Date: Wed, 1 May 2002 18:22:28 EDT
From: CrackerJack674@aol.com
Subject: The Farm Hand...Chap 10
The Farm Hand................Chap 10
Crackerjack674@aol.com
The next couple of days Jason stayed away from Shawn. He was still hurt
and upset by what he had seen. And why shouldn't he? He was in the right.
It was going to be awhile before he could forgive him. When he would see him
working he would go the other way. Tears would well up in his eye's. But
he still couldn't make himself or did he want too talk to him.
The days went by and it had been a week sense the boys had talked.
Jason was begining to wonder if they would ever talk again. He noticed Shawn
would stay out of his way. The days of working together side by side seemed
to be over. When Jason would think about it, tears would come into his
eye's. He was still hurting over all of this. Jason had never felt this way
about someone else. Shawn had been his first true love.
The next day at breakfast, Jason was suprised not to see Shawn at the
table. As long as he could remeber, Shawn had never missed breakfast. He
was begining to worry, his heart sank. He never wished that Shawn would just
disapear. Sure he was mad at him, and it had been well over a week since
they had spoke to eachother. But deep in his heart he knew he still had
feeling for him.
Jason looked up at his Pa and asked if he knew where Shawn could be. He
just took the front page of the paper and handed it to him. He had a look of
sadness on his face.
Jason scanned over the front page. At the bottom corner he saw it.
His heart stopped. The article was about a Local Man who had been in an
accident late last night. Their were no major details in the article. It
just said that the truck had hit a telephone pole and the driver, Shawn D.
Lawson was in serious condition in the Methodist Hosp. He could feel the
blood draining from his head, his body seemed weak. It got dimmer in the
kitchen and he could feel himself falling. The next thing he knew he woke
up in his bed. His Ma was setting in a chair over in the corner reading a
magazine. She looked over as she heard him stirring in the bed.
He just looked into her eye's and saw the look of relief. Jason
couldn't hold back the tears. They came flowing down his face. Burning his
eye's. A muffled cry escaped his throat. His Ma was at the bedside, holding
him in her arms. She rubbed his back and held him tight. Letting him get it
all out of his system.
Jason pulled himself together and looked up into her eye's. He could
see the understanding in them. The look that told him she understood how he
felt and that she only wanted to love him. That she wanted to understand him
and be there for him. That he was her son and she loved him and wanted to be
a part of his life. No words were needed. It was a silent bond between
Mother and Son.
Tears started running down his face again. He couldn't help it. His
voice cracked as he looked into her eye's and told her he Loved her. She
patted his head and told him she would always love him. Nothing could ever
change that. No matter what he did or what happend down the road of his
life. She raised his head and looked into his eye's. She ran her hands
along the side of his face. Wiping the tears away.
The words flowed from her mouth as if it had been praticed over the
years. Jason, I have know forever that you were special. That you was
diffrent then other boys. I made sure to shelter you from the cruel world.
But your growing up now and im not going to always be around to guide you
along. Your journy through life is going to be hard, and at sometimes it may
seem you can't go on. But I want you to remember that you can always make
it, no matter what. She had finally came to grips with all of this years
ago. At first she wasen't sure. Then when she noticed the way things were
between the two boys she had know she had been right.
Jason opened his mouth to speak. But before he could even form the
words. She told him that his Pa haden't asked or didn't seem to notice. So
he didn't have anything to worry about there. But if he was going to live
this life and be happy he would someday have to leave. She had also know
this for years and it pained her to have to face it. There was no way he
could live here and be happy. Not and be the person he wanted to be, and be
with. It just couldn't be that way.
She put her arms around him again and held him tight. After a few
minutes she let him go. Come on she said, lets get some food in your body.
The we have a person to go see. Jason's eye's lit up. He knew she was
talking about Shawn. He hugged her one more time them slipped from the bed
and put his boots on.
