Date: Sun, 18 Aug 2013 15:51:38 -0700 (PDT)
From: James Stephens <btmbuck4blkbear@yahoo.com>
Subject: Part 16 - Leo and James

Chapter 16 -- The First Bear Event

After hearing about all the
fun and frolicking that goes on at Bear events, I told Leo that we
should attend one. Leo had attended a few and sounded like he
experienced much enjoyment while I had never been. He warned me of
the dangers of a couple going -- that there would be a lot of hot
men and we'd both be tempted to stray outside our close
relationship. I had not been with another guy since Lawrence a few
years back and, to my knowledge, Leo was completely faithful. We
decided that going might spice up our relationship but needed to set
parameters for what we could do and not do sexually with other guys.
Admittedly I was already feeling a twang of jealousy at the thought
of Leo sticking his dick in anyone else. The day before we left for
San Francisco we discussed our expectations.
"I'm not sure how I'll
handle the sight of you fucking someone else Leo."
"Ditto. I think we need to
draw the line at anal. I don't want anyone else up in there babe."
"I definitely agree. Blow
jobs permissible."
Leo thought about it for
awhile. "Giving and receiving?"
"Why not?"
"Cool. Play alone or
together?"
"I'm not sure. What do you
think?"
"I'm perfectly secure with
you being alone with someone else, as long as I hear all the details
-- and I do mean everything."
"Same here. So no anal, blow
jobs ok. Anything else?"
"I just draw the line at
anal, anything else goes, safe and sane."
"So if someone wants to eat
my ass that's cool?"
"Yeh, that's cool. Look
James, we're going there to have fun. You do whatever you need to
do, as long as it's safe. I love you, I know I have your heart, and
I also you know you like dick, so go for it."
"You sure?"
"Yeh man. Can you handle me
doing up some boys?"
"I got to admit I'm
hesitant about it. That's just me, a bit jealous."
"Well before we get on this
plane we got to make sure. I love you and want you to have a good
time. If me being with someone else freaks you out, I got to know
now."
"It's cool, let's go."
Leo and I kissed before we left out the door. I was really looking
forward to the event and now that I had Leo's blessing I knew it
was going to be very enjoyable.
Getting on the plane I
realized what a big man Leo was. His head almost hit the top of the
aisle and his wide frame filled it easily. Luckily we were able to
get two seats next to each other so that no one else would be smashed
by Leo.
"This is why I don't like
to travel, and I'm claustrophobic." said Leo, sweat beading on
his bald head.
"Damn, you're definitely
in the wrong place. This is a small plane. You going to be
okay?"
"Yeh, I got pills that will help me relax, and I will
mix it with alcohol." Leo said with a laugh.
We got settled in and within
an hour after take off Leo was sound asleep, his head resting on my
shoulder, snoring. The fact that I didn't care what people thought
about that scene was a good sign that I was over my insecurities
about being outed. Leo was my man, I loved him and would do anything
for him.
We finally arrived at the
hotel in San Francisco and before we even got on the elevator someone
recognized Leo.
"Leo!" someone shouted. A
middle aged white guy came over to us and greeted Leo, who was very
happy to see him.
"Steve! Man it's been
awhile. How have you been doing?" They hugged and kissed each
other.
"Doing okay man. Wow,
haven't seen you since the last bear event in Chicago." Steve
said.
"Steve, this is my man
James." Leo put an arm around me as Steve and I exchanged
handshakes.
"Nice to meet you James."
"Likewise." Before I was
able to get a word in Steve turned to Leo and started conversing with
him.
"So stud, what have you been
up to?"
"The usual, working, taking
care of mama. James has been a huge help with her for which I am
extremely grateful." Leo turned and kissed me.
"Well that's good. So you
got a man? I would never have thought."
"Can't stay a whore
forever." Leo said laughing.
"Oh yes one can. Why the
fuck you think I'm here?"
"You haven't changed one
bit Steve."
"I know, so many men, so
little time. Speaking of which, will I get some time with you ?"
"We'll see about that,
I've got something to take care of first." With that Leo grabbed
my ass and kissed me.
You lucky boy." said Steve
to me. "Can I watch?"
"I'll talk to you later."
said Leo as we got on the elevator.
"Sounded like you and Steve
had some fun at the last bear event." I said, hopefully now
sounding sarcastic.
"Yeh, he's a hot guy, we
hung out a lot in Chicago."
"Well he obviously wants to
get with you." I awaited a response, trying to see how close he was
with Steve.
