Date: Tue, 25 Apr 2000 01:51:32 EDT
From: LENNOXBEAR@aol.com
Subject: Beyond the Blue, part 14

Beyond the Blue, part14		by Lennoxbear@aol.com

The following is an erotic story involving gay relationships and male to
male sex.  If such offends you, leave.


It took about an hour for Dirt to realize Steve had insulted him, or so he
thought he had been insulted.  Dirt wasn't the brightest guy on the force
and over the last few years had mastered the art of using less and less of
his brain matter.  He was sitting at home staring at the TV and swilling
another beer when the conversation in the grocery store replayed in his
head.

"Fucker, theses young buck cops think they know it all.  Idiot liberals
will be the death of us all."  Dirt had grown accustomed to living on his
own.  His wife had long since divorced him and taken the kids with her.
The divorce was due in part to not being able to cope as a cop's wife,
especially when the cop didn't always use his head.  It was also because of
the drinking and the abusive way he got when he had a few.  It never
stopped with just a few.  He clicked through the channels a couple of times
and decided there was nothing worth watching.  However, he could always
find something on the net.  He ambled into the kitchen for another beer.
Drinks for cruising the porn sites.  He idly played with his shriveled dick
as the system booted up.  Dirt still wasn't quite sure what possessed him
to get a computer but it had turned into his closest companion. It had damn
near turned into his only companion.  His kids had learned to keep him at
an arm's length quite some time ago, and since they now had lives of their
own, they seldom came around.  Dirt figured he was better off without them.

The familiar mail announcement made him feel a rush of momentary joy as he
scrolled through the list of email spam from porn sites.  He clicked on the
first link and dismissed it as one he had visited before and which wasn't
worth visiting again.  The next site brought a long list of sites but he
saw red at the number of gay links.

"Damn fucking faggots.  Why can't they leave well enough alone?  Fucking
asshole perverts."  He grumbled over the numerous links about how they
would bring ruin to the world.  In his anger he inadvertently connected to
the first bodybuilding link.  The page opened with the framed photo of a
superhunk in posing briefs and flexed to enormous size?  "Holy shit, that
ain't no gay man."  Curiosity got the better of him as he followed the page
into a site of gay men totally devoted to the sport of bodybuilding and
their love of men with muscles.  He found himself swearing at the monitor
as one after another of super big men came onto the screen.  Dirt had long
lived with the misconception that all gay men were limp wristed fairies who
couldn't make a muscle if their life depended on it.  The endless link to
heavy-duty sports minded men upset him even more.

"Faggots are gonna ruin organized sports.  Shit, I thought so, here's the
real perverse stuff."  His curiosity led him to a home page of a muscled
leatherman, a musclebear.  Like a detective out of control, Dirt followed
link after link into, what he felt were the vilest of sexual deviants.  He
found himself hoping for park patrol soon so he could crack a few fairy
heads in the woods.  His wanderings took him to a man's page devoted to
hairy musclemen and his friends.

"Damn, freaks could care less about who knows what they do, looka all these
pictures of gay pervs.  Hooooooooooolllllllllllllllly fuck.  Lookee, wha'
we have here, woooooooooo baby.  I done hit the mother load."  The friend's
link open to reveal a muscle bound man in leather shorts and harness with
his arm around another muscle freak.  Dirt almost spilled his beer over his
discovery.

"Woo, woo, woo.  Am I ever gonna have a field day with this fucker.  Ol' Al
baby is about to be broadsided.  I knew that fucking martial arts bullshit
was a cover.  Fuckin' queer cocksucking cop, I'll fix his ass.  And where
there's smoke, there's fire, gotta be some others on here I know in
Chicago."  Dirt pulled up the Internet directory and searched in Chicago
for gay.  When that proved overwhelming he narrowed his search to gay with
bodybuilding and leather.  The list shortened only slightly.  Like a man
possessed, he began checking profiles and links to find pictures of other
people he may know.  About 20 minutes into his search he hit on a group of
pages all linked as friends.  Each man was handsome and well built and not
the least bit shy about their private lives.  His hands froze on the
keyboard and mouse.  Too late, his hand went to his mouth.  Keyboards were
not likely to be great to use after puking on them.  He ran for the
bathroom and spilled his guts.  Alone and dejected, he slumped to the cold
tile floor and hung over the edge of the toilet bowl, crying.

Two bottles of wine, two beers each and one huge pizza later, Steve and Art
were laughing and joking like too old friends.  They found out they had a
lot in common including tastes in music and art.  Art had remarked how neat
and orderly Steve's apartment was, including the alphabetically arranged
CD's.

"What?  A straight man can't be neat and orderly?"

"Uh, Stevie boy, you border on poster child for anal retentive, look at his
place.  Everything is neatly in its place and clean.  That's not how a
normal straight man lives."

"How would you know how a normal straight man lives?"

"Oh, I've done a few."

"Oh."  Steve's face went blank as the reality of the night hit him.

"What's wrong?  Does that shock you?  That I've done straight men or that
straight men are willing to let a gay man get them off?  Tell me you've
never been with a woman for a mercy fuck."  Steve looked over at Art
slouched on the sofa only a couple of feet away.  The man was handsome in a
distinguished salt-and-pepper way with a body any man would be proud to
have.  He was bright, energetic and fun. Steve put his beer on the table
and cleared his throat.

"I've been with a couple of women and admit I'm not proud of it but..."

