Date: Thu, 27 May 2004 04:21:35 EDT
From: Xadith@aol.com
Subject: Hot Date (part two)

Author: Xadith
Feedback: Sure but be mature Xadith@aol.com
Subject Gay Male Science Fiction
Summary: The "captured" Logan is forced to deal with the morning after
and finds that not everything is what it seems, not ever demon has a
black heart. The plot thickens.
Rating: NC-17 Adult content, Sexual situations involving like genders,
language, Light D/s and BDSM, rape.
Chapter: 2 of 3
These characters are mine and copyrighted. Any reference to real life
people is unintentional.
Author's Note: Thank you to all of you who sent me such wonderful
letters telling me how much you loved these characters, I write this next
chapter in honor of you all, and yeah...thanks for the kicks in the butt
to get the next chapter out there. I hope to get 3 done sooner then 2
was. But I may need a few more kicks in the butt lol -X


I didn't feel the pressure of my wings behind me as the afternoon sun came
shimmering down on my outstretched back while I lay sprawled out over the
warm silk sheets and feather pillows.  My head rose from the blissful rest,
groggy and irritated that my bladder was demanding I rise and move to the
bathroom.  Still, when you had to go, you had to go.  Tossing back the
sheets, I rose from bed and nearly toppled over.  My entire body hurt.  My
arms and legs felt like I had over done it in the gym by about ten hours,
my lungs felt on fire and my head throbbed with the worst possible hang
over ever imaginable.  I was going to hurl.

I made it into the bathroom, thankfully, removed what little contents could
be found from my stomach, and took a good hard look at myself in the
mirror.  I couldn't believe the site that met my green gaze.  I felt like
hell, but I looked as radiant as an angel.  That pleasant "Afterglow" was
warm in my cheeks, my hair was shinny and softer to the touch then I
remembered it, my body looked toned and hard and I could swear my dick
looked bigger.  I shook my head, that just couldn't be, it had to just be
an after affect of the night before.  Oh god, the night before.  What I
could remember of it was blurred in a haze of animal lust and freakish
passion.  Surprisingly, the only thing on my body that didn't hurt was my
ass.

I ran a hand over my face and leaned over the sink, a good splash of cold
water and some mouthwash later I felt a little more human.  It was only
then I realized I was missing my wings.  I did a double take as I left the
white tile bathroom, spinning around to look at my back and examine the
area that had once held two massive feather limbs.  There were two long
scare like marks over my shoulder blades where the wings used to sprout.
It was a comfort to know that those marks meant that I hadn't dreamed the
last forty-eight hours, and at the same time I felt a deep sense of loss at
the missing bird appendages.  I wasn't sure what to do about it, I just
knew that I didn't feel complete without them.  This moment is the first I
can recall actually wanting to seek out Lucian.  Where was that demon
anyway?  I hadn't even noticed that I woke up without his tail wrapped
around my thigh (or else where).

I poked my head out the bedroom door and found that I was apparently alone.
I didn't waste any time, I wanted the hell out of here and this might be my
only chance.  I cursed myself for not thinking of it sooner.  I should have
looked around for him before now.  I pulled on a pair of boxers and faded
blue jeans.  The faded Old Navy T I pulled over my head was a favorite of
mine; mostly because Rex had hated it.  He always wanted me dressed to
impress when we went out together and if I ever wore this shirt in his
presence it was an instant fight.  After we split it became my Declaration
of Rex Independence.  I snatched up my wallet and pulled on some tennis
shoes as fast as I could without falling over.  My head was feeling better
even if my arms and legs still felt heavy and worn out.

I nearly ran to the door and scrambled around to find my truck keys and
once they were in my hand I came to a dead stop in front of the door.  If
Lucian was outside, I didn't want to make any sudden sounds or movements to
attract his attention.  I slowly pulled open the door and looked out with
extreme caution.  When it seemed that the way was clear and demon free I
bolted for the truck.  I threw myself inside and started up the engine,
thanking whatever fate was responsible for making me get a full tank of gas
only a mile out from the ranch.  I could go eight hours without having to
stop if I watched my speed and gas usage.  I threw the truck into reverse
and spun around like a mad man with the devil on his heels.  I hadn't
stopped rolling before I kicked it into drive and slammed on the gas.  What
greeted me over the steering wheal would make any grown man cry.

Kimmy was walking up over the small hill incline with another guest in tow.
She smiled and waved to get my attention, all grins as she looked back over
her shoulder to the man getting out of the Ranch designated jeep behind
her.  A tall, muscular male body was slowly strolling his way up the path,
a small duffle bag in one hand and a bottle of wine in the other.  His long
blond hair was down to his shoulders, neatly trimmed and full, partially
hidden under a cowboy hat.  His Wrangler jeans fit him like a second skin
over muscled thighs and his white short sleeve T let every eye in heaven
and hell see each small detail and ripple of a well formed chest and
powerful arms.  He had crystal blue eyes and a warm bronze tan and any gay
man in the world would be instantly hard just from looking at him.  He was
a dead ringer for the adult version of that stable hand and when he met my
gaze and grinned that wicked little smirk, no one had to tell me who it
really was.  But what the hell was he doing with Kimmy?

