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Darynn had sworn decades earlier that he would always consider his
life a lesson and himself a student. Although his opportunities to
experiment with the opposite sex numbered beyond his counting he had
never once actually paid any attention to them or their needs. Thomorr
had made him a man of men, in a world of their own without want or need
of women.
Aimee' changed that. She had occupied his thoughts for the entire
week, from the previous Gayobi to the present. In that time he had done
a little asking around, and had learned some things about Teltirray's
tastes that bothered him. According to his friend Bethsany, the
mistress of the local brothel, Teltirray had become more violent in the
last decade, although she had as little idea why as Darynn did. He
found himself hoping that Teltirray's violence didn't extend to Aimee'
and that he wouldn't hurt her in the days between her lessons. As the
hour approached he found himself rubbing his hands together before the
fire and assembling his story for the evening in his mind.
The knock came at the door none too soon. "Come in," he said,
attempting to make his voice behave in a manner befitting an archmage.
Inside, a corner of his spirit laughed at him; surely he did no better
than any poor boy at his first occasion with a woman! And he, nigh unto
a century old!
The door opened and Aimee' entered. "I have come for my second
lesson, sir, with your permission."
"You have it. No, not the stool again. Come, here, sit by me
before the fire." Nervously the girl crossed the flagstone-and-mortar
floor and then his precious white yeti-fur rug. The rug had been the
lesser of two prizes he had won from a battle with such a creature
destroying many a town to the Northeast. He smiled, remembering the
greater prize; a boy named Darrick.
"Settle yourself against those blue pillows. Right." She sat
down, her body trembling slightly. He looked her over; bruises adorned
both of her arms and one smaller stood out even against the reddish skin
of her chin. Darynn winced and determined further to teach her the arts
of self-preservation and defense as well as those of pleasure.
"If you ever have need to speak, Aimee', do so freely. Now,
tonight I shall tell you my second story and you will do something for
me. You will remove your clothing."
She reached for her tunic instantly. "Wait," he said. "I did not
tell you to remove your clothes. I said you will remove your clothes.
I shall not tell you when."
"Then how will I know when to do so?"
"Aimee', I said you may speak freely, but you will address me as
'sir.'"
"Yes, sir. How will I know when to remove my... my clothes?"
"When you feel ready, Aimee', to take off an article of clothing, I
want you to. But not before then."
Confusion crossed her face as Darynn knew it would. Nobody ever
gave slaves the right to address their own feelings. Instead, slaves
behaved as ordered and came to hear every whim of a superior as an
order. By permitting her access to her own simple desires, Darynn hoped
she would unwittingly open herself to her deeper emotions. Sometimes
boys in his service cried for hours when he did this, and afterwards the
passion from them exceeded even Darynn's fading memory of his for
Thomorr. He lived for those moments.
But did a woman have those same feelings and same methods of
bottling them up and controlling them? Darynn wanted to find out.
"Y... yes, sir."
"Now then, I shall tell you another tale. This one comes from my
learning amidst the Megass, and of one special Megassi named Ryuchia."
In my twentieth year Thomorr called me an adult, told me he had no
more to teach me, and bid me go into the world to find my future. I had
no wish to leave, Aimee', for I loved him. Not just physically,
although certainly that phrasing-- "I loved him"-- had certainly come
true by then.
I cried piteously. I wept for myself and I had learned to weep for
him, Aimee', because Satyrs have nothing but themselves and their
passions. Thomorr allowed himself no past, no future, nothing but the
immediacies of his present pleasures. Although I wished to stay in that
Satyric haze for all of my existence, I knew that he and I did not
belong to the same worlds. I needed to seek my destiny elsewhere.
He gave me money. I gave most of it to my parents to help them
over my disappearance. I even had a younger brother by then. I left
them in the worst way possible, I think. I stole out of the house one
night leaving only the money and a note. I think by that time father
suspected something about my relationship with Thomorr, although he
never said a word and I think he trusted my wisdom.
I will not bore you with the details of the travel, Aimee'.
Thomorr sent me on a path into the mountains in search of a city the
Megassi called Hakkana and a Megass named Desa.
I knew little of the Megassi except for legends, Aimee'. I knew
that they had grown from the ranks of Dragonkind by virtue of their
intelligence and their capacity for magic, and I knew that even satyrs
spoke in warm, awestruck whispers at the magic they achieved through the
exercise of their honest lusts.
"Master?" she interrupted him.
"Yes, Aimee?"
"May I remove my boots, sir?"
"Aimee, I told you that you may remove your boots when you feel the
time has come for you to remove your boots, and such with the rest of
your clothes. You do not need to ask me. If you never feel that time
tonight, I understand. I do not want to make any such demand of you.
Understand?"
"I... I think so. Please, sir, do not let me interrupt your
story."
As I approached Hakkana I sometimes saw Megassi circling between
peaks in the mountains. The road I walked led through those mountains
and, according to one scrawled sign I passed, across a pass that had
claimed the lives of over a dozen men. The sign, too, warned of Dragons
in those mountains, but I rationed that I had survived capture and rape
and even the love of a satyr. A Dragon could do no worse.
I camped in the hills the day before, and come morning began my
ascent for the pass. I hoped that the Dragons would find me before
then. Find me they did. Two swooped down from the high places in the
mountains, flying over me in great, sweeping passes. Red-scaled and
massive, their wings beat the air as they flew past and the wind they
kicked up blew into my eyes and stung with fierce pain. I had learned
magic to alleviate that pain and so use it, giving myself a chance to
stand and examine my examiners.
[Who are you ?] the first one demanded, his voice shouting in my
head like a great storm.
"I call myself Darynn, as my father named me! Thomorr, Lord of the
Satyrs of Daber Wood has sent me to meet with Desa Megass of Hakkana."
[You have a great many friends,] the one spoke again. [You may
pass unharmed and without tribute unto the gates of our city. But if
you have lied, your suffering will amuse us for days.]
