Date: Wed, 22 Aug 2012 08:38:43 -0400
From: Mr.Five Mr.Five <misterfive1989@hotmail.com>
Subject: Diary Of A Nerdy Werewolf Chapter One

This story is under my creative copyright since August 22, 2012. This story
is fictional and has no bearing on real life people or events.


		 Diary Of A Nerdy Werewolf by Mister Five


Chapter One


  -Daniel Keams Diary Entry Sept 27th 2012-


     Dear Diary, its Daniel Keams I just got back from the best night I had
ever! I finally got some from my perspective mate. That incredibly sexy
Mike Ramsey. God I am still blushing my face feels so hot, I couldn't take
it anymore. Well I suppose I should start at the beginning today at school
I was walking to my next class in the hallway and I listened in to Mike
talking with his friend Rob Dramell. Apparently he just broke up with his
girl friend Jessica after she got fucked by a member of the football team.


     Of course I know it was Patrick DeMoore I heard him at the last pack
meeting talking about how he was going to go after Mike's girl that
semester, I suppose I should thank Patrick for making Mike available. God I
am such a geek I can't help but become so damn noisy when it comes to
Mike. Of course I know he'd never go out with me a 16 year old werewolf
with a flabby twink body and being the only werewolf in the pack who needs
glasses. Gee if only I was one of those muscular jock wolves I read about
in erotica.


    Sigh why do I have to get the nerd genes? I'm a werewolf and I can't
even look sexy, acne covering my face, and that cheesy brown side combed
look God I am such a geek. I still play Pokemon cards for gosh sakes Mike
would never go out with me being not only straight but very shallow from my
opinion. I mean he dates nothing but dumb-ass bimbo's who wouldn't know the
difference between a PDF files and having their periods. Seriously last
week one of his ex's though a PDF meant having your period. God why do the
handsome ones always date those fucking tramps.


    I had hoped to introduce myself to Ramsey as he didn't know I existed
once I heard of his latest break-up but again I tried walking towards
them. Then as they looked at me I instantly moved around them as if I was
going to do that all along. Boy it was like my heart got filled with cotton
balls looking into those dream crystal blue eyes. That gorgeous blonde hair
and that strong, manly, and acne free skin makes me want to wag my werewolf
tail. Sadly he is a human and I can't mate him or put the moves on him as a
werewolf at least unless I get my parents blessings.


  It is a dumb rule made up for the pack so we don't use our werewolf forms
to rape or sex up anyone we like and remain anonymous. Werewolf DNA
thankfully is different from our human form genetic makeup so its
impossible to tell who is a werewolf or not through science. God those late
nights I visited Ramsey's place and jerked off outside his window luckily
its early fall and he still leaves his window open. His scent is amazing
its like it was made just for me, reminds me of sticky buns, so sweet! I
had to stop doing that last week cause Ramsey's dad complained that a
pervert from spilling cum on the side of his house.


   Of course the Sheriff of out little community is in our pack and told my
parents, thank God he kept it a secret cause I'd just die if any of my pack
peers found out I was doing that, not cause I'm gay but cause I am a
hopeless nerd. My parents forbade me from going to his house as a werewolf
I had to court him as a human first. Of course I could see him as a wolf
but I don't think my parents would ever consent not like I didn't as they
told me they'll "think about it". Darn I know what that means, its a nice
way of saying "hell no"!


     I know even if Ramsey is supposedly straight I could get his attention
as a wolf cause my instincts told me so, I so wished I wasn't such a
hopeless romantic.  I got to my next class and spent it thinking about me
and Ramsey kissing and fucking, I got such a mean chubby. Of course I could
move around with it being that is was an exceptionally small hard-on, darn
my nerd genes. As I wolf I am fucking hot muscles like a bodybuilder not as
big as the others in my pack but pretty big, a seven inch cock, and best of
all no acne.


     School was faster after that I spent most of the time daydreaming
about me and Ramsey. I wasn't the only gay wolf in our pack there are
others and some have even found their mates in the pack like the straights
guys. Thank God we are a pretty left-winged and no one complains werewolves
know off the bat that some are gay, straight, or in-between and we don't
judge. We are a pretty tolerant race we even had a pretty influential
left-winged werewolf in the presidential office, but of course he couldn't
keep it in his pants.


   Most wolves are indulging bastards, well I got home by bus again with
the others who couldn't get a way home besides public transit. Nothing
wrong with it mind you but at my high school if you ain't walking or
driving home than your pretty much a geek. Took almost an hour for me to
get home, thank God it was the weekend. Also note diary to stop writing
"Thank God" in you as I have come to see it as a little hypocritical giving
my beliefs.


