Date: Sat, 06 Feb 1999 11:57:38 GMT
From: Michael Gouda <stachys@eurobell.co.uk>
Subject: Scottish Dance

This is the fifth in the 'Feltenham Series' of stories. In order they are:

Killer
Feltenham Blues
London Pride
Little Boy Lost
Scottish Dance

                          Scottish Dance
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I've got a week's leave," said Sergeant Keith Hatch of the Metropolitan
Gay Liaison Force, "starting in a fortnight's time. What shall I do with
it? Paint the bedroom? Clean out the attics? Re-tile the roof?" He smiled
his lop-sided grin, sprawling on the sofa and looking as helpless as a
twenty-five year old copper with short cropped hair and a responsible job
could possibly do.

     "You're useless at DIY. Let's go away somewhere," suggested his
partner.

     "You'll be working," said Keith.

     "Sod that for a lark. Filling shelves at Tesco's? I can get a
job like that anywhere. I'll give my notice in. Get another when we come
back."

     "You're feckless," said Keith and affectionately directed a kiss
onto the upturned mouth which was smiling up at him. "Feckless,
incompetent and adorable. How will you ever become Supermarket manageress
with an attitude like that? Where do you want to go?"

     "Brighton?"

     "Full of piss-elegant queens," said Keith.

     "Two more won't notice, then! Er . . . Bermuda!"

     "We could afford to stay there for perhaps half an hour - and
then we'd have to walk back."

     "You choose then."

     "What about the Edinburgh Festival? Lots of drama. Fringe events.
Bugger ballet. Experimental stuff. Could be interesting."

     "I'll need a new skirt."

     "They call them kilts up there," said Keith. "And are your legs
good enough to wear one?"

     "Never had a complaint yet," said Phil, pulling up his right
trouser leg to expose a shapely calf. "Royal Stuart tartan or pink organdy
- "

     "Don't do that," interrupted Keith. "You'll have me overcome
with lust and desire."

     "Suits me," said Phil.

     Both young men had that easy attitude to each other which comes
from living together, getting on well together, knowing each other's moods
and feelings. They had shared their lives for almost six months now and
life seemed to be good and uncomplicated.

     "What about Alan?" asked Phil, his eyebrows suggesting a genuine
concern.

     "Alan? Alan Forrest? What about him?"

     "He's got a holiday coming up soon. What do you say we ask him to come
with us?"

     "How come you know so much about my ex-boyfriend?" asked Keith.

     "He rings me up from time to time," said Phil casually. "We
chat. He's feeling a bit down at the moment. Colin's left him."

     "Constable Plonk! I'm not surprised. They weren't really
suited."

     "Oh come on, Keith," said Phil. "Be fair. Colin may have been an
unambitious, scared-to-come-out-of-the-closet policeman but he was good
for Alan. Alan needs someone. He gets really low when he's on his own."

     Keith felt a little guilty. He was so happy with Phil but he
still cared for Alan in a gentle, almost brotherly sort of way. He told
himself he should have kept in touch more regularly. He couldn't remember
the last time he had phoned Feltenham, which was where Alan lived. It had
been at least six months since he and Phil had both been down there on a
case involving a kidnapped child.

     He ruffled Phil's dark hair. "You're a good kid," he said. "I'll
ring him tonight."

     "Kid, yourself," retorted Phil. "I'll show you who's a kid," and
he advanced on Keith, fingers outspread to grab hold of sensitive parts of
his body. Keith squealed in a most un-Sergeant-like manner and they
wrestled together on the sofa until it creaked alarmingly. 

     "Mind the fixtures and fittings," said Keith.

     Phil settled in Keith's lap.

     "I love you," he said.

     "I think you prove that most nights," said Keith, "and at other
times too."

     "No I don't just mean the sex . . "

     "I know," said Keith and kissed him on the mouth.

     The telephone rang.

     "Shit," said Phil. "Just when I was getting comfortable." He
bounced up and down experimentally.

     Keith groaned. "You're heavy," he said. "You're putting on
weight."

     "I'm not," said Phil outraged. "I'm still sylph-like!"

     "Will you answer that bloody phone!"

     Phil gave him one last heavy-weight bounce and got up. He picked
up the receiver. "Hello," he said, "Maison Hortense, High class brothel!
Do you wish to make an appointment?"

     Keith sighed. He wondered what sort of an explanation he would
give if the caller happened to be his mother. He looked affectionately at
his lover. A shock of light brown hair, ruffled now after their recent
tussle, grey eyes, most times sparkling with an impish sense of
misbehaviour, generous mouth and, whatever he had said a little time
before, a slim, still-adolescent body even though he was well into his
twentieth year.

     Phil was giggling. "Hello, Alan," he said. "We was just talking
'bout you. Keith wants you to come with us up to Scotty-land. You know
kilts, haggis and whatever's under those hairy sporrans."

     Keith smiled. It was just like Phil to say that it had been
Keith's suggestion that Alan be included even though he had never even
thought of it.

     "You can?" Phil was saying. "You will? Great! Yes, fortnight's
time, for a week. Don't know. You'll have to speak to the lady of the
house for all the arrangements. Hang on. I'll pass you over." He nodded to
Keith. "Speak to you in a bit, doll!" He held out the receiver.

     "Alan, good to hear from you," said Keith. "Sorry to hear you
and Colin have split. How do you feel about coming up to Edinburgh with
us? I've got some leave. Phil, the shameless hussy has decided to chuck in
his job."

     "Yeah. I'd like to," said Alan, his usually quiet voice even
more subdued than usual and Keith realised how much the break-up with
Colin had affected him.

     "Look," he said, "do you want to come up here before we go?
There's plenty of room and you could be company for Phil when I'm on
nights next week."

     "I'd like to but I'll need to work if I'm taking a week off,"
said Alan, and Keith couldn't but compare this attitude with Phil's less
responsible one. Alan had grown up, matured so much from the gauche boy,
lacking in confidence, that he had been when Keith had first met him.

     "OK," said Keith. "We'll see you Friday week. Ring us to tell
which train you'll catch and we'll meet you at the station. Take care.
Phil sends his love." He rang off.

     Phil lay sprawled on the sofa looking enticingly available.

     "What do you want?" asked Keith. "Supper or sex?"

     "Yes please," said Phil and opened his legs invitingly.

                 * * * * * * * * * *

A bright sunny Saturday morning, two weeks later the train deposited them
at Waverly Station and lugging their suitcases, they turned left down
Princes Street. The Festival had truly taken over. Young men and women
with fliers approached them as soon as they emerged from the station and
pressed their handouts on them. "A new play by . . .", "Experimental dance
and drama performed by . . .", "A solo performance by . . . . .,"  "Mime
artist . . . ." A young girl was playing a tin whistle by the side of the
road and two youths wearing clown make-up juggled impressively with some
beer bottles on the pavement.

     "I've never been so popular," said Phil, graciously accepting
everything that was offered to him. "Where's this place we're staying? The
best hotel in town?"

     "You'd be lucky to find anywhere available in Festival time,"
said Keith and steered them left by the Art Gallery. They started up the
hill towards the Castle.

     "Ah," said Phil, "Special quarters in Edinburgh Castle."

     Alan smiled and Keith was pleased to see that the break from
Feltenham was already having an effect. He had said very little on the
journey up in spite of Phil's banter and Keith's more gentle prompting.

     "We were very lucky," said Keith. "A mate of mine in the Force has a
sister who's got a flat which she always rents at Festival time. The
people who booked it had to cancel and he persuaded her to let us have
it."

     They climbed steadily upwards, passing the Park on their right hand
side. The grassy slopes were decorated with young people in various stages
of undress, sunning themselves in the summer warmth.

     "Look at that," said Phil appreciatively pointing at a dark young man
who, legs akimbo and coffee cream body spread out to the sun, was wearing
only the briefest of sky-blue speedos. They clasped his genitals in a most
beguiling manner.

     "I'll bet the City Fathers wouldn't be too pleased about that," said
Keith.

     "Bet half of them are gay anyway. So how much further do we have to
lug these suitcases?" asked Phil. "I'm beginning to regret bringing so
many ball gowns. Or shall we have a rest here in the Park. Perhaps Alan
could go over and chat to that hunk."

