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A BOY'S BLUES

	I awoke early to try to get the coffee ready before Kristian woke
up.  To my suprise he was already up and setting on the veranda looking
over the city.  In deep thought though it seemed.  "You're up early this
morning" I said with a tone that seemed to come out of nowhere.  "Yea I am,
just thinking about my move here."  What was this I thought?  What happened
since a couple of hours ago?  "Are you ok, Kristian?"  "Yes, I think."
"Um, Chance there is something i need to tell you" that's it, I know he is
gonna head out the door just as fast as he came in.  "Is there something
wrong Blue?"  Here it comes, the yes part......

	"Not actually, if you're thinking about inbetween us, But with me
yes there is."  Tears started to form in his eyes, I knew that it was going
to be serious.  "What's wrong Blue?" I could actually feel my heart
pounding in my chest.  "Chance, I came here just a little while just to get
away from my family, I never expected to let what happend last night to
ever occur between us." "Don't get me wrong, I do love you, It's just I'm
not sure I'm ready to make such a big step in my life."  a long pause
happened, with me confused, I didn't know wether to console him or myself
at this point.  "Blue, you know I'll always be here for you, I have in the
past why not now?" laughing at the end to make sure to break some of the
tension in the air.  "Chance, you really know how to beak the edginess, no
matter what."  "Yea you could say that, so what's next?"  I had to find out
what was happening here in the present, as well as in the future.  "Well I
want to stay here with you a couple of more days, that is if it is alright
with you?"  "Hell, Blue you know it is, you know you'll have a place as
long as i live."  "Come on get up and get dressed, we got a lot of
territory to cover."

	We ended up heading down to 5th ave. trying to find a new outfit
for tonight, I had agreed to sing for amature night at a bar right down the
street.  I was sorta nervouse to have to sing in front of Kristian.  Its
something that I never had to do while in college.  But I know I couldn't
fuck up anymore that what I have in the past.  I picked out a black pair of
levi's 501, and a white longsleeve shirt.  I figured with the bar being
casual, why shouldn't I be comfortable?  I didn't have any idea what i
would sing tonight.  Then it hit me, I had heard it in the music store
earlier today; NEVER KNEW LONELY by Vince Gill.  I never really paid any
attention to the song, until now.  I figured that it would make a good
stage song; Espically since it sorta tells my story from a diffrent point.

	Midnight came too fast, before I knew it I was on stage singing to
a group of strangers.  But yet I felt as though these people were family.
I knew after i started to sing my first song, that I had them.  Everyone
was listening so closely to every word, one person in particular.  Kristian
listened and reacted with a sense of belonging finally.  It can be hard
letting someone know how you actually feel about them, but with music, it
seems to hit home and right to the heart faster.  The next couple of songs
were very upbeat.  The latest from the Real McCoys...One More Time, Savage
Garden's ....I Want you.  The rest of the evening proved to be my best
performence yet.  I could tell that with the music and the surroundings,
Kristian was in the mood for more action.

	We left the club around 3 am, heading back to the apartment; to my
suprise he wanted to grab a bite to eat, the only place open at this time
of night was one of my favorite deli.  The same people in there working
night after night.  Kristian stayed quiet during our mid morning snack.
Before long we headed back to the apartment, him being very quiet, and
myself wondering what he was thinking.  Once inside Iasked if he wanted to
take a shower first or if he wanted me too.  As a result I went first.  The
hot water felt good running off my back, I just stood there enjoying the
relaxing heat roll off of my back.  It wasn't long until I heard moving
around inside the bathroom.  Then the shower door was pulled opne revealing
a very hard body in front of me.  The other night i only felt his body in
the darkness.  I never thought how much his body had changed since college.
Man what a change, his chest was very built, with a nice covering of black
hairs outlineing his body.  A little thin patch lead to a fine product..his
cock, it had to be at least 8.5 to 9 inches.  It was fully erect, with no
stopping it now.  Precum was already starting to drip from the tip; veins
were bulgeing like they were about to blow, or for a matter of fact was
going to get blown.  He stepped inside the shower pushing me to the wall.
"You know I hate to be alone." He said with a stern face.  Do you need some
help washing your back?"  "Sure, but is that all you want to do?"  I asked,
watching his eyes look into mine.  "You were very good tonight." he said
without any expression.  "You liked the show, I assume" "oh yea, I liked
it, but you know....I liked you better.  I never thought what it would feel
like to have you all to myself."  "But now I do and I want to take complete
control."  "You do not realize how much I needed you for a long time
Chance, You are the only one I have ever loved, and up until last night the
only one I have ever had any sexual contact with."  "you're shitting me
Blue, You made it with a lot of girls back in college." I said shocked like
hell, i couldn't believe it, I have heard about all of those escapades.
"No, Just a jack off session late at night after you were fast asleep."
"you know I loved the feeling inbetween us, last night."  "Are you going to
sit here and talk or are you going to ravash me?"  I got no verbal answer,
just him pushing me down on his cock.  I didn't think i could fit all of it
in my mouth like I did the other night, but at this time I didn't have no
other choice, he kept pushing it in even harder.  In between him shoving a
beer can down my throat or the water from the shower, I didn't know if i
was going to die from drowning or from my throat being split open by his
massive tool.  It wasn't long before the water was turning cold, since we
had drained the hot water from the water heater.  The cold water made
everything in by body start to tremble.  "come on lets hit the bed room" no
fuss from me, it didn't take long before we were wrestling around on the
bed; like we did back in college.  I ended up on my stomach, soon to be
entered like a ravaged mad man.  Blue took his cock and lubed it
up. running up and down my crack looking for a an entry.  Upon finding the
entry he added pressure and envaded me.  I had never been the bottom man
for anyone, for that matter, I had never done anything except jerked off of
sucked a friends cock.  I screamed out in pain, grabbing the bed, tearing
at the covers. I tried everything to ease the pain, but it seemed like the
pain ceased just as the pleasure began.  I could actually feel the folds of
skin around his cock moving in and out of me.  Blue started to sweat to the
point that it started to fall onto my back, Blue leaned forward and laid on
my back. The feeling was wonderful, the closeness was all that i needed.  I
have always wanted him to hold me like he was now.  "Chance, you know I
love you don't you?"  He asked thru his heavy breathing.  "Blue, I have
always wanted you to say that" My mind started to spin in pure esctasy, the
pleasure of having him inside of me and having him to hold me like this.
Before long I could feel his cock head start to swell inside, the next
thing I felt was his cock explodeing inside of me.  Blue, slowed his
movement almost to a halt.  He rolled me over on top of him and started to
jack me uncontrolably.  Just having him jerking my cock threw me into a
wild frenzy,having a cock buried inside of me and my cock being worked like
crazy.  I shot a load so hard that it flew past my head and onto Blue's
shoulder.  We laid there for a long time before getting up and hitting the
shower.

	Blue and I are still toghether, after five years, we are still
going strong.  A college room mate turns to lover after all of the day
dreams, wishing and hopeing.  It was once said that lovers can come and
go, but for some strange reason, we have the same fire that was born on his
first nioght here in New York City.


to be continued................................................


Chance Brickman