"But, you would never do it with a man?  Sorry, I think men just like to
get off at times and it doesn't matter if it's a man or a woman sucking
their cock."

"Sometimes it does matter."

"I s'pose, why?"

"Cause earlier tonight, I stopped at my brother's.  My gay brother's.  To
apologize for being such a shit head.  And he was meeting a guy for a date
and the guy turned out to be someone from my gym."

"Does that surprise you, that someone from your gym turned out to be a gay
man?"

"Not anymore, there seems to be a run on them all of a sudden."  Steve
slumped back on the sofa with his arm over his head.  "We had sex, we
played around, the three of us.  They sucked me.  I sucked them.  I fucked
my brother.  I love my brother more than anything else in the world and I
fucking dicked him.  What the hell does that make me?"  He started to sob
and Art slid closer.

"That doesn't make you anything, let alone any less than the person you
are.  Did he tell you not to do it?"  Steve shook his head no.  "Then,
maybe the only one who has an issue with it is you.  Like it or not, you
will have to face him again and deal with whether or not it screwed up your
relationship.  My bet is, it didn't.  But there's more to this isn't
there?"

Steve shrugged his shoulders and waved his hands.  "I don't know.  I like
being around men, working out with big beefy muscular men.  I admire what
other guys have done with their bodies and I compare my own to theirs."

"Men do that all the time, it's only natural.  It doesn't mean you're gay."

"I wonder."  Deep sigh. "Wondered.  What it would be like to be with
another man who fits this macho ideal, body to body, naked.  Completely
together."

"Hmmmmm."  Steve sat up and looked deeply in to Art's handsome face.  He
put his right arm around the man's back and his left around his neck to
bring them together in a long, wet passionate kiss.

Al got up about 2:00 AM to piss.  He looked at his reflection in the
bathroom mirror and thought he saw a change.  A change brought about by his
being open and in love with his partner of five years.  A desire he finally
brought to reality tonight when Jim fucked him.  He walked back across the
bedroom and stopped to look at Jim sprawled across the bed in the
moonlight, diagonally.  Bed hog.  Jim's muscular body was soft and sexy in
the moonlight covered only slightly by the sheet.  Al placed his knee on
the side of the bed and lowered his hot body onto his partner.  His big
hard cock nestled into Jim's buttcrack, which flexed around it as the big
man woke up.

Al ran his arms out over Jim's and began making love to the man's thick
neck, biting the folds of skin and licking along his ears and sides of his
neck.  Jim moaned.  Al's hands closed fingers with Jim's.  The beefy butt
humped up against the still growing cock.  Al licked all across the muscled
neck and licked at the hard round traps.

"Fuck Al, you're like a furnace.  Hmmm, keep it up."  Jim began breathing
deeper and in short gasps.

"It's time Jim."

"For what?"

"To finish."  Al slowly began working his way down Jim's broad back,
biting, licking, and sucking the firm flesh.  Massaging the hot muscles
with his callused hands.  He ground his hard pecs and nips against Jim's
beefy butt.  Al slid to one side despite Jim's whimpering and massaged the
thick hamstrings and thicker calves.  Jim responded by flexing the muscles
and groaning louder.  Al smiled in the moonlight and looked at the shadows
of muscles on the big man.  He slid back between Jim's legs and spread the
round buttcheeks to expose Jim's virgin hole.  The hot tongue against his
ass sent shivers down Jim's spine and brought out sounds Al had never heard
Jim make before.  The tongue worked from the base of Jim's fat low hangers
to the small of his back.  Al paused for a second before beginning the full
tongue assault deep into Jim's ass.  Jim let out a long low sigh and all
the breath he had in his lungs.

"Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhmannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn, I never knew it could be this
good.  That's fucking incredible."  Al reached under the prone cop and
pulled the hard dick and balls out to suck and lick on them awhile.
"Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuckkkkkkkk, mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.  Don't do that Al, I'll
cum."

"You'll cum when I tell you to and that will be with my dick up this wet
butthole as you straddle my chest.  I want your first fuck-load on my chest
Jimmy boy.

"Then you better stop what you're doing now."

"Fine, then I'll do something else."  Al stopped all activity for a few
moments until Jim thought he might have quit altogether.  Then he felt cold
wet goo being spread on his hole and Al's long fingers begin to loosen him
more.  Al slid one finger easily into Jim's ass.  Then two.  Three took a
bit more doing as Jim humped his hand and moaned into the pillow.  Al
settled on three and worked them until he felt Jim was tensing again.  Jim
felt Al's arm against his neck as the man balanced himself on one arm and
positioned his slick dick against the now eager hole.

"Relax buddy.  Take a deep, deep breath.  Now relax and let it out."  Al
felt the big head of his dick pop into Jim's ass and he stopped.  Jim
whimpered.  Al slowly pushed in and Jim relaxed and did as Al instructed
him.  After several minutes, Al's big nine-incher was buried in Jim's butt
and Jim was moaning non-stop.

"Geez, sucker, you'll wake everyone up."  Jim humped his ass against the
big prick.

"I don't care, shit that's hot.  Fuck me Al."  Carefully and slowly Al
pulled back out and pushed back in until he could pick up the rhythm and
Jim began humping back at him.  He hugged his arms around Jim's chest and
began pinching Jim's sensitive tits.  The man gasped and Al thought for
sure he had dumped his load but Jim only buried his face back into the
pillow and groaned what became a long low growl.  Al plowed his buddy's
butt for 20 minutes fighting off the urge to shoot his own load.  He wanted
Jim's first assfucking to be well worth the wait.

