Date: Tue, 25 Oct 2005 20:14:11 -0500
From: Jashua Glynn <joshuaglynn@hotmail.com>
Subject: Night Eternal Chapter 1

You know all the usual stuff, don't read if it's illegal or you don't like
sex or sex between two males offends you. All characters are purely
fictional, and any likeness is coincidence. Joshua Glynn reserves all
rights bla bla bla!

This is a story of two friends who after being apart from each other,
discover a love between them they never knew could exist.

Night Eternal:

Chapter 1: Coby's Story

        I remember that night very clearly. The city air was cold and
clammy.
A little fog had rolled in from the bay that night. The Club we went to
was a bit rundown but at least it was clean. That was more than I could
say about most of the clubs we went to. Steve and Scott had convinced us
to come. It was drag night and it was supposed to a really funny show.

	It was the first time I had been to a gay club. It wasn't much
different from most clubs we been to. Except for the fact that there were
very few women there, and most of them were men! The music was different
too, more peppy and disco. We were having a good time, the show was
hilarious, and we got a chance to meet Scott and Steve's other friends. It
was a real fun night, until after the show. Then, my world was changed
forever.

	Shortly after the show, most of us broke up and mingled. Most of the
guys in the club were amused at the straight people coming to see the drag
show, but that didn't stop us from getting hit on. A lot of the guys were
taken with Ryan. I have to admit even I think he looks good. But to most
of these guys he was like a god to be worshiped.

	I had gone to the bar for another drink, when a guy walked up and sat
in the stool next to me. He ordered a glass of red wine.

	"Not your usual bar is it?" he said laughing.

	"Not really." I said with a slight giggle.

	"Let me guess, your gay friends invited you to come see the drag show
right?"

	"Correct sir!"

	"And you're a collage student from downtown?"

	"You're three for three." I was amused by his little game. I started
wondering if this was some kind of pickup. What he said next, however,
floored me.

	"Secretly you're in love with your best friend, the hot one over
there!" he pointed to Ryan, who was dancing with Dan, one of Scott's
friends we had met.

        His statement hit me in the gut. It was like he was stating the
obvious. And deep down inside, I knew he was right. However, that inner
demon that kept me from ever telling Ryan, or myself that, was one who
spoke. "No! No! Ryan is my best friend. We're not...gay."

        "Really, I've seen the way you look at him. And your reaction to my
pointing it out, tells me I'm right."

        "No really! We're just good friends. We have known each other since
birth that's all"

        "Who are you trying to convince Coby, me or yourself?"

        That stopped me in my tracks. I never told this guy my name. "Who
are
you?"

        "That's not important Coby! Do you love him?"

        "Yes! Of course I do! He's like a brother to me."

        "No! Do you love him? Do you want to be with him?  Do you want him
to
make love to you?"

        I felt like I was being backed into a corner. Something inside me
was
screaming yes! But my fear, unfortunately, was stronger. "No, No! He is...
He is just my friend! Why... why are you making such a big deal over this?"

        "Because I believe we should all be true to our selves. If I had
been
true to my self I would have saved myself decades of trouble. <COME> with
me."

        And to my amazement I did exactly that. My mind was so confused. Why
was I following this guy? Who was he? Why was he so interested in me and
my personal life? And why am I following him?

        He led me out to his car and I got in passengers seat. It was a
black
Cadillac with leather interior and all the trimmings. It was perhaps the
most beautiful car I had ever been in. "You look tired, I think you should
go to <SLEEP>."

        The next thing I remember, I was in a fairly dark room lit by over a
hundred candles. There was a big roaring fire in the huge fireplace. The
couch I was sitting on was very nice, black leather. There was a big oval
table in front of me, and sitting in a chair opposite me was my captor. He
smiled at me.

        I had just realized that I had not really looked at him in the club.
He was there but I had not really noticed him. He was stunning, for a guy!
He was a bit shorter then me. Possibly in his early thirties, was well
built and had this really long, straight, black hair. He was wearing black
slacks and dark blue shirt open at the collar. He had a devilish look in
his dark blue eyes.

