Date: Sun, 7 Apr 2013 19:03:31 -0700 (PDT)
From: micah cooke <x_emoboi_x@yahoo.com>
Subject: Paper Cuts chapter 4

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Paper Cuts Chapter Four



     Ren's time with Zach after dinner had been a special private moment he
wasn't ready to share with anyone else yet. It may have been brief, but it
meant so much more to him than he could have ever imagined. Time had stood
still for Ren and Zach as they sat there under the clear autumn night
listening to the crickets and the wind rustling leaves as they held
hands. Ren began to believe maybe Zach really did actually care for him. If
this was so maybe he should take the risk.
     That night when Ren climbed under the sheets of his bed he pulled the
huge teddy bear against him. As he cuddled up with it he noticed Zach must
have sprayed it with his cologne. Ren smiled to himself as he snuggled
closer to it inhaling the scent. There was something about having Zach's
scent on the huge bear that seemed to make it more magical.
     As Ren drifted off to sleep that night he imagined he was sleeping
with his arms around Zach. It was one of the best sleeps he had had in a
very long time, filled with dreams of he and Zach mingled together in
passionate love making and later walking together holding hands on his
favorite beach in Japan. Ren smiled to himself in his sleep. He had at last
found somewhere he actually belonged for the first time in his life.
     The dawn was just easing its eyes open to begin yet another morning,
when Ren woke. There was a chill in the room from the window Pat had opened
before drifting off to sleep the night before. Ren snuggled under his
blankets briefly, trying to drift back to sleep, but he couldn't. He turned
away from the warm teddy bear he had been curled up with all night. Ren
turned quickly back to the bear and inhaled deeply. Yes, the scent of
Zach's cologne was still there reminding him of their first kiss. Ren broke
into a wide grin thinking of how Zach had tasted compared to Mindy.
     The horrible girl from the dinner Saturday night had tasted like
rotten fruit, Zach on the other hand tasted of cinnamon, fiery hot and
passionate leaving him wanting more. It was also different from Yukio's
first real kiss, where the taste of wintergreen filled his mouth sending
shivers through his thirteen year old body. At that moment Ren surrendered
his heart to his friend believing they could be no closer than they were at
that moment. Yet that was before the betrayal.
     Something deep inside him made him think Zach couldn't be like
Yukio. This handsome American boy seemed so different, he could have taken
Ren and he would have allowed it, but instead took less than what was
offered to him. Zach also went out of his way to apologize and even went so
far and to bring him gifts. None of the boys at his old school ever even
gave him a card for his birthday, Zach had already done so much more.
     He decided it was probably time to get up and get ready for
classes. Ren reached over and took a look at the clock. It was just a
little past five o'clock in the morning. Pat was still snoring softly
across the room. Ren closed the window and stripped quickly before putting
on his robe and grabbing his bath supplies. Ren loved to get up early and
shower in peace, before anyone else was up. It was just so quiet and
pleasant, allowing him to prepare for the day.
     As Ren approached the bathroom he heard the shower running. It wasn't
the first time he had discovered someone else had gotten up early to take a
shower. The boys most of the time though, seemed to like to wait until the
last minute to take a shower before class. More than likely someone wanted
to make sure they got some hot water for their shower.
     Ren entered the steamy bathroom, hanging up his towel and robe before
grabbing his toiletry basket and entering the steam-filled shower. It took
a minute for him to realize it was Donovan showering. Ren paused for a
minute staring at the powerfully built 6'4", 195 lbs. mocha colored
Afro-American eleventh grader.
     "Good morn' Ren," said Donovan giving the younger boy a pleasant smile
as he continued soaping his hard body. He turned his body slightly, so Ren
was able to get a good look at him. He smiled as Ren looked briefly at the
soft uncut six and a half inches hanging down from the thick wiry brush of
public hair and started to blush. Donovan loved young boys blushing when
they got caught looking at his thick black meat. It more often than not
caused him to chub up nicely giving them an eyeful of what would eventually
make its way into their tight white asses.
     No doubt the young Japanese boy hadn't seen anything like that
before. Normally most boys didn't pay much attention to one another when
there were a lot of boys around in the shower. He knew from experience it
was only when two boys were alone in a shower room like in the gym that
things went further.
     He had had more than his share of "straight" boys in the gym
shower. It was one of his favorite places to pop a boy's cherry; he loved
the sound of a boy's voice echoing off the walls of the shower. Generally
the boy would voice his futile resistance, and then would beg for his cock
and his load like a good lil' bottom should. He liked getting them hooked
on his dick, before moving on to his next conquest. He already had his
sights on a cute lil' curly headed blonde freshman, who would look so good
mounted on his thick dark mocha colored man stick. He had often caught the
boy looking at him in the shower, before blushing when he got caught and
looking away.
     "Greetings Donovan," Ren said softly bowing to the older boy trying to
avoid Donovan's now growing cock. The older Afro-American teens cock looked
larger and far more potent than even Pat's thick cock.
     Ren started to wash his hair and tried not think about Donovan and his
cock. He could feel himself start to chub up as he still saw the thick
mocha tube grow and thicken in his mind's eye. Sometimes he really hated
his photographic memory. Donovan's thick uncut cock was now forever burned
into his mind. He tried to turn away and not to let the older teen see him
get hard.
     The young Japanese boy couldn't understand what was coming over
him. He didn't want this older masculine mocha colored boy, he wanted
Zach. That's right he wanted to feel his lips wrapped around Zach's thick
wedged shaped cock worshipping it. No! Wait! That wasn't what he wanted to
think about right now. Shit! Shit! Shit! He thought to himself, now he was
as hard as he had ever been before. This wasn't the place where he wanted
to be in this condition. He needed to get out of here without being caught,
but how?
     Donovan was pleased with what he saw. Ren was better looking than he
had been in the video. He was certainly cute as hell, especially when he
blushed. He wasn't large in the dick department, but that was fine after
all it wasn't what he was really interested in from his conquests
anyway. Ren though had an unbelievable ass that begged to be
used. Hopefully before the year was out he would get a chance to try it
out.
     Right now it was fun just to tease Ren, little Colin was the one he
wanted first. The thought of the cute blonde with freckles sprinkled across
his nose and pale milky white soft skin made him ooze pre-cum. He couldn't
wait until he slipped into his tight virgin bubble butt. He hoped he would
be able to take the boy's cherry Halloween night at the dance.
     Ren turned around to wash the rest of his body wash off, so he could
escape without too much fuss. He stopped caught like a deer in the
headlights of an on-coming car once he saw Donovan stroking his thick nine
inch cock. It had to be the largest one he had ever seen on a male. The
older boy was using bath oil to stroke up and down on it. Ren couldn't but
help but reach down and start stroking himself. It was like he was
hypnotized by the older boy's actions.
     Donovan startled him when he reached over and offered Ren the bath
oil. Ren didn't seem to have any control over himself and just held out his
shaking hand as Donovan filled it with oil, before motioning down to Ren's
stiff four inches. He grasped his throbbing dick and started to stroke
himself in time with the older teen's strokes. His moans and gasps soon
joined those of Donovan's echoing in the steamy shower.
