Date: Sat, 30 Jan 2016 17:55:28 -0500
From: Randy Wade <randywadestory@gmail.com>
Subject: Hazard 27

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the song Hazard, by Richard Marx.

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Hazard

Chapter 27


Sunday, June 28th 2009


Dad and I skyped today, I know he could tell I wasn't feeling myself. Heh,
I was feeling anything. I still felt empty. Anyway, he said He and Ez are
coming for a visit over the 4th of July weekend. Normally I would have been
squirming in my seat with excitement over hearing that. I just said that's
cool dad.

If Dad noticed anything he didn't say anything.  I said my good bye and
sent EZ my love. At that point I think they were just words. Did I still
love him? Was I capable of love anymore? Would I ever feel again? I was
beginning to be a bit bored with this no emotions crap.

My tests start tomorrow. It kind of sucked while most kids my age are
enjoying summer I am stuck studying for some fucking tests. All because of
some crazy ass bitch thinks that because she is on some Godly crusade for
whatever fucking reason, to kill me because I am gay. Maybe it's just
because I suck dick better than her, heh.



I woke the next morning feeling pretty much the same way I felt when I went
to bed the past two weeks. Empty. I did my normal morning routine and
headed out to the school where someone from The Hazard county school
district will monitor me while I take the tests.

I sat in the class room waiting to take the calc and chemistry tests. The
monitor wasn't there yet. It was just Grandma and me. I was reading Anna
Karina. I don't know why, I just like the classics. Most modern novels and
writers bore me.


I heard the click of heals in the hallway. I watched as the monitor came
in. Great it's the "amen sister'. I had to laugh at the irony of it. I just
seemed have the life of Job. I gave my best Ruth smile as she introduced
herself to Grandma. Grandma was not permitted to stay.

I watched as she set her timer on the desk took out the prepared tests. Sat
them down on the desk. She didn't even pretend to hide her hostility. Get
over you dried up mold twat, I thought as she tossed the test on my desk.

"Thirty minutes"

"The time on the test say forty-five minutes."


"I have another appointment. Either take the test or fail."

"Someone needs to get laid." I mumbled to myself

I opened the test and went to work. I wasn't one of those people who panic
taking tests. I took out a piece of paper to make second calculations then
copied them on the test after I figured[r1] the formulas. I finished the
test and closed the test booklet.

"Finished."

"you still have five minutes." She said.

"I am ready for the chemistry test."

"I said you have five minutes. I have to allow the proper time to finish."


"Well then you will fail that test lady. The proper time was forty-five
minutes not thirty."


She just smiled smugly at me as she sat there waiting for the timer to
ding. I wanted to smack that smug smile off that grill of hers. Damn she
has the over bite of a beaver I thought as I waited. DING

"You have twenty-five minutes." She said handing me the chemistry test.

"Says thirty."

"I am pressed for time." She retorted.

I didn't bother stating the obvious shit like that five minutes she
wasted. I just got to the test. Chemistry was easy for me just like math
was. Same principles applied know the elements of the equations and work
out the formulas.


I finished the test just before the Ding. Take that you dried up old
raisin. I sat back and waited as she sealed the envelope. Grandma told me
to make sure I signed each test signed the envelopes and sealed them
myself.

I watched as she sealed the envelopes and went to put them in the bag.


"Excuse me Madam but I am supposed to seal and sign each of them myself."

"I don't have time for your Non-sense." She said.

I got up and went to the intercom. "Grandma can you come to the classroom?
This lady is try to pull a scam."


The door opened immediately. Grandma came in with an older man in golf
clothes. "Give me those test's Ellen." He said.


You didn't think I recognized you Ellen? You forget how small a town this
still is."


"Noah, you have not been given the proper allotted time to complete the
tests. You may take them over if you wish." The Superintendent of the
Schools said to me.

"I'm good."

"May I use your office Eva?"

"Be my guest."


"Ellen come with me."


I watched as they left. Grandma sat on the corner of the desk.

"Are you sure you don't want to retake those tests?"

"I don't need to. I know the answers wouldn't change."

"Who was she anyway?" I asked, my curiosity got the better of me.


"The cousin of your old English teacher."

I hung out with Sam that afternoon. We caught a movie, went to the pizza
joint and played some video games. I still felt emotionally empty but I am
still a teenager. We all live for a good movie, pizza and video games.

The rest of the test were administered by the super guy of the Schools. I
would get the results back next week. It was Thursday and I went to my
therapy session which was pretty much the same as the last one. I had told
him I felt void of any emotion in the last session. The only thing
different was his last question which still has me thinking.

"I want you to tell me why you think blocking away emotion is going to stop
you from being hurt emotionally?"


