Date: Sun, 29 Apr 2007 08:38:58 +0000
From: Jack Smith <js_mas@hotmail.com>
Subject: New Beginnings 4

     WEEK FOUR


     FIRSTDAY


     I  found  myself  up early, woken by pre-dawn  thunder.
Yue-Sin had left but I did not remember his kiss.  Wind blew
rain up my legs as I rode to the house of Xi-To.  I was only
visiting  every other day now as by trial and error  we  had
gradually got everything pretty much right, but he  was  fed
up  with being in bed and was always begging for me  to  let
him up as he assured me his leg was fine.  I tried to arrive
early when I went, as his wife would be present, so avoiding
his   constant  sexual  demands  on  me  that  I  now  found
distasteful.
     This  day he was eating breakfast when I arrived, aided
by  his wife.  He gave me a glowering glance then turned his
eyes  down into his plate of rice.  I inspected the  various
bandages  and  tapes that imprisoned his leg,  taking  great
care  not to reveal his dick.  Not much avail though  as  he
quickly finished his rice and rudely ordered his wife out of
the  room.   When  the curtain had been drawn  he  whispered
harshly,  "You  don't like to see my dick  anymore,  m'Lord.
You  have  been avoiding it, but not today.  It is here  and
waits for you."  With which he exposed his stiff member  and
stroked  it lingeringly.  His whisper then became a wheedle.
"Please m'Lord, let me touch yours.  I cum much quicker with
that handsome dick in my hand."
     I paused, and then decided the best option was to leave
without  a word, postponing any discussion to a moment  when
there  was  no one else in the house.  I spoke quietly  with
his  wife, listening compassionately to her suffering  under
his  rascality,  before  heading out  again  into  the  wild
morning.  Yue-Sin awaited me, which was a much more pleasant
to  contemplate.  A vigorous session of drills and  duelling
was followed by the usual massage.  We were regularly making
love  once  or twice a day, but for Yue-Sin it never  seemed
enough.  During this session we arrived in a position  where
our  dicks  were  side  by side.   I  had  not  been  paying
attention to this particular point at this moment, but  Yue-
Sin  suddenly  put  a  hold on the kiss  in  which  we  were
involved and got me to stand.  I was now looking him in  the
eye  and  when  he  put our dicks side by  side  he  gave  a
disparaging  laugh  and said, "Look at this.   Already  your
dick is bigger than mine!  Thicker and longer!"
     "All  the  better to fuck you with!" I said, trying  to
take his mind away from what appeared to be real dismay.
     "Yeh.  I guess.  And I just thought your technique  was
getting  better!"  and  launched back into  the  interrupted
kiss.
     In  truth I wasn't completely involved that day, and  I
had  to  apologise to Yue-Sin when my dick went  down  after
only  one  orgasm.  He took it personally.  I then explained
about  my  concern  about presiding  over  my  first  court,
questioning  if I could match the knowledge  and  wisdom  of
Father.
     He  let  out a whistle.  "I see what you mean.   But  I
have  no  doubt that you will be superb.  With no disrespect
to  Lord  Srotyr,  your wisdom outshines  his  like  a  lamp
outshines a candle."
     "No offence taken on his behalf, but I think that it is
your love speaking, not your reason."
     "My  love  always  speaks, but that does  not  mean  my
reason is blind, my love.  You read people better than  they
read  themselves.  You have done it to me so many times that
I know!"
     "Thankyou Yue-Sin.  I hope I can carry that to people I
don't know and don't love."
     I  sent a message to Ba-Nol that I wouldn't be able  to
meet  him  and  lay alone in bed.  I had intended  to  sleep
early,  fatigued as I was by the morning workout, but  found
my  mind  active  instead.  It moved around but  most  often
focused on Father.  I missed him very much, but in truth  at
that  moment  missed as much the thought of  his  comforting
presence  in  court.  Even if I was going to  take  a  case,
which  I  did  not really fear, I expected on my  first  few
occasions  that  he would be by my side to provide  support.
Discussion with Mother after lunch had helped a little,  but
she  had  no  experience in making such judgements.   Po-Wei
would be in a better position to help.  Having thought  this
through  I  slept  rapidly, with the intention  of  arriving
early at the Town Building to talk with him.
     "Po-Wei," I asked when he had joined me the Lord's Room
as  invited, "I am feeling rather nervous today, sitting  in
court for the first time.  Have you any suggestions that can
help?"
     "I can speak freely, my Lord?"
     I  nodded, wondering what he could be about to say that
needed such a preface.
     "Don't  try to be too clever, my Lord.  Listen  to  the
logic,  but  listen to you heart as well.  I  don't  believe
that  any of the cases today are difficult, and I have  only
scheduled  two in respect to it being your first  time.   We
can do the other two next week."
     "But  how can I use my heart if I don't know the people
involved?"
     "Maybe  heart  is  the  wrong  word,  my  Lord.   Maybe
instinct would be better.  I don't know what it is.  But  if
you really feel uncertain call a break, and we can retire to
here to discuss the case."
     That  more  than anything else said gave me confidence.
The  first case was quite simple.  A stolen purse, with  the
stealer  admitting guilt.  I tried to look at  it  from  all
sides,  but  could  not see how the case could  be  anything
other than what it presented, yet the young man who admitted
his  guilt did not look like a person who would steal.   But
it  was  reported that he had been seen pocketing the  purse
from a table in the inn while the gentleman's attention  was
elsewhere.  I cleared the court except for the young man.
     "You  were quick to proclaim you guilt, Lae-Vyu.   Have
you  learnt  that quick admission leads to  a  more  lenient
punishment?"   He  did not answer, just hung  his  head.   I
waited a while but it appeared he did not intend to respond.
"Or  is  it  that you feel no shame for your  act  that  you
proclaim it with pride?"  He still did not respond, but  his
head  sunk  lower.  "This will go very hard on  you  if  you
don't  speak!" I said sternly, remembering how I had to  use
bullying to get a response from Yue-Sin.  It was then that I
saw  that  his chest was heaving, and muffled sobs  escaped.
"Lift your head, boy!  SPEAK."
     But  I think he could see that my harshness was put on,
for  after looking into my eyes he said, "I'll take whatever
punishment  you  see fit, my Lord, death  if  you  think  it
should  be,  but  can  I ask that what  I  say  now  remains
secret?"
     "Your sentence won't be death, Lae-Vyu," feeling myself
now  close  to tears.  I could see why Father did  not  like
taking many cases.  "Talk as if you are alone."
     "My Lord, I did not steal the gentleman's purse."
     I  went  to speak but he held his hand to me to request
silence.
     "I know that I said I took the purse, but I didn't.   I
am  new to your marvellous town.  I came with my friend from
the  KingsTown,  to  try to escape the dirty  stink  of  the
politics there.  I am not high born, but I cannot stay  were
I  see  evil  being perpetrated.  My friend and I  are  very
close, very close.  He is my w ah, life, in truth, but he is
married  and  his wife is sick and in need of medicine.   We
came  with  little money, and could not afford  to  pay  the
doctor,  so  he stole the gentleman's purse.   When  it  was
discovered I believed that the evidence pointed to  him,  or
to  rather to us.  But if he was to be imprisoned  his  wife
would  die.  I would be willing to look after her,  but  you
know that she would never survive the shame of being seen to
have  left  her  husband for another man.  My  friend  would
trust  me, he knows all my love is centred in him,  but  his
wife would be shunned.  So I am here in his stead.  In truth
to  have him in prison, or dead, would kill me anyway, so it
may as well be me."
     His  eloquence finished, his head bowed  again,  as  if
waiting  an  executioners axe.  I could  see  there  was  no
expectance of lenience in his stance.
     "Have you ever stolen, Lae-Vyu?
     "No, my Lord.  I have never stolen."
     "Has your friend stolen?"
     "No, of course not!  Well, not till now."
     "How  can I have you punished for something you  didn't
do?"
     "You promised you would not speak of what I said!"
     "And I won't, Lae-Vyu, but how can I punish someone  so
pure"
     "I  am  not pure, my Lord.  Did you not understand.   I
have  physical knowledge of my friend.  That is against  the
Word.  I am not pure!"
     "Does your friend enjoy your physical knowledge of him?
Does he submit to it of his own will?"
     "Of course, my Lord.  I would never do anything to hurt
him.  He is my life!"
     "Is there any gold left from the gentleman's purse?"
     "Yes, my Lord."
     "Will you get it and bring it to me?"
     "Of course."
     "Open the door and call everyone back in."
     When  Po-Wei  had entered I gestured  to  him  to  come
close.  I whispered to him, "Send message to Hi-Tui that Lae-
Vyu is not to pass through the main gate."  When a messenger
had run off I continued to the rest of the court.  "Lae-Vyu,
I  want  you  to  get what remains of contents  of  Tie-Je's
purse."
     One of the guards started to follow him, but I gestured
for him to stop.  "Lae-Vyu will go on his own!"
     Tie-Je face expressed horror, his long black moustaches
and his bushy eyebrows lifting.  "I protest."
     "Silence," intoned Po-Wei.  "Speak when you are  spoken
to."
     "Tie-Je, how much gold was in your purse?" I asked.
     "There  was ten pieces of gold, and fifty of the  local
coin,"  he  said,  his  chin and nose elevated,  flat  chest
thrown forward.
     "That  is  a lot to leave lying about to be stolen,"  I
said gently.
     "Do you doubt me, my Lord," he said arrogantly.
     "Should I?"
     "My purse was stolen, my Lord!"
     "Of  that I have no doubt, Tie-Je."  I did not  use  an
easy tone to say this though.
     "This is outrage."
     "SILENCE!"  This time it was my turn to interrupt.
     "Not  that we'll ever see that vagabond again  now  you
have let him go," he continued despite my command.
     I  felt anger rising, then realised that anger was  not
appropriate.  He was not the first greedy man in the  world,
trying  to  profit  from  someone else's  disadvantage.   So
instead  of ordering him removed from the room I just  said,
"We'll see."
     His  surprise at this soft reply was clear, and  became
shock  as Lae-Vyu ran back into the room bearing a  purse  a
short while later.
     I  held  up  the lizlion purse, showing it  to  Tie-Je.
"This is yours?"
     He  asked  permission to come closer, then nodded  that
indeed it was.
     "How  much  does  a consultation with the  town  doctor
cost?"
     "One gold piece," said Po-Wei.
     I  emptied the purse onto my bench, the piled the coins
into  little  towers on one side of the table.   There  were
five  gold pieces, and 15 of local currency.  "Po-Wei, bring
me 10 gold pieces and fifty of local coin."
     When he returned with a sack of currency he counted out
the  said  amount onto the bench in front of me,  his  face,
when  turned so that only I could see, showing a hint  of  a
lift at the corners.
     "Tie-Je.  Come and put this money in your purse."
     Tie-Je  did  not  move.  I repeated my command  but  he
still did not move.
     "Lae-Vyu,  maybe you can put this money into the  purse
of Tie-Je?"
     "I  can  try, my Lord, but I doubt it will fit.   There
was not so much money in it before."
     "Come and try."
     He meekly made his way to the bench his face as long as
the  world  while I watched the anger grow in the expression
of  Tie-Je.  One by one he dropped coins into the purse, but
there  were  still 3 piles of local currency left  when  the
purse was already overflowing.  30 coins.
     "Tie-Je,  it looks like your purse has shrunk a  little
since it was last in your possession!  What do you say?"
     "I  think  that you are a uppity little boy playing  at
being Lord in your Father's absence!  This would never  have
happened if your Father was here!"
     "Don't you like this town that has made you rich,  Tie-
Je?"
     "What would you know, boy!"
     "Strange,  it  doesn't seem so.  For your  contempt  of
this  court  I  will only punish you to the  extent  of  the
contents of your purse.  You will deliver 10 gold pieces and
50 pieces of local currency to Po-Wei tomorrow."
     "I am not on trial!" he screamed.
     "No,  but  your crime is far worse than this young  man
here.   He stole, but he respects the authority of the land.
If  I  hear  that  you  have anything to  say  against  this
judgement you WILL be on trial, and this town and the riches
it  has  earned you will be yours no longer!  Now  get  out!
You will not here the judgement of Lae-Vyu."
     He  opened  his  mouth again, his face  vermilion  with
fury,  but  a  sharp jab from the sword handle  of  a  guard
closed it.  He turned and stormed from the court.
     When the court had emptied of all except Po-Wei and Lae-
Vyu I said, "Now, what are we to do with you, Lae-Vyu?  What
is the punishment usually meted in such a case, Po-Wei?"
     "In the KingsTown I believe it is whipping, my Lord."
     "Is that so, Lae-Vyu?" I asked.
     "Yes  my Lord, usually until death," he replied without
expression.
     "Hm.   But  we  are a long way from the KingsTown,  and
sometimes  the ties are not that strong.  What would  Father
usually do, Po-Wei?"
     "I've  never seen him prescribe a whipping for  someone
so obviously repentant," he said.
     I looked him in the eye, surprised of his coming to the
defence of a self-accused thief.  He held my gaze.  "So  you
think this is a case when I must look into my heart?"
     "I  think so, my Lord," a soft smile appearing  on  his
lips.
     "Lae-Vyu,  you must be punished, but in truth  I  don't
know what your punishment should be.  This is my first court
case, and I will need to wait for the advice of Lord Srotyr.
In  the meantime you are to be deprived of your freedom  and
will  work in the fields as a common field worker.  You  may
remaining living with your friend, if he will have  you,  to
serve  as  his  unpaid personal servant  when  you  are  not
required in the fields."
     Shock flooded his features, but it did not overcome the
grief.   He  fell to his knees and tears once again  flowed.
"Thankyou my Lord.  I don't deserve this fate."  But it  was
said without emotion.
     "Go  Lae-Vyu.  You are under your own guard.  But hear,
if  you  try  to  escape your sentence  your  life  will  be
forfeit."
     He  backed out of the room, bowing repeatedly.   Po-Wei
followed, talked to the guards, then returned to me.   "Make
sure  his friend's wife receives medical attention  for  her
illness.  It can be paid for from the money that Tie-Je will
pay tomorrow."
     "My Lord, this case has been waiting over a week.  Lae-
Vyu  was imprisoned during this time.  I think he must  have
discovered it when he went to retrieve the purse.  The  wife
of  his  friend  died some days ago of  the  fever  she  was
suffering."
     "Oh."  I felt at a loss.  "Pay for a honourable funeral
then."
     "She  is  already  buried, my  Lord.   In  the  paupers
cemetery."
     "How much money did they use from the purse?"
     "I believe just one piece of gold."
     "How was it found that Lae-Vyu stole the purse?"
     "He came and told me."
     "But he didn't return the purse?"
     "No. He said that its contents had been spent."
     "But you discovered otherwise?"
     He  just nodded, and I turned away.  "I need to rest  a
little before the next case."
     "My  Lord," he called to my retreating back, surprising
me in the breaking of etiquette.
     "Sorry  my  Lord for having called out," he said  as  I
turned,  seeing  the anger in my eyes.  "I  just  wanted  to
congratulate  you.   That  was equal  to  be  best  of  Lord
Srotyr."
     The  humility  in  his  gaze defused  my  wrath  in  an
instant.   "Thankyou Po-Wei.  To hear that from  you  is  an
honour."
     The  next  case  was  simple and minor.   Completed,  I
removed my court robes and sat, staring at the wall.  Had  I
done  the right thing?  I offended a rich man who would  now
hate me forever more.  Despite the meanness of his spirit  I
needn't  have  done so.  I could have ended  with  the  same
result  for Lae-Vyu and have kept Tie-Je on side.   And  why
did  I  want  to  save a common man who freely  admitted  to
wrongdoing?   It  would have been more appropriate  to  have
both he and his friend punished.  Was it because they had  a
love of men, as I did?  If the friend of Lae-Vyu had been  a
woman would it have made a difference?  I needed to talk  to
Father.   What if the complement of Po-Wei came not  from  a
sense  of  justice but at his enjoyment of seeing a  pompous
blowhard  being put down?  I suspected that he  was  one  of
those about whom Hu-Wi had spoke, men who sold gold to field
workers  at  high rates.  It would certainly explain  why  a
rich man carried so much local currency in his purse.
     I  rode home on Lika through the darkening streets  and
chill  rain.  The swirling wind had dropped but my  swirling
thoughts  had not.  Other than Father there was no one  with
whom  I could speak.   No one knew the burden of rule  other
than  him.  Mother had wonderful insight, but she had  never
made  decisions greater than what we were to eat for dinner.
Even though she had lived through a period when her life was
at  risk, she had been a victim.  One did not gain knowledge
being  a  victim. Or rather one only learned  how  to  be  a
victim,  at most the revenge of the downtrodden.   I  played
squares  with her again after tea, but my concentration  was
far  away and I did not need to make deliberate mistakes  to
let her win.  She noticed my distraction but remained still,
clapping her hands in pretended glee when she gained a large
number  of  squares.   She, no more  than  me,  cared  about
winning.  What she cared about was to have time with me.   I
asked her to play, and I tested out my voice to an old song.
I had sung well as a child but before adulthood my voice had
become  rough  and  unpredictable,  breaking  and  squeaking
instead  of  rising pure.  I tried to start at the  note  at
which  I was familiar and failed, but faired better  when  I
dropped  a  range as mother suggested.  Now  true  happiness
glowed  from her delicate face at hearing her boy sing  with
his man's voice.
     Yue-Sin awaited me in my bed.  He asked how I went, and
I  told  him  some details, avoiding names.  He  praised  my
conduct, but I expected no less, then asked if the friend of
the  convicted man had employment.  Professing  ignorance  I
questioned his motives.  "Life for us who love other men can
be difficult.  It can be hard to find work.  If I can I like
to  help others in the same situation I was in when I was  a
young man.  We are in need of more town guards, so if he  is
suitable I would like to offer him a position."
     "That is very kind of you, Yue-Sin."
     "He  still has to get through training, so all  is  not
assured.  What was very kind was you setting it up  so  they
could  live  together without anyone else  questioning  why.
Now his wife has died the friend will be able to justify not
marrying  again,  and of course he has a bound  servant  who
can't  live anywhere else.  I would be very happy  to  be  a
field  worker, at least for Lord Srotyr who treats his field
workers well, if I could live with you."
     "Thankyou Yue-Sin.  But it will not come to that."
     "No,  I  guess not.  Now what is the problem with  your
lizlion tonight."
     "I'm  just distracted, Yue-Sin.  I'm worried I've  made
an enemy of a powerful man."
     "That  snivelling rat.  I think you were  too  soft  on
him.   Tell Lord Srotyr when he comes back and I'm  sure  he
will not be living in this town any longer!"
     "Maybe as I was soft he will not hate me."
     "Not  him.   He will only see it as a sign of weakness,
and hate you more."
     "That is what I feared."
     "My  love, there is no need to fear.  Men like that are
all bluff.  When they meet someone who will stand up to them
they run away."
     "Or pay some one to do their dirty work!"
     "Yes, there is that.  Lord Srotyr will sort him out."
     I  still  felt uncertain.  "Hold me Yue-Sin."   Feeling
his  powerful  arms around my chest, his hard  dick  pushing
between  my buttocks, I felt better.  In a short  time  Yue-
Sin's  breathing became quiet and regular, his dick softened
and  withdrew.   I  thought  I  wouldn't  sleep,  but  don't
remember much more.

