Date: Tue, 13 Sep 2005 08:26:00 EDT
From: Madasonaysha@aol.com
Subject: "Ice Blue Gothic" Part 3 gaymale/science fiction/fantasy

Warning this is a vampire   story and strong scenes of erotic nature will
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 by Maddy A. and edited by  Nicole M.


			    "ICE BLUE  GOTHIC"

				PART THREE

			    Roads Less Traveled


Damien walked down the hallway  leading away from Rip's bedroom and he could
feel relief coursing throughout his  body the further away from it he got.
The hallway was dark, almost too  dark with hints of iridescent blue bouncing
off of the dark paint on the  walls.   He could barely see his feet in front of
him. He thought it  must have been deep into the night and the thought that he'
d missed work almost  made him cry out his frustrations with a grunted sigh.
Even if he would  have only made a few dollars, he still needed every penny
he could make because  when you`re damn near broke, every penny counts.  The
hallway was long and  narrow with no doors except for the one at the end that
lead to Rip's  bedroom.   There was silence as he walked and only the sounds
heard were of his sneakers scuffing along the rich, dark carpet and his heavy
shortened breaths.   What crept him out was the lack of windows  because there
was nothing to remind him of the world outside.  After what  felt like ten
minutes too long, he finally found a turn for steps for him to go  down.

Just like the upstairs, the  downstairs was dimmed too dark to see things to
clearly.  A few lit candles  were scattered around  giving the darkness of the
room a hint of golden  lights being consumed by the shadows.  He could feel a
chill run down his  spine as he watched the gentle flame flicker and sway as
if it was dancing to an  unseen beat.   Like a quick relief, his eyes fell
upon the front  door.   His exit to freedom and out of that house with all of the
 weird people was  only steps away.   He almost let himself smile  with joy
once he reached it, but then he felt a cold gust of wind blow past him  making
his skin tingle and the hair on the back of his neck stand up. Goosebumps
prickled down his neck as a cold touch was placed upon his hand as if it was the
devil himself  trying to take him into a deathly  embrace.   Damien's head
was spinning and his breaths shortened as he turned around with  anticipation.
The  loud and thumping sound of his heartbeat  pounding inside of his chest,
rang inside of his ears.  The sound almost  clouding his vision with its
intensity.  There, in front of him stood a man  with a wicked grin on a pale, white
face.  White face framed  with  dark hair that ended it little flips of curls
touching the bottom of his neck as  cold steel blue eyes  peered at him.  The
man's wicked smile left as  much to the imagination as his tight white
sleeveless t-shirt and snug light  blue jeans did.


"Hello Sweetheart.  You're  the one that came home with Rip."  The man
stated in his deep, scratchy  voice as he continued to hold onto Damien's hand.
His voice  was deep, scratchy as if he liked to drink alcohol a little more
than he  should.  Damien was taken aback by the mysterious man's forwardness.
He'd never been so brazenly approached by another man and for the second time
within minutes, he was being misappropriated.


"I'm not his friend and I'm  gonna be leaving now."  Damien stated as he
snatched his hand away.   He made a move to open the door, but the man stepped
in front of him, blocking  his way.


"Don't you wanna know my  name?"  The guy asked with a smirk as he brought
his hand upwards and  brushed his hair away from his face.

"No, I want you to get the fuck out  of my way!" Damien yelled.

"Brendan...call me Brendan."   The man stated , continuing his dangerous
smirk.  He leaned in closer as if  he was going trying to kiss him.  Damien jumped
back in surprise trying to  decide if it would be wise  to punch  Brendan in
the face or just push  past him and leave.

"Okay Brendan?  Nice to meet  you, now would you mind getting out of my way?"
  Damien sighed in  exasperation.  He looked down at his watch to see the
time, but for some  odd reason his watch was stopped at  1:51.   He didn't know
if  that was p.m. or a.m., but judging by the dimness of the house he thought
it had  to be the latter.   Trying to deflect from the weirdness of the
situation he was in, Damien took his watch off and put it in his black, wool  coat
pocket.   Brendan tilted his head and eyed Damien up and down,  pleased by what
he saw.  A thick, sturdy body with broad shoulders, skin  like warm coffee,
not too much muscle where it was overwhelming, but just enough  where it suited
Damien.  He was tall, but not that tall, maybe  five-foot-nine, only and inch
taller than he was.  Yes, Brendan liked what  he saw and he would have to
remember to tell Rip that.  Brendan flashed a  white smile again and without
another word, stepped aside with a mock bow to let  Damien pass.   Damien didn't
even bother looking at him as he opened  the door.

Instantly, he was blinded by the  bright winter's sun of February in his
eyes.  He muttered "What the  fuck...' to himself in surprise.  From the darkness
of the house, he had  assumed it was only moments after midnight .  He turned
back around   thinking he would  see Brendan, but all he saw was the empty
entrance way,  dust speckles floating in the air and no sign that life had just
been there  seconds earlier.  He let a shiver run down his back as he crunched
his  white sneakers into the snow and buried his hands deep down in his
pockets.  Everything about the inside of that house was creepy, but the  outside
was worst.  Tall, dried out dead trees loomed over him as their ash  colored
limbs stretched up high into the sky.  In Damien's mind it looked  like the
branches were trying to escape from a force that he couldn`t see.   The walk to
the front gate felt like forever and when he finally reached the  tall iron
wrought fence, it opened with an eerie, shrill sound that reminded  Damien of cats
crying.  Before he started his journey down the lonely  stretch of deserted
road, something inside of told him to glance back at the  house.  In one of the
bedrooms, he thought he saw the figure of a man in  black looking at him, but
when he peered a little closer all he saw was a  curtain closing.   He couldn'
t shake off the chills that danced up his  spine.