She had already went down. Jason went into his bathroom and checked his
face. His eye's were red and swollen. Plugging the sink he ran some cold
water from the tap. Leaning down he scooped up some of the water and
splashed it on his face. It felt good running down his face and under his
shirt. He looked in the mirror one more time and fixed his hair. Pulling
the plug on the sink he dried his hands and hurried downstairs.
His plate set on the table. He wasted no time and started eating. The
food tasted good. He could feel it going down his throat, his body getting
what it needed. His Ma walked into the room and told him to slow down.
There was plenty of time to get there to see Shawn. He picked up his glass
and took a drink of the cold milk. He noticed she had changed, and was now
wearing her blue dress. She walked past him into the bathroom. He could
hear her getting ready. He haden't thought of changing clothes. He scaned
over his body. His clothes were clean, he haden't made it out to work this
morning.
His white shirt clung to his chest. His erect nipples pointing out.
He raised it up and smelled it. He could smell the Tide, still lingering.
His pants had a stain from the grass but would work. And his boots looked
ok. Maybe he should change his pants? He could wear the tight black ones.
The one that showed off his bulge. He came back to reality. It was the
first time that week he had thought that way. It had just came into his
mind. He smiled to himself, he felt his cock twitch as the thought raced
through his mind again. Jason smiled to himself and adjusted him self as he
ate.
The ride over took about thirty minutes. Jason set there watching
ahead. He couldn't wait to get there. It seemed like it was taking hours.
Finally he could see the cross on top of St Johns. The sun making it glow a
bright white as it shined out to the city below. The hospitol was huge.
They had just added another wing. Before long it was going to take over
three full city blocks. As they got closer he could see the people bustling
around. The overhead tunnels above the streets, that led to diffrent wings.
His Ma turned the truck into the parking lot and scanned for a space. Jason
saw one close to the door and she drove in turning the engine off.
Jason was out of the truck and half way to the door by the time his ma
was getting out. He was ready to see Shawn. He didn't even know where he
was going. Waiting by the door he asked his ma. She told him when she had
called earlier he was on the fith floor. They found the elevators and headed
up. On the way up his ma looked at him and told him that Shawn might not
look like he thought he would. He had alot of bruises and his face was
swollen. Jason looked at her and smiled. He was ready for the doors to
open.
The elevator stoped and the doors came open. The air from the floor
rushed into thier nose's. The smell of disinfectant and medicines could be
smelled. The found the desk and asked which room he was in. The nurse told
them he was in room 548 bed one. It was to the right of them. They walked
to the room in silence. Knocking on the door they could hear the machines
soft hums as they walked in. The curtain was pulled back and they could see
his feet, his blanket pulled up. Wires were running every where. A hose
came from his nose and wires crossed his chest. Which had been shaved bare.
Jason thought to himself, Shawn was not going to be happy about this. The
beeping sound of the heart monitor was keeping a steady beat. Shawns eye's
were closed. They were puffy and swollen. His cheeks were black with cuts
and scrapes. The hair on the left side of his head had been shaved off also.
Jason could see the sticthes were the gash had been.
He swallowed hard as he felt the tears coming on. How could he have been
so cruel to him? He should of tried to understand. Listen to what Shawn
had tried to explain. But he haden't, he had turned his back on him. Walked
away. He took Shawns hand in his. He leaned down and planted a kiss on his
cheek. He could feel the cold skin. He felt his hand being squeezed,
looking up he saw Shawns eye's open. A smile crossing his lips. He saw the
tear form and watched it as it ran out the corner of his eye and down his
cheek. Rolling of the edge of his chin and landing on his bed.
Jason wanted to tell him he was sorry. And that he Loved him. Tears
started to form again and he wiped his eye's quick. His ma walked up to the
bed and put her hand on Shawns chest. She told them she would leave them
alone and give them some time. She was going to go downstairs, and would be
back in about an hour. Turning she walked out the door.
Jason looked back at Shawn, he could see the pain in his eye's. Shawns
coughed as he tried to speak. Jason put his finger to his lips and told him
it was ok. He loved him and everything was going to be alright. He had
found out this morning. He told him about the talk he had with his ma. And
how she knew about everything. And that she loved them both.