     "Not far now," said Keith. It's in one of those tenement buildings
through there." He pointed to a narrow alley which branched off from the
road and which almost immediately broadened into a small square around
which stood tall buildings, seven or eight storeys high. They were built
of grey stone and looked a little forbidding. He led the way through a
doorway which opened into a narrow hallway and then to flights of stairs
with landings off each one where front doors led into the flats.

     "Top floor, I'm afraid, lads," said Keith. "But think of the view
when we get there."

     "Oh me heart!" said Phil in a falsetto, clutching at his chest.
"Where's the bleeding lift? I'll have a miscarriage if I have to climb all
that way every time."

     "Fucking poofters," said a voice in a very un-Scots-like accent from
behind them. Keith thought it sounded as if it had its origins in Camden
Town in London. Two young men, paunchy from too much beer and too little
exercise had followed them in. Their faces expressed disgust as they
pushed by them and went on up the stairs.

     Phil waited a little while until they were just possibly out of
earshot and then exclaimed in an outraged tone. "Well! Takes one to know
one."

     "Don't upset the locals," said Alan.

     "Hardly local," said Keith. "Did you hear that accent? London and not
far from where we live, I should think."

     They reached the top flight of stairs and Keith opened the door to
the flat. It was small but quite adequate. A living room, a tiny kitchen,
two bedrooms, each with a double bed, and a bathroom. It reminded Keith of
the flat he had once had in Feltenham and in which Alan now lived.

     "Great," said Phil when he saw the double beds, "Now Alan can 'drag
back' some trade and be ravished in the comfort of a Queen size bed!"

     Keith looked at Alan quickly to see how he took this teasing but he
was smiling. Obviously Alan was quite used to Phil's mischievous, slightly
camp sense of humour and Keith thought back to the time when he had
wondered a little apprehensively how the two of them would get on. He
needn't have worried. In some ways they understood each other better than
he did.

     "OK," he said, deciding the two boys needed organising. "We'll unpack
and then go and look for some food."

     "Gay," said Phil suddenly. He had gone over and was standing by the
window staring out into the road below.

     "Gay food?" asked Keith. "I don't think there is any specifically gay
food. Pink meringues perhaps - Cucumbers, in some circumstances."

     "No," said Phil. "That sign down there. It says 'Gay' and then
something else but it's hidden by the wall."

     They crossed to look. Alan said, "Bet you 50p it doesn't mean what
you think it does. Not in Edinburgh surely!"

     "Done," said Phil. "Come on let's unpack before Keith has a fit and
then we can explore."

     A City is a City is a City but Edinburgh was as different as could be
from the London Keith and Phil had left a few hours before - and indeed
from Regency Feltenham, Alan's home town. The traffic fumes might have
been the same but the dour grey stone of the buildings gave a Calvinist
feel to the street. Even the Festival didn't seem to have spread up to
this part, the Royal Mile, between Edinburgh Castle perched high on its
dead volcanic core and Holyrood House at the bottom, looked somehow
severe, lacking in frivolity but it had a character all its own, gritty,
down-to-earth, no nonsense - and Keith liked it.

     "Where's this gay place of yours?" asked Alan.

     "Let's see," said Phil. "Our flat's up there." He turned and pointed
to the high tenement house behind them, "so the notice should be over
there. On the corner of down that alleyway." 

     They crossed the road and turned into the narrow entrance. On the
wall was a notice in mock Gothic script, 'Gay Gordon's' and in smaller
letters, 'Everything for the Gay World/Man about Town'. In the window of
the door were some advertisements for gay videos, books and in bold
letters -"Gay Internet Cafe - 2.50 Pound an hour on the Net - Gay Sites a
speciality!"

     "There you are, " said Phil. "You owe me 50p," and Alan rummaged in
his pocket to find a coin.

     "OK." said Keith. "Now that's settled, what about food?"

     "Oh let's just have a look in first," said Phil, and pushed open the
door.

     There were some tables in the centre of the one large room and a bank
of computers down one side with office type chairs in front of each unit.
Along the back wall was a counter with a coffee machine and some cakes and
open sandwiches in a protective transparent case, and behind it some
shelves with videos. More shelves occupied the third wall with books,
fiction paperbacks mostly. Keith noticed Felice Picano and Alan
Hollinghurst amongst the names of authors. There were also some magazines,
Zipper, Hunk, Steam. Several of the chairs at the computers were occupied
and at one of the tables were seated two men - obviously engrossed in each
other - as they didn't even look up as the three entered.

     A broad-shouldered man, middle-aged, with thinning ginger hair stood
behind the counter and smiled in welcome. He was dressed in untrendily
tight jeans and a green woollen sweater. It was so unusual for a
shop-keeper to take notice of customers that Keith warmed to him
immediately.

     "Hello, I'm Gordon," said the man. "Can I help or are you just
browsing?"

     "Let's have a coffee," said Phil and sat himself down at a table
where he could look at the computer screens. One was obviously logged onto
a gay site and was showing pictures of some interesting duos performing
acrobatic copulation.

     "Wow. Look at that. Keith," he said. "Do you think we could . . . .?"

     "Only if I was double jointed or had a considerably longer member
than I actually have," said Keith.

     "It's a very nice 'member'," said Phil. "Don't you think so, Alan?"

     Alan smiled but was saved from answering by Gordon's arrival with a
tray of coffees.

     "How long has the cafe been here?" asked Keith.

     "About six months."

     "I'm surprised to find a place like this in Edinburgh," said Keith.
"Was there much opposition?"

     The man smiled. "Sure was," he said. "Still is, in fact."

     "And is it popular?"

     "Festival time it gets really full especially in the evenings, but
other times well . . . you know . . . we struggle along." He went back to
the counter.

     Look at that! Phil drew their attention to the pictures appearing on
the screen. "Surely that's impossible," he said. "I wouldn't mind having a
try though."

     Their eyes were riveted to the screen so they didn't see the pair
come in. All they heard was the noisy commotion from the counter.

     "Nah, we don't want any fucking help from a dirty old poof like you,"
said a voice, raised high in real, or assumed, anger and they turned to
see the two youths who had followed them into their tenement building
earlier and who were now obviously responding to the same civil offer that
Gordon had made to Keith.

     "Age is supposed to bring wisdom and understanding," said Gordon
mildly. "I hope eventually it will do the same to you."

     The two men obviously were not sure whether they were being insulted
or not. Perhaps they did not even understand what Gordon had meant.

     "We wanna go on the Net," said the shorter of the two, an unpleasant
looking youth whose dark moustache almost hid a mouth seemingly
permanently set in a sneer. "I suppose you can get something other than
this fucking queer stuff."

     "The Internet caters for all tastes," said Gordon. "But I think you'd
be more welcome at one of the other Internet cafes in town. Where the
clientele isn't so specific."

     The first youth spoke again. "Are you telling us we can't go on
here?" He asked belligerently. "You got something against us straights?
You just want to feel our arses?"

     "I certainly do not," said Gordon with such emphasis that it was
impossible for the two not to realise they were being snubbed.

     "What's wrong . . . ?" started one and then even he realised that
finishing the question would have been liable to misinterpretation. He
resorted to abuse. "You fucking queer!" he shouted. "I ought to fucking
well smash you!"

     Keith sighed and stood up. "Don't get involved," said Phil but once
up Keith knew he had to carry on. He went over and stood behind them at
the counter.

     "I think it'd be better if you left," he said quietly.

     The two wheeled round, sizing him up. Keith, though slim, looked
tough and his crew-cut hair gave him a rugged, sturdy appearance. His
voice held a tone of authority.

     "Oh yes," said the one with the moustache, "and if we don't, I
suppose you're going to arrest us."

     "If necessary," said Keith, and took out and showed them his warrant
card. He had no authority here in Scotland but they were unlikely to know
this. "Conduct likely to lead to a Breach of the Peace."

     The two youths shuffled, obviously trying to find a way to exit
without losing face. Eventually one said. "Come on. Let's get out of this
faggot farm. Stinks of fucking fairies." They left though not without a
final 'We'll get you, you fucking faggot' as they went out through the
door, seemingly more addressed to Gordon than at any one else.

     The cafe settled down to its former peaceful state, though the two
guys sitting at the table and staring into each others' eyes, had scarcely
moved.

