Date: Thu, 25 Jul 2013 08:40:20 -0400 (EDT)
From: Writersparody@aol.com
Subject: John was my fix

John was my fix.

I have to be straight from the onset and say I simply love to take oral.
And give too. I enjoy that more than anything but if it leads to other things
 then that is a bonus.
But it simply has to be with John. I am besotted by  him. I have suffered
and ached  so much since he just stopped coming on a  prearranged date and I
could not discover why. He was my fix.
He was on the  way, driving the five miles from where he lived with his
mother to where I  lived. When he was a bit late I eagerly phoned him and he
said he was on the way  and wouldn't be long.
That was the last I heard from him until recently. That  was two whole
years ago and he never told me why he didn't turn up when he said  he would and
that he was looking forward to it.
The only thing I can think of  is that he got fed up of our brief sessions
which had to be squeezed into two  hours whilst my wife was away doing her
WI bit.
Don't get me wrong, I do love  my wife but the sex went out of the window
long ago when she had to have her  womb removed, which consequently put her
off of any contact.
Although she was  willing to do things for me that eased my frustration it
was never the same.  Around about that time I got to talking tom guys on the
internet, mainly on the  Utopia pages and realized I had a deep leaning
which I had never really  discovered until I met John on the net.
One thing led to another and when we  arranged our first meeting in a
supermarket car park I doubted of he would turn  up, because already I had one or
two guys that didn't, who were all talk and no  action.
But he was there, I recognized his car registration that he had given  to
me and immediately we gelled,
>From that moment forward I was taken by him  and for the first time in my
life I realized my true leaning.
We both knew  what we were about because we had talked about it so many
times online and just  putting my hand down between his legs and feeling him
was something that came  naturally and when he didn't resist I just carried on
enjoying the feel of him,  both of us focusing onto each other's eyes in a
way which seemed so wonderful  and good.
Then when he unzipped for me it didn't take long for me to hook him  out.
He opened his thighs and pouched down his briefs to give me better access
and it was so wonderful, the feel and the smell of him. I realized straight
way  that I had met my guy. I massaged him for a time I was getting the feel
of him.  It was so nice and very erect. I saw the black vein running along
the center  which was rather becoming and I did the things I would do to
myself, cupping and  squeezing him there, touching his glans as I teased back his
foreskin. Next  moment I was sucking him. He muttered and moaned something
about how good it was  and I felt him take a hold of his shaft and massage
it into  my busy  mouth.
It was the start of something that became a real necessity every tome  we
met. It was like a drug, I just could not do without my regular cock suck. It
 was simply lovely and divine and, even after we'd parted, I could still
smell  him in the palm of my hand. I did not wash my hands - I wanted still to
smell  him in bed, imagine I was still sucking him as I gently massaged
myself into a  beautiful climax.
I told him later as we got to know each other more and he  said to massage
him with a hanky I could save for later and pout under my  pillow.
It was those little things that meant so much, John was so  considerate and
I remember that first time we mutually sucked, It was heaven on  earth and
he loved it as much as I did.
Our first time in the car however  ended abruptly. John was very careful
not to let anyone see us and when a woman  came around pinning leaflets to the
windscreens he urged me to stop quickly as  he out his still thr9bbing well
sucked cock away..
We talked about where we  could simply have some privacy. He said his place
was out because he lived with  mum and didn't want her to find out about
that side of him.
And I was married  so that was awkward too. What should we do? I suggested
we find a country lane  and pull in a lay by or something but still he was
concerned someone would see  us.
I said I would work something out and he let me have a final feel before
he  drove off and we made our promise to keep in contact.
I want that  Peter I really do, so work something out soon huh?"
Walking home from the  place he dropped me I put my hand to my face to
smell him in my palm.  I  rolled my tongue around in my mouth and tasted his
scent still lingering there.  It was delightful and I had e very lusty night
that night wanking myself off it  seemed ever hour.
My God I just had to be with John and soon. Such was his  charisma. I had
never known such a strong urge to suck cock. It was so lovely to  feel and to
taste his contours in my mouth and suck him to my heart's content.  He
never climaxed because of the interruption but I wanted that. I would take  him
into my mouth I knew that, I would suck him all up and more, suck and ball
him silly and if that meant he wanted to fuck me then so be it. I was
curious to  discover just how that would feel to have a large stiff erection
pushed up  inside me, I would gladly let John do that if he wanted.

