Date: Sun, 27 Feb 2000 21:42:40 -0500
From: DJPaul <djpaul@surfree.com>
Subject: Gay Army Guys 5

Chapter 5 Laundry And Tragedy What A Combination

If there is one thing that I hate the most in life is the Laundromat. It is
such a waste of time. Go to the Laundromat put the clothes in sit there
until their done washing. Then put them in the dryer and sit there and
watching the clothes go round and round for some 35 mins. If it were cheap
enough I would just buy new clothes every week and throw the dirty ones
away. I know a lot of people would agree with me on that one. Complete
total waste of time.  Well anyway I was done for the week with my Laundry
so back to the barracks.

It was about time to go for dinner now so off to the Mess hall. If nothing
else I like going to Mess because at least there I could see Todd. Even
though we don't talk at dinner at least we have the pleasure of looking at
one another. I get so hot and worked up when I see him that I have trouble
controlling my little buddy in my pants. When I think of the sex that we
had over the weekend it just turns me on. It will be a while until Todd and
I can get away again.  Since we only get weekend liberty once a month. The
rest of the month we have two days off on the weekend but we are not
allowed to leave the base. So most of the time Todd and I just meet and
play some pool or if it is hot enough take a swim in the pool. It is so
hard for us to do things on base because of their stupid ass rule: Don't
ask don't tell. At night we usually go to the PX and watch TV, or if there
are other guys there we might play poker or maybe some ping-pong. And if we
have a big class on Monday we might just study together.  Anything to spend
some time together.

Well Dinner was over and I headed back to the barracks. I decided that when
I got back to the barracks that I would sit and read for about an hour
before turning in. But as usual the well laid plans of men fails again. I
walked into the barracks and I find Bill sitting on his cot crying like a
baby. So I said; "Hey Bill what's wrong." You remember I told you about my
friend that was in the car accident." "Yeah so" " Well he died about an
hour ago and I just feel terrible." I walked over to him and put my arms
around him and tried to comfort him. It took a few minutes to get him
calmed down. He said; " Hey thanks Russ I appreciate it that you took the
time to come over and hold me and try and comfort me." "No problem Bill
that's what friends are for." "So have they contacted your friends family
yet?" "Yes, the hospital told me that they spoke to his Mother and they
told her that they would make arrangements to have his body flown home on a
military jet. It really bothers me that I can't go to his funeral. I asked
my captain if I could leave the base to go to the funeral and he
recommended that I not go. He told me that it was emotional enough that I
had to hear about the death of my friend that it would be easier for me to
get past the loss. And that if I was to go that he was afraid that I might
go into a deep depression." "That really sucks. Are you going to go?" " I
don't know I would like to be there for his family but I have been thinking
about it and maybe the Captain is right." " Well, Bill I will be here if
you need to talk." "  Hey Russ I really appreciate that." With that Bill
came over and gave me a hug.  He was trying to control himself but I told
him; " Just cry and get it out of your system Bill." And with that he
started to cry again. Holding him really made me feel good. It's nice to be
there for someone when they are down. I got Bill calmed down after a while
and he gave me a kiss on the cheek just before he left. I really didn't
expect that but it was ok. I hope that he gets over this is a relative
short time because it could affect his training. Well, I went over to my
bunk and sat down thinking about Todd. I don't know what I would do if the
shoe was on the other foot and it was me going to Bill about Todd dying.
Wow that blows my mind. Just the thought of losing the best lover that I
ever had.  Wow that's something that I never want to face. I guess I will
try to spend a little more time with Bill to try and help him through
this. Well time to move on over on the cot and get some zzzzzz's.