Slowly he pulled his dick from Jim's ass as the sweaty cop protested with
long moans.  Al flipped to his back and held his slick cock straight up
from his sticky crotch.  "Sit on this fucker, pig."  Jim stood on the bed
and lowered his body in a slow creeping squat until his ass was once again
filled with hot cock. Al smiled up at the sexed out man.

"How many times have I told you to go fuck yourself?  Well, now's the
time."  Jim eagerly bounced on the hot dick until he felt his nuts swell
and rise up.

"I'm gonna shoot Al."

"On my chest."

"You ready?  You gonna give me a big load?"

"On my chest Jim."

"Up my ass Al.

"No, on my chest."

"Up my asssssssssssss, oh fuck."  Jim's load shot out and caught Al across
the face and down his chest in buckets.  His ass clamped down on Al's
swelling cock as Al filled his butt with hot hot juice.

"Too late for on my chest."

"Oh gawd, is it ever."  Jim looked down at Al's cum streaked face and
giggled.

"I'm sorry."

"Don't be, that was hot."  Al wiped the cum from his cheek and held it up
toward Jim.  The last thing he expected was for Jim to gulp down the load.
He licked Al's hand clean then stretched out on top of the hot sticky man.

"That was awesome, we gotta do that again."

"In time."

"No, soon."

"Uh, might I remind you that I am the card carrying bottom man in this
relationship."

"Not anymore you're not."  Jim snuggled against Al as the man stroked his
back.  Jim felt Al's dick slide from his butt and tensed.  Another gob of
cum shot from Jim's half-hard cock and dripped onto Al's balls.  Eric found
them tangled together in the morning.

"Rise and shine girls, it's time to workout."

"Oh man, what time is it?"  Al looked up at the big grinning steely blue
eyes of Eric's then down at the freaky huge body in tank top and tight,
tight shorts.

"Eight thirty, workout's at nine.  Protein shakes are downstairs waiting.
Come on, hop to."  He slapped Jim's bare ass then stopped.  Eric looked at
the two men then at his hand.  He smiled at Jim.

"Congratulations, today you are a man."  Jim blushed.

"Do I have that glow?"

"Yeah right, you're butt is crusty with cum, get up, the weights are
waiting.  They ain't gonna lift themselves."  Eric walked toward the door
then turned and smiled at Al.  "I think you got it right this time."

Eric pushed his four guests through an intense grueling workout.  He moved
them through heavy-duty chest and arm work that had all of them complaining
but also smiling happily about their pumps.  The four horny men were not
only good at their workouts but also good in support for each other. Any
time someone's dick looked a bit droopy, one of the four was only too glad
to grope him and get him going again.  By the time they were finished, all
were shirtless and sweaty. Nips weren't safe.  The more they pumped their
chests, the more they twisted and pinched each other's hard tits.  Eric had
to intercede several times when the person being spotted found the grip on
their dick and not on the bar.

"You guys are way too much.  I compliment you on our workouts but keeping
you focused on the task at hand was not easy.  Those hands keep wandering."

"Like we're supposed to focus when the man leading us has a dick the size
of a fire hydrant stuffed inside those spandex shorts."  Bo cupped Eric's
basket and to everyone's amazement, the coiled snake began to grow larger.

"Hey, we aren't totally finished yet.  I thought we agreed to run a couple
of mile for cardio?  If you keep that up. I'll be forced to run naked.
Ready to run?"

The four men all looked at each other and smirked.  Without saying a word,
they each stripped off their shorts and waited.  Eric ran his hand over his
sweaty face and shaved head and slowly shook his head.

"Guess I asked for that, eh?"  He peeled the skin tights shorts down over
the humongous quads and stood naked before the four horny men. His monster
cock flopped over the orange size balls and swung from side to side.
"Ready to hit the trail?"

"Is it safe to run with that thing looses like that?"  Al smacked Jim's ass
for that comment.  Jim just bent over to beg for more.

"Control him long enough to get a couple miles in, will ya?  Let's go."
The five men headed out the back door and up the hill to the woods and the
trail Eric had laid out through the trees.  The four men plodded along,
each fighting growing erections for various reasons.  Jim brought up the
rear, following Al and thinking how quickly his life was changing and how
he was going to have to deal with all of it when the weekend ended.  He ran
along thinking about how much he wanted a life with Al and how to end
things with his wife. He was deep in thought planning the conversation when
the group left the trail and headed into a thick section of trees.  He
almost fell on top of Al when he stopped abruptly.

"Hey, I know I'm sweaty but I would prefer you not just skewer me with your
dick."  Al caught Jim before he fell.  The two sweaty bodies together got
both men rock hard.  They caught up with the others in a small clearing on
the ridge over looking the valley and stream below.  They commented on how
beautiful and peaceful the setting was.  Not to mention secluded. Jim stood
on a rock looking down at the stream below.

"You could come out here and get naked and fool around and nobody would see
you."  He turned around to find Bo on his knees alternating between sucking
Kenny's hard dick and Eric's monster shaft.  Al stood with his arms folded
across his chest.  He wiggled his hips so his big hard dick swung from side
to side.

