Date: Mon, 19 Mar 2001 23:10:21 -0500
From: Frank Foley <amysplace@mediaone.net>
Subject: Passing Time

Passing time and writing it down.

Whenever I 69'd with a guy, I always liked being on the bottom.  That way
his cock always went deep into my mouth, especiallly with Vic whose cock
seemed so big in my mouth that the only way I could breathe was to take it
all into my throat and gasp for air inbetween the times it pulled out then
pushed back in!  Vic does have the largest cock I've ever had in my mouth,
just about 6 inches, maybe a little more.


That makes me think about the cocks I have put in my mouth.

Steve's was 5 inches or so.  I was 12 at the time and he was 15.

Ray's was 5 inches maybe, and uncut, the only uncut cock I've ever sucked.
I was 12 and Ray was 14.

Bob's cock was fat, the fattest, but not too long.  I was still 12 when I
sucked his cock and he was 16.

Vic came next 5 years later.  He has the biggest cock and the one I've
sucked the most.  I was 17 and he was 38.

Leo I sucked only once when we were drunk.  Small cock.  I was 22 and Leo
25.

Dick has a cock that turns towards him, about 6 inches, a bit less I think.
I sucked his cock when I was 27.

No-name I sucked when I was 32.  He had a real small cock!

George has a small cock, 5 inches at the most and less really!  When I fist
sucked his cock I was 35.

No-name 2 had a small cock, 5 inches at best.  I sucked him when I was 37.

Lucky has a cock like most I've sucked, around 5 inches.  I was 42 when I
sucked him.

Billy has the second biggest cock of all.  Probably 6 inches, but no more.
I was 43 when I put his cock in my mouth.

Gerry also has a small cock, 5 inches.  I was 44 when I sucked him.

There's a story that goes along with each of the 12 guys I've sucked.  Or,
something that happened which made it special enough for me to remember.
I'll try to be short and tell you about some of them.


Steve first got his cock in my mouth by betting me he could wrestle me to
the floor and stick it in.  Of course he succeded.  Steve had no trouble
getting his cock in my mouth after that and he was the first one I asked to
let me suck him.  Once his grandmother opened the door and saw us.  I was
laying on the floor on my back with Steve sitting on my chest, his legs
pinning my arms and his cock in my mouth.  She just laughed and closed the
door behind her.

Being the first cock in my mouth, there were other firsts that went along
with it.

Steve was the first one I sucked with him standing and me on my knees.

He was the first guy I asked to cum in my mouth, but he never did.

When Steve asked me if I'd suck some of the other guy's cocks in the
neighborhood I said no, and that was the end of that.  At the time I didn't
want anyone to know I had sucked a cock, but thinking back, I wish I had
the balls to tell him I'd suck the other guys, because I probably would
have ended up sucking 4 of them at the same time which I've never done.

I sucked Steve's cock, he never touched me.

On the 12 or so occaisions I sucked his cock, I'd say it went into my mouth
a couple of hundred times.

Steve never came in my mouth.


Before I go on, I want to explain that even though I know it's impossible
to really know how many times a cock has gone into my mouth, not how many
times I sucked someone, I get a kick out of trying to figure it out.  So,
at the end of each person's story, I like coming up with a number!


Ray's uncut little prick ended up in my mouth shortly after I stopped
sucking Steve's.  The first time we took turns sucking each other's cocks,
but somehow after that it was always my turn.  I probably sucked Ray's cock
4 or 5 times, but other than the fact that it was the only uncut cock I've
had in my mouth, I'll always remember the time I was with him in his house,
Ray laying on the couch and me kneeling with his cock in my mouth.  What
I'll never forget, is that while I'm sucking his cock like that, a noise
behind me makes me turn around real fast and I see his mother who had just
come in.  She had closed the door already and was standing inside the room,
but looking down so as to make it look like she hadn't seen us.  When she
looked up I was still on my knees and Ray was pulling up his pants.  Ray's
mother caught me, there was no doubt about it, but she pretended that she
didn't and never said a word.

Ray's cock crossed my lips 20 or so times I'd say.

Ray didn't cum in my mouth.

Bob, or Bobby which I called him, got his cock in my mouth when we were
hanging around the tracks.  Somehow we ended up betting on who could hit a
can with a rock first.  I all of a sudden said that if he hit it first I'd
suck his cock.  I had to miss it twice on purpose so he could win!