Tears flowed down Shanws face. He loved Jason and didn't wanna hurt
him ever. That day in the barn had been something he didn't know was going
to happen. And when he tried to explain it to Jason he had gotten upset.
Jason took his hand and wiped away the tears from Shawns face. He didn't
wanna see him cry. He had came to make him feel better.
So I guess I look like hell right now? Jason
looked at him, he really didn't look bad except the bruising and the black
eye's. He shook his head and told him he looked fine. Laughing he asked him
if he knew his chest and the side of his hair had been shaved off? Shawn
said it was because of the gash on his head. And the chest wasen't such a
big deal. Raising the sheets, he pointed to his crotch. Jason looked down
and laughed. The hair was void from his crotch. Shaven away, smooth as a
baby. He could see his cock laying on his thigh. His hand reached out and
storked it once quickly. He heard a moan escape from Shawns lips. And could
feel the blood pumping into it. He let his hand slip away as he looked and
saw the cuts.
Shawn told him when they first brought him in. He was holding his crotch.
They thought maybe with all the blood he had cut or damaged himself. So
they shaved him clean. Truth was, his cock had been the whole reason he had
the wreck. He was heading home and wanted to get off bad. Well not wanting
to wait he had just undid his pants and started jerking away. He figured he
had enough time before he got home. SO there he was, really getting into it.
Pumping his cock hard and really getting into it. When he saw the deer run
out. It was to late by the time he jerked his hand away. He swerved over to
the left and when he did lost control. When he came too he could feel hands
and hear voices around him.
He had forgot about what he was doing and closed his eye's again. Well
after a few minutes he heard a voice call out and someone came over. He
could hear them talking about him and they was laughing. It hit him then,
when he had passed out he still had his cock out. He had never put it back
in his pants. Opening his eye's he looked down and saw his cock, laying out
of his jeans. His hands went quick to cover himself as he tried to stuff it
back in. It got instantly hard and there was no way he could stuff it back
in. He sat there with his hands over it.
All the way over he was telling himself, no one is going to beleive the
story about the deer. They had all seen his cock. So when they got to the
E.R. his hands were pulled away. Well when the windshield had busted on
contaact it had sent glass everywhere. And some of it had cut the base
around his cock. So it was covered in blood.
Jason couldn't control himself. He was laughing hard, he felt as if he
was going to pass out. He could see Shawn trying to cover up his nine inch
cock. Shawn gave him a dirty look and told him to shut up. That it wasen't
funny. Could he imagine getting a bone and everyone seeing it? And that
there was nothing he could do? Jason said he was sorry and bent closer and
put his lips to Shawns. He felt Shawns lips open and his tounge wrap around
his. He sucked his tounge deep into his mouth. Tasting the sweetness of
his lips. A deep moan escaped Shawns lips as he pulled away. Jason looked
down and saw why. Shawns cock was tenting the sheet's. He could see the
sheets move as the blood pulsed. Looking at the clock he saw he had about
twenty minutes till his ma came back. Looking at Shawn he raised his
eyebrow. Shawn took his hand and pulled his cock, telling him to shut the
door first.
Jason closed the door and when he turned around Shawn had the sheets
pulled back. He could see the hard cock standing above the shaved area. Its
veins full of blood. The fat head red and swollen. Licking his lips he
looked into Shawns eye's and ran his tounge over the head. Shawn gasped and
took his hands and placed them on his head as he pushed Jason down. He could
feel the cock work it was to the back of his throat and nudge down. He
swallowed and took the head down. Running his tounge over the shaft as he
took it all down. The cock was burried in his throat. Flexing his throat
muscles he heard a low moans of Shawn. Raising his head he let the cock
pull out to the head. His tounge running around and licking the fresh pre
cum. He loved sucking this cock. Going back down on it he fondeled Shawns
heavy nuts in his hand. Rolling the sacks around. His hand let go and he
took his finger and wet it. Sucking the cock hard he ran his finger down
under the heavy nuts until he found the tight hole. He could feel the
tightness as he pushed his finger forward. Feeling the finger sliding in as
he sucked the cock harder. Moans escaped Shawns mouth as he raised his hips
and let Jason intrude. Jason felt the muscles relax and he worked the finger
in more.