Well it's Monday Morning and as usual I wake up with my little buddy just
about ready to bust. So off to the latrine, to empty it out. So there is
stand at the urinal with my dick in my hand taking a morning piss and then
Bill comes in. So I said to him;" Hey how are you feeling this morning
buddy?" " O.K. I guess, about as well as could be expected." "Well I am
glad that you are feeling a little better. Did you make up your mind
whether or not you are going to go to your friends funeral?" "Well, I kind
of have mixed emotions about that.  I really would like to go just to say
my last goodbye's and see his family." "  And then I understand what my
Captain told me and I tend to think that he is right." "So, I guess my
answer to you would be No I am not going." " I want to remember him the way
he was." As I was standing next to Bill, in the urinal, I just can't help
myself to look at his dick. In any case I was done peeing so I started to
leave the latrine when Bill called me. He said; " Hey Russ do you think
that there might be a chance that we could go out some weekend for dinner?"
I was shocked here this guy is supposed to be mourning the loss of his
friend and now he wants to know if I will go to dinner with him some
night. So, I said; " Well Bill most of my weekends off base are spent with
my lover Todd." But if you are really serious maybe we could go to the
canteen on the base for a burger or something some night." Hey, I
understand, sure I will be glad to go to the canteen with you." So I said;
" Good, then we will have to set a date and time then just to make sure
that we don't have any other plans that night." "O.K. Russ maybe sometime
we can do that. We can talk about it next week all right?"  "  Sure I am
looking forward to it." Well he finally left and I went into the shower to
get ready for class. Man I couldn't believe him. He was just talking about
his friends funeral and then he is hitting on me for dinner. WoW, that
blows me away. Oh well I guess we will see what cums of it. Well it's time
to go to class. I hope today goes quickly. I could use the rest between the
weekend with Todd and then doing the laundry and going through all this
with Bill has wiped me out emotionally.


Well, I got lucky today class really did fly today and I am glad that it is
over. I am going to take a nap before dinner tonight. So back to the
barracks for my much needed nap. I crawled on my bed and put my head down
onto the pillow I thought that I was in heaven.

I thought that I had been sleeping for hours when my sleep was interrupted
by someone shaking me trying to wake me up. It was Todd. I said; " Hey what
are you doing all the way over here." " I was lonely and just had to see
you." "  Gee Todd not that I am not glad to see you or anything but we just
spent the whole weekend together." "Is there something wrong baby?" "Yeah,
I guess you could say that. I think I am sick." " What kind of sick, flu,
cold what?" " I am not sure I woke up this morning with this red patch on
my chest. I don't know what it is and I am afraid to go to the hospital to
have it checked out." " Let me see what it looks like sweetie." When he
picked up his shirt and I saw the mark I was scared for him and me. I
said;" Todd I don't want to scare you but I think you should go to the
hospital to have this looked at." " But Russ I am scared will you come with
me?" " Of course if you like I would do anything for you, I love you and I
don't want anything to happen to you." " I love you too and I am glad that
you are going with me." So off to the Hospital we went. Todd was shaking a
little so I kind of put my arm around his shoulder as we were walking. I
could tell that he was very nervous. As, I was too.

We got to the hospital and walked into the Emergency Room and went to the
desk to check in. Todd was sitting down with a clipboard and filling out
the registration forms. I could see tears coming to his eyes as he was
filling out the paperwork. I took my fingers and wiped away the tears. Todd
said; " Thanks Russ you are wonderful friend and lover and I will love you
forever." At the time that we were talking to one another we were the only
ones in the reception area so I guess Todd felt that it was ok to talk out
loud. As for me I was just concerned for his health. I said; " Look Todd I
Love you so much and I know that you are scared but please sweetie don't
cry anymore. I will be here for you know matter what." " I know Russ I was
just thinking some bad thoughts and I started to cry. I am sorry." " Hey
Todd there is nothing to be sorry about you are entitled to your thoughts
and its really not a problem if you cry. I just want you to know that no
matter what I will do whatever I can for you." " I know you will Russ. And
I really appreciate that." With that a nurse came into the room and asked
Todd if he was done filling out the forms. He said; " Yes I am all done."
"O.K. then sir will you come with me?" Todd started to get up and walk with
the nurse and he turned to me an said; "Will you come with me Russ?" Just
then the nurse said;" I am sorry but only patients are permitted in the
Emergency Room but you could wait out here for him." " I said; " Thank you"
and with that Todd looked at me and he had a tear running down his face. I
guess he was really scared. I sort of threw him a kiss and he turned and
went into the E.R.

