Date: Fri, 20 Jan 2006 17:56:14 -0800 (PST)
From: Scott Langford <scotty_langford@yahoo.com>
Subject: home from state U - 10

Like a Rhinestone Cowboy

I thought a fun thing to do would be to invite Jr. out
to spend a day at the farm, and go out on horseback.
He was so cute that it made my heart flutter every
time I thought of him.    I planned on him arriving in
the late afternoon, around 2 pm.  We would set out
with a small picnic for food, and head out into the
trails.

He got there, driving up, I was already on the front
porch.  I had gotten my chores done early that day,
and looked forward to this.  When he got out of the
truck, he was wearing a blue wife beater that matched
his eyes.  I had butterflies again as he came up to
the porch.  We greeted each with a handshake half hug.
 We lingered a bit long on it.  I had my eyes closed
and smelt his clean hair, and felt our hearts beating
pec to pec.

"So dude, we're going riding today?"  I explained what
I had in mind, and we went out to the barn and got the
horses saddled up.  Dad was in the barn bailing hay,
cleaning up the stalls.  Jr  had done riding before,
but had a problem  getting the bit in horses mouth so
dad had to help him out, bridle up.  He also had worn
nylon board shorts, which weren't going to work, his
family jewels would be so sore with that choice.  My
dad was the first to say something about it.  "Er, Jr,
those shorts you have on son, are gonna leave you in
pain for the evening after the ride."  As my dad
gripped his own balls, making an ow sound,  making us
both laugh.  "Jake take him in and give him something
of yours to wear son."

We went up to my room, and I passed him a clean jock
and jean shorts.  I got to see a great show as Jr
dropped the shorts, and he put on the jock, which
showed off a rather furry ass.  Mouth watering I was
thinking.  We went back out to the barn to gather the
horses, and my dad was there and came over to Jr and
told him much better boy.  I couldn't believe he did
this, but he checked out Jr's package with his hand
over the jean shorts, going "good that should hold
those boys in there good,"  giving a good grip and Jr
blushed.  "Shouldn't be a problem now, now go and
enjoy the day and don't forget your ma will be having
us all for dinner, don't be late."

I just nodded and mounted, and saw that my dad was
helping Jr up on, pushing his ass to get him in the
saddle.  We went through the forest area first and
went a steady trot, slowed down, as we came out into a
clearing.  We talked a lot about State U, and how Jr
could fit in there.  Got to a picnic area, dismounted
set up camp.  On the blanket we both spread out facing
each other.  I knew I wanted to just lay on top of
him, and kiss the daylights out of him, but thought
better of it.  He looked so inviting there.  So I laid
back slipping my hands behind my head.  It was then I
felt his hands stroking my chest.

He asked is this ok Jake?  I didn't make a sound nor
move, he took this as a go ahea and was rubbing my
stomach over my clothes, and let his hand glide over
my crotch area.  I still didn't do anything just let
him continue.  I had feelings of bliss.  He rolled
closer, and began kissing over my torso lifting up my
shirt.  I did grunt some pleasure sounds at this
point.  I didn't want to open my eyes, just feel the
sensations, him so close to me, the sunshine, the
smell of the fresh air.  He got to my sensitive
nipples, and took the pierced one in his mouth and did
some tongue hockey on it.   Then switched to the
other.  The sun felt so warm and so was Jr.s mouth on
me.  I opened my eyes as this was driving me wild, and
saw the blue sky up above, and slowly then looked
downward seeing Jrs head attached to my body.  I was
in bliss.  I couldn't move at all and hoping it would
never end.

I heard my zipper being lowered.  I gulped some air.
His hand was searching, and just rubbing my now
semi-hard.  He moved my jock aside and his tongue
touched my now slippery head.  I couldn't move.  He
took my penis in his mouth and started to blow me real
slow.  His hands were on  my balls the other rubbing
and pinching my pierced nip.  It felt so good, his
full lips wrapped around my stiff dick.