     Ren was shocked at himself doing something like this, but he couldn't
stop. It was almost like someone else was controlling him. He should stop
or at the very least think of Zach's beautiful thick wedge shaped dick
instead of the thick mocha shaft Donovan was stroking. The slippery sounds
of the oil lubed cock drew him like a moth to a flame.
     Before he realized it he was standing next to the tall powerfully
built teen as he watched him work his cock closer and closer to an
orgasm. He inched closer and closer to the older boy and began to slowly
extend his hand towards the glistening mocha staff in front of him. It
didn't seem like it was his hand, but it was his hand that slowly reached
out grabbing a hold of the thick cock. Donovan moved his hand out of the
way giving Ren total access to his cock.
     Donovan was enjoying Ren's reactions to this whole scene. He wondered
if he should take the next step and jerk the young Japanese boy off. He
smiled to himself thinking how Ren would react to feeling another's hand on
his cock. He bet the boy wouldn't last very long if he did. Donovan then
wondered what the cute lil' teen who seemed to be acting jealous the night
before would think if he could see Ren now stroking him. The young noble
Japanese boy panting as he jerked off Donovan's black meat with his
imperial hand. He smirked thinking how he had no doubt Ren would be
thinking about this all day long.
     Ren knew he should leave, it wasn't right. Zach was who he wanted, not
Donovan. Zach was the one who made him feel safe and wanted the night
before. He was the one who restrained himself and didn't tempt him like
this. He needed to leave now, but he couldn't it was as if he was frozen in
place. The feel of the heavy throbbing black boy's cock in his hand was
unlike anything he had ever felt. It felt as if it had a life of its
own. It was filled with a potent seed that waited for release from its
prison. It seemed to want Ren to be the one to free it, but he knew he
should stop but he couldn't until Donovan shot it out. It was wrong, it was
a betrayal of Zach, but he couldn't stop himself.
     Then it happened, he should have said stop, but his lips wouldn't
move. Ren moaned loud enough to be heard outside the bathroom, as he felt
Donovan wrap his hand around his dick and squeeze it. His heart seemed to
pound like a daiko drum blocking out the sounds of the running showers. His
eyes closed in pleasure at feeling another boy's hand touching him like
this for the very first time. Time seemed to stand still for the two boys
and they stroked each other closer and closer to their impending climaxes.
     In the back of his mind he knew it was wrong, it should be Zach not
Donovan touching him like this. It just felt so good though having this
older teen stroke him as he in turn returned the favor. Ren knew he
couldn't last very much longer; he was already close from just feeling
Donovan in his hand.
     "Just go ahead Ren-kun, let your imperial seed flow," Donovan
whispered huskily trying to push the young boy over the
edge. "Watashinitotte anata ha hotto mesuinu shounenwo kuraimakkusu
shimasu!" Donovan whispered as he licked Ren's ear triggering Ren's
cock. He was so turned on by the thought of speaking nasty to this Japanese
Imperial prince and pushing him over the edge.
     "Chikusho!" Ren squealed as he began shooting his load all over
himself. He hit his face as usual when he climaxed. He collapsed against
Donovan as his cock stopped twitching.
     "Come on lil' prince time to let me cum," Donovan said scooping up
some of Ren's dripping cum smearing it on his dick making it even
slicker. He took his hand to begin moving Ren's hand which was still
wrapped around his dick. Soon Ren was once again stroking the older black
teen's thick uncut cock. "Yes like that, I'm so close!"
     A couple of strokes later he climaxed all over Ren's chest and managed
to even hit his chin. "OH FUCK YES!!!"
     Panting Donovan smiled down at Ren who still seemed stunned at what
had just happened. He used some of his body wash quickly cleaning Ren off,
before doing the same for himself. He smiled at the shell-shocked young
boy, who he had just jacked off and who had jacked him off.
     Ren couldn't believe what had just happened to him. Not only had he
been jerked off by another boy, but he had jerked off another boy. The
worse part of the whole thing was this was the sorta thing he had imagined
doing with Zach not Donovan.
     He couldn't explain it though but there was something about Donovan's
dark body and huge cock that continued to fascinate him. Even now he was
still semi-hard, and that never happened to him before. He always got soft
right after climaxing.
     The older black teen was still hard as when he shot his load. Was this
something normal for them? And were all black boys that big and thick? It
was even bigger than Pat's dick and Ren had thought that was really
large. His four inch inches started to harden completely yet again as he
stared at the older boy's thick dark cock. He was starting to feel guilty
as he stared at Donovan. This should be Zach here with him instead. Why
hadn't he left when he started getting hard the first time?
     Donovan reached out with his large strong hand and teased both of
Ren's nipples, which caused him to moan softly. He smiled to himself, yes
before the year was out he was going to feel that hot imperial ass wrapped
around his cock, but not now.
     "Thanks for the fun time, this morning. I needed to relieve a little
stress before my calculus test first period," Donovan said. "I hoped you
enjoyed it as much as I did," he said smiling down at Ren. "Don't worry
about it okay? We're just a couple of guys who needed to get their rocks
off. No regrets lil' dude, okay?" With that Donovan turned off his shower
and dried off. He pulled on his robe, but didn't close it. He wanted Ren to
get a good look at his still hard dick, before he left. "Take care I'll see
you around," he said smiling as he grabbed his shower stuff and left.
     Ren stood for a moment under the showerhead staring at the door
closing behind Donovan, before turning around to turn it off. He was still
in shock at what had happened to him. What amazed him most was the way
Donovan just shrugged the whole episode off as though it was nothing. It
was so much like Pat's attitude about jacking off. Two guys could do
something like that and there was nothing wrong. If this had happened at
his old school before he got out the shower it would have been all-over the
school and no doubt his parents would be called. These Americans were so
different and cavalier about sex.
     He quickly dried off before gathering his things and heading back to
the room. Pat's alarm hadn't yet gone off thank goodness. He put all his
toiletries away. He had taken off his robe and was in the process of
grabbing his underwear to put on when Pat's alarm went off.
     Pat's bare arm shot out and turned it off, before reaching over to
turn on his desk lamp.
     "Shit, another Monday," groaned Pat as he pushed down his bed clothes
exposing his dick that was at full mast with a morning hard-on.
     Ren's softening cock suddenly expanded back to full hardness as he
watched Pat reach down absently stroking himself before sitting up to get
ready for the day. Ren bumped against his desk causing Pat to look over to
look at him.
     Pat grinned and laughed, "I see someone else has the same problem as I
do," he said stroking himself a couple more times before getting up to grab
his shower stuff. "This is why I try and rub one out before I go to sleep,
otherwise I wake up like this," Pat laughed. "You might want to do that as
well, especially if you're waking up like that. Now I'm going to need to
rub one out in the shower, so I don't miss breakfast," chuckled Pat as he
headed out to the shower.