     "Thank you," said Gordon. "Though I could probably have handled it
myself. I've seen a lot worse."

     Keith smiled. "We'll come back later," he said. "Come on, children,
let's go."

     "Ooh, Daddy," said Phil, lisping atrociously, "you are so big and
strong. Thank you for saving us from those rough men."

     Keith smacked him playfully on the arm and they went out into the
sunshine in search of a meal.

                * * * * * * * * * *

The Devil's Column Production of 'Achilles and Patroclus'. The
advertisement stared down at Keith from the wall in front of him while
they munched away at their food. The two boys had their backs to it. They
had decided on a Vegetarian Restaurant and Alan and Keith had chosen salad
- it was warm outside - while Phil was tucking away into an appetising
looking, and smelling, cheese and spinach pie. Keith rather wished he had
ordered that too. It was a pleasant enough eating place, almost
old-fashioned - the sort you wouldn't find in London anymore, with real
table cloths, red check, made from material, not plastic, on the tables.
There was a big window and they could watch the people walking by outside.
Obviously it supported the Festival as the walls were covered with posters
advertising events and a large notice announced that tickets for
performances could be bought at the cash desk.

     Keith looked at the two sitting opposite him. As he had done before,
he thought how alike they looked, might indeed almost have been brothers
but it was only their youth and high spirits that were similar. Physically
there were many differences. Alan's hair was darker, his eyebrows were
thicker, his nose straighter without the little tilt at the end which gave
Phil such a cheeky, appealing look. Alan's chin was a little firmer, his
smile broader. Alan in fact had matured since Keith had last seen him. His
shoulders were now wide and he looked less like an overgrown school boy,
more like a man.

     Keith noticed the advertisement again above their heads. There's was
something vaguely familiar about the name. At last he mentioned it and
Alan looked for the first time. "That's right," he said. "The Devil's
Column. It's a landmark on the hill above Feltenham." He turned and had a
closer look at the small print advertisement.

     "There you are," he said. "Its a Feltenham College production. I bet
some of the guys I went to school with are in it."

     "Does that mean we've gotta go and see it?" asked Phil, my mouth
full. "Who's this 'Chillies and Pancakes' duo anyway?"

     "Achilles and Patroclus. A pair of Ancient Greek guys," said Keith.
"Fought together in the Trojan War, fell in love but they were both killed
before the end."

     "Ah! a comedy," said Phil. "Perhaps it'll be a musical."

     "Did I tell you I was in 'Guys and Dolls' at school?" asked Alan,
knowing he response it would get.

     "Hundreds of times," said Phil with a mock groan.

     "We could go this afternoon," said Keith. "There's a performance
starting at 2 o'clock. What do you think?" He speared a piece of tomato on
his fork.

     "OK by me," said Phil.

     "Alan?"

     But Alan didn't answer. His attention seemed to have been caught by
someone or something on the other side of the room.

     "Alan," said Phil and gave him a poke in the ribs.

     Alan sort of came to with a start. "It's him," he said. "The hunk!
The one we saw in the Park."

     "Where?" asked Phil, and Keith started to look round.

     "Don't stare," said Alan. "He's looking this way."

     "Where?" repeated Phil.

     "Over there. At the table by the door. Surely you recognise him."

     "I don't think I looked at anything but his speedos," said Phil.

     A dark-haired, olive complexioned young man was indeed looking across
the room in their direction. He was wearing a light blue shirt which
emphasised his tan. His face was long and serious, the eyes from the
distance appeared dark, under thick eyebrows. As he opened his mouth to
take a bite, his teeth were white.

     "Can't I have a look?" asked Keith plaintively.

     "No," said Alan and Phil together.

     Phil added, "He's certainly interested in someone over here. All
you've gotta do is chat him up."

     "I'm not very good at that," said Alan. "Not without a couple of
pints inside me."

     "You want to be subtle but sophisticated," said Phil. "If you need
any help just ask me."

     Keith laughed. "Subtle!" he said. "How did you first meet me?"

     "In the Jam Factory?"

     "You came and sat on my cock," said Keith. "So much for subtlety."

     "Ah yes," said Phil, "but I was shy then." He turned to Alan. "Why
don't you go to the loo? See if he follows you."

     "Another subtle approach," said Keith.

     "But effective."

     "Shall we have a sweet?"

     "How can you think of food at a time like this?" asked Phil.

     Alan made his decision, got up and went across the room. "What's
happening?" asked Keith. "Tell me what's happening."

     "He's going towards the door marked 'Gentlemen'! He's going to walk
past the hunk. No he's not! The SLUT! He's actually stopped at his table.
He's talking to him. He's sitting down! Apple pie and cream please."

     "What?" said Keith.

     "You asked me if I wanted a sweet."

     Keith turned round to beckon to the waitress and was able to see Alan
and the young man in apparent friendly conversation. Alan looked up and
waved, smiling. Then he said something to his companion and they both got
up, the dark young man bringing his plate of food with him.

     "They're coming here," said Phil excitedly. "Quick, come and park
your bum next to me so they can sit together. Anyway," he added
lasciviously, "I'd like something to play with while I eat my apple pie."

     "You keep your hands to yourself, young man," said Keith severely but
he changed his place so that he was sitting next to Phil when Alan and his
new friend arrived.

     "This is Esteban Perez," Alan said. The foreign name came out pat as
if he had been practising it on the way across. "Keith Hatch, Phil
Howard." He pointed at them as he introduced them. Esteban smiled and Phil
gave a just audible groan. When he smiled he was beautiful.

     "Hola," Esteban said.

     The waitress arrived and looked a little confused at the changed
seating arrangements. "He is with us now," said Keith. "Is that a
problem?"

     She shook her head and took their order. Keith looked at Esteban.

     "I will just have a coffee," he said.

     "Are you Spanish?" asked Phil.

     "Central American," said Esteban. "I come from Costa Rica." His voice
was deep and soft and practically without accent. Keith felt Phil wriggle
next to him. Under his breath, he heard him whisper, "So sexy!"

     "Esteban is studying at the University here," said Alan.

     "So you're not here for the Festival," said Keith.

     Esteban shook his head.

     "We were thinking of going to see the play this afternoon," said
Keith. He pointed to the poster over his head. "Would you like to come
along with us?" As he said it, he realised that it was perhaps the wrong
thing to say. Alan might want to drag the attractive young man back to the
flat. But Esteban was smiling regretfully.

     "Unfortunately," he said, "I have to work now. I have a part time job
for the holidays. To help with the scholarship grant."

     Alan looked disappointed.

     "But I would like to meet with you this evening." The remark might
have been addressed to all of them but he was looking at Alan.

     They finished the meal chatting like old friends and parted outside
after having made arrangements to meet in the Albion Club that evening at
ten o'clock.

     "Obviously we're planning on keeping late hours on our holiday," said
Keith.

     "But do we know he's gay?" asked Phil after watching Esteban's slim
figure disappear into the crowded High Street.

     Alan smiled. "He's gay alright." 

     "Alan Forrest," said Phil in a shocked tone, "what were you and that
man doing under the table while you were eating your apple pie?"

     But Alan would say no more.

                * * * * * * * * * *

"Am I not High King of the Achaeans?" roared the man impressively - his
words slightly blurred through the constricting face mask of the
unlikely-looking helmet that he wore. "And is not my command, law?"

     The actor who was playing Achilles looked at his King, his face
screwed up in a snarl of derision, for rather longer than necessary - at
least for the audience's comfort.

     He's forgotten his words, thought Keith.

     But perhaps the pause was just for dramatic effect for eventually he
growled, "Your command is my law, O King."

     "Then give to me the handmaiden, Briseis, daughter of the priest, for
she is mine by right of seniority."

     There was another long pause. Achilles was having an internal
struggle with himself. Really, thought Keith, the Trojan War itself was
supposed to have lasted for ten years, the play seemed to have been going
on for an equal length of time.

     He felt Phil, sitting next to him on what must be a similarly hard
seat, fidget to find a more comfortable position. There was the sound of a
barely suppressed yawn.

     "I claim her by right of conquest." Achilles sounded petulant.

     "Nice legs," remarked Alan's quiet voice beside him.

