Message-ID: <185314Z24121994@anon.penet.fi> Newsgroups: alt.sex.masturbation From: an127680@anon.penet.fi X-Anonymously-To: alt.sex.masturbation Organization: Anonymous contact service Reply-To: an127680@anon.penet.fi Date: Sat, 24 Dec 1994 18:52:06 UTC Subject: My masturbation fantasies (Pt.1) Lines: 117 Hello again.... I suppose I should get a nickname so I can be more recognizable when you do a dir in the a.s.masturbation newsgroup. I'm just too lazy to figure out how to do it. So in the mean time, you'll just have to recognize my by my an**** number (which I can even remember) and the Subject: line. I'm the guy who wrote "In the Mirror" and "MY shared feelings..." by the way. This is a list of various fantasies that I have and use to masturbate with. The ones written here are ones I can recall from my teen years and still carry with me today. There are still many years of masturbation fantasies and images I have and I will post those as I write them. If any of these fantasies strike a chord or turn you on...let me know. I enjoy sharing this stuff. Again, it have been a pleasure sharing with you. SOME OF MY FAVORITE MASTURBATION FANTASIES (Part I).... by D. My first Penthouse magazine. This was in the mid-70's. There was a pet who had long curly blond hair. She hadlarge round breasts with cherry-sized, slightly downward-pointing nipples. Her hips were wide and she had a fully bush of curly light brown/blond pubic hair. My favorite picture of her was with her wedged into the corner of a sofa, leaning back, looking straight into the camera (and into my eyes as I stroked myself). Her legs were spread slightly; one hand was resting sligtly on the inside of her thigh, her other hand was flat on her lower tummy halfway between her belly button and her pubic mound. She was wearing a yellow tank top which was bunched up around her full, round breasts. One could just make out the upper reaches of the delicate folds of flesh that her labia made. In my fantasy she was easing down into the sofa, arching her back and spreading her legs, whispering that she needed me to enter her slowly and fill her with my hard cock. Even today the thought of this voluptuous beauty does much to excite me and I sometimes close my eyes and hear her voice softly begging me to make love to her. She was like my first lover and I will always cherish her. My first orgasm. I had done a great deal of self-exploration in my early teen years but had never quite figured out how to make myself cum. One day I was reading a book by Xaviera Hollander in which she was describing how she could make men cum by inserting a finger into the asshole. I was curious...first I tried it while I was sitting ina comfy chair and reaching up my shorts. This didn't quite work so I pulled my shorts off and got on the floor on my hands and knees. I tried to insert my finger dry but it hurt slightly. So I applied a liberal amount of saliva to it. I took a deep breath, reached behind me and inserted my finger to the first knuckle. Suddenly I was shaking and breathing hard. This was intense! I swallowed and took another deep breath. I then inserted my finger the rest of the way. Almost immediately my cock was raging hard and throbbing. I vibrated my finger slightly and that sent me over the edge. My god! I thought. What was happening to me? I was sweating profusely and moaning loadly...shaking uncontrollably. This is what's it's all about, I thought to myself. I didn't ejaculate, but I am convinced that what I had was an orgasm. The memory of that event makes me hard today and I use it to give myself an erection I can use to stroke myself to orgasm. The next day I did figure out how to stroke myself into cumming which was just as intense, especially considering that I ejaculated all over myself and my Penthouse collection. I was not expecting my cock to "explode" so violently and it was quite a shock. Within a week I had figured out how to stroke my cock and finger my ass at the same time -- my orgasms were getting more intense all the time! I must have masturbated five times a day every day for the next five years. But it is the memory of that first orgasm that is the most vivid for me. My first view of "live" pornography. I was 20 years old and was taking a bus from Seattle to San Francisco. There was a layover in Portland so I spent a few hours wandering around the city. I found an adult bookstore on a corner and decided that since nobody in Portland knew who I was, it was safe to go in. It was dark in there and I wasn't sure what to do. I saw some booths that had 25 cent movies so I broke a dollar and went in one of the booths. I put in a quarter and all of a sudden there was a silent movie in front of me. On the screen was a woman with really big tits on her hands and knees. She was straddling a guy with a short but really wide cock - she had the cock in her hand and she was rubbing it along the length of of her pussy. The lips of her cunt were really swollen and looked realy wet. I was absolutely transfixed by the image before me -- here was a naked and sexually aroused woman about to impale herself on some guys erection. Suddenly the screen went black. I put the remaining three quarters in the machine and watched as the buxom woman began to ride the guy. Suddenly on the screen a guy with an absolutely huge erection came up behind the couple and began to stroke the head of his cock along her asshole. MY GOD! I thought...she's going to be fucked by two guys at once! Suddenly the screen went black again. Shit! I was out of quarters. I went back to the desk, got some more quarters, and went back into the booth. I put in the quarters and watched as this woman was being banged in both her holes. Suddenly both guys pulled their dicks out of her -- the woman stroked the guy she was riding while the guy with the huge dick stroked himself in front of her face. Then the guy she was riding began to buck and shoot hot cum all over her hand and on himself as she licked his cock. Then she looked up and grabbed the huge cock of the other guy and began to stroke and suck it. Then he started to shoot hot cum all over her face and hair and tits. My god... this really happend, I thought to myself. I was to scared to stroke myself while I was in the porno shop, but on the overnight bus ride I made several trips to the toilet where I stroked myself vigorously, each time with the image of those to guys fucking that woman and of those guys cumming all over her. To this day the image of me being one of those guys is one that gets me hard and horny and ready to stroke myself until I cum. As a matter of fact sometimes I fantasize that I am the woman who is being fucked by two guys and having them cum all over me. Oh god! that makes me hard even now and I am stroking myself through me jeans. Ok, those are some of the masturbation fantasies I developed while I was pretty young. Some other ones that come to mind and I might post at a future date include: losing my virginity (Laura), the first time I came in a girl's mouth (Jeni), the most rambunctious lover I've ever had (Jean), the most amazing vagina I'm ever had the pleasure of exploring (Julia), various adventures I've had with my wife, images from pornography and erotica I've masturbated to and remember, taboo fantasies I have, dreaming of being a woman, dreaming of being being with another man, dreaming of being with multiple partners, various toys I've used or fantasized about using...oh god, the list goes on. In the mean time, I have something I need to attend to. Thank you for letting me share again... ------------------------------------------------------------------------- To find out more about the anon service, send mail to help@anon.penet.fi. Due to the double-blind, any mail replies to this message will be anonymized, and an anonymous id will be allocated automatically. You have been warned. Please report any problems, inappropriate use etc. to admin@anon.penet.fi.