Date: Sun, 29 Apr 2007 08:38:58 +0000
From: Jack Smith <js_mas@hotmail.com>
Subject: New Beginnings 5

     WEEK FIVE


     FIRSTDAY


     I  arrived at Yue-Sin's house and was ushered in to the
weapon's  room.   Unusually, Yue-Sin was not  in  sight.   I
started my usual stretches and warming exercises, but  still
no  Yue-Sin.   He had seemed fine when he had  left  in  the
morning,  kissing me awake as was now routine.  Nothing  had
been said about anything different.  I was just about to  go
out  in  search of him when I heard the front door open  and
Yue-Sin's  voice  order,  "Wait  here."   Yue-Sin  came  in,
closing  the  door behind him.  He embraced me  and  kissed,
pushing  his  stiff dick into me just below my groin.   Even
though I was curious as to who was outside my mind was  more
taken by the thought, "Hadn't his dick used to press into my
belly when we embraced?"  I looked at him and realised  that
if  I  looked  straight  ahead I  was  now  looking  at  his
forehead, not his nose as I had been accustomed.  I  reached
down  and  gave his dick a squeeze.  "It really  never  says
die!"
     "Not  when  the topic is you, my love," he said  softly
before  breaking the embrace and stepping away.  "I  have  a
surprise for you.  I have not commented, but your skill with
sword has increased immensely.  Today I have with me one  of
the  town guards.  His name is Po-Li, and he is one  of  our
better  swordsmen outside of the nobility  and  wealthy.   I
have  brought him to spar with you, to let you use  some  of
the skills you have learnt, to feel what it is like to fight
against  a different style and rhythm than mine."    Without
waiting he opened the door and ordered, "Enter!"
     Po-Li was a tall man. He was slim and moved with grace,
like  someone dancing.  His face was lopsided  from  a  scar
that cut though his forehead and cheek. He must have been  8
or 9 years old.  He bowed on entering the room, staying down
until Yue-Sin gave him permission to rise.  "Po-Li, you  are
here  to  spar with Lord Cavon.  You will be using a  wooden
sword, like you did when you trained.  I do not want you  to
hold back in any way.  If you can land a strike, do so.  You
will  not be punished for being more skilled than the  Lord.
I only ask that if you do land a strike pull the force so as
not  to  hurt  the Lord.  I'm sure Lord Cavon  will  do  the
same."
     He  then  turned to me.  "You have warmed up  my  Lord?
Are you ready to start?"
     "I am, Yue-Sin."
     "I  have  already sparred a bit with Po-Li to warm  him
up, so each take your side.  Start!"
     Po-Li   lunged  at  me  without  warning,  getting   an
immediate tap on my upper arm.
     "Well, that has started well," I laughed.  "If we  were
in  battle Po-Li would be attacking someone else now  and  I
lying  on  the ground.  I bow to you, Po-Li.  No matter  how
many hits I do or don't achieve, you have won for in life  I
would be dead."
     Po-Li   appeared  rather  stunned.   Despite  Yue-Sin's
speech, I suspect he thought he would be punished for such a
bold  move.  Stunned and relieved, then a slow smile  lifted
his  broken lips.  "That's if you manage to touch me at all,
my Lord!" he boasted.
     "We'll  see  about  that!"  Equally without  warning  I
lunged  at him, but with a desperate move he managed to  get
his  sword in the path of mine.  Then began a fierce battle.
I  managed the next strike, but it was not until I began  to
see  his moves, how one would routinely follow another, that
I  was  able to regularly beat him off and sometimes counter
strike.  And a lot of those were evaded by the smooth  grace
of  his movements, dodging away from a promised blow leaving
it to strike air.  Eventually Yue-Sin called a halt.
     "Thankyou, Po-Li.  You have fought well.  You may go."
     "One   moment,"   I  called  before  he   could   turn.
"Thankyou, Po-Li.  I appreciate your nimbleness and skill."
     "May I speak openly, my Lord?"
     I nodded.
     "How long have you been learning the sword?"
     "This is my fifth week."
     "I  have been practising for more than 2 years.  It  is
my  love,  my passion.  It was to have more time to practice
that I applied to join the town guards.  And already you are
more than my equal.  You are formidable, my Lord."
     "Not  your equal, Po-Li.  For I am dead, and  you  have
moved on to others in this battle.  The sword does not  give
a second chance.  You read my inexperience and I died.  That
was the only truth."
     "Even  so,  my Lord, that would not happen  if  we  met
again, I am sure."
     "Maybe not.  Thankyou for your complements, Po-Li."
     He bowed low, and left the room.
     As  Yue-Sin  massaged  me he said,  "You  are  correct,
Cavon,  when you say that in real life it is the first  blow
that  counts.   That  is why I will be  introducing  you  to
different swordsmen each session; to improve your experience
of  how  other's fight.  I have a reputation, but a  lot  of
that  comes  from  my ability to read what another  will  do
before he does it.  I could see that after a short time  you
were  doing  the  same with Po-Li.  You, though,  are  quite
unpredictable.  Sometimes a down stroke follows one from the
left,  sometimes an upstroke, sometimes a  jab.   Po-Li  can
dance.  He leads his opponent on to make a rash blow, but is
not there when the blow lands and then counter attacks while
his  opponent  is off balance.  With you he could  not  pick
your  feints from your strikes, which is why you hit him  so
often."
     "I did not hit him often."
     "I  kept  count.  The score was 36 for you, 15 for  Po-
Li."
     "That many?"
     "Yes, that many."
     "But it still won't help if I'm dead after the first!"
     "That  will come with experience, and it will be  those
who  fight you who are dead after the first."  By this stage
his hands had reached their usual final massage location, my
rigid lizlion.  "Now, let's see if your sword can beat me on
the  first  strike!" he said as he mounted  me  and  started
riding.

