Date: Sun, 7 Oct 2012 17:07:46 -0700 (PDT)
From: J J <whtbuck4blkbear@yahoo.com>
Subject: Leo and James - Part One

Chapter One -- The Meeting

Leo and I had been friends for weeks before our relationship turned sexual.
I knew Leo was gay and that he was attracted to me but I was too closeted
to think about getting physical with him -- until New Year's Eve. While out
drinking with Leo and my girlfriend at the time I felt a hand rubbing my
thigh. I reached down and held the hand that was stroking me and felt that
it was a large, rough, meaty hand, certainly not that of my girlfriend's. I
always wondered when Leo would make a move as I suspected he was interested
in me, and how I would handle it if he did. I looked at Leo to see a
reaction but he kept his stare outward, without giving a clue as to his
intentions. I quickly removed my hand from his, but the reason was mostly
fear instead of distaste. My girlfriend, Lisa, was talking to someone at
the next table, oblivious to what was happening.  After having quite a bit
to drink both Leo and I were pretty plastered. Leo had let his guard down,
and I was getting a hard on. His hand traveled up to my groin and felt a
growing penis, letting Leo know I was getting aroused. It was only the
beginning..

I first met Leo on the basketball court outside my apartment. He was
dominant on the court at 6'7" and about 350 pounds. For a big man he moved
well and his big belly often cleared the way for a rebound. While going for
a lay up Leo clothes lined me and knocked me to the ground, hitting my head
on the concrete, and causing somewhat of a concussion. I didn't expect it
but Leo helped me off the court. At 6 foot and around 230 pounds I'm a
pretty heavy load myself but Leo had no trouble hoisting me up and making
sure I was OK. He was deceivingly friendly for someone who just about took
my head off.

"Hey bro, you alright?" asked Leo. He had a very deep voice and seemed
genuinely concerned. He sat next to me on a bench and offered me a swig of
water which I gladly accepted.

"Yeh, I'm fine, just a bit woozy."

Leo laughed, showing perfect, pearly white teeth. "Woozy huh? Well I've
seen worse when folk try and run the lane on me." He put an extremely large
hand on my back, rubbing it and massaging my neck. "Name's Leo."

"James here." I said, enjoying the feeling of Leo's gentle, talented hands
as they loosened my neck muscles. His large, hairy arms rubbing sweat on my
shoulders was a strange feeling. "Thanks for the water."

"Not a problem bro. But you need to take your ass home and call it a day."

"Agreed." I said as I attempted to get up, but had to sit back down because
of dizziness.

"Whoa big guy," said Leo as he caught me. "You're going to need some
assistance." Leo took one of my arms and placed it around his thick neck
onto his massive shoulder. "Since I'm responsible for fucking you up, I'll
man up and make sure you get home bro."

"Thanks." I could tell at this point that Leo was a considerate man.

"Where to?"

I pointed to where I needed to go. "Just across the street to the
apartments."

"Not far. Let's get your ass home."

I tried to convince Leo that I would be able to make it home without
assistance but he insisted on getting me all the way to my
apartment. During the walk home Leo controlled the conversation, telling me
the ropes of the game and critiquing my play.

Once in I offered Leo a beer which he gladly accepted. He noticed the
picture of my girlfriend and commented on how hot she was. "Wow man,
nice. That your girlfriend?"

"Yes it is. You like?"

"Yeh, she'll do." Leo said sarcastically. "How often you hit that?"

I tried to change the subject be cause I wasn't ready to explain why I had
not had sex with Lisa as of yet. "I bet you get all the pussy you want." I
commented to Leo as I lay on my couch.

Leo laughed. "Nah man."

"Aw, you're shitting me? I know you got females throwing pussy at you."

"I don't do fish." Leo looked at me and smiled and evil grin. Although a
bit naïve, I knew what that meant.

I was shocked. Leo's deep, masculine voice, arrogant confidence, and
carefree attitude did not match most of the gay people I had
encountered. "Oh." was all could muster.

"Don't worry bro, it won't rub off." Said Leo as he downed his beer and
tossed the bottle into the garbage which he had found under my sink without
asking. "Another?" he asked as he headed towards the refrigerator.

"If you're trying to get me drunk and date you, it ain't going to work." I
said, attempting to make the uncomfortable situation humorous. "But yeh,
I'll have another." I was only half done with my beer but felt I had to
keep up with the drinking habits of the big man -- squashing another notion
of the gay man that I had developed..

