Date: Fri, 14 Dec 2001 17:23:16 EST
From: Draginacht@aol.com
Subject: Fanatsies For Life

Disclaimer: The following is a work of fiction and any resemblance to real
people or events is purely coincidental.  The story contains graphic
descriptions of sex between men. Anyone who is forbidden by law to read such
material must stop now.  This story is being posted to the Nifty Archive
solely for the enjoyment of its readers.

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Several days had passed since Chris returned home from visiting his long lost
buddy in Charleston, SC. Their meeting had been like old times and it lifted
Chris' spirits. He had just turned off his computer after reading some new
stories in the Nifty Archive. 'You know, every time I read some of those
stories I think I could write one of my own. I have some pretty good
fantasies I could share.' The more he thought about it, the more encouraged
he became. Story fragments had rattled around in his brain for several years
but he had no idea what to do with them until he discovered Nifty and saw
what other writers did. Chris restarted his computer and began typing. He had
no idea what the title should be, perhaps that would come to him during the
writing.

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Chapter 1

Rick grew up in a small midwestern town, population 16,000. It was one those
towns where everyone knew everyone else's business. In addition to Rick's
immediate family of two parents, an older sister and younger brother, he was
surrounded by all four grandparents, and a host of aunts, uncles, and
cousins. Sometime between age 9 and 10, Rick became aware that he was more
interested in what boys had between their legs than what girls had between
theirs. He was also astute enough to figure out that none of the men in his
family and none of the boys he played with shared the same interest. He was
out of the mainstream and it might get him in trouble if anyone found out.
So, he learned to hide his interest. He found himself checking the crotch of
every man and boy he knew but was never able to learn anything from that.

One day Rick was invited to joined a couple of his friends to play in their
tent. When he arrived, he met a new boy his two friends had invited from the
other side of town. After playing for a couple of hours, his two friends had
to do something else for a short time and said they would be back in about a
half hour. No sooner had they left when the new kid said, "You want'a see my
penis?" Rick was surprised by the kid's bravado but jumped at the chance.
"Sure! You want to see mine?"

"OK."

Both boys stood on their knees, unzipped their pants which fell to the
ground, and lowered their briefs. Rick's pulse was racing; the excitement was
intense. He looked at the boy, who was smiling, and then lowered his gaze.
When he saw the boy's penis he stared in wonderment. He thought it was
beautiful. It stuck straight out about three inches but something seemed
different.

"Oh, you're not circumcised." the boy said with surprise in his voice as he
looked at Rick's penis.

"What'a you mean? What's that, circum what cha callit?

"Circumcise. You still have your skin. See?" The boy reached out and held the
tip of Rick's penis and moved his foreskin around but did not expose Rick's
glans. "I don't have mine any more."

Rick's eyes darted back and forth between the penises. That's what was
different. "How did you get that?" he asked.

"The doctor cut it off after I was born."

"Did it hurt?"

"I don't know. I was a baby. I was still in the hospital."

"I'll bet it would hurt." Rick commented.

"Go ahead and touch it." the boy encouraged, and Rick reached out his right
hand, extended his index finger and touch the tip of the appendage. "Go
ahead, take it in your hand; wrap your fingers around it. It won't hurt you."
Rich added his thumb to the other side of the boy's penis, holding and moving
it around. It was stiff like his got sometimes. Then Rick slowly wrapped his
hand around it. He liked it. He was mesmerized by it. He looked up and smiled
back at the boy. "Can I touch yours?" the boy asked. Rick just shook his head
yes and the boy reached out and wrapped his hand around Rick's penis which
was now very stiff. The feeling of another hand on his penis took Rick's
breath away. It felt so good he couldn't believe it. The boy started moving
his hand up and down Rick's shaft and the feeling was indescribable. Rick
thought he should reciprocate so he did. As the boys stood on their knees
face to face stroking each other's penises, Rick was suddenly overcome by a
feeling that almost made him faint. If he hadn't already been on his knees
they would have buckled. The spasm caused Rick to squeeze the other boy's
penis real hard. Rick recovered soon enough to watch the other boy's head go
back, his mouth open, and he grunted as he also experienced orgasm.

"Wow! Wasn't that great?" the boy asked with a grin from ear to ear.

"Yeah!" That was all Rick could say. He was a little dumbfounded by what had
happened.

"We'd better pull our pants up before the other guys get back" the boy said
as he reached down and grabbed his briefs and pants and raised them up. Rick
copied what the boy did and by the time Rick's two friends returned, they
were playing like nothing ever happened. Rick had a lot of questions he
wanted to ask but decided better.

