Date: Mon, 29 Sep 2014 12:54:25 +0000 (UTC)
From: fiveholepunch@comcast.net
Subject: How I learned To Masturbate Part Three

Anecdotes:  How I Learned To Masturbate  Part Three


I think it is interesting how people found out about sex when they were
young.  Some have told me about their sexual enlightenment.  I intend to
post, with permission and anonymity, a part of their personal story.  I am
choosing to limit this to a very specific area of their early experience –
how they learned about masturbation.  These are factual reminiscences, not
fantasy, and are not embellished.  I have tried to transcribe their
recollections, using their own words if possible, to the best of my
ability.


21.  Lewis

"That's a hard question.  I might have played with myself as early as four
or five, but I'm not sure.  The reason I say this is I used to stay at a
house for daycare and sometimes we changed our clothes after being outside.
I remember another boy, Ozzie, who enjoyed getting naked and he would get
hard sometimes.  I liked looking at him being undressed and dressed, but I
didn't want our caretaker to know that.  He liked looking at me being
undressed and he looked at my penis, too, but I don't remember being hard.
It felt good to have our cold outdoor clothes taken off and have warm
cotton underwear slide on.  I definitely liked that nubby feeling of the
cotton.  We didn't play with each other's penis, but I might have played
with my own.

I definitely recall what led up to my first orgasm.  It was summer right
after fifth grade.  I was more aware of my penis in my shorts for some
reason; I think it was my circumcised head rubbing my shorts and swimsuit,
both of which I wore without underwear.  I think my friends were getting
near the same feelings because it seemed to make sense to show each other
our penises for any reason whatsoever.

I was with my friend Eric and we went to some urinals to pee and we showed
each other our cut cocks.  His head was all purple.  We both got half hard
and it made it hard to pee which we joked about.  When we finished peeing
we showed ourselves again and Eric was hard in two seconds.  He displayed
his maybe four inches, I wasn't any longer, and I took in every detail
before he put it away.

Later on that afternoon, at home, I took my cock out in the bathroom to
pee.  I thought about Eric and showing off our cocks.  I was half hard and
it was hard to pee in a toilet without bending my cock down.  I got some
urine on my hand and cock (and the toilet!). I played with it wet and got
very hard while looking in the bathroom mirror.  It began to feel real good
as I jerked it.  The pee dried mostly and the friction made it hurt a
little, but I jerked until I felt `waves' coming up my penis.  I had to
stop jerking.  When I touched my head with my fingers I felt my cock jerk
up automatically.

I tried it again the next day and it happened again.  I tried it several
times a day after that.  I ended up talking to another friend of mine about
two weeks later, Matt, and he admitted to `it,' having `waves' after
rubbing his penis.  We did it together a few times and I did it with two
other boys that summer, but not Eric, although I think he did it with
another one of the boys I did it with.

In our bedrooms or in the woods, we did it every few days.  No one shot
come, but everyone had orgasms that summer."


22.  Vincent

"Alright, this is like a confession – I didn't jerk off until I was
thirteen, which, I know, is kinda late. I was definitely ready, if you know
what I mean, but I didn't know about it.  That's not the most embarrassing
part.  The most embarrassing part is I was taught by the neighborhood
pervert, this old guy - well, not that old now, maybe 35, but he was old to
me then - who went after young `chicken.'  A lot of neighborhood guys got
lured in by him.  Plenty of guys had their first blow job from this guy;
not me, though.

I don't know why it took me so long, but sex wasn't discussed at my house,
that was like an unwritten rule.  I don't know why my friends didn't tell
me, but they didn't.  I went to a Catholic primary school which had
something to do with it, but I don't know why I didn't hear about it
because I found out later my friends had been doing it for a while.

I can't remember exactly how I talked to this guy, but I was at a local
`mom and pop' buying something to eat after school and he must've talked to
me first.  Somehow he asked if I ever saw a porno movie and I said no.  I
at least knew what that was.  He said, `Do you wanna see one?' and I said,
`Yeah.'

We went to his house and he had a room with a daybed and a VCR and TV.
VCRs were pretty expensive then; my family didn't get one `til way later.
He asked me if I jerked off a lot.  I told him I didn't know what he was
talking about.  He said, `Boy are you're in for a treat!'