The receptionist came up to my truck window and tapped.  I reluctantly
rolled down the window as it seemed my foot on the gas wasn't moving but
hanging suspended over the peddle.  I looked at her with complete and total
despair.  Two minuets, two minuets more and I would have been a free man.
The thought that Lucian could most likely find me no matter where I went
never dawns on a person until far later into the thought process, but for
now I had missed my only chance to escape and I was pissed.

"What?" I snarled at her, far meaner then I had wanted to be, it wasn't her
fault I guess. Yet even so she didn't seem to understand that her presence
anywhere within the vicinity of me was not welcome.  "Good afternoon
Mr. Sabian, I thought it best to bring your guest here personally since you
said you didn't want any phone calls.  Don't worry, I've checked him in and
signed you both up for the excursions you wanted.  No extra charge."  She
winked at me but I was at a loss.  "My guest?"  "Yes your guest Mr. Nyte.
We got your phone message last night about his arrival and everything has
been taken care of."  I was speechless and if I hadn't been so at a loss to
figure out when I had called the front desk, I would have seen Lucian,
cowboy hat and all, doing his best to hide a wicked grin under the brim of
said hat.  For some reason all I could do was nod.  My truck was idling and
so was my brain.  I wouldn't have been shocked to learn that Lucian was
again manipulating me somehow.  Inwardly I was screaming at my foot to push
down on the gas but still all I could do was sit there and stare blankly at
the creature that would be my doom.  Kimmy.

"Thank you Kimmy."  And for whatever reason I pulled out my wallet and
handed her a fifty dollar bill.  I was going to kill Lucian.

"Have a good night Sirs, I know you will."  She had the audacity to wiggle
her eyebrows at me suggestively and I wanted to leap out of the truck and
strangle her.  Yet frozen in place I could only watch as she happily made
her way back to the Ranch buggy.


He made me sit in that truck for over twenty minuets.  Once Kimmy was gone,
I put the truck into park and turned it off.  My body was mine again so I
fell back and slumped in the leather seat, my head falling to thud against
the head rest.  I loved my truck.  Off the subject I know but it just came
to mind as I sat there.  It was an extended cab with a nice back seat,
short bed for tossing my things in, all black with a great sound system and
power everything.  So how was it that I couldn't get this beautiful high
powered vehicle to take me away from here?  I let out a groan like sigh as
I saw Lucian finally approaching.  He let his bag hit the ground as he
folded his arms over his chest and leaned into my window.  He took the keys
from the ignition and pocketed them, silently declaring that my driving
days were over.  I kept my eyes closed, I didn't even want to look at him.
He was gorgeous, and I could feel that sexy smile on his lips as his
stunning blue eyes trailed over my body.  I felt like a sex toy in the
window of an adult store, being drooled over and pictured at my most
"useful."  If it had been anyone else, I might have enjoyed the feeling, it
might have even turned me on to be so desired.  But Lucian didn't care
about me, he just wanted to fuck me for all I was worth, like several other
males out there when looking on an appealing form.  I wasn't to be had by a
person that only wanted sex.  I made that mistake with Rex, I would never
make it again.

My eyes came open fiery and blazing with anger.  I knocked Lucian back as I
shoved open the driver side door and got out.  I knew that was a mistake, I
knew he would be pissed but I didn't care.  I started for the cabin again,
intent on a shower and something to eat, I was fucking starving.  As my
hand gripped the doorknob I thought I would have the chance to do both but
before I could set foot inside a heavy weight hit my back and drove me
forward and onto the cabin floor.  I let out a fierce roar, I was not going
to just take this anymore and as Lucian attempted to pin me to the ground I
bucked up and threw the bastard clear across the room.  I had no idea how I
had done it, he was as large as me if not slightly bigger but somehow I got
my knees under him and threw the demon over my head.  Boots jeans and
cowboy hat when tumbling ass over appetite to the ground with a loud crash.
I think Lucian was as shocked as I was but that didn't stop us from both
getting up and slamming back into one another again.

