Date: Tue, 28 Dec 2004 08:36:04 EST
From: Kevinmjo@aol.com
Subject: Died and in Fag Heaven

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Kevin Kelly NJ and Montreal

          I was looking out the side window of my best Friend Tim's car
while he was driving then I turned to look out the front window when I
heard Tim yell "Oh my God"
I saw this big red truck coming directly at us in our lane of traffic. My
hands went over my face and I then felt a sharp pain in my side. Next
thing I knew I woke up in a hospital bed. I was looking around at the
bare walls and hospital curtains. I saw the tubes coming out of my hand
and arm. Then a nurse came in, She smiled at me then turned behind Her
and said "Mrs. Kelly come quick Kevin seems to be awake" I looked at the
door behind her and in rushed my Mom. She looked so much older and really
falling apart. I knew at once I must be in really bas shape to affect her
this much? Her arms were around me and she was crying and crying. Then
the Nurse said. " Mrs. Kelly the Priest is here" Mom came off me and she
stood there a forced smile on Her face. I had tears coming down my eyes
too. Then this older Priest came into view and Mom walked away. the
Priest  was leaning to me and he  said "Son it is time you made a good
confession, We need to prepare you for meeting Our Lord" I just nodded
figuring it was just that I was so banged up not really near death hell I
felt way too good for that? So for Him I began as I was taught in school
with the "Bless me Father for I have sinned," I told him that I had, had
sex. I didn't tell him that really Tim and I had just been touching each
others cocks before the crash.
     AT that moment I figured I must have passed out cause when I came to
the Priest was not there and the room looked different too. I had the
feeling that I was standing and looked down at the floor. The floor was
made of shinny Marble like I had only seen in a Church. I then looked up
and show that the walls had large stained glass widows the showed
wonderful light and colors through them. the room was larger then any
room more like a main room in a train station Grand Central or something
like that. Other wise the room was bare. I heard a sound from behind me
and turned to look. I saw two large wooden doors they went from the floor
to nearly the ceiling, One was being opened. Fear came over me I ha no
idea what the hell this was where the hell I was. Then a Then I saw a
young Man of about 20 or so step in the room. He had on a tight white
tennis shirt that showed off his strong chest and nearly all His ribs and
I could even see the six pack he had on his stomach he had on white
tennis shorts then I was looking at His hairy legs. They were more then
perfect so strong and powerful. he had on white socks and sneakers. I
looked up to His face as he was coming towards me. His face was out of
this world flashes of all the movie stars I had ever known came to mind
but none was even close to how good looking this face was and it was
smiling broadly at me. his hair was the deepest and the most shinny I had
ever seen. He was close to me now and He held out His hand to shake. I
took His hand and felt a strong yet warm shake. My whole body felt better
and a slight tingle past through me at His touch.

He said. " I am Rick and I will be helping you as you go through the
process and get yourself use to being here"

I just stared at that handsome face and could only say "Just where is
here and what is this all about? where is my Mom?

Rick put a hand on my shoulder and said 'I know you have so many
questions and rather then lay too much on you all at once, why don't we
see if you can figure out just where you are?

I felt at ease with his arm around me. Then I thought "Oh this is one of
those things where they want to see if I am able to think clearly and on
my own? So I went along and said "Sure Rick, Let's see how good my
cognitive skills are?

Rick gave me a handsome smile and said "Wow that is a big word but a
perfect choice Kevin. Now let's look in the mirror and check you out
first"

He was turning me towards the wall on the left with his arm around me and
when I was turned there on the wall was a 6 foot wide mirror that went up
the wall from the floor to near the ceiling. I looked at Rick in shock
and said  "but that was not there just a minute ago, where did it come
from?

Rick laughed and said "We have to keep a few secrets from you for a
little while Kevin, now take a look in the mirror at yourself"

I looked into the mirror, I saw a young man standing there a stranger. He
was a good looking man of maybe my age 19? His hair was much blonder then
mine and his face kind of had a glow to it and was perfect and really
handsome. The stranger had on a white flowing robe. I said Rick who is
that?