        He laughed, "Ah Sleeping beauty awakens! Come on now it is just a
few
minutes to midnight and the night is still young. I need you awake and
alert... Ah yes there you are. So my name is Christopher Wilmington Westmore
and it is a pleasure to have you in my house! I hope you will come to like
it here because I'm afraid it will be your new home for a while."

        I was dumbfounded! I didn't know what to say. I just sat there with
my mouth open.

        "I have decided that you will become my new protégée. I mean to
teach
you some valuable lessons. One of you're first lessons will be to learn
yourself. You will need to be honest with yourself if you are to become
powerful. To do that I will deny you the presence of the one you hold most
dear. The time will come that you will beg me to let him join us."

        The thought that I might never see Ryan again struck me like a ton
of
bricks. It drew me out of my stupor. "But...but why would you do this?"

        "Because my boy, you seem lost and I think you need direction in
your
life. One as fine as yourself needs to know what really maters the most to
him, and without knowing yourself, you would continue denying the one
thing in this world that can bring you happiness and I mean to make you
see that."

        "Why me?"

        His smile turned wicked, "Your remind me of myself. I spent a
lifetime convincing myself that I was something I was not. Now when I see
someone doing the same thing I feel compelled to help them see the light.
Unfortunately, to do this I will have to cause you some pain. You see, you
will never see any one you knew ever again, except from a far distance.
>From this day forth, your old life is gone and I will help you forge a new
one!"

        "WHAT!!!

        "Yes! First you must feel the pain of loss. Only then will you
realize that your love for Ryan runs deep into your core! There is a
silver lining. I am going to introduce you to a world you never dreamed
possible. You will become one of us. You will feel power beyond your
wildest dreams and you will know true pleasure."

        "Wha...what are you?"

        "I have lived for over 1,236 years. I am one of the Kindred, the
sons
of Cain. Your Hollywood would call me a Vampire."

        "A...A Vampire?"

        "Yes, I'm glad you are paying attention. Now you must understand
something, I have just broken one of our most solemn laws by telling you
this. So, now you have a dire choice, I'm afraid. I can make you one of us
and you can accept your fate. Or I can kill you and put an end to such a
pitiful painful life puting you out of you're misery. You see, no one may
know of our existence, so I'm afraid I have committed you either way. But
as one of the Kindred you will not age, you will live forever and you will
be very powerful."

        "Do I have to kill people to survive?"

        "Oh no, dear boy! If we killed everyone we fed from there would be
no
one left. No, although you will have to sustain your self though the
drinking of human blood, there is no need to kill any one you feed from. I
will teach you this. But, I will not lie to you. You may find that you
need to kill sometimes to survive, but it is not a necessity. You will,
however, have to give up the day and become a creature of the night.
However it is a minor price to pay."

        The implications of what he was offering me were enormous. To live
off the blood of other people, to always have to hide from everyone, but
to live forever! The worst part is that I could only see my friends and
family from afar. I don't know if I can do that. What is my alternative,
to die!

        "I've made my choice. I choose to live."

        "Well said my boy."

        The next thing I knew he was on top of me. He smiled at me and
kissed
me full on the lips. I fought at first but the power of his kiss was
overwhelming. It was the most sensuous kiss I had ever had. Our tongues
began to duel. He was amazing. I had completely given in to his kiss, when
he pulled off.

        "Ok, this will sting at first, but not for long, I promise you
that!"

        I saw a flash from his mouth as his fangs extended and he lowered
his
mouth down on my neck. I felt a sharp pain. However it was immediately
replaced by a euphoria that I can only describe as orgasmic. It felt
better then sex. I can't really describe it in words. Then. I felt my
whole body going numb and everything went black.

        The next thing I remember I was shocked awake. I could feel Life
flow
though me as a river. My awareness sparked back to life and I clung
greedily to the source of life. Chris's wrist had been hovering above my
mouth but it was now firmly secured to my mouth by both of my hands. After
a few seconds of drinking in the warm rich "life," he pulled his arm away
very easily, despite my death grip.