As usual when you are waiting for someone the time seems to just stop.
But, I know that examination and tests take a lot of time. So, I picked up
a magazine and started to read it. I guess that I had nodded off and there
was nurse trying to wake me up. She said; " Excuse me sir but you friend
would like to see you, would you follow me please?" I said; " Sure, lead
the way."  When we walked in the room I saw Todd laying bed with one of
those stupid gowns on. I looked at him and he started to cry. I said; " Hey
what's wrong buddy. C'mon don't cry. I am here now what did the doctor
say." I took a tissue and wiped away his tears.  "The doctor said that He
would have to run some tests and possibly have to take a biopsy of the mark
on my chest. I am so scared Russ. Please hold my hand?" I looked around the
room quickly to see if there was anyone there that I recognized and I
didn't see anyone. So, I sat down on the edge of his bed and took his hand
in mine. That brought a small smile to his face. I said; " Look, Todd the
only way that they can find out what this is, is to take tests.  Hell even
the best doctor can't tell you what it is that's on your chest with out
some kind of tests. So don't get so upset I am sure that it is standard
operation procedure to take the tests. C'mon, put that chin up now and try
and relax. I know it is easier said then done but please try. Try for me,
o.k."

With that Todd kind of straightened himself up on the bed and he looked a
little more relaxed now and he had stopped crying. I said; " That's the
Todd that I know and Love. Hey, I will stay here for as long as they let
me." Todd said; "I always feel better when you are with me I Love You so
much." So I said; " Yes I love you too but we kind of have to keep this
Love stuff kind of quiet while we are here O.K.?"  " Your right Russ,
sometimes I forget where we are when we are talking about loving one
another." " O.K. I will watch what I say from now on."  "Good me too, I
will try to be careful Todd." "Hey, Listen, I am just going to step out
into the waiting room I have to use the bathroom but I will be right back."
"O.K. Russ, hurry back O.K.?" " I will Todd just hang on tight I will be
right back." So off the John I went. All the time I am in there all I am
thinking about is what if anything ever happened to him and he died what
would I do. I don't know I guess I am getting ahead of myself here I better
take a reality check. I was done in the bathroom and headed back inside and
a nurse said to me; " Sir if you could just wait in the waiting area for a
few minutes the doctor is with your friend now taking a small biopsy of the
mark on his chest. As soon as he is done you can come back in. I will come
and get you." So, back to the waiting room again. I sit down next to a
table with magazines on it and I pick up a magazine called the New Yorker
and I look at the cover and there in huge red letters: Aids Strikes the New
York Metropolitan Area. Just, what I needed to see in the hospital with my
friend in the E.R. I took the magazine and ripped it in half and threw it
in the trash. That's all that I had to start to think about. Forget about
it. Just, after I ripped up the magazine the nurse came out and said that I
could go back in by Todd. So I went back into the room and I could see a
bandage on Todd's chest. I walked over and said to him; " What did the
doctor have to say?" "He said that the tests that they ran were not
conclusive and they would have to take the biopsy so that's what they did."
"  Did it hurt?" " No they sprayed some kind of stuff on my chest and it
kind of numbed the area and the doctor took just a very small piece of the
mark.  It was so small you could hardly see a bruise or cut. He put it on a
glass slide so I guess they are going to look at it with a microscope or
something."  "Good at least it didn't hurt you. He said he should have the
results back in about an hour. Why don't you go to the cafeteria and get
something to eat the nurse said that they were going to bring me a tray of
food for dinner." "Are you sure you are going to be all right Todd?" "Yes,
I feel a lot better now besides you can't go without eating something the
mess hall will be closed by the time you get out of here." So I said; " Ok,
if you say you are all right I will go get a bite to eat I am kind of
hungry. But I will be back as soon as I am done eating." " O.K.  Russ see
you when you get back."


**Well folks I have decided to make this a cliffhanger and see how many
people ask me what's going to happen to Todd. I have my other stories to
write also but stay tuned to find out what happens here. **


That is the end of Chapter 5 folks. I will be writing more about these two
guys in Chapter 6. If you haven't been there yet my website address is:
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