     Ren was shocked and confused by what had happened with earlier with
Donovan, and now with Pat. It seemed like these Americans didn't care who
saw them hard or who they got off with. They treated it as no more than a
biological need and nothing to be embarrassed about. He wasn't sure how he
was going to deal with a year of this, it all just seemed so confusing.
     He had grown up believing sexual contact with the same sex as
completely wrong and those who did were to be humiliated and socially
punished. He had lived in mortal terror of his secret being discovered
almost from the beginning of his time at Funagata when he was ten. As he
watched all the handsome young teens in the dorm, gym and in the showers
Ren started to feel funny inside. It was shortly afterwards his tiny dick
started getting hard nearly every time he was in the showers around the
other boys and teens.
     Haru, an older twelve year old noticed it and seemed to be constantly
pointing out this fact to others. Ren couldn't figure out why he was doing
it to him, until one day when he had Ren cornered in the library. The older
boy told Ren that it was an insult that a half-blood fag like him could be
so closely related to the Imperial family. If he were a true Minamoto he
would commit seppuku to cleanse his family of the dishonor of his mere
existence.
     Thus began his time in hell. Ren discovered swimming and art as his
only places of refuge. Once under the water he was free of everything in a
world of peace and tranquility. Sketching and drawing let him disappear
into a world free from pain. One other bright spot was his shy and gentle
friendship with Yukio that began shortly after the encounter with Haru.
     As time went by they seemed to become closer and closer. One fateful
day when he was thirteen, while the two of them walked through the cherry
blossom trees in Nishi Park everything just seemed so perfect. As they
stood next to one another he slid his hand into Yukio's, which caused his
friend to turn and look down at him. Ren stood on his toes and shyly kissed
Yukio on the lips. At first his friend gave him a shocked look, which
quickly turned into a smile.
     Everything seemed perfect after that kiss. They continued to be close,
but as with the kiss Ren was the one who initiated the entire hand holding
and the rare occasional kiss. At the time he didn't think anything of
it. It was only after Yukio's betrayal that he realized it had been all a
fictitious friendship. This discovery, plus the videotape, along with his
father's violent death almost pushed Ren to take his life. He believed he
was cursed, flawed and condemned to live in hell.
     Finally he believed the curse was starting to fade away as he got to
know Pat. But his feelings for Zach were confusing and tainted by Yukio's
betrayal. There was something about Zach that was different though. He was
going out of his way to try and make Ren feel comfortable. There were
already numerous times he could have humiliated Ren already and make the
rest of the year miserable, but instead he was the one who apologized for
doing things wrong. This made Ren want to trust him, especially after
dinner as they held hands under the clear autumn night sky. Life for the
first time in years seemed filled with joy each time he thought of the
handsome American.
     Now this morning the whole episode with his new friend Donovan threw
the whole thing with Zach in a spin. Granted Donovan played the whole thing
off as two boys just needing to relieve stress, there was something more
for Ren. It wasn't the same type of feeling he felt blossoming for Zach, it
was something different more primal. He found himself drawn to the exotic
appearance of the older boy and his powerful member that seemed so potent
in his hand. Without thinking Ren reached down and began to stroke his
still hard cock as he pictured Donovan's magnificent mocha colored body,
while he remembered how different the older teen's cock felt in his
hand. It was so large and heavy. He was still surprised his hand was barely
able to close around it. He had never seen anything that large before. The
glistening purple plum-sized head dripping with pre-cum made his mouth
start to water now as he pictured it in his mind's eye.
     No, he needed not to think about that. It was wrong of him to be
thinking about how it would feel in his mouth. He needed to get ready for
classes he told himself. Yes, classes, he must get dressed now before Pat
returned. Ren quickly grabbed his underwear and the rest of his clothes and
put them on. But he was still hard as he tried to blank his mind of Donovan
and his cock. He needed to clear his mind of the older boy. This train of
thought was a betrayal of his growing feelings for Zach. He needed to show
proper respect for Zach and his feelings for him.
     Ren began to gather his books and notebooks putting them in his
leather messenger bag. By this point Pat had returned and was getting
dressed as Ren prepared to head down to breakfast, hoping a change of scene
would erase the thoughts he had of Donovan.
     "Hey hold up for me, I'm almost ready," Pat said with a smile as he
shoved his books and papers into his book bag while trying to force his
feet in his loafers. "Let's go," he said grinning as he ran his fingers
through his still damp hair.
     The roommates headed downstairs and across The Commons to the dining
hall. Breakfast and lunch didn't require students to sit according a
seating plan. Ren and Pat as usual sat together, this morning Zach joined
them sitting next to Ren. Zach smiled at Ren and thanked him for the night
before. In turn Ren shyly smiled back at Zach and told him he had enjoyed
it too. Pat smiled to himself; their romance looked like it had begun at
last. He excused himself and headed off to his morning classes leaving the
two new lovers to head off to theirs.
     The rest of the day the two boys were inseparable, until after school
when they had to leave for their respective sports. That night before
dinner Zach showed up at their room to walk Ren to the dining hall, since
they couldn't sit together for the final meal of the day. Afterwards they
walked around the campus looking for some place to sit and talk alone.
     This began the pattern of their lives for the next couple of
weeks. Each day they learned a little more about each other each day. Ren
kept only two things from Zach, his tortured past back in Japan and his
encounter with Donovan. Everything else he told the handsome American he
was quickly falling for even though he knew he shouldn't.
     Zach in turn told of his life. His father, who was much older than his
mother, died of a heart attack on a trip to Czechoslovakia when Zach was
nine. His mother took over his father's multi-national company and left him
to boarding schools. He admitted to Ren it was one of her boy toys
introduced him to sex.
     Zach had never told anyone else how his mother had to go to London and
left him in Rob's care for a week when he was eleven, Rob made love to him
for the entire week she was gone. Zach was heartbroken and cried for weeks
when his mother broke up with Rob a year later. He had fallen so in love
with Rob, because he was the first man to show him any kindness and love
after his father's death. After Rob was gone Zach became more outgoing
looking for anyone he could find to have sex with to get the closeness he
missed from Rob's absence. In the end Zach confessed to his mother he was
gay just before he turned thirteen. He was afraid of what she would say,
but he needed to be honest with her. She accepted him without any
hesitation and told him all she wanted for him was to be safe and loved.
     He shyly admitted to Ren he had been wrong to look for love like that
and hoped he wouldn't hold it against him. Ren thought why he would hold
Zach's past against him, after all he was the one who had done something
with Donovan in the shower almost two weeks before and not told Zach. He
gave Zach a quick hug and shyly kissed him while they sat at carrels in the
library taking a break from a project they were working on for history.
     Zach smiled back at Ren, pleased the cute Japanese boy was becoming
more comfortable with him as they learned about one another. Ren didn't
often kiss Zach first, but he was getting better. He wished they kissed one
another open mouthed more often, as it really got Ren revved up. He wished
they could do something more, but didn't want to scare him. He ached to see
the cute boy naked and hard. After he headed back to his room would have to
rub out at least a couple of loads before he could get to sleep.