What I remember about Bobby is that his cock was real fat, not real long,
real fat.  After I lost our bet I pretended to challenge him with some fact
about anything and as soon as I lost I'd say something like, "Shit!  Now I
have to suck your cock!".  That didn't last long.  In no time I had his
cock in my mouth every time we were together.

Besides Bobby's fat cock, I remember the time we were in his room on the
bed.  The door was closed and Bobby was laying on his back reading a funny
book.  Everyone was home, his mother, his sisters, some of their friends
and there I was on the other side of the door, laying on my belly between
his spread legs with his cock in my mouth and sucking away!  All of a
sudden the door flys wide open and in runs his sister.  Bobby covered his
prick with the comic book instantly and yelled at her to never come in like
that again, then told her to leave.  She didn't say a word and I really
don't know what kind of a look she had on her face or what she'd seen,
because it happened so fast that I didn't have a chance to move.  I only
know that his sister ran into the room and saw Bobby laying on his back
with the funny book over his crotch, and me laying face down between his
legs with my face an inch away from the funny book.  She never said a word
about it to anyone.

Bobby never touched me.  I sucked his cock and he let me.  That fat cock
slid along my tongue about 200 times I'd guess!

Bobby never came in my mouth.

Five years passed without me putting a cock in my mouth.  When I did, it
was the cock of an older guy I knew through high school,Vic, I was 17 and
he was 38!  He sucked my cock first after giving me 3 or 4 handjobs, then
one day I grabbed his cock and we stood facing each other jerking on each
other's cock.  I didn't suck him that time, in fact it wasn't until another
4 times later that I did.  He was real good about not making me
uncomfortable.  If I wanted to hold his cock while he sucked me it was ok,
he didn't make me feel like I was supposed to suck him or that he expected
it.  Sometimes he'd suck me and then lay on his back while I played with
his cock, then suck me again.  Finally after a few times I put his cock in
my mouth.  At the time I had no idea that this would be the biggest cock I
would ever have in my mouth, and the cock I'd have most in my mouth.  It
was also the cock I'd suck on and off for more than 30 years, and it got
bigger each year!

So many stories!  The first guy I 69'd with, one of only two and just once
with the second!  Vic and I 69'd alot when I was young, but after 2 or 3
years we seldom did it.  While I'm reminded of this I have to tell you!
Many years later when I'd been sucking Vic's cock for awhile, Vic got
excited and jumped off the bed.  He told me he wanted to 69 so I layed on
my back and he knelt over me.  Vic's cock had grown big by now, nearly 7
inches long, and he was so turned on, especially when he started sucking my
cock, that his cock got hard as a rock and so big that I thought it would
rip right through his skin.  Well, I look up after his leg crosses my face
and see this huge stiff cock swinging above my face.  A second later Vic
moves his hips, then drops it into my mouth!  I'll never forget it!  It was
so big and my mouth was so full that I couldn't breathe.  I stretched open
my mouth, hoping to get a gasp of air, and as soon as I do Vic pushes it
right down my throat!  His crotch was pressed down on my face, I couldn't
move, his cock was buried down my throat, all I could do was lay there with
my mouth wide open and full!  I felt my neck stretch and swell from his
cock in my throat, it was like being nailed to the bed by my head and neck
with a huge stake.  When he pulled it out I got some air, I had to because
as soon as he pulled his cock up to where the head touched my lips, he
drove it right back down my throat with one quick push.  I felt so
helpless!  But I'll tell you, I not only never felt like that before, or
again, it was the best feeling I've ever experienced.  I've never been
taken like that!

Vic's cock went into my mouth so many times that it's impossible to evcn
begin to count, at least 5000 times I bet!

Vic came in my mouth 3 times the first year I sucked his cock, but so
little that I didn't realize he'd cum until someone really did cum in my
mouth.  It was the taste that made me realize Vic must have cum in my
mouth.


Leo and I got drunk and I just told him I'd suck his cock after we started
talking about sex.  It was small and the only time.  What I remember
though, is about 10 years later, when I was with Leo and his girlfriend,
she looked at me and said that Leo told her I gave better head than her.  I
was stunned and said nothing, then left.  I now wish I'd joked about it
with her, because I probably would have ended up sucking his cock right
there with her watching!  Leo did not cum in my mouth.


