Date: Sun, 19 Aug 2001 01:55:36 +0100
From: Mike Rushton <maggot.2000@ntlworld.com>
Subject: Josh's Wake Up Call - Part 1

SLAM

The door finally closed.  Josh just slumped his firm slightly tanned
seventeen year old body back onto his bed and sighed.  He thought his
parents were never going to leave him alone.  He knew that they were going
to miss him now he had left home, but there's saying goodbye, and there's
saying goodbye.  Josh just lied there.  The room was quiet.  There were
boxes all over the place, and were there weren't any boxes, there were
carrier bags filled with tapes, videos and c.d's and loads of other bits of
paraphernalia.  This was it, this was his time, he had made the decision
and now he was living with it.  He was on his own from this moment on.

Lying there he felt an overwhelming sense of relaxation and peace within
himself.  He reminded himself of all the times he had wished for this day.
The freedom and self- dependence he had yearned for was here, and he knew
he was going to love it.  But what now? He just lied there, the comfort he
got from peace and stillness soon turned to emptiness.  He didn't know what
made him think about it, but he couldn't help but remember what it was like
standing outside his best friends empty abandoned house, just staring, not
wanting to move but not wanting to stay.  Sure it had been over two years
since gavin had disappeared, and he had made plenty of good friends since,
but in the same way that Gavin had left him in the lurch back then, he now
felt that he had done the same to his new best friend, Alex.  He turned his
head to the phone lying next to him.  Was it too soon to ring friends at
home, should he wait and let them miss him for a while, he Came to his
senses picked up the phone and dialed.  A weary and tired voice answered
the phone.

"Hello?"

"Have you ever wondered what it would feel like to have a kitchen fork
thrusted into your eyes...?"

Josh hissed down the phone in the style of some of the bad horror movies
that were out at the time, Alex perked up, much to Josh's delight, as soon
as he heard his voice.

"Mate!  How you doing, what's the new place like?"

They engaged in enthusiastic conversation just like they were both in the
same room, their eyes glowing as they always did, both trying to anticipate
what the other is going to say next.  Josh could just see Alex sitting
there on his ramshackle basic room, obligatory fhm posters stuck up all
over the place, wearing his usual tracksuit and t- shirt combo that he had
been trying to master over the summer break.  His hands running through his
sun-in bleached golden blond hair, and that cheeky smile that you always
know what he is thinking when he pulls it.  After a good ten minutes Alex
adapted a voice that Josh hadn't heard before, from him anyway.

"I'm not going to see much of you any more am I?"

Josh wasn't sure how to answer this, he didn't want to say that they would
see each other all the time, because he knew that it would be a lie, but
then he couldn't imagine letting go of one of the best friends he had had
since Gavin.  He remained quiet for a while and then suddenly blurted out

"What are you doing tomorrow?"

"Nothing much, got some work I was going to do before I go back" Alex said
trying to figure out where this was going.

"Why don't you come round and stop for a couple of nights, we could go out
and get pissed, who knows meet some rich women!"