I landed a hard right over his cheek and knee into his stomach, but those
rock hard muscles just refused to give.  He came back with a hard hit of
his own to my gut and when I doubled over his tackled me to the ground and
we started to fight it out in a bad porno type wrestling match. He ripped
apart my Old Navy T and I in turn slammed my knee into his chest.  I rolled
and struggled onto my back and kicked at his head again as he came down on
me.  He captures my left ankle and yanked it in a hard twist, I screamed
out as the sharp pain jabbed up to my brain.  That didn't stop my fist
going into his jaw again but that too was caught shortly after and I was
flipped over onto my stomach with a loud grunt.  My jeans were ripped in
half with claws that weren't there a moment ago, and as my tattered clothes
were being flung away from me I was swiftly coming to realize I was loosing
this fight.  My boxers were torn off me as I scrambled to pull away,
fighting for all I was worth to buck and kick Lucian off my back.  I clawed
at the wood floor and nearly choked when that serpent tail slid around my
throat and squeezed.  I didn't care; I wasn't going to let this happen.  I
reached under my throat and gripped the shaft of that demon tail, lifted it
to my mouth and bit down as hard as I could.  Lucian screamed in pain and
drew back, letting me have just enough room to pull myself up on hands and
knees and yank myself up off the floor and away from him.  I was mostly
naked other then a sock and shreds of faded blue T-shirt.  I looked down on
Lucian who seemed to be in a great deal of pain.  I almost laughed at him.

Imagine that huge demon being brought down by a bite to his tail.  I must
have been grinning or had some amused expression on my face because when
Lucian looked up at me his eyes were as black as coal and for the first
time since he had come to me, I thought he was honestly about to kill me.
I paled.

Lucian got up off the ground, his blond hair was gone, his body was a deep
crimson and he was pissed.  I pressed my back to the wall and looked around
for something to defend myself with, it wouldn't help he if controlled my
body again but I wasn't going to give in, I would never give in again!  He
moved too quickly, I couldn't even see it, it was like he vanished and
reappeared again before me and I froze in place as I was met eye to eye
with one angry demon.  The room suddenly grew dark, like the clouds over
head has just covered the sun with thick black smoke and I swallowed hard
before lifting my chin up in a defiant manor.  I suddenly couldn't move and
I knew he was about to take what he wanted from me, but that didn't matter.
Either I was about to die or I was about die slowly, I didn't know nor
care, but I wouldn't give him what he wanted.  Lucian caged me between his
arms, one at either side of my head and his hot body was pressed against
mine making my skin and muscles tingle.  My cock was hard and drooling it's
approval but why I had no idea.  This kind of thing had never gotten me off
before so why it was now baffled me.

Lucian put both his hands to my chest and pressed his claws down into the
soft skin.  My nipples hardened and my body moaned but I bit my lower lip
and refused to allow my throat the pleasure.  He drug those sharp talons
down my chest, over my ribs and slowly, ever so slowly along my hip bones
and over my thighs.  He lifted my legs at the knees and I didn't fall.  I
was glued with my back to the wood wall and my feet off the ground, defying
the laws of nature.  He pulled my legs open making me prone and vulnerable
to whatever he was going to do to me.  I had never felt so open and naked
in all my life.

His claws moved between my thighs, stroking them and elating small shivered
to tremble down my legs and up my spine.  My cock was so hard it hurt and
when I felt the tip of his wounded tail slid against my exposed opening I
nearly lost it.  What was he doing?  Why was he suddenly being so gently
aggressive?  Dark gods but I was going to scream if he didn't just kill me
and get it over with!  Yet when his hands slid around my cock and balls,
and he cupped me full in his palms, I felt his claws began to dig into
tender skin at the base of both and my eyes went wide.  "Oh god please
don't!  Please!  Fuck, Lucian please don't!"  He was going to tear my
manhood off, just like he had warned he would burn it off a few nights
before.  I would die of the pain but he wouldn't let me, he would do it
again and again and again until I went mad.  I closed my eyes and turned my
head away, refusing to watch.  I felt his claws dig deeper and the pain
shot up my body with a sense of alarm no man should ever have to endure.  I
sob out a cry, clenching my eyes readying myself for the blood and pain and
cursing the luck of my god forsaken life.  I wanted to go home, I wanted be
anywhere else, I wanted Rex to save me, I wanted anything but this and....

Lucian's mouth slid around the tip of Logan's cock, pulling it gently into
the back of his throat where he began to draw firmly on the long shaft and
tip.  His heated tongue swirled around the gapping open slit and dipped in
to retrieve the salty taste of his precum.  Lucian's eyes were on Logan's
face as he drank in more of the lengthy shaft, starting to stroke and
massage with each thrust down and back.  He purred around the tip; Logan
had a wonderful taste, one Lucian had missed greatly.  He spent several
moments just licking and tasting and couldn't help to pause and chuckle
when Logan's eyes popped open with horrified confusion.  Lucian ignored
him.  He was too intent on enjoying his meal so to speak.  He ran the flat
of his tongue down the underside of Logan's cock, stroking the veins as he
rolled the tip in his palm.  He drew back and just caressed Logan's shaft,
pulled and rolled the hard dick, watching it swell even larger and drip
it's obvious approval.  Lucian mouthed his lover's balls, rolling them and
teasing them with small nips and kisses.  He had pulled Logan's knees over
his shoulders so that very little space would separate them.  His wounded
tail slid slowly up into the other's body, nestling into the sweet spot to
tease Logan with each small shift and thrust it made.

