Date: Tue, 28 Aug 2012 01:14:38 +0100
From: Jordan Edwards <joopfic@hotmail.com>
Subject: Giagm 10

Disclaimer: All character, situations and circumstances are completely
Fictional and bear no resemblance to any person living or dead, or any
Event. The author reserves the right to reproduction of the stories without
His express consent.

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JORDAN

I can't really explain it, I guess it's just like looking through someone
else's eyes, only darker and full of hate, and there's nothing I can do
about it, my body moved by its own accord slowly walking towards Max and
watched as blood drained away from his face, his arms flailing around
trying to find something to hold to whilst gasping for breath. I raised my
arm and quickly lowered it causing him to crash down to the floor at an
alarming speed, his body thumped against the wooden floorboards and was
unconscious. I felt pleased, but they weren't my thoughts none of this was
me. I turned to Dylan who now had black veins surfacing on his face, his
eyes widened with pain and choking.

"Stop! Stop!" I screamed, my voice had bellowed out but my body had stayed
out of control "please just stop!" I lowered Dylan so I was face to face
with him and peered into his eyes, I think he understood that I was still
conscious; that this wasn't me by the way he just looked at me. I raised my
hand again to strike a finishing blow, but I couldn't lower my hand, it was
almost as if as force was working against it. I craned my neck around to
see Sarah standing in the doorway with her arm outstretched towards me.

"Now Max!" she shouted, I was tackled from behind and fell to the floor
face first, Max's body weight was now pressed against my back, my body
attempted to fight back but could only effect things in eye-shot. "Got
him?" she asked as she stepped closer.

"Yup, he's not going anywhere" Max answered as he wrestled with me though
he was much stronger so I couldn't do much about it.

"Just calm down Jordan" she said as she gingerly walked towards me making
sure she was out of my eyes reach, I angrily hissed in response to Sarah's
finger tips connecting with my forehead. "Calm down!" she ordered, my body
flailed beneath Max's trying to break free,

"What are you doing?" I heard Dylan say as he stood up and brushed himself
of "He's one of them now isn't he? Fuck we were too late" he continued as
he paced back and force behind me.

"Just wait" Sarah said as she pressed onto my forehead a lot harder, a
strange tingling sensation pulsated through me like a small electric shock
which had the most amazing effect, I felt myself being pushed back into my
own body, I was seeing normally again and could feel pain resurfacing, oh
god, Max's body weight was pressed up against several bruises and cuts
located on my back I let out a little wheezy cough in response to the
throbbing pain.

"Jordan?" Sarah said as I heard her lean a little closer, wanting to look
at my eyes but trying to avoid my sight.

"Yup" I breathlessly groaned "It's me" all three of them let out a sigh of
relief and Max's grip loosened but still was led on top of me holding my
arms. Then all that followed was silence, they subtly whispered behind me,
it sounded like they were trying to get someone to check my eyes, the sound
of footsteps came toward me in a cautiously fashion and Dylan slowly crept
into my viewpoint, our eyes locked and a unconfident smile stretched over
his face.

"His eyes are fine" Dylan announced as his look switched from me and the
other two for information on what to do next. Everything that happened in
the cave and now this, it was too much, I locked my eyes shut and began to
weep.

"I-I'm so sorry I couldn't stop" I cried causing a small tear to roll down
my face "I tried to stop I swear I tried but I couldn't feel my body" I
continued trying to explain myself, I was so unsure of what was going to
happen now, where they going to abandon me? Imprison me? Kill me?

"It's okay" Max said as he lowered his head and buried it into my neck, I
felt his breath on my me as the words flowed from his mouth "you're okay"
his face was now brushing against my neck, the warmth of his skin brushing
against mine calmed me enough to stop crying.

"But I'm one of them now" I said resting my head in his jet-black hair "I
tried to kill you all"

"That wasn't you" prompted Sarah "We know it wasn't you, and we can stop it
from happening again, trust me"

"How?" I sniffled unable to look at any of them in the eye

"I can't get rid of whatever they've done to you, but I can create a wall
in your mind to block it from controlling you" she said as she sat crossed
legged in front of me.

"You can do that?" I asked as I raised my head in optimism

"I can" she smiled "There's honestly nothing to worry about, you're going
to be fine" I couldn't help but smile back, this rollercoaster ride of good
and bad things happening was exhausting I mean, can't I just get one or the
other and be done with it?

"You gonna get your fat ass off of Jordan so he can breathe?" Dylan said
nudging max with his foot

"He almost killed us both, I think I'm going make him enjoy my morning body
odour for a little longer" he mumbled back with his head still buried in my
neck"

"Oh like I don't feel bad enough about it" I said, I swear if I had the
energy and I wasn't pinned to the floor I would've punched him. I tried and
failed to push Max from my body – Even though I'd happily let him lay on
top of me with his lips brushed up against my neck. He laughed in response
to my feeble attempt and released me due to my pitifulness. I sat up and
lifted up my shirt to inspect the pain, one of my previous cuts was
bleeding but I didn't really care, I had worse things to worry about.

"Sarah how long do you need?" Max asked as he brushed bits of the wall off
of his t-shirt

"About an hour I think" she responded whilst outstretching a hand to help
me up

"Okay, so, Sarah you tend to Jordans Head, me and Dylan will go get food,
and when we get back I'll get him cleaned up before we go out tonight" he
said winking at me as he and Dylan stepped outside.

"Where are we going?" I asked rubbing my eyes which Sarah only cheekily
smiled and looked away.

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