Date: Mon, 31 Oct 2005 23:47:33 -0800 (PST)
From: S R <simply_ryan3@yahoo.com>
Subject: Loving James part 2

Disclaimer: This story contains intercourse between two
consenting adult men. Leave if you are offended, under 18, or if
this is illegal for you to read in your community.

Constructive criticism is appreciated, but be gentle. Also,
THANKS for all the great e-mails I received. Simply_Ryan3@yahoo.com


Loving James 2


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With a sigh, I sat on the bed and glanced at the clock on the
night stand. It was 5:13pm, in ten to fifteen minutes he would
be home. Then . . .

Lost in my thoughts, I did not hear the apartment door open nor
see him walk into our bedroom.

He paused for me to acknowledge him, when I did not, he slid
onto my lap.

"Matt, I'm home." He whispered against my chest.

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James's voice broke through the fog that had cluttered my mind.
Every senseless doubt was erased. He was home.

I drew him closer into my arms and breathed in his scent. He
smelled sweet, not like chocolate but like . . . "Honey."

I felt him smile against my chest before he asked. "Honey?"

"Yes." I smiled and raised his head. "Honey" Then froze as I
felt a blast from his gaze.

With those piercing blue eyes he could see me. Not the Matt that
everyone saw as confident, but the Matt that felt incomplete
without him. Was it normal to feel this way about one person?

"Do you want some honey?" He smiled back. "I think I have some
in the kitchen cabinet."

"No." I leaned down for a kiss. "You smell like honey."

James blushed and pressed his lips against mine. "You're silly."

It never ceased to amaze me that after all the things we have
done, he still blushes at my words. He was simply precious. I
ran my fingers through his hair and deepened the kiss. My tongue
slid inside of his month and caressed his. He tasted like honey
too. I needed more.

Slowly, I explored his month as if for the first time but that
was also not enough. With a groaned I reached down between his
legs and rubbed his cock. He tightened his grip on my shoulders
and moaned into my mouth.

Slightly aroused I released his month and ran kisses down his
neck. Latching onto the skin right next to his collarbone, I
sucked.

James gasped and wiggled in my lap. "Please. . ."

I moved away from his neck and up to his ear. "You know the
rules." Then I nibbled on his earlobe.

I was not a mean person. We had both felt a need to express
ourselves so we created rules.

There were three rules in our home. Silly as they were, we lived
by them. One, complete love and trust from both sides. Two, one
must ask in order to receive. I personally liked this rule
because it could apply to anything.  Three, if anything happens
to one the other would not follow. We both agreed on the first
two rules and after weeks of stubbiness James agreed to the
third. But I fear that if something were to happen to me, he
would follow.

"I want . . ." James moaned as he drew my attention away from
his ear and to his mouth.  "You."

I brushed his hair out of his face. "Are you sure?"

He swallowed, then met my eyes. "I want all of you."

That was all I needed to hear.

I placed him on his feet and undressed him. His tie, shirt,
undershirt, slacks, belt, briefs, shoes, and socks all created a
pile on the bedroom floor. I took my own clothes off and added
it to his pile. Finally, we both stood naked.

We had both seen each other naked countless times, but today was
different. He never looked more beautiful.

I pulled him to me. "I want a kiss."

James leaned up and kissed me lightly on the lips. Then he did
something that I usually had to initiate, he opened his mouth.
So, I part my lips and allowed him access.

Now fully aroused I broke the kiss, picked him up and placed him
in the middle of the bed.  James looked like he was about to say
something, but stopped when I began to kiss his body. I started
at his lips, moved down to his neck, lingered on his nipples,
and ended up at his cock.  His 6 1/2 inches, cut cock that I had
measured myself.

I wrapped my fingers around his cock and leaned in. James moaned
and wriggled as I licked him. He raised his head slightly then
cried out when I took him deep into my mouth.

"Matt . . . "He pushed his hips upward. "More."

Slowly, I slid my tongue down the underside of his cock, then
lifted my head. I needed more. I pushed his legs up slightly and
moved down to his hole. He looked down at me, lust filling his
eyes as I flick the tip of my tongue against his hole.

Pulling him closer to me, I pushed my tongue inside of him.
James ran his fingers through my hair then clutched it tightly
when I went deeper. I knew he was ready for more.

I moved my tongue out of his hole and slowly replaced if with a
finger. Once I was in, I paused for moment then leaned in to
lick around his hole as I gently pushed the finger in and out.
With my other hand I had to hold his hips.

James moaned and opened his legs wider. "Please . . ."

I knew what he wanted so I pushed another finger into him.
Twisted and stretched them. James grabbed his cock and started
to rub it.

I moved away from his ass and grabbed his hand. "Don't touch."

"But . . ." He gave me a wounded look and bit his bottom lip.
"Need you."

I pulled away for a second and reached for the lube and condom
that I had placed on the night stand. Just call me Mr. Prepared.

James watched as I placed the condom on my cock, then timidly
took the lube out of my hands. "Let . . . . me."

He body slowly turned red as he rubbed the lube on my 8 3/4 cock.
And yes even his cock turned red when he blushes.

I took the lube out of his hands. "Thank you." Then settled
between his legs.

James closed his eyes tightly and once more bit his bottom lip.
I gently cupped his face and kissed around his eyes. "Baby, I
need to see you." When I did not get a response I rubbed my body
against his and licked his lips. "Don't hide from me."