No-name 1 was a friend of Vic's.  One day when I was over his house sucking
his cock, Vic let him in and the 2 of them started kissing as they stood in
front of where I sat.  No-name was about 19 years old and I was around 40,
and when I him take off his clothes and stand naked with Vic, I got off the
chair and kneeled down.  I started sucking Vic, then the kid, back and
forth, but I stopped after 5 or so minitues.  I would have gladlly blown
the kid and let him cum in my mouth, Vic was getting old and I knew he
wasn't going to cum in my mouth, he never did, I just sucked his cock, but
the kid's cock tasted salty and I thought he was dirty so I stopped and
left.  No-name did not cum in my mouth.


Dick was an old friend I'd not seen for years.  Then one day when I'm over
his house, he tells me he likes men.  He gives me a blowjob, but I leave
without saying anything about me having sucked cock.  I see him again a day
or two later, and this time when he is sucking my cock I tell him I've done
it too and ask him to let me do it to him.  I sucked his cock but he didn't
cum in my mouth, I'd cum twice in his mouth by now.  Then the next day
we're in his car and I tell him I want him to help me live out a fantasy of
mine, I want to let someone cum in my mouth so I know what it's like.  Dick
does and I consider him the first guy to cum in my mouth even though Vic
had done it before.  But when Vic came I didn't even know it.  I even had
to ask Dick if he came the first time.  He was offended that I didn't know.
I think that had alot to do with the fact that after that time it was me
sucking Dick's cock when we were together, he seldom sucked mine.

Dick had me suck his cock every time he saw me.  At first he'd ask me, then
after 3 or 4 times he'd just take his clothes off and tell me I could suck
his cock.  A couple of nights he had me suck him until he came in my mouth
twice!  Another time he took me for a ride up the highway and told me to
blow him.  I actually didn't mind!  I just did what said without
hesitating.  After awhile I got used to him telling me what to do and ended
up liking it.  I always thought Dick got mad when I asked him if he came in
my mouth that first time.  He first started telling me to suck his cock
because he was mad and he was getting back by taking control and using me.
But when Dick saw I did what he said so willingly, I think that made him
take control even more.  Now he ordered me to suck his cock and I did,
whenever he said, right then, even in the car.  Without realizing it I
liked it!  Then after awhile I expected it!  But Dick liked to rub my face
into the dirt once in awhile to make him feel good.  Once, when we were
talking about how it felt to be fucked in the ass, I've never been fucked
in the ass, he looked at me and snapped, "I only fuck girls!".  Then
without saying a word, he took off his clothes and sat down.  I didn't say
anything either.  When I saw him undress and sit down without even looking
at me, ignore me completely and start reading some magazine after he sat
down, I stood there and looked at him.  I remember saying 'fuck him' to
myself as I stood there.  Then, without a word, I walked over to him, knelt
down and spread his legs with my hands, then sucked his cock until he came
in my mouth and got up and left.

Dick's cock was in my mouth at least 400 times.

Dick came in my mouth at least 25 times.

No-name 2 I met at a bar after I caught my girlfriend making out with some
guy.  My real girlfriend was at home, we lived together, this one was just
for fun.  When I saw her with the guy, I went right to a bar I knew gay
guys hung around and asked the first guy I talked to if he'd like to go
down with me.  I took him out to my van in the parking lot and blew him.
He had such a small cock!  I remember that after he came in my mouth I told
him he tasted good!  He gave me a real disgusting look and left.


George has a small cock, 4-5 inches, and it only came in my mouth once.
But on and off for more than 6 years, I sucked and put it in my mouth.

Things I remember about sucking George's cock are many.

I was sucking his cock one night when my wife pulled up outside.  I took
his cock out of my mouth, went down and talked to her, telling her I was
drunk and staying there, then after she left, went up to George's bedroom
and sucked his cock again.

I sucked his cock in his room while people were in the room below us.
Girls would come to the door while I was sucking his cock.  He'd let them
in and come back upstairs.  I'd tell him to be still.  I'd get on my knees
and suck his cock for a minitue, then go downstairs and give the girl a hug
and a kiss, telling them how great it was to see them!