     SECONDAY


     Until  his  soft kiss woke me in the morning.   He  was
still beside me and I think he was surprised as I rolled  on
top  of him and pinned him down with a passionate kiss.   My
mouth  then rapidly explored his chest and dick, moved  down
to  his arse, to be replaced in that home by my cock as soon
as  all was wet and slippery.  I fucked him with force while
kissing with gusto and came rapidly, before he had a chance,
so  then  returned my mouth to his dick to finish  him  off.
Surprised  by  my  passion Yue-Sin just looked  at  me  with
bemused  love.  I suspect, despite my reassurances,  he  had
believed that I was losing interest because I had been  more
distant.  Without speaking he went to the washroom,  dressed
on  returning,  kissed me softly and  headed  out  into  the
freshly  greying morning.  I hoped no one was about  to  see
him  climbing on the rock wall, but did not think  much  for
soon I was asleep once again.
     Hu-Wi shook his head.  I thought he would comment on my
late  arrival  but instead said, "It looks like  I  did  not
measure  your stirrups correctly last week.  They are  still
to short!"
     "Our  clothes  maker says the same of my  trousers,"  I
replied in an equally jovial tone as I dismounted form Lika.
     "Kito  is  waiting for you," letting me follow  him  to
Kito's stall after a stable hand took Lika's reins from me.
     "Hello Kito.  You have waited patiently for me."   Kito
shook his head and snorted.  "Okay, I know you did not  know
you were waiting.  But you were."
     "Let me help you up my Lord," said Hu-Wi.
     "Thankyou," letting him help my leg up to the height of
the  stirrup  then to use his cupped hands as a platform  to
lift  my trailing leg.  I adjusted myself in the saddle then
looked around.  The ground was so much further away, like it
was on Trugo.  I felt a little afraid, not having Father  to
wrap  my arms around, but decided not to think about it  and
nudged  Kito out into the exercise yard.  Soon I was feeling
comfortable.   Kito  was responsive and powerful.   I  could
feel his strength as his muscles moved beneath me.  He was a
bit  skittish,  but I learned his rhythms and  sensitivities
and  became  one with him.  Enjoying the sensation  of  this
massive horse walking I encouraged him to a slow trot.  With
this  I knew that I could not return to Lika.  I felt guilty
for  having  changed allegiance so easily, but  thought  she
would probably understand.  She did everything else.
     But  I  knew  that  I  would have master  mounting  and
dismounting  on  my own, so I directed Kito  back  into  the
shelter  of the stables.  Dismounting proved to be no  major
obstacle,  though the first few times I felt I  was  falling
rather  than  jumping  off.   Mounting  proved  to  be  more
difficult.  No matter how I tried I couldn't get my leg high
enough to put in the stirrup.  Hu-Wi helped out, showing  me
how  to take a small jump, using this to place my first foot
in  the  stirrup  and  the continued  momentum  to  lift  my
trailing leg over Kito.  With a bit of practice this  became
quite   smooth,   and  I  suspect  probably   looked   quite
impressive, unless of course I missed the stirrup!
     I  encouraged  Hu-Wi to accompany me on a  journey  out
into  the  valley.   I wanted to feel this wonderful  animal
move,  as  I  was  sure  he could,  like  the  wind.   Hu-Wi
indicated  the  heavy rain, but eventually gave  way  to  my
enthusiasm.
     Hi-Tui saluted with a huge smile as we walked past, and
soon  as  we were outside gates onto the road, empty because
of  the heavy rain, I pushed Kito faster and faster.  He was
smooth,  travelling  as  if his hooves  did  not  touch  the
ground.   Hu-Wi had him in excellent condition and  when  we
reached  the  permanent road on the  opposite  side  of  the
valley  he  was  still  breathing  comfortably  despite  the
sprint.  I called out in joy, smiling to crack my face.  Hu-
Wi caught up after a bit, also smiling.
     "You are a marvel, my Lord!"
     "What do you mean?"
     "You look like you were born attached to that saddle."
     "I feel that way too.  He is a wonderful beast!"
     "I  think  we  should get him out  of  this  cold  rain
though, my Lord."
     "Of course.  I'll race you to the gate."
     Hu-Wi  was  a  long way behind by the time  I  stopped,
giving me a chance to talk to Hi-Tui.
     "I hope this rain lightens so we can hunt tomorrow?" he
said.   He then looked around to make sure he could  not  be
overheard.   "I miss that little dick of yours  so  much,  I
dream about sucking it!"
     "And  I  yours," I said in return, "but I  don't  think
`little' applies there!"
     "Look  down,"  he  said,  opening  his  coat.   "He  is
responding just to being talked about."
     I  could  see  his dick pushing vigorously against  the
front of his pouch, tenting it with its huge head, which  he
accentuated  by  suggestively pushing  forward  his  pelvis.
"Hide it, Hu-Wi is coming!"
     He  closed  his  coat  in  time  that  Hu-Wi  suspected
nothing.  "Have you ever seen anyone ride like that!"
     "He  rides well, " agreed Hi-Tui.  "But it looks a  bit
like a horse that has run off on its own."
     "The rate he is growing that will change soon."

