20:19:21 +0000 (UTC)
From: sherri sissy <sissysherri@yahoo.com>
Subject: Journey of a black submissive

This is my first story in what I hope will be an ongoing series about my
life as a black submissive. They will be semi autobiographical, not totally
true but all based on real experiences with some of my fantasies added in.
Any story I right will have at least some truth in it.  Any suggestions,
comments, questions, or criticism is welcome, send to sissysherri@yahoo.com


Growing up it was my dad, mom, older sister, and me. We were a lower middle
class working black family. We lived on the edge of nice suburbs, we wasn't
poor but we weren't far from it. With both parents working there was a lot
of time after school with me and my sister home alone.  She was on skinny
side with slim tone legs and a small but firm ass. Like me she had smooth
dark chocolate skin.


When I was a sophomore in high school Keisha who was a Senior started
dating a white classmate. This was a big deal to our parents, especially
our dad.  He didn't like her having a white boyfriend. He came into my room
and said he was going to allow Keisha to have her white boy over to the
house and it was my responsibility to make sure they didn't do anything. He
told me to make sure I was always around the two of them whenever Connor
was over to the house.


Almost everyday after school Connor would come over and hang out with
Keisha and I was there as a third wheel but he never seemed to mind. Keisha
weren't always happy with me being around all the time but it didn't seem
to bother her too much. Most days Connor was over we would play some video
games while Keisha clung to his side then we would all watch TV or a movie
until our folks got home. Sometimes Connor would stay for an awkward dinner
but most times he would head home.


Being a horny teen boy I was jacking off pretty much everyday. I didn't
have a computer in my room so finding porn to jack off to was hard, mostly
it was my imagination or thinking about things my friends had showed me at
school on their smartphones.  By this time for an extra thrill I had been
sometimes getting a pair of Keisha's panties out of the hamper and jacking
off with them. I loved the feeling of her smooth panties as they slid up
and down my 7 inch cock. I don't know if it was the sensations or the taboo
but jacking with her panties always made me cum the hardest.


My first taste of submission happened on the Thursday of a week where
because of a few different reasons I hadn't been able to jerk off since the
previous Saturday night.  I was as horny as I'd ever been.  Connor and
Keisha was under a blanket on the couch beside me as we watched some corny
movie but even the lame sex scenes had me shifting around so I could hide
my hard on. The phone rang but I couldn't get up because they would've seen
how hard I was so I just sat there until Keisha gave me a dirty look and
finally slid out from under the blanket and grabbed the phone.  I could
hear her putting up an argument but it didn't last long. Our dad wasn't one
to take no back talk from us so Keisha stomped back into the living room
and told Connor that Dad was picking her up and taking her to our Grandma's
house to help him with something. She was mad that I didn't have to go just
her but I knew that it was Dad's way of trying to keep her and Connor
apart.


Keisha told Connor that I would only take a little while and then she would
be back and he should stay. Connor said no problem and they shared a quick
but sloppy wet kiss then she headed outside to wait for Dad by the road
leaving me and Connor alone on the couch.  I glanced over and saw him
staring at me and I felt a little uncomfortable.  Connor then asked me if I
had been in the hamper lately. My stomach knotted up, I knew exactly what
he meant but I pretended I didn't.  His voice took on a different tone when
he told me I better not lie to him and he asked again. I didn't know why
but I answered him truthfully that I hadn't for a while. He asked me if I
sniffed my sister's panties when I snuck them to my room. I felt my face
get hot as I admitted to him that I did. He surprised me at that point by
reaching over and putting his finger under my nose. He told me to get a
good sniff, he said he had been fingering Keisha all through the movie. I
was surprised because I hadn't noticed. Before I realized what I was doing
I was sniffing his damp fingers my head swimming to the scent of her pussy.


I didn't know what to do but I kept sniffing the heavenly scent on Connor's
index and middle fingers. Still speaking with his noticeably more
aggressive voice he asked me if I liked it and he added "boy" to the end of
the question. I nodded my head yes and he pulled his fingers away. I was
embarrassed but I glanced over at him and will never forget how he suddenly
looked completely different to me. He told me that when he asked a question
he expected an answer. For some reason I apologized to him, and this seemed
to soften his edge just a bit. He called me a good boy and then let me
sniff his fingers again.  I couldn't believe this was happening but at the
same time I was rock hard.


He than asked me if I wanted a taste.  Not wanting to make him mad I made
sure to answer telling him yes. With the edge back to his voice he said
"Yes what?" Without thinking I responded with a quick "Yes Sir." This
seemed to please him as he immediately pushed his two fingers into my
mouth. It was sudden and surprised me but I felt his fingers on my tongue
and knew I was getting my first taste of pussy even though it was
indirectly.  I ran my tongue along his fingers that were pushed in my mouth
and he told me to close my lips and suck on his fingers. I instantly closed
my lips and started sucking.


My body was on fire, I was panting and my head was swimming, I couldn't
think. Part of my brain was saying that this was messed up, me sucking on a
guys fingers, a white guy, my sister's boyfriend.  I knew I shouldn't be
turned on but I couldn't help it.  He then said "You're doing a good job
boy" Hearing him say that made my stomach flip flop all around. Part of me
instantly burned with shame at what I was doing but at the same time I was
more turned on than I ever could remember being. I didn't know it at the
time but it was my first taste of humiliation and domination and I was
hooked.