Gods, his poor tail.  Logan had to pick his tail to attack.  Lucian was
sure it would take weeks to heal completely.  The little bitch had drawn
blood with that bite.  What was it with mortals and Angels alike?  Didn't
they know that a demon's tail was like an extension of their sex organs?
It hurt more to get a bite on the tail then a bite on the dick and Logan
had done just that.  Lucian fought back a shiver of pain that still
throbbed in his abused appendage.  He looked up, Logan's eyes were closed,
it was clear the captive was enjoying this "punishment" so the demon
continued.  He smirked as he slid the tip of the other's cock down his
throat again, beginning to thrust up and down in a smooth faster rhythm
that was causing Logan to moan and purr in a most delighted fashion.
Lucian nuzzled his face into Logan's groin, holding back his deepest
desires for another time.  It just felt so good to have Logan in his arms
again.


He had done it again; he turned me into a moaning whore in no time.  My
god, what a mouth on this man.  He was torturing me with those little nips
and the warm tongue.  He licked and sucked and pulled and rolled and his
tail inside me pushed up against my sweet spot and I was gone.  I thrust
into his mouth and rolled my hips, gasped and groaned and all the while I
could move nothing more then my head, rolling it from side to side in deep
frustration.  Why was he doing this to me?  Why was he trying to kill me
with pure confusion?  I groaned as his lips sealed around the tip of my
dick and he pulled out every ounce of precum I could give.  My hands slid
into his silky black hair and I pulled him closer when I realized they were
indeed in my control.  I wanted him.  I wanted Lucian closer and I wanted
him now.  I didn't think I could saw it, I didn't think I could admit it to
myself let alone the demon, but I didn't want Lucian to stop, I didn't want
him to ever stop.  I was drunk on him.  Every time we were together I
became more addicted to what he could do to me.  I moaned again when he
swallowed me down his throat, obviously very skilled at deep throating
because I was more then a mouthful.  I bucked up when I felt his teeth
scrape my shaft and nearly lost it when he started to actually purr around
me.  I gasped and chocked out a praise, needing him to finish.  My body was
electrically alive and I was starved for air, starved for Lucian in any way
he would come to me; and I didn't understand any of it.

The sudden movement between my thighs didn't attract my attention until it
was too late, Lucian surged up between my thighs and in one hard thrust he
was inside me, his tail swirling around my upper thigh.  I lost all sense
of time as he started to pump up inside me.  My mouth fell open in
desperate gasps for air, he drove it all out of me, the fight, the hate,
the need to run, it was all gone the moment Lucian pushed that perfect cock
up into my body and claimed me with every thrust.  His teeth sunk into my
shoulder and I cried out as I felt his body spasm and his cum explode into
me.  I felt my own hot seed splash back against my chest and his, grinding
it into my skin as he continued to milk himself inside me.  My eyes rolled
back in my head and I slumped hard against both the wall and him.  Only a
moment later we collapsed to the floor in a pile of flesh, cum, and sweat.

The demon lay with me there for some time, stroking my back and shoulders
as I just caught my breath.  Resting atop him, I hardly noticed anything
but the calm beat of his heart and the heat that rose off us both.  The
room was freezing but Lucian was warm and inviting, most likely a simple
demon trick that worked on all his victims.  The disgruntled thoughts were
surfacing now, distaste at the way he had once again made me forget all
about my anger and made me into his toy again.  I rolled off of him and
pressed my back to the cold floor, our legs were still tangled together and
I didn't bother sorting them out for the moment.  Why I'm not quite sure
but what difference would it make?  He would just roll over on top of me
again.

I was surprised when Lucian rolled away first, getting up and heading to
the kitchen with my gaze trailing him for once.  I wasn't sure what to
expect, after that flip from anger to sex, it seemed too familiar but out
of my grasp and thinking about it gave me a headache.  I heard the pilot
light on the stove being lit and my stomach suddenly became the ruler of
all other faculties.  I realized I hadn't eaten anything in about two days
and my metabolism was screaming at me for food.  I was on my feet and
venturing toward the kitchen not long after I heard eggs hit a pan and the
warm glorious smell of bacon began to fill the house.  I still didn't know
what to think about all of this, standing in the archway of the kitchen on
the other side of the bar, I wanted that food but I wanted distance between
Lucian and I more.

He worked quickly, his slender tail swirling about his legs every now and
then, his large shoulders and back ripped now and then as he moved, I
didn't know what was more interesting, the fact a six foot demon with the
most absurd body was standing in my kitchen naked or the fact he was making
me breakfast.

