Date: Wed, 6 Feb 2008 23:45:47 -0500
From: obando <obando@rogers.com>
Subject: Changes chapter 1 part 1

Changes
By: Crazynotes

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copying is wrong. SO please don't take from me. If there is any kind of
similiarities to other stories I apologize but it's only of coincidence.
Please know that this story is first person narrator and aslo that the
narrator changes. So when you see this:

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it means that the narrator is about to change. Please enjoy and give me
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Chapter 1. Part 1.


         " Can i get a snake bite please!!" I said as I ordered my drink
from the bar tender. The place was crowded, the music was pumping and we
all knew what we had come here on this saturday night.  My boyfriend and I
were out dancing at club Jade and were anticipatingly waiting for the grand
show. Club jade had the hottest drag show in town and all the queens were
out to come see. I was feeling good, feeling great and my man was by my
side dancing with me all night. Now at club jade, there was always
something to look at. So many good looking man to feist your eyes on and
the lesbians, oh my the lesbians, lord you know you can't fuck with
that. Club jade was like church, everyone felt the spirit and you never
knew what to expect.

"Babe why you looking at that so hard you wanna piece of that?!" Said
Diego. Diego was my boyfriend of 2 years and frankly i've had enough of his
bullshit. Just before he had caught me checking out some other guy, my mood
was great. You know how they say every relationship is amazing right at the
beginning but when you really start to get to know that person and see how
that person truely is..baby you start to forget about how it was.

"I catch you looking at so many guys all the time and i don't say
anything!" I said as I rolled my eyes.

"Yeah but I don't do anything!"

"Well neither do I!" I said as I lashed out at him.

"Baby, I'm your man and no one else!" he said.

"I know that!!!" I fired back, " but you are this close to becoming not my
man!".

Truth is that...I'm having problems with him.

"Oh your tryin' to threaten me now!" he asked with a smirk on his face. I
cannot believe this fatherfucker.

"look just chill out!" I said.

Diego was this fine 6 foot 2 specimen with a body to make you scream sex
and a cutie pie face to make you weak in the knees. Everyone in the club
checked him out and everyone knew that I was with him so I got all the
dirty looks. When I met him I thought to myself yes, yes, finally god has
brought me a man who I can be with and have babies with. He was an amazing
lover, but did he stay that way?.. nope. As time passed he turned into this
jealous overprotected bitch.

Just when I was about to say something else to him out of no where appeared
his little groupie girls who cannot get around the fact that he's gay.
These 3 catty, gangsta, hoochie mamas, who I loved soo much to hate, adored
my man. As they all approached him and hugged and kissed him on the cheek I
thought to myself, ' heh...okay bitches just try something and you'll see'.
We were standing by the bar and as I looked at his face I saw how happy he
was to see them. These 3 skimpy ass girls just so happen to bright up his
life at one sight. He never looks at me like that anymore. As they huddled
around him they completely ignored my presence of course.  Diego was just
so cosumed by them that he did not acknowledge me to include me in the
conversation. I waited for 2 whole minutes and I was fed up. I finished my
drink, slammed it on the counter and walked away. When I was far enough to
to feel that he was gonna come after me, I turned around and noticed that
he was gone. My heart was yanked out of me and stomped down into the
ground. Before anyone would see me cry, I quickly walked to the mensroom
feeling so hurt. Why am I with this asshole you ask? heh, i'll let you
ponder on that one.

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        I was feeling so sick and out of my mind. I was sitting in the
washroom stall with my head tide around my arms and my head pounding 24
times a beat. I had just finished vomiting and I had to get up. When I got
out of the washroom stall I waddled my way towards the sinks and as I was
about to turn the tap, a random person quickly appears out of no where and
bumps into me causing myself to get knocked against the washroom counter
and heads into the same stall. I didn't get a good look at that person but
I guess he had to go. I turned the tap and released some cold water and
splashed some on my face. It felt so good and refreashing as my face was
burning up. I looked at myself in the mirror and saw that I was not looking
too great. Even though I had my cute outfit on, my face did not do me any
justice. As I was about to head out back into the club I started hearing
noises coming from the stall that I just came out of. At first I couldn't
recognize what it was but then it came to me. It sounded like moaning of
some sort. When I got closer I could hear crying from the stall that the
person, who bumped into me, went into. I creeped in closer and I could
definitely hear some crying. I only had to take courtesy.

"Um....", I rubbed my temples, " Are you alright in there?" I said as I
stood against the washroom stall door.