Speaking honestly, I had hoped for a ride. Dragons do not have
kindness as we know it, Aimee.' Ah, I see you smile at my little joke.
And your boots have walked away on their own. Good.
I walked for the day and through the night and near dawn I found
the gates of the great city of Hakkana. I slept there at the base of
those monstrous gates.
A pain in my leg awakened me hours later. "You," the voice said.
I looked up into the face of the first landed Megass I had ever met.
The young of the Megass perform the city duties for their elders, and
this one, barely nine feet long and still unencumbered enough to have
full use of his forearms, apparently served as a guard.
"I... my apologies, my lord Megass. I have come seeking an
audience with Desa Megass."
The Dragon turned his head to me and I saw him smile. "You know
interesting friends if you know of Desa Megass. Very well, we will show
you the way to Desa Megass, young mage."
He led me past the gates and into the city of Hakkana. City? No,
Hakkana covered an entire plain with its construction. The great beauty
of vaulted marble only served to introduce the marvels of engineering
that surrounded me.
The plain apparently sat as an elevated valley surrounded by
mountains.
Most people know only rumors of the growth cycle of the Megassi,
but it's relatively easy to understand. Aimee', have you ever watched a
caterpillar turn into butterfly? You know of the sleeping process
caterpillars undergo? The Megassi have the same sort of growth, Aimee',
only their caterpillar shape resembles our shape, human. Or elven, I
suppose. They built the central city of Hakkana for that shape; they
spend the first fifty years of life shaped in our way. These young
administer the city as it relates to the world; they perform the roles
of merchant and agent to the adult Megassi.
Somewhere in their fifth or, perhaps, late sixth decade, they begin
to undergo the great change. They do not sleep though the change,
Aimee'; every day they awake knowing that they have begun to change
their shape, begun to change into Dragonkind. Many move awkwardly at
this time; They have no reason to learn to live with a shape that will
not feel the same tomorrow as it does today. My guard, apparently, had
some control of his faculties. He spoke well, and he moved without
clumsiness.
As I said, the central city is built for the young who are shaped
as Men, but beyond that the buildings grow ever larger and more
impressive, housing as they do the various centuries of the Megassi
Dragons. The architecture is utterly alien; the homes on the plain look
as if they were grown, or like bubbles on the water, but made from a
stone the color of which pleases the owner. The most common color is
white, although some are red, black, green, or yellow. The mountains
that surround the plain are riddled with caves in which sleep the Great
Elders. Very few live that old; most succumb to disease, or madness.
Some to spiritual decay that leaves them lifeless and suicidal.
I was surprised that the guard led me to the central city. I had
expected Desa Megass to be an elder Dragon, and I inquired of it. "He
is," the guard replied. "But you are to be taken to the center to meet
him."
The great city of domes passed as we walked, and the houses began
to take on more familiar shapes. I saw Megassi young going about their
businesses, cleaning windows and fixing roofs. They waved pleasantly as
we walked; they are not a mysterious people, not the young. They are as
easily understood as you and I.
The guard led me to a circular building, a squat cylinder topped
with a cone roof. The door was made of wood and not large enough to
admit him. He knocked. A Megass youth answered the door. "What may I
do for you, sir?"
"This human claims to know of Desa Megass and would like entry."
The youth looked at me, and I examined him in return. His skin
seemed pliant, but it still looked as a snake's: covered in fine scales
and tinted with a greenish hue. His yellow eyes had vertical slits,
much like a cat's, and they sat in shallow, reflective pools that
regarded me carefully. "Yes, I know of him as well," he said finally.
"Admit him. I thank you, elder sir, for your kindness."
"May your change await you with pleasure," the guard said, leaving
me standing outside the door.
"Come in, come in," the Megass said. "Sit down. I am Kirustan.
Desa will join us in a moment."
I found a seat and examined the room. It seemed as any common
home, although perhaps a little better aired than my own. The
construction was as solid as any Castle, a privilege of its origin. The
chairs were likewise made of stone, and I knew that it would take all my
thew just to move one a few inches.
In the floor there was set a circular staircase leading downwards
into the very rock. From here I heard the sound of approaching
footsteps, and I shall never forget what walked up from that place. It
was shaped as human, but it was of no human origin. The body reflected
light as if made of polished silver. It had no imperfections; indeed in
places it looked too perfect, gleaming and smooth. Its eyes shone with
a strange yellow light. The ears looked elven, wide at the base and
pointed towards the top. As it regarded me it smiled, and the silver
seemed to flow as if it was quickened. "Darynn."
"You... you know me?"
"Indeed I do," the creature replied. "I am Desa Megass, or at
least, what you will see of me." It chuckled deeply. "In good truth, I
sleep many miles from here. My spirit houses this form while the other
sleeps. In here, I cannot do magic, but that is no matter. I find the
world of the children exciting, and the beauty and song I hear here I
weave into the waking magics of my Dragonself." It picked up a stone
chair like a feather and placed it down before me, then sat down. "Now
then, Darynn, tell me what brings you here."
I told him, Aimee'. I told him everything. Of my hopeless love
for the Satyr Thomorr, of the magics he had taught me, of his sending me
here. The tale took over two hours. When I was done, Desa nodded.
"You are what I have been looking for, and I am in Thomorr's debt for
the gift he has sent me."
"Gift?"
"Yes," Desa nodded. "Although I cannot do magic in this shape,
Darynn, I can still teach it. I can still guide students who need
learning. I have a... a failure, I fear. Perhaps you can help me
change that."
"Sir?"
"Quiet, Darynn. You are my apprentice now."
I thrilled to hear that, Aimee', to be told by this magical being
that it had accepted me as an apprentice. I glanced to the window where
Kirustan leaned, casually. He grinned at me, as if amused. I wondered
what his role' was in Desa's existence, and if I was staking a claim to
something he felt he already possessed. Nevertheless, he seemed
earnestly pleased to hear of my acceptance.
"Yes, sir."