Rick patted my back and said "Kevin that is you, Now take off this robe
and let's see how your body is doing today?

He was helping me remove the robe and then I looked at the stranger in
the mirror. The body was like one from one of those muscle books perfect
from the powerful well built shoulders down the hard chest to a perfect
six pact of ABS then to the thick bush of pubic hairs and the longest
fat  thick cut cock was there. It was really so hot. then the legs much
like Rick's powerful hairy only in this case blonde hair. Even the feet
were a work of art so masculine and strong. I looked up again to the face
and then it hit me, This was somehow really me only a perfect me, a me
who I could have been if I had worked out and taken care of myself more.
but how, how did they do that? Some kind of surgery? Was I so banged up
they needed to remake my whole body? I began to move my arms then my feet
and then my legs. the image in the mirror was doing as I did. It really
was me. Then I let my hand fall to that powerful cock and took it in
hand. it had to be twice what my old cock was easy. Dam that would make
it a good 12 inches hard. And it was so thick and the head was like a
knob head that I always wished I had had.

Rick was laughing at my feeling up my cock he said "I was wondering how
long it was going to take you to get to that meat, Its sure one nice meat
You have there Kevin"

I dropped my cock then looked at Rick and said "What is all this? Did
they have to remake me all over? Did the doctors do this?

Rick look into my eyes and I felt a warm good feeling like somehow I knew
I could just trust this man. he said Kevin No doctor on Earth could ever
do what was done to you. Well, not at this time anyway."

I said "well then who could have done it then? I mean I love this body
and I really would love to  thank who ever did this for me"

Rick smiles and pulled me closer to him with his arm and said 'would you
like something to eat?
 He motioned this time to the other wall and there was a long table like
20 feet long filled with every kind of food you could think of and I saw
that most of it was my favorite stuff  like turkey and ham and even
cakes.

I said "Rick it all looks so good and how it just appeared like that has
really got me going but right now I still am stuck on this new body of
mine"

Rick was looking down at my new cock, and I only then became aware that I
was still naked in front of him. I then put my hand over my cock to try
to hide it from Him, not feeling ashamed really just feeling not properly
dressed.

Rick laughed and said "Kevin don't feel that you have to cover it up. It
is a beautiful cock and I am enjoying looking at it"

I let me hand go off my cock and said "But you are all dressed up and I
feel I should not be so naked?

Rick went to sit down and I thought at once he was gong to fall to the
floor but there was a large sofa behind Him and from nowhere. He was
taking off his sneakers, Then he was pulling off his tight white tennis
shirt and as He slowly inched the shirt up His body I was being given a
hot show of His ABS and his hairy chest and powerful pec's.
I noticed that even the man's arm pits had muscles they were so strong
and powerful.
My new cock was now fully erect and I had to hold it. The thing was
indeed a good 12 inches in my hand. Rick then stood and he was dropping
his tennis shorts. I saw to my delight that Rick had on a pair of white
mesh net tight undies and his cock was hard too and what a cock it was.
through the wide mesh I could see it all from it's flared big cock head
down the thick shaft a good 12 inch of rock hard shaft then two hairy
balls that were like large eggs. The man had a body like those of the old
Roman statues.
Rick was bent now very sexy and smiling at me as he was pulling down and
stepping out of His mesh briefs. He cock stood up with him and looked
even bigger. he said  "You can feel it if you like Kevin I really
wouldn't mind, In fact I would like you to."

My mouth went dry on me then almost on it's own my hand was going to that
thick slab of man meat. then I held it or as much of it as I could in my
hand. Rick put his head back as I was pulling on His meat. I noticed the
strong muscles of His neck as he leaned back really sexy I thought. The
feel of His cock bare and in my hand was wonderful, so thick and the head
with it's flared mushroom rim was in my hand and the wide rim rubbing so
sexy against the  palm of my hand. Rick reached over and took hold of my
cock with his powerful hand and I nearly came right then and there.
Then he took hold of my hairy balls and I took hold of his balls in my
other hand. I was so loving this what ever this place was I was all for
it.