"You are a little slow on the upload sometimes buddy."  Jim walked back
over to the four men and fell to his knees next to Bo to suck down Kenny's
thick shaft.  Al slid behind Bo and spit on his dick.  He added another
load of spit to Bo's already sweaty butt crack and slid his cock into his
cop buddy.  Bo lost his balance momentarily and almost choked when his
throat filled with Eric's big dick.  He stood up to give Al better access
to his ass and was soon groaning between the two muscle men.  Jim braced
himself against a rock and waved his hard butt at Kenny. The big mechanic
lost no time in finding a tight space for his tool.  Al watched as Jim's
face grimace with the intrusion of the big shaft.  Kenny took it slowly and
soon had Jim rocking back and forth on his thick shaft.  Jim's eyes glazed
over.  Al realized that Jim was becoming a true cock loving pig.  Al and
Eric changed places as Bo's bucking increased with the big man's cock.
Eric slammed his cock into Bo's sweaty black ass and forced the grunting
cop to swallow Al's meaty member to the balls. Bo's own dick was slamming
off his taunt abs as the man got fucked harder and harder.

Al could just reach Jim's right nipple and gave the hard point a sharp
twist.  Jim whimpered loudly and slammed back against Kenny's cock.  Kenny
leaned back and fucked the moaning cop and worked his own nips.  He pulled
out and let Al take over fucking Jim as Jim chowed down on the cock that
had just been up his butt.  The new cop piglet was grunting happily as he
got plowed from both ends.

Steve woke up that morning alone in his bed.  For a brief moment he
panicked that he wasn't alone, but Art was nowhere to be found.  He lay on
his back in bed and stared at the ceiling stroking his hard dick.  The
thought of Art sitting next to him the night before in his snug shirt and
jeans showing off the tight muscular body made Steve increase the tempo on
his dick.  He closed his eyes and saw Art fucking.  A woman.  He saw the
hot waitress from the coffee shop where he and Bo stop and visualized Art
in bed naked with this woman.  His cum shot over his chest and he lay
still.

Steve had planted a deep, passionate kiss on Art the night before.  They
had killed a couple bottles of wine and a couple of beers with their pizza
and Steve reacted to the closeness of the hot handsome man.  Art returned
the heat of the kiss then broke it off and nuzzled against the young man's
thick neck.

"This really isn't what you want is it?"  Steve flopped back on the sofa.
His hard dick was obvious through his jeans.  He looked at the older man,
his thickly muscled chest and obvious hard nipples, his round full biceps
and the hard dick straining against the front of the jeans.  He rested his
hand on the hot thigh and shook his head no.  "What happened earlier
tonight, you mentioned being at your brother's apartment?"

Steve let out a long slow sigh and told Art the whole story of how Marsh
and Jack had both sucked him and he them and how it ended up that he fucked
his brother.  More because his brother seemed to want him to do it than him
wanting to do it.  In the heat of the moment he thought maybe he had
finally realized he was also gay.  But something just didn't fit.

Art sat back on the sofa next to Steve, their shoulders touching and
Steve's hand still on his thigh.  "I don't understand myself.  I love
women, love having sex with women.  But, at the same time, I love being
around guys who lift and workout and I find myself thinking how hot that
guy looks.  How handsome he is.  And wondering how big his dick is.  Then,
I think, I must also be gay."

"Was the little event at your brother's the first experience with another
man?"

"No, as a kid we had jackoff contests with other guys in the neighbourhood.
We teased each other, played grab-ass games, all that stuff."

"And now you like being around other guys who like to lift and workout as
much as you do.  You played football in school and liked to be around those
guys too. Didn't you?"  Steve shook his head yes.  "First, Stevie, being
around guys who like the same sports as you do, as passionately as you do,
doesn't make you gay.  Comparing yourself to other men, both body and dick,
doesn't make you gay.  Only makes you human, sorry to disappoint you."

"Then why do I feel, like, you know, attracted to you?"

"Cause I'm such a hot stud."  Both men paused then Art laughed.  "Get over
it.  Maybe you have some bisexual tendencies.  Do you want to have sex with
me now, hot sweaty man to man sex, our cocks grinding against each other,
you fucking me, me fucking you.  Do you?"

"No, not really."

"So, maybe you just need to think about the fact that you appreciate men
who workout and the work it takes to build those bodies."

Steve looked at Art's smiling face and turned sideways on the sofa, not
removing his hand from Art's thigh on purpose.  They talked for another
hour and a half about Steve, and being gay and not necessarily being gay.
By midnight, they were laughing like two old, long-lost friends.  Two old
friends who cared enough to hug each other and touch but who knew there
wasn't a sexual meaning attached to it.  Art made Steve feel comfortable
with his feelings toward men and made him promise that if he got the urge
to have gay sex, it would be with him.

Art left for his apartment shortly after midnight.  They had promised to
have breakfast together the next morning.  Steve had come to grips with a
lot of his feelings, thanks to Art.  He felt he was pretty lucky to have
grown up and discovered he was as "open minded" about these things as he
was.  All in all, he felt pretty lucky to have Marsh as a brother and for
the experiences he was learning about himself.

The doorbell rang and Steve looked at the alarm clock.  Nine AM.  He had
agreed to breakfast with Art at nine.  He quickly wiped the cum from his
chest and ran to the door.  Carefully opening it and standing behind it, he
asked Art to come in and wait while he showered.

"Oh sure, after we spend hours talking about male bodies you stand in front
of me naked and expect me to just behave myself."  Art made a grab for
Steve's still half hard dick but Steve jumped out of the way.

"Hey, you put a ring on this finger and we'll talk about sex."  Steve held
up his hand and Art smacked it.