Alex didn't have to think twice before accepting the offer, he was hoping
that Josh would offer, but didn't want to sound like he was desperate to
see Josh.  They made their plans and hung up both with cheeky smiles on
their face.  Josh thought about Alex, he smiled and remembered the good
times, which wasn't hard because rarely was there a bad time.  Alex
remembered the way him and Josh had sunken a whole bottle of whiskey whilst
on a coach tour, rendering Alex unconcious and leaving Josh to clear the
gallons of sick that Alex produced over the remaining six hours of the
journey.  Josh was reminded of the first time when he stopped at Alex's
house and they stayed up until four o clock talking about nothing at all,
just keeping each other awake while giggling like school boys.  Alex then
remembered the first time when he stopped at Josh's house, and he shared
Josh's bed rather than sleep on the pathetic excuse of a mat on the floor.
Josh remembered when in the morning he turned over to see Alex standing
there in the doorway with the proudest of hard ons he had ever seen, whilst
with a grin that a three year old child would give when caught looking for
his Christmas presents.  Josh paused, why did nothing enter his mind at
that point, why did he just smile and lay down?  Alex wasn't trying to hide
anything, Josh could see his proud seven inch throbbing dick just standing
there, waiting to be attended to, waiting to be put in his moist mouth and
taken back and forth by the caressing lips, perhaps now and again flinching
when Josh's teeth catch his foreskin in a moment of concentration lapse.
Alex watched the landing and quietly closed his door, making sure everyone
was down stairs, and not able to interrupt him.  Josh couldn't believe how
easy it was to imagine Alex standing in his room, with his tanned toned
body just standing there with that killer smile and proud erection.  He
started stroking himself slowly, he would take his time on this one,
enjoying every second of it that he could.  Alex made himself comfy on his
bed, undoing his pull string on his tracksuit and lowering his boxers to
reveal an already excited dick, standing proud and tall, waiting for the
treatment.  He pictured the first time Josh stopped over and they shared
his bed because his sister took the spare room.  He felt Josh's warm soft
skin pressing up against him, as his wrist started moving faster.  In
Josh's mind Alex was now lying on him, kissing him passionately, just like
when they were drunk once and dared each other to get off with each other.
Josh laughed at all the times and opportunities he missed.  Could he really
of been that dumb?  Alex could feel the sweat pouring down his forehead has
he pumped himself harder and harder, he was finding it easier to get into
this wank than any he had before, his dick rock solid pulsing and just
waiting for the explosion.  Josh used his free hand to start caressing his
butt hole thinking about that firm dick of Alex's bobbing, waiting to enter
his ass, he could picture the concentration and pure pleasure on Alex's
face as he slowly placed his dick inside Josh's tight hole.  Josh pulled a
face of strain and pleasure as his fingers mimicjed Alex's rock hard dick
entering.  Alex couldn't hold on for much longer, in his mind Josh was now
bobbing his head up and down on his dick, the warmth of his mouth, the odd
groan of pleasure being heard now and again.  Alex tensed for a second and
then a mass of cum just shot out of his pulsing dick.  The warmth he felt
on his stomach and chest gave him a sense of comfort and relief.  He just
lay there breathing heavily twirling the cum around as if he was drawing
pictures in it, not for one second did he stop thinking about Josh.  Josh
couldn't believe how intense it felt when he came, for the first time he
couldn't help but give out a small yelp of joy when he came, thrusting his
pelvis like Alex was sitting on his dick and he wanted to reach the back of
his teeth.  Josh lay there with a huge smile on his face, he just relaxed
in silence, just thinking of some of the images and trying to store them
away for another time, but he would have something new to think about
tomorrow, he would be back in Alex's company.

Josh has slept well that night, his previous day's activities had put him
in a good frame of mind and he was ready for his guest.  He was having
quite a vivid dream, he could heard the door to his bedsit slam closed and
then suddenly Alex was in bed with him, he could feel his warmth and
imagined the clean fresh smell that he loved about Alex, he felt secure, he
felt safe.

"Alright, bitch???"

A voice made him jump out of his sleep, he awoke with a start to see that
indeed Alex was leaning over him in his bed smiling.  Josh continued to
wake up as he realized that he wasn't actually dreaming.

"How the hell did you get in here?"

"The front door was open so I thought I would suprise you!" Alex said as he
started putting all his bags and things in the corner of the room.  Josh
looked at his watch to see that it was twelve o clock, he had slept all the
way through his alarm, although he didn't mind the way he was awoken, he
liked the fact that when he woke up the first thing he saw was Alex's
fresh, handsome face.

"You don't have to get up if your still tired, I am pretty much nackered
myself, we could have a bit of a doze if you want, give us more energy for
tonight!"

Alex jumped beside Josh and made himself comfortable.  Josh settled down
again and smiled.  Alex rested his head on Josh's chest and they just lay
there talking about Alex's journey and things that really didn't matter but
they just wanted to talk to each other and be in each other's company.  In
the end they both nodded off, Alex first and just as Josh was dozing off he
felt Alex's arm reach over his chest and hold him.  Josh couldn't stop
smiling, this is where he liked being, this is where he wanted to be, and
he wanted this moment to last forever!