     I  said farewell to Lika at the stables, then took Kito
on a stroll through the town streets, taking the long way to
Ba-Nol's  workshop.  I felt very proud riding this  handsome
stallion,  wondered how it would feel riding  side  by  side
with  Father.   Kito's  shoes clicked  on  the  cobblestones
sending  water splashing from the pools held  by  the  heavy
rain.  Ba-Nol was pleased to see me.  I tied Kito beside the
cart  in  the  shelter of the shed and went to  inspect  the
equipment Ba-Nol was preparing for the production of the new
wheel.    He   was  confident,  having  spent  time   making
deliveries with the cart yesterday.  Even with the increased
weight  the  wheel had proved to be quite stable.   Then  he
changed the topic.
     "I owe you a favour," he commenced.
     "Why is that, Ba-Nol?"
     "In  return for this new wheel.  I know you will refuse
to  take any money, so I wish to give you something else  in
return."
     "That is not necessary, Ba-Nol"
     "Cavon,  I  know it is not necessary.  But I  want  to.
May I not give you a gift from my heart."
     "Of course, if it is your desire."
     "Good.  With your inspiration I have a reputation as  a
wheel maker, but prior to that I had an equal reputation  as
a  craftsmen of swords.  I have spoken to Yue-Sin and he has
suggested a design that would suit you."
     "Don't you think it would be better to wait a while?  I
seem to be growing a fair bit.  If we wait I would be closer
to my full size."
     "It is the blade that makes the sword.  A handle can be
changed.   I'll  start working on your blade,  and  fit  the
handle later."
     "Thankyou Ba-Nol.  You'll have lunch with us again?"
     "Yes  please," he said with a suggestive smile.   "I've
missed that too."

     In  the washroom I lathered Ba-Nol's flabby form.   His
dick  stood  up  hard, but he asked me to  leave  it  alone,
wanting to give what he promised last week.  So when he  was
clean  he  kneeled in the bath and had me soap his arse  and
wiggle  in  my finger, then asked me to enter.   I  took  it
slow,  remembering how gentle he had been, but he seemed  to
take me with little problem.
     "How's that," I asked once I was fully in.
     "Alright,  I think.  It doesn't feel too bad.   Go  for
it."
     I  began to fuck him, aware of a tightness that I never
felt  with  Yue-Sin, though still soft, hot and  smooth.   I
reached forward and grabbed his dick, struggling to  get  my
arm  around his large form.  When we had both cum he  turned
to  face me and took me in his arms.  For the first time our
lips met, and his tongue sought the inside of my mouth.
     "That felt rather nice," he finally said.  "I think  we
should try that again soon."
     "I'm   willing,"  I  replied,  enjoying  his   slippery
embrace.   "But  we had better rinse off as Mother  will  be
waiting."

     "You  are  becoming a familiar at our  table,  Ba-Nol,"
commented Mother.
     "It is a privilege, my Lady."
     "When  your wife returns you will have to bring her  as
well."
     "Thankyou my Lady.  She will be honoured also."
     "I hear you are making a sword for Lord Cavon."
     "Word  travels quickly, my Lady.  I took  a  commission
from Yue-Sin this morning."
     "Lord Cavon will look very handsome with a sword at his
side, don't you think?"
     "My Lady, Lord Cavon already is very handsome.  I think
it  is  rather  he that will make the sword handsome  rather
than the sword making him handsome."
     Mother  allowed a lady-like laugh behind her hand.   "I
knew you to me a man of strength and good design, Ba-Nol.  I
didn't know you to be a man of smooth words."
     "It  is  not  something  for which  I  usually  have  a
reputation.   But  Lord Cavon brings out  the  best  in  the
people he touches."
     Mother  nodded and smiled again.  "Yes, I will have  to
revise  my estimation.  Who would have thought that a beater
of iron could also be a word smith!"
     Ba-Nol nodded his thanks and blushed.  He looked as  if
he felt he was digging himself a deeper and deeper hole, and
decided that silence was his best defence.  This was  helped
by the servants bringing in the meal at this moment.  By the
time  we  had finished eating the topic of conversation  had
changed.
     "You speak with many travellers, Ba-Nol.  What are they
saying?"
     "My  lady,  they speak of tension in the KingsTown,  of
cruel  and  evil deeds being undertaken in the name  of  the
Prince.  They say that the King is too old and is unable  to
resist his son."
     "That is bad news," she replied.
     "Mother, a young man who I spoke to yesterday  said  he
had  left  the KingsTown because of this.  It could  explain
why  so many people have joined our town.  Father is such  a
kind and just ruler that his reputation must have spread."
     "Yes,  Cavon.  As you know Lord Srotyr is a  very  good
man."   She  looked  directly at me,  and  I  knew  she  was
referring to my outburst of three nights previous.   It  was
my turn to blush and become silent.  "Now I think it is time
to  sleep.   It  has  been a pleasure to have  your  company
again,  Ba-Nol,  and hope you will come again  tomorrow.   I
wish  you gentlemen a good sleep."  With which she left  the
table.
     Ba-Nol looked at me after she had gone.  "Did I say too
much?"
     "No.  I don't think she thought anything of it."
     "Good.  But maybe I should sleep at home."
     "Yes,  it  would be better.  I will see you on  Forday,
unless it rains tomorrow."
     "What are you doing tomorrow?"
     "Hunting  lizrabs with Hi-Tui and Yue-Sin.   Practising
my archery."
     "Sounds  good.   I'll  see you  Forday.   Thankyou,  my
Lord," he finished with a bow as a servant saw him out.

     After  siesta  I met with Wi-Su to talk  regarding  the
cleaning of the Town square.  We met at an inn that  fronted
the square to have it firmly in our vision as we talked.  Wi-
Su was a chunky looking man.  Thick arms and legs suggesting
that he got in a worked alongside those who he guided and  a
solid  but not fat looking torso.  His teeth gleamed in  his
dark face.  Like the workers he supervised he spent a lot of
time  outdoors and his skin like theirs took on a  weathered
tone.    I  found  myself trying to steal a  glance  at  his
pouch, but his shirt was long and covered it well despite us
being  coatless under the shelter of the awning of the  inn.
I  then  realised what I was doing and worried that  he  may
have  noticed pretended to examine something on  the  ground
before  returning to his somewhat worried eyes.  I think  he
thought I would show him up again.  I decided to put him  at
his ease, as I didn't like people being uncomfortable around
me.
     "I'm  sorry I put you on the spot at our last  meeting,
Wi-Su.   I  had  no intention to embarrass you.   If  I  had
thought I would have kept my thoughts to myself."
     "Thankyou,  my Lord.  But your observations were  sound
and  I  must admit I would have been sceptical sitting  here
with someone so recently entered into manhood if you had not
spoken.   You are very acute, even more so than Lord Srotyr,
and he is a sharp man."
     "Thankyou, Wi-Su.  What ideas have you come up with."
     "Your comment on the means of removing the debris  from
the  town  stretched my mind greatly, my Lord.  The  obvious
answer  was  to  imitate the metal grill  that  is  used  to
provide  the  security for the town sewer outlet,  but  this
would be rather expensive.  But I could see no other way  to
secure  a  hole under the wall.  Then I thought `Why  do  we
need  to  breach the wall?  We are only going to have  horse
dung,  not  human excrement to discharge.  It  will  not  be
plagued  with the same miasmas.  And it will not be all  the
time.'   So  I examined along the wall and noted  that  down
near  the  pig  enclosure the ground is quite porous,  water
disappearing  very rapidly as if there  is  a  lot  of  sand
underneath.  If a pool is built there any smell could not be
worse   than  the  pigs  themselves  produce.   The   liquid
component will be absorbed into the ground and prior to  the
next  clean  the residue could be scraped up and transported
by  cart  out  to the vegetable fields, just  like  the  pig
excrement is now."
     "Well  thought, Wi-Su."  He had started nervously,  but
as  I  nodded  in  response to his ideas his confidence  had
grown and his bristly moustache was lifted in a smile by the
time  he  finished.  How did you go with assessing the  time
period?"
     "Well,  my  Lord.  The debris, once hot and wet,  lifts
quite easily.  It would only take a day for a gang of twenty
to clear it all.  And the cost of building should not be too
great.   We  can salvage some pipes that had been  discarded
because of holes to distribute water over the square and the
nearest hot water pipe is only 100 paces from the top of the
square.  The largest cost will be digging the drain, but  it
is downhill all the way to where piggery so it will not need
to  be  deep.  I think for maybe 200 gold pieces we will  be
able  to purchase the stone needed, and the labour of a gang
of field workers should be able to dig the trench in under 4
weeks.  If we leave this part to next winter when the  field
workers are not otherwise very busy, nothing will be lost."
     I  found  myself liking this man, who I had  not  known
prior  to our first meeting.  I could see why Father trusted
him to look after town maintenance.  Given time to think  he
produced well-organised, practical ideas, and had a charisma
in  his  selling of them that was quite attractive and  very
masculine.   I  told him to go ahead with the  initial  pipe
installation,  and  offered  a  glass  of   rice   wine   in
celebration.
     "Thankyou my Lord.  I would appreciate that."
     So  we  sat  and talked, with Wi-Su relaxing  more  and
more.   We touched on politics, especially the rumours  from
the  KingsTown, philosophy, the practicalities of  building.
He became more attractive the more he relaxed, the more wine
we  shared.  He showed no awareness of my admiration of  his
handsome round face and solid chest, but did manage to  slip
down  in his chair so that his pouch became visible,  pulled
up  tight  in his groin.  It seemed about average, though  I
felt  excited to see what looked like the head of  his  dick
outlined  by  the  stretched material.  Eventually  we  said
goodbye.  Wi-Su bowed deeply, saying "It has been an immense
pleasure talking with you, my Lord.  I hope you will  honour
me with your presence at some other time," in farewell.
     I  walked home, somewhat unsteadily, thinking that when
I  had  met Wi-Su only a few weeks ago I had none  of  these
thoughts  about his bristly moustache and how it would  feel
prickling my upper lip, how his chest would look without his
loose  top.   I couldn't remember even noticing such  things
and  wondered if this change was something good.  Even  that
night  as  I made love with Yue-Sin I found images of  Wi-Su
appearing in front of my closed eyes.