"Go take a shower you tease."

To be continued, comments- suggestions?  Lennoxbear@aol.com

Beyond the Blue, part14 by Lennoxbear@aol.com

The following is an erotic story involving gay relationships and male to
male sex.  If such offends you, leave.


It took about an hour for Dirt to realize Steve had insulted him, or so he
thought he had been insulted.  Dirt wasn't the brightest guy on the force
and over the last few years had mastered the art of using less and less of
his brain matter.  He was sitting at home staring at the TV and swilling
another beer when the conversation in the grocery store replayed in his
head.

"Fucker, theses young buck cops think they know it all.  Idiot liberals
will be the death of us all."  Dirt had grown accustomed to living on his
own.  His wife had long since divorced him and taken the kids with her.
The divorce was due in part to not being able to cope as a cop's wife,
especially when the cop didn't always use his head.  It was also because of
the drinking and the abusive way he got when he had a few.  It never
stopped with just a few.  He clicked through the channels a couple of times
and decided there was nothing worth watching.  However, he could always
find something on the net.  He ambled into the kitchen for another beer.
Drinks for cruising the porn sites.  He idly played with his shriveled dick
as the system booted up.  Dirt still wasn't quite sure what possessed him
to get a computer but it had turned into his closest companion. It had damn
near turned into his only companion.  His kids had learned to keep him at
an arm's length quite some time ago, and since they now had lives of their
own, they seldom came around.  Dirt figured he was better off without them.

The familiar mail announcement made him feel a rush of momentary joy as he
scrolled through the list of email spam from porn sites.  He clicked on the
first link and dismissed it as one he had visited before and which wasn't
worth visiting again.  The next site brought a long list of sites but he
saw red at the number of gay links.

"Damn fucking faggots.  Why can't they leave well enough alone?  Fucking
asshole perverts."  He grumbled over the numerous links about how they
would bring ruin to the world.  In his anger he inadvertently connected to
the first bodybuilding link.  The page opened with the framed photo of a
superhunk in posing briefs and flexed to enormous size?  "Holy shit, that
ain't no gay man."  Curiosity got the better of him as he followed the page
into a site of gay men totally devoted to the sport of bodybuilding and
their love of men with muscles.  He found himself swearing at the monitor
as one after another of super big men came onto the screen.  Dirt had long
lived with the misconception that all gay men were limp wristed fairies who
couldn't make a muscle if their life depended on it.  The endless link to
heavy-duty sports minded men upset him even more.

"Faggots are gonna ruin organized sports.  Shit, I thought so, here's the
real perverse stuff."  His curiosity led him to a home page of a muscled
leatherman, a musclebear.  Like a detective out of control, Dirt followed
link after link into, what he felt were the vilest of sexual deviants.  He
found himself hoping for park patrol soon so he could crack a few fairy
heads in the woods.  His wanderings took him to a man's page devoted to
hairy musclemen and his friends.

"Damn, freaks could care less about who knows what they do, looka all these
pictures of gay pervs.  Hooooooooooolllllllllllllllly fuck.  Lookee, wha'
we have here, woooooooooo baby.  I done hit the mother load."  The friend's
link open to reveal a muscle bound man in leather shorts and harness with
his arm around another muscle freak.  Dirt almost spilled his beer over his
discovery.

"Woo, woo, woo.  Am I ever gonna have a field day with this fucker.  Ol' Al
baby is about to be broadsided.  I knew that fucking martial arts bullshit
was a cover.  Fuckin' queer cocksucking cop, I'll fix his ass.  And where
there's smoke, there's fire, gotta be some others on here I know in
Chicago."  Dirt pulled up the Internet directory and searched in Chicago
for gay.  When that proved overwhelming he narrowed his search to gay with
bodybuilding and leather.  The list shortened only slightly.  Like a man
possessed, he began checking profiles and links to find pictures of other
people he may know.  About 20 minutes into his search he hit on a group of
pages all linked as friends.  Each man was handsome and well built and not
the least bit shy about their private lives.  His hands froze on the
keyboard and mouse.  Too late, his hand went to his mouth.  Keyboards were
not likely to be great to use after puking on them.  He ran for the
bathroom and spilled his guts.  Alone and dejected, he slumped to the cold
tile floor and hung over the edge of the toilet bowl, crying.

Two bottles of wine, two beers each and one huge pizza later, Steve and Art
were laughing and joking like too old friends.  They found out they had a
lot in common including tastes in music and art.  Art had remarked how neat
and orderly Steve's apartment was, including the alphabetically arranged
CD's.

"What?  A straight man can't be neat and orderly?"

"Uh, Stevie boy, you border on poster child for anal retentive, look at his
place.  Everything is neatly in its place and clean.  That's not how a
normal straight man lives."

"How would you know how a normal straight man lives?"

"Oh, I've done a few."

"Oh."  Steve's face went blank as the reality of the night hit him.

"What's wrong?  Does that shock you?  That I've done straight men or that
straight men are willing to let a gay man get them off?  Tell me you've
never been with a woman for a mercy fuck."  Steve looked over at Art
slouched on the sofa only a couple of feet away.  The man was handsome in a
distinguished salt-and-pepper way with a body any man would be proud to
have.  He was bright, energetic and fun. Steve put his beer on the table
and cleared his throat.

"I've been with a couple of women and admit I'm not proud of it but..."

"But, you would never do it with a man?  Sorry, I think men just like to
get off at times and it doesn't matter if it's a man or a woman sucking
their cock."