"Yeh, well I got other
things on my mind." Leo placed my hand on his dick which was rock
hard.
"Damn baby, is that for me?"
Leo reached inside my pants
and fingered my hole. "All for you baby."
We walked back to the hotel
room, Leo's hand still inside my pants. Two guys walked past us,
admiring what they saw.
"Woof! Can we watch?"
"Maybe later guys, but you
can listen." said Leo.
"Oh that's no fun." One
of the guys responded as they walked away. "Have fun, see ya.!
We walked in the room and
immediately Leo took a hold of me and we started kissing. "Go
shower and get ready." said Leo, breathing heavily. He was really
horned up. I took off my clothes and walked to the bathroom where I
got myself ready for the plowing I was about to get. I knew after
this I would be losing Leo to other guys so I wanted him badly. I
walked out of the shower, naked, fully hard in anticipation and laid
on the bed, belly down. We were in a suite so Leo came in not
expecting me to be in position.
"God damn baby, that's
beautiful." Leo came over to me and caressed my bare ass. Being
already naked himself Leo got behind me and slapped my ass with his
hard dick. It felt like a warm club spanking me.
"You want Daddy's dick
baby?"
"Yeh I do."
"Well you're gonna get it,
long and hard." Leo lifted my ass up into position and began
licking it with his expert tongue for a good while before he began to
cover it with the lube. I felt the head of his dick penetrate the rim
of my ass, then slowly past the first ring. It hurt like hell and he
slowed down but did not stop. I continued to moan loudly as Leo slid
the entire length into my ass. I felt his pubes then his groin press
into me. His balls nestled between my legs, warm and soft.
"Oh baby, you feel so good."
He whispered in my ear. I was still breathing heavily from the
penetration and the massive body that lay on top of me. For the next
10 -15 minutes Leo screwed my ass until he shot his load deep inside
of me. We lay in our usual positions for a few minutes until Leo
pulled his dick out, allowing his cum to ooze out of my ass down my
leg. He slapped my ass, moist from the shower, his sweat and cum,
which made a very loud smacking sound.
"Damn that was good baby."
Leo stood before me hands on his hips, his half hard dick shining in
the little light that entered our window from the almost closed
curtains.
"Hell yeh. You shot a huge
load."
"Been a few days." Leo
headed to the bathroom where I joined him. His now soft dick let out
a steady stream of piss that escaped his long foreskin. Even soft his
dick was quite impressive, fat and hanging nicely. On the way out he
gave me another kiss, grabbing my ass and sticking a finger in my
sore hole. "So when we going to have that baby?" Leo laughed and
I laughed with him. If I were a woman I'd definitely have a lot of
Leo's babies by now.
We both fell asleep in the
comfort of our bed until late that night, around 10 when we showered
and headed out to a bath house where there was a gathering of the
bearish guys. I was anxious to see how many guys were there. In the
lobby I saw a lot of Black and Hispanic men that were built like
fireplugs and was wondering if I was going have the opportunity to
see them in action, or even get with them. I had the feeling that Leo
was going to be busy as he was getting a lot of stares and guys
"woofing" at him.
When we got the club there was
a long line to get in which gave Leo and I the chance to get to know
people. There was a good variety of men there, young, middle aged,
old, white, Black, Hispanic, couples and singles. Leo's outgoing
personality got him immediately connected to quite a few guys while I
pretty much remained in the background. With this being my first bear
event experience I thought I would be mostly observing. When we got
in we disrobed, got our towels positioned, and were ready to head
out.
"Well have fun my love."
Leo said as he got up and bent over to kiss me.
"I'll try. I know you will
with all these guys after you."
"Now I want to be sure
you're okay with this." said Leo seriously.
"Yeh, I'm a bit nervous
but I'll be okay."
"What are you nervous
about?"
"This is new to me, a lot of
horny guys in one place. I'm not sure what is going to happen."
"Just have fun and stop
thinking." Leo got out his flask and handed it to me. "Drink up."
I took a couple of shots and
Leo finished it off.
"Well I'm going to head in
to check things out. The flask will be in my locker if you need it."
Leo headed out of the locker
room while I got myself together and had a pep talk to myself. I
promised to have a good time and not get upset or jealous when Leo
was having sex with someone else. That would be much easier to do if
I found someone hot to play with, which happened immediately as a
large Black guy came in to the locker room. He was about 6', 280#
and nicely shaped, with a cute round face and beautiful full lips. I
couldn't help but stare as he took off his shirt, revealing a
nicely shaped chest, not buffed but not flabby.