     "If they'd only quicken the tempo," whispered Keith.

     Perhaps indeed the cast also felt this for the next act, which
included a rather raunchy love scene between the actor with the nice legs
and his blond boyfriend, went with rather more of a swing. Whoever had
choreographed the fights had also done a good job and the subsequent
deaths of both Patroclus and then Achilles provided an exuberant climax
for the play.

     "I know Jim Saunders, the guy playing Odysseus," said Alan. "He was
Guy Masterson when I was Lieutenant Brannigan in . . ."

     "Guys and Dolls?" interrupted Phil innocently.

     "You're just jealous," said Alan. "Shall we go backstage and see
him."

     "I quite liked the one with the legs," said Phil. "Don't forget
you've gotta date this evening."

     "Don't forget you're married," said Keith so, in spite of Keith's
embarrassment, Phil insisted on holding his hand all the way backstage.

     The actors, eight males in all, were crowded into a tiny room,
removing make-up and changing out of their costumes. There was a strong
smell of Max Factor, underarm deodorant and feet.

     "The roar of the greasepaint, the smell of the crowd," muttered Phil.

     Jim Saunders saw the three hesitating by the door and came over. He
recognised Alan and smiled.

     "Did you see the show?" he asked. "What did you think of it?"

     "It was good," said Alan, "after the first act. That was much too
slow."

     "I tell them this every time," said Jim. "But will they listen?
Anyway we've got problems. The guy playing Ajax has had to drop out.
Tonight is his last performance. It's not a big part but it's essential.
If we can't find anyone to take his place, we may have to close. Just when
we were warming up too, getting to be known."

     Alan introduced Phil and Keith who made sympathetic and encouraging
noises.

     "Hey wait a minute," said Jim, suddenly looking at Alan. "You're good
on stage. I remember you as Brannigan in 'Guys and Dolls' . . ." Phil
groaned. ". . . I suppose you couldn't stand in for him. No I shouldn't
ask. It'd spoil your visit to the Festival."

     Alan appeared a bit taken aback. "I don't know the part," he said.

     Assuming this was not an outright refusal, Jim said, "You were always
so good at learning lines. Knew them all long before we did . .  and it's
only a couple of speeches, the others are just 'yes' and 'no' and
'certainly, my Lord' - ad libs really. You could learn them overnight and
we'd have a rehearsal in the afternoon for tomorrow night's performance."

     "Just don't knock over the scenery," said Phil.

     "That's right," said Jim, not realising Phil was joking. "Come and
have a chat with Peter, the guy who's playing Ajax. He'll tell you how
easy it is."

     Keith wasn't sure whether he should jump in and help Alan out but he
was, after all, old enough and mature enough to make his own decisions.
Looking at him, though, Keith could see that in a way Alan was attracted
by the idea.

     "OK. I'll think about it," said Alan. "Which one is Ajax?"

     "Great," said Jim. "In a way we'll be glad to get rid of him. Peter
can be a real pain. Last night he got himself chucked out of a place in
town. Pissed of course and unpleasant with it. And Gordon's a nice enough
guy. He doesn't need all that hassle."

     "Gordon?" asked Keith.

     "Yes," said Jim. "Runs an Internet Cafe just off the High Street.
"Called Gay Gordon's"

                  * * * * * * * * * *

The Albion Club was not very different from any other gay Club in London,
or probably all over the world. It was hot and crowded, dark and noisy -
Phil immediately felt at home in it and Keith, as usual, a little
uncomfortable. It was 11 o'clock when they got there and, being Saturday
night, was approaching its apogee. The dancing area was at its most
lively, sweaty bodies leaping and vying with each other to seem the most
athletic, the bar at its busiest, the music at its loudest. They couldn't
see Esteban - in fact it was difficult to make out any particular
individual, just a confused throng of excited bodies, the flashing lights
reflected on sweating skin.

     "Beer," said Keith. "I must have a beer." He plunged into the throng
around the bar.

     Some guys were standing in a group over at one side, clustering round
a small raised stage. On it a pair of youths were dancing, erotically,
wearing only trousers, their bodies entwined though not quite touching,
their naked chests shining with perspiration, their faces contorted,
mouths open in a soundless cry. Suddenly one broke away and jumped down,
splitting the crowd standing around. He came over towards Phil and Alan.
It was Esteban, smiling broadly. He came up to Alan and kissed him on his
lips. Alan could smell his body, the hot sweat, a sweet musky fragrance
mixed with some body splash. The closeness of his body and his scent
aroused him immediately by its almost animal magnetism. The youth exuded
sexual electricity.

     "Where have you been?" asked Esteban. "I have been waiting so long."
He sounded as if he meant it.

     "Just looked as if you were pining away up there," said Phil, with
more than a trace of sarcasm.

     "Huh! I was just dancing with someone. Come. I will dance with you
now." He dragged Alan towards him and clasped him in a different sort of
dance, smoothly erotic, his body sliding against Alan's, touching all the
way down, gently moving to the rhythm of the music. Alan could feel
Esteban's hardness through his white cotton chinos and knew that his own
cock was equally aroused.

     Keith returned with four beers. "I saw 'el hombre' had found you so I
bought another one," he said.

     "I don't think Alan knows what's hit him," said Phil, looking at the
couple. "It makes me sort of randy just looking at them." He sipped at his
beer. "I don't think I want to stay here long. I guess I'm looking forward
to an early night." He gave Keith a lecherous leer and put his hand on his
lover's groin.

     "Hey. You'll make me drop these glasses," said Keith. "But don't
stop."

     The music did though, just then and although Esteban and Alan
continued moving for a while to music of their own making, they eventually
realised that the dance was over and looked about. Keith waved the glasses
of beer at them and they came over and drank thirstily.

     From out of the crowd another figure  emerged, a familiar, if, at
least to Keith, a not entirely welcome one.

     "Hello, darlings," said the soft, rather insinuating voice.

     "Nick," said Phil and sounded delighted. It was indeed Nick, the bar
tender from the Olympia Club in Feltenham, and all three, Alan, Phil and
of course Keith knew him - though for different reasons. With Alan he had
had a little fling as a result of what Alan had considered Keith's
'desertion'. Phil he had known in London and he had 'outed' Keith to the
Feltenham Police. At the time, when he had first discovered who had done
it, Keith had scarcely controllable feelings of grievous bodily harm, if
not murder, but, as things turned out, the 'outing' had led to his
transfer to his present, much more satisfying job with the Metropolitan
Gay Liaison Force and eventually to his meeting with Phil - a silver
lining indeed.

     The sex with Nick had meant little to Alan - just a pleasurable
interlude at an otherwise rather unhappy time - but he didn't trust Nick
and he remembered the last time he had seen him to talk to, when he had
said that he fancied Phil and that he always got what he wanted.

     Phil, trusting, lovable, in some ways, very innocent Phil saw Nick,
whose slightly irregular eyebrows gave him an attractively sardonic look
and the world-weary twist to his sensual lips, as a friend, cheerful and
generous both materially and emotionally and could never quite understand
why Keith was so wary.

     "And you seem to have found our Latin-American hot-spot," Nick said,
casting an eye in Esteban's direction. "I've been trying to get that one
into bed all week."

     "What are you doing here?" asked Keith. It sounded ungracious, but
Keith didn't intend it not to be.

     "I always come up to Edinburgh for Festival Time," said Nicholas.
"Trade's so good then. Anyway the man who owns the Olympia also owns the
Albion, so he lets me transfer."

     "We were just saying, that we don't think we'll stay long," said
Keith. "Long day, early start, lots to do tomorrow. We'll be going back to
the flat soon." The remark was directed at Alan but took in Nick as well.

     Alan gave Esteban a look which he seemed to understand without any
words being spoken. He nodded in agreement.

     "I think we're coming back with you," said Alan. 

     "Pity," said Nick. "We must meet up some time  . . . chat about old
times . . . catch up." He looked at Phil who nodded, smiling, pleased.

     Esteban discovered his shirt and they went out into the warm summer
air. It was dark now and the street lights along Princes Street gave an
almost fairy-tale image to the Regency architecture, so different from the
Medieval look of the older city. Alan and Esteban seemed to be wrapped up
in each other, walking slightly ahead of Keith and Phil and talking
quietly together.