     THIRDAY


     Kito  cantered out in advance of the two other  horses.
Light  misty  rain cooled his brow and he seemed  to  relish
being  out  in  the  open.  I was surprised  how  short  the
distance to the edge of the cultivated fields had seemed  on
Kito.   I thought that Lika had made a good pace when I  had
come here with Father to investigate the hole into which Xi-
To  had  fallen.  Now I realised that Father must have  been
keeping  Trugo well and subtly in check.  Well before  lunch
we  were  out  into virgin ground, and not  too  long  after
riding  amongst  lizrabs  in force, nibbling  succulent  new
grass.   They were young, the new hatching after the water's
fall.  Shed skins of the slug like larvae formed what looked
like an embankment at the river margin stretching along  its
green flank to the point where the valley's hills, the river
and  the  sky  all  met at a single point.   It  was  broken
periodically  by  the tell-tale break of  a  lizlion  charge
which  brought  home  that this was lizlion  territory,  and
further   from  town  than  I  had  ever  ventured   before.
Realising this I rapidly reined in Kito so that Yue-Sin  and
Hi-Tui could catch up on their slower mounts
     Lizlions have incredible speed, almost quicker than the
eye,  but  only over a short distance.  One had to see  them
where they lay camouflaged or one would pay with one's life.
They usually crouched near water, their larval home, but the
temptation of young lizrabs could bring them out as  far  as
the  permanent  road.  Hi-Tui suggested that we  continue  a
little  further along where a small ridge along the side  of
the  road  would screen us from clear vision of the lizrabs.
The  skill  of hunting a lizrab was to hit it while  it  was
running, stirred by a thrown stone.  When startled,  lizrabs
tended   to  sprint  in  the  direction  they  were  facing,
springing  on  their large back legs, at a great  pace,  but
just  like  the lizlion their stamina lasted  only  a  short
distance.   Firing at a stationary lizrab was as interesting
as firing at a target.
     Lizrab  skin was softer than lizlion or pig though  not
as  strong  or  durable, and was used mainly for  bathrobes.
They  were popular, and lizrabs were hard to find inside  of
the ride of a horse and cart of the town except early in the
season.  Normally they were caught by a team of men, a small
group to chase and a larger group with nets to pounce on the
freshly exhausted animal when it stopped.
     With  a collection of stones brought from town we lined
up  at the embankment.  We each had arrows with feathers  of
different colours and Hi-Tui allocated himself to throw  the
stone.   Yue-Sin and I knocked arrows in preparation, lining
up  a  lizrab.   Hi-Tui  threw and  I  let  the  arrow  fly,
disappointed to watch it dig into the dirt and the  unharmed
lizrab  stop  a  few paces further along.   Yue-Sin's  green
feathers  could be seen flapping from a flopping  body,  the
arrow having pierced near the haunches, immobilising but not
killing.   The  red  of Hi-Tui was still, the  arrow  neatly
piercing  the short neck of an animal.  This was  the  ideal
point  to  hit  as  it  left  the skin  undamaged  for  use.
Cursing,  Yue-Sin  fired again to still the  animal  he  had
wounded, glaring angrily at the animal neatly killed by  Hi-
Tui.
     "Lord Cavon, it takes a little while to judge the speed
of  the lizrab.  Once you know how fast they move it is  not
much  different to shooting at a still target, you just need
to  know the point you have to aim at.  Your shot was  aimed
much  to close, so by the time the arrow arrived the  animal
was well gone.  Aim further ahead."  Hi-Tui did not give any
advice to Yue-Sin, knowing it would not be appreciated.
     After  a  short  time the lizrabs  were  eating  as  if
nothing  had happened.  Hi-Tui hefted another stone  and  we
again fired at startled bounding forms.  I again missed, but
I  thought  by  not  as much.  Yue-Sin had  managed  a  shot
through the shoulders this time, and Hi-Tui had again scored
a  neck  shot.  How he managed to even get a shot away,  let
alone hit the neck, after throwing the stone was beyond  me.
But  he  did it repeatedly until we stopped for  lunch.   We
counted our catch.  Most of my blue arrows were lying  loose
on the ground, though I had managed to hit a few by the end.
Yue-Sin  had  hit  almost every time, but quite  a  few  had
needed  a second arrow to quieten them.  All the red  arrows
had found their homes in the neck bar one that had taken the
eye of an oncoming animal.
     Yue-Sin was very ill tempered.  He did not speak as  we
collected the arrows and animals, nor did he say anything as
we rode back to the field worker's shelter to eat and sleep.
Hi-Tui  had  gently  guided  my  shots  after  each  firing,
indicating  as well as taking his own lizrab he had  watched
my  shot, and this had irritated Yue-Sin even more, added to
the  fact that the red killed animals were the furthest from
our  firing spot.  Not much more was said as we trotted back
to  town,  and  I  decided I would have to do  something  to
reconcile the two men.
     So after we crossed the river I directed them to follow
me  to  the left, tying our horses at the base of  the  path
leading  to  the hot pool, the secret of which I  previously
only  shared with Yue-Lin.  Hi-Tui had some problem  getting
his  large  bulk up the narrow track, but eventually  I  had
them  both standing in front of me, shirts off, half  facing
each other.  I then made my move.
     "It hurts me to see two men I both love and respect  at
odds with one another.  Hi-Tui demonstrated his dominance of
the  art of archery this morning.  This should not make  you
jealous, Yue-Sin.  But also it should not have made you puff
up  your chest and pretend it was like taking a stroll,  Hi-
Tui.  I think it is now time for another contest."
     Both  men looked quite puzzled.  "The skill of  Yue-Sin
with the sword is well known.  The result of a sword contest
would  be  the reverse of what happened this morning.   That
would prove nothing, though would even the contest.  Do  you
agree,  Hi-Tui, that you would loose a sword  fight  against
Yue-Sin?"
     "Undoubtedly.   I would never even think to  challenge,
not that I would wish to have any fight with Yue-Sin."
     "So  we are even.  So now for the third skill."  I took
a  step towards the two men, almost smiling at their obvious
lack  of  understanding.  I reached out  and  simultaneously
grabbed  both  of  them  by  their  dick.   What  had   been
puzzlement  on  their  faces  now  was  astonishment.   What
surprised me was that even though it had only taken me a few
moments  to  reach  out, Yue-Sin's dick was  already  fairly
hard.   "Now lets make a comparison of the weapons," I  said
after  massaging the two organs for a little.  I let  go  of
both  and untied the strings of Yue-Sin's trousers, lowering
them  over his up pointing organ, then letting him step out.
In  a  mock  serious tone I continued, "Weapon one.   You'll
note  that it is not excessively long, but if you'll notice,
there is no bend in it, even if I stress its shaft."
     I  then  turned  to  Hi-Tui and  likewise  dropped  his
trousers.   He was only half hard.  "Weapon two.   Now  this
clearly  has  advantage  in terms of  dimensions,  but  it's
rigidity leaves a little to be desired."
     "Give  it a moment and it will be equal to any!" Hi-Tui
exclaimed, obviously offended.
     "We'll see.  So what will decide the contest?  The last
man with a hard dick will be declared winner!"
     I  noticed a smirk quirk the corners of Yue-Sin's lips.
Hi-Tui  stroked  his  slowly lifting dick  anxiously.   Now,
first a soak in the hot water to wash away the grime of  the
day."
     In  the  water I started kissing Yue-Sin, while playing
with  Hi-Tui's lizlion, now hard.  As always I  thrilled  at
the  feel  of  its mass in my hand.  Using  their  dicks  as
handles I lead them both from the water.
     "Kneel  down Yue-Sin.  Now, I know what you  like,  Hi-
Tui, so while I get underneath and suck Yue-Sin you can  get
his  arse nice and wet for me."  Yue-Sin started moaning  as
he  was  attacked from both sides, lowering his head  so  he
could  get to my dick.  Soon he was thrusting into my  mouth
and  calling out as he came.  Hi-Tui thought he had  won  at
this  stage,  as his dick was rigid and untouched,  and  was
surprised when, at my order to switch positions with me,  to
find Yue-Sin just a hard as when he had started.
     I  inserted  my  dick in Yue-Sin's  arse  while  Hi-Tui
worked  on  his  dick.  I fucked until I came,  waited  then
fucked again, finally feeling the spasm of Yue-Sin's body in
my  hands indicating another orgasm.  Yue-Sin had been using
his mouth on Hi-Tui's dick that was presented under him, but
had  not  managed  a  result there.  I then  asked  Yue-Sin,
having examined it closely, whether he thought he could take
the size of Hi-Tui.
     "I reck'n I'm up to it, now that you've stretched me  a
bit"
     Hi-Tui  took my place behind.  With his height  he  was
able  to  cover Yue-Sin's body while kneeling,  leaving  his
head  above that of Yue-Sin.  I stood in front, kissing  Hi-
Tui  while  Yue-Sin  sucked on my still hard  dick.   Having
these  two  handsome  men  with me  at  the  same  time  was
stimulatingly me immensely.  Hi-Tui slowly inserted  himself
into  Yue-Sin, at the same time vigorously pumping Yue-Sin's
dick with his right hand.  I was able to lean around and see
him  entering,  amazed to see the full length inside,  pubic
hair tickling the top of Yue-Sin's crack.  When he indicated
he  was  comfortable Hi-Tui started a slow  fucking  action.
Within  moments I felt Yue-Sin spasm once more.  Hi-Tui  let
go  of the wet dick so as to use two hands to stabilise  the
muscled  buttocks  of Yue-Sin, his face  expressing  intense
pleasure and intense confidence that he had won the contest.
His  fucking  increased in tempo as his tongue  explored  my
mouth.  He then reached below again just as he was about  to
cum.  His eyebrows rose in surprise, I assume at finding Yue-
Sin's  dick still hard as ever, but it was too late for  him
to  slow  down  and  the grimace of finishing  overtook  the
surprise.  Soon after I came in Yue-Sin's mouth.
     We all stayed still for a while, then slowly extricated
ourselves  from one another.  When he stood it  was  obvious
that though Yue-Sin's dick was red from all its activity, it
was  as  hard  as ever, while Hi-Tui massive rod  was  quite
sagged  and down pointing.  I lead them back into the water,
forbidding any talk.  I kissed Hi-Tui, against his will  and
was  met  by  tight lips, then Yue-Sin, who  was  more  than
willing,  before taking them to the fern bed.  I  instructed
them  to  lie down close to one another.  I lay between  the
two, in contact with both.
     I held both their dicks once again, the short stiff rod
of Yue-Sin and the mighty, soft tube of Hi-Tui.  "I think we
have a clear winner," I said quietly.
     I  was  surprised  by the clear ring of  laughter  that
erupted  from Hi-Tui.  "I accept defeat.  That is absolutely
amazing.   But  tell  me, Yue-Sin, who  fucks  better,  Lord
Srotyr or me?"
     Now it was my time to be shocked.  Yue-Sin did not seem
to  be.   "Well, Hi-Tui, I'll admit I've never had  my  arse
stretched as good as you just did."  He reached across  with
his  off hand to grab Hi-Tui's dick.  "But I don't think  it
was  a  fair test.  Never when Lord Srotyr fucked me  did  I
have  the joy of sucking on his son's beautiful dick.   That
would make anything else that happened at the same time feel
good."
     "I agree.  You certainly are a good fuck, but I think I
would cum all alone in my pants if the young lord kissed  me
the  way  he  did while you sucked him.  You had him  really
hot."
     "Kiss each other and be friends, for me!" I said.  They
leaned over me to do so, and what I thought would have  been
a  brief peck, especially with Hi-Tui's disinclination after
orgasm,  was open mouthed and heavy.  I looked down  to  see
that  their  free hands were also playing with each  other's
dicks,  and  that  Hi-Tui's defeat had only been  temporary.
Beginning  to feel like a piece of pork caught  between  two
prongs over an open fire I said quietly, "That doesn't  mean
I want to be left out."
     "Ah,  that we won't," growled Yue-Sin, and both of  the
lascivious  mouths now descended on different parts  of  me.
What  followed was a bit of a blur, but at the end  I  found
myself  with  my legs around Yue-Sin, having rode  his  dick
home  as he nuzzled my chest, while my mouth was melded with
that of Hi-Tui who had been fucking Yue-Sin from behind.  We
must  have  made  a neat puzzle as we all  managed  to  fall
asleep,  with  me the first to wake.  My underside  leg  was
giving  me a nasty pain having supported the weight of  Yue-
Sin's sleeping body for too long.  My wriggling woke Yue-Sin
who  rolled  onto his back, which in turn woke  the  huddled
form of Hi-Tui, who in turn rolled on his back like the next
domino in a line.  I hopped around in pain but still managed
to pay attention to the beauty of these two mighty men lying
naked,  side  by side.  Both with soft dicks, one  a  little
blob  sitting above perky balls in a curly, black nest,  the
other  a  handsome,  thick pipe dangling over  sagging  eggs
amongst a black forest wet with cum and sweat
     "We  now have a final result," I called loudly to  stir
them  as  I  massaged my tingling, useless leg.  I  directed
their  now  open eyes downwards onto their own  bodies.   "I
call  this a draw!"  Of course, with Yue-Sin awake  properly
it  did  not remain a draw for long, but enough so  I  could
present them to each other as being equal in my eyes and  my
heart.   "Let's wash off and get home.  This is my day  off,
and a wonderful one, but you two have duties to attend to."
     The  horses  seemed  pleased  to  see  us.   Light  was
beginning to fade a little and I think they had been  a  bit
worried.  We allowed them a canter the short distance to the
road  to  town then walked them through the river  of  field
workers returning home from their duties.  We farewelled Hi-
Tui   at   the  gate  where  his  fill-in  looked   at   him
questioningly.  Yue-Sin branched off with Hi-Tui's horse  in
tow  to leave them at the main stables before commencing his
first  round of the start of the evening while I  maintained
my  straight  line up the central rode to the  Town  Square,
crossing  it,  aware  of Kito leaving his  addition  to  the
surface problem the Square suffered, without deviating  from
this line till I came to the other side.  Here I guided Kito
through  the irregular streets that formed the last  defence
before  the  inner bastion, the residence of  the  Lord,  of
NewTown for his first time, winding up by handing him off to
the stable boy.  He looked like he had just woken, which was
most likely the case for with Trugo away and me out all  day
he  had  little  to do.  His hands and eyes  were  now  full
though  of his new care, the magnificent Kito, and  I  could
see that he would be eating late.
     After  dinner I related with self-mocking tones  how  I
had failed to catch enough lizrabs to feed us for dinner, at
the same time praising the skill of Hi-Tui.
     "He  is an impressive man," said Mother, surprising  me
by  such a comment about a man other than her husband.  "His
wife is a lucky woman."
     I  thought to comment on this, but was learning to hold
my  tongue and think before using it.  Mother had taught  me
that  she  deserved  this.  I tried to  put  myself  in  her
position.  I now knew what that was, but had observed it  as
a spectator.  So I tried to imagine a life without intimacy,
without  the love of a partner in my bed.  A few  weeks  ago
this  would have been the only thing I could have  imagined,
but now it seemed so cold and isolated that I wondered if  I
could  cope.   I  used  the opening to explore  rather  than
criticise.
     "Do you speak much with his wife?"
     "Oh  yes.  Despite all her children she is very  active
in  the committee to help the poor.  She often appears after
siesta  glowing from the pleasure of her husband.  She  once
told me that her husband filled her like the One filled  the
world."
     In  a  physical or an emotional sense, I  found  myself
thinking, as an image of Hi-Tui swollen might appeared in my
vision.
     "She  loves  him  very much, and he appears  to  be  an
excellent father to his children."
     This   answered  my  question,  I  guess,   but   still
questioned  if  the glow might come more from  the  physical
sense.   Then  I remembered his comment about how  he  could
never  treat  his  daughter as my Father  treated  me.   Was
Father not an excellent father?
     "Do you think Father doesn't fill this role similarly?"
I asked.
     "Of  course he does," she answered, maybe too  quickly.
"I was not meaning this as a comparison."