****************************


Jessica wasn't home when Damien  arrived to the small, double wide trailer
they shared.  The kids weren't  there either and he knew that Jessica had
probably never picked them up from the  night before.   His shift at the gas station
was suppose to start at  seven a.m., but he was close friends with his boss
Jennifer, so he knew that she  wouldn't mind him coming in a few hours late.
Her daughter was  six and she was raising her own her own, so she was more
understanding to  certain matters.  She'd had her fair share of hard times too,
so she would  cut Damien a little extra slack here and there, even giving him
a little extra  money in his pay-check when she could.

He looked at the filthy two room  trailer and somewhere in the back of his
mind, a little voice lurking inside of  the dark place that we all have was
urging him to just torch the  place.   He could turn the gas on the stove on high,
wait a few  moments as he would pack the things that he wanted to take with
him and then  just let the place burn in flames with a tossed away match.  Oh,
how sweet  that would be, but how stupid he knew the idea was.  He knew that
he would  forgive her, he always did.  He was weak in some ways especially when
it  came to matters of the heart.  When his mother was alive she used to tell
 him that his greatest strength was his ability to love, but his greatest
weakness was his giving away his heart.  A battle whose winner could never
truly be defined.


****************************


The day was long, as  usual.  Jennifer had let him stay on for two shifts and
he didn't get off  until after eleven that night.  He knew Jessica was there,
at their dirty  trailer, waiting with nothing on and ready to fuck him....for
once.    He didn't need her shit.  His head had been so twisted and fucked up
the  whole day with his strange night and wake-up, that the only thing he
wanted to  do was find the smallest, darkest bar and drink himself into a stupor
and  hopefully pass out in the street so he could forget about everything for
a few  hours.

He was at his favorite place,  Blackman's Tavern.  Nobody bothered him there
and he was able to drink in  peace with the solitude of his thoughts.  He took
a sip of brandy and  stared down at the dark liquid filled to the brim of his
glass.  The color  reminded him of the color of the rugs in Rip's house.
Damien found himself  thinking about Rip, his eyes mainly.  They were a weird
shade of blue, one  that he'd never seen before or at least never stopped to
notice if they were on  someone else.   He thought about how perfectly compact Rip'
s body  was.  It was perfect in size and in proportion.  Slender shoulders,
tapered waist and legs that were just small enough to turn Damien  on.   When
he realized where his thoughts were leading him, he quickly  downed the rest
of his drink hoping that the burning in his throat would  knock some sense
into him.  He wondered what was wrong with him because  never in his life, with
the exception of that one time in high school, had he  thought of another man
in a way that was even remotely sexual yet, there he was,  closing his eyes and
picturing Rip's slender, pale white face.


Damien was walking home because  Jessica still had the car.  He wasn't drunk,
but just tipsy enough where  the ground below him was slightly out of focus
in a white blur of snow. He  thought he heard someone whisper out his name in a
deep sigh of  `Damien'.  The streets were desolate with the closed shops
down  Main Street locked up and any traces of people long gone.  He stopped
mid-step, turned around and when he saw no one, he continued walking.  He  felt
like something was calling out to him, luring him in with a deep whisper of  his
name, but each time he turned around just to see nothing, but soft flakes of
snow falling down, he would tell himself that he was losing his mind.   There
was no movement on the streets except for him, but again, he heard someone
whisper out his name again only instead of behind him, it was in front of  him.
  Like a lamb being brought to slaughter, he followed the path of  the
ambiguous  whisper.  Slow and steadied steps he took down the  roads of southern New
Jersey farmland in the cold of a snowy winter's  night.


He felt as if he crazy,  following an anonymous voice down roads he couldn't
even remember ever driving  down, let alone walking.  The coldness of the
night was turning the tips of  his brown ears redden and he pulled his coat
tighter and closer to his body as  he tucked his white scarf around his neck.
Somewhere behind him,  headlights from a car shined down on him.  It was a sleek
Italian made  sports car that in the dark of night looked to be dark blue or
black.  The  windows were tinted black so even if he tired, Damien couldn't see
who the  driver was.  The car drove up and came to a slow stop across the road
from  him.   Without saying a word, the driver pushed open the passengers
door with a slow creak echoing against the quiet of the empty road.  Damien
peered into the deep darkness of the car, but all he was able to make out was a
pale wrist with dark bluish almost black tattooed hollowed cross, gothic in
its  designs, inked along the pulse point, resting against the steering wheel as
 tapping fingers waiting patiently for him to get in.  It was as if Damien
was lost under a spell.  That was the only explanation he could come up  with
as he climbed into the cold leather of the car and shut the door behind him
creating a still silence rival to the falling snow....

				    TBC

(c) Madison Dante  2005

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