     Cold,  slanting rain made the outside part of  the  inn
unpleasant  despite  its  awning, so  I  was  seated  inside
awaiting the arrival of Wi-Su.  The day was drawing  to  its
close,  hurried by the heaviness of the rain-bearing clouds.
I  was  sipping tea, hoping Wi-Su would not be much  longer.
The  inn  was crowded and noisy with all its usual habitants
forced inside.  It would not be easy talking with Wi-Su.  To
escape  I  entered my inner world and relived my second  day
sitting in judgement.
     Once  again  the first case had tested me, teaching  me
yet  more  about human nature.  It was a case  of  adultery,
with a man, a field worker, having been found by his wife in
the  bed  of a woman, the widow of another field worker  who
had  died  in an accident.  The wife was suing for  divorce.
The  man freely admitted his wrongdoing.  This seemed  quite
simple,  and I prescribed what I believed to be  the  normal
judgement, that the divorce be granted and that the  man  be
required  to pay for the support of his ex-wife and children
as  well as being banned from future marriage.  I was in the
midst of saying this when the wife spoke quietly to a guard,
who put up his hand in a request to interrupt.
     Nodding  to  him,  he said, "My Lord,  Yo-Liu  and  her
husband ask if they could have a private audience with you."
     "Who instituted this request?" I asked.
     Yo-Liu put up her hand.  "I did, m'Lord."
     I  had been thinking to deny the request, thinking that
the husband, Yo-Lin, was going to protesting paying support,
but I reversed this when I realised it was otherwise.
     Alone with them I requested, "Speak."
     "If  I  may,  m'Lord, I would like to request  that  my
husband not be asked to pay for my support nor receive other
punishment."
     "Why would you not want support, Yo-Liu?"
     "This   is  complicated,  my  Lord.   We  have  already
discussed this with Lord Srotyr, but did not realise that he
was going to be away when we put the plan into action."
     "Well, tell me Yo-Liu.  I am patient."
     "Yes, m'Lord.  Yo-Li and I were married by agreement of
our  parents.  They thought they were doing the right thing,
as  Yo-Lin  and I had been friends since we were knee  high.
But that is what we were, friends.  We were like brother and
sister, who shared everything except any concept of physical
love.   The thought of being made husband and wife  dismayed
us,  but  being  respectful of our parents we  did  not  say
anything.   Yo-Li  had  loved another  woman  from  when  he
entered  manhood, and I another man.  When we married  these
two people, denied the one they loved, also married.  Not to
each  other.  It so happens that the husband of  Ri-Lo,  the
woman my husband has always loved, was killed in an accident
some three seventy-days ago, and the wife of Me-Oh, the  man
I loved, died in childbirth not long after.
     "One  thing that has remained is that Yo-Li and I  have
remained  good  friends and talk about everything.   He  has
never  been  unfaithful to me or I to him.  Yo-Li  suggested
though that an opportunity had presented itself for us  each
to follow our hearts.  So we invited both Ri-Lo and Me-Oh to
dinner.   Naturally  everyone thought we  were  matchmaking.
All  think  we are the happiest of couples.  But matchmaking
was not on our minds.  What we put to Ri-Lo and Me-Oh was to
ask if they still loved us, and if so would they marry us if
we were divorced.  When the answer was positive we looked at
how  we  could  do this.  We knew we could  not  be  granted
divorce without the minimum of a conviction of adultery.   I
needn't  tell  you that the punishment for  adultery  for  a
woman  is death by drowning, so obviously I could not commit
the crime.  But we are both people who love the One with all
our  hearts, and neither of us wanted to break his laws  and
commit  adultery  anyway.  So the option for  Yo-Li  to  sin
instead of I was not much better.
     "We felt trapped.  Until one day Me-Oh had a chance  to
talk  to  Lord  Srotyr.  He asked the Lord if  he  would  be
willing to meet with the four of us and see if he could help
us.   Which he did.  And what he suggested was that I  would
make  a charge against Yo-Li, saying I had found him in  bed
with Ri-Lo, but that when he had heard our case in court  he
would  grant divorce without punishment.  We would  then  be
free to marry our beloveds after another three seventy-days.
I  don't  mean any disrespect, m'Lord, but our  hearts  fell
when we saw you at the bench."
     "No  offence taken, Yo-Liu.  I can understand  how  you
must have felt.  This is all true, Yo-Li?"
     "Yes, m'Lord," he said, speaking for the first time.
     "Then  I  will  consider what you have  said.   Po-Wei,
please call in the guard and join me in the Lord's Room."  I
then retired.  When Po-Wei had joined me I said, "That was a
very  complicated story.  It had the ring of  truth,  but  a
charge  of  adultery is a very serious charge.   Did  Father
mention anything to you of this?"
     "No my Lord."
     "In your experience with Father, is it something he  is
likely to do?"
     "Yes,  my Lord.  It is very much like Lord Srotyr.   He
often  bends the laws to achieve a greater good.   The  laws
are  not binding on those who administer them, as you  would
know.   This can be a very good thing in the hands  of  good
men  like  Lord Srotyr and yourself.  As you can imagine  it
can  also  be a very bad thing, as I experienced first  hand
with Me-Wei, who governed here before Lord Srotyr."
     "Thankyou, Po-Wei.  Let us rejoin the court."
     Knowing  that what my heart said was the just thing  to
do  I granted the request of Yo-Liu.  The smiles and bows  I
received were very rewarding.  Smiles of good people  trying
to  achieve  good for all.  I did, however, apply  a  ruling
that  Yo-Li was to provide support for his wife and children
until  the time, if any, that Yo-Liu, remarried.   This  was
happily  accepted and was what I suspect would have happened
any  way.  As to who was to have who's children in  case  of
remarriage I made no attempt to resolve.  I'm sure that they
would  already have that well in hand and would do what  was
best for the children.  It surprised me to see Yo-Li and Yo-
Liu  embrace and kiss after the judgement, but when I re-ran
that scene now I could see it was the embrace of brother and
sister, not of husband and wife.
     Between cases I asked Po-Wei what he thought.   He  had
agreed   with  my  judgement,  and  had  thought  that   the
implementation  of temporary support had been  an  excellent
touch.   It  would not be the first time that the  agreement
between  best  friends had fallen apart to the suffering  of
one or other.
     I  was  on my second cup of tea when Wi-Su entered  and
all  thoughts of the afternoon left my head.  He  shook  his
wet  coat then peered around the dim room.  Not finding what
he  was  after a worried look crossed his face, then settled
into a smile when I stood and waved.
     "I am late, my Lord.  My apologies.  I had to inspect a
house  of  a  field  worker that was leaking.   It  was  the
slanted rain and timber that had rotted with age that caused
the problem, so I moved the family to an empty house for the
night  and  assigned workers to replace  the  rotten  timber
tomorrow.  I was worried you would not wait."
     "Of  course I would wait.  I know you would not forget,
and any reason for delay would be just.  But do you think we
