Date: Thu, 31 Jan 2008 15:57:35 -0800 (PST)
From: Randy Howard <randyhoward2@yahoo.com>
Subject: The Storm / Part 2 / Relationships

The Storm
After the Storm
By
randyhoward2@yahoo.com

>From Part One .

"I am so sorry Clark for letting you go, but mostly for lying
to you about why." I tell him

"Kevin, are you all right babe," he asks.  "Nothing broken."

"No love, nothing broken but my heart, when I thought
how I lost you forever.  We need to talk love about why I
drove you away."

"I know why babe, I found out yesterday just before the
tornado hit.  I went to see our doctor, and he told me about
you prostate cancer.  Do you think that sex is all that
matters to me in our relationship, Kevin Dylan Jones?  I
married you for in sickness and in health babe.  Doctor
Mathews told me that you are in the very early stage of it,
and it can be cured most likely."

"I am so sorry for not trusting your love for me. Will you
forgive me love?  I know I was stupid to drive you away,
but I thought that if I could not make love anymore you
would not want me.  That was something that I just could
not bare and I felt that if I drove you away you would not
have to make that choice.  How did you figure out
something was wrong?"


"Your mood changed so drastically after your doctors visit
that I figured it had something to do with that.  I never once
believed that you had found someone else. I always know
when you lie to me babe." He says and he kisses me so
intensely that my heart beats twice as fast.  "Now lets go
find a place to stay, babe."

"I love you, Clark so much."

"I know babe, I know."


Clark and Kevin went to a local motel, and got a room.
They spent much of that night holding each other and
discussing the treatment options for Kevin's cancer.

"I'm scared Clark," Kevin says crying as he leaned on
Clark's chest "I have never had to face something like this
before, and I don't know how to fight an invisible enemy."

"We are in this together babe, you and I my lover," Clark
reassures him.  We have an appointment tomorrow with
your oncologist and together we will determine the best
plan of attack," he says pulling his man close.

The next morning they met with Dr. Phillip Andrews. He
was one of the top oncologists in the metropolitan area.

"Good Morning Kevin and Clark," Dr. Andrews says
shaking their hands.

"Good Morning doctor." They both say as they are shown
into his office and take a seat.

"First Kevin let me tell you that Prostate cancer is often
curable.  About 90% of new cases of prostate cancer are
caught early, and almost 100% of men with these early
cancers survive five years or more after being diagnosed,"
he says looking at Kevin.

"That is good to know," Kevin says knowing that his is in
the very early stage.  "What kind of treatments do I have to
choose from doctor," he asks nervously.

"Well treatments depend on what kind of cancer cells you
have, how far they have spread, your age and general health
and your preferences.  With your particular cancer I feel a
combination of radiation and hormone therapy will be best
for you, Kevin."

"Will I have a problem with erections with this kind of
treatments doctor," Kevin asks.

"Well as with all radiation type treatments, erectile
dysfunction is often a side effect.  Nerves that help a man
have an erection are right next to the prostate. The x-rays
that are used in radiation therapy can damage these nerves.
There are drugs and mechanical aids that may help men
that become impotent because of treatment. Many men
recover their ability to have an erection several months
after their treatments,' he tells Kevin.

"See babe, I told you there is hope," Clark says taking
Kevin's hand.

"We will start you with Proton Therapy Kevin, this kind of
therapy allows me to deliver low doses to the bladder and
rectum while high doses are delivered to the prostate. That
along with your medications I feel we can have you cancer
free in a very short time."

"That would be great doctor. When do I begin my
treatment," Kevin asks.

"Well I would like to begin them as soon as possible," he
says.  "How about the first of next week we set up for the
radiation treatments," the doctor says, looking at his
schedule.

"That is fine with me," Kevin says nervously looking at
Clark still holding his hand.

They set up an appointment and head for their hotel. Kevin
is quiet as they drive home and Clark notices it.

"Talk to me babe, what's going through your head," he
says looking over at his man.

"I am scared to death babe, even though he explained it all,
I am still scared," he says taking Clarks hand.

"I know you are, and I would be also if it were me going
through it.  But you have me by your side through it all
babe, you are not in this alone," Clark says squeezing
Kevin's hand.

"I thank you for that babe, I do not think I could go through
this alone," he says now looking out the car window.

That night lying in bed, Clark is holding Kevin telling him
how much he loves and needs him.

"I hope you still want me when I can't get it up anymore,"
he says turning from Clark.