Leo handed me another beer and sat in the chair across from the
couch. "Well if you won't date me, not saying that you're my type anway, I
have to drag your white ass back to the court and see if you can get home
alone. Besides, I can tell you're mostly straight by looking at your
place. This room was obviously designed by a female."

I was busy thinking about his "mostly" comment to respond to his claims
that my girl decorated the apartment. "What do you mean, "mostly?"

"Seems like my gaydar is acting up, don't worry about it man, it happens."
Leosaid, looking intently at me while drnking his beear

"What makes you think I might be gay?"

"The fact that you need for me to convince you otherwise." said Leo, matter
of factly, guzzling his beer, looking me directly in my eyes.

Leo was obviously very smart. Although not sexually attracted to men I have
found myself wondering what made sex so good to the gay acquaintances I
had. I never had trouble performing with a female and fucked pussy but
honestly, at this point, I questioned my sexuality. There was something
definitely alluring about Leo -- very dark skinned, large frame covered
with kinky black hairs and a handsome face with a tight beard. He looked
like a large teddy bear.

"Well I'm not gay." I said, trying to convince myself and Leo.

"Whatever man." said Leo as he rose from the chair finishing his beer. "How
about bi-curious?" he said too seriously.

"What the hell is that?" I asked, needing a lesson on the latest
terminology.

"Means you were checking out my package when I was sitting in that chair."
he said giving me a sideways glance.

"No way." I said unconvincingly. I did notice a rather large bulge under
his sweats.

"Well I got to admit I was checking out your ass. Fucking beautiful
man. Mmmmm mmmmm. You sure you don't have some Black in you? That's
definitely a ghetto bootie." My round, protruding behind had been a source
of jokes. Lisa never commented on it though and I was afraid to ask fearing
she didn't like a big ass.

"Well thanks. I guess." I said as I got up. My blushing was adding to the
awkwardness of the situation.

"Why you turning red man? I say something to embarrass you, or turn you
on?" Leo said, approaching me.

"Nothing man. Embarrassed I guess. Never had a man comment on my ass."

Leo got behind me and glared at my ass. "Wow." He said, shaking his
head. "Well man got to run. Headed out to Charlie's later on tonight
man. Let's meet up so you can tell me why you haven't gotten any of that
pussy yet."

Though I wanted to tell him it was none of his business I felt he would be
a good drinking buddy and welcomed the opportunity to get to know him
better. Charlie's was a popular drinking spot nearby that had a large crowd
of younger people and a good DJ.

"Sounds good man." Before Leo walked out he gave me a hug and pat on the
back I returned the hug until he grabbed my ass -- hard.

"Whhoooooooooooeeeee. Later James."

"Not if you're going to grab my ass like that again."

"Oh come on. Be for real -- you know you liked it."

Having a large, furry Black man wrapped around me with is hand gripping my
ass did evoke a strange response from me but I couldn't let on to Leo that
he had made me think about what it would be like to be with him on another
level.

All I could do was laugh. "You're crazy man." As Leo walked out I felt like
I met someone special. In a matter of an hour I got punished on the
basketball court, and invited to a bar by a gay man who just grabbed my
ass. But I really looked forward to tonight.

I called Lisa to see if she wanted to go out with me tonight but she said
that she would be consoling her sister who was getting over a bad break
up. My comment about that being a regular thing upset her and she told me
to go and have fun. She gets mad at me often but the great thing about Lisa
is she does not stay mad long.

While walking the half mile to the bar I was thinking about Leo said
concerning my sexuality. Lisa and I had been dating about 6 months and we
had yet to have sex. I get aroused when we make out but she has stated
clearly that no sex before marriage. Lately I have not had the desire to
have sex with her and our make out sessions have gotten fewer. One of the
things we have in common is that we both like to go clubbing and
dancing. But Lisa's family life seems to have more priority and I end up
going out a lot alone lately. The good thing is Lisa is secure and does not
get upset about that. But tonight I wanted to show her off. She has a
vicious body and gets a lot of looks when we go out which makes me feel
good because she likes to hold my arm when she feels someone is checking
her out too hard. But tonight I was on my own and was wondering what the
outcome would be.