At first thought was because I don't have emotions. I know the reality of
it was that me being human that is utterly impossible. Why I am blocking
them. Is it because I don't want to get hurt inside again. Was there some
other reason?"



It was Friday Dad and Ez will be here around noon dad said. I was looking
forward to seeing them. In my mind I was telling myself it would be a good
distraction. I don't if that was the truth or not. Was I lying to myself?
I want to feel something again but I don't know how to do make it happen
again.


I was sitting on the front porch with Grandma as Dads jeep pulled up. I
watched as Ez and Dad got out of the jeep and stood there. I stood up. I
don't know what happened. I found myself running towards them. I felt the
tears running down my cheeks. I felt both of them hug me at the same time.


I buried my head into someone's neck and cried. I felt them lift me up and
I automatically wrapped my legs around his waist. I breathed in deep. I
knew that smell. My Dad.

Dad carried me to the porch. "Hey brat, I need to put you down so I can hug
my Mom and also I think there's someone else who wants to hug you."


I kissed my Dad's neck and unwrapped my legs. I wiped my eyes and grabbed
hold of Ez and held him tight. I felt him hardened and could help myself.

"Someone wants more than A hug." I whispered in his ear.

"You know it."

"I can feel it." I giggled

I stepped back and blocked view as he adjusted himself. I had to admire him
and Dad. They were dressed in desert camo's. I had never seen them in them
before. They looked so proud and masculine in their uniforms. I was proud
of being one's son and the other's boyfriend.


They went out and grabbed their bags. I walked Ez to the trailer, he held
his bag over one shoulder and my hand in his free hand. I love the feel of
his hand in mine. I loved how he squeezed it every few steps. Not one word
was spoken.

He dumped his bag in the bedroom and came onto the kitchen where I was
grabbing us some Cokes. He turned me around took the cokes and placed them
on the counter. He smiled and then leaned in and kissed me. Damn the kiss
was hot our tongues battled, our mouth's tried to devour the others. Is was
wet, sloppy and fucking hot.


By the time we broke the kiss we were on the kitchen floor minus
clothing. I don't remember stripping him or him me. I didn't care either I
just knew I wanted him in my mouth. I wanted to feel him moving deep inside
me as wrapped my legs around his waist and I did.


I am not going into detail. I will tell you we made a mess on the floor,
stained the sofa and covered the shower walls with cream. If you want a
better visual go look at some hot porn. That was us.


We joined Grandma and dad as we went to see Grandpa. He was now completely
confined to a wheelchair. He was overly thin and was being fed through a
feeder thingy. They inserted a catheter. And had his meds put in
intravenously.


I watched as dad talked to him. It didn't seem to have any effect on
Grandpa. He was devoid of any emotion like me. I felt bad for dad. I felt a
tear start.  Wait. I felt emotion. I felt happy when I saw dad and Ez. I
felt love for my Dad when he held me. I felt passion desire and love for Ez
in the trailer. I felt sadness now for dad. I felt something.


Dad and Ez were in their uniforms still. It was the only clean thing Ez
brought with him. Seemed all his civvies were dirty and needed to be
washed. Which I gladly did. While I sniffed them undies. Don't judge we all
have our fetishes.


Grandma always volunteered the farm for the church picnic. She borrowed a
port-a-potty from the school. Dad, Ez and I pulled out four big drum
grills.  After an hour the we had them clean and ready to use. We set the
saw horse tables up and pulled out the benches and made any repairs.

After an easy dinner of sandwiches, we sat on the front porch. Dad and Ez
had beers, Grandma and I drank iced mint tea. Dad had offered me a beer nut
declined. I hate alcohol of any kind. We watched as the fireflies twinkled
like little stars as I held on to Ez's hand.

We chatted about nothing in particular. Avoiding those few topics. The
attack, the trial, the hearing and my slip into that emotionless void I was
in for a few weeks. I heard dad yawn. Which got Ez yawning, then
Grandma. What is it with people when one person yawns it seems everyone
yawns? Well not me. I thought to myself. Yawn. Ok I stand corrected.


We all said good night I kissed my dad and grandma. I watched as Ez kissed
Grandma and then dad. "Um Ez, I may look at you like my future son in law
but." Dad laughed as Ez turned red as a baboon's ass.


"Oh damn I am sorry I am just so tired." He stammered.

We all laughed as I led Ez away to the trailer. I thought it was cute
myself but Ez was completely embarrassed. We underdressed and took quick
showers separately. I let Ez take his first while I checked e-mail. I got a
short one from Nikki saying how she was enjoying visiting her cousins in
Atlantic City New Jersey. I hadn't gotten anything from TJ in a while and
neither has Nikki.