"I have several apprentices, Darynn. You are to... Kirustan, leave
us."
"Immediately, sir," the young Megass said, taking his leave by the
same staircase Desa had arisen from.
"I am sorry; I do not know of your comfort or concern being a lover
of men and things male, Darynn, and I did not want to embarrass you in
front of my other young apprentice. I should have dismissed him before
you told your tale."
"It is the past, sir, that tale. I am not ashamed of what I am."
"Good," he said. "Because it is, in part, what you are that makes
you so valuable to me. I have an apprentice that I took while he was
still in Manform, thirty years ago. He learned quickly, as I promise
you, you will. His name is Ryuchitoran. I fear he has not long to
live.
"Ryu, as I call him, was born with two problems. I have trouble
deciding some days which makes his life more unbearable. The first is
that he, like you, strongly prefers his own sex to that of the other.
This happens from time to time; often there are enough of that kind to
keep each other happy, and they are of no trouble to the rest of us. At
mating time, even with reluctance most of them perform admirably, and
the females among them I suppose hold their noses and wait for it to be
over; the bodily joy of bearing eggs is something even they admit to
liking, even if they dislike the process required to get there.
troubling problem. After his change,
it became obvious. Ryu is a runt."
"Sir?"
"Ryu is growing very slowly. At the present he is only twelve feet
long, and four of that is his tail. This is not a midform, Darynn; Ryu
is all Dragon at this point. But he sleeps with the daily fitfulness of
a youth and he grows but slowly, if at all." Desa fell momentarily
silent, thinking. "My newer apprentices frequently learn the physical
basics from their elder peers. Ryuchitoran is one of my eldest
students, and you will be his first. One of the things every sorcerer
must learn is how to teach, to pass on what he knows. It's time Ryu
learned a skill he will need in his old age, even if he does not expect
to get there.
"But in the process, young Darynn, you must do something else. If
Thomorr did not lie about the size of his manhood, you will not find
Ryuchia threatening. Few, if any, of the older Dragons among his kind
show any interest in him; he is too small, and frequently too depressed.
I ask that you volunteer for this, Darynn: Seduce him. Give him someone
to feel lust for. You will have the tools, and the skills of sexual
magic that Thomorr has given you tell me that you are the best person to
do so. I will visit you often to give you guidance in your studies. I
encourage you to seek your power in the pleasures of your body." The
silver grinned again. "Encourage Ryuchia to assist you."
He was asking me to become the friend and lover of someone who, as
he admitted, was a dark and depressing soul. But a Dragon soul,
nonetheless. And I had come to Hakkana to learn from him, so I supposed
that would be the price I would bear. Not that I was completely against
his plan, Aimee', for it had been several months since I had loved, or
even touched, another, and I think my youthful manhood got the better of
me. I agreed on the spot, a bit overwhelmed by lustful images of myself
entwined with a Dragon.
"Do you accept?"
I spoke immediately, anxious to move forward. "Sir, I do."
He nodded. "Excellent. Come with me, and I will introduce you to
your new teacher." He stood and led me out into the street.
As he led me out amidst the youthful construction, I marveled at
the sights surrounding me. The city was huge, Aimee', indescribable. I
have seen only one city this large since then, Aimee, and that is
Arisanti. Yes, I have been there.
The low domes and bubbles that were the Megassi homes cast shadows
on one another, and I was to learn that arguments about who possessed
the right to another's heat were vocal and common. Although the circle
wherein the young abounded in trees and bushes, beyond was only plain
red stone upon which their marvelous houses were built.
"This is his," Desa announced, pointing to a dome immediately to
our right. As large as others nearby, it was the brown of a duck's egg,
and it glistened with the sunlight. Desa led me around. "The door is
at an angle to the regular direction of the wind. In that way, a Dragon
may leave his home open and not have wind blow about inside, but may
step out and take wing instantly." We came to a seam in the side of the
dome, a seam that ran up many feet out of sight. He knocked.
I know not the construction of the Megassi doors, but I would like
to know. Like the wings of a beetle, the doors spread open, making
barely a sound as they did so. "Inside," Desa said.
The smell inside had a slightly stale taste to it. Desa looked at
me curiously. "Describe it."
"Sir?"
"The smell. It's foremost in your expression, young human.
Describe it to me."
I did, including the stale taste and an odd, burning smell, like
old rope set ablaze. He nodded. "Ryu has not been keeping his house in
order." He cupped his mouth with his hands as if to amplify his voice,
and shouted "Ryuchitoran!"
"Master!" As my eyes adjusted from the blazing sun outside to the
darker interior, I began to see details. The center of the house rose
many feet above my head. Along the interior walls platforms circled at
regular intervals, providing many landing spaces for a creature used to
life airborne. A bright circle of light landed on the stone floor of
the dome, indicating an opening at the center of the dome where Dragons
could enter while airborne. From the opposite side of the dome, two
rings up, a Dragon shuffled to the edge, gripped a cylindrical brass
railing and launched himself into the air. His wings spread wide and he
floated down to the central floor. "I am at your service."
"That is good, Ryu, because my request of you is very difficult. I
have an apprentice that I wish you to train."
"Me? Sir..." I examined Ryuchitoran closely. He was as Desa had
described him; a fully formed Dragon, but only eight feet in height, a
four-foot tail behind him. His scales appeared soft and supple, white
tinged lightly with green, much as I had described Kirustan. His body
was wide in the middle, and his wings spread out at least as long as his
body in each direction. On his tail the fans that helped control his
flight opened and closed reflexively. His face expressed every feeling,
and even I could read them.
"Yes, Ryu."
"When do I meet him, sir?"
Desa's silvered shape turned to me. "Ryuchitoran, this is your
junior apprentice, Darynn. Darynn, this is Ryuchitoran."
"A human?" I was concerned that Ryuchitoran would view me with
disdain, but instead he seemed earnestly pleased to have me as his
apprentice. "Wonderful! But please don't call me Ryuchitoran. All
those syllables get in the way. Ryu is fine."
