Date: Tue, 24 Dec 2013 07:45:43 -0500 (EST)
From: Writersparody@aol.com
Subject: Submission and Sacrifice

Submission and sacrifice. The Name of the Game.

I was missing Danny dreadfully. It is hard, especially at Christmas time
suffering the trauma of someone that is so dear having left you.
How will I  survive Christmas I do not know. I feel so lonely and
depressed. Danny is the  only guy who can do it for me, who can change me from bad
Karma to good. And it  is not just the sex although that was a very big thing
in our relationship. It  was also the feeling of belonging and being
everything for him that he wanted of  me.
I remember how he loved me last Christmas How we dabbled in the thrill  and
joy of sex play. He'd have me dip his masterpiece ( as I called it) in a
glass of Advocaat, or cherry wine and a host of other delightful flavors and
suck of the flavors, which combined with his own, made for a delightful
beverage.
It is just those little things I miss and the variations he always  liked
to play the sex theme, like he'd smother me in brandy sauce after the
Christmas pudding and lick it off. It was really kinky but I loved it. It was
just so nice to see him enjoy me like that and vice versa.
I miss you Danny  Barker so please come back and do the business for me. I
will even go so far as  to do the golden rain thing with you, that is how I
feel and I do wonder if that  is why you dumped me, because I could not
adapt to your variations on a theme,  how you wanted to strap me up and beat me
with a gag in my mouth, how you wanted  to spank me incessantly over your
knee. And then hammer me when my but was so  sore. Okay so you massaged loads
of stimulating and soothing coconut oil into me  beforehand, but each tine
you thrust against my butt is made me cringe. But I  put up with it because I
wanted to please you.
You know I was willing to go  so far but when the situation. got out of
hand I became concerned that you would  not know when to stop.
Well perhaps I should have, perhaps that is what  relationships are all
about, trust and being honest with each other.
I am  willing to give us another try just for the feel of your warm
sufficiency - I  miss that so very much, more than you could ever imagine. I dream
of it and  still bear the imagery in my mind. I often look at the video we
shot for  personal viewing of those wonderful beautiful scenes with you deep
in my mouth,  and you deep into me. I see to myself as I view them and watch
the absolute joy  and satisfaction as you spunk so strong into my mouth,
and across my face. And  how I respond to that and the beautiful way you
initiate  your  masterpiece  into me doggy fashion, and how I respond helping you
to gain a  good erection and a deep penetration so that we can both enjoy
the sensation of  something that only we can do exclusively for each other.
Danny, I am willing  to do the golden rain thing or whatever, because I
must regain my trust in you.  I shall close my eyes and make myself enjoy what
you want of me no matter how  repulsive it may initially seem to me. But I
did wee into your underpants and  massage you over your pants as you said you
would like. The last time you had me  suck you as you held it out and
stretched it back and I smelt you,. It was not a  good incentive then to suck you
and, as you know, it took me time.
But given  that time because you were so considerate, content to have me
wank you off  instead, I got around to it. And the first time, when I closed
my eyes and  tasted you, the smell, the taste aroused me significantly to let
you fuck me for  the first time, the rest is history - but I don't want you
to be history Danny.  So please come back to me and I promise I will do
anything you want me to do,.  Because I love you so much..
It is hard to explain how gutted and lost I feel  without you. You became a
big part in my life. Perhaps I took you too much for  granted. Like when I
helped myself to your masterpiece. You always said just how  much you like
that. And Danny, it is a masterpiece. I miss that so much too, the  smell and
taste of freshly massaged cock is something special to behold. I do  love
top wank you so very much, to tease and cradle your gorgeous full balls. I
miss how you tease my anus with your fingers when I suck you. I love how you
suck and lick me there, It gives me a whole new feeling and sensation which
 makes it crave for your presence inside. Your nice big fat masterpiece
working  into me like it does and pausing occasionally to let us both enjoy the
throb of  sex.
Don't you see Danny how much I miss you. I never get a text reply lately
since you dumped me so I tho0ught I would try emailing you, and hoe you still
 have the same email address.
Remember the times we used to email and skype  before we met properly. How
you told me just what you would like to do with me  and to me when I pranced
around in my7 nothing's and showed you my hind for the  first time, and all
the rest too. The way you used to want me; to finger and  stretch my ass
cheeks apart, and even sometimes slap myself. It was all very  kinky stuff
that I had never ever done before, but you changed all that and made  me
realize just how gay I was and what it was I really needed. And that of  course
was you.
And it is still; very, much you. I love you Danny. Please  come back to me
and I will be your toe rag or anything you want me to be, and  yes I will
even drink your pee. Because it is all part of you that is why and  perhaps I
have realised that more than ever before since you dumped me for that  Irish
guy.
I wonder if he pleases you as much as I did. I have tried another  - in an
effort to forget you and release the pain. But he could never come up to
your standard. It was always a quickie he wanted and you know how much I adore
 foreplay.
You know how I love to tease and manipulate your masterpiece until  you
crave my fuck, then teasing you I pretend to prepare for you, whichever way
you want me and then I veer back just as you are ready to go in. Then how you
become agitated and begin to spank me across the edge of the bed, until I
submit. But you spank me more soundly after the fuck which you like to  do.
Remember the time you worked a mars bar inside me, and how you  chew3
ed it out. And how it was all so very sticky, and how you washed my  hole
afterwards. That was nice too and it was worth pleasing you in tight jeans,
tight enough to stretch my cheeks wide apart so you could have fun sniffing
me  between, that was before another spanking, which you especially like to
do over  my jeans.
I went with that although it sting like hell. But now I will let  you go
further and use the cane or whatever on me to gain gratification of those
deep set wan tings of yours. I have come to accept that if that is the money
way  I can keep you then I must submit. I am willing to be your servant boy
Danny and  promise I will reach your standards and be submissive to your wants
at all  times. I am prepared for that now. I even spank myself with a head
brush which  really stings. I lean over the edge of a chair and arrange a
mirror so I can  see. It is crazy but now I am into the spanking scene and
find my own ass very  tempting.
After all, you will know that is how I first realised my sexual  leaning,
when I used to experiment with myself, when I used to fuck myself with  a
screwdriver handle or anything that represented a penis. But it was a never
the same as a real live penis. Like your masterpiece Danny. An I want that. I
crave for it, you just know that.
So please come back to me and let me prove  myself I know I can do it and
it wioo be so much fun to start anew don't you  think?
I remember how you really like to use dirty talk when we play. So I  want
to tell you how much I want to feel and suck you prick, to feel you real
deep prick fuck my asshole out. And how after you have spunked, you wank me off
 too and then I spunk's and we do our  sixty nine position and suck each
other off simultaneously. And then the grand final when we french kiss each
other still with our spunk in our mouths, and we share each other's love
juice.
Remember that Danny? I want to do all that again and more okay?
So  please reply huh. I am going right craving mad here
Will there be a happy  ending?
Watch this apace.