Rick I said real low "Can I suck your Dick?

Rick looked in my eyes and I saw he had the brightest Green eyes in the
world he smiled and said 'Yes Kevin but only if you promise me I can
shoot my load into your mouth?

My knees got weak at those words This Adonis was saying He wanted to
shoot His load of cum in my mouth. I had never even taste my own cum yet
let alone the cum of another  guy's but with him I wanted to taste and
eat all the cum he had in Him. As I said my legs were really weak and I
had to put my hand on His hairy powerful chest to ease myself down to my
knees. there I was not knowing where the hell I was, Looking at the
biggest meat in all the world and it attached to the best looking man in
all the world.
I drank in the smell of His manhood. It smelled of sweat like he had just
finish play tennis and it smelled of cum too. both my favorites. As I
held it in my hand I wondered as much as I wanted to taste it would I
ever be able to open wide enough to take it in?
I felt Rick's hard hands on my blonde head and he was pushing me towards
his meat. I closed my eyes and opened my mouth wide and then I felt the
head of His cock touching my lips then it pushed into my mouth. A cock in
my mouth was everything I had dreamed it would be and oh so much more. My
tongue was all around that flared rim of His hard cock and I was even
licking his piss hole. My free hands were going up and down both Rick's
strong hard and hairy legs as he was shoving more and more of that thick
cock shaft of His into my mouth. I kept it real wet knowing Rick would
like that. Rick was saying "that's it Kevin let that big ass cock fuck
into that cherry throat of Yours. take it man, Take that man meat"  Then
he was shoving more in and my one hand came up to his balls I held them
and then in one push his balls were on my chin. his whole 12  inch cock
was now down my throat.  Rick was pounding his meat hard and fast into my
throat and I was loving it, Loving my first blow job. then I felt His
balls actually releasing His load and was actually feeling it rush up
through his hard thick cock and then tasting it as it rushed down my
throat. one load then another then more and more the cream was pouring
out of my mouth as he seemed never to be going to stop shooting His loads
into me. his whole body was jerking back and forth as He pumped load
after load of his cream into my mouth. Then at last he pulled His cock
out of my  mouth it was still hard as ever and as I stood up he was
getting down and going to suck my own 12 inch cock. Rick's jet black hair
was now over my new cock and then His mouth was around it and it was so
wet and tight as he was bobbing up and down on my hard cock. His hands
were like mine before all over my legs as he sucked my meat and was
eating my hard cock. I was now exploding my load into his handsome mouth
like Him I must have came a river of cream. Rick took it all.
     he came up to me and we kissed our tongues going into each others
mouths  we were exchanging each others cum between us. his still hard 12
inch cock was now between my upper legs and I closed around it. the thing
was so hot and thick between my legs like that and while we still kissed
Rick was shooting yet more cream now between my legs some of it splashing
onto my hole. i felt so good knowing I had Handsome Rick's cum now
between my legs and even on my cherry hole.
     We caught our breaths then and went to sit on the sofa only this
time there was a coffee table in front of it with a fresh pot of coffee
on it.

As I sat I looked at Rick and said "No I am not even going to ask where
that came from, you must be some kind of magic man?

Rick was pouring Us a coffee and said. Well, have you guessed where you
might be Kevin?

I took the coffee and tasted it, I smiled and said "Oh yea I have it all
figured out, this is some kind of Government program and You guy's gave
me a whole new body and they done the same to you too? I was joking and I
knew He knew I was. I had no clue at all.

Rick laughed and said. Kevin it is even stranger then that my man, much
stranger then that"

I looked at this handsome man who I just was sucking on and who I just
shot the biggest load of my life down his throat and I said "Rick at this
point I just don't care after what we just had, What ever this place is,
Is fine with me, So long as we can have a rematch?

Rick gave me a smile then His face got serious on me and He said "I know
all there is to know about You Kevin, you see really I have been by your
side since the day you were conceived in the womb. I heard all your most
secret thought and I knew all you have done bad as well as good."

This was really blowing my mind and I looked at him and said "Now Rick I
love what we did buddy and I love you even but that is just a little far
out isn't it?