Lucian turned to me, his dark blue eyes had melted into a blackish red and
he smiled at me almost pleasantly before setting down a plate of food at
the small table in the center of the kitchen.  I eyed him, and it, my
stomach was going to win out but he didn't need to know that.  He added
toast and some coffee to the meal and it was all over.  Silently, I went to
the table and took a seat.  The fabric was warm enough but the metal frame
was cold on my bare legs; I didn't let that bother me.

Lucian's back was to me when I started to eat.  God it was so good.  I ate
like a starving man because that's exactly what I was.  I didn't care about
anything but filling my stomach which had been empty for far too long.
Lucian joined me about ten minuets later with his own plate and I thought
to ask him why he needed to eat at all being a demon and what have you.  He
seemed to be reading my mind again or something because he just grinned and
said "We have to eat too you know."

I grunted and went back to my plate.



He didn't seem to pay attention when I got up and cleared the kitchen a
little.  He let me go when I went back into the bedroom for a shower and
clothing.  When I came out, my hair still wet and my bare feet padding
heavily on the wood floor, I was greeted with a rare sight.  Lucian was
asleep on the couch.  Or at least he looked that way.  He had dressed in a
pair of black jeans and a simple white T-shirt.  He was curled up on his
side with his back to the fire place and his face buried in the pillow and
the curve of his arm.  I stood still for a moment, just looking at him.
His blond hair whisked forward over his high cheek bones and his face
looked calm and at peace.  His chest rose and fell with steady breaths and
I smiled slightly.

What the hell was wrong with me?  The towel I had in my hand and was using
to dry my wet locks was chucked over the back of the couch and landed right
on top of the demon's sexy head.  I wasn't thinking of leaving, I knew
better then that now but I didn't have to make his stay any more pleasant.
I herd a muffled grunt under the towel and grinned.  Mission accomplished.

I was back in the kitchen, raiding it for a soda and some gourmet cheese.
I didn't drink or eat that stuff most of the time but I was on vacation and
who the hell cared if I let myself go all to hell when Lucian was my
keeper?  I turned around with my mouth full and saw the blond getting up
off the couch.  He ran a hand through his hair and massaged the back of his
neck with a slow roll of his head.  For some fucked up reason the image of
my mouth on that soft spot of his throat came to mind and I nearly growled
my desire for it.  I mentally shook myself and went back to my cheese.

Flopping down on the couch I stretched out my legs to the coffee table in
front of me and glanced over at Lucian.  He was glaring at me for the towel
incident no doubt but didn't say anything for now.  Instead he broke off a
piece of the cheese that was jutting from my lips and popped it into his
mouth.

"Hey!"  My protest was muffled by what was left of the food in my mouth and
I sucked in the last of it to keep any more of it from being stolen.
Lucian smirked at me and I glared back at him.  God, was this going to be
the rest of my life?  Just like this?  Battling over cheese with a demon?

I downed a large gulp of soda and let out a belch just to annoy the hell
out of Lucian it worked because he made a disgusted sound and got up from
the couch.  I grinned and stretched out more so over the vacant couch.  I
heard the water flip on in the bed room behind me and actually gave a full
belly laugh when Lucian screamed my name from the bathroom.  I had used up
all the hot water, it would be at least two hours before there was enough
to give the demon a decent ten minute bathing.  The sudden tingle at the
back of my neck told me to duck and I did just as my favorite hard cover
book went flying past and landed in the fire.

"Son of a bitch!"




~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~


I found out the next morning that Lucian had signed us up for some of the
parks excursions and activities.  Why in God's name he thought any of this
stuff would be fun I don't know but at least it would put us out in public
where he couldn't rape me for all I was worth ever ten minuets.  After a
large breakfast and a quick fuck over the kitchen counter, he shoved me
into a shower, watched me dress and we were off to go horse back riding.  I
don't know how we managed to get there on time even getting up before dawn
we had still wasted at least two hours with the food and fuck morning.  He
was getting really good at knowing my pressure points and just when to
thrust and cut off a complaint into a moan.  I shivered with the memory of
his warm mouth latched onto the pulse point of my neck and his arms so
strongly wrapped about my hips to hold me close into him.  If it had been
anyone else I might have smiled at the thought instead of made myself
nauseous.

The demon drove us over to the stables, apparently already knowing the lay
out of this place rather well and I sat as far away from him as I could
cram my body and just stared out the pick-up window as we went.  Regardless
of the company and the ungodly hour I was forced to get up, I was actually
looking forward to a nice ride.  A horse back ride that is.  It had been at
least two years since I'd been on a horse but I remembered everything about
doing it.  One of those things like riding a bike you never forget how to
do.  I yawned and damn it all if I couldn't feel Lucian smile at me.  I
didn't have to see him to know what he was doing now and I didn't like
being that familiar with my captive.  I had to remind myself now and then
that I was his captive, just what he was and the things he had told me,
what I was.  I didn't want to think about it.  Those cosmic questions were
just too much to bare right not and as the truck pulled up to the brightly
lit stable I pushed them all from my head.  I saw other campers out getting
the horses saddled and I didn't wait for the vehicle to stop moving before
I jumped out and headed over to them.  I just wanted away from Lucian and
away from that damn smoky smile of his.