With those words James opened his eyes and gave me a shy smile.
"I'm nervous."

I smiled down at him and leaned in for another kiss. "Me too."
Gently, raised his legs to his chest and pressed my cock against
his hole.  "It will hurt in the beginning." Slowly I pressed in.
"But once the pain is gone you're going to feel me. Deep inside
of you."

James tightened his grip on my arms and gasped as my cock head
squeezed inside. "Matt."

He was so tight and warm that I had to pause to keep from
pushing into him. I took a deep breath and continued to enter
him slowly. I did not want to cause him more pain.

"Matt." James drew in a sharp breath as I slid fully into him.
"It hurts."

I leaned down and brushed my lips against his. "It's going to be
okay, just try to relax and breathe.  I won't move until you
say. I promise."

James gripped my arms and closed his eyes.

Patiently I waited and pleaded with my body to honor this
promise. Two minutes into the wait, I took a deep breath and
closed my eyes as the need to move filled me with pain. He was
so tight and . . .

I shook my head to get away from those thoughts and replaced it
with ways to ease James's pain. Kisses from his face to his neck
and lightly caressing his body made James groan.

He finally opened his eyes and caught mine. "There's still pain
but there's something else too." Then he moaned. "I can feel you
beating." He reached down and touched were I entered him. "You're in so deep."

I bit my lips as his touch and tighten almost made me break my
promise.

"Matt." He pushed down and stared up at me with lust filled
eyes.  "Love me."

I lowered my head to kiss him as I withdrew then slowly pushed
into him, enjoying the incredible sensation of his warmth and
tightness.

Over and over, I pushed into him, stopped, pulled nearly all the
way out, then pushed all the way back in.

James reached up and grabbed my hair. "Please . . ."

I could tell he was close, so I pushed deeper. A minute later he
cried and shuddered with pleasure as he came. I came right
after, but continued to move for a few seconds until the last
spurts of cum have left my cock and filled the condom.

I leaned down and kissed his lips, his neck, his shoulders, and
his ears as he panted underneath me.

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With both of us still breathing hard, I placed a kiss on his
lips and patted his but. "Be right back." Rolled out of our bed
and went into the bathroom. Dropping the used condom into the
trash can, I grabbed a towel and went back into the bedroom.

>From the bed, James gave me an exhaust smile and for the first
time he did not blush at my nakedness. Instead he stared at my
body openly almost as if he was memorizing it.

With a grin I walked to him. "See that wasn't so bad."

He moved his eyes up my body and to my face. "I . . . I liked
it." Then he blushed.

I ran my fingers down him stomach and then grabbed his cock.
"Did you now?" Before he could answer I turned him onto his
stomach and moved his legs apart.

He looked over his shoulder at me and with an aroused expression
asked. "Again?"

With the wet towel I wiped myself from his body. "No. I don't
want you to get too soar." I did want to fuck him again. My cock
could still feel his tightness, but I knew he needed to rest.  I
finished wiping him and took the towel back into the bathroom.

I paused as I enter the room. Damn he was beautiful.  His body
was . . .

James glanced down at my cock as I approach the bed and notice I
was hard. "If you want . . . we can. . . "

I turned him to his side and crawled behind him.  "That okay I
just want to hold you."  I pulled him against my chest and
kissed his ears. "I liked it too."

I could not see his face but I felt his entire body light up.
All this time I had doubts I never realized so did he.

Minutes later he turned to face me. "Matt." Eyes heavy with
sleep he leaned up for a kiss. "You taste like . . . honey."

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I awoke around 3:00am and for about twenty minutes I watched
James sleep. My heart ached as I realized that he had given me
his most precious gifts. First his heart and now body. I brushed
back his hair and I placed a kiss on his lips.

Why could taste honey?

Slowly, I untangled him from my arms and eased out of our bed.
There were some notes I had to go over for work. I grabbed my
boxer and went to the spare room. Since we never had guest that
stayed the night, we had turned the spare room into a little
office.

An hour later I stared at the computer screen in disgust. I was
a project manager of a computer firm that just bought out
another. The company we bought, in my opinion, was a waste of
time and money. Their software was out of date and there were
chunks of files missing. It would take at least four months
before their system would be integrated with ours. We should
just . . .

I paused in mid thought as I sensed someone watching me.

I looked up from the computer screen and saw James in the door
way. He had a blanket wrapped around his slender shoulders and
my night shirt clutched in his hands. Timidly he leaned against
the door.

My work forgotten I held out my arms to him. "Come here."

I could not help but smile at the sight of him, hair missy
and eyes half closed with sleepiness, as he walked toward me.

Without a single word, he crawled onto my lap, and nestled up to
me.

Voice thick with sleep he leaned up for a kiss. "Missed you."

I wrapped my arms around him and brushed his lips lightly. "I
had some work to do."

A disappointed expression appeared on his face. "Sorry for
interrupting." He clutched my night shirt to his body and moved
to get up.

"No." I pulled him back into my arms slightly aroused by his
nakedness underneath the blanket. "Always interrupt."

"Hold me . . ." He signed as he pressed his head to my chest.
"Just for a little while."

I kissed his forehead and pulled him closer. "Okay."

Overwhelmed with love for him I felt my heart pause. Once again
I asked my self was it normal to feel this way about one person?


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To be continued.


Loving James
Copyright 2005 by Ryan