"I'm fine, go away!"  He yelled out. Just when I was bout to throw him some
for that attitude my friend pops in and shouts at me.

"Hey girl, come on.. the party is out there not here!!" She said as I
turned around to look at her.

"Damn!!..." I rubbed my temples once more, " Tisha do you have shout so
much my head fucking hurts!" I said as my head felt like it was about to
explode.

"Well two shots of tequila will work that headache honey!" She said as she
combed her fingers through her hair and walked towards me.

"I don't think so...I'm going home!" I said as I walked towards her. At
this moment I completely forgot about mr. crying in the washroom stall.

"Kelly don't be such a party pooper!!", she said as she grabbed my hand and
proceeded towards exiting the washroom, " You haven't been out much".

Wait!" I said as I yanked my hand out of her's. I turned around and faced
the washroom stall. I looked down to see a pair of feet wearing white
shoes. I walked towards it and kicked the door.

"hey!! don't be giving that fucking atitude bitch!" I said as I spoke my
mind to that little no appreciating bastard.

Then suddenly the door opens and out comes this 5 foot about 11 inches
tall, good looking guy who had a look of death in his eyes. He had black
hair, dark eyes, yellowish tan skin tone, wearing a white t-shirt and blue
jeans.

"The hell is your problem bitch!" he said as he approached me with
vengeance. "Can't I get some peace here!"

"I'm being nice here and showing some concern to some stranger and you give
me some bullshit attitude..oh hell no!!" I fired back.

"Well I don't need your concern or help." He said as he walked past me and
proceeded to leave.

"Don't you walk away from....!!"

"Kelly Stop!!" Tisha snapped in and waved her hand near my face. "Let it
go.  He's probably just going through something."

"Man I hate gay guys the are all fucking faggots". I said as stared at him
as he disappeared into the exit. Tisha delivers a weird expression on her
face.

"Giiiirl you are in the wrong fucking place to be saying some shit like
that!" added Tisha as she laughed. "Now let's go!" She stood stretching her
arm out towards me. Tisha was my best girl and my favourite lesbian.

"Ok fine!." I said as I got myself together and went out.


Back in the main floor the place was over crowded and people were jammin'
to the beat of janet jackson's feedback. Man, that song just gets me
going. I huddled up back with my girls and Tisha had already gotten me a
drink so I gladly accepted the offer. As we danced away to the music I
looked around see who was in. Definitely the regulars and the no rhythm
having losers who stand against the walls the whole damn time. The main
show was coming up soon and by the amount of people in the club this was a
big thing. You see the drag show they got up in here is not just any kind
of drag show. It's the show where the queens let you know that you don't
fuck with the ladies on heels. Yes, and some of them look so good that it
makes a real girl fucking jealous.

As we kept dancing are asses off, I caught my eye on a certain guy that was
standing next to the bar. He looked really good and I just couldn't take my
eyes of him. He was this tall delicious looking man that problably was gay,
or taken for that matter. Or I just had no chance with him. But there was
something about him that I couldn't get to pass. He looked spanish and had
a defined body to him that made me want to jump on that shit if you know
what I mean. When I looked away from him I noticed Tisha and she was giving
me this I don't think so expression on her face.

"UH UH!!" she waved her finger at me, " I see you eye balling at that guy!"
she said as she laughed.

"What... he's so hoooot!!" I said.

"Yeah and he's gay that's why he's so hot!" She fired back. "There is no
chance there honey!"

"Well..maybe I just wanna be friends with him!" I said. "Can't i make a
friend?!"

"You've got plenty of friends bitch! You just wanna fuck him!" Said Tisha
as she made a sherade sign of tapping that ass.

"look I'll be back!" I said.

"Don't make of fool of yourself!"

"HAHAHAHAHA!" I laughed my way out of the conversation and moved in closer
to my prey. Hey maybe it'll work, maybe it won't. Some straight guys do go
to gay clubs. I don't know any, but I'm about to find out.

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       I sat down infront of my mirror to touch up my make up before would
I make my debut performance. I was looking so fresh and so fuckable that
even Diana Ross would run for money. I had my freshly defined black hooker
heels and my red body suit to hug all my curves. It was my first night
doing drag at club jade and my stomache was churning on me. I was so
nervous that when i was applying my lipstick I fucked it up. All my fellow
drag queenies were loving me and supporting me. I looked around to see the
other girls fixing their get ups and noticed a black man dressed in a tight
blue dress with a white wig, glitter all over his body, harsh make up and
the highest heels I've ever seen. That was Andy but he's drag name was
Caramel and you were to only call him by his drag name when he was dressed
that way. He approached me for a little chit chat.