There were several other people here, a lot more then I expected.  Four
couples of men and woman, another obvious gay couple, two four people
families and a mother and daughter set.  Perfect.  With all these people
there was no way that Lucian was going to force anything on me, he wouldn't
risk being exposed I was sure.  I must have had a grin from ear to ear when
he finally strolled up beside me because he cocked a brow at me and gave me
a look that made my heart sink.  He was planning something.

I didn't get a chance to find out what before a happy perky annoying little
voice squeaked behind me.  "Mr. Sabian!  I was afraid you weren't going to
make it.  Rough morning?"  Kimmy's highly caffeinated voice was like nails
on a chalkboard and I turned to her forcing a smile and a slight nod.
Thankfully she was in a skirt and pumps so that meant she wasn't coming on
the trip and if that was so then who was their guide?  They did have a
guide right?!  They did have to stay together in a group, right!?

"Okay everyone if you have your saddles on let me know and I'll come by and
check make sure they are put on right, oh and don't forget to take a map of
the grounds in case anyone gets separated."  I looked around for the person
speaking as Kimmy let her tongue hang out over the two men before her.  In
fact everyone was looking at Lucian and I.  He was standing annoyingly
close and was speaking volumes as to just who he thought he was to me.  The
other gay couple, older then the both of us but still in a good rugged
condition already had taken notice of us long before we got out of the
truck; and more so when they heard Kimmy announce my name to the group.  It
was clear they were going to try and pull us aside sometime in the day and
talk to us about the possibilities.  The mother and daughter set were still
getting things together but the daughter had noticed us.  She was glancing
over now and then and something about her struck me as unique.  I had no
idea what at the time but something told me to keep an eye on her.

The family sets were all working to get one another ready with over
protective mom's putting on sun screen to every inch of their off spring
and the fathers rolling their eyes and telling them to calm down about a
little sun burn.  The couples were fawning over one another all but one set
who looked like they were on a last ditch effort to save their at most 10
year old marriage.  He cheated on her.

I blinked.  How did I know that?  I shook my head and kept looking for the
speaker.  I was looking so intensely that I didn't notice the person
walking up behind me.

"Mr. Sabian?"

"Ah!"  I jumped.  Lucian chuckled.  "Yes?  What?"  I turned around half
glaring at Lucian and came eye to eye with the voice I had heard a few
moments ago.  She wasn't overly tall, about five seven or so, with copper
curls and a warm smile.  She set me at ease for some reason and I think it
had to be in her eyes.  They were a warm brown and seemed to look right
through me.  I actually smiled at her.

"Glad you made it.  Management said you would be here and that you had
experience in riding so I've already saddled two more horses in preparation
for your arrival, they are waiting in the stable off to your right.  Make
sure everything is adjusted correctly for you and meet us out here all
right?"  Her voice was older then her year.  She had to be about thirty,
but she spoke with the tone of wisdom far advanced then what she was.  For
some reason I already liked her.

Lucian was heading off toward the stable to get the horses and I filled out
some of the release forms for us both.  The horses here were well taken
care of, fit and trim and ready to go.  Most of them were calm and sweet to
their rides while some it was clear were ready to get on the trail.  When
the demon, who looked more like a god at the moment in his tight blue jeans
and flannel shirt, Stetson hat and boots, came over with our two horses it
didn't shock me one bit that my horse was a black as night demon looking
thing and his was a dapple angel of a mare.  This was so unfair.

Marie, the pretty guide, called us all to mount, helping some of the
younger teens get up properly and praising the horses for their patience in
dealing with elbows and knees in their sides.  I felt for the beasts.  She
told us where we would be heading and put out ranch-supplied lunches in
saddlebags over the back of our horses.  My black demon was accordingly
named Raven and Lucian was comfortably seat upon Daisy.  It was then I
realized just what Lucian was.  A walking wrong impression.

He smiled over at me and I rolled my eyes.  I'd had enough of him today and
the sun had yet to rise.  Marie went over a few emergency procedures in the
event the horses were spooked by something, how to jump off without hard
and how to pull back on the reigns hard enough to get the horses attention.
Once everyone was set and read she led us out to the well laid trail and
reminded everyone that if they got lost to just let the horse take over,
the horses were trained to return to the "barn" at sun down.  I kicked up
Raven close to her and asked if she minded people riding ahead.  I wanted
to put some distance between me and Lucian.

