Date: Mon, 24 Jul 2000 10:58:15 GMT
From: Damian -- <damian666damian@hotmail.com>
Subject: Learning to wank

damian666damian@hotmail.com

Learning to wank

I'd just been talking with my best friend James, he was a couple months
older than me and was in the year above me in school. (we went to different
schools though)  So when he went to senior school he heard all about sex
before me.  One evening he asked me if I had ever wanked myself off.  I said
no, and he sort went embarrassed and changed the subject.  But him asking me
made me want to try- I didn't want to be left behind!
	At about nine o'clock (the time we both had to be in at aged 11/12) we both
went home (we lived across the road from each other).  I shouted into my mum
that I was just putting my bike in the shed (which was unusual for me) and
went up to the top of the garden.
My cock was hard  already.  I unzipped my fly, and pulled out my stiff cock.
  I still had no hair, but had had erections for as long as I can remember
(I can never work out why some people say they had their first erection when
they reached puberty).  I had a good idea what was involved in the act of
wanking off, after all it was a common hand signal.  BUT the hand signal I
(and all my friends) used was a more open one; just the thumb and forefinger
linked.  So I wrapped my thumb and forefinger around my stiff cock and
started to rub back and fro.  My foreskin started to roll back and forward.
I gently rubbed back and forth for what must have been 5 minutes, and was
getting a great feeling in my cock head.  Something told me I needed to go
faster, so, still only using my thumb and forefinger, I began to rub faster
and faster.  Then the brief orgasm hit me.  I didn't shoot spunk, but I did
release a small dribble of piss into my hand.
Just then I heard my mum calling "Damian, are you coming in yet?"  (no I
wont use that pun).  I zipped up and went in.  Well that was the start of a
long history of wanking off.
I continued to use this method of wanking (thumb and forefinger).  I cant
remember how long it took me before I started shooting spunk, but I (think
I) can remember producing a clear liquid before shooting proper semen.  Once
I started doing this no one could stop me.
The urge would come over me whilst I was doing something totally unrelated
to sex.  I would be playing some game on my Spectrum computer (remember
them?), maybe even creating some amazing onscreen graphics, such as making a
circle move from the left to the right of the screen!!! and then I would
start to get a hardon.  As I was now producing this runny boyspunk I would
always jack off over the toilet.  So there I was, jacking away using my
thumb and finger technique, when suddenly I feel a sharp pain in my cock.  I
look down and there's blood all over my hand and the toilet.  FUCK ME I was
totally scared to fuck.  Without thinking I yelled "MUMMMM"  "what?" was her
answer.  My cock had now shrunk to a tiny size, but there was still blood
flowing into the toilet.  "Come here!" I wailed.  So up she came.  "What's
the matter love?"  When she saw the blood, there was little explaining need
as to why I had called her.  "What happened?"  I made up some story about
having a wee and then, well and then this!
	Well she wrapped a towel around my prick and then took a look.  There was a
tiny cut on the underside of my cock, just where the glans meets the
foreskin.  "Did you catch yourself in your zip?"  "I guess so" I snivelled.
Perfect.  Then came the next bit "or were you playing with your willy?"
"No, I wasn't do anything"
	Well I'll cut out all the rest of the crap... that was the last time I
wanked off using only my thumb and finger, and so vigorously!  I noticed a
bloke using the wanker hand signal and saw that all his fingers were curved
over; from then on (until this day, with only slight variations- maybe
another day) I have used my full hand.
I still have a little scar on the underside of my cock, and I just luv to
rub my finger over that scar- it feels so fucking intense.