        So began my life as a Kindred. Chris had taught me the finer ways to
hunt for my food. It is not like it is in the stories. He explained that
we would go out to a bar and pick up a girl, or a guy, and take them to a
nearby hotel. You see the ruse was that we were going for a night of pulse
pounding sex with our newfound partners. However, we really just wanted
what was pounding the pulse.

        He also warned me that the number one rule was that we must be
perceived as human. We must blend in, so I had to be discreet about how I
handled the actual feeding. To the human it must seem as though they only
had a wild night. He explained that this was part of the Masquerade. The
main law that we hold, that we must strive to pass for human.

        He told me the process was actually very pleasurable for our victim,
as I had felt when he "Embraced" me. And if we did it properly they would
leave the next morning feeling a bit weak, and over loaded from the
pleasure we would bring. We could have sex with them if we wanted, but the
embrace was far more pleasurable and there are those who love it so much
they want to come back to us again and again.

        That night he took me out for my first hunt. He had given me
explicit
instructions on what I needed to do. Was I shocked, however, when he took
me to another gay bar on his side of town? At first, I objected that I was
not into other guys, that I liked women. "That is exactly why I brought
you here. The first lesson that you need to learn is that blood is blood.
The sex of the blood matters not! If you are hungry and all you can find
are men, but you only feed from women. Then, you will die of starvation.
You need to realize that you can have a preference, but you must 'blend
in' whenever you have too. Besides you may surprise yourself and enjoy
yourself!"

         So here I was, in a gay bar, trying to decide which guy I wanted to
hit on. This felt strange to me, very embarrassing. However, I didn't have
to wait long, because just a few minutes after I walked in the door a guy
came up to me smiling. "Well, honey let me guess? You are a curious
straight guy come to see how good gay life can be?"

        "Wow, you hit it right on the nose! Am I that obvious?" I said back
trying my best to be flirtatious.

        "Now that is cute. So are you just looking or are trying to find
some
action?"

        "Well I would really like to um... fool around but I don't even know
where to begin." I said trying to sound as innocent as possible.

        "Oh my God, Heaven has smiled on me tonight. You have a place?" This
guy was the typical, heavy flame, lights up the room when he enters kind
of gay guy.

        "Yea, just down the street." We had rented a room at a cheep hotel
down the street. "My name is Coby."

        "I'm John. Let's go" John looked as if he were in his early 20s. He
seemed fairly proud of his body and it looked well kept. He looked pretty
hot in his tight black jeans and skintight wife beater, well for a guy any
way. I couldn't believe I was doing this, or that this had been so easy.

        When we got to the room he seemed to like it, although he thought
the
window treatment was all wrong. Yea, he's that kind flame. After I got the
door closed and locked, I turned around and he was on me instantly. His
mouth was on mine quickly and he was pushing his tongue into my mouth. I
went with it just so I could get the full experience and to my surprise I
really liked it. This guy was an amazing kisser and he was very
aggressive. His very hard crotch was grinding into me.

        After he broke the kiss, he smiled at me, "So how far do you want to
go?"

        After a few seconds of thought I decided I really wanted to try
this.
Now that I was in the situation I figured 'what the hell'! "I want to try
everything, except being fucked. I'm not sure I'm feeling quite that
experimental tonight." I said giggling.

        His smile was huge. "I was hoping you would say that."

        His hands went straight to my crotch. He was franticly trying to
remove my jeans. As he was getting my pants undone, I started working on
him. I was amazed at how turned on I was getting by this guy. He did have
a very nice body under his clothes. And I was glad I had said I didn't
want him to fuck me because his dick longer than mine, although it was
very skinny. I mean I wasn't small but at least I was bigger around then
him. As my pants dropped to the floor, so did his.