Connor pulled his fingers out of my mouth and told me to stand up and take
my shirt off. I didn't even hesitate and stood up and pulled my shirt over
my head and dropped it on the floor. My cock was rock hard tenting my
shorts out and hooked his thumbs in the waistband and pulled them down to
my knees. He then put his hand on my chest and pushed me back down onto the
couch. "Open wide boy" I knew that there was no way there was any pussy
juice left on his fingers after all the sucking I had done but I still
wanted them in my mouth so I spread my lips apart and started sucking on
his fingers as soon as they got in my mouth Instead of just holding his
fingers still and letting me suck Connor started pushing his fingers in and
out. LIke I imagined he must do to Keisha's cunt he was fucking my mouth.
"Put your hands on top of your head boy" Connor said with his authoritative
voice. I immediately did as he commanded. He then reached down and grabbed
my rock hard black cock, wrapping his strong white hand around it.


"This is my cock now boy"


Connor was only three years older than me but in a matter of minutes he had
taken a position as my superior in every way.


"Say it" Connor commanded as he pulled his wet fingers out of my mouth.


"It's your cock" I meekly responded. Instantly his grip on my dick
tightened to the point of being painful.  I gasped out and then realized my
mistake and practically shouted out "Sir!"  He loosened his grip and told
me I better not forget again.


"I'm sorry Sir" Part of me couldn't believe the words that were coming out
of my mouth but I was totally under the control of this white alpha teen
dom.


He shoved his fingers back into my mouth and started stroking my cock at
the same time. The feeling sent jolts of electricity straight through my
entire body from my toes up my spine to the tips of my fingers still
interlaced on top of my head.


After only a few minutes of his attention I was bucking my hips into his
tight fist around my dick and slurping like mad on the fingers in my mouth,
spit drooling down my chin dripping onto my chest.


"First rule of my property is that it only cums when I say so" Connor said
with extra emphasis on the I. "Do you understand boy?" He didn't' pull his
fingers out so I responded by eagerly shaking my head up and down for yes.
I didn't take time to consider the repercussions of what he was saying but
truthfully it wouldn't have mattered if did, he had me literally and
figuratively in the palm of his white hand and totally under his control.
The sensations he was making me feel in my dick were so far above and
beyond what I had felt from jacking myself that part of me was convinced he
was some type of wizard or demigod. I don't think there was anything I
wouldn't have agreed to.


"That means no matter how often you beat your meat you don't cum until I
say you can, you hear me?"  I shook my head that I did. "I don't care how
long before you get the chance to ask me you better not ever cum again
without permission because I will know" I didn't ask how he would know but
I believed him. He pulled his fingers out of my mouth so I looked at him
and felt a deep connection as our eyes locked and I knew that I really
meant it when I responded.


"Yes Sir. I won't never cum without your permission" The words barely came
out of my mouth more than a whisper but I meant it with every fiber of my
being and I could see in his eyes that he knew that as much as I did. He
smiled for the first time since this whole incredible thing started and he
sped up his jerking of my throbbing black cock. The sensation was almost
too much.


"I need to cum Sir."  Connor didn't slow down but his voice had the edge
back to it as he told me not to.


"Fight it boy, don't cum yet. You don't have my permission to bust your
nut."  He didn't slow down and I could feel the cum boiling up in my
balls. I tightened every muscle in my body trying to fight it and he kept
stroking at a steady relentless pace, his white fist pumping up and down my
dark brown cock.  "Beg me boy"


"Please Sir PLEEAAAASSSSEEEEEEEEE" I could hear that I sounded like a
pathetic bitch pleading for his permission but I also knew that I couldn't
cum until he said so. "Please I can't hold it" I was sweating, panting and
my body was shaking with the strain and effort of not cumming.


"I own you." It wasn't a question he was declaring it as a statement of
fact. I didn't respond, I was almost crying from the exertion of holding my
cum back. "Say it. Make me believe you" I was biting my bottom lip but
opened my eyes and looked back at him again when I said it.


"You own me Sir" As I said it I knew that it was true.  His mouth turned
into a cocky smile as he could see that it was true. He sped up his
stroking even faster and I let out a loud groan.


"Cum for me boy.  NOW!" As soon as he said it I relaxed my abs and
instantly started having the most intense orgasm of my young life. I
literally saw flashes of light behind my clenched eyelids as I felt rope
after rope of cum explode out of my dick. I felt it hot and wet cum splash
against my bare chest.  Connor kept stroking right through the entire
cumming and stopped as the last bit dribbled out of my swollen head. I
could barely breathe my head felt like I was drunk and stoned at the same
time.


"Say it again boy"


I didn't even hesitate. "You own me Sir"


"And?" he questioned. It took me a moment to realize what he meant and as
soon as I did I responded 100% truthfully


"I wont cum without your permission" My answer must have pleased him enough
that he didn't seem upset that I forgot to add Sir.


"Good boy, now go get cleaned up before Keisha gets back."  I staggered to
my feet barely able to stand and I stumbled to the bathroom. I saw myself
in the mirror and couldn't believe how much I had cum all over myself. One
big glob of cum had even made it up to my cheek. I was embarrassed and
humiliated but at the same time felt a contentment that I never had felt
before. I washed up and walked back to the living room, getting my legs
back under me by now.  I picked up my shirt and put it on and Connor handed
me the controller to my XBox that he had turned on while I was in the
bathroom. We had only been playing a couple minutes when Dad and Keisha
walked in with a pizza. They had no idea what had been going on only a few
minutes before and I felt a flush of excitement when I thought about that.
Connor said he couldn't stay so he gave Keisha a quick kiss goodbye and I
just sat on the couch as he left. He knew that he didn't have to tell me to
keep quiet about it and I knew that my life had drastically changed even
though I couldn't make sense of it in my mind yet.  That night as I relived
the moment my hand slid down to my throbbing cock and I absentmindedly
started stroking like I did every night. But then when I got close to
cumming even though it went against every fiber of my being I stopped
before I came. My balls ached but I couldn't make my hand start stroking
again. I knew I had to obey Connor, my owner.


Thanks for reading. If there is any interest I will share more.

Sissysherri@yahoo.com