can go somewhere else, somewhere quieter?"
     "Certainly, my Lord.  Where would you like to go?"
     "Where   ever   we   can   talk   peacefully,   without
interruption."
     "Would you care to visit my house, my Lord?  It is  not
luxurious like yours, but you would be welcome."
     It suddenly occurred to me that Wi-Su was not a wealthy
man.  I felt mean to be taking advantage of his hospitality,
when  he  could  partake of mine.  I had not  offered  as  I
thought  Mother would join us, and I wanted Wi-Su to myself,
but this selfishness did not justify the rudeness I had been
contemplating.
     "And I thank you for your offer.  I would love to visit
you in your house.  It would not concern me if you lived  in
the  dwelling  of  a  field worker,  it  would  still  be  a
privilege to partake of your hospitality.  But today I would
like to return the favours you have been showing me of late.
You  have not let me buy a single drink!  So today, on  this
occasion, I would like you to visit my house, and share  the
evening meal.  Your wife, of course, is also welcome."
     "My   Lord.   You  are  too  generous!   I  have  never
entertained the idea of dining at the Lord's house.  You  do
me  too great an honour.  I humbly feel I cannot accept.  My
lowly  manners will embarrass me, I'm sure.  And I am  dirty
and  smelly after a days work.  I am in no condition to  sit
at table with the Lady."
     "Wi-Su,  come  with me."  I put on my coat  and  walked
precipitously  out the door, leaving him to hustle  his  way
behind.  I led him to the empty market place, the awnings of
which, on one side, provided protection from the rain.  When
he had caught up I continued.
     "Wi-Su, do not deny me the pleasure of your company.  I
did  not  lightly say that I loved you, and I do not believe
that  your statement was without sincerity either.  Join  me
and my Mother for dinner, please."
     "My Lord."
     "Cavon," I reminded him.
     "Sorry.   Cavon,  it would hurt me to deny  myself  the
pleasure  of  your company.  If you can tolerate  my  humble
manners I would love to dine with you.  But please excuse my
wife.   She is a simple woman and she would die of shame  at
her  inadequacy if she were to sit at your  table.   I  will
tell  her  I gave the excuse that she had to look after  the
children so that she will not think that she has lost  face.
I  would have said the same thing to you, for it is truth as
we  do not have a servant, but I know you would have one  of
your  servants come and take care of them.  So please excuse
her."
     "I  accept your apologies for your wife.  I do not wish
to cause her any embarrassment."
     "There  still  remains the problem  of  my  dishevelled
state."
     "That, Wi-Su, is not a problem.  Bathe before you come.
We will wait on you."
     "We  do  not have a bath in the house, Cavon,  and  the
public baths are guarded after dark."  Wi-Su was looking  at
his feet in embarrassment.
     "Ah,  I  apologise for my arrogance.  Wi-Su, please  do
not  think I was meaning to insult you.  I did not know that
you  had  not  been provided with a bath.   I  assumed  that
because Yue-Sin had a bath that you would have one also.  My
thinking, which you praise excessively, was very cloudy.  He
has  a bath for the convenience of those he teaches, not for
himself.  But there is a solution. Bring some fresh  clothes
and you can bathe at my home."
     "How can I impose so much?"
     "No  imposition, it is with pleasure that I will  share
my house."
     "I  humbly accept your offer.  I will hurry and  be  at
your house as soon as possible."
     "There  is  no need to hurry, Wi-Su.  I will walk  with
you  and  you  can take your time."  Images of watching  him
undress to bathe were filling my mind to overflowing.   This
could not have come together better if I had planned it.
     We  walked  together  in uncharacteristic  silence.   I
believe that Wi-Su was very nervous about the invitation, an
anxiety  that would not be calmed by anything I could  think
to say.  It stilled his normally active mind and tongue.   I
enjoyed the images I was creating of him bathing so did  not
mind  freedom the silence gave me to contemplate  them.   On
arriving  at  his  house  he  invited  me  in.   He  rapidly
introduced  me to his wife who he called from  the  kitchen,
explained to her what was happening, and sent her in  search
of  clean clothes.  Once supplied I wished her farewell  and
she  bowed  blushingly in return.  His clothes tucked  under
his coat to keep dry we tilted ourselves into the rain.
     "Why do you think this rain slants so, Wi-Su.  There is
no wind to push it."
     "In  truth I don't know, Cavon, but I have noticed that
it commonly happens at this time of year."
     "That   fact   I   am  too  young  to   have   noticed.
Interesting."
     We  arrived  home and I sent a message to  the  kitchen
that  there would be one more to dine, and another to Mother
to  let  her  know also.  I then began to lead Wi-Su  to  my
bedroom,  but  before having committed myself realised  that
this  would reveal something about Father and I that  should
not  be revealed.  So instead I diverted, taking him to  the
outside bathhouse that was in the courtyard in the middle of
the  house.  I instructed him to leave his coat on for  even
though a covered walkway took one from door to door as  with
this slanting rain it would be of little benefit.  Inside  I
lit  a  lamp, arranged the bath to fill, indicated soap  and
towels,   then  sat  and  watched.   Wi-Su  looked   around,
obviously  impressed  by  the polished  wooden  benches  and
scented soaps, but made no move to undress.  I indicated the
hook where he could hang his coat, which he did, then he sat
beside  me  and  did nothing more.  After a bit  I  suddenly
realised he was waiting for me to leave so he could  undress
in privacy.  I had become so accustomed to watch men undress
in  front  of  me  in the short time since  I  had  achieved
manhood  that  I  had forgotten that this  wasn't  a  normal
custom.  Immensely disappointed I stood and bade him a  good
bath.
     "We'll  be waiting for you in the sitting room.   Enter
the  house  (give  your coat to a servant) turn  right  then
right  then left."  Once outside I put my eye to  my  secret
hole.  He had immediately begun to undress.  I saw his naked
back,  smooth  and pale, but then decided that  what  I  was
doing  was improper.  If he did not wish for me to  see  him
undressed,  then it was in bad taste for me to spy.   I  met
with  mother  in the sitting room and talked  about  my  day
until Wi-Su was ushered in, looking fresh and handsome.
     I  offered  him rice wine and we toasted  our  upcoming
expedition.  I asked how the organisation was going, but was
interrupted  by  Mother wishing to know the motive  for  the
trip.  This was explained, and she nodded.
     Wi-Su  then  said.   "Everything goes  smoothly.   Four
carts  will be available and Hu-Wi informs me he has  horses
sufficient to pull them.  With 10 field workers in each cart
this  will leave two for supplies and tents.  On the  return
trip  the field workers can walk and the carts will be  used
to carry the black substance.  I believe that Lord Srotyr is
due  to  return ForDay or FifDay.  If he agrees the bulk  of
the  expedition can leave the next day.  We will  follow  on
horseback on the fifth day after.  It takes about  two  days
without carts.  We will arrive to an establish camp  and  we
will  be able to immediately commence the collection of  the