        He practically ripped my shirt off but he stopped just on the other
side of my mouth. The shirt was still covering my eyes as he continued his
assault on my mouth. It was the most erotic thing anyone had ever done
with me. This guy was really turning me on. Leaving my shirt over my eyes
he began kissing and licking all the way down my body. Not seeing what he
was doing was really getting me hot. I was then treated to one of the best
blowjobs of my life! This guy was amazing. He was doing this thing with
his tongue...

        I pulled him off of me because I wanted to try it. I pushed him onto
the bed and he lay back, with a big smile. I then grabbed the first dick
that was not my own. It was unlike anything I had felt. It was completely
exhilarating. I took him into my mouth and I loved the taste of his cock.
"Are you sure this is the first dick you have ever sucked?" he said
laughing.

         After a few minutes of taking as much of him into my mouth as I
could, I pulled off and smiled at him, "Ok, I'm ready?"

        He smiled real big, "Look in my pocket."

        In his pocket he had a few condoms and a disposable pack of lube. I
chuckled at the thought this guy had come prepared. I quickly put on the
condom and the lube. And I worked some into his ass. My finger slid in
easily, I figure he must be a regular bottom.

        Then I slid my cock in. Oh my God! Now I have fucked a girl up the
ass before, but this was outstanding. We were facing each other, and his
face told me he loved every inch of me. I couldn't believe I had never
tried this before. It was so hot! After awhile, I realized that we were
both getting close, so I moved down close to his body so I could rabbit
fuck him. He just moaned even louder. I put my head beside his, extended
my fangs, and sunk into his neck.

        "Oh fuck! Ahhhhh!!!!!" I heard him yell.

        The euphoric feeling came back, although not as strong but the life
that was flowing into my mouth made the experience even better and hotter!
It was like an oven in the pit of my stomach was switched on for the first
time. I had never felt so alive! I could feel his cum spray all over both
of us and I could feel my whole body pulse as the sensation drove me over
the edge. I was the hardest orgasm of my life.

         I suddenly realized that I needed to stop. If I had gone too much
further he would have died from loss of blood. I figure I had drained
about 3 pints from him. He would be very weak but he would live. I licked
the wound on his neck as Chris had told me and sure enough the wound
closed as if it had never been there. I felt amazing, I should be tired
right now but I've never felt more energized and awake.

        John was passed out, but at least he had fun. So had I, although I
was just glad to see I could still cum. I had been worried about that. I
felt more alive than I have ever felt before in my life. I could feel how
much stronger I was. If this is how I will feel after every feeding, this
is going to be an interesting new life for me. I gathered my things and
left. Chris was waiting for me in the lobby.

        He was smiling, "So how was it?"

        I felt a bit like I kid with a new toy, I just giggled, "Better than
sex!"

        He laughed about that, "Well my boy as you can see this life has its
perks. What did you do with him?"

        "Well, you said I need to blend in, so I tried everything with him."

        "Well, then it was better then ordinary sex then..." he said
laughing.

        I chuckled, "Yea, I guess so. I waited until we were about to cum to
do it. It magnified the orgasm like a hundred fold. It was outstanding!"

        He smiled, "You did well then. Come now, there is someone I must
introduce you to."

        He took me to meet the Prince of the city, a very stately man by the
name of Remington. He had a presence that was majestic. Chris told me
later that it was one of our traditions that when new Kindred is brought
in to his city that he be presented before the Prince. He also told me
that you must have a Prince's permission before bringing a new Kindred
into the world.

        Chris was teaching me all kinds of new things. Like how to see the
aura a person radiates, so that you can tell what kind of mood he is in.
It also allows you to tell human from Kindred, as well as some other
creatures of the night. He taught me how to cloak myself so that I can
appear as anyone, even how to disappear if necessary. But the coolest
thing he taught me was how to manipulate people, like the way he had
commanded me that first night.

        The Most important thing he taught me was how to defend myself. This
included daily workouts and training in martial arts. I had studied some
karate as a kid, but this was much more intense. Chris said that I was one
of his finest pupils. As part of this he taught me how to increase my
strength and speed for short bursts. The only problem with that is that if
I use it too much it burns through the blood that sustains me.