The town was hot tonight.  There were people everywhere buzzing to get the
weekend into full swing.  Josh knew that they were going to have to get an
early start if they were going to get into somewhere decent to spend the
night, so they started getting ready at seven o clock.  As there was only
one shower between the two of them, and that was situated in the corner of
his bedsit, he knew that they would have to take turns in getting ready.
Alex was really starting to buzz, looking forward to the night ahead, he
grabbed his bags and pulled out some fresh smart clothes which he had
packed for the sole purpose of tonight.  He started getting undressed.

"You want me to pop out while you get ready?" Josh asked innocently.

"Don't be an ass, I won't be long, just chill why I have a shower."  Josh
just smiled and sat on the sofa which was placed facing away from the
shower and started reading a magazine he had bought in town.

"You got a spare towel I can nick, I forgot to pack one" Alex asked, josh
just pointed to a pile of bags where he had dumped everything so there was
some space in his room.  He looked up to the pile to see if Alex had got
one only to be greeted by Alex's firm ass, and shrouded dick, just hanging
freely.  Josh jerked back to reading his mag, hoping that Alex hadn't
noticed that he had been caught, which Alex hadn't noticed, he was just
rummaging round carrying on as usual.  Josh felt a stirring in his pants,
but tried to concentrate on his mag.  The shower was switched on and he
heard Alex scramble into it.  Josh was safe.  Alex kept speaking to josh
from the shower, josh tried to just keep his eyes forward, but it was hard,
his imagination was running riot, the image of Alex bending over, just made
him want to run over and slip his dick into that firm ass and just pump
away there and then, no hesitation, just pure power fucking.  He could see
Alex's strained face as he slowly worked his ass faster and faster, then
when he would be finished Alex would break into his virgin ass and start
caressing his prostate, screwing his face up with every blow, and then they
would both let out huge cries of joy when he came inside Josh's ass.  Josh
imagined what it would be like to feel the warm liquid flowing into him,
making him feel like Alex and he had become one.  The temptation was
becoming too much.  Josh then caught a glimmer of light in the corner of
his eye.  It was a mirror, Josh's heart began to pound as the mirror just
happened to be reflecting a perfect image of Alex in the shower, he could
stare all he wanted and Alex wouldn't have a clue, he chuckled to himself
and continued to pretend reading his magazine whilst all the time gazing at
Alex's gorgeous body, covered in soap bubbles and being rubbed and cleaned
to a glisten.  Then Josh noticed something, Alex was now washing his dick,
using both hands to flick it left then right, but he was staring at the
back of josh, he even noticed that Alex seemed to get a semi as he
constantly fondled himself as he washed.  Josh couldn't believe that he saw
Alex playing with that nice fat cock, getting excited about it, watching
josh.  Josh wanted to turn around, he wanted to walk up to that shower and
get in it with him, so they could soap each other, rub each other, feel
their skin pressing against each other, warm, soft, sensual.  The shower
switched off and josh actually started to read the mag for the first time.
Alex now had the towel wrapped around him tightly as he slumped in the sofa
next to Josh.

"Your turn!"  Alex said with that killer cheeky grin.

"Here you might as well use this towel, save your washing" almost as
quickly as he said it he had whipped the towel off, and again exposed his
body, this time in full view of Josh.

"Oh my god, put it away!" Josh exclaimed, not knowing why he really said
it, perhaps it was he pre programming coming through, the way in which he
had been brought up to react, even though all he really wanted to was take
that huge thing in his mouth and suck it like you would a thick shake.
Alex just laughed and began to get himself ready.  Josh got into the shower
and started soaping himself down.  He could still smell the soft and clean
smell of Alex lingering in the shower, he knew that smell, sometimes when
he missed Alex he would just grab a pillow that Alex at been using and
smother his face so he could feel like Alex was right there with him, and
the comfort that brought was something he had never felt before, not even
for gavin.