Rick never saw that boy again. But his imagination sure went into overdrive.
He certainly couldn't ask his parents about circumcision so he went to the
library and look it up. Once he found what he was looking for he also found
other things he never thought about but were certainly interesting. What a
great place the library was. Rick was able to satisfy his curiosity at the
level consistent with his age and physical development. The library would
prove to be a source of limitless education as his body grew and his
interests and imagination expanded.

When Rick was 12 years old, he and his friend Roger who lived up the street
were playing in the woods. Roger said he had to pee and without pausing to
check with Rick, he reached into his pants, pulled out his penis and began to
piss. Watching Roger pee stimulated Rick's need so he followed suit. When
Roger finished, he continued to play with himself until he was hard. At this
point in Rick's life the slightest thought of another boy's dick caused his
to get hard. He was now masturbating several times a day. So watching Roger
pulling his pub was more than enough to encoutage him to follow the lead. The
boys watched each other jerk off when suddenly Roger ejaculated, sending a
shot of cum arcing through the air and landing on the toe of Rick's shoe.

"Wow!" Rick exclaimed. He could hardly believe his eyes. He was standing at
about four feet away and Roger's cum had to travel that far to reach his
shoe. He had never seen another boy cum before and this really excited him.
"How long you been doing that?"

"About three weeks." Roger said with an immense amount of pride in his voice
at what he could do. "Can you do it?"

"Not yet, but I'm working on it. I practice all the time. How about you?"

"I do it several times a day. It's great." Roger said as he pulled a leaf off
of a low handing tree branch and used it to clean off the cum that was
clinging to the head of his penis.

Rick was so impressed with Roger's accomplishment he had stopped stroking his
own penis and it was now soft so he put it back into his pants. In addition
to being impressed, he was also embarrassed and just a little bit jealous.
Roger could cum but he couldn't. Rick had read about ejaculation and expected
it would happen soon. The fact that Roger could and he couldn't also made him
angry and motivated him to increase his efforts.

Two nights later, as he was laying in bed having his evening jerk while
remembering the sight of Roger shooting cum four feet from the tip of his
dick, he sensed his impending orgasm approaching but this felt strangely
different. He continued to stroke as his body began to quiver and jerk.
Suddenly he let out an uncontrolled moan as he orgasmed. It was much stronger
and more intense that anything previous and he felt a kind of pressure in his
groin. Then he felt something wet on his hand and he became excited. Rick
used his left hand to turn the light on  because his right hand was covered
with something sticky. When he pulled the covers back and saw the creamy
liquid he wanted to run and tell the world. 'I did it! I finally came! Yea!
Yea!' But he stayed quiet hoping nobody had heard his loud moan. The only
thing he had to clean up the cum with were his cocks so that is what he used.
He hoped his mother would not notice anything when she washed them.

The next day Rick's penis seemed to be perpetually stiff. He needed to jerk
off but being in school deprived him of the opportunity. He was not able to
get relief until he went to bed that night. Planing ahead, he unrolled a lot
of toilet tissue and hid it under his pillow.  He waited until he was sure
everyone else was asleep then he closed and locked his door and placed a
towel across the bottom so no light would shine through. He crawled back into
bed, turned on the light, pushed his pajamas down to his knees and retrieved
the toilet tissue from under his pillow. He was ready. His penis was so hard
it hurt. He wrapped his right hand around his dick and began stroking. He
liked to see his foreskin slide down exposing his glans and then cover it
again on the up stroke. He lay on his left side and was immensely excited to
watch himself beat off. Soon he began to feel that strange feeling at the pit
of his stomach. Then his body began to jerk again and the pressure built in
his groin. A few seconds later he watched a glob of pale liquid spurt from
the end of his penis and land in the tissue he was holding in his left hand.
His body was convulsing and he moaned uncontrollably. Moments later he
exhaled, his eyes closed and he lay back in the bed completely relaxed. He
quickly sank into  a deep sleep. He awoke just after 3:00 AM. The light was
still on and he was still holding the cum soaked tissue in his left hand. and
he was hard again. Rick turned off the light, dropped the tissue on the floor
by the bed, got up and removed the towel at the bottom of the door, unlocked
the door and climbed back into bed. After laying quietly for a few minutes,
he picked up a sock and began to masturbate. Moments later he was shooting
fresh cum onto his sock. He thought the quantity was more that time. He
turned on the light for just a moment to confirm he actually shot more cum
then turned the light off and went back to sleep. This was going to become
the nightly ritual for some time to come.

Rick soon learned that at school he could get excused from class to go the
bathroom and get relief. From the sounds coming from other stalls he figured
he wasn't the only one. Sometimes he would see other boys entering or leaving
a stall at the same time. They were careful to never make eye contact and
always looked guilty. Rick realized that fantisizing about what the other
boys were doing helped him cum sooner.