"Girl you look so fine that if i was a man I'd fuck you!!" said Caramel. "
heh oh wait..I am hehehehehe".

"heh you're so crazy." I said as i faced the mirror to look at myself. I
had my big wig on and Caramel came around from behind to fixed it.

"Now Chris you..''

"Excuse me!!" I said as I threw him some atitude. Chris was my name and I'm
just a simple guy working 9 to 5 during the day but on saturday nights,
honey you better watch out. I bring it to the table with my shit.

"Oh! Sorry sweety I'm mean Daisy." Caramel corrected herself. "Now don't be
nervous cuz i don't want you to be busting no heels on my stage."

"There's a lot of people out there. What if they are tough?" I said while
my palms began to sweat.

"Well you show them som toughness back. Honey in the drag queen world there
is no mercy. You gotta do it like man." She said.

I sighed as I looked down to check if my boobs were in place and looked
back into the mirror.

"Don't worry hun you've got it." Said Caramel as she placed her hand on my
shoulders. "There are so many hopeful gay boys who wish they can be on my
stage."

"The first time you saw me you looked at me like oh, this white guy won't
be able to do this to save his fucking life." I said as I fastened my belt
around my waist.

"Well it's not because you were white. It's cuz you looked so dorky and
lanky."

"Oh thanks." I said.

"But I gave you a chance and here you are!" said Caramel as she looked into
the mirror and fixed her wig. "Well look at the time it's about to
begin. The people are hungry and urning for some heel action so get it
together and you're out in five."

I nodded her yes and she walked away. I got up to look at myself one last
time. I prepared myself and prayed to God that I will not fall. Here's goes
to following your heart.

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            I didn't bother to look for Diego since I was so upset and that
bitch in the washroom made it even worse that I was hating the world at the
moment. I was standing all alone against the wall looking for something to
happen. Many guys brushed up towards me and checked me out but I was not
interested. Oh and I'm sorry, I haven't introduced myself. My name David
Mendez. I live the life of hairsytlist and right now I have a shitty ass
boyfriend. I'm Hspanic and I come a from a religious family background. So
you know that I'm already going to hell. I'm 24 years old and curently live
with my shitty ass boyfriend who's 27, Diego. My life is half okay but my
family still don't not know who I truely am. A flamming diva. Anyway, my
relationship with Diego has been great but recently it's been kind of
rocky. Lately I've been feeling uneasy and unappreciated. I can't stand man
who think it's what they say but really it's what they do and they don't
know what they are doing. Have you ever been in a situation where your man
is acting a fool and you want to end it but you just can't do it? Well,
maybe for me there just hasn't been a severe moment in my life that would
cause me to leave his dumb ass. But if I saw him right now I would let him
know who he's fucking with.  I think I just need to take the samurai out of
me and stab hs ass. That would be the icing on the cake. But, right now I
came here for one reason and that is to enjoy my life right now and try to
get over this mess. Lord knows there are too many to men in world to be all
fucked up on one.


They finally made the announcement that the show was about to begin in just
a few and that there will be a new queen to rain down on us. Can't wait for
that. Shit, some of these Drags have been a little dried out and need some
flavour in their lives. The host was this guy named Andy but everyone knew
him as Caramel. Oh caramel you work it girl. When I decided to move in
closer a felt a tug from my arm and it felt like somone was holding on to
it. I turned around to see...

"JERMAINE!!" I said as I was so happy to see my best friend." Hey babe what
are you doing here?"

We gave each other a big strong hug which is what I needed.

"Hey you know I can't miss the show. It's like church!!" he said.

"HAHAHA you know it!!"

"Where Diego?" he asked. Oh he just had to ask.

"Oh with his bitches somewhere. Can you believe that fool completely
ignored me when they came up to him!!"

"Didn't I tell you dump his ass!" he protested.

Jermiane was my best friend since high school and we've been like brothers
ever since. He's a sexy black cutie pie and a year older than I. He's 6
foot tall good looks made many heads turn.

"How's the kids?!" I asked.

"With the husband finally... I have some time for myself." He answered. Oh
did I tell you he's aslo married. which also means that I hate him.

"That's good!! I'm glad your here." I said as he came in closer. " I was
about to go crazy..."