The boys started their way into town, groomed for the night, ready to take
on whatever laid before them.  Although Josh wanted Alex so badly, he also
wanted to pull that night.  It had never crossed his mind how he could like
a boy so much, yet still want relationships with women.  He never thought
it a bit strange that he would jack off to the image, the sight of another
man, but he could also get pretty intimate with a girl if he wanted to, and
he wanted to, but he also wanted Alex.  It had been the same for a couple
of years now, he never quite fancied anybody male to do anything, it was
just the idea that turned him on.  He had strangely never questioned his
sexuality aswell, it just happened to be part of his life that he liked
boys aswell as girls.  He knew that people had been questioning him since
he started high school.  How could anyone with so much energy and
friendliness not be gay, but they usually kept the questions quiet because
the knew that they didn't want to loose him as a friend no matter who he
was.  He was too important to too many people to upset him, they would
rather just carry on as everything was normal rather then piss josh off and
risk loosing him as a friend, but josh knew what they were thinking, he
could see it in their eyes, but in josh's mind it wasn't a problem.  In
josh's mind he was straight.  A straight guy who enjoyed the sight of other
men, it would be another year before this became even remotely apparent to
him, but for now he was happy the way it was.

The night was theirs.  People all around them were in large groups, but
that didn't matter to Alex and Josh they were having the time of their
life, and nobody was going to spoil it for them.  After the first few shots
of jack daniels the music began to take over.  They let themselves be
controlled by this deep force within to go with the music, follow the
rhythm, follow the beat.  The music died down for a second and Alex just
stared at Josh, wiping the colossal amount of sweat off his eyebrow,
laughing and trying to get some of his breath back.  They could have been
the only two people in the whole room for all they cared.  Josh looked at
his watch, ten thirty, and he knew exactly what that meant.  Suddenly a
cheesy disco beat blasted from the speakers, everyone around got up and
went mad as the disco beat kept pumping, Josh was in his element.  Sure he
was a good club dancer, and he loved club tunes, but when the old classics
started playing, this was his territory, he knew them all word for word.
Nutbush, Disco inferno and the tune that was making everyone pound the
floor now, its raining men!  Josh gave it his all, a group forming round
him and Alex as they sang till their voices became croaky.  Josh looked in
Alex's direction for a second to see Alex doing an oral examination of
another girls mouth, cheered and clapped to congratulate his friend on his
fine catch.  But what was this, she had a friend, Josh looked at her as he
gave it hell, she looked back and he decided to go and try and talk to her.
He would start by talking about Alex, that is always a good place to start,
just to register that your interested, although she didn't looks like she
was that easy, he might have to work hard on this one, he would probably be
lucky if he got off with her he thought!

It had been a long time since Josh had been given a blow job, and it seemed
that this wasn't the first time for her though.  He just smiled to god as
he pushed her head back and forward.