When Rick moved on to Junior High School he met many boys from other parts of
town he had not seen before. Near the end of eighth grade he developed a
friendship with Todd, who lived not far from the school campus. That summer
they went swimming, played baseball and basketball, rode bikes and started
playing golf. They genuinely liked each other and a strong friendship
developed. Rick began fantisizing about Todd's body, especially his cock.
About twice a month one boy would spend the night with the other because it
was convenient to the activities they planned for the next day. On one
sleep-over things took a more interesting turn.

Todd only had a standard double bed instead of twins or bunks. So, the boys
slept together but there was plenty of room. The boys, wearing their briefs,
were in bed and the lights were off.

"Rick." Todd whispered. The walls in the house were not very thick and Todd
was always concerned his younger sister might overhear what they talked about.

"Yeah." Rick whispered back.

"I'm horny."

"Me too."

"I need to jerk off, you mind?"

"Not if I can do it with you." Rick answered. He had always been curious
about Todd's dick and judging from the way Todd filled out his briefs he must
have a pretty good sized one. Rick decided he was going to feel Todd's dick
before the night was over. "Are you stiff yet?"

"Yeah. How about you?"

"let me feel." Rick said as he reached under the covers and made a direct hit
on Todd's erect prick.

"OHHHH!" Todd exclaimed well above the whisper they had been using when
Rick's warm hand grabbed his dick through his briefs. Todd jumped about a
foot off the bed. "Ohh Rick." Todd whispered again. "What are you doing?"

"I want to see if you're hard, and you are." Rick replied as he began to
massage Todd through the soft cotton. "Feel mine."

Todd was practically immobilized by the pleasure he was experiencing from
Rick's hand. His was the only hand that had ever touch his prick and Rick's
hand felt so much better. He felt Rick move next to him so their hips and
shoulders were touching. Todd felt Rick take hold of his left hand and placed
it on top of Rick's crotch. He could feel Rick's hard penis pulsing through
his cotton briefs and he closed his hand around Rick's penis. Just as nobody
had ever touched his dick, this was his first feel of anybody else's. He
couldn't take his hand away from it. He squeezed and massaged it. It felt
different from his. It was interesting.

"Let's take our underpants off." Rick said as he released Todd's shaft and
placed his fingers under the waistband and began to push the front of Todd's
briefs toward his knees. Todd let go of Rick's shaft and couldn't move fast
enough. He grabbed his own briefs and push then all the way down and off his
feet. As he was doing that, Rick was losing his briefs too, only much faster.
As Todd was laying back he felt Rick's hand encircle his dick and gasped. If
Rick's hand felt good through cotton, it was ten times better in the flesh.
Todd marveled at how exciting it felt to be touching Rick's skin. Their hips,
legs, torsos and shoulders were touching and Rick's arm was laying across
Todd's abdomen as he massaged Todd's prick which was turning into steel. Todd
had never been that hard.

Todd nervously moved his hand over Rick's abdomen searching for his dick. He
found it just where he expected and wrapped his fingers around it. Rick's
dick felt different than his own. The head was partially covered with skin.
Todd began to feel around more and let his fingers slide down and fondle
Rick's balls. He gently separated them to better feel each one and compare
with his own. Rick must have liked this because he moaned and began to do the
same thing to Todd. Both boys were beyond the nervousness, they were now into
adventure.

"What's this?" Todd whispered as he felt the skin covering the tip of Rick's
prick.

"That's my dick, stupid." Rick replied.

"Yeah, I know that, stupid. I mean, what's this skin?"

"Oh. That's foreskin. I read that all boys are born with it but sometimes the
doctor cuts it off like they did to you. They left mine on."

"Yeah? I don't have any so they must have cut mine off. Why do they do that?"

"Don't know." The two boys were quiet for several more minutes as their hands
continued to get better acquainted with each other's equipment. Finally Rick
spoke. "Without foreskin it's kind a hard to jack off, isn't it."

"It has to be wet. I use spit. What do you do?" The wheels began to turn
faster inside Rick's head.

"I use spit too." Rick lied. Rick's foreskin allowed him to masturbate
successfully without any lubrication. But he had an ulterior motive for his
comment. "Here, let me get you wet." Rick said as he sat up then leaned over
and took head of Todd's dick into his mouth and began swirling his tongue
around covering the glans with as much saliva as he could produce.

"OH, GOD!" Todd exclaimed as he raised up on his elbows. "What are you
doing?" Rick managed to get a good taste of Todd's penis before let go of it
by swallowing the saliva. He also sucked it like a straw just to see what it
would be like then he deposited a large quantity of more saliva.