"Sorry Mr. Sabian but given you have never been on this trail before I'm
going to have to advise against it, however I wont stop you if you wish to
ride ahead."  I just nodded and dropped back a bit.  I could tell some of
the people were wondering why I wanted to leave behind that gorgeous man
that was still strolling in the back with the most relaxed posture and
amused smile.  He held his reigns lazily, and I couldn't help feel those
strips of leather weren't connected to the horse but to me.  I snarled I
wanted away from him.

Taking in a deep breath I decided to just make the best of this.  I wasn't
a bad guy just in a bad mood and that shouldn't be taken out on those
around me.  I kicked Raven up again and took to stride beside Marie.  I
wanted to get to know her and so I did.

The trail we followed was simple, traveled a thousand times before by these
animals who didn't need any help in directing the course of the ride.  They
were like mindless drones that were following the white line of sad and
rocks on the ground.  Lucian was enjoying that fact as I swear he fell
asleep on his horse, arms folded over his chest and hat pushed down over
his eyes.  Marie and I were getting a long well, even some of the other
guests were joining in on the conversation we started over the recent
publication of a controversial book.  It wasn't long before everyone found
out I was a writer but I kept it to myself just what I wrote.  I didn't
think the mothers would like knowing they had a nice vacation with a
renowned Gay fiction writer.  But I could tell that some of them already
figured that my silence was because I didn't write child friendly books.
In most cases I would announce my writing with a great deal of pride but
for some reason today I almost felt ashamed of it.

People brought up names like William Blake, Wordsworth and Shelly and I
felt like a second rate porn star that didn't want to talk about his drug
addiction.  Marie said it didn't matter what I wrote only that I loved what
I did and that I had to agree with.  I did love it and it was what
interested me.  Mike and Steve, the gay couple knew perfectly well what I
wrote but were kind enough to keep it to themselves.  They just shot me
looks now and then that clearly stated they wanted some kind of
compensation for their silence.

We stopped over a long railed ridge for lunch.  There were a few grassy
spots here and there for blankets and a stream where the horses were
watered and allowed to graze the grass for a while.  Marie was great with
the people and the horses but I could tell she favored the animals less
then the horses.  I dismounted and went to sit on the railing with a
sandwich.  Lucian was finally being social having not said a word all
morning.  He was helping the mother and daughter pair set up their blanket
and talking with Marie about the area, wild life in particular.  Someone
asked what he did for a living and I smirked, waiting for the bold face
lie.

"I'm a seventh circle demon, here to corrupt the souls of the masses."
Everyone laughed.  I chocked on my sandwich.

"You're here with Mr. Sabian aren't you....I'm sorry I didn't catch you
name?"  One of the mothers was being as polite as possible to confirm her
suspicions that we were there together but were of no relation.

'Lucian Nyte.  Lucian is just fine miss, and yes, Logan is with me."  He
said it so smugly, so arrogantly, like I was his horse, his ride and he
wanted everyone to know it.  I glared at him over the mountain tops,
pretending I couldn't hear him.

"Oh well, my apologies I didn't mean to pry."  The mother had a tainted
sound to her voice, judgmental and harsh but well masked, I'd heard it
enough in those around me that no amount of masking would ever hide it
completely.

"Not to worry."  Lucian smiled at the middle aged mom and she seemed to
force a smile back at him, neither of which I saw but could feel going on
behind me.  I palmed my face and took in a deep breath, this was going to
be the longest damn month of my life, if I lived that long.


After lunch and everyone took their pictures by the magnificent view, we
headed up to another bluff for a quick look over the mountain and then down
the long trail back to home.  Marie was careful to make sure no one fell
behind, constantly looking around for things that might spook the horses or
watching for people that might not be paying close enough attention to the
trail and the paths they were taking.  In between she kept up conversation
and moved us all onto the topic of best vacation memories and lots of
people were stating that this was one of the better.  I think it pleased
her to hear that.

The demon behind us had gone back to sleep or so it seemed, he wasn't
looking around at the view or listening to Marie as she talked about
certain areas of interest and showing us some basic facts about the forest
and mountain region.  He just sat there, arms folded and hat down and only
now and then could I tell he was smiling at something said or joke passed.

We got up to the cliffs and Marie cautioned us to stay to the left if we
were afraid of heights.  Everyone was far to the left and watching with
close eyes the edge, everyone except Lucian of course.  His hat masked his
eyes but even so I could tell he wasn't the least bit concerned with the
impending doom below.  His careless demeanor caught Marie's attention as
well and she leaned over in her saddle to ask me if Lucian was even aware
of what was going on.  I just shrugged.

"Forgive my forwardness Mr. Sabian, but for two people that came here
together, you both seem to be avoiding one another rather affectively.  Is
something wrong?"  Her tone was low as not to let the others in the group
hear but I could see Lucian just slightly lift his head in our direction.
Her concern seemed genuine and because of that I couldn't blame her for
reminding me that I was attached at the hip by the demon.

