From: m0209@ibm.net (Mike Crews)
Newsgroups: alt.sex.masturbation,alt.sex.stories
Subject: Caught Jerking Off!
Date: Sat, 06 Jan 1996 07:18:07 GMT
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OK, I will admit I have been reading the alt.sex.stories and
alt.sex.masturbation groups for a few months now.  I'll also admit I'm
hesitant to post personal stuff since I'm not sure who is reading these
forums (well at least I *know* my parents are *not* reading it...).  I can
not tell which stories are true or just what people would like to happen. I
did post a true experience that happened to me but I'm not sure if it was
seen so I will write about it again.  If you saw what I sent out a while ago
please do not give me a hard time since this is about the same experience.
This is really a true story and if you have had similar experiences or would
like to discuss this I might be interested but would want to do it
privately.  OK, this is the most memorable thing that has happened to me so
far.

This happened during the summer I was 14.  It was the first summer I was
jerking off as often as I could - I was always looking for an opportunity!
I was too shy to hint at my obsession to friends so I really did not know if
other guys were doing it as much as I was.  I did not have a summer job so I
had LOTS of free time and guess what, my first choice was to find an excuse
to jerk off.   Now this may sound like it would be easy but I had my
parents, three brothers and a sister and finding the time to do it in
private was never easy - but I got real creative and always managed to find
some way to do it at least once a day and sometimes a few times in the same
day!

OK, during the summer I shared a room with my youngest brother and to get to
the door to our room required going through my older brother's room (the
layout of the rooms is weird).  That summer we were in a rented summer house
(more like a bungalow) that was not insulated.  The walls were just a piece
of wood thick and any sound in one room could be easily heard in adjacent
rooms (my parents were a thin floor above me (I could see light between the
floor boards at night). I could hear my older brother snore in the room next
to me so I am sure he could have heard me breathing heavily at night.
Needless to say, the house was almost always busy and it was not easy to
find time to jerk off in privacy - but I always managed to find plenty of
opportunities since my dick always seems to be hard and I was real clever in
doing it without anyone knowing.   Sometimes I took some risks  but I was
too horny to not jerk off...  I always managed to do it without being caught
and after a while I was pretty confident I was able to do it safely without
ever being caught... I was still real careful and always had a plan to cover
up in a hurry if I heard anyone approaching (or so I thought...).

I usually did it at night when my roommate brother was asleep (he was about
10 and did not have a clue what masturbation was about  until later that
summer but that's another story...).  We had a window fan in our room and if
the fan was on it's fastest setting it made enough noise to mask the bed
squeaks, my rapid breathing and eventual groans.   Afternoons were sometime
good opportunities to have jerking off marathons if the house was empty
(plus it was better than doing it than in the dark at night because during
the day I could see my dick as I jerked off - it added to the excitement!).
One REALLY hot summer afternoon a great opportunity presented it self and my
dick was as hard as a rock with anticipation.  My parents were not expected
back before dinner time.  My sister was at a friend's house for the day and
my younger brothers were at day camp.  My older brother had a summer job and
did not get back until dinner time so I had the house to my self.  (little
did I know that he had taken the day off... well, you'll see what happened,
read on...) 

I checked all the rooms in the house (hey, I was being careful!), I closed
every door in the house figuring I would hear anyone if they came into the
house.  I closed the room to my brother's room and continued on to my room
and closed that door too.  It was incredibly hot so I cranked the fan up to
high - I had long since taken my T shirt off and all I was just wearing was
some cut offs and my underwear.  I unbuttoned my shorts and they dropped to
the floor.  I was sweaty from the heat so I wiped myself off with a towel
and stood in front of the fan so the air would dry me off.   I put my hand
on my underwear as I stood there and could feel my disk which felt like it
was hard as steel - it was so hard it had popped out of the top of my jockey
shorts.  I was horny as shit by now  I was teasing myself knowing that I
would be stroking my dick soon but had lots of time to play and get as
aroused as possible.  It always feels best when I am really excited before I
started.  I finally could not resist the urge so I pulled down my underwear
and stood in front of the window fan and enjoyed the hot air blowing on my
now naked body.  I could feel my heart rate was getting faster as I stood
there still not touching my throbbing dick.  I was almost trembling from the
excitement and finally could not wait any longer so I walked over to my bed
and laid down on the bottom sheet (it was so hot the covers had been pushed
to the bottom of the bed).  I laid out on the bed and spread my legs and
looked down at my dick.  I was horizontal now but my dick was bouncing up
and down on my stomach to my rapid heart beat.  I finally grabbed it and it
felt SO cool to wrap my hand around my aching dick!  I had thought I would
stroke it really slow for a while but I had resisted touching it for so long
that my heart was pounding and the hormones were making my head spin so I
immediately gripped my dick with just enough pressure and started jerking
off like there was no time to spare!  my body got tense real fast and I
could feel the excitement build as I my hand rapidly slide up and down the
full length of my throbbing dick.  I reached down with my free hand and
touched my balls - they were as loose as they had ever been from the heat
but were slowly tightening up as my excitement increased.  I played with my
balls with one hand as I continued to stroke my dick as fast as I could.   I
was so horny I just wanted to go for broke and would probably end up
shooting my load a few times before I was finished!  Just before I got to
the point of no return I stopped (and it was not easy either!!!) so I could
extend the excitement of my session as long as possible.  I was trembling
with excitement but with much restraint I waited a bit knowing that when I
finally shot my load it would be a major event!  After waiting what seemed
like an eternity I started up again.  Even though I wanted to pace myself,
it did not take long before I was pounding the shit out of my aching dick
and starting to arch my back preparing for the much anticipated orgasm.  I
closed my eyes tightly and I was going ballistic as knew I was about to have
an awesome orgasm... I must have really been focused because I did not hear
the sound of the door opening behind me.  I was pounding the living shit out
of my throbbing dick and I was at the point where I was doing everything I
could to get to that intense moment of the orgasm.  