   Anyway I got home being the youngest in my house having two older
brothers makes my life both difficult but easy. They are just like any
other big brothers sure they tease but they got your back when you need
it. Of course my second oldest brother Jon was the first to speak to me as
I entered the door, greeting me with his pet name for me "Squirts". The
nickname at first originated from me being shorter than others my age but
has taken on a double meaning since the masturbating incident outside
Ramsey's house. Thank God my brothers are discreet with their mockery.


    I greeted him with my usual meek "hi" and after taking off my shoes at
the door I went up to my room to relax before dinner. I smelled mom in the
kitchen making dinner and dad in his office jerking off again, sometimes I
don't really care much for my sense of smell. Kyle my oldest brother wasn't
home again. He must be with his mate Jessica the flower of his life, lucky
dog got his mate and now their getting pretty serious. Kyle got mom and
dads permission to see Jessica as a werewolf and that means if she decides
to accept him which almost all humans do, then she'll be part of the
pack. Of course Kyle being a alpha wolf would mean he could change her on
his own but the pack leader set the age for all changes to be 18 or older.


    Truth be told I was pretty jealous and resentful of my brothers their
handsome and pretty athletic and both of them manage to get sex or mates
without having to be in their wolf forms. I guess I wasn't meant to have
Ramsey once I turn 18 I could see him as a wolf but by then he'd properly
be with another girl and he is an old fashion one girl kind of guy.


    I studied Ramsey since I laid eyes on him in my junior year I have come
to be an expert on him, I know when he is angry, sad, happy, or anything in
between simply based on his scent. Suck a sweet romantic he is always
looking for his true love, I might have not considered him mate material
cause of his heterosexuality. However a werewolves instincts if it tells us
someones mate material it means that they are capable of falling in love
with you. Not always though just cause someone is mate material or can be
your mate doesn't make it a sure thing. On average its a one and three
chance of being permanent.


    Like with my brother Jon and his recent relationship with David, at
first it seemed like he found his mate but David proved to be too much into
pussy and cheated on Jon.  God Jon didn't leave his room for days thank God
he didn't get a chance to meet David as his wolf that would troublesome. Of
course death wouldn't be an option as that ended with the 50's but it was
basically the equivalent of a divorce. Took keep David quite Jon would have
to keep paying him a sort of alimony to keep him quite.
	Wavers are signed and so forth sometimes there is one guy who can't
keep quite who is dead set on proving the existence of us to the world.

    Despite threats of death or torture, bribes, and so forth then we would
have no choice but to exile that person to a private island. A sort of a
resort where we put humans who others of our kind who know too much and
won't leave it alone. We fake their deaths and take them in the middle of
the night to a secret paradise island to live the rest of their lives
there, it may seem cruel but considering the options it is the most
merciful.


     Once in my room I decided to join my dads example and jerk off a few
myself before settling down to read gay erotica off of the internet on my
laptop. I heard my mom say dinner was ready, of course yelling wasn't
necessary in our household. Being a Friday night it was going to be
homemade hamburgers one of my favourites. Every Friday we would eat, talk,
then afterwards we put our plates in the dishwasher and Jon would go out on
date or with friends since it wasn't a school night. Then I'd go to my room
and be a nerd as my parents go all wolf and have sex in their bedroom.


     I didn't mind it was actually pretty normal for a werewolf even while
being young to hear or smell their parents having sex so it wasn't a big
deal. During dinner I would remain mostly silent while I ate but my father
was in a unusual talkative mood that night. He started off asking me about
school, I said I was doing fine getting good grades in all my classes even
in gym since it was mostly effort base. Then he'd ask about what I've been
doing lately, I said the usual studying and reading.


     Then my dad asked if I was sill interest in Mike Ramsey.


     If I was eating something when he said that I would've choke, why did
my dad asked that I wondered?

    I stated that I would like it if he was my mate, I heard Jon laugh at
what I said and I could understand why being the nerd that I am. My dad
gave Jon a look that said "don't go there", my dad was really strict when
it came to my brothers putting down my self-esteem.


    Understandably I was pretty non-confident as a werewolf and not as
physical gifted like the others in the pack, I didn't even socialize much
in the pack besides pack mandatory functions. I didn't play pack football,
go to pack BBQ's, or even go to just hang out at pack parties. Outside of
the pack I wasn't just a nerd who would or should I say used to get bullied
by others. Since the pack unit is a pretty tight group bullies weren't
really a problem with me, if I was bullies a member of the pack would just
bully them back.