"I was just getting spit on it like you said. OK?" Rick began sliding his
hand up and down Todd's shaft.

"Uh hu." was all Todd could manage in response as his brain became overloaded
with sexual stimulation far beyond anything he ever imagined. Todd was lying
on his back with his right hand around Rick's prick As Rick continued sliding
up and down Todd's shaft Todd began to writhe, moan, shift his hips up to
meet Rick's stroke. Very quickly Todd convulsed and grunted and his balls
released the largest load of cum they had ever produced.

Rick felt Todd squeeze his prick hard at the same moment he was grunting and
convulsing so he slipped the palm of his hand over the end of Todd's dick to
catch as much cum as he could. Todd shot about five spurts and most of it
dribbled down onto Todd's abdomen. When Todd was finally calm Rick released
Todd's penis and brought his cum covered hand to his face. First he smelled
it. "Awesome!' he thought. Then he licked his hand for his first taste of
strange cum. He had already eaten his own many times. Rick really liked the
taste. The fact it came from his best friend made it taste even better. He
licked his hand clean then reached over, scooped up more from Todd's abdomen
and swallowed it. Quickly he grabbed his briefs and used them to wipe up the
remainder of Todd's cum. Todd was just beginning to return to reality.

"WOW!" he whispered loudly. "That was great!"

"You do me now." Rick said as he lay back and relaxed. "You have to get me
wet first."

"Do I have to?"

"Well, yeah! I got you wet didn't I?"

Todd hesitated. "OK." he finally said as he sat up in the darkness. His hand
was still around Rick's hard penis so he leaned over and lowered his head
toward where he knew his hand was. His lips found his thumb so he knew
exactly where Rick's penis was, right in front of his nose. He sniffed. It
didn't smell bad so he moved closer, stuck his tongue out and licked. There
wasn't any real taste. However, he wasn't quite ready to open his mouth and
swallow a penis. In stead, he collected a good quantity of saliva in his
mouth and dribbled it on the head of Rick's tool and began stroking it. Rick
was somewhat disappointed that he failed to get his prick inside Todd's mouth
but the sensations he was experiencing from Todd's hand was awfully good. As
Todd stroked, Rick's imagination drifted back a few minutes earlier when he
actually sucked Todd's cock into his mouth. He imagined how it would be if he
could continue and take all of Todd inside. That was too erotic.

"Umph! Umph!" Rick began shooting his wad onto his abdomen and Todd's hand.
Todd continued stroking, even after Rick finished ejaculating. "Oh, oh, stop.
It's too sensitive." He held Todd's hand firmly, preventing him from stroking
but still holding his penis. After resting for a minute or two, Rick returned
to reality. Todd was still holding onto his cock. "Wow!" Rick whispered.
"That was really something. What'a you think?"

Todd didn't speak for a moment. "Yeah! I liked it too. Let's do it again some
time. OK?"

"Sure. Uh...if you're finished with my prick, can I have it back?"

"Oh...yeah. I forgot." Todd said as he released Rick's penis. His hand was
covered with Rick's cum. "What do I use to clean this up?"

"Hear, give me your hand." Rick said. He took hold of Todd's wrist, guided
the cum covered hand to his mouth and licked it clean. This caused a lot of
conflict for Todd. He was surprised that Rick was eating his own cum and it
almost turned his stomach. He also found the sensation of Rick sucking his
fingers into his mouth and tonguing them and licking the palm of his hand
very erotic. He began to get hard again. However, Todd was also a curious
teenager.

"You eat that stuff?"

"Yeah, been doin' it for a long time. Don't you?"

"Nah. That's gross."

"Well, if you haven't tried it, how do you know it's gross?"

"I'm tired. I'm going to sleep." Todd said, avoiding a reply to Rick's
question. But, he didn't go to sleep. He lay thinking about what they had
just done. He thought about the head of his dick being inside Rick's mouth,
even if only for a second. He thought about Rick eating his own cum and
wandered it he could do the same. Maybe he'd try it some time.

Rick found his briefs and used them to wipe the cum from his abdomen. He
didn't have a change for tomorrow so he'd get a real charge wearing them with
both his and Todd's cum caked on them and close to his body. That experience
provided more ammunition for his jerk-off fantasies for days and nights to
cum.


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Chris stopped typing and returned to the beginning, looking for errors. The
spell checker was a big help. Reading through his first attempt at such an
endeavor gave him a good feeling. Now he had other things to do so he saved
his work, quit the application and shut down the computer. He wanted to think
about this for a few days.