Ez came out of the bathroom with a towel wrapped around his waist. I was so
sexy. If wasn't thoroughly sexed up by him earlier, I'd be under that
towel. I kissed him and went to take my shower. I smiled as I thought about
how something so little as just seeing my two men could make feel again.


I dried off and went into the bedroom. Ez was already asleep. I got under
the covers and he automatically pulled me against him as he spooned me. I
sighed oh man I loved this man so much. I am glad I am feeling my
emotions. To not feel this would be unthinkable. That emotionlessness had
gotten me through the trial and the hearing. I just didn't know how to turn
them back on.





Fourth of July in Hazard was just like any other small town in
America. Parade floats mayor in a car, a few veterans, marching bands and
flag waving. It was a nice little parade that lasted maybe forty-five
minutes.

We headed back to the house. People would start arriving soon. I could tell
Grandma was a more down than usual though, she put on a happy face. I Knew
she missed Grandpa. I did too. The difference was she spent forty years
with him and I only a few months. She was a strong lady though.


By one there was about two hundred people there two thirds of them being
kids. Sam, Ez and I kept them amused for a while until they decided to play
tag. Us bigger guys had the advantage of longer legs so we bailed out and
went to hang with the adults.


Bored with that Sam, Ez and I grabbed two chairs and watched the kids
play. I hear before I saw a car coming up the drive. I smiled when I saw
TJ's car. I grabbed Ez's hand and ran to meet TJ's car with sam right
behind us.


I saw him get out of his car. He was in his cadet uniform. He looked
different. It was the uniform it was the way he carried himself. He looked
more confident.


He walked up to us and I gave him a hug which he returned. I introduced Ez
to him as they shook hands. He gave Sam a bump. "You keeping my Cuz out of
trouble bro? Anything happens to him I will kick your ass."  "You too bro."
he said pointing to Ez.


"Hey what about Jared he's his dad don't you think you should kick his ass
too." Sam said with a smirk.

"Bro he can kick my ass."

"You don't think Ez can?" Sam joked.

"Ah yeah, Ez you're off the hook bro. I like walking not being pushed in a
wheel chair.'


We walked over to the food table where Grandma was.


I watched as Grandma all but leaped over the table. She gave TJ hugs and
kisses and asked all kinds of questions before letting him answer the one
before. She pulled TJ away and that sat and talked. Dad joined them with
Nancy.


TJ and I talked later. He told me how he had decided to join the marines
like my dad as soon as he was done with school in December. He was staying
with his dad and refused to even see or talk to his mother. He said he
missed his friends at Hazard High but he like the military academy.


He was happy he smiled a lot. It was something that TJ never did. When he
smiled before it always seemed that there was sadness behind it. Now I can
see it was a genuine smile.


"You know I was jealous of you Cuz." TJ said to me as I walked to his car
later that night.

"Why, I was like the school outcast. Well still am thanks to, well anyway
still am."


"When Uncle Jared adopted you. I wished it was me had adopted. I guess it
was stupid I mean Dad was always cool and all but Uncle Jared he was I
don't how to explain it."


"Fun, exciting, energetic, considerate, caring and can see through your
bullshit."


"Yeah." TJ laughed.


"Noah I need you know something. I think that you're one the strongest guys
I know. I love you Cuz." TJ said and gave me a hug and kiss on the cheek.


"Thanks TJ, I love ya too but I still ain't giving you a bj." I said
laughing.

"Damn." He laughed.

"Family."

"Family." I said as he got into his car.



I sat next to Dad as Nancy and EZ directed the teens clean up the dishes
and trash. Sam had split a while ago. "TJ has become his own man." I said


"He has changed a lot. He seems happy."


"Wouldn't you be if you were him and away from his mother."

"I guess I would be." Dad chuckled.


"Been a long day" he said. The teens finished up the cleaning and left.


"Yeah I am tired I think I am gonna head to bed. Good night dad." I said
and kissed his cheek.

 I saw Nancy and Ez coming toward us. I grabbed Ez's hand and led him to
the trailer. I stripped him then myself in the living room. I then led him
to the shower by his dick witch got hard immediately by my touch.


He stood under the shower as washed every part of his body except one. I
was leaving that for last. He turned me around and started washing my back
then my front. I turned around and we started washing the last part.

We kissed and washed and massaged those last two parts. I felt myself begin
to build up and didn't try to delay it. I could feel him grown bigger in my
hand he was close too. We moaned into each other's mouth as we sprayed our
loads between us. At that point we stopped stroking and grinded ourselves
to orgasm.

We didn't do anymore that night. We both had a full day and were
exhausted. We spooned and I fell asleep with his arm holding me. If I died
right now I would be dying the happiest guy on earth right now.



This is why I am writing:


"I write to give myself strength. I write to be the characters that I am
not. I write to explore all the things I'm afraid of."  ? Joss Whedon

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