"Sometimes it does matter."

"I s'pose, why?"

"Cause earlier tonight, I stopped at my brother's.  My gay brother's.  To
apologize for being such a shit head.  And he was meeting a guy for a date
and the guy turned out to be someone from my gym."

"Does that surprise you, that someone from your gym turned out to be a gay
man?"

"Not anymore, there seems to be a run on them all of a sudden."  Steve
slumped back on the sofa with his arm over his head.  "We had sex, we
played around, the three of us.  They sucked me.  I sucked them.  I fucked
my brother.  I love my brother more than anything else in the world and I
fucking dicked him.  What the hell does that make me?"  He started to sob
and Art slid closer.

"That doesn't make you anything, let alone any less than the person you
are.  Did he tell you not to do it?"  Steve shook his head no.  "Then,
maybe the only one who has an issue with it is you.  Like it or not, you
will have to face him again and deal with whether or not it screwed up your
relationship.  My bet is, it didn't.  But there's more to this isn't
there?"

Steve shrugged his shoulders and waved his hands.  "I don't know.  I like
being around men, working out with big beefy muscular men.  I admire what
other guys have done with their bodies and I compare my own to theirs."

"Men do that all the time, it's only natural.  It doesn't mean you're gay."

"I wonder."  Deep sigh. "Wondered.  What it would be like to be with
another man who fits this macho ideal, body to body, naked.  Completely
together."

"Hmmmmm."  Steve sat up and looked deeply in to Art's handsome face.  He
put his right arm around the man's back and his left around his neck to
bring them together in a long, wet passionate kiss.

Al got up about 2:00 AM to piss.  He looked at his reflection in the
bathroom mirror and thought he saw a change.  A change brought about by his
being open and in love with his partner of five years.  A desire he finally
brought to reality tonight when Jim fucked him.  He walked back across the
bedroom and stopped to look at Jim sprawled across the bed in the
moonlight, diagonally.  Bed hog.  Jim's muscular body was soft and sexy in
the moonlight covered only slightly by the sheet.  Al placed his knee on
the side of the bed and lowered his hot body onto his partner.  His big
hard cock nestled into Jim's buttcrack, which flexed around it as the big
man woke up.

Al ran his arms out over Jim's and began making love to the man's thick
neck, biting the folds of skin and licking along his ears and sides of his
neck.  Jim moaned.  Al's hands closed fingers with Jim's.  The beefy butt
humped up against the still growing cock.  Al licked all across the muscled
neck and licked at the hard round traps.

"Fuck Al, you're like a furnace.  Hmmm, keep it up."  Jim began breathing
deeper and in short gasps.

"It's time Jim."

"For what?"

"To finish."  Al slowly began working his way down Jim's broad back,
biting, licking, and sucking the firm flesh.  Massaging the hot muscles
with his callused hands.  He ground his hard pecs and nips against Jim's
beefy butt.  Al slid to one side despite Jim's whimpering and massaged the
thick hamstrings and thicker calves.  Jim responded by flexing the muscles
and groaning louder.  Al smiled in the moonlight and looked at the shadows
of muscles on the big man.  He slid back between Jim's legs and spread the
round buttcheeks to expose Jim's virgin hole.  The hot tongue against his
ass sent shivers down Jim's spine and brought out sounds Al had never heard
Jim make before.  The tongue worked from the base of Jim's fat low hangers
to the small of his back.  Al paused for a second before beginning the full
tongue assault deep into Jim's ass.  Jim let out a long low sigh and all
the breath he had in his lungs.

"Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhmannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn, I never knew it could be this
good.  That's fucking incredible."  Al reached under the prone cop and
pulled the hard dick and balls out to suck and lick on them awhile.
"Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuckkkkkkkk, mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.  Don't do that Al, I'll
cum."

"You'll cum when I tell you to and that will be with my dick up this wet
butthole as you straddle my chest.  I want your first fuck-load on my chest
Jimmy boy.

"Then you better stop what you're doing now."

"Fine, then I'll do something else."  Al stopped all activity for a few
moments until Jim thought he might have quit altogether.  Then he felt cold
wet goo being spread on his hole and Al's long fingers begin to loosen him
more.  Al slid one finger easily into Jim's ass.  Then two.  Three took a
bit more doing as Jim humped his hand and moaned into the pillow.  Al
settled on three and worked them until he felt Jim was tensing again.  Jim
felt Al's arm against his neck as the man balanced himself on one arm and
positioned his slick dick against the now eager hole.

"Relax buddy.  Take a deep, deep breath.  Now relax and let it out."  Al
felt the big head of his dick pop into Jim's ass and he stopped.  Jim
whimpered.  Al slowly pushed in and Jim relaxed and did as Al instructed
him.  After several minutes, Al's big nine-incher was buried in Jim's butt
and Jim was moaning non-stop.

"Geez, sucker, you'll wake everyone up."  Jim humped his ass against the
big prick.

"I don't care, shit that's hot.  Fuck me Al."  Carefully and slowly Al
pulled back out and pushed back in until he could pick up the rhythm and
Jim began humping back at him.  He hugged his arms around Jim's chest and
began pinching Jim's sensitive tits.  The man gasped and Al thought for
sure he had dumped his load but Jim only buried his face back into the
pillow and groaned what became a long low growl.  Al plowed his buddy's
butt for 20 minutes fighting off the urge to shoot his own load.  He wanted
Jim's first assfucking to be well worth the wait.