     It was finally after almost two weeks of getting to know another Zach
screwed up his courage to ask the question he had wanted to ask almost
since he met Ren after catching him jacking off in the boy's locker
room. He wanted to do it where they had spent their first special moment,
the fallen tree down by the lake. The gods were favoring him the night he
decided to ask Ren. The weather that had started becoming increasingly
colder was warm enough for just their V-neck sweaters and school blazers
and the sky was just as clear as the first night they had sat there. The
two boys sat there listening to the crickets and looking up at the stars as
they held hands.
     Zach tried to swallow a couple of times to get rid of his nervous dry
mouth. It was now or never, he thought to himself and he took both of Ren's
small hands into his. After a couple of deep breathes Zach cleared his
throat to get Ren's attention.
     Ren turned to the sweet American boy he was becoming closer and closer
to each day and smiled. He missed the time they weren't together and had
begun to wish they lived in the same dorm. The time they spent together
after dinner each night had become his favorite time of the day. He had
never imagined an American could be so civilized to enjoy such simple
moments as this. He was glad he and Zach had met that day in the locker
room.
     "Ren?" Zach asked nervously trying to prepare for what was about to
become the most important moment in his young life.
     "Yes Zach," Ren responded smiling at the sweet boy next to him.
     Zach hoped he had the pronunciation right. He had asked a bi-friend
who spoke Japanese to help him and had practiced almost the whole week.
     "Ren watashino booi furendo ga hoshii?"
     Ren looked at Zach surprised. He wasn't sure what surprised him more,
Zach's fairly good attempt to speak to him in Japanese or the question
itself. He never in his life expected the handsome American to ask him to
be his boyfriend. Ren thought at most besides wanting to be good friends
maybe Zach was merely waiting for the opportunity to eventually have sex
with him. The whole boyfriend thing was completely unexpected. He didn't
know what to say. He looked into Zach's expectant blue-green eyes for a
long time. So many thoughts were flowing through his mind, people's
reactions, things that had happened to him in the past, what people's
reactions would be in the future and finally what he wanted for himself.
     At long last long last a small smile started creeping across Ren's
face. He looked down for a long moment, before finally looking back up at
Zach. Ren leaned in slowly and kissed Zach on the lips before saying softly
a single word, "Hai." He wasn't completely sure it was the right thing to
do, but he was going to try and give his heart to this sweet boy who seemed
to care about him so much. He desperately hoped it would not be a repeat of
his experience with Yukio, because if it were it would completely destroy
him. Ren let his heart not his mind make the decision for him.
     For the longest time after Zach asked Ren to be his boyfriend he was
terrified of the prospect of the young Japanese boy saying no to him and
how much it would hurt. The worst part of the whole thing would be if Ren
then decided never to talk to him again and avoided him. Finally he could
tell Ren had made a decision. His heart was pounding like he had just
caught a ball in his lax stick at his team's goal and just run it
completely up the field as was about to shoot. He didn't know if it was
going to be a goal or not, but he had made a good attempt and should be
happy no matter what. Then there was the smallest of smiles that crept over
Ren's face, before he looked down, and then back up. The gentle kiss Ren
gave him before saying yes was forever burned into his memory. No matter
what happened in the future he would think of it on his death bed as the
most important kiss and memory in his life. If he died at the moment he
would have considered his life complete.
     "Thank you Ren," he whispered softly. There was so much more he wanted
to say and do know, but it almost seemed if he did it would spoil the
magical moment. So the two boys sat there on the fallen tree holding hands
leaning against one another not saying anything. When the clock bell
finally rang they got up very reluctantly walking slowly back toward the
edge of the Quad staying just out of range of the lights.
     Right before they prepared to let go hands and head back towards their
respective dorms Zach pulled Ren against him. He looked deep into the young
small boy's jade green eyes, "I love you Ren-kun," before kissing him
passionately. He was pleased at the vigor Ren returned the kiss as their
tongues dueled with one another for what seemed like an eternity. Finally
Zach pulled away reluctantly, "It's time for us to go before we get into
trouble lover. Good night, sweet prince, may flights of angels sing thee to
thy rest," said Zach quoting one of his favorite lines from HAMLET which he
had studied the year before as he quickly kissed Ren before turning to
quickly jog back to his dorm not to get into trouble.
     Ren stared after Zach for a minute before realizing he better start
running to back his own dorm. He made it back just as the dorm master was
preparing to lock the dorm up for the night.
     "You just made it Ren," Mr. Ambrose said smiling at the young fourteen
year old. "You better be a bit more careful with your time, I would hate to
assign Quad duty on Saturday morning," he laughed gently remembering his
own times there when he was a student at St. Philips. "It's not a fun thing
to do on a Saturday morning, Quad Duty."
     "Thank you Sir, I will try and be more careful," he said smiling.
     "That's a good lad, good night Ren."
     "Good night Sir," Ren said cheerfully quickly bounding up the steps to
his room.
     "There goes someone in love," thought Ambrose grinning to
himself. "What a lucky boy. I wonder who he is?" He pondered to himself
walking back to his rooms remembering his days here as a student and the
fiery red head Rodney he had spent so much time with before they each
headed off to different colleges and lost track of one another.
      Pat knew as soon as Ren came into the room his roommate had said yes
to Zach. Zach had forewarned him a day or two before hand he was going to
ask Ren to be his boyfriend. He wanted Pat prepared in case it didn't go
well, but obviously it must had. Ren looked like he was walking on clouds.
     "Everything alright, Ren?" Pat asked wondering how much Ren would
actually tell him if anything.
     "Everything is wonderful!" Grinned Ren excitedly as he took off his
uniform and changed into his night pants and another Gackt t-shirt. "Zach
asked me to be his boyfriend!" He announced to Pat not even thinking about
what he said until after the words were out of his mouth. Suddenly he
turned pale realizing he had just confessed to his roommate he was gay. Pat
would hate him for being a fag and be mad at him for watching him jerk off
at night.
     "Really?" Pat said with a huge smile walking over to Ren and giving
him a tight hug. "I guess you must have said yes," he said pulling back for
a second smiling down at Ren. "Congratulations, I couldn't be happier for
you two. I was hoping you guys would get together!"
     "You don't mind I'm gay?" Ren asked surprised at Pat's reaction to
what he just admitted to.
     "Hell no! I like guys too, but I just prefer girls a little more. I
think the two of you make the cutest couple," he said mussing up Ren's hair
as he pulled back. "I think you will find there probably isn't anyone
really here that is going to make a big deal out of it. Those who don't
like that sorta thing generally don't say much. People here are very
tolerant, so you have nothing to worry about."
     Ren was shocked by this revelation, he had never expected to find this
type of acceptance anywhere especially after Funagata. Maybe this was the
place for him, a safe refuge and a home.
     "Thank you Pat," Ren said giving his older roommate a small smile.