     "What do you think?" asked Phil. "Is it true love?"

     "Give them a chance," said Keith. "They haven't even . . ."

     "Fucked?"

     "Made love," said Keith prudishly and laughed. "Anyway Alan's got to
learn his lines for tomorrow."

     "I doubt whether he'll be learning lines tonight," said Phil, "not
that sort anyway."

     Back at the flat Alan and Esteban, not surprisingly, refused the
suggestion of coffee, said goodnight and went into Alan's room.

     "Amado mio," said Esteban and put his arms around Alan.

     Though Alan wasn't quite sure what that meant, it sounded sexy so he
didn't ask, instead surrendered to the long, tender kiss on his mouth, the
tongue which entwined with his, the warm, hard body that pressed itself
against him. Eventually Esteban drew away.

     "Lie on the bed," he said. "And close your eyes."

     Alan did so and waited for a while. He was about to ask what was the
matter when he felt the heat of another body on him, the scent of passion
which aroused him. He knew without looking that Esteban was naked and
wanted to look at him but the voice came again. "Lie quiet," said Esteban.
"Don't open your eyes."

     Alan felt lips on his, gently kissing then they moved to his closed
eyelids, light feathery caresses, now on his throat and he could sense his
own pulse beat under the slight pressure, Esteban must be feeling it too.
Fingers gently undid the buttons of his shirt and as his chest was exposed
it was kissed, and a tongue made a trail down down the sternum to the
centre of his body, to his umbilicus and then lower, through the hair that
grew there, until the kissing had to stop at the waistband of his
trousers. He gasped at the intense feeling of desire aroused in him. Go
lower. Go lower, his thoughts screamed.

     But Esteban stopped and next Alan felt his shoes being unlaced and
removed and the socks peeled off. He felt the cooler air on his naked feet
and then a tongue touched the sole of his right foot, made his foot arch,
licked up between his toes and traced a path up to his ankle. Now he
desired more than anything for that tender caress to go higher.

     A gentle hand undid his belt, pulled down, so slowly, the zip and he
heard Esteban's command, "Lift yourself, my lover." His hips up, the
trousers were slid down and taken off and his briefs followed. Now he was
naked and erect and knew that his cock stood up from his fork. He prayed
that Esteban would not leave it unattended but he returned to his feet,
sucking the toes, licking up the inside of his calf, past his knee and
inside his thigh, higher and higher with such agonising but delicious
slowness, that Alan almost screamed.

     As it was when that tongue touched his balls, so briefly, almost as
if by accident, he felt such arousal that his cock almost exploded. But
still Esteban had not touched him there, there on his cock, which ached to
be held, ached to be caressed.

     "Abro tus piernas," he said, "y beso la dulce oscuridad. Descubro la
preciada caverna que se oculta de la luz."

     "What does that mean?" asked Alan.

     "I open your legs and kiss the sweet darkness," said Esteban. And did
just that. "I discover the precious cave that hides itself from the
light." He kissed between Alan's buttocks and the tip of a tongue
flickered.

     "Ooooh," said Alan. "No one's ever done that to me before."

     "You do not like?" asked Esteban.

     "I love it," said Alan.

     "In my country we call it, el beso negro, the black kiss." His tongue
fluttered in and around the tender place shooting tremors of bliss
throughout Alan's body. 

     "Can I do it to you?" Alan  asked.

     "Certainly," said Esteban. "But first I must finish my lovemaking.
Then next time we will do it together."

     Alan surrendered himself to the passion and felt that delicious
tingling feeling building up in his loins. He knew he would be unable to
stop it this time. A warm soft palm cradled his balls and at the touch, he
erupted, shooting again and again onto his own chest and flat stomach. He
gasped as he came stupendously.

     "You should have told me," said Esteban. "I would have liked to have
tasted that - but it does not matter. I can still have it. Next time you
shall do it into another place. Now a few minutes of rest in my arms and
we begin again."

                    * * * * * * * * * *

Keith sliced two grapefruits into halves, surgically excised the white
piece at the centre, cut round the edge with the serrated knife and
released the flesh from the rind. He smelled the clean fresh tang of the
fruit. Then he sprinkled some sugar onto the four halves. Phil came out
from their bedroom, looking sleep-dishevelled and infinitely desirable.
Keith kissed him on the mouth. 

     "I haven't brushed my teeth yet," said Phil. 

     "I love you when you're still gungy," said Keith. 

     "Degenerate," said Phil, smiling.

     "Put some bread in the toaster, will you." Keith filled the kettle
and switched it on. "I wonder if our love-birds will want breakfast."

     "I doubt it," said Phil. "Still feasting on the fruits of love, I
expect. Do you remember when we never wanted to get out of bed?"

     "You didn't want to this morning," reminded Keith.

     But Phil was wrong for at that moment Alan's door opened and the two
came out, both looking as if they hadn't had much sleep. "Go and
wash," said Keith. "Breakfast will be ready in three minutes."

     Esteban apparently had to be at work by nine o'clock. He seemed very
reticent as to what this holiday job was, merely passing it off with a
casual 'just an ordinary affair to keep the rent paid' - it sounded an odd
way to describe it but they put it down to a slight language difficulty.

     "We will meet again this evening? Yes?" he asked and Alan's radiant
answering smile told him that that was surely what he wanted most of all.
Keith hoped Alan  wasn't about to fall head over heels and be let down
again. 

     Esteban said, "But the Albion Club will be shut on Sunday. What about
the Festival Bar at 11 o'clock?"

     Alan said his private goodbyes in the hall. Keith was planning the
day's outings and Phil left him to it, making a perfunctory whisk around
with a duster, pretending to be house-proud.

     Alan came back, clearly glowing with happiness. 

     "Come on, doll," said Phil, dropping his duster and pulling Alan down
on the sofa beside him. "Tell mother all!"

     "Oh dear," said Keith. "if you kids are going to dish the dirt, I'm
off out to buy some tickets. Anyway, Alan, don't forget you've got some
lines to learn for this afternoon."

     "Right, sugar," said Phil, after Keith had left. "What was it like?"

     Alan smiled. "It was wonderful," he said. "He is so caring, so
tender, so sexy, so different. He only thinks of my pleasure. I've never
met anyone like him."

     Phil looked at him seriously, or at least as serious as anyone could
be with a pair of such mischievous grey eyes and a smile as broad as the
River Tay. "Don't get hurt, my dear." he said.

     Alan babbled on, "And he talks to me in Spanish when he makes love.
It's such a lovely language, like a trickling brook. Do you know where 'la
caverna oscura' is?"

     Phil shook his head and Alan told him. "Sounds much more poetic than
what I call it," said Phil. "Now what about your dramatic debut?"

     "Oh God! yes. I must learn these lines. Where did I put the book, Jim
gave me yesterday? Look you be Odysseus and we'll go through the scene.
I'll learn them better that way. Anyway I can always adlib if I forget."

     "You mean I play the butch one. Oh well, there's always a first
time."

      The Festival Bar was less obviously lubricious than the Albion Club
though just as crowded. There was no music or dancing, but lots of
chatting about Festival events, Festival successes and failures, what
events 'couldn't be missed' and which were so awful that they 'should' be.

     Alan had refused to allow Keith and Phil to attend his 'first night'
so they had gone to see a new musical production loosely based on
Shakespeare's play 'A Winter's Tale' which had at least one catchy number
and three very attractive chorus boys, as well as an interesting sub-plot
concerning a gay policeman and his problems. So both Keith and Phil had
been entertained in their different ways and anxiously awaited the arrival
of Alan both to give and receive each other's news.

     Alan arrived at just before eleven o'clock with some of the cast of
'Achilles and Patroclus'. He brought them over to Keith and Phil and told
them modestly what a superb success he had been and how they had missed
the treat of the Festival not to have come along. 

     "But you told us on no account to come and watch," said Keith, who
obviously didn't understand Thespian behaviour.

     "He did very well," said Jim, "And there was a place where everyone
got lost and he ad-libbed like a trooper, though I didn't quite understand
the reference to the 'dark cave'."

     Phil sniggered as he caught Alan's eye.

