From: RWork <73450.2663@CompuServe.COM>
Subject: Masturbation when I was young
Date: 5 Mar 1995 05:07:33 GMT

I remember being intrigued by my erections as early as five years 
old.  But I can't remember anything specific until the second 
grade, when we visited some old family friends. That night, Doug, 
who was ayear older, told me that women get pregnant by men 
fucking them in the butt. I went through the typical denial and 
disbelief, but was very intereted when he showed my how guys 
could do it to other guys. We never actually penetrated each 
others anus, merely laid it in the crack and rubbed it around. 
The next day we got naked, nad played with eack others parts. It 
was never a j/o. He must have not known about orgasms, because he 
never mentioned them.  After we left, I remember that almost 
every night thereafter I woul masturbate under the covers. I 
still didn't know about orgasms. I would mainly rub my penis 
against the sheets, moving about in differnt postures and angles. 
It seemed like I would be awake for hours doing this. I remember 
fantasizing about having a machine that I could lay face down on 
and it would move my around with my dick rubbing against the 
sheets.  As I got older, I would hear about masturbation, but 
never really figured out that that was what I was doing. I 
remember in he 7th grade, a boy got caught masturating in the 
showere at PE, and everyone lauged at him. It was around then 
that I put two and two together. Soon I was masturbating in 
earnest, and starting jacking off untill I came. At first I used 
a sock over my dick. But in the shower, soap started feeling 
good, and soon after that I hit upon the lotion idea.  R