     "What else are big brothers for," Pat said giving Ren another hug
before letting him go so they could finish their homework before lights
out. Every now and then they would catch each other looking up and smiling
at one another.
     When it was finally time for lights out, as Ren cuddled up with his
teddy bear and began to drift off to sleep he thought to himself life could
get no better than this moment. Life was good.
     A couple days later Ren and Zach were in the Library trying to work on
a project together when they were interrupted by a cute little ninth
grader.
     "Excuse Me, Zach?" Colin Muir said interrupting the two boys at their
study carrels.
     Zach looked up and saw it was the cute lil' wavy haired blonde who
lived next to him in his dorm. He hadn't already been in a relationship
with Ren; he might have been seriously tempted to tap his ass. Colin was a
cute maybe 5 foot tall 85 lbs., green eyed pale milky white ninth grader
with the energy level of five Energizer bunnies put together.
     "Hey Colin, this is Ren," he said introducing Colin to Ren. Zach
almost said that Ren was his boyfriend, but wasn't sure Ren was ready for
that step yet.
     "Hi Ren," Colin said cheerfully to Ren. "Hey, are you the REN Miss
Jones has been all excited about in art? She says you're a shoe in to win
the Headmaster's Prize this weekend!" The cute blonde gushed realizing he
was meeting one of the best artists at the school.
     Ren blushed at the excitement from the young boy at meeting
him. "Thank you for saying so, but I'm not really that good. There are so
many others who are more than likely win the Headmaster's Prize," Ren said
modestly. He shot a look at Zach when the boy raised his eyebrow at him,
     "Honestly Zach I'm really not that good."
     Colin paused and looked at Ren a little bashfully before asking, "Ren
would you please work with me on my sketching and stuff, PLEEEZZZE!"
     Zach cracked a big smile at Colin begging Ren to work with him on his
art skills. He could tell Ren was embarrassed at the attention and request,
but Ren finally smiled.
     "Yes Colin, I would be happy to work with you," Ren said smiling as he
nodded at the young American boy.
     Colin rushed over to Ren's chair and suddenly threw his arms around
Ren and hugged him. "Thank you, thank you...you're the best!!!" He said
beaming at the Japanese boy.
     Ren was thrown off guard by the excitement pouring out of the young
boy. This was something new for him, none of the boys from his old school
ever reacted to him like this. It actually felt really good. He was glad he
had agreed to help Colin.
     "You're welcome Colin, I will stop by after dinner when I'm finished
visiting with Zach. Where is your dorm room?"
     "Sweet! Oh I'm easy to find, I live next door to Zach," the sweet boy
said. "Oh! I almost forgot Zach, Andre de la Marche said you might still
have the angel wings you used last Halloween. If you do can I borrow them
Pleeeze, well that is if you're not going to use them this year," Colin
begged Zach giving him the cutest puppy dog expression.
     Zach chuckled at the cute boy; he was just such a hyper, bubbly
boy. He wondered how Ren was going to handle him, since he was the polar
opposite of Colin.
     "Sure you can borrow them. What are you going to be?" Zach asked.
     "I'm going to be a Cherub angel," Colin announced proudly.
      Zach chuckled, "Well I think you will be very popular if you come as
one. I'll drop them off when Ren comes over tonight, if that is okay with
both of you."
     "Great! I'll see you guys after dinner," Colin said giving both boys
another hug before skipping off followed by a soft thud. "Oops, Sorry
Donovan I didn't mean to bump into you," Colin said apologetically before
Ren and Zach heard him head back off down the metal spiral stair case.
     A minute so so later, the two boys heard heavy footsteps heading down
the steps after Colin. Once again it was quiet leaving Ren and Zach alone
again.
     "Ren?" Zach asked. "What were you planning to be for Halloween?"
     "Nothing, why?" Ren asked looking at Zach puzzled.
     "Well...Ummm...I...umm...I want you to go with me to the Halloween
dance," Zach finally managed to get out. He had been trying to ask Ren for
three days, but couldn't think of a way. He sent a silent pray of thanks to
whoever sent Colin to ask to borrow his angel wings.
     Ren was shocked; he didn't know what to say. It was one thing to hold
hands or to kiss when they were away from everyone else in the school. No
one would know what a type of unnatural person he was in real life. He
didn't want to go through all the horrors of his time in Japan here at
St. Philips.
     Zach knew what was going through Ren's mind. The Japanese boy was
terrified of what others here at the school would think of him being with
another boy. He was sure Ren was still thinking of all the nasty things
that had happened before. He needed Ren to trust him that all was going to
be okay, but wasn't sure Ren would do so.
     "Zach, I'm not sure. I don't want people to hate me like they did
at...Ummm...I mean everyone would hate me for being that way...I couldn't
take it if they did," Ren tried not to let Zach see his panic at almost
admitting what had happened to him at Funagata.
      Zach took Ren's hands in his, "Please trust me everything will be
alright I promise, trust me," he begged.
      Ren looked deep into Zach's blue-green eyes, before taking a deep
breath. Closing his eyes he said, "Yes, I'll go with you."
      Suddenly he felt Zach kiss him hard, "Thank you Ren!!! You won't
regret it I promise!!"
      Zach's kiss melted away all the worries Ren had, if Zach could deal
with the consequences of their going to the dance together, then with Zach
at his side maybe he could as well. He looked up into his boyfriend's eyes
once again and smiled. Ren couldn't help himself and leaned in to Zach on
the lips one more time.
      Zach was pleased both with Ren's answer and his response in the form
of a kiss. His heart was bursting with joy. He knew this was a major step
for Ren and he wanted to make sure everything was perfect. A sudden thought
occurred to him, they could wear partner costumes and he knew what would be
perfect. They could be Lelouch and Suzaku from Ren's favorite anime.
      "Ren I have an idea for costumes for the dance," Zach said grinning
at Ren.
      Ren looked at Zach wondering what type of costumes Zach was thinking
about. He wasn't so sure about type of character Zach would choose for
them.
      "Well, I sometimes do cosplay." Zach said shyly. "I was thinking we
could go as Lelouch and Suzaku. That is if you wanted to," he said looking
at Ren for his response.
      Ren grinned shyly back at Zach, "Yes, "He said pausing, "If I can be
Zero."
      Zach laughed, "I'd love to be Suzaku to your Zero. I know a site
where we can get everything. Come over tonight after dinner with me and
we'll pick out and order all our stuff," he said leaning into kiss his
adorable boyfriend causing Ren to blush.
      They went back to work on their project and before dinner they had
nearly completed it with a good three days to spare. Ren enjoyed studying
with Zach they were both eager to do well and each managed to push the
other into doing better. They were the prefect team.
      As usual Zach met Ren at his room after dropping off his stuff in his
room. Pat thought it was so cute the way Zach went out of his way to make
Ren comfortable with the whole boyfriend thing. He knew from Zach the two
had yet to do anything sexual. Zach was terrified of frightening Ren and
losing him, though he had no doubt Zach was beating off like crazy. He knew
from the past Zach was an ultra horny boy, used to fucking guys he was with
at least a couple times a day almost from the first time he hooked up with
them. The farthest he had gotten with Ren was a French kiss.
