Date: Thu, 13 Feb 2003 21:01:49 -0800 (PST)
From: JJJ JJJJ <jjj99999999@yahoo.com>
Subject: Acquired Taste

I first realized I had a problem when I was about 13.
I needed to masturbate at least one time a day.  I spent
all my time trying to think of something new to
masturbate to.  At the time my sister was about 17,
and I began to swipe her dirty panties and sniff them
while I masturbated.

Most of the time her panties had a nice faint little
smell that would turn me on, but on occasion they
would be moist and have a stronger smell, this was a
huge turnon.  On occasion when she would come home
late after partying with her friends, she would shower
before she went to bed.  She would throw her dirty
clothes into the laundry shoot before she showered.
Her bedroom and the bathroom were on the second floor,
and my bedroom was in the basement next to the laundry
room.  Since I could not go out past 9 at night, I
would always be home in my room when she would come
home.  Once I heard her come into the house, I would
turn the volume off on my TV, and listen for her to go
upstairs.  Once she went upstairs I would go into the
laundry room and hope and pray she would take a
shower.  When her dirty close would come down the
shoot, I would feel like I just won a jackpot on a
slot machine.

I would grab her fresh panties out of her dirty
clothes and take them into my room.  I would lie in my
bed and put them on my face.  I would sniff them and
lick them while I masturbated.  When they were moist,
the smell was such a turnon I would masturbate twice.


After about 3 months of doing this I realized her
panties were no longer moist when they came down the
shoot.  This was very disappointing to me.  I figured
this was because it was now fall, and the weather was
starting to cool off so she didn't get as hot down
there.  Regardless, I continued to retrieve her fresh
panties from the shoot as a stimulus for my
ejaculation.  Unusually in February, her panties
started to come down the shoot moist from time to
time.  It wasn't hot outside so I couldn't figure out
why.

About 2 months later my parents went on vacation and
left me and my sister to ourselves.  One night when I
was supposed to stay over at my friends house but
decided not to.  I heard my sister and her boyfriend
come into the house and go into the family room to
watch TV.  I decided to go up and spy on them.  By the
time I got up there my sister had her skirt lifted up
with no underwear and she was climbing onto her
boyfriends cock.  At this point the gears began to
turn in my head and I was overcome with shock.  Was
the moistness in my sisters underwear actually her
boyfriends cum.  They were broken up during the time
that her panties stopped being moist.  I went back
down to my room and my mind was going crazy.  I kept
telling myself I wasn't gay, the smell was not his
cum.

A couple hours later I heard her boyfriend leaving and
she went upstairs.  I decided I had to know so I went
to the Shoot.  After about 5 minutes (it seemed like
1000) her dirty close came down and I grabbed her
panties.  The panties were moist to the touch and the
smell was the same.  I threw them back in with the
dirty close and went back to my room.  I couldn't
believe I was getting turned on by a guys cum, I
though that was her pussy I was smelling.  It took
about a month before I could mentally convince myself
that it was no big deal and it didn't mean anything.
After about another month I managed to convince myself
that I wasn't gay if I continued to do it.  I still
liked girls and was not at all turned on by guys.

The next time her moist panties came down the shoot, I
took them into my room to perform the routine, except
this time my load was twice as big as the biggest load
I had ever shot.  I did not know why I was so turned
on by the smell, but I wanted her panties more than I
ever did before.

It was just a matter of time before I started tasting
my own cum.

As an adult this seems like a predictable story, but
when you are 13, it is not so obvious.  When you spend
your years as a youth trying to avoid doing anything
that might make you look gay, then you find out that
you were getting incredibly turned on by the smell and
taste of another guys cum, it takes you some time to
find yourself again.