Date: Mon, 08 Mar 2004 22:34:35 +0800
From: paul sung <psun@hotmail.com>
Subject: My Marine Part 7

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The intensity of what he just said had my heart drumming out a reply as I
took a big step back. It was either that or fall headlong into his
welcoming arms and that was something that I couldn't risk yet. I was
already close enough to the edge, just a heady step away from tumbling
for him in a very bad way. Before this I'd had several relationships,
intimacy with no strings attached that I could manage easily with my
career that demanded travelling to a new place every other month. Open,
casual relationships that I could walk away lightly from but something
told me that this was one man I wouldn't be able to turn away from as
easily.

Casual, no-strings sex with a drop-dead gorgeous SEAL was easy enough to
rationalize since who could possibly resist that tight, hard body, that
sexy, aw-shucks smile, those amazing, vividly blue eyes? But to start a
relationship? The demands of his hush-hush career was as great as mine
and it would certainly have him dropping everything at a moment's notice
to travel deep into hostile territory, facing unknown dangers, possibly
never to return. Then there was the whole touchy don't ask, don't tell
issue to deal with. Although I certainly wasn't a certified celebrity per
se, I still had some amount of exposure as a scion of one of America's
prominent dynasties and also a high-profiled physician in some circles to
boot.

Noticing my sudden retreat, Michael watched me closely, his wide smile
edging into something close to a sneer. "Got you scared, Kincaid?"

The faint sneer in his voice raised my hackles, as he probably intended.
Stepping up toe to toe, I tried to stare him down. Unfortunately he had
several inches on me. "You don't scare me, cowboy."

Faced with confrontation, he didn't move from his spot but moved forward
to meet me. His sleek black shoes bumped against mine and I took a step
back. Face-to-face confrontation was a bit more difficult when you had to
face six feet of male perfection - and damn, he smelled sinfully good.

Seeing my barely discernible retreat, a faint smile creased his dark,
handsome face. "Then why are you taking a step back? Commitment got you
scared?"

"I-I am not." The waver in my voice had to be due to hunger, I convinced
myself, and not due to the fact that he looked good enough to eat.

The scent of spices and meat wafted into the air, lending an exotic
Italian atmosphere to the cosy kitchen in odd variance to the slow twang
of the lonesome cowboy coming from the stereo. Keeping a watchful eye
over the stove, he sent me a quick, teasing look. "Do you fancy yourself
a good liar, doc? Cause you're not."

"It wasn't a step back. It's... it's nothing." I shook my head and turned
away as Michael started pottering around the stove. Under his care, the
trio of pots bubbled with Italian-Irosh goodness. If it'd been up to me,
we'd be dining on Chinese takeaway.

Ladling out some sauce from one of the pots, he tasted it carefully
before shifting his glance over at me. There was a warm, teasing glint in
his blue eyes. "There's always something when it comes to you, doc."

Preoccupied with his pots, Michael stood with his back was to me and I
admired the way the sinuous curve of his strong spine snaked its way down
the muscular hillocks made by his powerful back. And that butt, I ran my
tongue carefully around my teeth contemplating that sexy ass. It was at
the tip of my tongue to blur out all my doubts and reservations about any
sort of relationship that we were embarking on but I realized that it was
much too soon. Still I confided in him. "Look, there are so many
problems. You just..."

Leaving his cooking for the moment, he turned around and held his palm
out. "Stop," he ordered calmly. "Do you always look so far into the
future?"

"It's difficult not to think when you're sitting in a restaurant at a
table for one. Gives you time to think."

Miming a shot to the heart, he playfully winced. "Ouch. Now, that was a
slam."

I laughed at his joke. "I didn't mean it that way."

"Oh yes, you did." He eyed me coolly.

Perhaps I did. It was terribly embarassing to say the least, checking my
watch time after time and finally realizing that he wasn't going to make
it. "The maitre'd came every half hour to find out if monsieur would
consider making an order."

"Forgive me, I am a heinous monster not fit to live!" he said contritely.

"Laughing at me again?" I said dryly as I playfully glared at him. His
innocent face was the very picture of contrition but I wasn't easily
fooled, especially when his vivid blue eyes were literally alight with
mischief. "Fancy a knee in your groin, Muldoon?"

Breaking into a low chuckle, he batted aside my hands and trapped me
against the wall. "Nah, you won't try that again. I know you like my
balls too much for that now."

The man did have a valid point. "You disgusting.."

"You're the one with your mouth on.."