Just as I was pounding furiously, arching my back and could feel the early
signs of the much anticipated spasms, I heard a sound behind me (the fan
must have masked the other sounds)!  OH shit!!!  My heart stopped and I
froze in mid stroke!   I looked over my shoulder and saw to my HORROR that
my 17 year old brother was standing with the door wide open and watching me.
I thought I was going to fucking die!!!  Here I was with my almost 6"
throbbing dick in my hands and just seconds from having the most intense
orgasm of my life.  I was stark naked, legs spread apart and my butt off the
bed just seconds from shooting a major load.   I remember trying to think of
what to do - I was *so* close to an *intense* orgasm (which is what my dick
voted for) but I was WAY too embarrassed to keep going with my older brother
watching!  My brother had never seen my dick hard since I had reached
puberty and I had never let on to him that I was so into jerking off (or
basically always horny).  Since I had started puberty I had never discussed
sex and certainly not jerking off with my older brother - though I was sure
he jerked off and assumed he was always anxious to know if I did too.   But,
this was NOT the time to discuss masturbation - I was in a some what
"awkward" position - (naked, breathing heavily and holding an aching hardon)
while my brother stood there silently smiling...  I could not cover my self
up (what was the point - I could not have been any more exposed!) so I just
laid there.  I did not know how long he had been watching but it was obvious
that he had seen enough to know what I was doing and he probably knew I was
close to shooting my load...  After what seemed like an eternity, without
saying a word my brother (finally) turned and closed the door (I think he
finally realized I was not going to keep going while he was standing there).

I stayed motionless on my bed holding my still hard dick in my hand.  The
walls were so thin I could hear that he was still in his adjacent room and
must have been stalling to do something so he could listen to see if I was
going to continue.  I waited hoping he would leave (I still had a *major*
hardon and had decided there was no use wasting a good orgasm!).  After a
while I decided I would just do it quietly (I had practiced jerking off
quietly to avoid being heard by my younger brother as a roommate *many*
times).  After waiting what seemed like enough time I started slowly
stroking my dick again and though it took a while to get to the same point I
was before being caught, it was not too long before I was ready to shoot.  I
do not know if it was because of the intensity of the first build up, the
surprise of getting caught or having delayed it for such a long time, but I
was so tense that even though I was trying to do it SILENTLY, the more I
tried to stifle my movements  and breathing, the more intense the spasms
got.  My head felt light as I held my breath and I felt the spasms
uncontrollably pulse hot cum out of my now aching dick.  The first shot
spurt out and hit me in the chin with such force it scared me!  I quickly
forgot it as the spasms continued and I shot the most number of spurts I had
ever experienced.  I could feel each hot spurt as it left my groin and
traveled the length of my pulsing dick.  Each spurt landed on my chest and
stomach and I realized I had a huge mess - more cum than I had ever shot at
one time!  I fought to avoid gasping as I needed to catch my breath after
holding it for so long.  I was totally worn out from all of the tension and
suspense and fell back on the bed in total exhaustion.  I laid there to
catch my breath and wanted to be sure not to doze off least I be discovered
naked again!  I eventually wiped up the mess and put my shorts back on.  But
how was I going to get out of my room?

The only way out of my room was to go through my brothers room.  I sat there
and listened for the longest time and did not hear a sound.  I *knew* he was
in his room and was waiting but I could not stay in my room for ever.  After
what seemed like forever I finally decided to make a break for it and see if
I could just race through his room and avoid the much dreaded eye contact
(there was NO WAY I was going to TALK about it!).  I opened the door of my
room and sure enough, he was still there reading a magazine with just a
trace of a smile on his face.  I walked what seemed  like a mile to get out
of his room and though I dreaded it, I could not avoid eye contact .  Though
no words were exchanged I think my brother was glad to know for sure that I
jerked off and he had seen me jerking off wildly and only missed the last
moment (fortunately since I would have been embarrassed to have him see me
shooting my load uncontrollably).   Though we never really discussed it, I
was EXTRA careful from then on and I'm sure he still did it too but
concealed it well...  From that point on I knew he knew I did it and I'd bet
anything that he thought about me doing it when he jerk off...

I had a number of other experiences during that summer including my younger
brother "discovering" me jerking off (this time I wanted him to "catch" me,
but that's another story I'm not sure I'm ready to post to the world...).  I
now think that there is an added excitement of jerking off with the risk of
getting caught (but I learned my lesson so I'm not like *trying* to get
caught
since the implications are definitely very unattractive!). 

Sorry for making this story so long but believe me I really started to get
into it!  This is like deja vu, since I will never forget the moment when I
looked up and saw my brother standing there - I close to had a fucking heart
attack!  Anyway, as I started out saying, I'd feel more comfortable sharing
any other experiences privately via email and only with someone who is
willing to share their own experiences.   I'd prefer to exchange email with
guys in high school or college.  Since I have not posted many times I'm
curious about hearing reactions to my experience and also any other stories
of your own experiences (getting caught or other jerking off experiences)
you care to share.  I'll respond to an email that seems sincere about
sharing stuff.  I also will keep anything sent to me strictly private and
would ask for the same in return (I'd have a fucking heart attack if I sent
something really personal to someone and then it got posted with my name
without me knowing!).  I don't know if this all makes any sense but if it
does and you feel like sharing experiences on a strictly private basis we
may have several things in common (I'm assuming since you've read this far
we have a common interest in jerking off!).

OK, that's it...  I'm just curious if anyone else feels the same way I do...

Mike