He told me to take off my clothes and lay on the bed. I was nervous, but he
said, `Trust me, you'll enjoy it.'  I did and he put on the tape.  I knew
that women got pregnant, but I didn't know how.  Mr. - told me about
fucking.  Then he asked if I ever played with my cock.  I told him no, but
that wasn't exactly true.

My cock was always getting half hard and I woke up with a big boner every
morning.  I got a big cock young and it was hard to hide if I boned up.  I
would try to hide it in my pants, but it was getting tough to do; I was
five plus (inches) hard when I was thirteen.  I didn't know how to get it
down to piss in the morning so I took a cold shower sometimes – yeah,
really!  (laughs)

So, anyways, I am on this couch/bed thing and I get hard fast watching the
video.  Mr. - tells me and how to jerk it and I do.  Now after a coupl'a
minutes I feel like I have to pee, like in the morning and Mr. - tells me
to keep going so I do.  Then I get the feeling like I'm going to pee and I
stop, just as a spurt of clear liquid comes out of my dick.  Mr. - tells me
that I came a little and to keep going.  I forgot to mention that he told
me about that, coming, earlier.

So I continued and soon I was getting that same peeing feeling.  Mr. –
said, `keep going' and it really became intense.  My nutsack pulled up, it
did earlier too, and I could barely keep on jerking when several spurts
came out.  I stopped and rubbed what was on my stomach.  There was some in
my pubes.  Yeah, I even had some hair and hadn't jerked yet.  This was
runny without any white to it.  I did continue and `came,' a small spurt,
two more times watching my cock and the video.

I did it for about fifteen minutes total and my nuts hurt from pumping.  I
quit, saying that I had enough and Mr. - gave me a towel and I wiped what
little there was on my cockhead and what hadn't dried on my stomach which
wasn't a lot.  I got dressed and got the hell out of there.

Well, now that I knew about jerking off, I started doing it when I got hard
and could be alone; first, in the morning with morning wood, then after
school in the john.  I got caught jerking on the toilet by my sister a few
weeks after learning how and my old man whipped the shit out of me and told
me that it was a sin to `spill my seed.'  What crap!  I told my friends
about my beating and that's what led to another kind of `beating.'
(laughs) I jerked with a bunch of guys around the neighborhood for a year
or more and sucked another guy, my age, who was a `fag.'  I figured out by
fifteen I was a `fag' and went from there."


23.  Brian

"My next door neighbor, Sandy, showed me behind his fence.  He took out his
dick and showed me how to jerk it.  He got off, but I didn't.  Neither of
us could come, we were eleven.  We kept doing it until he moved, about two
years all together.  It was great fun and coming only made it better!"


24.  Michael

"I had absolutely no prior knowledge of how to or what masturbation was.  I
was already 12 going on 13, (stupid, I know).

Walking home from school with an older friend, he took a shortcut through
the woods.  Because he was an older boy and because I wanted his
acceptance, I did not lead, I only followed.  He sat under a tree, took it
out and jerked off in less than three minutes.

I was wide-eyed and watched everything.  I had no idea of what was
happening.  During and after the whole thing, we never exchanged even a
word.

Not long after, I started jerking off in bed.  It would go on and on.  I
had no idea what the end game was until it happened to me.  My cock started
vibrating and it took on its own life; waves of pleasure radiated out of
it.  I thought I had damaged myself and it was going to go on forever.
Eventually it subsided and, when it did, things fell into place."


25.  James

"I was the second biggest kid in my class at school, Josh was the biggest.
We played sports together all the time and we were good at it.  We would
`roughhouse' and wrestle at home.  Josh would win, because he was bigger,
about all the time.

We were no more than eleven, but Josh had started to get B.O.  I could
smell this when we were wrestling or just sitting around together.  I liked
his smell which was weird.  I liked wrestling with him and having him
sitting on me.

I liked looking at his arms which were big and smoothly muscular; Josh
still had baby fat, but he was like a football lineman, he was strongly
muscled under his bulk.  One of my first inklings that I was gay, looking
back, was I liked looking at his butt and thighs.  They were huge.

I would get hard wrestling around with Josh, sometimes, and we would joke
about boners.  He didn't get hard that often, not as often as me anyway.
We showed ourselves, of course, just `being boys' on many occasions, but we
didn't jerk each other.  Josh wasn't that big and we both had no hair; we
were both cut and our balls had just started to get bigger.