Slowly he pulled his dick from Jim's ass as the sweaty cop protested with
long moans.  Al flipped to his back and held his slick cock straight up
from his sticky crotch.  "Sit on this fucker, pig."  Jim stood on the bed
and lowered his body in a slow creeping squat until his ass was once again
filled with hot cock. Al smiled up at the sexed out man.

"How many times have I told you to go fuck yourself?  Well, now's the
time."  Jim eagerly bounced on the hot dick until he felt his nuts swell
and rise up.

"I'm gonna shoot Al."

"On my chest."

"You ready?  You gonna give me a big load?"

"On my chest Jim."

"Up my ass Al.

"No, on my chest."

"Up my asssssssssssss, oh fuck."  Jim's load shot out and caught Al across
the face and down his chest in buckets.  His ass clamped down on Al's
swelling cock as Al filled his butt with hot hot juice.

"Too late for on my chest."

"Oh gawd, is it ever."  Jim looked down at Al's cum streaked face and
giggled.

"I'm sorry."

"Don't be, that was hot."  Al wiped the cum from his cheek and held it up
toward Jim.  The last thing he expected was for Jim to gulp down the load.
He licked Al's hand clean then stretched out on top of the hot sticky man.

"That was awesome, we gotta do that again."

"In time."

"No, soon."

"Uh, might I remind you that I am the card carrying bottom man in this
relationship."

"Not anymore you're not."  Jim snuggled against Al as the man stroked his
back.  Jim felt Al's dick slide from his butt and tensed.  Another gob of
cum shot from Jim's half-hard cock and dripped onto Al's balls.  Eric found
them tangled together in the morning.

"Rise and shine girls, it's time to workout."

"Oh man, what time is it?"  Al looked up at the big grinning steely blue
eyes of Eric's then down at the freaky huge body in tank top and tight,
tight shorts.

"Eight thirty, workout's at nine.  Protein shakes are downstairs waiting.
Come on, hop to."  He slapped Jim's bare ass then stopped.  Eric looked at
the two men then at his hand.  He smiled at Jim.

"Congratulations, today you are a man."  Jim blushed.

"Do I have that glow?"

"Yeah right, you're butt is crusty with cum, get up, the weights are
waiting.  They ain't gonna lift themselves."  Eric walked toward the door
then turned and smiled at Al.  "I think you got it right this time."

Eric pushed his four guests through an intense grueling workout.  He moved
them through heavy-duty chest and arm work that had all of them complaining
but also smiling happily about their pumps.  The four horny men were not
only good at their workouts but also good in support for each other. Any
time someone's dick looked a bit droopy, one of the four was only too glad
to grope him and get him going again.  By the time they were finished, all
were shirtless and sweaty. Nips weren't safe.  The more they pumped their
chests, the more they twisted and pinched each other's hard tits.  Eric had
to intercede several times when the person being spotted found the grip on
their dick and not on the bar.

"You guys are way too much.  I compliment you on our workouts but keeping
you focused on the task at hand was not easy.  Those hands keep wandering."

"Like we're supposed to focus when the man leading us has a dick the size
of a fire hydrant stuffed inside those spandex shorts."  Bo cupped Eric's
basket and to everyone's amazement, the coiled snake began to grow larger.

"Hey, we aren't totally finished yet.  I thought we agreed to run a couple
of mile for cardio?  If you keep that up. I'll be forced to run naked.
Ready to run?"

The four men all looked at each other and smirked.  Without saying a word,
they each stripped off their shorts and waited.  Eric ran his hand over his
sweaty face and shaved head and slowly shook his head.

"Guess I asked for that, eh?"  He peeled the skin tights shorts down over
the humongous quads and stood naked before the four horny men. His monster
cock flopped over the orange size balls and swung from side to side.
"Ready to hit the trail?"

"Is it safe to run with that thing looses like that?"  Al smacked Jim's ass
for that comment.  Jim just bent over to beg for more.

"Control him long enough to get a couple miles in, will ya?  Let's go."
The five men headed out the back door and up the hill to the woods and the
trail Eric had laid out through the trees.  The four men plodded along,
each fighting growing erections for various reasons.  Jim brought up the
rear, following Al and thinking how quickly his life was changing and how
he was going to have to deal with all of it when the weekend ended.  He ran
along thinking about how much he wanted a life with Al and how to end
things with his wife. He was deep in thought planning the conversation when
the group left the trail and headed into a thick section of trees.  He
almost fell on top of Al when he stopped abruptly.

"Hey, I know I'm sweaty but I would prefer you not just skewer me with your
dick."  Al caught Jim before he fell.  The two sweaty bodies together got
both men rock hard.  They caught up with the others in a small clearing on
the ridge over looking the valley and stream below.  They commented on how
beautiful and peaceful the setting was.  Not to mention secluded. Jim stood
on a rock looking down at the stream below.

"You could come out here and get naked and fool around and nobody would see
you."  He turned around to find Bo on his knees alternating between sucking
Kenny's hard dick and Eric's monster shaft.  Al stood with his arms folded
across his chest.  He wiggled his hips so his big hard dick swung from side
to side.