"Dude, you're making me feel so good!"  All I got was
a wampled murmur of a yes I think, as he continued on
my hot cock.  I was getting tight in my nut sack,
feeling electricity working my nether region and knew
I was going to blow.  Knowing he was new to this, I
told him, decide if you want it in the mouth I'm about
to blow.  He didn't change a thing and I couldn't last
anymore, blasting right into his mouth letting out a
groan that I'm sure could be heard over the fields and
through the forest.  I had one of those moments that
couldn't be described, pure pleasure.  I was out of
this world floating.

I got up on my elbows, and he was still holding my now
flaccid dick in his hand cleaning it up.  I reached
down and brought his face to mine for a kiss.  I
exited the kiss, and started down his body right for
the shorts.  I unbuttoned them, and had them off,
flipped him over and dove in for his harry crack.  My
tongue went in and swirled around his bud, he groaned
outright.  I prodded him with my tongue making him
whimper.  I tongue fucked him.  It looked so inviting,
that waiting hole so I stuck a finger in.  It met
resistance.  I put more spit on it and got it worked
in.  Jr just wriggled at this intrusion.  My dick had
gotten hard again.  I got two fingers then three, and
he just yelped a bit.

I brought his ass up doggie style, and put the head of
my cock to his entrance spitting on my cock getting it
slippery.  It was resistant at first, but I got the
head in and stopped, letting him catch his breath.
"God, Jake, I don't know if I can take it."  I took it
out, and let it sit at the entrance, he flexed, my
dick head was aching and I went in again.  "Oh god!"
So I waited for what seemed forever, and then slowly
made if forward more.  He got used to it, so I went
all the way, stopped and waited.  He had heavy
breathing going on.  "You ok?  I'll stop if you don't
want to do more."  My cock was throbbing inside his
tight hole, two hearts beat as one.

He turned his head, and told me "take me".  It was
then I began to slowly glide back and forth, and found
his nut, his head just sank on the blanket.  I knew I
couldn't last longer and I shot it up him for all I
was worth.  We collapsed, me on his back.  He was out
of breath and so was I.  "Are you going to be able to
ride home?"

Two boys came out of the barn, dad directed us in,
"right on time boys", and he had a silly grin as he
asked Jr "how was your ride?".  Jr blushed, and said
it was more than he expected just a little sore.  Then
my dad told him, he had some special ointment if he
needed it.  Just let him know if he needed a little
help in the mens department for the soreness.   My dad
gave him a wink.

Dinner was next, a real feast, roast beef, mashed
potatoes and gravy, home made biscuits, and corn on
the cob.  My dad was eating the corn on the cob, and
when mom was back out of the room, he went and stuck
the cob in his mouth shoving it in like a dick getting
a blow job, and this made me and Jr just crack up.  I
practically spit out the food I was chewing on as dad
continued his show.  He was just looking at the two of
us across the table, and Jr. blushed red as a ripe
tomato.  Mom came back in the room holding an apple
pie, "what's so funny?"  None of us spoke up, silently
cackling, as we dove into the dessert.

After talk about State U and Jr saying he was going to
go, he had made his decision, I said I was tired and
needed a quick nap.  So Jr and I left the clean up to
the parents and went up to my room.  He asked me if my
father was always that much of a joker, and I told him
yes and it had rubbed off on Keith.   We just spread
out on my bed fully clothed and crashed out for an
hour after our long day.  As I was coming back to
life, I realized Jr had his hand resting across my
chest snuggled up to my side.  I just gazed up at the
ceiling, feeling so good and comfortable as I had ever
been.

*************************************

The next day, at the station, it was a lazy hot
afternoon as I reported for duty.  The station was
very calm and I walked to get changed at my locker.  I
couldn't help keep thinking of the last day in rewind
and how well it went.  How Jr and I had matched up
like a hand to a glove.  It was making me hot and I
was semi hard trying to shove it in my pants.
Thinking of his tight hole and how good it felt inside
him.  The head of my dick was very sensitive.  I
couldn't get the thoughts out of my mind.  I gave up,
and stuck Charles north in the underwear.