I phoned him the next day. I said that my wife goes to her WI club once a
week and that would be a good opportunity if he didn't mind coming around to
my  place.
"That will be lovely Pete. How long will we have?"
I told him about  two hours
"I think we could do some real wonderful things in two hours eh  Pete?"
Just the thought and as we spoke we both admitted getting a  swell.
"I wish you could be here right now Pete, I have a real lovely one for  you.
"
I went along with that. Told him how I wanted to suck him like  crazy.
I heard a begin to breath heavily and realized he had cum.
"See  what effect you have eon me Pete?"
But I was busy too and delivered a real  hot handful which was so lovely.
"Let us make it 7pm Friday evening then  John" I said
"Perfect" he replied eagerly. "Can I just ask you something  Pete?"
"Sure."
"Do you fuck, I mean would you let me fuck you, I would  like that?"
I shook with excitement. This was going to be wonderful.
"Of  course, I will be ready for you John"
"Great I will look forward" he said and  the next two days when so slow.
Me imagining i just how it would be, how it  would feel with that gorgeous
seven inch thick cock wedged up key ass, But I  wanted it, I really did.
Just to feel that which I had sucked and enjoyed so  much entering my body was
a beautiful tho9ught. I came twice in the loo  thi8nking about it and then
again when having a shower.
"You are a long time  in there?" My wife questioned but told her I was
fine and  was just  enjoying the new shower unit I had fixed in the day before.
Me thinking how good  it would be to share a shower with John again
It all went well, our little  arrangement and we certainly discovered lots
of ways of enjoying each other to  the full. The first time he fucked me was
over the edge of the bath and I wanted  to be all ass for him, putting my
head down into the bath and letting him have  the best penetration of me open
legged.
It felt so hard and I thought he'd  never make it at first.
"You are so tight Pete, I love a good tight fuck,  Have you any Vaseline to
help the way?"
I said it was in the medicine  cupboard and it was nice feeling him grease
me up, pushing his fingers into me  and twirling it around the way he did.
It felt good though. When eventually  it entered me I just have yelled. He
stopped and asked if it was  okay. I  said yes and not to stop., Then he let
go, straight up into me and no messing.  It hurt like hell at first but
then, after the initial shafting it felt numb and  responsive and I helped him
by moving my hips to his motion and we had a real  nice gratifying fuck.
I looked around and saw him going down in his knees,  the next thing he was
sucking me out where he had just fucked,. So this is how  it was going to
be, after that and still aching from his fuck I took his still  seeping cock
and sucked it dry, squeezing his balls as well. It was divine the  that
taste gorgeous..
That took care of our first two hour session which went  perfectly and we
looked forward to the next one.
But now back to the present  I had missed John for two years. But now we
had found each other again.
He  confessed he had been with another guy who had a beard he didn't like
and all he  wanted to do was mutually wank. But he was so glad I was able to
contact him  again  over the net because he had lost my number and felt
awkward about  running up out of the blue.
But it didn't matter too much because all I  wanted it to have him again
the way we were, to suck him and feel his wonderful  fulfilling deep fuck
inside me.
"It look just as good as ever" I complimented  when he dropped his jeans
for me.
"There it is then, all for you "he said and  I remember he always said
that and U was happy to help myself which he liked  too.
I kneeled rolling it in my palms, smelling the odor of sweet cock again.
Then, stroking his length as it started to pulse up and down. That was so
good,  Then the first lick, running my tongue along its length and underneath
those  beautifully defined balls and squeezing them in the process.
"Not too hard  Pete. Remember how you hurt me once?!"
I located my head under and beneath  his thighs as he opened for me, that
gorgeous bunch hanging down like grapes  just asking to be sucked, licked and
balled. It was very gratifying and then I  yearned for the taste of cock
again. Easing back that foreskin to reveal the  beautiful red orifice and that
lovely p-hole just waiting to be sucked and  spoiled.
The taste was earthy and pungent, his pre-cum tasted like the sea,
dripping down my chin as I gave him the most beautiful slow sucking I could  render
enjoying ever minute, the utter feel of his knob between my lips and lots
of deep massage into the bargain until I felt his fingers find me again.
He  wanted me across the edge of the settee and fucked the ass off me like
there was  no tomorrow.
We had a lot to make uo for and his spanking was divine as  always. I
wanted to be all quality ass for him for ever and ever and no  mistake.
He fucked me and fucked me and then the two hours were up. But I was  left
completely gratified as he threw on hogs gear and made for the door.
See  you next Friday Pete.
"Haven't you forgotten something? I asked.
He smiled  knowing immediately what it was.
"Come on then, use your handkerchief this  time I am all out for them!"
He unzipped and there it was again, my heavenly  shaft of delight. I gave
him a quick wank and he was soon there for me, I had  the taste and the smell
of him all in one and placed the hanky in its special  place under the
pillow on my bed..