Since he was close enough, I threw him a light punch on his shoulder. The
lurid images he painted in my head had even me blushing - and I didn't
blush easily. That one unforgettable night in the middle of the desert
was indelibly etched in my memory and it didn't take much to make me
recall the events with perfect clarity. At one point, I'd been down
between his heavy, muscular thighs, tracing the shape of his
awe-inspiring, enviably large balls and committing each perfect detail to
memory.

Easily, he threw back his head, laughed and easily tugged me into his
arms. "Doc, come on."

"I don't know if I can manage this." As he held me close, his wicked
hands drew a pattern on my back, running in slow, lazy circles and I
shivered.

"Hold on to that thought." His sculpted nose twitched and he pulled away,
reaching out for one of the pots. Grabbing one of the pot holders
provided by my kitchen designers, the man shifted one of the pots over to
the counter. As he lifted the cover of the pot, he took a quick sniff of
its contents before answering. "No one's telling you to manage anything.
Least of all me."

Sadly, it made me sound like a crazy, managing, anal-retentive
megalomaniac and although I had to admit there was some truth to the
matter, I certainly didn't want him to come to that damaging conclusion
so soon. Such a tight-ass description would have been totally foreign for
me years back when I was the drugged-out, boozed-up trust-fund baby. Then
it was anonymous sex, GHB and recklessness all around.

Even the thought of the old me had me dizzy. "Look, stud, more than five
years ago I might have just leapt into this without thinking, gone into a
relationship with you without a second's thought. Drop everything, have
wild unbridled, no-holds-barred sex with the hunky sailor. But that's all
changed, I've changed! I've settled down, turned conservative, dammit,
even turned into what my parents wanted and.. I want commitment. I
want..." I realized that I was babbling like an idiot and hastily bit my
tongue.

Holding his hands out in surrender, he chuckled softly. "Whoa, doc,
that's a pretty tall order." As I remained stoically silent, Michael came
forward, still with the dainty, delicately embroidered pot holder held
tight in one hand. It was a remarkably domestic look for a hunky, macho
SEAL. The amused laughter in his eyes faded away and he spoke seriously,
keeping his gaze intent on mine. "Look, I don't have any answers for you,
Cam. Not right now."

It was what I'd expected him to say. "I foresee so many complications."

"Well, at the least you do foresee a future for us." Michael tried for a
smile, shrugging carelessly. "Look, there are problems in every... God, I
can't believe I'm saying this... but yes, there are problems in every
relationship. And if we're ever going to have one - and it looks to me as
if we are - we'll work through them."

The word relationship had come from him but instead of easing my doubts,
it made me even more nervous. As he held out his free hand, I took it in
mine and realized that it was a perfect fit. His hands were beautiful,
hard, calloused and strong yet still beautiful in its own way. "You sound
optimistic."

"Hey, of course all the Muldoons are born optimists!" he remarked with a
bright grin, bringing my hand to his soft, sensuous lips and gently
pressing a kiss on my fingers. The warmth and pressure of his lips
brought to mind something else his expert lips were terribly good at and
I flushed. Pleased with my reaction, Michael continued running his lips
across my knuckles, watching me intently with those cool blue eyes. "You
don't get to live with Patrick Muldoon without turning out to be one.
It's all in the food."

Thinking of my own family, I felt the ends of my lips turning up in a
reluctant grin. "Well, the Kincaids are all born fatalists. When I get a
cough, my mother insists I be admitted in the ICU for bronchopneumonia."
Thinking of what my cautious, overly pessimistic brother would do made me
smile even wider. A grief-stricken Donovan would no doubt be preparing
arrangements for the wake.

Releasing my hands to turn his attention back to the stove, Michael
started stirring some spice into one of the pots. It always amazed me
that people knew what they were doing with a bunch of spices, meat and
vegetables. Even adding pepper while beating omelette seemed a dire
mission impossible for me. Satisfied with whatever it was that he was
doing, he finally replied, "Fuck, you've gotta be exaggerating."

"You haven't met my mother." I added in a tone of dire warning.

"And when will I?" he said, eyeing me carefully.

The man was sure turning out to be a damned barrel of surprises. Here I
was worried about him accepting his newfound homosexuality and now he was
talking about meeting my mother? Anyone else would be rubbing their hands
with glee to land such a downhome, adorable Montana-cowboy son-in-law but
not Madame Kincaid. No, my mother would not only be filled with glee,
she'd be over the fucking moon. It wouldn't surprise me if she took out a
full page ad in the Washington Times. Her greatest achievement - her
darling baby boy finally married. In no time she'd be asking me whether I
liked lilies or roses for the commitment ceremony.