      After dinner Zach and Ren ordered their costumes for the coming
weekend. It turned out Zach had been involved in cosplay before and knew
exactly where to find the costumes. Ren was pleased they had even managed
to find a single contact for Lelouch's Geass. He found himself actually
start to get excited about the prospect of going to the dance with Zach. He
didn't think many boys knew what was going on between him and Zach. The
full Zero mask would keep his identity hidden and keep his secret for a
while longer. Ren still wasn't sure how the boys at the school would really
take the discovery he was gay and Zach's boyfriend.
      Later after ordering their costumes Ren took Zach's angel wings over
to Colin's room. He needed to make sure he kept his promise to the young
ninth grader who lived next to Zach. He convinced Zach he didn't need to
come over while he worked with Colin. Ren was surprised after knocking once
the door was suddenly thrown open so quickly by the hyper boy. Colin had
already changed out of his uniform and was wearing nothing else but a pair
of old basketball shorts whose waist was so worn they were barely managing
to be held up by his pale white bubble butt. It was obvious to Ren the boy
wasn't even wearing underwear. He found it strange at first seeing the
boy's ass like that, but after a while didn't think any more of it.
      For the next half hour the two boys looked over Colin's sketch
work. Ren discovered Colin was very creative and actually had some
promising talent. He just needed to learn some refinement. Ren told him he
was more than willing to help him do that. Weekends he told Colin would be
the best time to do that and they could start the following weekend.
      Ren noticed all of Colin's figures were all boys in various states of
undress. Colin had gotten up to get a glass of water when Ren flipped one
of the pages of the boy's sketch book to discover a page of nothing but
different types of dicks. The page after that one was filled with heads of
boys sucking massive dicks. Ren realized the boy was more than likely
gay. As he looked up to see the boy in a new light now realizing he and
Zach weren't the only boy boys at the school, he saw Colin turning a deep
red blushing as he realized Ren now knew his secret.
      "I didn't mean for you to see that. Please don't hate me Ren,"
pleaded the boy embarrassed his hero had discovered he was gay.
      Ren smiled gently, "I could never hate you Colin. It's okay I
understand completely."
      "Really?" Colin asked as he sat back down next to Ren on his bed.
      Ren thought good and long before he spoke again, "I am gay too."
      Colin's eyes widened in surprise and he broke into a huge grin. "Wow!
I would have never guessed!" He exclaimed reaching over and giving Ren a
big hug.
      "Very few people know, so please don't tell anyone else without my
permission," said Ren seriously. "I just wanted you to know you aren't the
only one here who is like that."
      "Do you have a boyfriend? You don't have to tell me who, I just want
to know if you have someone special in your life," Colin said with a
smile. Ren noticed Colin's shorts had started to tent out. It looked almost
like he and the young boy were about the same size. Next thing he knew Ren
could feel himself start getting hard as he stared at the growing tent in
the boy's shorts.
      "Yes I do, maybe someday I will tell you if he tells me it's okay to
do that," Ren said starting to sweat at the thought of this boy wearing
nothing but basketball shorts getting hard. He was going to need to get out
of here soon he told himself.
      "I'll bring over my IPad one day and show you some yaoi sites you
might like. They should be helpful to you with your drawing."
      "That would be so AWESOME! Thanks!"
      "I need to go ahead and head back to my dorm now. It's been a
pleasure meeting you Colin," Ren said standing and handing Colin his sketch
pad back.
      Colin tossed the open sketchbook on his bed and gave Ren a big
hug. Ren's cock throbbed as soon as it was touched by Colin's
hard-on. Colin was now aware Ren was hard. He gave Ren a smirk, but didn't
say anything.
      Ren let himself out of the room saying goodnight. As he started down
the hall and was about to round the corner he heard a loud knock down the
hall. He turned to see who was visiting who out of habit. Standing at
Colin's door was Donovan.
      His heart started to pound. Ren hadn't seen him since that morning a
couple of weeks back when they had jerked each other in the shower. What
was he doing here at Colin's room? Was he doing stuff like that with the
cute blond boy? Hadn't he been good enough to do something with him again?
They had about the same size cocks, what was wrong with his, and why should
Donovan want Colin's and not his? He couldn't believe the cute blond was so
lucky to do stuff with the sexy older black seventeen year old who seemed
exotic to him. What was he thinking about, he was with Zach. Zach was who
he cared about. Why was he suddenly thinking all these thoughts about
Donovan? He needed to get control of himself and stop thinking about the
older boy and think about Zach more.
      In the thirty seconds all this all this flowed through his mind the
door opened. Donovan suddenly smiled broadly at the unseen boy holding the
door open.
      "Hey big D! I was hoping you'd come by tonight," exclaimed an excited
Colin.
      "How could I not stop by and see my favorite freshman again. You know
how much I REALLY like you don't you?"
      Colin giggled, "I really, really, really like you too."
      "I see you're wearing my favorite outfit too, I like it when you
remember all the things I like, and do them so well,' said Donovan whose
voice was dripping with lust.
      Ren watched Donovan reach out with his hand as he closed in on the
doorway. He heard Colin moan loudly as the older teen had contact with what
was no doubt Colin's little dick.
      "I love it when you touch me like that," gasped the boy.
      Ren watched as Colin's hand reach out from the room and grasped
Donovan's now bulging crotch. The older teen moaned loudly as Colin made
contact. Donovan stepped forward to the room and just as he started to
disappear inside he looked at Ren and grinned. The door then shut.
      Ren's heart was pounding. Donovan knew he had been watching the scene
between Colin and himself. He was so hard at this moment. He was thinking
of how lucky Colin was and how he wished it were him instead. Then it
dawned on Ren some of the sketches of dicks were different angles of
Donovan's cock. He remembered one of the pictures of a boy sucking a big
black cock looked an awfully lot like Colin. Was Colin now doing that with
Donovan?
      Ren raced back to his dorm. He jacked-off picturing Colin's mouth
wrapped around that impossibly large cock. He lasted barely a minute before
he shot. Once back in his room studying with Pat he tried to keep his mind
on the homework, but he found it nearly impossible to not think about what
Donovan was doing to Colin. He had to jerk off two more times before lights
out he was so aroused by the scene in his mind. Almost before lights out
there was a knock on the door. It was Donovan stopping by to say hi to Pat
and Ren. Ren noticed a small cum spot on Donovan's pants and when Donovan
found Ren staring at it he reached down and scooped it up and licked his
finger clean and smiled at Ren as he did so. Ren almost came right there.
      That night made sure he was cuddled up as tightly as he could with
Zach's teddy bear. He tried to dream of Zach all night, but every now and
then Zach would morph into Donovan. It wasn't the best night for Ren. The
whole next day Ren barely left Zach's side. He needed to remind himself of
how much he needed and loved the American boy.