I got to the Charlie's early, around 10, because I didn't know when Leo
might show up. The crowd was very sparse because of it being so early so I
figured I'd take my time with a couple of drinks before I either met Leo,
or gave up and went home. Finally, at around midnight, Leo came in, saw me
sitting at the bar, smiled and waved.

"What's up?" he greeted me with a strong hand shake and hug.

"Not much man. Good seeing you and thanks again for looking after me this
afternoon."

"Oh yeh, how's your head?" asked Leo as he rubbed it.

"It's fine. Guess my head is harder than I thought. I hit the ground hard
man."

"Well you learned a valuable lesson today if you're going to play at those
courts. I control the lanes in case you haven't noticed. Give me a double
bourbon Jay." Leo obviously knew the bartender. "What are you having
tonight my man?" said Leo as he wrapped his big hand around my neck,
massaging it, making me feel somewhat uncomfortable with all the physical
attention I was getting.

"Beer is fine -- thanks."

For the rest of the evening Leo and I chatted about the usual stuff two
people discuss -- work, family, and other interests, including sex. I
figured I'd bring up the subject in an attempt to let Leo know I was
comfortable talking about his sexuality. What I didn't realize is how
uncomfortable I was talking about mine.

"So how long you know about your being gay?" I asked.

"Hell, since forever. I tried pussy but just wasn't feeling it. Just always
had this thing for guys. Why you ask?"

"Just never really talked with a gay man on a social level before." I said
softly in an attempt to not let the people on either side of us hear.

"It's OK James, you can talk. Everyone here knows." said Leo whispering in
my ear. The fact that he did not try embarrass me made me feel even more
comfortable with Leo.

"Cool. I definitely respect that."

"So how long you claim to be straight?" Leo asked. He again insinuated that
I may not be straight which started to annoy me.

"Man, stop trying to claim me as one of your own. I'm definitely straight,
want pussy, not ass, not dick.

"You ever do anal with a female?" asked Leo.

"Nope." I said, downing the rest of my beer.

"But you thought about it right? What it would feel like to slide up in
there."

Not really man. Why would I when there's pussy."

"If you say so man. Fucking ass is not a privilege owned by gay folk. I
know a lot of straight guys that love ass. Ain't that right Jay?" he asked
the bartender who was busy mixing a drink.

"What's that Leo?

"That you like to bone a chick's ass."

The bartender gave him a look of disbelief and shook his head. "Man is that
all you got on your mind?" You need therapy."

"C'mon now, just let my straight friend here know how that females like to
take it up the ass too. He claims not to be interested." Well at least this
time he referred tome as straight, not possibly straight, I thought.

"I'm leaving that one alone." said Jay as he continued his busy routine.

"I'd tell you to try it but damn bro, you haven't even gotten through the
front door yet." said Leo, remembering what I had told him about my not
having sex with my girlfriend.

"She's saving it for marriage." I reminded him.

"Shit, and what you saving it for?" Leo asked. "You must watch a lot of
porn."

I laughed at him to replace what was true. I've only actually had sex with
two women and my performance needed improvement. Porn offered me a world
that I could fantasize about and I often did.

"See there, I'm right. You need to get some man -- soon." said
Leo. "Speaking of which..." Leo got up off the bar stool and headed over to
two young men conversing and laughing at a nearby table. He wrapped his
arms around one of them and I watched as he affectionately opened his shirt
caressed his chest. Charlies was a late night bar that catered towards
clients of all races and sexually preferences. Lisa and I were here once
and enjoyed the open atmosphere accepting of both gay and straight
clientele. The owners of the bar had no tolerance of discriminatory
behavior.

While watching Leo interact with the two men I couldn't help but notice how
happy and carefree they were. The loud laughing and physical interaction
seemed so natural.

"C'mon over here James." Leo shouted. I grabbed my beer and headed towards
the happy trio.

"This is Ricky." Leo introduced me to a short, stocky Hispanic guy who was
obviously gay by his mannerisms. "Ricky, this is James. I kicked his ass on
the courts earlier today."

"Don't let him bother you James, he's really a gentle teddy bear. Nice to
meet you -- very nice." said Ricky, eyeing me up and down.

"He's straight -- supposedly." said Leo, again casting doubt on my
sexuality.

"I'm very straight." I reminded Leo.