What got sexual, for me, was wrestling around and we started, well, I
started it first, trying to pull the other guy's shorts and underwear down
to expose his butt and cock; butt was pretty easy, cock and balls were
harder.  I liked having my butt and boner exposed by Josh, even though I
fought hard against it.  We would always try to yank our shorts back up as
quickly as possible.  I can remember one time getting Josh's shorts down
when he was on his back and he showed his butt off by pulling his legs up
for me to see his wide white butt and his hole and his balls.  He knew I
wanted to see it.  I jerk off to this still.

That is how I started, I would play with myself thinking about wrestling
and seeing Josh's butt and cock and balls and even his smell.  I would
touch myself excitedly when Josh was with me, a little bit anyway, but I
didn't jerk it until I was alone.  I got an immature orgasm or, should I
say, orgasms.

Did we ever jerk off together?  No, like I said we did show and jerk
ourselves a little, but no jerking off together.  By the time we were
twelve we had different classes in middle school and our friendship
changed."


26.  Drew

"I was on the toilet.  I had been thinking about some boys I liked in
school before I went in to the bathroom.  I had been leaking pre-come for a
few days before this, I noticed it on my underwear and on my glans, but I
didn't know what that was. I just noticed that I was getting little bits of
fluff from my underwear stuck in this sticky stuff.

I was pretty slimy as I cleaned the gooey fluff from my prepuce and this
clear fluid was very slippery.  I slid my foreskin as I sat there and it
felt fine.  I kept going and I got hard.  I rubbed and got excited and
before I knew it my cock went crazy.  I clamped my legs together because it
hurt so good.

I didn't have time to do it again just then, but I tried it later that
afternoon in my bedroom.  Thinking about what happened earlier made me wet
and rubbing my foreskin made me hard and I came again.

That did it.  I started doing it whenever I could.  It wasn't a few weeks
before I could squeeze a milky drop to the tip of my cock.  My orgasms grew
in intensity and within a few months I was getting a couple of shots
shooting from my cock."


27.  Cale

"I went for my balls first.  My scrotum would pull up tight in the cold and
I would reach into my pants and feel my wrinkled up nut sack in my long
johns.  It was like a washboard and running my fingers over it felt good.
Same thing in the summer after swimming.  I couldn't have been more than
six or seven.  It didn't take long before I was pulling my cock."


28.  Bob

"I was eleven going on twelve.  I discovered my father's porn stash in our
upstairs bathroom, which covered a whole range of stuff; gay, straight, and
written erotica.  I got a woody, but didn't understand the whole concept of
precum other than it was sticky.  I didn't know what to make of it.  It was
the late 70s and we didn't get the `sex ed talk' until high school.

On one of these forbidden forays I found some mineral oil.  I decided to
try rubbing a little oil on my cock.  I remember that it felt pretty good,
though I was concerned that my cock was turning purple while I was
stroking.  I suspect it turned purple because I was grabbing it a bit hard.

When I came, this was a surprise.  I can't say that ejaculation was
unexpected, but I think I was surprised by the intensity of the orgasm.  I
thought I was going to pass out.  There was cum, oil, and sweat all over
me, the floor; I even managed to get it on the wall and door.

My mother chose at that moment to knock, asking if I were OK.  I thought I
was going to die.  Thank god the door was locked!"


29.  Justin

"I was old enough to start taking showers, at least ten, I guess; I usually
took a bath. We had one of those detachable massaging showerheads where you
could select different streams of water.  I was trying them all, of course,
as a kid you would, and I put one of the pulsing streams of water on my
balls and it felt pretty good in a way I never felt before.  I tried my
dick next and it was even better, very intense.  I tried my butt and even
that felt good.

The first time I may have gotten half hard, as I said the stream of water
was really intense, almost painful on my dick.  The next time I tried it I
went right for using the showerhead on my cock and balls.  I definitely was
enjoying it this time as I got totally hard and the intensity of the water
was giving me excitement like I never had before.

I would say that these, about four or five, shower experiences taught me
how much fun my dick could be.  I didn't have an orgasm from this, but I
reached a plateau like just before you come as an adult.

Beyond this, I developed the habit of jerking my cock like most other guys.
I'd stick my hand in my pants and sort of handle it.  That led to jerking
it and that led to a dry orgasm.  I was probably ten or eleven.  By twelve
and a half I was shooting come."



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