From: m0209@ibm.net  (Mike Crews)
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Subject: My First Time - surprising & awesome
Date: 14 Dec 1994 19:47:26 GMT
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I had previously posted a shorter version of my first non wet dream
orgasm from masturbation.  This is a little more detailed, I hope
you enjoy this actual recollection of an important event in my
sexual life.

I reached puberty sometime during my 13th year.  I remember that
one day I was showering and I noticed for the first time I had hair
above my dick.  It obviously had been growing for a while but I
must not have paid any attention up until then.  I was also aware
of having hardons all the time and noticed my dick as significantly
larger (it could not have happened overnight but I was now much
more conscious of it).  I started playing with my frequent hardons
in the shower or in bed (I had my own room and would play withit in
the morning when I woke up).

I also remember playing with it while on the toilet and got to the
point where I would go to the bathroom just to experiment with this
really cool thing that got big and felt really good.  I remember
after a while there was a clear sticky fluid that would seep out of
the top (precum) but had no ideas what it was.  after a while I
started having wet dreams and though they felt good (I was usually
asleep during the orgasm but woke up soon enough to know it felt
really good).  I would need to get up and clean myself off to get
rid of the tell tale evidence - I did not want my mother to know I
was making a mess in my pajamas.

One morning I woke up and rolled over on my stomach.  At this point
I woke up with a raging hardon every morning so playing with it was
an obvious thing to do (I woke before it was time to get up so I
had plenty of time to play).  At first I played with my dick under
me and eventually discovered that I could rub in on the bed and it
really felt good.  It did not take long to try it on top of a
pillow and then bunch the pillow to make a grove to stimulate more
of my dick.  I knew how intercourse worked and figured this had
something to do with it but still did not connect the orgasm from
my wet dreams to sex.  In hind sight it seems nieve but I just did
not know.

I remember that I would hump the pillow and it really felt good so
I kept going.  I had to be careful since I was now shaking the bed
and my room was above the kitchen where my mom would go to start
breakfast.  I distinctly remember getting to a point were it felt
so incredible and I could feel an intense feeling approaching that
was more intense than anything else I had known.  I was afraid it
meant I was going to pee in my bed and the worst thing I could
imagine was explaining that!  It must have been a week or more that
I would reach this point and stop (!!)  for fear that I would wet
the bed.

I finally decided I wanted to see if I could go farther - kind of
like being tickled but wanting more (I am very ticklish so going
for more would be crossing a threshold).  I waited until no one was
in the house (3 siblings and my mother), it took a while but as
soon as the opportunity came I rushed to my room, stripped naked
and jumped on my pillow.  It was not too long before the increase
in pleasure came and I could now hump away without fear of the bed
noise.

Just as I got to the point where my dick was throbbing andmy balls
ached, I felt this rush of intensity that I had avoided.  I jumped
out of bed and rushed to the bathroom still convinced that I would
pee.  I stood naked over the toilet and though I had no idea of
using my fist to jerk off, I rubbed the now incredibly sensitive
tip of my circumcised penis and continued.  It was not long before
I got back to the point I stopped moments before and I could feel
an intense flush coming over me.  I was breathing heavily, my heart
was racing and I was rubbing my rock hard dick like a mad man (boy
actually).  As the feeling intensified I was ready to go over this
new threshold and WOW - my whole body went into a spasm, my dick
started pulsing and I could feel this intense rush of something
coming out!

I knew it was not going to be pee and must have then made the
connection to my wet dreams (duh!)  and watched for the first time
as the white cum shot out of my dick!  My dick was so incredibly
hard and the spasms were so incredibly intense that the cum shot
straight across to the back of the toilet and seemed to keep
coming.  It had been a while since my last wet dream so I must have
had quite a lot stored up because I remember it really seemed to be
more than I had during my dreams.  I must have had 5 to 8 intense
spasms and then they started to diminish.  I was in exticy (sp).

I kept rubbing my now incredibly sensitive dick and kept milking it
for more.  It became apparent that this was the end of it as I
started to calm down a little.  I was now aware of how excited this
had made me - my heart was racing and I was trembling and though I
did not loose my balance I was light on my feet.

I raced back to my bed and lay there still playing with my now semi
hard dick and was ready to do it again!  I went through the same
routine and though it took a little longer I raced to the bathroom
again to get that great feeling again.  There was less cum this
time but it still really felt good.  I was cleaning up the mess (it
went all over the place since I was not concerned with where it
went!).  I heard the family coming in and needed to RACE to my room
since it would be hard to explain being totally naked during the
afternoon (let alone explaining the hardon that continued to be
ever present).  I got my clothes on and returned to the bathroom to
finish the clean up.  I could now flush the toilet and emerge as it
was a daily routine (I had just made an exciting addition to what
became a daily routine!!)

It was quite a while before I progressed away from the pillow to
other forms of stimulation.  I knew the pillow worked and it did
not seem necessary for a while to try any thing else.  I got bolder
after a while and stopped running the bathroom but then I would cum
on the pillow which got messy and left stains.  I experimented with
thing to lay on the pillow but must have left a lot of yellow
stains around.

I'll write another note later about progressing to using my hands
and then eventually discovering the efficiency of using my fist.  I
was completely self taught and though it took me too long to get
started (I guess I missed over a year of potential orgasms), I was
determined to make up for lost time.  This was the most exciting
addition to my 13 year old life and I was going to explore it to
the max!

More details to follow in e-mail to anyone that wants to
correspond.  I found the first time was surprising, amazing and
awesome, an unexpected surge never to be forgotten.  I collect
first-time accounts and fantasies I would be happy to exchange
e-mail with you if you too are turned on by awakening stories.

you can e-mail me at M0209@ibm.com

All communication will be kept private since some things could
be too personal to share on the network. I look forward to
hearing from you - I have other personal stories I would be 
happy to share.