Date: Wed, 29 Jun 2016 11:34:29 +0200
From: Black Cat <blackcatpersona@yandex.com>
Subject: Austin's Awakening

DISCLAIMER: The following story has erotic scenes involving a 10-year-old
boy.  Such material may be against the laws of certain areas.  Please take
care, be safe, and if you could be offended by such material, please leave
now.

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Austin was a perfectly normal 10 year old boy in so many ways.  He lived
with his mother and father in a wealthy part of town in Denver, Colorado.
He felt loved and was mostly cared for well, and was highly successful in
school, where he showed an active interest in a wide range of subjects.  He
was outgoing, had many friends and was a dedicated player in his local
soccer team.  Life seemed good.

He was short, but a very healthy build, a little naturally plump, but very
fit.  He had short black hair which was parted at the front, and everyone
in his life had always responded to his looks positively.  He had an
appreciation for the colour blue, and most of his clothes were either black
or in that colour, blue.  Everything from jeans, t-shirt, sweaters, socks
and boxer briefs.  But he made sure he got the latest fashions, and his
appearance was important to him.

While he had a good quality of life, there were some things that made him
feel down.  Like with so many young people these days, he felt
disillusioned by the adult society in which he grew up.  He did not
understand why the values of the society in which he grew up in did not
seem to make sense.  On one hand, society said that everyone had equal
opportunity.  On the other hand, he was very aware of the fact that there
was so much suffering in this world, and it ate at him deep down.

He also felt that people did not understand him.  This was particularly
true, perhaps, in one way.  Although he was only 10, he already had sexual
feelings, and could at times feel very attracted to other people in his
class, both girls and boys.  He even liked to look at porn on his iphone
every once in a while.  However, there was a message being sent from
society that terrified him - that children are supposed innocent and
asexual.  In one of his darkest moments, he had even heard somewhere in the
news media that children even as young as his age could get into big
trouble for acting sexually, even put on a register.

Austin knew that kids could be sexual.  From a very young age he had known
that playing with his dick felt good.  Sometimes he had liked to play with
it when thinking about his classmates, but there was also something else.
Although he wasn't physically attracted to adult men, he sometimes felt
lonely deep inside, and had a longing to be physically close and loved by
one.  He sometimes enjoyed imagining how an adult might be attracted to
him, and want to get physically close to him, and it did excite him
sometimes.

His 4th grade year had been superb in so many ways.  He had gotten straight
A grades in his last report card, and had come top of his grade in Math,
which he particularly excelled in.  His mother had given a wonderful hug
when he had shown this to her, and all the teachers had commented that he
was a likeable student who was fun to be around.  Despite this, he was a
perfectly normal cool kid with normal interests.  He liked his pet dog, his
friend Justin, his action movies, and superheroes.  However, he did not
care too much for today's music, and mostly liked old rock music.
Sometimes he enjoyed listening to classic rock as it made him feel wild and
rebellious.

He was very excited when his parents announced to him that for one week,
before he went back to school, they would be taking a family trip to
Alaska.  This excited Austin as he had never been to Alaska before but it
had always seemed like an interesting place full of wild open spaces,
animals and a special culture.  He was in many ways switched off from
politics, like many boys his age were, but he did have a real desire to be
left alone in this world, and believed in freedom.  The wide open spaces
and wilderness of such a place attracted him because of his ideas like
that.

Although he was a very outgoing boy, Austin also had a strong sense of
independence.  He valued the time he had alone as it gave him the freedom
to think and be himself.  Although he could talk to someone on his phone or
online for hours, he needed time to himself to recharge his batteries.  He
also had a vivid imagination and this had only been becoming more intense
lately as he had dared to play with himself more often and see how far he
could go.

While he was sexual, and somewhat attracted to girls, he was most capable
of of feeling intimately close to other males.  He enjoyed going to the
pool in the summer with his friends and playing in the snow with them in
the winter.  He and his friend Justin had been particularly close lately,
and along with the feeling of closeness Austin had felt a strong desire to
be with him physically, and cuddle with him and enjoy each other's bodies.
He did not know why such a natural thing could be so wrong.

He was also curious about what would happen if he kept playing with his
dick for long enough.  He knew it felt good, and as he kept on playing with
it, it seemed to feel more good, but he had never dared to play with it for
too long.  But he was becoming more and more determined lately, to explore
this pleasurable activity during his precious moments of solitude.  He made
sure he had a good stash of porn on his iphone before leaving on his trip.

When they got to Alaska, he was momentarily distracted from this by the
large array of activities they undertook in the first few days.  They went
on a boat trip around remote islands, they went on a plane ride above
snowfields, they went on a wilderness trek and saw bears.  They enjoyed
visiting museums and leaning about the local history and culture, as
Austin, being a naturally academic boy, would always appreciate this.  And
then finally, they ended up spending their last two days in a beautiful
tranquil remote lodge on the edge of a forest in the wilderness, by a
stream.