 I went into the break room, and it was Lancer and
Brad there having coffee.  I got a cup and sat down.
Lancer was first to greet me.  He was telling me how
happy he was that Jr had decided on State U, and
couldn't thank me enough for my help on getting him to
decide.  I was like it was all his decision, and all I
did was tell him about his options there.  As he got
up to leave he gave me a short shoulder rub, and it
made my head laid back against his taunt stomach, and
made my dick grow to it's full hardness in my uniform.
 I had my eyes closed just enjoying the sensations.

When he left, I was feeling some blue balls.  Brad was
there still at the table.  He looked across at me with
nothing but a smile.  I snapped out of it and tried to
just talk normal conversation with him.  He said to
me, "dude you look spacey, are you ok?".  Um, not
enough sleep, and just trying to touch down on planet
earth.  I was out riding yesterday, and still tired
from it.  So Brad got out of his seat, and came behind
where I was sitting, and started up the back rub again
where Lancer left off.  I did it again, laid my head
on another taunt stomach.  As Brads hands went to
work.

I had to close my eyes again.  The sensations were so
strong.  This was reversed last time it was him
getting the massage and me giving it.  I guess it was
my turn now.  I kind of groaned a bit, and felt
something hard against my head, it was his dick.

He kept on with it.  Making me leak in my pants.  I
lifted my arms and felt for his zipper, and I
un-zipped it.  Brad kept on with it making me feel
good.  I fished around in his pants and got a hold of
his cock.  At that point he groaned a bit.  His semi
hard was out now and next to my face and I turned my
head and started to suck him.  He kept kneeding my
shoulders as I sucked his cock.  I turned my chair and
now sucked his nice schlong as his hands stopped on my
shoulders.  All Brad could do is tilt his head back as
I gave him a blow job.

He didn't do anything I was working his dick in and
out of my mouth.  Wet and slippery, and it tasted so
good.  I kept thinking it was Jrs.  Next thing I know
he has slipped down, his dick popping out of my mouth,
and I felt his goatee as we french kissed.  It was so
sexy, I felt his beard scratching my face.  He stood
back up, as his cock went back into my mouth.  He face
fucked me for a bit, he tightened and then blew his
load into my mouth.  I took it all in.  He arched his
back and let out a groan.  After he was spent, he got
down on his knees in front of my chair, and unzipped
me.

His hand was around my leaking cock, and he took it
whole in his mouth.  I told him, "I'm not going to
last", he just kept bobbing his head, and I released
into him as he gurgled with my cum swimming in his
mouth.  I got sensitive as his goatee tickled my balls
on his chin.

He came up for breath releasing my cock.  I was spent.
 We zipped up and went off in different directions.

****************************

Keith was shaking me awake again.  You got a phone
call dude and I was so tired, I raised up slowly,
groggy from another nap.  What phone call?  Keith told
me my roommate from college Darrin was on the phone.

"Hey dude, how's summer going?"

"Unbelievable or intense would be a way to describe
it."

"Well I have finished my summer job, and had some time
to come over and visit you before we go back this
fall."

"Oh really? Sure!  You can stay with me at my house, I
know my parents would love to have you over."

"Sounds good, giving him the directions,  just come on
over!  So see you in a few days"

Now I've really done it.  My roommate was coming over.
 I always thought of him as str8 as an arrow.  What
would I tell him about how my summer has been going?
Could I share with him, and risk his rejection, and
objection to the life I have been having?  Or do I
just go forward, letting him know the real me, and
like it or leave it?  I didn't need this pressure.  He
was going to be with me and with my family.  I thought
to myself, I can't live my life out of fear of what
rejection I could have from him.  I wouldn't offer
anything, but if asked I would answer honestly and
take it from there.

It's times like this, I take my thoughts and turn them
into what could be the worst case scenario, and given
them, could I still live with it?  It's the trick to
getting over fears you have.  Imagine the absolute
worst, and if you can be ok with it turning that way,
then you'll do all right.

The worst case would be Darrin discovering I'm gay,
and he doesn't want to room with me, and to further it
somehow let it be known to my teammates therefore
reputation ruined.  Could I live with that possibility
over his friendship?  I thought, don't want the
negative outcome, but if he couldn't live with how I
am really, then we didn't really have a friendship at
all.  True I also love my sport, but making it to the
majors, as good as I was, is such a long shot.  I have
a talent and hopefully that's what I'd be recognized
as having, even though we know it doesn't go that way
being a gay guy.    That's how I resolved it in my
mind.