"How you doing man?" he
asked as he took off his pants. He was masculine to top it off.
"I'm good thanks,
yourself?"
"Oh not too bad. Just
getting here and was about to head out."
"Cool. Maybe I'll see you
in there. Name is Jay."
"Nice to meet you Jay. I'm
James." We shook hands and I stared at the modest bulge in his
underwear.
"So you here alone James?"
asked Jay as he slid off his underwear revealing a medium sized but
thick, cut penis.
"No, with my partner. He's
already in there."
"Oh, cool, so you guys are
open?"
"Haven't been but will be
this weekend."
Jay laughed. "Well have fun,
later."
I watched Jay walk out as he
fastened the towel tightly around his large waist and shapely ass. I
knew I had to get with this guy. When I walked into the club there
was a large room with rows of glory holes that had men kneeling down
sucking dick. I watched for awhile and was amazed at the sight of so
much dick being slurped on. Most were white guys but there were a few
black dicks and one looked very familiar that had a white guy bobbing
on it. I figured it was Leo but didn't want him to think I was
spying on him so I walked past the upper row where the guys were
standing and sure enough, it was Leo who had his dick through the
glory hole. I stopped and checked out his reaction to getting head
from a stranger and he was obviously enjoying it. Just then I felt
someone behind me reach around and feel my dick.
"Nice one" said the voice
behind me. I turned around and it was Jay. He had reached under my
towel and was playing with my dick.
"Thanks" I was nervous as
hell. The sight of Leo getting head while having a handsome bear
behind me playing with my dick was making me excessively horny. My
first thought was to get Leo's permission to get with Jay but I
remembered the conversation we had. Besides, he was quite busy
enjoying himself. Jay was now grinding himself onto my ass so I
figured we'd better go someplace else.
"Is there somewhere we can
go?" I asked.
"Yeh, lots of places." Jay
took me by the hand and led me past private booths to a dark room. He
immediately pulled me close to him and started kissing me
passionately. I thought to myself `Was
kissing allowed?' and
wasn't really getting into it because of my preoccupation with the
codes that Leo and I decided upon. At this point I couldn't
remember what we said, other than no anal.
"You not into kissing?"
Jay quietly asked as he pulled back.
"Yeh I am man, just a little
nervous."
Jay laughed softly. "That
actually turns me on."
I laughed with him. Jay was a
really hot guy and he did kiss very well.
"Well I got something that
will loosen you up. Jay reached down and pulled out a bottle of
poppers out of his sock and held it up to my nose. I did poppers
before and didn't like it but I figured I would try it. Inhaled it
deeply and within seconds I was feeling an increased need to get off.
Jay put his hand on my head and pushed me down to his dick, now half
hard. I removed his towel and took his entire dick in my mouth. I
began to suck on it, moving my lips across it and felt it grow in my
mouth. Jay put his hands on my head to stop me from blowing him.
"Slow down." he whispered
as he took a hit of the poppers, then holding it under my nose where
I took another hit. I was so high that at that point I sucked Jay's
dick fervently. After a few minutes he stood me up and we kissed,
tongues exploring each other's mouths, his bare chest and belly
pressed against mine, our dicks grinding, wet from my saliva. Jay
knelt down and began to suck my dick and within minutes I started
to come. I squirted several shots into Jay's mouth and he took it
all with much enthusiasm, keeping his mouth around my dick and
sucking to get it all out. I did not recall having an orgasm like
that in quite awhile. Once Jay finished me off he stood up and pt his
towel back on.
"That was nice." he said
as he got ready to head out.
"Hell yes. Thank you."
"See you around." said Jay
as he started to leave the dark room.
"You don't want to come?"
I asked.
"No it's cool, going to be
a long night." With that, Jay kissed me, the taste of cum still in
his mouth, and walked out of the dark room.
Normally after I come I'm
ready to relax and do nothing but I was anxious to see what Leo was
up to. I walked around for about 10 minutes, having covered the
entire place, including a room where a Hispanic bear was pissing on a
piggish white guy while another was coming on his face. So I looked
through the glory holes in the dozens of private booths trying to see
where he was. In the process I was getting horny watching all the
sucking and fucking that was going on all around me. In one of the
booths was Jay, getting another blow job, in another was a built
leather guy fucking a bear bottom. In one booth there was a bearish
black guy face fucking someone without mercy. I'd definitely have
to get back with him. I finally reached a booth where I saw a
muscular white ass being gripped by large black hands. "This
had to be Leo"I
thought to myself. I watched as his large, black finger play with his
ass while the other hand slapped the bare cheek loud enough to be
heard outside the booth. The glory hole was large enough so that I
could look up and see the faces of the two men -- one was that of
Leo. They started kissing and for several minutes groped each other
until Leo pushed the man's head where he began to suck him.