     The last guy who bullied pushed me down and stomped on my glasses and
started kicking me cause I was gay. It wasn't long when a pack member from
the soccer team came by and kicked him in the stomach so hard he vomited. I
didn't even know him much but we both knew we were in the same pack and
that was all that mattered.


     Dad continued by saying that him and mom were talking and decided it
was clear that I was serious about Mike and since it was evident that I
might not be able to swoon him as a human I can court him as a
wolf. However he made it clear I couldn't tell him who I was and I wasn't
to give him proof of werewolf existence, since if it didn't work out Mike
couldn't prove the existence of werewolves and properly wouldn't try.


   Dad went on as saying him and the pack leader checked out Mike and found
him to be a prime candidate for a anonymous werewolf dating. Mike seems to
ground in reality to try and proof werewolves exist or even talk about one
if he did get one and would be too afraid to reveal of their existence if
he did admit that werewolves exist.


   Mom and dad said I could see him tonight if I choose to but it cannot be
during school nights and I must follow the rules given. Finally above all I
must not force myself on him, I can try and get him interested in me but no
more.  Jon remained quite during this as he ate, I could tell even if he
pretended to be disinterested that he was happy for me, so after dinner I
waited in my room for it to be really dark out. My brother had since left
with friends and when the time came I got my werewolf bag to stash my
clothes in and as I was heading out I told my parents where I was going and
I'd be back later.


   They wished me good luck and reminded me to follow the rules they gave
me, I bolted out of the door too excited not to run as fast as my nerdy
little legs could take me, I went out the back door to our backyard. Being
werewolves we of course lived near our local woods going out the back gate
I walked across the small sloop of grass between our backyard fence and the
woods. Once I got there I eagerly got undressed down to my extra loose lime
green boxers that I put on for the change. I put my clothes except the
boxers I was wearing and my shoes and glasses inside the bag, then after
taking a deep breath I prepared to change.


   It was easier for me to get on all fours and allow my form to take
shape, my muscles swelled, my ears pointed and perked upwards, my mouth
muzzled outwards, and my body became covered in fur as usual. My tail
nearly ripped my boxers off I was so eager to become my hot werewolf
self. True there were hotter wolves but I liked myself it was like the body
type I wished for my human self, I felt so strong in that form and little
more confident.  After I changed into my wolf I stood up on my hind legs,
and put my bag over my shoulder. I pulled down my boxers a bit to let my
tail out of the boxers I was meaning to put a tail hole in them but I
figured I do it later.


   Not wanting to waste the night I sped off hoping to see if Mike was at
home, God I couldn't belief it my parents were seriously super cool letting
me be try and win Mike with my best asset my darn hot werewolf body. I am
such a nerd I can't even cuss in my own diary.


    I sped off feeling the air ruffle my fur as I moved to my destination,
my luck Mike was at home and he was alone. Although I felt bad and my heart
felt heavy as I heard him crying in his room, the smell of his wet tears
had that bitter edge to him. He did seem a little upset at school, now it
seems the finality of the break up really sunk in and it was clear he
really liked his latest girl friend. Mike as far back as I knew him was
always the lover boy he saw girls, he was a gentlemen and would stay with
the one he thought would be his one and only true love. Of course he kept
on getting his heart broken, but this time I planned on becoming his latest
object of his affection.

    My eagerness had me into his yard and climbing the tree outside his
window, I got almost an instant hard on looking at him while crouching on
the tree branch. Wearing those tight little grey undies and wearing a white
t-shirt, fuck he was hot. Almost as big as me, well when I am a wolf his
muscles were tensing and shaking as he cried into his pillow. I was feeling
so bad for him right then my instincts overtook my judgement as I leaped
into his room dropped my bag to the floor and went over giving him a big
hug.


   It wasn't till I looked at those blue eyes filled with a deep horrified
fear that I realized my stupidity. He was clearly scared beyond words but
at least he stopped crying. I used my tongue to clean away his cheeks which
were stain with his tears. I eased my hug so it was more of me holding him
in place as I licked him, I was petting his head trying to give him the
idea that I didn't want to hurt him.


   Mike was hesitant and resisted my hold, I for an instant tightened my
grip not wanting to let go but it was obviously not something he wanted so
I let go of him. Mike moved off the bed and stood there frozen, fear was a
dwindling factor for him it was more a sense of confusion. It was dealing
with his piling emotions starting with fear, confusion, curiosity, and
arousal. I could see his large cock hardening in his undies, being a eager
wolf I laid on the bed moved my muzzle forward and sniffed his groin
followed by licks. Mike moved away and I whined like a pup not wanting him
to be so withdrawn.