black substance and explore the local area."
     "So we may leave as early as SeconDay, next week?"
     "Yes, my Lord."
     "Good.  I look forward to it.  My first expedition."
     Mother smile at my enthusiasm, hand politely hiding her
mouth.  "Don't forget, Cavon, that Lord Srotyr my have other
plans for you when he gets back."
     "Yes,  we have discussed this," I said.  "If he does  I
will not go.  But I'll do my best to talk him around!"
     Nothing was said for a while, and Wi-Su started to look
restless, as if he might leave.  "Mother, would you sing for
us?" I asked to remedy the possibility.
     "Certainly",  she replied.  "If you'll join  me.   Your
adult voice is quite rich."
     "If  you  wish," I replied, secretly delighted to  sing
for Wi-Su.  "Wi-Su, do you have any requests?"
     "Hm,  I'm  not a great one for the names of  songs.   I
really  can't say, but I'm sure anything you sing  would  be
delightful."  This was said looking at Mother, with  a  glow
in his eyes that I had not seen before.
     "Mother,  how about that song you wrote about  a  young
couple in love, the duet that you sung maybe two seventydays
ago?"
     "Yes, that was nice.  But I haven't played it since.  I
wrote if for a wedding.  Let me get my music."
     Something that mother had pioneered was a way to  write
music  on  paper.   This allowed her to have  a  very  large
repertoire  of  music as she did not have to remember  every
one.   She was gone a while, and during this time I directed
a  servant  to  pour  more  rice wine  for  Wi-Su.   He  was
stretching  out  as  he  normally  did  after  a  few  cups,
revealing  his  pouch.   His clothes  though  were  new  and
nothing  was revealed through their thick material.  Finally
Mother came back, shaking the paper in front of her.
     "I  couldn't find it.  Yu-To tidied my study  and  this
had  been  buried  at  the bottom of a  pile  or  music  and
paintings.   Sorry to have taken so long.  Now,  Cavon,  sit
beside  me and study the words.  Your tune goes like  this,"
and  she  played  an  impassioned melody  on  her  harp.   I
tentatively put the words to it as she repeated the  melody,
then,  on the next attempt, managed it with more confidence.
Mother  then had a quick practise of her part, then a  quick
practise  of  the background harp accompaniment,  before  we
finally launched into a rendition of the song.  It was  long
and  complex, telling the story of a couple that  wished  to
marry but whose parents had other ideas.  It was a sad story
as  they  eventually married to their parents'  wishes,  but
also  happy as, once married, they discovered the wisdom  of
their  parents'  choices and they both lived very  contended
lives,  separately.  I was reminded of the case I  heard  in
court today and wondered if Father had talked about it  with
Mother.
     Wi-Su applauded enthusiastically as we finished, and we
both bowed in acknowledgement.
     "Now it is your turn, Wi-Su," I said desperately as  he
again started making moves to leave.  "What will you sing in
return?"
     "I  don't sing very often, my Lord.  I am much  out  of
practise."
     "I  won't accept that.  He has a rich, deep voice  does
he not Mother?  His singing must be fit for the King."
     "He  does have a resonant voice, but if he doesn't want
to sing we cannot impose on a guest, Cavon."
     "It  is not imposition.  He is being modest.  You  will
sing, won't you, Wi-Su?  You ask him, Mother"
     "Wi-Su, will you sing for us?  I would enjoy it if  you
did," Mother asked.
     "For  you,  my Lady, I would do anything."   Wi-Su  had
blushed  deeply in response to Mother's question.   I  think
Mother did also, but she had her face down so it was hard to
see.   "Can you play this, my Lady," and he launched into  a
few bars of a popular song of some years ago.
     "Yes, I know it well."
     Mother  played  the introduction, then  Wi-Su  launched
into  the first verse.  As he started I remembered it, about
a  boy  who was washed away by a flood, thought dead by  his
parents,  and their joy at finding him alive after searching
for  days.   After the first, I joined him in the  choruses,
and after a couple more Mother joined in as well.  I had not
seen  Mother so alive and smiling for a long time.  It  came
to me that this was how a real family felt, with the parents
shining  in each other's eyes, but then felt guilty  at  the
disloyalty to Father.
     Mother and I applauded when the song had finished, then
Mother  surprised me by saying, "Can I entice  another  from
you, Wi-Su?  Your voice is very beautiful."
     "If you will sing with me, my Lady," replied Wi-Su.
     We  sang many songs and it was late when Wi-Su was seen
to  the door.  As he turned to bow farewell Mother surprised
me again.  "Wi-Su, maybe you and your wife will dine with us
again  tomorrow night.  It is very quiet for  us  with  Lord
Srotyr away, and I enjoyed our singing."
     Wi-Su hesitated, then blurted out, "I would love to, my
Lady.   But could you excuse my wife.  I think she would  be
very uncomfortable.  She has no experience with nobility."
     "I  don't think it would be proper if you came alone  a
second time," Mother replied, seemingly reluctantly.
     "I  will accept for both of us then," Wi-Su said  after
another pause.  "Could you send a servant to instruct her?"
     "With pleasure Wi-Su."
     "Until  tomorrow  night," Wi-Su said as  the  door  was
closed.
     Mother had surprised me.  I had watched her closely  as
the  night progressed, as I watched Wi-Su.  They both seemed
to  be  glowing.  I wondered if Mother could feel for  Wi-Su
what  I  felt for him, even though she was married.   I  had
assumed  that  Mother observed men from  a  neutral  aspect,
being a dutiful wife, but her comments about Hi-Tui and  now
her  reaction to Wi-Su made me question this.   Initially  I
felt  that  she was being disloyal to Father.  She  was  his
wife, and owed loyalty.  I wondered if I should tell Father.
Then I remembered my outburst against Father, engendered  by
my failure to see things from the eyes of another person.  I
first looked at myself.  I also felt that I was betrothed to
Father,  but  it did not stop me from having relations  with
all who presented themselves or from falling in love with Wi-
Su.   And  I had the advantage of Father's physical presence
in  my bed.  What did Mother have?  She sleeps alone.   From
the  knowledge  I gained from Hi-Tui I now knew  that  women
also had sexual desires, but Mother had had no one since she
had  discovered  she was pregnant.  More than  6  years!   I
tried  to  imagine my life without sex, now I had discovered
it.   Mother was living this life.  Not that I could imagine
Mother in any other way.
     I  made  my  way  slowly to bed,  joining  the  soundly
sleeping  form of Yue-Sin.  His present was comforting,  but
emphasised  my  own  double standard.  I could  not  condemn
Mother.   Maybe it was that I was a little jealous  of  her.
Wi-Su didn't glow when he was with me as he did with Mother.
His  eyes had never left hers as they sang together.  I then
looked at the stocky form of Yue-Sin in my bed.  No,  I  had
no  right  to  be jealous.  I had someone in my bed,  Mother
slept  alone and no matter what her feelings for Wi-Su,  and
his  for  her, the end result would be the same as  for  me.
Nothing.   But I was able to share my nothing.  Yue-Sin  did
not  stir  as I cuddled up to him, feeling his skin  against
mine.