      Thursday their costumes arrived and they tried them on and everything
fit perfectly. Zach so wanted to ravish Ren when he saw the cute Japanese
boy wearing nothing but his black bikini underwear. His little cock just
begged to be sucked, and when he bent over to pull up the pants Zach almost
creamed his pants when he got a look at that amazing bubble shaped
ass. Zach got so hard at the thought taking Ren's virginity and feeling
that tight ass wrapped around his cock as he brought them both towards
paradise.
      Ren found everything fit perfectly and was taking everything off as
he saw Zach stripping down to his sky blue skin tight boxer-briefs. He
gasped softly as he got a look at Zach for the first time nearly
naked. Granted he had seen Zach's hard-on in the theatre bathroom, but now
in the boxer-briefs it looked so much more potent outlined by the tight
fabric. Then he noticed the growing dark spot from Zach's now flowing
pre-cum. This prompted Ren to get hard as his four inch hard-on stretched
across his hip in his black bikini underwear.
      The two boys stared at each other getting harder and harder as they
looked at one another. All that could be heard in the room was their heavy
breathing. Slowly the two teens approached one another, being draw together
by unseen forces. Ren knew what could happen if he didn't stop, but there
was no way he could stop.
      The two boys stood barely an inch from one another waiting for the
other to make the first move. Time stopped as they gazed into each other's
eyes. They stood frozen on the edge of the abyss of their pent up
passion. It had been building towards this since the very first they had
met one another in the locker room. Finally after what seemed an eternity
Zach tilted Ren's face up towards his. He opened his mouth as he bent down
to kiss Ren. The young Japanese boy instinctively opened his mouth and rose
up on his toes to meet Zach's kiss.
      In no time the two boys were lost in their passion for one
another. They couldn't get enough of one another each trying to force more
of their tongues in the each other's mouth. Their hands roamed all over
each other's bodies exploring the other's for the first time. Before long
their hands had found each other's asses. They pulled on each other's
asses, which pushed them together and soon they were grinding their
hard-ons against each other. They moaned into each other's mouth as they
drove each other crazy from their throbbing dripping cocks. Zach slipped
his hands inside Ren's black bikini underwear and was soon running his
fingers up and down the young boy's ass crack. This seemed to only
intensify their mutual lust for one another as Ren didn't know whether to
force his ass back on Zach's fingers or rub his hard-on against the hot
teen in front of him. Suddenly the door to Zach's room burst open as his
roommate Benji came in from cross-country practice.
      "Hey Zachy! Oh shit! I'm sorry I didn't realize you were busy," said
the curly head brunette ninth grader blushing and starting to turn around
to leave.
      Ren jumped away from Zach blushing like mad as his four inches stuck
out at an obscene angle. It craved to be relieved of the building pressure
that was mounting. He quickly scrambled to gather his clothes and get them
on. He had a panicked look on his face at being caught so exposed.
      Zach went up behind Ren as he was trying to put on his pants and
wrapped his arms around his lover. "Ren, its ok," he said trying to calm
the shaking boy. Slowly he turned Ren around and held him tightly. "Ren,
you don't need to be frightened, Benji knows I'm gay and knows you're my
boyfriend. It's okay, really it is, we just got carried away and I didn't
realize it was nearly time for dinner," Zach said as he slowly calmed down
the frightened boy.
      Ren couldn't believe he had been caught in such a position by Zach's
roommate. He was upset at first, but there was something about Zach that
helped him calm down. He still felt exposed at being caught in such a
situation, but he couldn't explain it. Zach had this mysterious ability to
make him calmer.
     The real problem in his mind was he had wanted to go further with Zach
than they had. If Zach had demanded it he would have surrendered his body
to him without any question. What did this American boy have over him? Each
time he had gotten in some sexual position with someone he wanted
more. First with Zach, then with Donovan, then now back with Zach. Each
time his body craved more.
     The yearning now building inside him was now something he barely had
any control of anymore. He needed to go further and experience more and
more. He hated to admit it to himself, but he was secretly excited about
being caught by Zach's roommate. It did something to him he couldn't
explain. It was almost like the time in the shower with Donovan did
something to him, being exposed like that for anyone to catch him. What was
happening to him? He was a good boy and these things happening to him were
turning him into something else. There were secret buried desires that were
coming to the surface making him want to give them life. What would Zach
think of him if he gave them the life they demanded of Ren?
      Zach held Ren until he finally finished shaking. He hated he hadn't
thought to leave his neck tie on the doorknob to warn Benji, but then again
he never imagined what happened with Ren would have actually happened. It
was truly the first time they had lost themselves in the passion of the
moment. He suspected if he could ever get Ren like that again he would be
really wild. Zach felt that they had almost both been at the point of
popping a load out they were both so turned on.
      Ren pushed Zach away gently, "I'm alright now. Thank you Zach,' he
smiled back at Zach to let him know he was fine and then kissed him
chastely on the lips. "I should go now, I will see you when you pick me up
for dinner at my room," He said quickly finishing getting dressed. He
grabbed his messenger bag and kissed Zach one more time, but this time on
the cheek before darting out the door.
      A minute later while Zach was still standing there in his
boxer-briefs with a hard-on, Benji burst back into the room.
      "Shit man! I'm so sorry to interrupt the two of you," Benji said
obviously still upset at what had happened. "I didn't mean to cock block
you like that man, really I didn't. You guys aren't pissed at me are you?"
      "Actually bro it's cool, Ren's a bit shy, but he's slowly opening
up. He's kinda like a turtle coming out of his shell, things spook him, but
when he learns they aren't going to hurt him he's better." Zach smiled to
himself, the turtle reference made him think of Ren's cock poking out of
its foreskin waiting to be used properly for the first time.
      "He's certainly really cute," Benji said blushing a little bit. If he
hadn't already had a girlfriend now he might have considered Ren an
interesting boy to date. He'd had a couple of boyfriends, before he had met
Corkie after the start of the school. In fact they had first bumped into
one another at the local bookstore in town one Saturday. Otherwise he might
have tried dating a boy here at school.
      Zach realized he was still only wearing his underwear and started to
change for dinner. Benji lay back on his bed watching Zach put on his
uniform again. His roommate was pretty hot and he knew from previous
experience before Zach started dating Ren he could be a wild person to play
with no strings attached. He could picture in his mind the things the older
boy did with the hot Japanese boy.
      Benji was disappointed Zach didn't have any footage of the two of
them having sex. Zach had videotaped a couple of their encounters and
played them back while they had fun the following times. He had "borrowed"
Zach's external drive a couple times to watch other videos of Zach playing
with other boys and a few older men.
      Zach generally topped in most of the vids he had, but with a few
older boys and all the older men he bottomed. No matter which position he
was in Zach was hot. He was glad Corkie was finally putting out, otherwise
he'd be begging Zach for sex and from the way he seemed to be with Ren
there was no extra outside fun. Pity, since Zach was a lot of fun and Benji
knew there were a lot of sexually frustrated boys now who had to find other
outlets. He grinned to himself, thank god he had Corkie otherwise he would
be one of those boys.