"Do you feel like getting a pizza in a bit" Alex quipped as he stood next
to Josh with his catch of the night tending to his rock solid dick.  Josh
smiled.  He looked down at Alex's catch, every now and again he got a
glimpse of that great big proud cock of Alex's.  Josh's girl moaned as josh
got harder than he had ever been before, he just stood there with his eyes
closed, thinking not of the girl down their but of Alex.  He started to
thrust a bit into the girls mouth, sometimes causing her to choke a bit but
that didn't stop her.  Alex pretended that he was cradling Josh's head in
his hands, he could feel Josh's strong large hands grabbing onto his ass,
his fingers slowly making their way found to his bum hole teasing it,
playing with it just before he started to finger fuck him as he was sucking
him off.  Alex started to sigh, He could feel josh tending to him with his
warm smooth mouth, whilst he ran his fingers through josh's soft black
hair. He wanted to look down to see josh there but it would ruin it to see
some girl on her knees, so he turned his head and opened his eyes to get a
glimpse of josh.  Wham!  Their eyes came into contact like a magnet
attracting a nail.  They weren't just looking at each other they were
looking into each others eyes, into each others mind.  Alex tried to turn
away but he couldn't, he saw in Josh's eyes a power that he had never seen
before, they glistened in the moonlight.  Josh wanted to say something
funny to brake the moment, but all he managed was a stutter.  Suddenly Josh
did manage to brake loose of the enchanting stare as he grasped the girls
head and shot his load straight into the back of her throat, seconds later
Alex followed, both the girls pulling out and catching their breath,
neither of them had seen the exchange between josh and Alex, if they had
even they would have questioned the intensity in which they were staring at
each other.  The boys turned their attention back to the girls, but neither
of them could stop thinking about what had just happened.  There was
probably more said in that look in each others eyes that they ever would
dare have spoken about.  After about an hour or so the girls said they had
to get home, so they said their good-byes and went along their ways.  There
was pure silence on the way home.  It wasn't an uncomfortable silence, it
was the type when both of you know there is nothing that needs to be said,
they just enjoyed the walk home.  Josh started to think about the look.
What would happen now, he started to get images of as soon as they walk
through his front door kissing each other passionately, slowly undressing
and landing on his bed.  He heard the fast breathing and fumbling around as
they tried to get more and more of each other, and no matter what they did
they didn't have enough.  He saw how Alex started kissing all over his
body, starting to nibbling at his nipples, how he could feel Alex's huge
cock pressed hard against his.  But what then, would he and Alex still be
able to be friends, what if it got weird, what if Alex was not looking at
him, but just trying to figure out what he was looking at.  Shit, what if
he was wrong about everything, was the fact that Alex wasn't talking to
him, not because he was enjoying the moment but because he was afraid,
afraid of what Josh might be.  Perhaps he was shitting himself that Alex
thought he had to spend the night in the room of someone who watches him
get a blow job.  Josh started to panic, he tried to think of something to
say, anything to try and gauge what mood Alex was in, but he couldn't think
of anything!  Alex noticed his panic.  Had he upset Josh, had he freaked
him out by staring at him.  What if he was thinking there was something
wrong with him?  What could he say to get himself out of the situation.
Why would anyone look at their mate when they are getting a blow job?  Why
was he staring, he asked himself.  They reached the front door and went
inside.

"I'm just going for a piss!" Alex said as he got through the front door.
Josh lay on his bed thinking about what had happened.

Alex was staring at himself in the mirror for a while.  He looked drunk, he
knew this cause he looked like shit!  He thought about everything, the wank
over josh yesterday, the way that josh pretended to be reading his magazine
when he was in the shower, he tried to put it all together.  He took his
smoke ridden clothes off and stared at his body in the mirror.  He caressed
his golden body, admiring himself and wondering if this is what Josh really
wanted.  He started rubbing his dick and began tugging at it.  He watched
how the foreskin moved back and forth easily revealing his bright purple
bell end to the open air, and how it felt the cold when he did pull back
far enough.  He thought what it would be like to see Josh's ass stretch
when he inserted this huge thing, and how Josh would yelp at first when he
would have to move slowly in and out, but how after a while he could get
some speed up.  He had already come once tonight because of Josh, he
suddenly thought to himself, well why not again?  He had a quick wash and
sprayed some aftershave.  Fuck it, he thought, I might as well try.  He
started tugging harder at himself to make sure he had a full on erection,
then he turned off the toilet light, took a deep breath, and went into
josh's room.  He just stood their in the darkness, the moonlight
highlighting his chest and throbbing cock.  Josh was just lying their on
his front.  He went over to look at josh, his eyes were closed, he was just
about to jump on the bed when he held himself back.  After a pause he
thought to himself that perhaps it would be better if he didn't wake Josh
up, it had been a long night, perhaps it would just be better if he went to
bed.  His throbbing cock had now settled down, and he climbed under his
covers and tried to get comfy.  Josh opened one eye, Alex had gone to bed,
he was safe from any questions that might have arised, it was a good job he
thought of a way out, it might have been a bit awkward if Alex had known he
was awake, but still he wished that they could have fallen asleep in the
same bed and shared each other like they had done earlier in the day, but
perhaps it was for the best, perhaps?

To Be Continued