     SECONDAY


     Riding  home from a morning of exercises with  Hu-Wi  I
called  in at Ba-Nol's workshop.  He had been secretive  the
last  few times I had seen him. He seemed to have mounted  a
guard  for  my arrival for one of his workmen always  called
out  a greeting as arrived, and when I came in he was always
scurrying  something  out of sight.   Today  though  he  was
waiting for me, standing proud.  In front of him was a sword
blade,  gleaming on a bed of smooth filsal.  He glowed  with
his  desire to show it to me.  "It only needs a handle  now.
Maybe  we  should wait a bit.  You are really  growing  very
fast."
     "I  may  be  going on an expedition next week,  Ba-Nol.
Could the handle be ready then?"
     "Yes, of course.  When you grow more we can remove this
handle  and make another.  Let me measure your hand,  and  I
can have the sword ready for tomorrow."
     "That  would  be  marvellous.  I could practice  a  bit
before going away."
     Ba-Nol  brought out a box containing a number of wooden
handgrips.   "Try  these to see which  feels  best  in  your
hand."
     After  trying a number I found one that suited.   "This
one, Ba-Nol.  It seems the most comfortable."
     He  examined my hand on the grip and said, "It is close
to  being a bit small."  Fishing through the box he came  up
with another.  "Try this.  It will give some growing room."
     "Its  OK.  It is not quite as comfortable - I  feel  my
hand is a bit stretched, but I agree, it will give a bit  of
room for growth."