Watching another guy suck my man was a big turn on but at the same
time a weird kind of bitter feeling that he would want another man
doing what I could do. But I showed self --control and watched as
Leo received head from a very talented mouth. The guy had an
incredible body, very muscular and powerful and was really into
sucking Leo's dick. After a few minutes he stood up.
"Damn you got a big dick"
he said
"And you know what do with
it."
"Fuck yeh man, you're a
hot guy." He ran his hands over Leo's chest and sucked in his
nipples while Leo returned to fingering his ass.
"You want to fuck me?" the
white guy asked.
"Yeh I do man. Turn around."
I watched as the white guy
turned around and presented his ass to Leo. He saw me watching
through the hole and stuck his finger through to get me to pull my
dick out but at the moment I was interested is seeing what was going
to happen next. I was getting angry at the thought of Leo doing
something we agreed not to.  Watched as Leo slapped his dick on the
guy's ass, and then apparently entering him. At that point I lost
all logical thought and stormed out of my booth and opened the door
to the door to theirs.
Leo saw me. "Hey baby." At
that point I was under the impression that Leo was fucking the guy.
"What the fuck is going on
Leo?" The white guy got up and left out of the booth, shaking his
head. "You're an asshole." He said on his way out.
"What do you mean?" asked
Leo, earnestly not knowing what was going on.
"I saw you fucking that dude
man."
"I wasn't fucking him,
just rubbing my dick on his ass."
"I heard you say you wanted
to fuck him."
"Number one, I did want to
fuck him but wasn't going to. Number two, why are you spying on
me?"
"I just happened to look
through the booth and there you were, humping some guy. What the fuck
was I supposed to think?"
Leo grabbed his towel, wrapped
it around his waist, grabbed me by the arm and headed out. "Let's
go."
I snatched my arm from his
grip, still angry and out of control. "Fuck you."
"What the hell? I'm going
in the locker room. Come see me when you got your shit together."
said Leo as he turned his back to me.
I watched as Leo calmly walked
away. I walked around for a few minutes and realized how wrong I was
and what a fool I made of myself. Jealousy got the best of me and I
was trying to figure out a way to let Leo know I meant no harm. When
I got to the locker room Leo was half dressed.
"Where are you going?" I
asked.
"Back to the hotel." He
said, dryly.
"You're finished?"
"Looks like it." Leo
continued to get dressed, avoiding looking at me. He was obviously
disgusted.
"I'm sorry Leo, I fucked
up."
"No kidding."
"It's been awhile since we
did this, I thought I was ready."
Leo turned around and faced
me. "This is not the first time you doubted me. I getting a little
tired of being accused of not being honest with you when I always
have been."
"I know." I hung my head
down in shame. At this point I finally realized how my insecurities
were no match for Leo's respectful honesty. I had to get my shit
together. Leo was right.
Leo sat down next to me. "Look
James, I don't know what else I can do to convince you that I will
always be honest with you, and that I'm never going to leave you
for anyone else. But you've got to prove to me that you understand
that."
"Okay."
"Okay what? That you're
going to start believing me? Action speaks louder than words."
I looked at Leo and was
ashamed of myself. "You're right, again."
Leo shook his head. "Go and
have yourself a good time."
"What are you going to do?"
I asked.
"Go back to the hotel room,
I don't know man. I'm not feeling so well."
I started getting dressed but
Leo stopped me. "You can stay James, you do what you want to do.
There are a lot of hot guys in here for you. Have fun."
"Don't know that I'll
have fun without you."
"Try. I'll talk to you
later, I don't want to see you back at the hotel room for awhile."
I wasn't sure how to take
that. "What do you mean?"
"Stay your ass here and
enjoy. Tell me all about it when you get back."
I was glad Leo was lightening
up. I felt like I ruined his day but was given the go ahead to enjoy
mine.
"Sorry I fucked up your
day."
"You didn't fuck it up.
I'm going to enjoy myself because that's what we came to do."
"I love you Leo." I said.
"Love you too." Leo kissed
me softly on the way out, leaving me in the locker room to fend for
myself. With all these hot guys in here I would definitely enjoy
myself. I was convinced Leo had my best interests. I had to show I
trusted him and leave him alone for the day. I had a feeling that he
was going to find someone else that day. I didn't blame him.