     That  night, as I snuggled into the curve of  Yue-Sin's
muscled body, I thought of myself as being very lucky.  If I
was  a lover of women I would still be sleeping alone at the
age  I was, awaiting marriage.  Instead I had my pick of the
most  handsome men in town to lie beside, Father  being  the
pinnacle  of these.  I would move from this heaven  directly
to  my marriage bed, which, though unknown, might not be  as
cold as I first imagined.  I had contemplated the experience
of  the previous night, where the handsome face of Wi-Su had
floated  in front of my eyes even as I was fucking  Yue-Sin.
I  had  also been jolted by the clarity of the image of  Hi-
Tui's  turgid dick while I spoke with Mother.   If  I  could
summon  these images when I needed them I was sure  I  could
get  hard  enough to service Win-Som as husband should,  and
surely whether my dick was in the arse of Yue-Sin or held by
the womanhood of Win-Som would make little difference to the
pleasure it received as long as I could hold the image.

     FORDAY


     My physical life had swamped my intellectual life.  All
my   new  ideas  now  involved  love,  sex,  intricacies  of
relationships and life.  New mathematical concepts  did  not
rise to cool my steamy thoughts or quell my raging dick.   I
was  beginning to look on my dick as something  separate  to
myself,  something that was leading me further  and  further
from  the  paths  of  childhood.  It  was  a  being  without
conscience or discretion, and forced images repeatedly  into
my  limpid  thoughts.  The one that it  was  now  repeatedly
flashing  was  that of Wi-Su.  As if my life  did  not  have
enough  intricacy on a personal level to want another twist!
Now  I  was  not keeping up.  I felt constantly  guilty  for
paucity  of  time  I  was allowing for my  bosom  friend  of
childhood,  Yue-Lin.  Loa-Lech, not so close or  loyal,  was
seemingly  miffed and treated me as a stranger when  he  had
the  chance,  pretending to not be  aware  of  me  existence
unless it was forced on him.  Yet instead of trying to  fill
these  demands I was twisting my intelligence around finding
ways to entice Wi-Su into a bath with me, or some other  way
I could get his clothes off to reveal the secret of his body
to my hungry eyes.
     Though  this did have some positive benefits  as  well.
So  as  to  have  something to say to  him  I  found  myself
examining the details of our town.  The construction of  the
wooden  houses, the way the skylights hinged  on  the  upper
edge  and  formed a large, lifted flap over a smaller  hole,
that  let  light but, unless the wind blew excessively,  not
water   enter.    I  looked  for  faults,  for   ideas   for
improvement.   I  saw  the crumbling in the  medium  holding
together  the  cobbles of the streets.  The  splintering  of
some  of the older timbers.  The crowding of people  in  the
houses.   I  looked at everything, and eventually thought  I
had enough to justify talking with him again.
     This  moment came as I was riding to meet Ba-Nol  after
sword  practice.   Yue-Sin had begged off  sex,  complaining
that his arse was so stretched and sore that it was like  an
old  sack  whose opening tie had been lost.   He  was  quite
worried,  asking me to have a look to see if it  all  seemed
OK.  I looked and it was indeed quite patulous.  I could not
express  any  kind  of  opinion as  to  an  outcome  without
incriminating  myself so instead asked if  Hi-Tui  was  that
much bigger than Father.
     "I  took Lord Srotyr nearly every day for years and  my
arse never gave an extra pucker.  Hi-Tui does not appear  to
have  much  more than Lord Srotyr but he fucks me twice  and
I'm like the town sewer.  As much as I enjoyed the fucking I
received yesterday I will beg off next week and leave you on
yer  own with Hi-Tui.  But take care.  He's a man who  lives
to fuck.  Don't let him in or yer'll be torn apart!"
     I  proffered no comment, having known the result of one
minor sortie of an entry.  I preferred not to contemplate my
condition if that log pounded into me as it had into Yue-Sin
yesterday.   But I didn't mind the concept of  experimenting
with Wi-Su's more moderate weapon.
     I  had spoken with Po-Wei and learned more about Wi-Su.
He was married, with his oldest child the same age as me,  a
young man called Wi-Luy.  Four more were following the  path
to  adulthood,  evidence enough of his virility.   He  lived
near  Loa-Lech,  in  a  house provided  by  Father  for  his
position.  Father had brought him from the KingsTown  to  be
his  Chief Engineer when he had first been given NewTown  as
his  domain.  This made me think that there could have  been
something  between the handsome builder and  Father  in  the
past, which swelled my hope.
     To my pleasure as I was riding across the square (I had
taken  this  central route instead of my  usually  preferred
back streets thinking I might see Wi-Su ) a figure waved  to
me from the opposite side of the Square.  I rode towards the
running  form,  soon  discerning  it  was  Wi-Su.   I  began
rehearsing which of my ideas I should use to invite  him  to
meet,  but was pleasantly surprised when there was no  need.
He requested the meeting.
     "My Lord," he said, bowing to Kito's legs.
     "Yes, Wi-Su?"
     "There  is something I would like to discuss with  you,
to show you.  Can I organise an appointment?"
     My  heart  pounded in hope.  What was it he  wanted  to
show me?  "Yes, of course, Wi-Su.  When would you like?"
     "Are you busy now?"
     Almost I spurted out "no", but duty held.  "I am on  my
way to an appointment with Ba-Nol."
     "Ah,  I've  heard that you are working on a  new  wheel
design  with him.  You are a man of many talents,  my  Lord.
Maybe after siesta?"
     "Yes, that would be suitable, Wi-Su.  We could meet  at
the inn as we did on SeconDay."
     "That  would be perfect, my Lord.  Sleep well."    With
which he bowed himself away.
     I  felt  quite shaky as I nudged Kito to return on  his
path  to  the  workshop of Ba-Nol.  Ba-Nol greeted  me  with
pleasure,  but  my  mind was still seeing  the  bushy  black
eyebrows of Wi-Su as they lifted in asking if he could  meet
me.  "Are you OK, my Lord?"
     Internally  I  shook  the image  away,  and  turned  my
attention  to  Ba-Nol.  "Yes, Ba-Nol,  I  am  well.   I  was
thinking on something else.  I apologise.  How are you?"
     "Better  for seeing you, my Lord.  Come and see.   I've
produced my first new wheels!"
     "Congratulations!  Lead on."
     Like a boy he hurried through his crowded workshop to a
corner where some wheels stood against the wall.  "Here  are
the  first output.  Look, here is where the nails are  made.
I  have  one  of my new trainees, Mur-Lo, making  them.   He
learns  quickly.  I have made a mould to pour the  hot  iron
into  and then he files the rough edges and the point.   Ra-
Qui  has cut the timber wedges from a collection of old  off
cuts and scraps and for the moment I am making the rims  and
inner  cuffs  personally.  Each wheel  is  being  made  more
quickly than the last.  A little more iron is used, but  the
timber  costs nothing for the present, the strength is  good
(you  can  kick them and drop them and nothing happens)  and
I'm  sure with the iron inner collar they will have  a  much
longer  life  span.  I think I will be able to ask  10  gold
coins each!"
     His excitement was contagious, and I found myself quite
caught  up as he described his planned meeting with a  local
merchant  to whom he hoped to sell the wheels, at a  reduced
price, so they could be tested over long distances, and  who
would then in turn vouch to the quality.  But later, when  I
was  prodding his fat arse in the bath, I had my eyes closed
and  it  was  Wi-Su  who filled my inner vision.   And  even
though  Ba-Nol  had  elected to stay  to  sleep  and  I  was
comforted  within the strength of his arms the  anticipation
of meeting with Wi-Su delayed sleep.  I found myself rolling
about within Ba-Nol's arms so that he eventually let go  and
rolled  away.  Then feeling forlorn and guilty I cuddled  up
behind him and finally fell asleep.