    Starting to get the idea that I was interested in him I moved on my
back on his deliciously smelly bed and removed my boxers. I waved them in
the air and threw them to the side showing off my raging boner. I knew my
wolf was hot there wasn't a werewolf without a perfect body, I hoped that
Mike was a little big more eager to try out something new. Besides he was
on the rebound it was perfect situation, I bet he thought I was a dream
come true.  Hesitantly he moved onto the bed I stayed there smiling which
might of looked a little scary on a werewolf, but he seemed to relax as he
pressed on hands on my chest and best my furry abs.


    He seemed to think of me as a big doggy, rubbing my belly and
scratching behind my ears I have to admit although a little degrading for a
werewolf I enjoyed it immensely.  Then he started placing his face on my
chest and rubbing against me soft brown fur, obviously he had a thing for
soft things. I noticed on his bed he had a soft quilt blanket and puffy
pillows all on top of a super soft mattress.


     I continue to learn things about this guy every single day, sigh that
was bliss. Then we started to kiss I started my licking his lips and he was
falling under my spell, only a few can resist a werewolf when they are
putting on the moves.  Mike put his leg around my waist and started running
his hands through my fur, we kissed well I puckered my muzzle and stuck my
long tongue in his mouth but its essentially the same.


   I then would've removed his undies but I heard a car coming down the
road I stopped the romancing and heard it pull into the driveway, it was
Mikes dad. Of course he was drunk as a skunk and Mikes mom was fighting
with him, it was evident this was going to be a family thing, ever since
Mikes dad lost his job he's been becoming a drunken wreck.



     Wishing I could stay there with Mike but I knew it was best if I got
the hell out as quick as possible as Mike's mom was coming to her sons room
to ask for help dealing with his father. Hearing her rushing through the
house I didn't have time to waste I got out of Mikes wonderful bed, grabbed
my bag, and jumped out the window. I could hear Mike come to his window to
see me running off into the woods, I bet he thought I was going back home
but I stuck around just in the trees. I stayed there to make sure Mike
would be alright, it was a very disturbing scene.  Mikes dad was breaking
dishes his mom was crying Mike tried to stop him and his dad threw a punch
hit him in the side of the head. A brief struggle then just yelling
afterwards it ended with Mikes dad passing out on the couch and Mike and
his mom talking briefly and going to their rooms to sleep.


    It was starting to get light out so I figured I head home, it was clear
there was no more time for me and Mike tonight so I came to the woods next
to my backyard. Changed back got dressed and walked through the back gate,
into my house. Jon was home sleeping on the couch apparently he found
someone to be with tonight also by the smell of him. Mom and dad were
sleeping also in there rooms so I just went to mine. So diary that was my
day, it was to date one of the best days of my life. I easily tops the time
I saw Mike in the boys locker room in his jock strap, seriously the guys
meant for me, I can't wait for tomorrow night. Till then this is Daniel
saying night.


                          ***

Mike Ramsey Journal Saturday-

     Hey journal I am writing to you this morning cause I couldn't do so
earlier I was a little distraught having going through another break
up. Although I wanted to, I just couldn't help but feel like I wasn't going
to find the right girl for me, that was why I couldn't even bring myself to
write last night. I just went to bed undressed and broke down crying in my
pillow like a pussy.


   Then something happened and Jesus you won't belief what it was, a
fucking werewolf. Yeah I couldn't belief it either a fucking werewolf. He
started hugging me and I figured cause well I am a little distrustful of
horror movie monsters that he was going to kill me but he didn't. Instead
he played the patient one and showed off his werewolf bod, I honestly
didn't think it was possible but I think I might be bi, cause before I
could wrap my head around it we were making out.


    Shit I'd properly suck his werewolf cock right there and then but then
he stopped kissing me and just bolted off I saw him head to the woods I
guess he must have heard my parents come home. I have read erotic stories
online about werewolves having super hearing and stuff I guess that was
what it was, my drunk bastard of a old man must of scared him off.


    Fuck he gave me such a wood I had to pulling my shirt down to hide it
from my mom who burst into the room begging me to help with dad. Of course
I threw on some pants and after a brief brawl my dad learned he can't be
such a miserable bastard and just started cursing out my mom and me calling
us by my moms surname like it was some kind of insult.


  Eventually he passed out on the couch, I feel sorry for my dad cause well
he was a pretty good guy before he lost his job. After he lost it he became
somewhat disillusioned with the American way of life, but we're family so
we'll stay with him till he gets his act together. A least he is looking
for work I am sure once he finds a job he'll stop being such a miserable
fucking prick. Well journal that is about it, I am going to beat off for
awhile then I am going to sleep some more thinking of that fucking hot
werewolf, ttyl.



...to be continued.