There were times when George would sit downstairs naked in a chair while I
knelt between his spread legs and sucked on his cock.  The chair was right
in front of the door, which would be wide open.  Anyone coming up the
stairs couldn't miss seeing us as soon as they got to the top.  Most of the
time it was dark outside when I sucked him in the chair with the door open,
and the room was all lit up.  Sometimes George would sit on the kitchen
counter with his legs spread and me bending over in front of him sucking
his cock.  George was always naked when I sucked him and I was always
dressed.  The kitchen windows had no shades and there was a house next to
his just up the hill.  Anybody coming or going from that house had to come
up the stairs and walk right by the kitchen windows.  Every time I had his
cock in my mouth in front of the open door at night, or in the well lit
kitchen in plain view from outside, I thought about being caught sucking
his cock by the girl who lived in the house, or by one of her friends.  I
knew if anyone came by they'd see me sucking George's cock for sure, but I
sucked it anyway.  I sucked his cock and liked the thrill of maybe being
seen.  I think I hoped somebody would see me, especially the girl.  Nobody
ever did!

I put George's cock in my mouth 1000 times or more.

Another thing was that I told Cindy, a wife of one of our friends, that I
was sucking George's cock.  He never knew and she never told anyone.  But I
liked telling her I had been sucking his cock, especially the times I was
over her house and after calling George or Vic, tell her I was on my way to
suck cock!


Lucky pulled his pants down to his knees in his attic with his wife and
kids downstairs, which surprised me but didn't stop me from getting on my
knees and put his cock in my mouth.  As I was sucking his cock, his wife
opened the door at the bottom of the stairs and started talking to him.
The two of them talked back and forth with me sucking on his cock.  When I
thought I heard her start to come up the stairs, instead of pulling away, I
turned him to the side so that if she looked over she'd see him standing
there from the side and me kneeling with his cock in my mouth.  But she
didn't come up.  A few weeks later Lucky moved out and I visited her.
While I was fucking her I told her I'd sucked her husband's cock while she
talked to him and she got a kick out of it.  But she ended up telling
people about it and one day a girl who I was about to fuck, asked me if I
was gay.  I said no, but if she'd asked if I'd ever sucked a cock, I'd have
told her.

Lucky came in my mouth once.  The son of a bitch came in my mouth, then sat
there looking at me for 30 minitues and never told me there was a trail of
cum running out the corner of my mouth into a bead on my chin.  He just sat
there naked, looking at me sitting with my clothes on facing him and the
cum running down my face that he'd just left in my mouth.  Actually, it
turned me on!  Had Lucky's cock in my mouth about 125 times.


Gerry's cock is not too big and I only had it in my mouth two different
times.  What is special about him, is that the second time his cock was in
my mouth less than two minitues when he came.  And, he came more than
anybody had ever cum in my mouth.


I could go on and on, but I think I'll share some thoughts with you.


Regrets:

When I had the chance to suck one guy Vic introduced me to, who he'd
brought over just for that, I didn't.  I knew that if I did suck his cock,
I'd end up going over his apartment across the hall and in no time be
sucking him and his friends, probably everyone in the building.  That
turned out to be the only time that would have led to me sucking more than
one guy at at time, probably 5 or 6, or more!  I always wondered what would
have happened if I did go with him.

One night when I was with a friend and his wife naked and the 3 of us
having sex, when I told her I would suck her husband's cock and let her
watch if she liked, she asked her husband to let me do it when she got him
alone, but he said no.

Didn't go back and suck Gerry's cock to see if he'd cum as much as he did
before.

That the night Vic told me he wanted to piss in my mouth, I didn't let him.

That the time a spanish friend of mine told me had a 7 inch cock and I
asked him to let me suck it, he said no.

That all 12 didn't cum in my mouth.

Even though Gerry came more than anyone else, it never happened like I
thought it would.  I thought that when a guy came in my mouth, there would
be gush after gush and fill my mouth so much that it ran out onto my face.
It never happened, never came close.

No regrets:

That I told my wife I'd sucked Lucky's cock one night when we had a buzz
on.

When she asked me if he came in my mouth I said yes.  It wasn't true, but
it turned me on to tell her he did and see her reaction.  What's funny is
that it turned out that I wasn't lying!  Lucky did cum in my mouth, but
after I told her he did.

That I've had the balls to suck cock!

All in all I have 12 different cocks in my mouth.  Half of them came, the
others I just sucked.

Six of the guys I've sucked have sucked me, but not as much.

With all the guys I've sucked, whether or not they sucked me, I did nearly
all of the sucking.

The guy with me knew I was going to suck his cock, I was the sucker and I
liked him knowing it.