     Wi-Su  was  waiting for me at the inn,  obviously  very
anxious.  I wondered if he felt as I.
     "My   Lord.   Come  with  me.   I  need  to  show   you
something."
     Hoping  for  what  that something might  be  I  eagerly
followed  him.   His movements were rapid and  nervous.   He
kept  looking behind to see if I was keeping up.  There  was
no  smile on his face, his lips being taughtly drawn  across
his  teeth.   I  wondered where we could be going  where  we
would be safe enough to do as we felt.  He seemed to heading
for the far corner of the Square, a very open area.
     "Look,  my  Lord.   This is the  area  cleaned  by  the
workers  the  other day.  I was inspecting it earlier  today
and  discovered this."  He pointed at the ground.  "You  can
see  that  the surface is no longer smooth.  The  hot  water
caused  a lot of the black sealing compound to come away  as
it was scraped.  I became suspicious when I noticed a lot of
black debris amongst the material that had been removed."
     My  heart stopped.  His anxiety was for my reaction  to
this  "disaster".   I  had  never  felt  so  let  down.   My
eagerness  to be with him shrivelled up into a little  ball,
and I answered distantly, "I see."
     Wi-Su's face tensed even further.  He gnawed his  lower
lip  and scratched at his moustache.  I couldn't bear to see
the  pain  that was there but I had nothing to respond  with
other than a hug.  That I was sure would not be appreciated.
"I  did  not  realise that this would happen, my  Lord.   It
needed  much higher heat to melt the black material to  coat
the square, I did not think hot water could shift it."
     Silence  accompanied  us across the  Square.   My  mind
tried to find a way to turn my disappointment into something
positive.  I realised I had to let Wi-Su know that I did not
hold  him responsible for the damage, but I concentrated  so
much  that  it  was not until we were sitting at  our  table
outside  the inn that I thought to say,  "The fault  is  not
with  your  idea,  Wi-Su.   It is with  the  nature  of  the
surface.  It is not sturdy.  You know, I was looking at  the
structure of the permanent road the other day, where  it  is
cracked at the broken bridge, and noticed that it is made up
of  a  fined  grained background with many larger particles.
Maybe if the black material was used as the fine background,
the larger particles could be broken stone.  Might that have
more strength?"
     "I  don't know.  We cannot experiment though,  for  all
the black substance was used in surfacing the Square."
     "Where did the black substance come from?"
     "From a place up river, many days by cart."
     "Could not an expedition be mounted?"  I could feel  my
hopes growing again with this idea.  Away in the wilds  with
Wi-Su.
     "I  guess,  but Lord Srotyr would have to approved.   I
would need some 20 workers and 10 guards."
     "I will ask Father when he returns."
     "You  will ask for me?"  Wi-Su's voice lifted in  hope.
With  my making the proposal he knew that at least he  would
be  able  to collect enough of the black substance to  patch
the holes.
     "I   would  want  to  come  too,  Wi-Su.   I  have  not
travelled,  and would be very interested to work  with  this
black substance and see where it came from."
     "I don't know if Lord Srotyr would risk that."
     "Is it a dangerous place?" I asked.
     "No, it is not dangerous.  There are no lizlions nearby
and it is away from normal routes of travel."
     "Then why would there be any risk?"
     "You are his only son, what if something went wrong?"
     "You don't want me to come?"
     "No, my Lord.  Please don't force me into a corner.   I
could  not think of anything better than to be able to spend
so much time with you.  I fear the responsibility."
     "The responsibility will be mine.  I will put it to him
on  his return.  If he says no you will go on your own.  But
organise as if I will be there."
     "We will share a tent?"
     "I  would like that, Wi-Su.  I can imagine in the wilds
to  be  outside after dark would not be pleasant, but to  be
alone  for  such  a long time inside a tent  would  be  very
boring.  I would like to be able to converse with you."
     "And  I with you, my Lord.  You are the same age as  my
son, but when I speak with you I feel I am talking to a  man
of experience."
     "Thankyou, Wi-Su.  But the experience lies with you.  I
just supply the agile brain."
     "To our expedition," said Wi-Su, raising his tumbler of
rice wine.
     "To  our  expedition!"  I  concurred.   Images  of  his
undressing  beside me in our tent filled my  thoughts  as  I
gazed into his newly relaxed smile and gleaming white teeth.
I  loved  the  force of his chin.  It gave his face  such  a
strong character.
     "I  have  mounted many expeditions, my Lord, but  never
have  I  felt the anticipation as with this.  I  believe  we
will  achieve  a  lot.  With my experience  and  your  rapid
intelligence we have a winning combination.  And  I  believe
we can work well together."
     "I  believe  so,  Wi-Su.  Otherwise I  would  not  have
suggested it."
     "To our partnership," he said, lifting a fresh tumbler.
     "To us."
     One  tumbler  of wine lead to another.  We  were  again
chatting  freely about all manner of topics.   As  the  rice
wine  had  its relaxing effect Wi-Su again slipped lower  in
his  chair, lifting his shirt and revealing his pouch.   The
material of his trousers was quite thin, and after some rice
wine  spilt  on it somewhat transparent.  His dick  and  his
dark bush of hair were clearly visible in the tightly pulled
material.   I should have told him, knowing if someone  else
stopped  to talk it would be quite embarrassing for him  and
he  seemed  quite unaware of his exposure, but I  could  not
bring  myself to lose that beautiful site.  I saw images  of
him  lying  on his bedding, beside me in our tent, undressed
for bed.  He scratched at his balls and his dick shifted  to
a  new  position,  now  pointing  upwards  and  showing  its
underside.   The  wine  was drying though  and  clarity  had
diminished.
     It was darkening as I mounted Kito to return home.  Wi-
Su  helped  me up as my co-ordination was not at  its  best.
The feel of his strong hand lifting my leg into the stirrup,
then  under  my backside pushing me up, was the pinnacle  of
the afternoon.  I'm sure my leg brushed against his groin as
he  partially lost balance while boosting me, but he  seemed
unaware.  I shook hands, wanting more to plant a kiss on his
handsome  lips, and started for home.  Feeling  desperate  I
turned  back and suggested that we could have a closer  look
at the substance of the permanent road.   He seemed keen and
we  decided  to  meet after siesta the  following  day.   My
thoughts  soared in a mist of wine.  I was feeling something
I had never experienced.  I had thought that I loved Father,
that  I loved Yue-Sin, that I loved Hi-Tui.  But what I  was
feeling now was nothing like those feelings.  I was floating
on more than alcohol.  Every little glint in his eyes caused
my  mouth to fall into a smile.  My face ached from  smiling
so much!
     Mother laughed at my unsteady gait, but her eyes showed
pride that her boy was now a man and dealing with men.   Our
after dinner conversation was witty and sparkling, buoyed as
I  was by this new feeling.  I was sure it was not something
I  should  be  feeling for a man, so I decided  not  to  ask
Mother what it was.  I thought I would speak to Yue-Sin, but
on  seeing  him lying in bed felt that it would not  be  the
thing to do.  It would cause jealousy, my instinct said.  So
if  it  would  cause jealousy this must  be  love  as  well.
Certainly  looking at Yue-Sin lying naked on the  bed,  dick
hard and pointing upward at 45 degrees, got me going, and  I
did  think  his face was quite handsome, and his  chest  and
belly  powerful,  but the overall feeling  was  of  quite  a
different character to what I felt when I thought of Wi-Su.
     "How  is  your arse?" I asked as I undressed, revealing
my matching erection.
     "Still sore."
     "Maybe we can just suck each other?"
     "I would like that!"
     My  eyes, closed while I pleasured his manhood, dwelled
on  internal images of Wi-Su.  Of kissing him, of seeing his
body,  holding him in my arms.  Of his manhood as it  showed
itself  earlier in the day, imagining it uncovered.  Of  our
upcoming time together living in the same tent.

     FIFDAY


     Despite  moderate rain we were heading out of the  town
gate.   Hi-Tui bowed as I passed, with what I believe was  a
questioning  lift of his eyebrows as he eyed  my  companion.
He  nodded formally to Wi-Su.  That he might be feeling left
out  did  not  occur as I rode close by Wi-Su,  talking  and
enjoying  the occasional brush of legs.  Wi-Su wore pigskin,
cut for riding.  He spoke of the annual bridge building, the
difficulties involved.  Of trying to decide the day to  pull
it down at the start of winter to conserve as much timber as
possible.  Last year the river had risen early and  much  of
the  timber  had been lost to the force of  the  flood.   He
marvelled  at  the strength of the pillars  of  the  ancient
bridge  that  still  provided the  support  for  the  modern
construction,  how year after year they remained  protruding
from  the  water,  unchanging.   Wondered  what  could  have
happened to destroy a bridge made of similar material.
     Across the river we turned left and trotted the animals
till  we  arrived at the other broken bridge.  Leaving  them
hobbled  we  climbed down into the streambed to examine  the
stone  that  had fallen there so many years ago.  Everything
was wet and slippery with the rain, and heavy clouds made it
hard  to  see in the shadow of the ravine.  With his  strong
arms  Wi-Su  helped  me down some more difficult  areas.   I
yearned  for  his  touch, frustrated that  my  lizlion  coat
separated  me  from it.  In truth I did not need  help,  but
welcomed the assistance.  Under the shelter of the bridge we
opened  our coats, hot and sweaty from the climb, and peered
into the stone.  Wi-Su had brought a small hammer and chisel
to  sample the material.  It proved to be very hard, and  he
soon took off his coat to free his arm.  His clothes rapidly
became  wet in the wafting mist as well as from his sweating
in  the humid atmosphere of the ravine.  Eventually a  small
piece  came away and we squatted close together to  look  at
the  freshly  cut surface.  His wet trousers  stuck  to  his
legs,  making squatting difficult.  He pulled  them  up  his
leg,  scrunching them into his groin, then lifted  his  arms
above his head to lift his shirt and allow arm movement when
he  had squatted.  The end result was that his groin was wet
as  it  had  been the previous night, exposed and  lying  in
close contact with the cloth of his trousers.  This was very
old  and worn and consequently  treated me to the best  view
of  his pouch and its contents that I had had.  I added  its
appearance  to my collection of dicks, for it was  different
again to all I had seen.  It did not have the size of Father
or  Hi-Tui, but was larger than Yue-Sin or Xi-To.  The shaft
appeared to be firmly formed, the head bulging the skin  but
well  covered.   I  suspected that  there  was  excess  skin
shrivelled  after the head.  The balls were deeper  down  in
the  cleft of his thighs and weren't so visible.  And though
it  was  at rest and seemingly unaware of my attention,  and
though  it was not the biggest or most handsome I had  seen,
it fascinated me more than any other.
     "This  is  what I was referring to," I said, trying  to
bring  my  thoughts away from our touching knees.  "See  how
there  appears to be two different textures mixed  together.
Both are fine textured, though one more than the other.  The
coarser  seems to be in distinct pieces, the finer seems  to
form a matrix."
     "It  certainly has strength, my Lord.  We  should  have
brought a field worker with us.  I feel quite shaky from the
exertion."
     "It didn't show, Wi-Su.  And please, when we are alone,
call me Cavon."
     "Thankyou  Cavon.  I don't do as much of  the  physical
work as I did.  I certainly felt the effort."  And he leaned
a  bit closer to me, trying to get a better angle on the cut
surface.   "I  agree. It does appear to be a combination  of
two  different ingredients.  I wonder why that would add  to
the strength?"
     Feeling  myself melting at the pressure  of  his  thigh
against my leg I did my best to answer.  "Look at this  part
you  chopped  off.  It seems to have removed the  individual
pieces  intact,  breaking along the  lines  of  the  coarser
material.   Maybe the mixture combines the strength  of  the
stone  with  the  convenience of  an  easier  to  work  with
substance.  Maybe with stones mixed with the black substance
the  stone  would  give strength while the  black  substance
stopped  it  all  from  falling apart.   And  give  it  some
stretch."
     We  stood, and Wi-Su wavered unsteadily.  I grabbed him
in  my  arms, thankful that I had opened my coat  so  I  had
contact with him.  "Are you OK?"
     "Just  a  bit dizzy.  I think I got up too quick  after
the exertion.  I'll just sit for a bit."
     "Here, lie down on this flat bit.  I'll roll your  coat
up into a pillow."
     "Thankyou."   He  lowered himself down onto  the  large
piece  of  flat  rock that I had indicated.   His  dick  was
clearly  visible  through his wet  pouch,  pointing  up  and
nicely  outlined.  I sat beside him and put my hand  on  his
thigh.  His chest was also visible and outlined, well formed
and I thought with a bit of dark hair.
     "Feeling better?" I asked after a bit.
     "Yes, thankyou."
     "Are you cold?"
     "Maybe."
     "We  really should get you into dry clothes, or  you'll
get  sick," I said, wishing that I had dry clothes to change
him into on the spot, worried about him wet and cold.  "When
you feel a bit better we should get back home."
     "I think I'm OK now."
     "Let me help you."
     He stretched one leg over the edge of the rock then sat
before bringing the other leg around.  The stretching of the
groin  caused  the  weak, wet material  to  tear  a  little,
allowing a bit of hair and ball to show.  "Old clothes!"  he
complained.  "Wore then `cause I thought I would be  getting
dirty,  but looks like they have seen their last."   He  was
now  on  his feet and putting on his coat, covering all  his
beauty.  "Lets get home."
     We  clambered  up the wet slope through rain  that  was
getting  heavier.  This time I helped him,  pulling  on  his
reaching hand to help him up larger steps.  Kito and Wi-Su's
horse  waited wetly, dripping from all points.   We  mounted
and  walked  them a little to warm them before putting  them
into  a  slow canter.  Kito's powerful step picked up  speed
and Wi-Su's horse tried to match.
     "When does Lord Srotyr get back?" Wi-Su called over the
noise of the passing wind.
     "Next week."
     "That will give me time to organise everything for  our
expedition.   I  have some chemicals that I use  to  analyse
minerals  that  I  find.  Why don't  you  come  to  my  shed
tomorrow and we can examine this fragment of the road?"
     "That  would be interesting.  After siesta  or  in  the
morning?"
     "I  have to supervise some new logs going into the wall
tomorrow morning.  After siesta?"
     "Perfect."
     I  remembered to wave to Hi-Tui, though he had been far
from my thoughts.  Usually my eyes filled with images of him
whenever  I approached the town gates.  "I'll see you  home,
then  I'll take your horse back to the stables so  that  you
can dry off.  Have a bath to warm up."
     "I will.  Thankyou Cavon.  I enjoyed our ride."
     "I did too."
     "Until tomorrow then," he said shaking hands.  He  then
helped  me back up on Kito, lifting my leg then putting  his
hand between my legs from behind to lift me up.  I felt  his
fingers  brush  my  balls, but he did not seem  aware,  just
slapping  me  on  the  leg in a manly farewell  once  I  was
mounted and handed me the reins of his horse.
     "Goodbye  Wi-Su."  Trailing through whiney rain  I  met
again  with  Hu-Wi  at  the stable, where  I  had  spent  my
morning.
     "You  are  looking a bit bedraggled, my  Lord.   As  is
Kito.   Make  sure  you get your boy to dry  and  brush  him
well."
     "I will, Hu-Wi.  Thankyou."