*******************************

The door bell rang and my dad Jim, answered it giving
Darrin a hug.  "Welcome son!  Glad you could make it
and stay a while with us before semester starts
again."   My mom was next with her greetings, saying
how tired he must be for making it out this far
driving.   The three of them sat around the dinner
table, catching up on the summer's events since I was
still at work til the next afternoon.

Jim offered the tour of the place after dinner was
done.  They went out to the barn, the whole 9 yards,
just showing off the gardens, and many animals.
Darrin didn't live on a farm so all of it was
fascinating for him, he was asking a lot of questions.
 At the chicken coop dad took him in to see the
roosting hens, and told Darrin to reach to get next
mornings breakfast, there were probably some eggs to
collect and held out a basket.  Darrin wasn't sure
about this, he was scared of getting pecked, so dad
clapped his hands to make the hens scatter away "they
don't bite son".  There were only a few eggs to
collect.   They brought them back to the house and
placed them in the fridge.

Next dad brought him up to my empty room, and set his
bags down.  Giving him the tour of the upstairs.
Showed him the wash room, and told him feel free and
he would bring fresh towels up for him.  Since Darrin
had been on the road for a long time, he felt grimy,
went and got his kit from his bags.   He got down to
his boxers and began to shave again for the second
time that day in the mirror, he always had a 5 o'clock
shadow.   "Here you go son fresh towels from the
clothes line, nothing smells better."  Darrin finished
up shaving, and from being at the camp all summer had
no problem dropping his boxers as dad started the
shower up for him.

Jim gave a slight low sounding whistle out, asking
"son, how is it that you don't have anything but a
slight tan line?"  Darrin explained that the camp
counselors after a long day had their own private spot
to sun themselves to minimize those tan lines.
"Wow, it looks good, I guess I have the typical
farmer's tan from my overalls, didn't you ever get
burned where it counts?"  Darrin explained that the
first two weeks it happened and after that it was ok,
but it was difficult to sleep the first couple of
weeks.  His tan matched his coloring, dark brown hair
that he jelled his bangs up, dark brown eyes, and
slight body hair.  "Well Jim, your tan can't be that
bad, lets take a look" as Darrin's hands went to his
overalls.

Jim stood stoically as Darrin unbuttoned the many
buttons and let the overalls fall down.  This time it
was Darrin that let out a light whistle - going those
legs are as white as the hens in the coop!  Someone
needs to see the sun!  Jim stood there in his boxer
briefs, and not knowing what to say at that.  Darrin's
cock was flaccid but hung low, not looking like it
would stretch much more than it's 6 inch length if
hard.  Darrin wanted to know if the body was covered
in a lot of blonde hair so he went forward and drew
down the boxers.  Jim also hung loose but not hard.
He didn't know what to say as the bathroom began to
fill up with steam from the hot water.

Darrin sank to his knees, and reached for the limp
cock in front of him.  All that driving did it too
him, he was horney and couldn't help it.  He took
Jim's cock up to his lips and started to rim around
the head of it.  It began to grow in size and length.
The head was such a nice ripe color and nicely shaped.
 He slid it into his mouth taking it all in down to
the pubes.  Jim groaned and let his arm slowly come
down behind Darrin's head massaging his head as it
bobbed back and forth on his now hard dick.  Darrin
tasted sweet pre-cum as he moved his mouth on the hard
prick.  His arm went to feel up the bare ass, and felt
hair on it, slowly moving a finger in for the target.
Jim felt a sensation he hadn't felt in years as the
finger penetrated his ass ring.   He grabbed a hand
full of hair as it went in.

He let out a powerful groan as he let loose into the
warm mouth.  Darrin did his best but couldn't keep it
all in and in his hand his load also let loose, cuming
all over his own feet and on the floor.  He let his
mouth off the cock, it still dripping.  He looked up
at Jim whose blue eyes were looking very satiated down
at him on his knees.  There were like two minutes of
silence before, Jim spoke up and said the hot water
won't last much longer, so shower up with a buddy,
save water.