Shawns cock was pulsing. He could feel it building in his mouth. Jason
worked his finger until he found it. Running his fingers over it, he felt
the shudder and tightend his mouth. His finger working on his prostate and
his mouth sucking his cock. Shawn was raised off the bed. His ass open and
ready, his cock hard and ready to unload in Jason's mouth. Jason wet another
finger and worked it in slowly beside the other. He felt the ring open and
the other slide in. Taking the two fingers he rubbed the prostate harder.
Shawns fingers clawed at the bed sheets. His hips pumping his cock deep into
Jasons mouth. His nuts pulled up and Jason felt his ass tighten on his
fingers. Gasping Shanw unloaded his cum deep inside Jasons mouth.
Swallowing hard Jason tried to take it all. It was overflowing his mouth.
Shawns hips pumping hard his cock driving deeper inside Jason's throat.
His cock shot the last load and his body arched as he fell back on the bed.
His heart was beating fast, his cock was twitching. His breath was coming in
short rasps.
Jason licked up the cum around the base of his cock. He let the
fingers slid from his ass. As he licked up the last drop he brought the
sheet up to cover Shawn. He put his lips to his. Shawns tounge tasting his
seed. The door opened and they broke it off. Jason looked up and saw his ma
coming back into the room.
She asked them if they had a good visit? Shawn chuckled as Jason
blushed and said yeah. Well it was time for them to get back. She walked
over to the bed and kissed his cheek. Telling him to get better fast. She
told Jason not to be long and she would be waiting in the hall.
Jason wasen't ready to say good bye. And leave him all alone. Wanting
to stay here with him, tears again started to form. He told himself to be
strong. It wouldn't be long and Shawn would be out and right back to work.
He took his hand and squeeze hard, and bent over and kissed him. Raising
back he looked up and told Shanw he loved him. Shawns eye's got wet and he
told him he loved him also. And that he would be out soon and they would
talk about it then. Jason let go of his hand and walked out the door. His
mother was waiting and she took him in her arms and hugged him tight.
The ride home wasen't too bad. Jason was thinking about what the future
was going to be like. He wanted to spend all the time he could with Shawn
and not waste any of it. He didn't wanna fight with him. He only wanted to
love him. And he was going to do it. He smiled out the window, into the
dark night. The tree's rushing by. He could see the tractors in the fields.
Bringing in the last of the corn and beans. He wanted to get away from this
place. Ma had been right. This was a place he could never be happy.
When Shawn got back, they would talk about it. But right now he had to
get his mind back on work. They had lost a hand. And now there was going to
be more work to do. WHich meant earlier days, and later nights. With a low
sigh, Jason layed his head against the glass. CLosing his eye's and drifting
off.
He was in the field again. Things were diffrent this time. Instead of
one tree there were two. The tall oak had lost some of its branches. Its
bark had been peeled back and deep groves had torn into it. Its leaves were
turning and falling to the ground. The wind blew and it sagged. He could
hear the branches rubbing together. A low moan like sound. It was dying.
Jason couldn't figure it out.
He turned and looked at the smaller tree. Its leaves were green and
blew in the wind. Its branches growing towards the sky. It was forming and
seemed to be growing while the big tree was falling apart. He reached out
and took a leaf in his hands. He could feel the pulse of the water flowing
through the tiny viens. He put his hand on the big tree and the bark pulled
away. Falling to the ground.
Jason wondered what this all meant? Why was he back here again? And why
was the big tree dying? His alarm clock going off brought him out of his
sleep. He stopped the bell and layed in his bed. He had a long day ahead of
him. And it was just starting.
end chap 10