     But behind all the fun and excitement, Keith did detect a note of
restlessness. Alan kept looking round. "I haven't seen him yet," said
Phil. "But it's not much after eleven."

     But the minutes dragged on and 11 became 11.30 and still there was no
sign of Esteban. The Bar emptied a little and it was obvious that he
wasn't there. However Nick was. He came lounging over to the group and
gave Phil a hug. "Thought I might see you here," he said. "If the Albion's
closed, most drift over to the Festival Bar or the Mother Black Cap."

     "Not pulled anything for tonight?" asked Keith in what was, for him,
a rather bitchy tone.

     "Quite exhausted after this afternoon's encounter," said Nick. "But
as you say there doesn't seem much left on offer tonight."

     He looked around. There were signs of clearing up, glasses being
collected, ash trays emptied, people saying goodbye. Those whose week was
over arranged to meet next year, exchanging addresses with friends they
might never see again.

     Nick gave Phil a familiar stroke on his buttock. "Ditch your hubby
and come back with me," he said. It sounded as if it was meant to be a
joke though Keith was not sure.

     "You'll have to wait until he leaves me on my own," said Phil,
answering in like vein.

     Alan got quieter. The cast of 'Achilles' left. Keith looked at his
watch. "They're shutting soon," he said. "Perhaps he got held up. We don't
know what sort of job he's got. Anyway he knows where we are staying. I
expect he'll be waiting for us."

     Alan nodded mournfully and tried to put on a smile. Phil put a
sympathetic arm round his shoulders. The shutters came down on the bar and
they went out into a night which had a hint of rain in the wind. The
weather was changing. As they went up the hill, the banshee sound of fire
engines caught up with them, overtook and then disappeared round the
corner.

     "Do you think it's our flat that's on fire?" asked Phil always ready
to enjoy a disaster. "Keith probably left his curlers switched on. Still,
think what we could claim for on the Insurance."

     "What Insurance?" asked Keith shortly and Alan could not even work up
a smile.

     They turned into the alley way that led to their tenement block and
noticed that, at the other end, there was a red glow, a brightness that
filled the archway leading out onto the High Street. They went to
investigate and joined a crowd of curious bystanders who had either been
passing or had been attracted by the sound of the fire engines to the
scene. Over the road, 'Gay Gordon's' was burning furiously, flames fanning
out from the broken front window then flattened by the stone arch to make
a canopy of fire. They could feel the heat on their faces.

     Two pairs of firemen were directing streams of water into the fire
which hissed and crackled as if resentful at being disturbed.

     "Wow!" said Phil. "No more sexy pictures from there then."

     They watched as gradually the fire was brought under control, the
flames dying down to be replaced by rolling clouds of acrid smoke and at
last just damp spirals rising from the grey waterlogged ashes. Several
policemen and other official looking men in plain clothes were peering at
the scene and making notes. A sergeant came over and asked the crowd to
move on. There would be no more excitement that evening.

     They climbed the six flights of stairs to their flat and found
Esteban waiting for them outside the door. He held out his hand to Alan.
"I am so sorry," he said. "My relief did not arrive until too late. I hope
that you do not mind that I come to your flat."

     Alan kissed him, obviously not minding at all. "Your clothes smell
funny," he said.

     "I did not have time to change them," said Esteban.

     "Perhaps we should get inside," said Keith "before you take them
off."

     It was a strange though familiar smell. For a moment Alan couldn't
identify it but then it was obvious.

              * * * * * * * * * *

The following morning Esteban again had to leave early for work and after
breakfast Keith and the boys went over to look at what remained of Gay
Gordon's.  Though still cordoned off by a police tape, they could see
through the smashed window that the whole place was gutted. The counter at
the back was a charred ruin and the stock, books, videos were either
burnt, or black and soaking-wet from the water. The computers were
wrecked, their monitor screens exploded from the heat. Only the door
remained, an ineffective defence against whatever had set the place
alight.

     "Serve the fucker right," said a loud voice and they saw the two
louts who had made the scene the previous morning.

     "All queers deserve to be burnt," said the other. They turned away
and, noticing Keith watching them, suddenly decided that somewhere else
might be a good place to be. They walked off down the road, trying to look
casual.

     "I wonder," said Keith.

     "Let's go to see Arthur's Seat," said Phil. "I read somewhere it's an
extinct volcano."

     "OK," said Keith and turned down the High Street almost bumping into
a man coming the other way. "Sorry," he said automatically and then
recognised him. "Bill Warman!"

     "Aye," said the man, "and how are you? You're not up here solving
mysteries are you?"

     "No. Just up for the Festival." He introduced Phil and Alan. "This is
Sergeant Warman. We were at Police College together before I went to
Feltenham. Are you on this fire case?"

     "Aye," said Bill. "Looks like arson! There was certainly petrol
poured through the letter box on the door and a rag soaked in the stuff
set alight and pushed through. We found part of it still sticking out the
other side."

     "Any suspicions?" asked Keith.

     "Well Gordon wasn't too popular in certain circles if you understand
my meaning," said Bill. "But no one in particular at the moment. Could
have been anyone between about 11.30, when Gordon locked up and 12.15 when
the fire was noticed."

     "You might have a word with a couple of fellows," said Keith, and
told him about the encounter the day before, and the fact that the two
were probably staying at the same tenement building as they were. "They
were here a moment ago, but they went off when they saw me."

     "Thanks," said Bill. "I'll see what they have to say for themselves."

     They split. The policeman stooped under the ribbon and Keith and the
others turned down the High Street in the direction of Holyrood Palace and
Arthur's Seat. Phil and Alan chatted animatedly about some topic which
obviously interested them greatly but which Keith entirely failed to
comprehend. He suspected it was to do with music or clothes or some other
esoteric subject. Nevertheless he looked at them fondly, at Phil's lively
expression as he explained a point, the unruly lock of burnished blond
hair falling over his eyes to be impatiently brushed aside. For a moment
he felt such an overwhelming feeling of affection that he could scarcely
stop himself reaching out to him and embracing him. To think of something
else, he looked away, over the street and caught sight of something that
almost took his breath away.

     "Oh! Oh! Oh!" said Keith, staring.

     For a moment he had the same expression on his face as Alan had done
when he had glanced across the restaurant on Monday and seen Esteban.
Phil, looking back, felt a slight pang of jealousy and stared at the
people on the opposite side of the road. Surely there was no one there who
could possibly make such an impression.

     "What's the matter?" he asked.

     "The Turner Exhibition," said Keith, the light of love in his eyes.
Now Phil could see a big banner across the doorway of the building
opposite. "I knew it was in Edinburgh over the Festival weeks but I'd
forgotten."

     "You want to go there?" asked Phil.

     "The most beautiful paintings," said Keith. "The subtle interplay of
colour and light, the delicate . . ."

     "Nudes?" demanded Phil.

     "Er.. No! Landscapes and seascapes." He could see the expression on
Phil's face was hardly one of enthusiasm. "You don't want to see them? OK,
then. You go and sit on Arthur's Seat. I'll go into Heaven and we'll meet
for lunch at one o'clock."

     "Huh! Heaven," said Phil. "You said being somewhere else was Heaven
last night." But he was smiling when he said it. "What about you, Alan?
You want culture or nature?"

     "I'm sorry, Keith," said Alan. "I want to talk to Phil about
something."

     "Where shall we meet then?"

     "What about that pub over there? They do food it says."

     "So," said Phil after Keith had left them. "What's this hot subject?"

     "It's about the fire at Gay Gordon's."

     "Oh," said Phil, sounding a little disappointed. "I thought it might
be about your Latin lover."

     "Well, it's that as well," said Alan. "Now I know those two louts are
top of the list as suspects. After all they threatened Gordon on Saturday
and his place goes up in smoke on Sunday night. They probably had the
opportunity as well. Chucked out of some pub at closing time, round to
GGs, pour in the petrol, stuff a hankie through the door set it alight and
that's it!"

     "Sure," said Phil. "Could have happened like that. So what's the
problem?"

     "There's also this guy who was in 'the Devil's Column'. The one I
took over from - Peter. He had a row with Gordon and got chucked out too -
on Friday night according to Jim Saunders."

     "Right," said Phil. "Suspect number 2. Where was he last night?"