"Ryu, then," I said, laughing. He was certainly not what I had
expected. "It's still Darynn."
"Of course it is!" Ryu returned to his teacher and said, "What are
my duties, sir?"
"We have provisions for him, Ryu. He needs lodging, however, and
occasionally a translator. He will be learning the basics from us,
although I believe he has a broad knowledge already."
Ryu looked at me. "How long have you been studying?"
"Three years."
"Can you fly?"
"A... A little," I admitted. "I need practice."
"Then your first lesson will be about sleeping," Desa said. "Ryu,
you know where to lodge him."
"Indeed I do," Ryuchia said. "There are six rings to my home,
counting the floor, and you will sleep on the second." I breathed a
sigh of relief; the second ring did not seem so far away. Ryu smiled,
showing his teeth, a sight which I admit frightened me somewhat. "We
Dragons are of the air, and we do not measure our homes the way you do."
I realized his meaning and my gaze moved up to look at the two rings all
the way at the top of the dome. Ryu followed my gaze and nodded.
"Exactly."
"I... I can't make it all the way up there."
"Of course you can," Desa said. "Even I can see that. Ryu, I
leave you with your apprentice and his devices. Darynn, take care. I
will see to you in two days. In the meantime, take your learning from
Ryu."
Ryu spread his winds and kicked into the air, circling around his
home until he reached the second ring. "Come on, Darynn. Join me."
I swallowed hard, closed my eyes, and remembered what Thomorr had
taught me about flying. I leaned my head back and opened my eyes. My
destination grew closer, and I began to feel the great drag of the
ground as I moved further and further away from it. The ground is
jealous of the bodies that rise from its dust, Aimee', and is not so
giving when we want to leave it.
As the railing grew closer the lift grew easier. I reached out for
the brass rail that was apparently a fixture of each level. On
beautiful metal supports it hung away from the wall, just above the
level of the floor, giving Dragons something to hold.
I climbed over the railing and sat down on the stone of the ring
before realizing that I had not removed my pack. I had managed to fly
back.
I felt good. "Is it the air?"
"It is you!" Ryu said, laughing. "You looks so stunned, Darynn.
In any event, this was once my home, when I was a youth and so had a
youth's bed. My father, who used to live in this dome, moved far away,
and I inherited it from him."
It had a bed, although when I pulled the top sheet up dust flew,
making me cough. "Sorry," Ryu said. "I haven't had time to really
clean this place the way it should."
"I'll manage. Where might I find a broom?"
"Fourth ring," Ryu replied, grinning. "Over there." He gestured
with a wing, and a beam of light shot from a wingtip to indicate the
broom.
I surprised myself again by retrieving the broom and returning to
the second ring, although by that time I was worn out and quite sure
that I was done with flying for the day. "What brings you to Hakkana,
Darynn?"
"I was sent to find Desa at the request of my former master, who
had taught me all he could."
Ryu's head tilted slightly, as if confused. "You sound sad when
you say that."
"Do I?" I asked. "I was not measuring my love for him on the basis
of his teaching. His sending me away hurt a great deal. Moreso than
that I left my parents, for they would not understand the son he
returned to them."
"What is your teaching, then?"
I tried to think of a big word for what I was, something
ostentatious. But I could not, and eventually I told the truth. "Sex
magic."
Ryu didn't laugh at me as I expected. No, he took me quite
seriously. "I thought that was difficult for male humans to learn. Not
enough partners to practice with or something."
"It can be," I said. "There are exceptions."
Ryu nodded and didn't press the matter. "I'll leave you to clean
up your room. If you desire privacy, there are sheets that can be hung
from the hangers that ring this room and the next. I used the room to
the right for ritual research."
I nodded. "Thank you."
"Thank you for being welcome in my home," Ryu said earnestly.
"I'll check on you in a while." He stepped off the edge of the ring and
vanished, apparently dropping like a stone. I heard a soft 'thwap' of
his wing as he landed on the ring where he slept now.
Days and weeks passed by like flashes, Aimee'. I cannot describe
the next six months because they are entirely a blur. My skill as a
metalsmith garnered me much respect, and Desa suggested I direct at
least some of my magical skill in that direction as well. It was
probably the most propitious decision I ever made, because the resulting
tools I constructed out of alloys of silver and steel accelerated the
outpouring of power I could achieve in short times. My nature became
more obvious as I crafted my staff, tipped as it was with obvious
phallicism. More importantly, the actual working spindles and dildos,
made of various alchemical woods, enabled me to reach heights I had
never thought possible.
The only aspect of this I have any pride in, however, is my sense.
I did not, I don't believe, ever aspire to more power for evil reasons.
My desires were pure. I wanted to be a mage; I wanted to be the best.
More than once I had an opportunity to grow faster, but at the expense
of either Ryuchitoran or Kirustan or another apprentice, and those I
would not do.
As the months rolled by, I began to feel the immense sadness that
was a part of Ryuchitoran. My senses were being honed by the exercises
Desa gave me, and more importantly, they were being honed outwards. A
sex mage learns to feel his insides, learns to know every inch of
himself and what one should apply where to make those feelings grow and
manifest themselves. But Desa had no interest in an apprentice who
couldn't see, Aimee', and so forced me into physical exercises to
maintain my strength but also to make me aware of the world about me.
That is why he began teaching me combat.
Those were interesting times, Aimee', to have youthful Dragonkin,
man shaped, fighting me. Hand to hand, with sticks, and then with
swords, I learned how to see my opponent, how to hear him and how to
smell him. Six months is not a long time, but it was enough to make me
aware of Ryu.
The cheerfulness was facade', Aimee', for inside he was truly
hurting. His rejection at the hands of his peers was often more than he
could bear, and I would hear him sob in the night, whether as a way to
sleep or something from his dreams, I did not know. In the six months I
spent with him, rarely did he have Dragon visitors. Once, Desa came to
visit us in his full dracoform, and the difference between the two of
them was bewildering. Desa was fully three times as broad and four long
compared to Ryu. I started to understand Ryu's pain. None of his
visitors was evidently a lover.