     FORDAY


     He  was huge.  He stood I front of me with a confidence
so  great that he appear invincible.  He was tall and he was
muscular.   The sword looked like a toy in his  hands.  When
Yue-Sin  said  "Go" he lifted his sword with  a  speed  that
surprised,  then  started an angulated downward  swing  that
would  split  me from right shoulder to left waist.   But  I
remembered  in time what Yue-Sin had taught.   I  lifted  my
sword  above  my head.  With the force behind this  downward
blow there was no way I had the strength to repel it, but  I
was  able  to get my sword under it and direct it  a  little
further  to  the  right.   Then when  I  felt  that  he  was
committed to the downward movement I stepped left and pulled
my sword away.  As I hoped he was unable to suspend the blow
and  I  was able to launch a horizontal left to right  swing
that grazed his belly and caught him firmly on the arm.
     Yue-Sin applauded.  "That's the way!" he called out.
     Nu-Ty,  the name of the magnificent specimen of manhood
who  I  had just beaten, bowed his complements.  "Well done,
m'Lord..   Yue-Sin  told  me to  strike  without  pause.   I
thought you would have no chance.  Maybe the wood slowed  me
a bit, but in truth you reacted like a lizlion striking."
     "That sword appears to be a bit small for you, Nu-Ty."
     "It is, m'Lord.  My normal sword is quite a bit longer.
It gives me quite an advantage."
     "I could imagine.  Shall we continue?"
     "As you wish."
     I was wet with sweat by the time Yue-Sin called a halt.
I  had worked much harder than I had with Po-Li.   Nu-Ty did
not  dance.   He  stood  his ground and  used  strength  and
dexterity.  Every touch followed an exhausting rally.  There
had  not  been that many after my first.  Eventually  though
they became more frequent as I fatigued and became unable to
withstand  the strength of Nu-Ty.  I bowed to  Nu-Ty.   "You
are too good.  I cannot match you."
     Yue-Sin answered.  "I would like to remind you of  what
you  said  on  Firstday.  That what counted  was  the  first
strike.  All else was unimportant.  Now you gained the first
strike  and took off Nu-Ty's sword arm.  He would have  been
yours  on  the next stroke.  How many times he hit you  when
you  were  fatigued does not count for much if he  is  dead.
What do you say, Nu-Ty?"
     "I  agree sir.  He struck a clever blow.  Though to say
for  myself, I would not have attempted that blow in battle.
It  is  obvious from the way he stands and holds  his  sword
that he is a master swordsman.  The blow from the sky, as  I
like to call that big hit from above, only is useful against
ignorant foot soldiers."
     "I  accept  that Nu-Ty," replied Yue-Sin.  Unlike  many
you  have actually seen battle and would be able to use your
head.   But most lose their concentration in the heat  of  a
melee and resort to the simplest manoeuvres.  And when  they
see someone small and seemingly slight the first reaction is
to try to cut them in half."
     "I have seen that sir.  You are correct.  It was seeing
my  captain, who was a small man, easily despatch a  man  my
size or bigger that made me wary."
     "Good.   Stay that way and you will live a  long  time.
Not that we see many battles now days.  Dismissed!"
     The  strong fingers of Yue-Sin felt marvellous  digging
into  the seemingly sodden muscles of my shoulders.  My arms
hung like pieces of curing pork.  "I was rather lucky, was I
not?"
     Yue-Sin  paused  in  his massage.  "No,  you  were  not
lucky.   You reacted with instinct and thought at  the  same
time.  I  have never seen the like.  I have taught you  that
move,  but with me being short I have never given  you  good
practice  in it.  Yet you executed it smoothly.  Your  sword
came  up  instinctively to defend yourself, but I could  see
you  calculating the exact moment that he was  committed  to
the blow, the moment to pull out and counter-attack.  It was
brilliant."
     "Thankyou Yue-Sin.  Now, if you could start using  your
hands again.  They feel rather brilliant at this moment."



                     BOOK 2 - CONTINUED

     CHAPTER 2

     The flier chimed.  Bleary eyed, Cavon looked up from
the page in front of him and slowly surfaced from the world
of his childhood, exchanging unending overcast for unending
sunlight.  It sharpened even more the already very sharp
contrasts between his two lives, this planet of never-ending
light.  "What is it," he asked irritably.
     "You are ten minutes from arrival at island 4389.  You
asked me to tell you," the flier chided.
     "Yes.  Thankyou."
     "Thanks are not necessary."
     "Mmm."  Cavon stood and stretched his aching limbs.  It
surprised him how clear where his memories of his other
life, how much he could immerse himself in them.  The
brilliant light hurt his eyes seemingly reaccustomed to the
gloom of NuChin.   "When did I last eat?"
     "Six hours ago.  But don't eat now as the growers on
the island have invited you for a meal."
     "That's unusual.  What are they trying to hide?"
     "I couldn't detect any of the common programs to hide
data on their computer.  It seemed a very nice computer,
polite.  It told me how lovely it was to speak to me."
     "Maybe it hadn't spoken with anyone other than slug
brained humans for years."
     "Likely.  But it spoke sincerely.  We had quite a long
conversation.  63 milliseconds."
     "It must have told you its life history!  When did I
last sleep?"
     "20 hours ago."
     "I guess that's what I'm feeling.  I better have a
stim.  Next time remind me remind me to eat and sleep."
Even after 10 years he had not adjusted to never having
night.  And it was made worse by always moving around the
planet, so he never was in the same sun phase.   Farmers
told him that they accustomed to the changing colours of the
light to remind them to do things.  That all parts of the
planet had the same time zone made no difference if you
stayed in the same place.  You just accustomed yourself to
what was local.  He never had a local.  He didn't have a
home.  Remembering his childhood home made this grief more
complete, made him feel more alone.
     "You are having too many stims, Cavon."
     "Am I?  Who says?" he challenged.
     "You.  You asked me to remind you if you have had more
than 3 in 48 hours."
     "Oh.  Ok.  Look, can you delay this meal 1 hour, and
put me out for a 30 minutes stage 4 sleep?"
     "They are relieved as they were running late in their
preparation," the computer said immediately.
     He never accustomed to the instantaneous nature of
computers.  Other people communicated with their computers
directly using their brain implant, he was stuck with words.
"They are cooking?"
     "Yes."
     "Maybe you are right.  They must be nice people.
Unfold the bed."
     "Goodnight."
     Cavon awoke.  He liked this time coming out of deep
sleep.  He felt like he was floating, images of his dreams
remained solid, but he could talk to them with his conscious
mind.  Now he was welcoming his father home.
                     BOOK 1 - CONTINUED