     "I don't know. Jim said he was off back to Feltenham. His partner or
his mother was ill or something and he had to get back to her. I guess he
wasn't in Edinburgh at all." Alan sounded a little disappointed.

     Phil waited. Though interesting, none of this sounded as if it was
something that would worry Alan. Or need a close heart-to-heart with Phil
when Keith wasn't present.

     Alan hesitated. They walked past the lowering grey edifice of St
Giles' Cathedral. Then he seemed to make up his mind. 

     "It's Esteban," he said and paused.

     Phil's heart dropped. "No problems between you already?" he asked.

     "No. Nothing like that. It's still wonderful. It's just that, well
last night. His clothes had that odd smell and afterwards I realised it
was petrol. And he was obviously in the area because he was waiting for us
when he got home."

     Phil almost laughed out loud but a look at the anxious frown on
Alan's face made him change it into a cough,

     "But what possible reason could he have for wanting burn down
Gordon's place?"

     "I don't know," said Alan wretchedly. "But the others' motives aren't
all that strong. Peter got slung out. The two lager louts are just
anti-gay."

     "Has Esteban ever mentioned Gordon, ever said anything about the
cafe?"

     "No," admitted Alan, "but then we've only talked of other things."

     "Has he been secretive about anything?"

     "Only the job," said Alan. "I know about his parents in Costa Rica,
and his brothers, and where he lives and what he likes to eat and drink
and . . . "

     "OK," interrupted Phil, "so it's really only the job that's a
mystery. Well, we'll just have to find out about that."

     "How?"

     "Are you seeing him tonight?"

     "Hope so. He's coming round at eleven."

     "OK. Then tomorrow morning we follow him. He starts work at 9.00 so
it can't be too far away. I mean you're still kissing and cuddling at ten
to."

     "What about Keith? I don't want him suspecting Esteban. I don't care
who set fire to Gordon's, as long as it wasn't Esteban."

     "We give him the slip. You can pretend you're walking with lover boy
and I . . . well I'll go out to post a letter."

     "A letter? You don't write letters!"

     "Well I'll write one tonight. Special! To my Mum. Telling her all
about the Festival. Keith won't want to come out with us. You know how
particular he is about washing up the breakfast things, and leaving the
place tidy before we go out. We'll sort out your lover's little secret,"
he said confidently. "Now where's this volcano?"

                  * * * * * * * * * *

Phil had been a little disappointed in Arthur's Seat. He seemed to have
expected smoking fumeroles, subterranean rumbles and an overpowering smell
of burning sulphur fumes. Instead they had found a broad sweep of grass,
studded with litter, and some rocky outcrops. He complained as such to
Keith when they met at lunchtime in the pub though Keith was so
star-struck with the Turner exhibition that he didn't pay much attention.
They bought pies and beer and found themselves a table to sit.

     "It's just some strokes with brushes," said Keith, "and at first you
don't recognize anything but then, from a distance, you can see all, the
swirling fog, the haze, the water, the sunlight breaks through clouds, an
old ship coming into harbour, the funeral at sea for instance, the black
sailed ship, Paris as a nocturne . . ."

     In fact neither listened to what the other was saying until Keith
mentioned that he had met Bill Warman who had told him the result of the
interview with the two louts. At that Alan certainly was, and then Phil
quietened to hear the news.

     "Yes. He found them, no trouble. They're staying in the flat below
us. But they've got an alibi. They were in another Internet cafe on the
other side of town at the time the fire started."

     "Positive?" asked Phil.

     "Well, pretty sure. They made a bit of a scene so they were certainly
noticed about that time."

     "Shit," said Alan.

     Keith looked at him but he didn't elaborate.

     "So they're still looking for someone else," said Phil.

     "I guess," said Keith. "Though I wouldn't be surprised if those two
didn't really do it. Or perhaps one of them while the other provided the
alibi."

     "Hello, lovelies," said a voice. The dark, saturnine face of Nick
smiled twistedly at them through the tobacco haze.

     "I don't believe it," said Keith. "Are you following us?"

     "Hardly," said Nick. "I was here first. I saw you come in. I told you
there were only three places for a self-respecting gay to be at Festival
time, The Albion, the Festival Bar or the Mother Black Cap. And here we
all are at 'Mother's'."

     Keith watched him as he made a deliberate move to stand close to
Phil, and soon they were chatting together, excluding the others. Phil
giggled in that special way which he did usually only with Keith and Keith
felt a stab of jealousy. Nick was trouble. He didn't care whom he hurt to
gratify his own wishes. He had, unwittingly possibly, been the cause of
the break-up between Alan and Keith back in the Feltenham days. He wasn't
going to get Phil, not if he could help it but Keith couldn't bring
himself to barge in, break up the pair, display too obviously his
jealousy. Phil wouldn't have understood anyway; he was too innocent, too
trusting. Anyway perhaps he rather fancied Nick. That dark face, the
sardonic lift of his eyebrow, the twisted smile - they were, God blast
him, attractive enough.

     Alan solved the problem. "Well," he said, finishing his beer in a
gulp. "Let's not waste the afternoon. Where are we all off to?"

     Nick said, "See you around then," and Keith wondered whether he had
made some sort of arrangement to meet Phil later.

                  * * * * * * * * * *

     Tuesday morning and already over half way of their week's holiday
over.

     The plan had worked well. Alan had accompanied Esteban downstairs,
said goodbye and then waited for Phil. Phil, with his alibi letter, told
Keith he was going to catch the first post and Keith had made it easier by
asking him to get some rolls and fillings while he was out so they could
take a picnic instead of having to find a restaurant or pub.

     There was a chill wind blowing up the funnel of the High Street,
between the high buildings. It reminded them that in a few days it would
be September and the summer nearly over.

     "Who called Edinburgh the windy city?" asked Alan, wishing he was
wearing a sweater.

     "I don't know," said Phil. "But whoever it was is right. I wish I'd
put on something a little less summery."

     They could see the tall, slim figure of Esteban walking several yards
ahead of them. He did not look around but in any case there were quite a
few pedestrians in between.

     "Did I tell you," said Alan "that Peter - you know the guy I took
over from in the Devil's Column, the one who was chucked out of Gay
Gordon's - he rang Jim from Feltenham to say his mother or whoever it was
that was ill, was getting on OK."

     "So he wasn't in Edinburgh on the night of the fire?"

     "Apparently not," said Alan.

     "And the lager louts have got an alibi."

     Alan didn't answer. Esteban had broken into a run and as he did so,
the chimes of nine o'clock sounded from the clock tower of the church
opposite.

     "He's going to be late," said Phil.

     But Esteban had turned off from the main street and as they reached
the corner they saw him going into the shop of a petrol garage.

     "He's gone to buy some cigarettes," said Phil.

     "He doesn't smoke," said Alan. "I bet this is where he works. He's a
petrol pump attendant. That's why he smelled of petrol the night of the
fire."

     "But why did he want to keep it a secret?" asked Phil.

     "Pride," said Alan in a relieved tone. "He probably thought it was a
demeaning sort of job."

     "But I've got a job filling shelves in Tesco's."

     "No you haven't," said Alan. "You gave it up. Anyway you've got no
pride." He smiled in relief.

     They crossed the road and waited, lurking in what must, to anyone who
was watching, have seemed a very suspicious manner. In a couple of minutes
Esteban came out wearing a pair of overalls.

     "Come on," said Alan. "We don't want him to see us. He'll tell me in
his own good time if he wants to."

     "So we still don't know who the arsonist is," said Phil.

     "Just so long as it isn't Esteban," said Alan as they turned and
retraced their tracks up the hill.

     "Hang on," said Phil. "I've got to get some rolls and stuff for
Keith. He'll think it most odd if I don't come back with the food for the
picnic."

     Alan looked around. "Let's get them from over there," he said
pointing to a cafe which advertised food to take away. They had to queue.
There was only one girl serving at the counter and she was slow. Many of
the tables were also filled with people presumably having their
breakfasts. There was an appetizing smell of frying bacon, toast and
coffee.

     Phil studied the menu board on the wall to decide what to buy.

     "Hey, Phil! Look over there," said Alan. He nodded towards a table on
the other side of te room where three men were sitting. Two had their
backs to them but the third was facing. It was Gordon.