It was in the eighth month, as the snows began to lighten up and
the sun returned more often, that I asked Desa permission to study
beyond my ken.
"What are you seeking?" he asked.
"I want to research the library to learn how to look at the origin
of a creature."
Desa looked understandably concerned. "The alchemy of life is one
of the most difficult sciences known, young Darynn. What are you
seeking?"
"I want to know what makes a creature large or small."
He nodded. "His tears get to you, too."
"I can bear it, sir, but not forever. He will die without help."
"And you think you can help him."
"I can look for an answer."
Desa paused, thinking. "Very well. I want to know every detail of
your research. In this science, if you cast even a cantrip I want to
know about it. Understand?"
I nodded.
Four months more before I could take it no more. From my sleep the
sounds of crying roused me. You have never heard a Dragon cry, Aimee',
but describing it is beyond me. It's a great roaring sound,
unmistakable in its sadness and unbelievable in its depth. I threw
aside my bedclothes and leapt off the edge of the ring, flying down one
ring level to Ryu's sleeping dish. A bowl, set into the material of the
ring and layered in cushions, provided him a comfortable bed.
I dropped to my knees. "Ryu," I said softly. It was drowned out
in the crying. "Ryu," I repeated louder. Finally I reached out and
touched him. "Ryu!"
[WHAT?] That voice punched into my soul with incredible power,
stunning me and tossing me back against the floor. "Darynn!"
Weakly, I managed to say, "Hi... Ryu."
"What are you doing here?" he asked.
"You..." I sat up and brushed myself off. "You were crying, and
it wouldn't let me sleep." I assessed myself. I was still intact.
He looked away. "I'm sorry if my dreams bother you."
I leaned over and touched his wing. "I just wanted to know if
there's anything I can do?"
He looked up at me, his eyes still wet from the crying. "You're an
invert too, aren't you, among your kind?"
"It took you this long to figure it out?" I asked.
"The ways of humans are still strange, but I don't want to be
insulting. What are you... " Imagination is not the most disciplined
part of us, Aimee'. I'm afraid that staring at him, in his bed,
conjured up those dreams and pictures I had not had in nearly a year.
"Do you really look at me that way?"
Understand, Aimee', that Ryu had never intentionally invaded my
imagination. I am simply most obvious in my imaginings when they are
erotic, and he is apparently at his most undisciplined when he has just
woken up. Together the combination was the undoing of my secrecy. I
had to say something. "Yes. Sometimes."
"I..." He paused again. "I don't know what to say. Is it
physical, or are you really attracted to me?"
"Physically, I am attracted to Dragons, and you in particular,
because with you my fantasies are most possible. Emotionally... Ryu,
you have been very kind to me, and have tried hard to hide your
suffering. I do feel for you, and I would like to help you. I think of
"But you couldn't... love me."
I smiled and stroked his wing slowly. "Ryu, sometimes I forget
that you are three times my elder when you have moments like this. I
could love you. It wouldn't last forever, because you are a Dragon and
I am human and eventually we will be on our different paths to different
worlds."
"But... you really think you could love me?"
"Sometimes I think I already do." That came out of my mouth so
fast I didn't have time to stop it. I controlled my own surprise and
continued calmly, "I only think. It takes more than one-sided lust to
make love happen."
He didn't move for a moment, then nodded his prodigious head
slowly. "It wouldn't work anyway," he said. "You humans have that
mouth thing we Dragons could never do."
"There is a lot more to loving than kisses, Ryu." I decided the
time to be bold had come. I eased into his sleeping bowl and slid down
to lie next to his body. "There is touching." I began to caress his
impressive chest slowly. His hide wasn't nearly as hard and thick as I
had feared, and it was apparently just as sensitive to touch as my own.
The sounds from his throat would have been threatening if I hadn't been
able to feel the pleasure coming from him.
I decided on what is, perhaps, the most common seduction there is.
I gave him a massage. He cooed softly as I worked. I had plenty of
experience in this range, since Thom had been such a demanding master
sometimes when it came to his own pleasure.
I learned a great deal about the outside bodies of Dragons. I did
not use any of the cantrips Desa had warned me about, learning instead
simply by touch, feel, and sense. At times he would shift in his bed in
response to my touch. His strength excited me. Through my bedclothes
my erection was plainly visible, and I knew he could feel it when I
leaned over.
He never said a word, and by the time I had eased all the tension
out of him from his dreams and probably the fear of what I offered, he
had drifted off to solid sleep. Exhausted by my efforts, I realized
that I had made one of the cardinal errors of magic; I had used
everything in relaxing him. I was too tired to fly back to my own bed.
There was nothing to be done. I curled up next to him and fell
asleep. We both slept soundly. When I awoke, he had left me alone, but
he had also left me to sleep well past sunrise. For that, at least, I
thanked him.
My studies progressed another year. That sounds like a long jump,
perhaps, but nothing much happened in between. After that evening
neither Ryu nor I mentioned the incident to one another. Ryu didn't
keep his feelings quite so trapped within, and I saw the blackness more
clearly and more often, but he also seemed to accept it far better.
Instead, I concentrated on my studies, spending six hours every
morning studying magic until my brain hurt and then working the
afternoons away either in the smithy or the gymnasium. I began
researching my own spell base. Do you know what a spell base is,
Aimee'? No?
A spell base is a basic spell idea from which one may weave
variants dependent upon one's knowledge and talent. There is a classic
spell base called, simply, "Pain." Alone, it does little; causes an
itch. A little additional skill, and it can cause great discomfort.
With the knowledge base that comes from being a full mage, one can use
it to kill with some effort, although it is an uncomfortable way to die
and there are more efficient ways to kill someone magically, like
"Sleep" and a slitting of throats.