     WEEK FIVE - CONTINUED

     SIXTHDAY

     Something dragged me out of my siesta.  A noise?
Because of this my eyes were open when Father, wet, dirty
and bedraggled, came into the bedroom.  I then thought I was
dreaming, but the warmth of his breath near my lips changed
my mind.  "Father!" I cried out.
     "Not so loud.  It's good to see you!"
     "And you," I replied, sitting up so as to embrace him.
     "No.  No.  I am too dirty.  I have a bath running.
Come and help me."
     I followed him into the bathroom, with pleasure watched
him undress.  I had forgotten how beautiful he was, how
powerful was his hairy chest, how heavy his dick and balls.
He looked tired though, limbs dragging, pouches under his
eyes.  "You have arrived home later than you said."
     "Yes, I know.  I felt like I was walking through honey
these last days.  Much has happened Cavon.  There is much to
say."  He slipped into the steaming water.  "Ahhh.  Good."
     I rubbed my hand over his furry chest, pleasuring in
the sensation, one I had not felt since he left.  "I missed
you very much, Father."
     "And I you.  I will explain before your curiosity kills
you."
     "I can be patient."
     "I know you can, my love.  Now.  I went to help Ti-
Lung, as you know.  When I arrived I was immediately
involved in the social scene of a big town, one near the
KingsTown.  A feast was held in my honour.  There was music
and dancing.  Next day I was taken to hunt wild pig with a
feast to eat the catch at night.  It was not until the day
after that I had a chance to be alone with Ti-Lung.  It was
then that he told me the real reason for his inviting me.
It was at the bequest of Father, and now that I was here he
had to organise for me to meet Father.  Ti-Lung is the only
person who knows of my true birthright, and Father has often
taken advantage of this to get messages through to me.  But
the Prince is very watchful, and it took all the time I was
away for me to manage to meet Father.  That is why I was
later than I thought I would be, waiting for an opportunity.
While I was there I did help Ti-Lung reorganise his field
workers, and yes, before you have to ask, we did find some
time to remember old days.  But the day after I met Father I
was on my way home.  I rode the first two legs in one day,
leaving Trugo to be brought along behind, then rose early
this morning and rode hard on yet another horse to be here
by this time."
     What did the King want to speak with you about?"
     "I was shocked to see how Father had aged since I last
saw him.  He is fragile and weak.  And he is clutching at
straws.  He fears the Prince.  Fears that he might organise
his death now he has no strength to defend himself.  He
suspects his ill health might by due to poison, but has been
unable to find the source.  He requested that I mount an
expedition to the place where he found his magic weapon, to
see if I could find another, so he could defend himself.
But he did not want for anyone in the KingsTown to know of
the expedition.  I told him of a tunnel that exists far
upstream in our valley, which has never been explored.  I
suspect that it leads to the other side of the mountains, to
the Forbidden Lands, near to where the hut I spoke to you
about before is located.  If we use it we will be able to
avoid going near the KingsTown."
     "But won't that be dangerous?" I asked.
     "Yes.  I don't know what nature of beast could be in
the tunnel.  I have assumed that it was built by the same
race that built our permanent roads, but it could be the
hole of some giant animal as well.  It has been scouted as
far as the entrance, and the permanent road goes directly
in, so I feel confident that if we find any beasts there
they have only taken advantage of what was already there."
     "How far away is it?"
     "Over a week on horseback."
     "That is a long way!"
     "Yes, it will be a true adventure."
     "Father, I told Wi-Su that I would ask for permission
for him to mount an expedition to where the black substance
used to surface the Square is found."
     "Why does he wish to go there?"
     I explained about the damage to the surface caused by
the cleaning, about my idea to mix broken stone with the
black substance to make a stronger compound, and the need to
collect more black substance to test this theory.  "I had
thought to go with him, but with this new expedition I guess
that won't be possible."
     "If Wi-Su wishes to mount an expedition I'm sure he
already has it planned, so it will not take long to get it
underway.  I will have many things to do here before I can
think to leave in search of a magic weapon, and the location
of the black substance is on the way to the tunnel.  I can
see not reason why you cannot go, and I would meet you on
the commencement of the Search so you could join me.  I will
miss you though."
     Now I felt torn.  The desire to remain with Father was
enormous.  I had forgotten the force of the feeling he drew
from me.  But the desire to be with Wi-Su was large as well.
"I won't go then," I found myself saying in reply.
     "No, that would not be fair.  Wi-Su is a good man and I
know he has a lot of respect for you.  A few days difference
to being with you is not much, and while we are travelling
we will be together all day every day.  No, go with him.
I'll be busy here catching up anyway, and organising, so I
won't have much time."
     "Thankyou Father.  You are clean now, and you look like
you should sleep.  Would you like me to do anything?"
     "No, I think all is underway.  Hi-Tui was at the Gate
and I have requested him to notify everyone who needs to
know I am here.  Which includes Yue-Sin, so you needn't
worry that he will arrive and find me here."
     I just nodded, amazed at how transparent my thoughts
were.
     "Unless you would prefer Yue-Sin in your bed rather
than me."
     The tone in his voice frightened me.  I shook my head
vigorously, then seeing the edge of a smile said, "Father,
you are cruel!"
     "Just teasing. Now help me up and towel me dry, so I
can get that cuddle you offered."  When I was in his arms he
said, "My you have grown in the short time I was away.  Step
back and let me look at you.  And look at the size of your
lizlion!  It must be double what it was when I left.  I
think it is as big as your uncle's already.  Let me give it
a quick kiss to settle it down before I collapse.  Tonight,
after I am rested, we can do things better."