     I followed the advice I had given Wi-Su and soaked in a
hot  tub.   Soaked  and dreamt that I was  still  with  him.
Strangely  my dick did not get hard, even though I  re-lived
over  and over the sight of his ball falling out of the rent
in  his trousers, the sight of the thin, wet material of his
trousers  clinging transparently to his  dick.   I  felt  my
whole being was floating in a giant bath of contentment.
     Mother  commented that I seemed dreamy,  easily  taking
row after row of boxes from me.  I managed to respond to Yue-
Sin, but it was still with Wi-Su sparkling my eyes.  Yue-Sin
was   feeling  better,  though  he  commented  that  it  was
difficult  to  tell whether I was in him  or  not.   It  was
difficult for me to know if I had entered as well, having to
look to check.  I eventually came by forming a ring with  my
fingers  at the opening of his gaping arse through  which  I
shoved my dick.
     "I  hope my arse tightens up.  I hate not being able to
feel you."
     I  was  fortunate that he was concerned about his arse,
as it stopped him noticing my distraction.

     SIXDAY


     Yue-Lin  let  an arrow fly.  It hit the target  in  the
second circle out from the centre.  He stood aside to let me
fire.   Yesterday's rain had cleared, and it was  the  first
dry day we'd had for a while.  Loa-Lech had declined to join
us,  so we had managed some time alone.  Not that there  had
been much encouragement in our invitation.  I lifted my  bow
and fired.  After shooting at Lizrabs the target seemed very
large  and still.  I managed two in the centre, one  in  the
first circle.
     "You  have improved," said Yue-Lin.  "Having a  private
tutor makes a difference!"
     "Yes,  it  does.  So does firing at Lizrabs.  When  you
can ride a horse we can go shooting together."
     Yue-Lin's  face  lit up.  I think he had  been  feeling
neglected,  not seeing much of me amongst my busy  schedule.
I suspect he thought that I didn't want to spend time with a
child anymore.  "That would be marvellous!  Now let me  have
another try."
     As the morning progressed his accuracy improved, as did
mine.   On  one of our expeditions to collect the arrows  he
dragged me behind the hay bales that formed the back wall of
the  shelter of the target and got me to suck his  dick.   I
remember back to just 4 weeks ago when I had sucked his dick
for  the first time.  How it had been such a novel thing  to
do.   Now  it was almost ho-hum.  I realised that I did  not
feel  very  interested in Yue-Lin, and though his  dick  was
quite  thick  and  handsome,  thicker  and  longer  than   I
remembered so he must be growing as well, memories of  Wi-Su
stimulated  much  more.  But realising I  forced  myself  to
feign  some  enthusiasm, taking his  seed  with  exaggerated
smacking  sounds.  Strangely he didn't offer  this  time  to
suck  me, but I didn't feel terribly inclined so I  did  not
push it.  He did seem more relaxed again after, giving me  a
quick kiss on the lips before heading out into the open.  We
moved our firing line back a bit and continued as if nothing
had  happened.   I was impressed myself at how  well  I  was
shooting,  and  boasted to Hi-Tui as we passed  through  the
town  gate that I had hit the target every time, with 9  out
of 10 in the centre.
     "I can see the lizrabs quivering in fear!" he joked.
     "We'll  see next week," I replied.  "Maybe I'll  manage
to hit a few this time!"
     "I'm  sure  you will."  And winked when Yue-Lin  looked
away.
     Walking  tiredly through busy pre-siesta streets,  arms
loaded with arrows and bows, Yue-Lin said, "I've got my  eye
on a girl."
     "Really."
     "Yeh.   She's  real pretty, and will be of  age  a  bit
after me."
     "Have you spoken to your father."
     "Yeh.  He's pretty easy about such things.  He said  if
her parent's agree its OK."
     "Who is it?"
     "The daughter of Hi-Tui!"
     I  remembered Hi-Tui's comments about imagining himself
with his daughter, and wondered if he could imagine any  man
with her.  "Have you spoken to him?"
     "No.  Thought I would wait till I reached manhood."
     "That is a little while."
     "Yeh, but I can hardly say anything before."
     "I could say something for you" I offered.
     "That  would be good.  You and he are quite mates  now.
I saw his wink.  Do you suck his dick too?"
     I   was  surprised  by  this.   It  was  said  with  an
aggression that I had not heard from Yue-Lin before, in  all
our  time  as  friends.  Was he now jealous as  well?   "No!
Would  you  like  me to ask him if he would  like  you  too!
Maybe it would entice him to give up his daughter to you  if
you sucked his dick!"  I surprised myself with the automatic
nature of the lie.
     I  had  responded in kind, and he immediately  quailed.
"Sorry,  sorry.  Didn't mean it.  Just that  you  seem  real
chummy with him, spending your day off with him not  me.   I
hardly see you!"
     "Is that why you didn't suck me?"
     "Ah.   Yeh.  I guess so.  Not very fair was it.   Maybe
we  can  sneak  into  the bathroom if no  one's  there.   My
dick'll get hard again"
     "Thanks, but no.  I'm really quite worn out.  I know  I
have  been busy, but you are still my closest friend.  Don't
forget  that I have entered manhood and I will be Lord.   My
duties  take  a  lot of my time now and  I  don't  have  the
freedom  I had during childhood.  When you become a man  you
will find it's the same."
     "I'm sorry.  I've been thinkin' only of me."
     "I  understand.  How `bout we spar a bit  next  Sixday.
Then  we  can have a bath together.  Maybe you can get  your
father to stay away."
     "You'll  `ave more chance of that.  He thinks  the  One
looks out of your arse!"
     "Does he talk of me?"
     "Never stops!"
     "Hm.  Well, bye.  If I don't see you before,  I'll  see
you  Sixday.   And practise a bit, will you.   I  want  some
competition  this  time!"   This  was  said   as   we   were
approaching the door to Yue-Lin's house.
     "Oww!" Yue-Lin faked pain.  "Touch‚."
     "Don't  joke,  practise," I said, loading Yue-Lin  with
all the weapons for him to return to the armoury.
     "OK.  Cavon?"  I turned from the couple of steps I  had
taken.   Yue-Lin gestured me to return.  "I  do  know  I  am
still  your friend, and I want you to know I am still yours.
But  I'm a bit worried about Loa-Lech.  He seems to be quite
`gainst you."
     "I thought so too.  Can you try to find out why, fix it
up?"
     "Sure."