        Also part of my physical training was to show me how to heighten my
senses, to be able to see the slightest movement from over 100 yards, or
to pick a person out of a crowd by the smell of their cologne and finally
he taught me how to extend claws from my fingers, just like I bare my
fangs.

        After two months of hard training, Chris thought I was ready to
begin
my work. He said I would start out running errands. It could be anything
from overseeing shipments, to talking to local businesses owners offering
protection. You see Chris is the head of a mafia with ties and branches
all over the US. He was grooming me to eventually take over in this city
to watch over his interests in a few years. For now I'm to work with
Jason, another child of Chris's.

        We had a family reunion of sorts. All of his 'family' had come to
town a week after my awakening. Together there were over 100 of us that
Chris had brought into the Kindred world, all us working for him all over
the US, some over 1,000 years old. That was not to mention the hundreds of
others brought over by his children. Come to find out I was the first
'family' member Chris had brought over in over 50 years. Jason was the
last in 1942. Most of the family is from all over Europe. Only Jason and I
are from the US, of course they all live here now.

        There were about 30 of the children that had been brought over in
the
last 5 years by Chris's progeny. But I got the feeling most of them were
jealous of me. I was given higher status than them, because Chris was my
master, making me the equal to that of their sires. In fact, as part of my
first responsibilities I was given two of Jason's children to work with,
as their leader, Brad and Roth. Brad was fine with it. He was laid back,
and willing to do whatever Jason and Chris needed him to do. Roth on the
other hand, really likes power! He saw me a usurper and he didn't like the
idea of working for a kid younger then him.

        I had been doing different things just working my way up, proving my
self. I found that, strangely, I preferred feeding off of guys, a fact
that really surprised me. John became a regular of mine. He couldn't get
enough of me. I had a few others that became regulars too. Like Alice,
this real sexy twenty something nymphomaniac. I think I keep her around
because she reminds me of Jamie. But what was really killing me was all I
wanted was to be with Ryan.

        He was all I thought about most days. Chris was right, the longer I
was away from him, the more I wanted to be with him. I would go to him
when I wasn't working, just to check up on him. He never knew I was there.
I always kept myself hidden from him. He was becoming an obsession. Every
moment of free time I had, was spent watching over him. After my 3rd month
as a Kindred I approached Chris about Ryan.

        "Sir, I need to talk to you."

        "Let me guess, this about Ryan isn't it?"

        "How..."

        "You think I don't know you sneak off to see him every chance you
get? I am actually glad you are getting the opportunity to practice not
being seen."

        "You had me followed?"

        "Dear boy, I have to make sure that you don't get into trouble,
because if you get into trouble, then so do I. It is the price I pay for
siring you. You are my child now and until you are accepted I will be held
responsible for you and your actions but you have been making me proud!
So, have you finally come to realize your true feelings for your
'friend'?"

        "Yes, I understand now what you were trying to get me to see! But
now
I am cursed to a life of never being with him. So what was the point?"

        "Who said you could never be with him? Coby, all you need is an
opportunity to gain the favor of the Prince. Once you have the Prince's
favor then you could ask to child Ryan. You can be with him forever! But
understand he may resent you for it, because he to would have to give up
all contact with his family forever. But then again, you have adjusted
quite well. I do know that you haven't been to see your family in any of
your outings."

        "I understand it would be a hard choice for him, but I have been
watching him. He is just as broken up about our separation as I am.
Although I'm not sure if he has realized why yet. But I know he needs me
and I need him and I'll do whatever it takes to get him back. As for my
family, I think if I saw them I would be tempted to go to them. So I'm
just staving off the temptation."

        So I redoubled my efforts. I took on every job I could get my hands
on for the Prince. Brad and Roth were working out. Well, Brad is working
out, Roth was another story. Brad is becoming like my third brother. I
found out he is actually the oldest of the three of us. He is over 50
years old. He has proved to me several times that I can trust him with my
life. He has become very protective of me. His experience has pulled us
out of the fire many times and his power rivals my own.