I was surprised to find that nobody had ever thought to create a
base for "Pleasure." Bases are very simple to use, but hard to
construct. I was determined to figure out the base for pleasure. I
took notes obsessively. And, to be honest, when it was discovered among
the man-shaped males of the Megassi what I was, a few were willing to
help my experiments.
The other major thrust of my research was to be able to construct a
method for visualizing that which shapes a being. I reasoned, and found
confirmation, that all things that live grow into their shape by some
unseen mechanism. I was determined to find a tool for visualizing that
mechanism.
I found it. Not unsurprisingly, someone else had discovered it
first for the creation of golems of flesh, although the technique as I
read it was very crude. I refined it.
That is an understatement. When I found it I completely dropped
everything else. Only Desa's threats kept me in the gymnasium and the
smithy. Males who knew my pleasures sent me letters that I left
unopened. I burned for nearly four months, and when I was ready, Desa
watched as I cast the spell for the first time. On myself.
Oh, we are such complex creatures, Aimee'! Even the keys with
which we are made go on forever and are indescribable but in the
spinning bands of blue, red, green, and gold that really do describe
what we are. Or at least, what our shape would be. I spent so long
examining what I was, realizing what I could be with this change or
that, that when I was done the sun had set and my body had gone into
such complete revolt over the indignity of ritual penetration combined
with prolonged neglect. I spent the rest of the night on the garderobe,
Desa standing outside and grilling me about my results until dawn.
My research accelerated after that. I discovered I was forging a
new kind of magic, a predictive magic that was based on mechanical
processes, not temporal ones. The fundamental elements were alchemical,
of course, but ultimately it became a purely spiritual engine that
allowed me to make a single change, and then change after change after
change until I got what I wanted.
It was something of a shock when I realized, suddenly, that I had
gotten away from the erotic sciences. I had been too busy taking apart
the body to appreciate it. Have you ever been hit on the chin, Aimee'?
I swear to you, that is how it felt. I suddenly spent an entire day
addressing old friends, diving into a sort of blind, erotic haze, unable
to think about work because I could think of nothing else but the males
I had neglected.
I took control of myself the next day. I wrote down my thoughts on
the bodily experimentation as much as I could, then turned my attention
back to Pleasure. I think that's my one greatest failure, that I can
never pay attention to one project at a time. I constantly change back
and forth.
I received permission from Desa to take two weeks off from the
smithy, but not exercise. I spent those two weeks catching up with
every male I knew who was amenable to my caresses, and in two weeks I
had finished a unified base for spells of Pleasure.
I documented my spell base comprehensively and mailed it to here,
to Barraminum and the College of Mages. Over a year would pass before I
heard the reply.
As I crawled into my bed one night, however, a voice from the edge
of the ring interrupted my desire to sleep. "Darynn?"
"Ryu? Hi."
"Hi yourself. You have been gone a long time."
"I'm sorry," I said. "I just completed a fully functional spell
base, and I decided to turn it into the College of Mages for
acceptance."
"That's quite an achievement." He was quiet for a moment, then
said, "Darynn, why is it you have never asked me to help you test those
spells?"
"I... " I was caught. I had wanted to practice with him, but
knowing him as I did I had never felt comfortable approaching him. I
wondered if I could bluff my way through this encounter. "Desa said I
wasn't to practice on someone without his permission."
"That was the animal alchemy, Darynn. His warnings were not
related to the base you created."
"But... you are my host, Ryu. What if I did use them on you? What
obligations would we have? What about addiction..."
"Is that your concern? That I might become addicted to the
d them
on me with regularity, and then only if they surpassed the pleasures you
could inflict on me with your hands. Which is something you've never
tried anyway."
Almost two years had passed since I had made my promise to Desa
that I would seduce and love Ryuchitoran. I wanted to, Aimee', truly I
did. For some reason I felt reluctance, an inertia to begin. I did not
know what I was getting into. "Ryu..."
"You said once you could love me, but you've never said anything to
me about it since."
The truth welled up out of me then, although I managed to squelch
it almost into silence. Sometimes I curse that Dragons have such good
ears. Sometimes I bless it. "You never gave me an answer."
"What?" he asked, not hearing.
"I said you never gave me an answer."
"I didn't know there was a question."
"Ryu..." I sighed. "If we were to... love... would you understand
when I returned to the world of men?"
"Yes." His word was as simple as that, and as convincing. I
reached out my hand and beckoned him to come to me.
The bed had been made for his changeling days, and as he flopped
into it, it creaked painfully but did not crack, and although his tail
draped over the side he easily fit all the rest of him beside me. His
large head lay down next to mine on the pillows. "I don't know what to
do from here," he said.
"I remember touching," I replied. I reached out and stroked his
broad chest, feeling the scales sliding under my fingertips, feeling the
caress of his skin. Dragons have hearts, despite the legends, and I
could hear his beating. His breath, hot and musky, poured over me as he
watched my hands relearn the feel of his body.
People don't believe me when I say that Dragons, if they have any
relation to other animals, are more like the centaurids than humanoids.
It must be so because Dragons have six limbs. They have standing legs,
flying wings, and holding arms, although in full Dracoform these arms
end in three-fingered hands that require close care to keep the nails
short enough for them to handle anything.
My dreams and fantasies roiled in my head and I wondered how many
of them I could fulfill in one night. "If I touch you here with my
finger," I said, caressing the underside of his chin and neck, "and then
do it again with my lips, do you feel anything different?"
"Yes," he gasped. "Your lips are strange... warmer, softer.
They're wet. I feel that."
"I do too." As we lay side-by-side, I realized that describing him
as eight feet tall is a misdirection. He is only two feet taller than
I, but all of that body is from his collar to his groin. We were
grossly disproportionate. Yet I was determined to love him, to really
take him for my own, for this night.
"Would you like me to try a spell on you?" I asked.
"Please," he whispered, brushing at my hair with one of his well-
trimmed three-fingered hands.