     Surprisingly  I  slept easily and well  during  siesta.
Presumably  physical exhaustion had the power  to  still  my
active  mind.   I  woke with a huge sense  of  anticipation.
Dreamily  I  tried to analyse Wi-Su and what  he  did  as  I
slowly  came  to full consciousness.  He did  not  show  any
interest in me, at least not as I had become accustomed from
men  like  Hi-Tui  and  Yue-Sin.   I  remembered  the  first
encounter  with Hi-Tui and how confidently he had  shown  me
his hard dick.  Wi-Su did not seem to pay much attention  to
my  physical  form, but at the same time was unconcerned  by
what  he did reveal to me of his own body.  He did not  drop
his  pants like Hi-Tui or stroke his dick like Yue-Sin,  but
he  must have realised how transparent his wet clothes  were
the  previous day yet he showed no desire to cover up.   Nor
any  concern  that  one of his balls had escaped  into  view
through the rent in his trousers.  Was he not aware how much
I stared at him?  He touched me in ways more intimate than I
was  accustomed,  though doing so as if he was  touching  my
arm.   And he kept organising to see me, when I didn't  push
him.   This upcoming meeting had been his idea!  I was aware
that  my  hopes hung on flimsy pegs.  Still, I found  myself
feeling quite anxious as I waited for him to arrive.
     Arrive he did.  Freshly dressed and washed, hair  still
wet  and gleaming.  His smile lit my heart as I greeted  him
in the sitting room, where a servant had showed him.  Mother
was present also.
     "How are your wife and children, Wi-Su?" she asked.
     "All very well, my Lady."
     "How old is your oldest now?"
     "6  seventy days from being a man.  He has been staying
with  my brother in the KingsTown and going to school there.
We hoped that he will be able to get a royal commission, but
with  the  way  things are now in the KingsTown  we  are  no
longer sure if this was a good idea.  We may bring him  back
to  finish  his  schooling with Chi-Da.   My  wife  is  very
worried for his safety."
     "There  are many reports of the violence of the Prince.
I think your wife may be correct, Wi-Su."
     "I  think she is, my Lady.  We will send a message when
Lord  Srotyr returns, though I would like to ask him of  his
opinion before making a definite move."
      "That is wise.  What do you think Cavon?" asked Mother
to bring me into the conversation.
     "He  will have the latest information, and he will have
his  interpretation of the information, which will  be  more
accurate than all the rumours and tales that we hear."
     "Good.   So  what are you going to do this  afternoon?"
Mother asked.
     Wi-Su  responded.  "I work in timber  and  know  timber
well.   But my passion is rock.  I wanted to show Lord Cavon
my   collection  of  rocks  and  the  tests  I  do  to  help
distinguish  one for the other.  He has such a  quick  brain
that  I  was  interested to hear what he had to  say  of  my
ideas."
     "Well, don't let me keep you from such important  work.
Until tea time, Cavon."
     "Farewell Mother."
     "Farewell, my Lady."
     I  couldn't  wait  to get outside,  to  have  Wi-Su  to
myself.  As soon as we were out of the door I asked, "Wi-Su,
where is your work shop?"
     "Its not much my Lord."
     "Cavon," I reminded him.
     He  nodded  and continued, "It is not much,  Cavon.   A
lean-to attached to the field workers' tool shed.  I've done
it up a bit, but it's not much."
     "How are you feeling today, Wi-Su?"
     "Rather  sore.  My arms ache with every move,  my  legs
protest  with every step.  It was worse this morning though,
when  I  got out of bed.  I'm not used to such activity  any
more."
     We  walked  side  by side through small  side  streets,
weaving our way towards the cliff face that bounded the left
side  of NewTown.  The tool shed was a large structure  that
contained  all  the equipment used by field workers  in  the
toil  of  the  fields, and also the building tools  for  the
town.   I  had only been inside once or twice.  I had  never
noticed  a lean-to.  Watching him as he walked I was  amazed
again as to how handsome he was.  His posture was erect  and
he walked with long strides, a man who did not waste time in
getting  from  place to place.  His clothes  looked  freshly
pressed,  but  unlike those worn yesterday, new  and  thick.
His  general  body shape was visible, but no detail.   Which
didn't  matter  much as I was completely enraptured  by  his
smile  and  moustache, his sparkling dark  eyes  with  their
little  creases either side.  With his hair combed down  and
wet his forehead was more visible, broad and wise.
     "This is it."  He gestured to a rather humble structure
on  the back end of the tool shed.  It is no wonder I hadn't
noticed it, as it was in the midst of lengths of timber  and
did  not look much different to them.  It was rather  crude,
except for the roof, which was new looking and stone.  Maybe
it  had been added since I was last here.  It was presumably
part  of  his  "doing up", to keep the inside  dry  for  the
storage of his specimens.  He opened the door and ushered me
inside.   Here  the  results of his  "doing  up"  were  also
evident.  The walls were lined and a solid bench stood  hard
against  the  wall of the tool shed.  Attached to  the  wall
were shelves containing neatly made wooden boxes.  Wi-Su lit
a lamp and placed it on the table, then took down one of the
boxes.  "This is my collection."
     He opened the box.  Inside it was lined with filsal and
divided into squares with neatly interlaced wooden dividers.
Each square had within it a piece of stone, the wall of  the
square  marked with a number.  In the top of the box  was  a
small book, and Wi-Su showed me that each number referred to
an  entry  in the book that told of its properties  and  the
location where it was found.  I stood close to him to have a
good look, and was thrilled by the feel of his arm, coatless
as  there  was no rain, against mine.  He had left the  door
open  so I feared pushing too close.  "These are very nicely
worked, Wi-Su.  Tell me about the stones."
     "These  are stones I picked up from the places  I  have
been.    They   all  have  different  structures.    It   is
interesting to conceive how they are made.  This one, if you
grind it, turns into very fine particles like dry mud.  This
one becomes like sand.  Could they have been made from those
ingredients.   All the ones in this box are  similar.   This
one,  grinds down to a fine white powder.  If you drop  acid
on it fizzes and dissolves.
     "Now in this box the stones are more crystalline.   See
how  they glitter.  They are very hard and don't react  with
much  at  all.   This  box is a bit  different  again.   The
structure is more uniform, no separate crystals.   But  they
are  not as hard, and like the first box give the impression
of layers.  This one here also fizzes when it contacts acid,
though the others don't."
     "So that is what you use to test?" I asked, pointing to
a line of bottles on a shelf.
     Wi-Su  was quite enthused.  "Yes, and I also have  this
lens that I use.  Now, here is the new stone.  Lets look  at
it  under the lens first."  He placed the stone on the table
in  good  light from the lamp, then held the lens  over  it,
moving  it up and down.  I had only seen a lens once before,
and was as curious about it as the stone, but neither seemed
real  important when he suddenly said, "Look at  this!"  and
put  his arm around my shoulders to pull me close.   He  did
not take it away either, making concentration difficult.
     I  looked  at  the  stone magnified  by  the  lens.   I
wondered how this magnification occurred, just by holding  a
curved  piece of glass over an object, but decided  to  look
more  at the stone for the moment.  The fine background  and
coarse pieces of stone were more obvious.  The edges of  the
bits of stone were quite rough and sharp.
     "This  is  different from anything I  have  looked  at!
I've   never  seen  such  fresh  edges.   This  one  I  call
conglomerate is similar, in that it has larger pieces and  a
fine  matrix,  but  the larger pieces  are  all  smooth  and
rounded,  as  if  they have been in a  stream.   These  look
freshly broken."  He then handed me the lens and reached for
a  bottle.  It was glass, and had a glass stopper.   He  had
spent  lots of money on his hobby, I could see.  I  said  as
much.
     "No,  it  is  Lord Srotyr who has spent the  money.   I
explained to him my interest, and why it might be important,
and  he has been happy to let me buy the things I need.  Now
watch as I drop acid on this stone."
     The  stone fizzed quite dramatically for a while,  then
stopped, leaving the structure of the rock unchanged.  Wi-Su
dripped a bit more acid, but there was no more reaction.
     "It  is lime that reacts to acid like this.  This stone
must  contain  lime,  but  not very  much.   This  is  quite
different  also.   Usually  a stone  has  only  one  or  two
ingredients that I can determine.  If it reacts to acid then
almost  all  the stone disappears.  Lets have a closer  look
again."
     With  this Wi-Su put his arm around me again  but  this
time I held the lens.
     "You must move it till the image is clear," he said.
     Following his instructions I managed to obtain a  clear
view.  The rough pieces stood out a little more clearly from
the  fine matrix, but it had not been damaged much.   I  was
very aware of the weight of Wi-Su's arm on my shoulders, the
feel  of  his  body against mine, the smell of his  manhood.
Also I became aware that my dick was quite hard.  I knew  he
could  not  see, my pouch covered as it was by a long  loose
shirt,  as  I  couldn't see his.  I tried to think  of  some
excuse to brush against him to find out if he was hard also.
     "Now, lets try some alkali," releasing my shoulders  at
the  same time.  He carefully replaced the first bottle  and
took  down another.  Again he let a few drops fall, but this
time  there  was  no reaction.  "We've been working  on  the
fresh  cut surface, lets try the same thing on the weathered
surface."  Both acid and alkali had no effect this time.  He
had  turned  a bit toward me as he applied the chemicals  to
give  me  a  good view.  Seeing a chance as soon as  he  had
applied some acid I moved close to him, but leaving  my  arm
that  was near him by my side.  I bent close over the  stone
to look.
     "No,  don't do that!" he said, grabbing me and  pulling
me  away.   "Sometimes nasty fumes come off  after  applying
acid."
     I didn't care much if they did, for his act of grabbing
me had pushed my hand firmly into his groin.  He didn't seem
to  notice,  but I got a good feel of his lizlion.   It  was
quite  soft  and  had  squashed under my  hand.   "I  didn't
realise,"  I said, letting myself remain in his  grasp  with
the back of my hand pressing his groin.
     "No,  I  guess you wouldn't.  I learnt from experience.
It  doesn't happen every time."  He gave me a quick  squeeze
before  letting go of me and stepping back.  "As it  doesn't
seemed  to have happened this time.  But on one occasion  it
made  me  quite  sick.   I couldn't breath  and  there  were
whistling noises in my chest."
     I  looked  up into his concerned eyes.  The thought  of
something making Wi-Su sick distressed me.  "I am pleased to
see that you are more careful now."
     "It is why I leave the door open also, to let fresh air
in.  Though sometimes I have had to go outside to escape."
     "What  do  you  do with all this information  you  have
collected?" I asked.
     "I  was hoping you might help me with that.  I have all
these  notes,  but I have not been able to put together  any
kind  of  theory  to cover it all.  There were  some  really
interesting  structures near where the black  substance  is,
and  I  hope  to  show them to you.  It has taught  me  some
things though.  You may remember that the roof of your house
was  changed last year.  I discovered that the rock that  is
hard  but  layered, this one here, could be split into  thin
pieces, and suggested to Lord Srotyr that they would make  a
better  roof  than the wood shingles we usually  use.   They
will  not rot or let in moisture.  He allowed me to test  it
out  on this shed, and when it worked well allowed me enough
workers  to cut sufficient to roof your house.  I  think  it
has been much better, has it not?"
     "Yes,  it has.  I did not know that we had you to thank
for  that, Wi-Su.  It is one more thing or which I  have  to
thank you."
     "What else is there?"
     "Just  to  be  with  you.   To  have  you  share   your
knowledge.  Now sit down with me and go through your notes."
     "The pleasure is mine.  I enjoy your company immensely.
I  am amazed by the way you analyse things, the way you  see
things."   Wi-Su pulled up two stools and I made  sure  that
there  was plenty of body contact as we pored over the small
hand  that filled pages of his notebooks.  I became involved
in  the  notes and the tales he told of the places where  he
had collected each stone.  He had travelled widely, from the
ocean to many days ride up river, from the KingsTown to  the
edge  of  the Kingdom of Wingso.  He described each area  by
its  rock  structures and types.   By the end  my  head  was
swirling with places and ideas.
     "Wi-Su, you said that when you ground one of your rocks
the  end result was like fine dirt.  Like dry mud.  When mud
is  squashed and allowed to dry it becomes quite hard.   You
said  that in this rock there was an appearance of layer  on
layer when you looked at its surface.  Could it be that over
many years layer on layer of mud had been deposited, say  at
the  bottom  of a lake.  With the weight of all the  layers,
those at the bottom could become very hard.  It would  be  a
lot of pressure.  Do you think that is how they could form?"
     "But I have found these rocks high up on hill sides,  a
great distance from any water."
     "Yet  did  you  not  note in some of  these  rocks  the
impression of sea weed, of strange creatures that look  like
fish?   This  would suggest they did form under water.   How
they  became part of a hill I don't know, but if  we  forget
that, could they not be collected sediment?."
     Wi-Su  looked at me with bemusement lighting his  eyes.
He  shook  his head.  "Cavon, I want to kiss  you.   I  have
pored  over all this information for more years than I  care
to  say, and you look at it once and come up with an  answer
that  is so simple and obvious that it must be true.  May  I
kiss you?"
     "You  may."  I wanted to say, with great pleasure,  but
instead  just  tilted  up my head to receive  his  proffered
lips.  He kissed me lightly on the lips, and then hugged  me
too  him.   If he noticed my dick, instantly hard  from  the
moment of the kiss, he made no sign.  I could tell that  his
was still soft.
     He  stepped back and looked at me, hands resting on  my
shoulders.   "You  are  a marvel, my boy,"  he  said,  tears
glistening   his  eyes.    What  did  you  say,   `collected
sediment'?  We could call them sedimentary."
     "That  is a good name.  And depending on what  type  of
sediment collects, be it gravel or sand or mud or clay,  you
get  a different rock.  Sand might come from an ocean shore.
You  said  that the ocean is lined with sand, not  like  our
river that is mainly mud."
     "Sedimentary  rocks,"  said Wi-Su,  shaking  his  head.
"But  what about the rock we are examining.  Where would  it
come from.  It has no layers.  It is evenly mixed."
     "Wi-Su,  I suspect that the road was made by an ancient
race much greater than us.   Long ago."
     "The Book does not speak of this!"
     "No,  Wi-Su, the Book does not speak of this.  But  nor
does  it speak of rocks forming from sediment, nor how those
rocks  find themselves on the side of mountains.   The  Book
does not speak of everything, does not explain everything."
     "You  know,  Cavon, I had thought that, but  had  never
been brave enough to say so.  Hug me again, you marvel!"
     Once again I found myself in his arms, swimming in  his
wonderful scent.  I didn't care if he could feel my dick  or
not,  for  he  did  not  seem  to  have  any  awareness.   I
remembered  my conversation with Hi-Tui about blindness  and
felt disappointment, but all the same I held tight until  he
broke the grip.  "Let's go and have a drink to celebrate."
     "Lead on."
     After several rice wines we were lounging on chairs  in
front  of  the  inn that fronted on the square.   Light  was
starting to fade.  Wi-Su's pouch was again on view, but with
the  thick  new fabric nothing was on show.  We  had  talked
much about rocks, about the places he had visited, about his
life.
     "How old are you, Wi-Su?"
     "I am in truth, an old man now.  I am 21 years old next
birthday."
     "You do not look old, Wi-Su."
     "No,  maybe not.  But I am.  I married late, trying  to
earn  enough money first.  That is why my first born, Wi-Vo,
is  only a little younger than you."  He stopped, and looked
at me closely.  "Cavon, can I say something that in truth  I
shouldn't?"
     "Of  course,  you can say anything to me,"  I  replied,
curious.
     "I  shouldn't say it for it is not right  to  wish  for
what you haven't got.  And I don't want you to think that  I
don't love Wi-Vo.  He is a good, honest lad who respects his
parents and works hard, unlike many in this modern age.  But
I  wish you were my son, Cavon.  I feel love for you greater
than I feel for my own blood, and though I shouldn't this is
how  it  is.   I  marvel at your rapid mind, your  skill  on
horse,  your  warm,  caring heart.  I marvel  at  everything
about you."
     This  took me by surprise.  I almost said that  I  felt
the  same,  which  would  have been the  truth,  but  caught
myself.   "I love you too, Wi-Su.  I will not say more  than
Father,  but in some ways just as much.  Father is a  mighty
man  who  I  respect and love enormously, but if  I  had  to
choose someone else to by my father, it would be you."
     "Thankyou, Cavon.  Your warm my old heart.  Now let  me
walk  you  home  before  your Mother thinks  you  have  been
abducted."
     There  did  not  seem much more to say  at  this  time.
After chattering for an age we now walked in silence, but  a
silence  so  close  that,  even  though  we  walked  at   an
appropriate distance from each other, I felt we were walking
with  arms around each other's waists.  Wi-Su shook my  hand
then  bowed  as I entered my house.  "I will  let  you  know
FirstDay how goes the planning for our expedition."
     "Until FirstDay, then," I replied.
     I  lay  in  a hot bath and thought of many  things.   I
thought of Father, wanting him here with me, but wanting him
here also so he could say that I could go on this expedition
with  Wi-Su.  I thought of what Wi-Su had said of  love.   I
remembered  how  Hi-Tui and cautiously  criticised  the  way
Father  loved me.  Without doubt the love of Wi-Su was  more
pure,  more like a normal love between father and  son.   It
was from my side that I tainted this love, by wanting him on
a  physical level.  Had I been corrupted by Father?  Or  was
this  just my own natural inclination?  I had seen Wi-Su  on
my  first  day of manhood, and though I had spoken with  him
and  spent  time with him, I had felt none  of  what  I  was
feeling now.  He had just been someone to talk to, and  then
more  to impress Father than anything personal about  Wi-Su.
Had  I  changed?   Again  my  thoughts  led  to  a  mass  of
unanswerable questions, about which I had no one to ask.   I
was looking forward to FirstDay.