                     BOOK 2 - CONTINUED

     CHAPTER 2 - CONTINUED

     The flier had settled on the island's landing pad.  A
servitor animal met him.  He did not recognise the type as
most islands did not use bonded animals and he had not taken
much time to learn all the animals of the 1500 human worlds
of the galaxy.  It had two arms and two legs, and walked in
a slouching, slumped fashion.  It indicated with one arm for
him to follow.  He followed a sandy track through XTC
bushes.  Like most islands all possible land was cultivated
to produce the fruit.  Hot sand burned his feet making him
realise he had forgotten to put on shoes, but there was no
way he could communicate with the servitor animal that he
needed to return, only the computer or those in direct
contact with the computer could do that, so he picked up his
pace between the low leafy bushes pushing the animal faster.
     His feet felt on fire by the time the sand gave way to
a grassed area, patterned with vegetable gardens and fruit
trees.  This was unusual.  No other island he had been to
grew food, relying instead on their synthesiser for all
food.  No other island was willing to risk their XTC
production quota in such a way.  In the centre of the grass
was a small knob of a structure with a single door.   This
opened as the servitor animal approached, and it gestured
him in.  The interior cool was refreshing, especially on his
feet which were screaming with pain.  The door shut and then
opened, seemingly without transition, but he was now looking
into a sparsely furnished room where a couple awaited him.
The walls were flowing scenes of mountains and gorges.
     "Welcome," they chimed in unison.  Their galactic was
accented in a way he hadn't heard before.  They looked
almost like twins, with blond hair and blue eyes contrasting
with glowing brown skin.   They were both stereotypically
handsome, in a standard biomod fashion.
     "Thankyou," said Cavon, limping in.
     "Our computer says that you can only communicate with
speech.  Please be patient as we are out of practice with
speech," the man said.
     Cavon nodded.
     "My name is Sjorb," he then continued, "and this is my
wife Svena"
     Svena did a little curtsy-like move then said, "What is
wrong with your feet?"
     "I forgot to put on shoes.  The sand burnt me."  He
lifted one foot to reveal blisters forming on pressure
areas.
     "Oh.  Quick, come with me.  That is terrible."  Svena
directed Cavon to a door that flicked out of existence as
they approached revealing a utilitarian bathroom.  Wash/
grooming stall and toilet on one wall, healing chamber on
another.  Svena directed him into the healing chamber.  A
minute later the pain had left his feet and an adherent
dressing coated the bottom of his feet.  The computer said,
"That will protect your feet for your return as well."
     "We have had our feet modified so we don't have to
worry about the sand.  It is always hot enough to burn,"
said Sjorb when Cavon returned.  "Now, have a seat and I
will get you a drink.  What would you like?"
     A chair materialised behind him.  He thought for a
moment while he sat.  Rich memories of his early life were
in the forefront, and he realised he had not had rice wine
since his escape from Nu-Chin.  "Do you have rice wine?"
     "Rice wine?" Sjorb repeated.  His eyes glazed
momentarily.  "We have a formula for saki, which is a
ancient Japanese drink made from rice.  Would you like to
try that?"
     "Japan?  Which planet is that?" Cavon asked.
     Again Sjorb glazed for an instant.  "It is not a
planet.  It is a country of ancient Earth that was a
neighbour of your country of origin, China."
     "Oh.  OK.  Yes please."  A servitor animal entered the
room carrying a glass.  "What type of animal is that?"
     "It is based on a chimpanzee, an animal from Earth.  I
believe it has been modified a lot.  It can stand straighter
and is more intelligent than the original.  Everyone uses
mechanoids nowadays, but we like to have living things
around, as you may have realised by our garden up top.  We
treat them well, and they have lots of free time for their
own enjoyment and families unlike the servitors of old.  We
have mechanoids do the more menial tasks."
     Svena and Sjorb had also made themselves comfortable
and drinks had been brought for them.  Svena began.  "Our
computer says you come from a primeval planet called Nu-
Chin.  Tell us about it.  It must be very different for you
here."
     Cavon looked at them both.  No one before had shown
interest in his past.  Farmers traditionally looked on the
Company as the enemy and looked on him as the Company and
were typically politely distant.  This warmth and curiosity
was new.  Like at many other times he felt his lack of
capability to communicate directly with computers.   Were
they hiding something?  People of his planet were simple and
honest, and if not it was easy to tell.  He still hadn't
adapted to the degree of sophistication of the people of the
rest of the universe, still couldn't read what they were
thinking, planning.  There was no hurry though.  The islands
he was to visit were always well forewarned of his
inspection, so if they had anything they wanted to hide they
had plenty of time to do so before his arrival.  His past
was always strongly with him since, though even more so now
he had started to write about it.