So it was with some trepidation that I painfully told him. "We're only on
our second date. I really don't want to scare you off."

"That doesn't scare me. Putting obstacles before me only make me more
determined to get my way."

"You move fast, Lieutenant Commander."

"Where are the plates?" As I gestured to the lower cabinet, Michael bowed
down and retrieved a set of plates and utensils. As he bent over to
reveal that firm, bubbled ass - round and hard - I found myself filled
with the irresistible urge to plant my lips on the smooth, golden-tanned
perfection of his asscheek. Stacking them up, he gingerly placed them
down beside me with a teasing smile, his eyes twinkling with humour.
"Have to move fast. Gotta keep you unbalanced."

"One smile from you is enough."

"That's good to know." He smiled, one of his patented, blinding 1000-watt
smiles that was guaranteed to turn my knees into butter. "And of course,
there's my ass that you can't keep your eyes off too."

Caught in the act, I just chuckled. "Hey, it's just there. And so juicy
delicious."

Starting to get involved with his dinner, he paused to send me a wicked
wink. "Yeah, stop ogling. You're distracting me."

As he started turning off the stove, I moved aside and left the master to
his work. Seeing him moving around my kitchen had me weaving a nice,
harmless little fantasy of a gorgeous, tanned Italian-Irish hunk living
permanently in my life. It had to be relatively harmless since I wasn't
going to dwell on it. No, I certainly wasn't. But it was nice imagining
his shirts mixed in with mine in the walk-in wardrobe, his shoes beside
mine. Mother of God, I was turning out to be like my mother.

As he ladled out some sauce into one of my pristine cream-coloured bowls,
he suddenly broke into my reverie. "This counts as our third date,
right?"

"I don't count tramping around Kandahar in tattered rags and cuffs
avoiding gunfire a date," I pointed out. It was more a struggle to avoid
jumping on the shiny, sexy Marine Ken.

"Really?" As he kept his gaze centered on the counter, he looked almost
wistful for a moment. "I think it rate's amongst one of the best nights
of my life."

"Really?" I stared at him. A barrel of surprises.

Resolutely, Michael turned to me, keeping his eyes even with mine. "You
know when I realized that I had to come back to see you? When you stood
at the airport in Islamabad, refusing to even acknowledge me." There was
a faint twitch of the muscle at the edge of his firm jaw.

Odd how different his interpretation of the events were. I vaguely
remembered standing at the airport trying my best not to leap into his
arms and dramatically beat my fists against his hard chest, demanding
tearfully that he stay. Fortunately for my dignity's sake, I managed to
maintain my composure long enough to thank him without hysterics. "Well,
you hardly spoke to me, you can hardly expect me to gush and cry over
you."

He said calmly and slowly, as if explaining to a simpleton. "Not only am
I a simple Montana cowboy, I'm Catholic, I'm Irish-Italian, I'm a Navy
SEAL and I just got fucked. I needed time to contemplate."

Put it that way, it did seem something close to a national disaster for
MuldoonWorld. I tried to hide a smile but failed.

"Laugh all you want, doc." Eyeing me balefully, Michael flexed his bicep
and mimed a punch at me. "It might be common-place to you but it was a
helluva eye-opening event for me."

"That night was definitely.. out of the ordinary for me too."

Settling himself against the counter, Michael leaned back and crossed his
tanned, well-muscled arms. "I was much too confused to even think
straight - not that I could - and I tried my best to stay away from you.
Your wicked, wayward influence and all that, you understand, and I guess
it worked for some time." Shaking his dark head, he sighed. "Then at the
airport when I saw you standing there, so straight and tall, I realized
that ..." Pausing for a moment, he thought about his next words and then
he broke into a glimmer of a smile. "That my father was right all along.
Damn the ornery bastard."

His words didn't make sense to me and I cocked my head to the side,
looking at him in puzzlement. "Your father?"

Refusing to explain himself, Michael just smiled easily. "It's nothing.
Just that I saw you standing there and I realized that I didn't want to
never see you again." Before I could say anything to that, he turned back
to the food. "Now try my lasagna and genuflect."

"Can I genuflect first?" I said with a sly smile, licking my lips.

"Who's the disgusting pervert now?" Flicking a quick glance to me, his
grin flashed wickedly. "Dinner first, dessert later."