After dinner, Austin finally had a moment to concentrate his thoughts in
his cabin later that evening.  He had enjoyed this trip greatly, but he was
also constantly thinking of his friend Justin, and how in general he seemed
to crave to be loved and understood, in a way that seemed missing from his
life.  He casually lay down on his bed and started putting his hand
underneath his boxer briefs and playing with his dick.

Although he did not know what it was, he had seen on his iphone, pictures
of people performing oral sex and it did look intriguing.  He rubbed
himself some more and felt his little hairless 3-inch uncut dick beginning
to twitch and produce a positive physical sensation.  He began to think of
how wonderful it would be if his friend Justin was here to do this with
him.  Justin was such an awesome guy, so kind and compassionate it seemed,
and Austin would have had no trouble at all, taking his clothes off and
letting him do what he wanted.

To get a better grip on what he was doing, Austin quickly undid his zipper
and slid down his jeans.  He had his little dick in his hand and felt more
relaxed now, he was on his own, and he was doing an activity he enjoyed
doing most.  His attention had now turned to the porn he had looked at on
his iphone.  Although he found the pictures arousing, he also felt jealous
that the people in the pictures were experiencing something he felt he was
deprived from.

Austin began to slide down his blue boxer briefs and now he was totally
naked waist-down, with a fashionable blue sweater on.  He began to think of
his friend Justin and determinedly lay face down and shamelessly and
deliberately began to thrust against the mattress.  He began to think of
the oral sex on the iphone, and imagining the thrilled look of excitement
on Justin's face after imagining he'd told him he could suck his penis.  He
pictured himself with his legs apart, kneeling on top of Justin and fucking
his face as hard as he could, feeling totally in control over the pleasure
of someone he loved so much.

Justin had an older cousin as well who was very nice to both his younger
cousin and to Austin.  This older cousin was in his early twenties and
liked to spend time with the two boys and really seemed to care about them
in a way that most older people didn't.  Austin thought he wouldn't mind at
all if this older cousin joined in, and started to get really excited at
the thought of his and Justin's dick in this cousin's mouth at the same
time.  Savouring the awesomeness of having control over this cool guy's
pleasure.  In addition to which, savouring the simultaneous feeling of love
and intimacy for his friend Justin by sharing his cousin's mouth with him.

Austin suddenly realized that he was really getting into this and the
pleasure was becoming intense.  He took a deep breath, and thought it must
be now or never, and quickly pulled off his sweater and t-shirt (as he
enjoyed the feeling of being totally naked and alone).  He held onto the
bed, and violently and determinedly, almost like some crazed psycho, thrust
his dick forward and could feel it getting wet.  He knew he was having a
great time, and he loved being a rebel and wild, and he totally didn't
care.  He was going to find out what was going to happen.

Then suddenly, as he was picturing himself kissing and licking and lovingly
worshipping his friend Justin's dick in his mouth, while simultaneously
having his hairless dick devoured by his awesome cousin Michael, a new
sensation happened.  A burning sensation.  At first, Austin felt surprised,
but then quickly he decided that he wasn't going to stop.  He closed his
eyes, squeezed his teeth together, and gave another couple of powerful
thrusts against the mattress, fully embracing what was to come.  The wave
of relaxation hit him, and the boy juice flowed naturally out of him onto
the sheet.

As he lay there naked with the light from the sunset from an upper window
reflecting on his body, he felt like a totally awesome little dude.  He had
the feeling as if he knew he had done something totally wild, and was
totally proud of it.  He felt like a real complete boy, who had done a
normal healthy and rebellious boyish thing.  His only wish now was to be
able to do it in the company of someone else, either his age, or even
older, someone who he loved and was close to.

He fell asleep for a while, and woke up a couple of hours later when his
mom knocked on the door.  Panicking, he quickly ducked under the covers she
wouldn't know he was naked, and let her open it.  She told him to quickly
come outside and see what was going on, that he would be amazed.  He told
her to give him a few minutes, and she agreed.  As he dressed, he figured
he might need to get someone to wash that sheet, but perhaps that could
wait till the morning as he might just like to sleep in it and savour the
little wet patch he had created.

When he finally came outside it felt as if he had suddenly stepped into a
big beam of light.  All around him, the sky was lit up with a mystical
green colour and he felt amazed, and had no idea what it was.  Of course,
it was the Aurora Borealis, the Northern Lights, but he did not know that.
He just stood there looking over the landscape and the wilderness and the
trees and the river, savouring the silence and the right for him to be
alone to collect his thoughts, under the light, after his awesome solitary
experience.

Perhaps, he concluded, it was true that miracles could happen.  He took a
few moments to reflect on his thoughts, his life, and where he saw his
place in the world.  He knew that he felt outcast sometimes, astray from
society and that the world was a strange, crazy place where things did not
seem to make sense.  But perhaps what had happened today - both his
previous experience, and now seeing this miraculous display of green
lights, could be proof that wonderful things could happen in this world.
For what this thought was worth he savoured it, and allowed it to settle in
his mind as he prepared for the return home.