"Lucian and I are here together, that doesn't mean I'm with him, despite
what he might believe."  I made my tone firm but the sudden low chuckle
from the figure that had been dead silent most of the trip brought everyone
to turn around and look at the blond bomb shell.

Suddenly something leapt out from the tree line.  It was massive, it was
headed my way and it was pissed.  I didn't even register what it was until
the thing was on top of my horse.  Raven bucked up and landed her feet into
its chest but the damage was done.  Marie was trying to keep the other
guest calm and keep her own horse from throwing her.  It was too late for
me.  The last thing I saw was the horrified look on Marie's face as I went
plummeting over the cliff side.


"Logan!"  Lucian was leaping off his horse the moment he saw the cougar
pounce.  It was too late, Logan was already in mid air and falling.

"Your wings!"  He was too knew, Logan wouldn't be able to pull them from
his body and get them to work so soon.  He had no choice.  To the shock of
everyone still in a panic, Lucian did a swan dive over the edge of the
cliff, Stetson hat taking to the air behind him. He had to get to Logan
before that tree line, if they hit the tree line before then they would get
separated and there would be no helping his lover.  Lucian's eyes closed
and from the back of that flannel shirt exploded two thick limbs of leather
like red skin that flushed out a spray of blood.  Lucian's face paled his
body shook with a deep pain but he pushed past it and flapped the wet bat
like wings.  One hard thrust and their bodies collided in mid air and the
demon could see the sheer terror on Logan's face.  His eyes were full of
pain as he took hold his lover and rolled them in the air, seconds before
they hit the tree line and Lucian took the full force of the fall with
blows of thick branches to ever part of his newly birthed wings and body.
His red flesh tore and more blood was left behind on the leaves as the two
forms went crashing to the ground.

Rocks, dirt, leaves and other debris flew up into the air as the rolled
down a short incline.  Logan held to Lucian for dear life and cried out
when a sharp something stabbed him in the side.  They tumbled for what
seemed forever, Lucian doing his best to shield Logan in the protective
embrace of his demon wings.  They tore and the bled and Lucian couldn't
help but gasp when that jagged rock sliced against his tender back.

They landed at the bottom of the cliff with a hard thud.  Lucian couldn't
hold on anymore, his arms lost their strength and his wings failed and
Logan was allowed to slip away.  He rolled several feet away and Lucian
couldn't move.  He lay there, a heap of torn clothing, flesh and blood, his
body looked badly damaged and his once beautiful red leather wings were now
a tattered mess.  Logan rolled until he finally came to stop on his back,
his side killing him and his mind spinning.  Lucian lifted his head and
through the pain saw Logan was slowly getting up.  He faintly smiled before
everything went black.


~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~


This had moved in slow motion.  The animal that spooked the horse, the
fall, Marie's face, Lucian diving over the side and those wings that burst
from his back.  The moment their bodies had joined in mid air everything
sped up, far too fast.  Trees and rocks had gone flying past so fast and
then suddenly they were on the ground and Lucian was in a heap on the
ground and I, I was on my back with a pain in my side that hurt to even
think about.

It was at least a half hour before I got enough strength up to roll over.
My side screamed and my hand went back to touch the painful place.  I found
a large piece of wood sticking out of my hip.  I wasn't thinking when I
yanked it out, just that I didn't want it in me anymore, and when the thick
black blood oozed up even fast I groaned.  I had to get that under control
or I was going to bleed to dead right here and now.  I tore what was left
of my shirt sleeve from my arm and pressed it hard against the open wound.
I screamed at the pain but it was slowing the bleeding.  I had several
other cuts and scrapes all over, all yelling at me for attention and it was
a pretty safe bet that my left arm was broken.

I looked over at Lucian who was still not moving and for some reason a
great deal of panic filled me.  I pushed myself up off the ground and
stumbled over to him.  My ankle hurt, it was twisted bad and I fell to one
knee where I crawled as best I could over to the fallen Demon.  He wasn't
breathing well, short small breaths, shallow and very quick.  I looked at
his half human half demon form and didn't know where to begin.  His wings
were all fucked up.  They had holes and gashes everywhere, his back was
beat up pretty bad and I could tell his leg was broken by the sick way it
was twisted.  His shoulder looked dislocated and his head was marked with a
thick gash that was bleeding black blood over his eyes.  I forgot about my
own wound, I had to help Lucian, I had to help him, I couldn't let him die
like this, not after he had saved my life, gone over a fucking cliff to
save my life.

"Easy baby, I'm going to try and help you just stay with me...oh god Lucian
stay with me okay?"  I wasn't sure what I was saying; I just didn't want to
loose him, not like this, not like this!