     "Oh yes," said Phil. "Gordon." He didn't sound concerned.

     "But who's he talking to?"

     "I don't know," said Phil. "Who are they then?"

     "It's the two guys. The two straights who made that scene. The lager
louts!"

     Phil immediately concentrated. "Yeah. You're right. It is them. But
they hate him. They hate all gays. I don't understand."

     As they watched they saw the three in apparent amiable conversation
and then Gordon reach into his jacket pocket, take out and open his wallet
and pass some bank notes to the two.

     "He's paying them for setting fire to the shop," suggested Alan.

     "But they didn't," objected Phil. "They've got an alibi. They were
miles away at the time."

     "He's paying them for . . . oh I don't know. Providing a motive so
that they would be the suspects."

     "While Gordon himself set light to his own shop," said Phil.

     "But why?"

     "To get the Insurance. Didn't he say that it was losing money?"

     "Next please," said the girl at the counter. Phil. tried to
concentrate on his order. When they looked round again, all three of the
guys had disappeared. Phil took the bag of rolls, paid and they went
outside looking up and down the street to see where the three had gone.

     "Looking for me?" asked a voice.

     "Nick," said Phil, for it was he, with his perpetually lecherous grin
and his ironical expression. "How is it that we're always running across
you?"

     "Not all that surprising really when we're living practically next
door to each other."

     "How do you know where we are staying?"

     "I make it my business to know everything of importance?"

     "OK, then. What can you tell us about Gordon?"

     "Gay Gordon? The Internet Cafe?"

     "That's the one."

     "What do you want to know? How long his cock is? Oh serious eh? Well
the place was about be closed down for a start. I'm not surprised it was
burnt down. If only for the Insurance. It was losing money hand over fist.
Only wonder why Gordy-baby wasn't immediately suspected of doing it
himself." He looked at them. "What's the interest?"

     Phil looked at Alan. They were both thinking the same thing. Gordon
would have been suspected of course, if there hadn't been some other
obvious suspects.

     He didn't say anything though and changed the subject. "So where are
you off to?"

     "Home to bed," said Nick, a lecherous smile on his face, then it went
serious. "Care to join me?"

     For the first time Phil realised that this was a deliberate
proposition.

     "You could have had me any time before I met Keith," he said. "Back
in London. I was always available. 'Anytime Annie', they used to call me."

     "Perhaps being 'married' makes you all the more attractive."

     "I'm sorry," said Phil. 

     "I can wait." The mocking smile was back again.

     "You'll have to wait a long, long time."

     "What a bore," said Nick, apparently losing interest. "A faithful
wife."

     They left him to continue back to the flat.

     "Hurry up," said Phil.  "Keith will start to wonder where we've got
to. Are we going to tell him about Gordon?" 

     "There's no proof," said Alan. "The money could have been payment for
anything."

                      * * * * * * * * * *

The Mother Black Cap was not full. It was that inbetween time, already
past middle of the day, not yet early evening. Alan had gone off to
practise something that hadn't gone quite right the evening before. Keith
and Phil had been to a lunchtime show - very modern, no plot, no named
characters, seemingly something to do with abstract concepts of time and
space - and now they both felt the need for a drink before facing  an
all-male production of Webster's 'The Duchess of Malfi'. 

     They had in any case arranged to meet Keith's old chum, Bill Warman
for a drink.

     "Is he gay," asked Phil.

     "Don't think so," said Keith.

     "I wondered why he suggested the Mother Black Cap, that's all."

     "Does it look like an obvious gay pub?"

     Phil looked round. There were a few male couples standing at the bar
but probably not any more than you'd see at any straight pub. Two women
were sitting together at a table, chatting over their glasses of red wine.
An elderly couple, man and wife, presumably as they didn't seem to be
taking much notice of each other, sat side by side on a bench which ran
down one side of the bar. They were looking straight ahead, apparently at
nothing. The decor was old-fashioned mahogany and nicotine-stained paint,
with etched glass mirrors for light relief. The only concession to
modernity was the strip lighting.

     "I see what you mean," said Phil. "Does he know you are?"

     "I expect so. He knows the Force I'm in."

     Phil finished his beer. "Do you want another one?" he asked.

     Keith considered. "I'll be pissing all afternoon if I do," he said.
"I'll stick with this."

     "I'll get myself one," said Phil. At that moment Warman came through
the door over the other side. "I'd better get him a pint while I'm at the
bar."

     Keith waved and Bill came over. "Phil's getting you a beer." He sat
down, sighing as if he was glad to take the weight off his feet. He looked
tired and older than his twenty-five years, his face podgy and his hair
already creeping back from his forehead. He could have been almost twice
Keith's age.

     "Life doesn't get any easier," he said.

     "Any further forrader with the arson case?" asked Keith.

     Phil arrived back with two glasses of beer and a short for Keith,
just in time to catch the question. He waited for the answer. In a way he
felt a sneaking sympathy for Gordon. No doubt it had been very difficult
to start up such an enterprise in Edinburgh. He must have been at his wits
end thinking of a way to salvage something from what was obviously a
disastrous failure. Phil though would have had no regrets if the finger of
suspicion still pointed at the lager louts. But it looked as if their
alibi would keep them out of trouble.

     "Not so far," said Bill. "I doubt whether we'll ever get anyone for
it."

     "Just going to the bog," said Phil.

     Looks like Gordon's going to get away with it, he thought as he
directed a jet of used beer into the urinal. Well so be it. He never set
much store with Insurance Companies. You paid in regularly year after year
and they were very keen on getting your money and pretty canny about
having to pay out. So if Gordon swindled them out of a few thousands, the
Company would no doubt put up by their premiums by a couple of quid and no
one would really notice. Phil was so preoccupied with these thoughts that
he didn't really notice the door behind him open and shut. Nor was he
aware that someone - some people - had come in until he felt a rough push
in his back. Losing his balance he stepped into the trough and felt the
wetness in his shoe.

     "Hey," he said angrily turning round. It was the two lager louts.

     "So it's pretty boy," sneered one.

     Had he not been so annoyed, Phil might have felt uneasy but as it was
he blazed right back at them. "I know what you've been doing," he said.
"Gordon paying you to pretend that you've gotta motive for the burning
down of the shop."

     The man's face changed from a sneer to one of menace. He grabbed Phil
by the front of his shirt. "You little punk," he said. "That's not the
sort of thing you want to go around saying." His voice was menacing but
even so Phil was not expecting the sudden blow that the man aimed at him,
catching his face and mouth so that he staggered back and fell onto the
floor. Instantly the other man was onto him, fetching him a kick him in
the ribs that made him cry out with the sharp agony. Through the torment
of pain, Phil realised that the two were possibly going to kill him,
certainly inflict major injuries. He screamed and the door opened to
reveal Bill and Keith.

     "What the fuck?" said Bill.

     "Leave him alone, you bastards," shouted Keith.

     "He's a fucking queer," said the man with the moustache, as if that
excused what they were doing.

     "And I'm a fucking copper," said Bill. "You're under arrest." 

                      * * * * * * * * * *


Phil looked up at Keith from the bed. He lay there on the candlewick
counterpane, completely naked and at his fork his cock resting on his
thigh, soft and inviting. Keith knelt down beside the bed. 

     "How are you feeling?" he asked. Phil's lips were puffy and bruised
and his ribs sore but not, thankfully, broken.

     "I just need treating gently," said Phil and tried for a smile. It
was not a great success.

     "At least those shits are behind bars. And if we could break that
alibi, they'd be there for even longer."

     "Mmm," said Phil noncommittally.

     "You'll always tell me if there's anything wrong, won't you?" asked
Keith. 

     "I'll always tell you everything that concerns you and me," promised
Phil, neatly side-stepping the answer/question without actually telling a
lie. "Kiss me," he said. "But not on the lips."

     "I don't know where to kiss first," he said. He could smell the
fresh, clean smell of his body after his shower.

     Their lovemaking was tender and gentle.

     Afterwards they talked about Alan.

     "He seems to have got over Constable Plod," said Keith.

     "It looks like true love," said Phil. "Esteban's going down to
Feltenham in a fortnight's time."

     "But what about the future?" said Keith.

     "What about anybody's future?" said Phil. "Of course I see us growing
old together."


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