"Roll onto your back, Ryu." He did as I said, and I crawled on top
of his chest, sitting on him. I closed my eyes and concentrated,
calling forth the spell I knew better than anyone else. I thought about
the base, felt it settle in my body as I had envisioned it, mostly as if
it were cradled within my hips. I felt my erection grow, and I mouthed
quietly the invocation.
I opened my eyes and looked down at him. His own eyes had widened
and his breathing had become loud. "Darynn..." I turned around and
what I saw made me smile. His own cock had grown out of the hiding slit
on his body and come to full length. Looking at it, I breathed a sigh
of relief. Desa has spoken true; he was actually smaller than Thom, and
by a good bit! I was to learn that Dragons are not so largely blessed
as Humans who, pound-for-pound, have some of the largest sexes amongst
mammals.
The shape was different, as was the color. Against his white hide,
his cock was a brilliant, visible black. The head was covered in
wrinkles, but fortunately it was not barbed like a feline's. I slid
down his body, grateful that the simplest of my spells, "Stroke," had
brought my prize out from concealment. "Beautiful," I said, smiling up
at him. I took it in my hand and began to stoke it slowly, manually
this time. The skin on it was very loose and moved easily. "May I kiss
it?"
"Do... whatever... you want!"
I looked up the long length of my Dragonfriend and smiled. "I
think I will do just that." I lay on his body casually as I craned my
neck forward and took the head of his cock into my mouth.
He tasted like... it's hard to describe. Perhaps the best idea I
can think of is fresh paper. After it has been milled, paper has a
scent to it that carries for a while. It was that kind of scent.
But he tasted of flesh, and nothing more. Nothing less either, I
might add. I took more into my mouth, revelling in the control I
exercised as I swallowed his cock whole. It pulsed in the back of my
throat. I planted both hands against his sides and began to slide up
and down, my eyes closed, my throat grasping for his cock. He was
beautiful, Aimee', and just to feel his sex down inside my throat was
fulfillment of a dream.
The size of a Dragon's sex was a blessing to me but it means nature
was cruel to Dragons, for they mate in flight, and must be joined only
briefly. Unlike their young, Dragons climax quickly, violently, and, I
will add, voluminously. Ryu's back arched so strongly I was almost
launched into the air as his cock pulsed long, thick jets of fluid into
my mouth. He roared so loudly I was afraid the dome would crack. I
held on for dear life. I choked; unwisely, I had assumed that since I
could take whatever Thom could feed me I could do the same for Ryu, but
he had so much more than a human.
"Darynn?" I recall him saying after his eruption had subsided.
"Are you well?"
I gasped, coughed, hacked, and finally managed to say "I will live,
Ryuchia."
"That was not my question."
"I was surprised. I could not take all of your ejaculation. I
need a towel. May I?"
"If you need it, do not let me stop you from getting it. Go!"
I nodded and rose, still feeling a little dizzy, and recovered a
towel. I wiped myself off, and then returned to bed, still coughing
into the towel at intervals. I wiped Ryu off as well.
I lay down next to him. "I take it my spell worked?"
"The spell was only the beginning!" Ryu replied, giving me a
Dragon's smile. Already his beard was coming in, and I tugged on it
softly at the base of his broad muzzle. "You were wonderful, Darynn."
"All the benefits of good teachers. And the best of friends."
"You sound... sad, Darynn."
I rested my head against his chest, listening. "I... I miss
Thomorr. I am not ashamed of that. He loved me, and as a master he
left nothing to be desired. I'm afraid that here in Hakkana I am often
viewed as the master myself, because of my skill and spell ability."
"You need someone to... master you?" he asked, puzzled.
I stroked his muzzle softly. Appreciate how big he was, Aimee,
when I tell you that his muzzle was as long as my palm and fingers, and
as wide, and as thick as two hands stuck together. "No," I said,
shaking my head. "Not as I needed Thomorr, or as I wanted him."
"Then... is there anything I can do for you, Darynn?"
I thought about my needs, my desires, and my capacities. I debated
telling him the truth. Thus far lying had availed me naught. "Ryu, I
need to taken. Ravished. I need... " I paused for a second, then
found the words I wanted. "Ryuchitoran... would you sodomize me?"
He chuckled softly; the sound reminded me that, although we both
thought of ourselves as youths, this dragon was of the same age as my
father. "Yes, Darynn. When I have recovered."
I closed my eyes and concentrated, feeling the spell base for
Pleasure return to me. There were spells I knew for potency, recovery,
and stext to Ryu, and
then followed them with the spell that had elicited an erection from him
before. I felt his sex against my calf as I lay next to him. "Are you
recovered?"
"You are so impatient, Darynn," he laughed. "I am recovered. How
shall we do this?"
I rose out of bed and walked into the next room, returning with the
grease I used to make my self-penetrating rituals easier. "With this,"
I said, slathering some along the length of his cock. I stroked him
with my hands, watching the white grease soak into the folds of his
wrinkled skin and dissolve with the heat of his body.
I lay down beside him, my back against his belly, and squirmed down
until I felt his shaft against my buttocks. I reached behind me and
grabbed it, aiming for my anus. It had been a long time since anyone
had been within me, and I wasn't sure if entry of a living being would
be as easy as I remembered, no matter how large my dildi. That's one
thing I've learned... wooden phalli are not even fair practice for the
real thing. I moved down further and pressed my buttocks back against
his shaft. I felt the ring of my anus part, spread open, as his cock
eased into me. I felt the head ease along the short anal canal and pop
into me. More moved within me; the sensation of it sliding past my hole
was blissfully wrenching. But I wanted more, Aimee'. I didn't want
gentleness. The time for gentleness had passed. I needed him to be
brutal to me.
"Darynn..." he gasped as the head of his cock slid deep into my
guts. "Oh, Darynn!"
"Yes, Ryu," I sighed. "More..."
"What... what more do you want?" he asked.
I closed my eyes. I had time for one more spell. Just one more.