"You are a little slow on the upload sometimes buddy."  Jim walked back
over to the four men and fell to his knees next to Bo to suck down Kenny's
thick shaft.  Al slid behind Bo and spit on his dick.  He added another
load of spit to Bo's already sweaty butt crack and slid his cock into his
cop buddy.  Bo lost his balance momentarily and almost choked when his
throat filled with Eric's big dick.  He stood up to give Al better access
to his ass and was soon groaning between the two muscle men.  Jim braced
himself against a rock and waved his hard butt at Kenny. The big mechanic
lost no time in finding a tight space for his tool.  Al watched as Jim's
face grimace with the intrusion of the big shaft.  Kenny took it slowly and
soon had Jim rocking back and forth on his thick shaft.  Jim's eyes glazed
over.  Al realized that Jim was becoming a true cock loving pig.  Al and
Eric changed places as Bo's bucking increased with the big man's cock.
Eric slammed his cock into Bo's sweaty black ass and forced the grunting
cop to swallow Al's meaty member to the balls. Bo's own dick was slamming
off his taunt abs as the man got fucked harder and harder.

Al could just reach Jim's right nipple and gave the hard point a sharp
twist.  Jim whimpered loudly and slammed back against Kenny's cock.  Kenny
leaned back and fucked the moaning cop and worked his own nips.  He pulled
out and let Al take over fucking Jim as Jim chowed down on the cock that
had just been up his butt.  The new cop piglet was grunting happily as he
got plowed from both ends.

Steve woke up that morning alone in his bed.  For a brief moment he
panicked that he wasn't alone, but Art was nowhere to be found.  He lay on
his back in bed and stared at the ceiling stroking his hard dick.  The
thought of Art sitting next to him the night before in his snug shirt and
jeans showing off the tight muscular body made Steve increase the tempo on
his dick.  He closed his eyes and saw Art fucking.  A woman.  He saw the
hot waitress from the coffee shop where he and Bo stop and visualized Art
in bed naked with this woman.  His cum shot over his chest and he lay
still.

Steve had planted a deep, passionate kiss on Art the night before.  They
had killed a couple bottles of wine and a couple of beers with their pizza
and Steve reacted to the closeness of the hot handsome man.  Art returned
the heat of the kiss then broke it off and nuzzled against the young man's
thick neck.

"This really isn't what you want is it?"  Steve flopped back on the sofa.
His hard dick was obvious through his jeans.  He looked at the older man,
his thickly muscled chest and obvious hard nipples, his round full biceps
and the hard dick straining against the front of the jeans.  He rested his
hand on the hot thigh and shook his head no.  "What happened earlier
tonight, you mentioned being at your brother's apartment?"

Steve let out a long slow sigh and told Art the whole story of how Marsh
and Jack had both sucked him and he them and how it ended up that he fucked
his brother.  More because his brother seemed to want him to do it than him
wanting to do it.  In the heat of the moment he thought maybe he had
finally realized he was also gay.  But something just didn't fit.

Art sat back on the sofa next to Steve, their shoulders touching and
Steve's hand still on his thigh.  "I don't understand myself.  I love
women, love having sex with women.  But, at the same time, I love being
around guys who lift and workout and I find myself thinking how hot that
guy looks.  How handsome he is.  And wondering how big his dick is.  Then,
I think, I must also be gay."

"Was the little event at your brother's the first experience with another
man?"

"No, as a kid we had jackoff contests with other guys in the neighbourhood.
We teased each other, played grab-ass games, all that stuff."

"And now you like being around other guys who like to lift and workout as
much as you do.  You played football in school and liked to be around those
guys too. Didn't you?"  Steve shook his head yes.  "First, Stevie, being
around guys who like the same sports as you do, as passionately as you do,
doesn't make you gay.  Comparing yourself to other men, both body and dick,
doesn't make you gay.  Only makes you human, sorry to disappoint you."

"Then why do I feel, like, you know, attracted to you?"

"Cause I'm such a hot stud."  Both men paused then Art laughed.  "Get over
it.  Maybe you have some bisexual tendencies.  Do you want to have sex with
me now, hot sweaty man to man sex, our cocks grinding against each other,
you fucking me, me fucking you.  Do you?"

"No, not really."

"So, maybe you just need to think about the fact that you appreciate men
who workout and the work it takes to build those bodies."

Steve looked at Art's smiling face and turned sideways on the sofa, not
removing his hand from Art's thigh on purpose.  They talked for another
hour and a half about Steve, and being gay and not necessarily being gay.
By midnight, they were laughing like two old, long-lost friends.  Two old
friends who cared enough to hug each other and touch but who knew there
wasn't a sexual meaning attached to it.  Art made Steve feel comfortable
with his feelings toward men and made him promise that if he got the urge
to have gay sex, it would be with him.

Art left for his apartment shortly after midnight.  They had promised to
have breakfast together the next morning.  Steve had come to grips with a
lot of his feelings, thanks to Art.  He felt he was pretty lucky to have
grown up and discovered he was as "open minded" about these things as he
was.  All in all, he felt pretty lucky to have Marsh as a brother and for
the experiences he was learning about himself.

The doorbell rang and Steve looked at the alarm clock.  Nine AM.  He had
agreed to breakfast with Art at nine.  He quickly wiped the cum from his
chest and ran to the door.  Carefully opening it and standing behind it, he
asked Art to come in and wait while he showered.

"Oh sure, after we spend hours talking about male bodies you stand in front
of me naked and expect me to just behave myself."  Art made a grab for
Steve's still half hard dick but Steve jumped out of the way.

"Hey, you put a ring on this finger and we'll talk about sex."  Steve held
up his hand and Art smacked it.

"Go take a shower you tease."

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