Date: Tue, 02 Oct 2001 09:41:53 +0000
From: Tim D. <d__tim@hotmail.com>
Subject: Tim and Eric part 1

Disclaimer:
If you are under 18 or 21 years of age depending on the jurisdiction you are
living in, if homosexual activities or descriptions of such activities
offend you or if your country of residence does not allow you to read
material of homosexual nature, then please do not proceed any further.

All rights to this story are reserved by the author.

This story is based on the true experiences that I share with my longterm
Asian boyfriend and partner Eric. However, our names and the places are
changed to protect our privacy.

As it unfolds, sex will definetely be a vital part of this story, though for
now I am trying to reflect the true development of our life together. For
that reason there will be no graphical description of sexual acts in the
first chapter or two.

As English is not my native tongue, please accept my apologies for any
mistakes. If anybody out there is interested in proofreading my stories
prior to them being posted, feel free to contact me.

Please mail me back with your feedback, be it positive or negative, as well
as with your suggestions. You may reach me at

d_tim@hotmail.com



Interracial: Tim & Eric part 1

1st Chapter:

Before I begin my story, I would like to give my readers a brief
introduction to myself and to the circumstances that eventually led to my
partnership with my beautiful and adorable boyfriend Eric.

I am now in my early thirties and of European decent. I grew up in a medium
sized town in central Europe and now work and live in a major  city in East
Asia. I stand about 185 cm tall and weigh just below 80 kg. While having
inherited my mother's darkblond-brownish hair and facial features I am very
proud of my steel blue eyes which my father passed on to me. I am trying to
keep in shape with regular work outs in the local gym.

I know myself to be gay ever since I can remember, even though I recall
myself making every imaginable effort in trying to disguise my true desires
and feelings for men from the people around me. I was making out with girls
and even got myself into a couple of serious and long-lasting heterosexual
relationsships. In the end they all failed as they did not provide me with
the satisfaction and fulfillment I was longing for so badly. I now believe
that I hoped to somehow escape my attraction to men if I could only proof to
myself and others that I am able to love woman.

It was not until the age of about 25 that I accepted my homosexuality as a
part of my personality. Only a couple of weeks after I made my way out of
that small town in central Europe to East Asia for a job assignment, I came
across with a gorgeous Japanese man about my age who introduced me to the
pleasure and joy of gay love and love-making and who opened my eyes in a way
that allowed me to not only accept but to fully appreciate my sexual
orientation from then on. I wonder now if it was the new and exotic
environment I was living in that allowed me to look at my life from a
different prospective or  simply Yoshi's encouragement that allowed me to
shed my fears and to simply let go of that everlasting struggle to hide
myself in front of me and others.

Shortly thereafter I also decided to confront my family and some of my
closer friends with my new identity. It was not that bad at all, despite my
earlier fears of discovery and non-acceptance. It was a relieve for me to
experience the understanding around me once the very first shock about me
being gay was digested and gone.

My relationship with Yoshi lasted for almost six months until work took me
to a different part of Asia. At that time I was not yet firm enough to
maintain the relationship over the distance between us so we decided to part
as friends. We managed to stay in close contact for quite some time after
that and only recently did we lose touch.

It was not until quite some time after my transfer that I developed again a
major interest in meeting men for more than normal social contacts. I was
still hooked in the afterglow of my relationship with Yoshi and was not
really interested in moving on and broaden my so far very limited gay
experience. However, time took its toll and I found myself frequently
browsing the numerous local gay web sites with countless offers for gay
encounters and sex adventures.

One day, an ad that introduced a Chinese guy around my age and in my city
cought my eye: His message was different as it neither advertised an
adonis-like body nor a gigantic sexual organ or an overly developed sex
drive to the reader. It simply stated that the guy who posted the ad was in
his mid twenties, of Chinese decent with interests in many different aspects
of life and looked for caucasian friends to hang out with.

I decided to reply...