Rick laughed. "Oh really and you sitting there in the perfect version of
your body not the old one you had and you think my knowing you all that
time is far out? he said.

I looked at him and a thought a crazy thought came to mind, the Sisters
in school in the lower grade use to make Us sit so we left room for our
guardian Angels to sit beside Us. Could He be meaning that? I said "So
You are like my Guardian Angel?

To my suprise Rick was not only smiling a knowing smile to me but shaking
His handsome head Yes. I was shocked and said "You have got to be putting
me on Rick you have got to be playing me for the fool here?

Rick was now still smiling and still shaking his handsome head only this
time he was shaking it  to say NO. I said "Rick is that how you knew I
had these feeling for other men then?

Rick was shaking His head Yes then he said. " You see the power always
assigns a Gay Guardian to a Gay person and always of the same sex, kind
of makes things easier on both of them"

I said my mouth wide open. " By the Power you mean God?

Rick smiled again and said "Well the power is known by and called many
names on earth Kevin. The least of which I like is God. When You think of
it the whole idea of God on earth has caused so many wars and deaths and
fights and hate to spread, while the power is about love Kevin not the
idea that we must adore and serve some hateful demanding God. No, Kevin
the power is good, The Power is Love."

I was thinking how the good Nun's and Priest I knew would sure be shocked
to hear that one? I said "Rick it was the Nun's and Priest who taught me
about Guardian Angels so if they were right about that, then why so wrong
about the rest of it?

Rick smiled and was rubbing the hair of my head as he said "well in most
of the Faiths now on earth there is a little of truth in them. mostly
they are all bull shit and set up to keep the people under control or
subject to  what ever ideas serve the powers on earth. You'll find that
it is all so easy. there is Good and there is evil in creation as we call
it. the power is good the weak is evil. all was created by the one Power;
Evil is permitted only for a time to get it out of our systems and so
that we all can from then on get on with our true purpose of bring pure
loving souls to  the light to the power."

Wow I said "This is so deep. an so you knew that I had been thinking of
other guys and that I did have a little sex with other guy's and you are
Gay too?

Rick laughed "Yes He said " I knew from before you were born You were to
be gay and that is why or one reason I was given you to guard. You see We
know that Gayness is really the ultimate love for others, those who
progress to gayness are the closest to the power of Love."

I was so wrapped up in every word Rick was saying I asked "So your saying
that those who are not gay then they are evil?

Rick put his hand to his head and laughed saying "Oh no it is not easy to
understand I know, The whole thing blew my own mind when I died 20 years
ago. so here goes. those who are straight, who let's say only are
attracted to the opposite sex are newer souls. as they progress life
after life they soon become more honest with themselves and come to know
the joys of both sexes. They become honest bisexuals loving both sexes
equal. then there are the stronger souls who become sexually attracted to
one or the other sex having at one time or the other been both on earth.
These like You and me are the ones the power puts in service to keep
those on earth safe, As safe as possible that is."

I said "You are right it is a lot to understand. So I am getting that
male on male sex or female on female sex is aok with the creator?

Rick "You are learning fast Kevin I always knew You were bright."

I laughed now and knew I had much to learn. I asked "So what happens now
Rick I mean is this it? Or do I take classes or is there more to heaven
then this room?

Rick 'Well I would love to say that this is it, You and I just stay in
this room and have sex together for all eternity, But there is out that
door classes for you and other souls to meet and things to do, enough to
keep you happy for all eternity and in a few weeks you will be taken to
meet face to face with the power.'

I said "Rick You know what I would really like right now?

Rick laughed and said "Yes I sure do Kevin, you see as Your guardian I am
able to read your mind and have been since your very first thought and
will continue to read Your mind until after your meeting with the Power.
So Kevin yes I want to take Your cherry and I want to have you fuck me
too"

He stood and we kissed and Rick was walking me back to the rear of the
large room and I could see a large bed that was twice the size of a king
bed waiting for us.

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write kevinmjo@aol.com
kevin Kelly NJ and Montreal.