I began casting it, holding off on the last word of the spell. I held
that word in my heart, because I knew its power. "Ryu... Roll us over,
onto our bellies. Lie atop me, and... take me."
"Darynn... "
"Be rough, Ryu. Be a Dragon. Take me. Claim me."
I felt something like anger flare within him as he pushed over. As
I fell face-first to the bed, he nearly came out, but only nearly. Then
he pushed himself into me again. I felt his cock shove deeply into me,
and I felt his hot hide against my buttocks and I knew he had all of
himself within me. A felt a rhythmic beating begin in the air about us
and knew he had extended his wings. I heard the bed creak as he
withdrew his cock from my anus, and then pushed it back in. He roared a
challenge to me: "Is this what you want, Darynn?"
His chest pushed my head against the mattress. I could not answer,
nor could I breathe. Nor did I care. His body pounded against mine;
the entire bed groaned under the beating weight of a Dragon in the grips
of heated blood. His shaft made a mockery of my claims to endurance,
and I found myself gasping and loving him as he did so. As he plundered
me all the more, his wings took up more of his weight and I could again
breathe, my head swimming. I could take no more, and he was straining.
I said the last word of the spell.
It did not end! Aimee', his loving did not end then! He continued
on for another full minute before finally roaring his climax, louder
than before, stronger than before! I never dreamed of what I had
unleashed in Ryuchia as he loved me that night, Aimee'! Unbelievable.
He fell, literally fell, out of the air. I barely rolled free of
his falling weight. His breath came in panting, puffing intervals. His
eyes were shut tight. "Oh, Darynn, oh, Darynn," he repeated over and
over.
I grabbed the towel we had been using and wiped my buttocks. I was
not surprised to find blood, but with a simple spell Thomorr had taught
me I found that, as usual, I would survive and be well come the dawn.
"Ryu?"
"Darynn!" he gasped. "I've never... I cannot..."
"Hush," I said, touching his chin again and kissing him on his
beard. "You need to sleep."
"I... Yes. You do too."
"May I sleep with you?" I asked.
"You may not have much of a choice," he breathed. "I am too tired
to fly back to my bowl. May I use your bed tonight?"
"With my complete acceptance, beloved Ryuchitoran."
"'Beloved.' I like that. Thank you."
"Sleep, Ryu. We will talk tomorrow."
"Yes. Yes, we will, Darynn." He drifted off to sleep, and I
joined him thereafter.
Darynn looked up at the clock and swore softly. "Aimee', my
telling has taken far longer than I had planned, and we will have to
finish this story some other day." He looked at her closely. She had
removed all of her clothing but the tunic she had first so casually
tried to doff. She had removed her boots first, and now her pants and
undergarments were gone as well.
"Aimee'? You have not removed your tunic?"
"I... " She looked up, confused. "I did not know when I should.
It..." She began crying. "I did not know..." Tears began falling from
her eyes. Darynn pulled her to him and wrapped his arms around her
fragile form. "I'm sorry, sir. I'm so sorry."
"You have done nothing wrong, Aimee'. Do not apologize for lacking
in harm."
She looked up into his face, tears streaking her cheeks. "But...
you wanted me to be naked by now, did you not?"
"Aimee, if you had felt it wrong to take off even your boots, I
would not have berated you. You have done exactly as I asked, and there
is nothing to be ashamed of in that."
"Sir," she moaned pitifully. "Teltirray wants to know when I will
begin learning spells from you."
"Next week," Darynn said calmly. "I had planned to do some
beginnings here, but we will start next week." He held her close,
feeling her warmth next to his. He felt protective of her, an
understandable reaction considering his feelings towards the man really
"owned" her, contract or not. "Now, tell me something. You exposed all
of yourself but your torso. Would you like me to guess as to why?"
She looked up at him. He caressed a small streak of tears away.
She nodded.
"Teltirray, your master, has taken everything from you. You have
no privacy in where you go, so your boots are no matter. He takes your
sex at his leisure, so your pants are no matter. You learn what he
wants you to learn, so your headcloth is of no matter. He has not got
your heart, and you want that kept to yourself. So you wear your tunic
as one would wear armor."
She stared at his face, and then squeezed her eyes tight as her
crying came again, stronger than before. The tears told him he had
judged correctly. He felt no victory at that. She gathered the
material of his robe in her fingers and gripped tightly. He wrapped his
arms around her, but she pushed away suddenly, grabbing at her tunic and
pulling it off with an expression that could only have been a snarl,
then looked at him, smiling through her wet face.
He smiled back down at her, holding her as she placed her head
against his shoulder and closed her eyes. He knew what was happening.
She had decided that he, at least, should be allowed to know her heart,
if only for the moment. He thanked her silently for that.
He drew a deep breath, regretting what must come next. "Aimee', I
cannot keep you here."
"I know, sir. I must return to Teltirray."
"Are you afraid?"
She looked up at him. "You know, then. You cannot protect me. So
I am not afraid. I have nothing to fear. What will happen, will
happen."
Darynn was stunned by the maturity with which she approached a
dismal future. "Aimee', you will return next week?"
"With your permission, sir."
"That you have."
"Then I will return." She stood up slowly. "I guess I should
dress now."
"Yes," Darynn nodded. He watched her as she pulled her clothing
on, first her tunic, then her pants, and her headcloth and boots
finally. He found her truly beautiful in her youthfulness, and he
feared that she wouldn't live long enough for him to teach her anything
appen.
"Goodnight, sir."
"Goodnight, Aimee'." He waved as she closed the door behind
herself. In his heart, resolution became real. Teltirray would not
have her forever.
He was shocked at his own feelings. Was he leaving the world of
men behind, or was his own merely getting larger? He had never had
these feelings for a woman before, especially not one so immature as
Aimee'.
Whatever their origin, they were his emotions and they were real.
He would do with them what he could. He would teach Aimee'. He sat
down at his desk and began making notes.
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