"LADIES AND GENTLEMEN!! GIRLS AND GIRLS!! PLEASE WELCOME YOUR LOVELY AND SO
DIVINE HOST...CARAMEL!!!!!"

Finally the show starts and everyone is all shouting out for joy and
anticipation.

"HEY EVERYBODY WELCOME!!" Said Caramel. Of course as always she looks so
good and a booty to make you say uuuuuuuuuuhhhh.

"HELLO HELLO HELLO!!! WELCOME TO CLUB JADE AND AS YOU KNOW I'M
CARAMEEEEEEEEL!!"

The whole crowd shouts out her name in unison.

"TONIGHT WE BRING YOU A NEW DIVA TO SET THE STAGE AND TO YOU SHOW A GOOD
TIME!!" says Caramel as she stretches her arms out. "SO PUT YOUR HANDS
TOGETHER AND PLEASE WELCOME.....MISS DAISYYYYYYY!!!"

"Daisy?!" I said to Jermaine. We both looked at each other as the lights
dimmed low and we couldn't see anything. The music starts playing and of
course it's no other than Beyonce upgrade you. Sorry Beyonce but you've got
the best drag queen songs.

Suddenly the lights shines on this long legged specimen with a tight red
body suit and the highest heels i've ever seen. She had 4 back up dancers
all dressed in black and dancing a beat to beyonce. The crowd begins to
chant as this girl worked it and pumped and pushed and snapped it. This
girl knew how to do it. It was a white guy and I was so amazed at how well
he or should i say she was doing it. I begin to dance and hollering
out. Jermaine echoes back.

"Yo she is killing it!!" Jermaine yelled into my ear.

"Oh yeah!!" I yelled back.

They copy some of moves from the video but hey what can you say. Beyonce
went crazy made a video for every song on her lastest album. When it came
to Jay-Z rapping she took one of the back dancers and worked her grind to
the lucky buy. The show was fun and that red bodied suit diva served us a
good plate. Three more acts came after that and they totally brought it
home. Sometimes I think to myself ' hey maybe I should to that'. But, a lot
of competition. Especially if it's infront of a big crowd on Caramel's
stage. You know she don't just take anyone. She wants the best. When the
show was over and it was back to regular partying, I decided it was time
for me to go home. I've had enough fun and drama for one night. I bothered
to look around for Diego but I did not see him. I was truely disappointed
and hurt. Just wait until a confront him. Jermaine walked me to the exit
and kissed me on the cheek goodbye. Of course I was not leaving him all
alone. He did see his other friends which were party drunk heads and all I
wanted to do at this point was to go to bed.

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        I can't believe this! It actually happened. When I came up and
talked to that guy he was so opened and too friendly with me. I was
thinking okay maybe Tisha is right I'm just going to make a fool out of
myself and he repsonded so ...what a straight guy would. As I walked
towards this man he had his back towards me. It's so happened that the DJ
was playing Justin Timberlake's song Sexy Back and damn he had a sexy
back. When i finally got closer enough I took a deep and finished my
drink. i tapped him on the shoulder and he quickly turns around.

"Hi there." I said in a sexy tone. He looks up and downd at me and smiles.

"Hey." He responds.

"I was looking at you all night and I was feeling a little lucky so I had
come over and introduce myself." I said as I was a little tipsy.

"Oh is that right?"

"Oh Yeah!" I said as I winked at him. "I"m kelly" I said as I offered my
hand and again he looks at me up and down. Here I'm thinking that I'm so
going to get rejected in the wrong way.

He smiles, "I'm Diego."

"Oh Diego.. what a nice name." I said as I was being all flirtacious.

We start chatting and we immediately clicked and the conversation flys. We
get to know each other a bit and talk about the drag show and anything that
came to mind. Hey if this guy was actually going to take interest in me I
needed to give it all.

"So you here all alone?" I asked.

"Well now I am."

"Heh what do you mean?" I asked all dazed and confused.

"My boyfriend ditched me." He said. OH shit and here I was thinking I was
getting lucky and he drops the bomb.

"Oh I didn't think you were gay..''

"Well I'm bisexual and well.....now that I'm talking to you I'm good." He
said. OOOOOOOOOOHHHH JACKPOT. I'm going with him tonight.

Miss Tisha was wrong and my gut feeling was right I found a straight man in
gay club and you know what. It feels so much easier this way.

"hey! It's too loud over here do you wanna go somewhere else?" I asked with
anticipation.

He was standing there thinking, " uh..yeah sure."

OH thank you Jesus!!!



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