"Well I'm sure this hoe will find out," joked Ricky looking at Leo. I
laughed with them so as not to appear insecure but I was starting to feel
uncomfortable. Here I was with three gay men without the presence of a
female. "When did this happen?" I thought to myself.

"And this is John." said Leo, kissing him on the cheek. I wondered if this
was his boyfriend or piece.

"Nice to meet you James" said John, in a very masculine tone and strong
handshake. He did not appear to be gay at all by my standards but obviously
was not fighting off Leo's affection.

"Nice to meet you as well." I said, returning his handshake.

After another round of drinks Leo and John got up and announced they were
headed back to Leo's place.

"You fucking whores." said Ricky.

"Love you babe." said Leo as he kissed Ricky on the way out.

"Love you too." said Ricky as he returned his kiss.

"Can I get some love baby?" asked Leo as he opened his arms to me.

I stood up and hugged Leo. As we hugged he whispered in my ear. "Man I'm
going to fuck this white boy silly."

I laughed as he headed out the door, winking at me while he smacked John's
ass hard. So that left Ricky and me at the table and the usual
uncomfortable ness of two people new to each other.

"He likes you" said Ricky, sipping his drink, looking at me.

"You mean LIKES me?" I let on that I didn't know but all indications at
this point were that Leo's interests were purely sexual.

"Girl, that man is the biggest stud around here."

"Got that right. What do you think he weighs, about 350?"

"That's not what I meant. You really aren't gay, are you?" Ricky said
inquisitively.

"No I'm not." I said after too long a hesitation to Ricky, about half a
second.

"You waited too long to say that. It's Ok if you're curious. How old are
you?"

"Turn twenty-one next month."

"Young man! Test the waters girl, sex with men is fantastic."

I accepted being called a girl knowing the vernacular but this guy was
getting more effeminate as the evening progressed and the drinks went
down. But I had a lot of questions about Leo that I wasn't able to answer
when we met that evening so I pressed Ricky and his increasing lack of
self-control.

"So was that his boyfriend?"

"No, that's his fuck bud, servant, sub, whatever you want to call him."

Now I was really curious. Servant? Sub? Ricky read the confusion on my
face.

"Leo's a dom sweetie, loves to control his white bois."

"What the hell is a dom?"

"Damn, you are young and dumb... and possibly straight asking all these
questions."

"I'm just curious man."

"I'm sure." retorted Ricky. "Anyway a dom in the gay world is someone who
loves to dominate, physically and mentally, and make his boi do whatever
the hell he wants him to.

"So John enjoys it?" I asked inquisitively.

"Oh yes! I enjoy it with the right guy but he must be a real man - can't
stand the thought of a queen like me having his way. I'd love to have him
do me but he only likes white bois - like you. So when you giving it up?"

I laughed at the possibility but did realize how much Leo enjoyed seeing me
hurt on the courts earlier.

"He won't be getting none of this Ricky."

"So you say." Said Ricky in a bitchy tone, returning to his
drink. Obviously Ricky was attracted to Leo but wasn't having any luck
getting any. "Now that I told you everything, well almost everything, about
Leo I bet I'll see you hanging with him."

"He seems like a cool guy -- someone I can be friends with."

"Mmmm -- hmmmmm. We'll see. Oh and one more thing -- his dick..." Ricky
held up my beer bottle and extended his hand beyond its length. "Fucking
huge."

At this point I was definitely curious. Most big guys I see in showers have
small to average size penises. I never saw a big man with a big belly with
a large dick.

"How you know that? I though you two never had sex."

"Bitch -- I'll never tell." said Ricky getting up. "Well I've said enough
already. I'm taking my drunk ass home. Ricky kissed me on the cheek on the
way out, stopping at several other people before he left the bar.

That left me by myself to think about the day's events. I then felt
something I had never before -- an urge to see another man naked. Leo's
physical presence was imposing - very dark skinned, tall, muscular with a
layer of fat and hair that made him look like a big bear. I remember how
soft his hairy, sweaty arm felt around my neck when he was helping me back
to his apartment and how much strength he had. I couldn't imagine anyone
playing a submissive role with him and not get hurt somehow. But I had to
admit to myself that the idea was actually turning me on. But right now he
was with someone and I wasn't sure I would see him again. We never did
exchange numbers or arranged a meeting. My insecurities about sexual desire
with another gender controlled my actions -- and that had to change. Ricky
was right, I was curious.