"Kevin do you think I am that shallow a man," he asks
pulling Kevin around to look at him.  "Have I ever given
you a reason to think that I love you only for your cock," he
says as tears come to his eyes.

"I am so sorry babe," Kevin says now holding Clark in his
arms.  "I never once felt that you loved me just for the sex
babe."

"Than why do you now feel that I would desert you when
you need me most babe," he asks kissing him softly.  "I do
love this guy," he says reaching down to Kevin's cock, "but
not half as much as the man it is attached to.  If you could
never have sex with me the rest of your life, I would be
content just holding my man," he says crying as he kisses
him.

They tenderly kiss and soon their passion sweeps over them
like a tidal wave, flooding them with love.  Their tongues
wrestle for dominance as their lips meet in lust and passion.

"Make love to me," Kevin says to Clark.  "I want to feel
how you feel when I make love to you."

"Not tonight babe," he says as he pulls his man on top of
him.  "Tonight I want my man to fill me with his love."

Kevin sits up and Clark hands him the lube as he prepare
them for their lovemaking.  He pushes against his lover's
rosebud and it gently slides in as Clark lets out a sigh.

"Fuck me my love as you did when we first did, fill me full
of your love."

Kevin slowly pulls out and then quickly pushes in, as Clark
rises to meet his thrust.  He moans as his man makes sweet
love to him, he gives his heart to him.  He wraps his arms
around his man pulling him into his lips, as their kiss seals
their hearts into one, and as their bodies now become one.
Clark can feel his sperm churning around in his balls and
he knows he is about to come.

"Oh Kevin I'm coming babe," he cries out in ecstasy.  He
shoots his seed on his chest, his ass tightens around Kevin's
cock and he shoots his love in Clark's ass.  Shot after shot
Kevin shoots, as he fills his lover's ass.

"Oh babe, my love I love you," he cries out, as he fucks
until he has no more to give.  He pulls out from his man
and falls onto his chest and they meet in a kiss of passion.
They hold on for dear life to one another, as their breathing
comes down to normal.

"I love you Clark," Kevin says as he starts to cry.

"Don't babe," Clark says as he wipes the tears away.  "We
are just entering a new phase of life," he tells him. "That is
why tonight I wanted you to make love to me.  From now
on until you can again I will make love to you my lover,"
he says holding him tight as they both cry.

Kevin began his treatments, and as the doctor had said, he
experienced eventually erectile dysfunction.  His doctor
eventually, after he finished his treatments, gave him pills
to help with an erection.

"Now remember Kevin, if you have an erection that lasts
longer than four hours seek medical treatment," the doctor
says.

"Doc if I have an erection that lasts four hours, I am
hanging a 'for rent' sign on it," Kevin says laughing
remembering that it had been over a year since he had last
had an erection.

That night after many nights of either no sex or him being
the bottom man to Clark's top, Kevin had a secret weapon.
He went home and took one of the pills.  As the hours went
by, they finally went to bed.  Clark took him in his arms.

"How are you feeling tonight babe," Clark asks trying to
feel out his lover's mood.

"I'm in the mood for romance, I'm in the mood for love,"
he sings to Clark and Clark looks at him then reaches for
the lube.

"Not tonight babe," he says taking his lover's hand and
placing it on his now hard cock.

"Kevin babe, your back," Clark says and instantly rolls on
his back opening his arms for his man.  Kevin climbs on his
man and their lips meet, as their passion is ignited once
again.  Kevin sits and looks at his lover beneath him, who
now has tears in his eyes.

"I have missed you babe, welcome home," he says as
Kevin slowly enters his man.  They both let out a
passionate moan, as their love now comes alive once again.
It was always there but just never the same, now suddenly
life seemed to be breathed into it.  He slowly pulls out and
then pushes in, and Clark rises up to meet him.  They move
in and out, up and down, until both shoot their love at the
same time.

"I love you Clark, and thank you for being there when I
needed you most babe," Kevin says looking into his lover's
eyes.

"I love you babe, and welcome back lover," he says and
they kiss passionately.


Statistics
Prostate cancer is one of the most commonly diagnosed
cancers in the U.S. In 2004 (the most recent year for which
statistics are currently available):
-	189,075 men were diagnosed with prostate
cancer*
-	29,002 men died from prostate cancer*

Therefore, those of you in the age range get tested
and be safe. If you are one who is going through this
disease, now that you can and will come out on the
other side still able to love and some with help,
perform.  Randy
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