      "I'll see you later for study hall," Benji said adjusting
himself. "Need to take care of something," he said hopping off the bed
heading to find a private place before dinner to rub a quick one
out. Sometimes he wished he didn't have such a hot roommate, but not often.
      "Okay, Benji see you later," Zach said straightening up from tying
his shoes. He grabbed his field coat since it was starting to get cold at
night when he and Ren went walking and talking after dinner. He hoped Ren
wasn't still upset over being caught almost naked by Benji.
      He needed to get Ren over that hurdle, after all this was a boarding
school and there weren't many places to go and be totally alone to have
sex. And he now really, really wanted sex with Ren after that short time
with him in his room. That black bikini underwear just made Ren look so
fucking sexy. He wondered if bikini underwear was all that Ren wore. If
that was the case he was going to be boned up constantly wondering what
color he was wearing each day.
      Zach could tell from the short time they made out in his room it
wouldn't be too hard of a sell to get Ren let him make love to him. He was
sure from the way the young boy reacted to his fingers teasing the outside
of Ren's hole he wanted Zach that way. He would have to make sure when they
finally got that far he did a lot of preparation before he finally slid
inside. Ren was going to need a lot of work to make him relaxed enough to
enjoy it and want to do it again. But he was certainly going to enjoy
building up Ren up to that point from what he had just seen of Ren's
reactions. He bet as sure as they finally got into having regular sex he
was going to be really fun. Ren was going to be his very first virgin; all
the others in the past had some sort of regular experience with other guys.
      He cared too much for Ren to ever want to hurt him. Zach found the
more time he spent with him, the deeper his feelings became for Ren. He
already felt like he did when he fell in love with Rob nearly five years
before when he was eleven. He remembered how devastating that was when Rob
left, if something like that happened with Ren he didn't know how he would
survive the loss.
      He was being too morbid, thinking about losing Ren. They had their
whole lives ahead of them. Suddenly it dawned on him; he wanted to spend
the rest of his life with Ren. He wanted to marry him and grow old with
him. Zach giggled to himself wondering if Ren wanted kids. He smiled as he
pictured Ren all grown up and carrying around a baby strapped to his chest,
while he held the hand of another small child as they went shopping
together as a family. What a wonderful thought.
      Zach was still smiling from the image of him and Ren having a family
together when he arrived at Pat and Ren's room. Knocking on the door before
he entered the room, as was the custom there at St. Philips, he caught Pat
on his hands and knees once again looking for one of his loafers.
      "Hey Zboy, how's it hanging?" He asked trying to dig further under
his bed for a matching shoe. "Damn it, we must have fucking shoe gremlins
here. I can never find a matching shoe, it always two different ones."
      Zach laughed, as he spotted a matching shoe across the room in a
corner. He walked over and picked it up carrying it back to Pat who was now
halfway under the bed by this point.
      "Excuse me Imelda? Are you looking for this?"
      "What?" he asked pulling his head partway out from under the
bed. "YES!!! Where did you find it?" He asked as he took the shoe and put
it on.
      "Over in the corner. You really need to get better organized," Zach
said with a chuckle.
      "I'm generally better organized at home, it's here at school I have
all the problems. But then again I do have a maid at home and not here,"
Pat admitted with a laugh. "I wonder how the school would feel if I brought
a maid in here?" Pat asked with a smile. "A nice French one, what do you
think?" He grinned.
      "Somehow I don't think Giles will go for it," Zach laughed.
      "No probably not," Pat said with a smile. "But it is a good idea
though," He said dusting himself off and grabbing his school blazer from
the back of his chair.
      "Hey where is Ren?" Zach asked realizing his boyfriend wasn't in the
room.
      "Something seemed to have come up while he was out with you trying on
your costumes," Pat said smirking. "I'm not sure what it was, but he really
seemed to need to use the bathroom. Do you know anything about that?"
    Laughing Zach said, "I might, because something similar happened to me,
but I still have the same problem," as he grabbed his hard-on through his
pants displaying the outline of his bulge to his friend.
      "Damn dude you better take care of that before you get in trouble for
having a loaded weapon," grinned Pat.
      "That's my problem, it got loaded and the hammer pulled back, but I
didn't get a chance to fire it especially at the target I wanted," giggled
the fifteen year old.
      "Good thing you don't have a hair trigger, otherwise you'd have a big
mess to clean up."
      Zach and Pat started laughing both knowing what a big cummer Zach was
when he climaxed, it was almost like he had been saving up for a week each
time he came. The couple of times Pat had let Zach fuck him he felt like he
had gotten a jizz enema.
      Ren walked in on Pat and Zach laughing. He blushed at first when he
saw Zach. He had just finished relieving himself after being so worked up
by Zach earlier when they were trying on their Halloween costumes. He
wasn't sure how many more times this would happen before he threw himself
at Zach and begged him to do whatever he wanted to him. He knew it was
wrong, but he could barely contain his desire to be taken by Zach.
      "Hey Ren, ready for dinner?" Zach asked hoping Ren wasn't too
traumatized by what happened earlier.
      Ren looked at Zach shyly, before nodding to him. He grabbed his coat
and the three boys headed out to the dining hall. Pat told them as they
were walking to dinner Jen was going to be there tomorrow night at the
dance with most of the other girls from her school and she was looking
forward to seeing Ren again.
      Suddenly Ren looked at Pat with a panicked expression. "That girl
won't be here will she?" He asked terrified at the prospect of seeing Mindy
again.
      Pat started to chuckle, but caught himself, "She might be, but I
don't think you have anything to worry about. You have someone to protect
you from her," he said punching Zach lightly in the arm. "I don't think you
have anything to worry about with Zach around."
      "Yeah, I'll protect you from her. No girl is going to steal you from
me," giggled Zach pulling Ren close to him in a bro-hug. "Besides we can
always take a walk somewhere if things get too much for you," he said with
a smile.
      That made Ren smile broadly thinking of going somewhere with Zach,
but then he started blushing at the thought of being alone with Zach
again. His dick started to harden immediately at the thought of being alone
with Zach again.
      After dinner Zach and Ren took a walk holding hands. They eventually
ended up at the pool in the gym. It was quiet there and they sat on the
side of the pool with their feet daggling in the water. As had been common
for them they talked about their pasts. Ren told Zach how much he loved
swimming. It was the only place he could go growing up and be totally alone
and free with his thoughts. It gave him a kind of freedom.
      Eventually it was time for them to head back to their dorm
rooms. They shared a brief but passionate kiss before leaving the
pool. They held hands as they walked to their usual departure spot. They
kissed one last time before heading apart back to their separate dorms and
study hall.
     When Ren finally drifted off to sleep curled up with his teddy bear he
dreamt of himself as Lelouch and Zach as Suzaku locked in a passionate
embrace as Zach/Suzaku prepared to take him and make him his.


The End of Chapter Four


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