        He has also taught me a few things. He's showed me this trick one
night while we were out in the countryside on business. It comes in very
handy if you get caught out in the open when the sun is coming up. It
allows you to merge with the open ground. He called it melding with the
earth. It is like falling into a lake but instead of water it is hard
earth. He also showed me how to take on the form a wolf. He said it was a
good trick if I had a run in with any Lupines, the Werewolves. He said
they generally won't hurt other wolves. It also was useful for getting in
to tight places and climbing some things.

        Roth, however, fights me at every turn. He is always questioning my
orders and he generally does things the way he wants, just to prove I'm
wrong. If he wasn't so brash about it, I would probably hear him out. He
wants to be the one calling all the shots and thinks I am beneath him. He
is only 5 years older then I but most times he acts like he's 3. Brad is
getting feed up with him too. He is reckless, and he endangers us more
times then not. He is so caught up in proving me wrong that he gets us in
to hairy situation all the time.

        However, the Prince has started to take a liking to me. He has
started requesting my assistance on more important tasks. Last month, we
were asked to hunt down a fellow Kindred that had broken one of the most
grievous of our laws. He had committed Diablerie! The sin of not only
murdering another Kindred but sucking out his life force to strengthen
your own blood and power.

        We dealt with him easily enough. We had become very good at dealing
with problems like this. Although I was still getting used to actually
killing someone, I understood it was for a just reason. I was surprised at
how easily I was able to kill when necessary. Chris told me once that it
was the beast that all Kindred have, that animalistic nature that makes
the killing easier.

        I was raised to "accepted" after that. I was afforded all the rights
of the Kindred. Chris was no longer held responsible for my actions and I
could get a place of my own now. Chris gave me $100,000 to start my new
life and another $40,000 bonus for all the jobs completed up to that
point. I found a nice place downtown, not too far from the college campus,
bought a new black Lincoln Aviator and went shopping for a new wardrobe.

        Chris suggested that I should get a few loyal servants, protectors,
for me when I'm asleep during the day. He had a few human servants that
knew his nature. I had asked him about that once and he said the only way
to let a human know about us was to bind them to us so they cannot tell
anyone else about us. He had said he would tell me how when the time was
right.

        Well he told me, after I was accepted, that to bind someone to me I
needed to give them some of my blood. If a mortal drinks our blood while
they are still alive, they will become a Ghoul. It is kind of like being a
half-Kindred. They enjoy our Long life, healing ability, and they have
none of our weakness to sunlight. However, they cannot feed as we do and
must get the blood that sustains them from us. So I chose John and Alice
to be my ghouls. They were more than happy. They had become so hooked on
my embrace, they were eager to serve. They actually try to compete for my
affections.

        Things started to get into a routine. I continued working for the
Prince and Chris, doing anything that needed to get done. I also continued
to watch Ryan. He seemed to be better now. at least things were getting
back to normal for him. However I realized that Jamie wasn't hanging out
with the group anymore. I decided to check it out one night. The little
minx, she was working with a local sex toyshop, making porno films. Well,
I guess she finally found a way to get all the sex she can handle.

        Ryan was getting better, so I was starting to rethink my plan. If he
was still happy without me, how selfish was it of me to want him to be
with me. Then everything collapsed around him at once. First, the loss of
Steve and Scott hit him. When I heard about it I wanted to investigate the
crash to see what had happened but things got busy for me. The little bit
I got to check in on Ryan, I could see that he was going down hill, quick.
But what sent him over the edge was because of me, the very next week.

        The Prince had called me in because there had been a serious breach
of the masquerade. A mortal had witnessed a Kindred in the middle of
feeding, and the worst part was that he had video taped it. There must be
no evidence of us! So the only choice was that the human must die and the
tape destroyed. The Kindred that was caught was a good friend of the
Prince, so this would have to be a discreet operation.

        After some minor investigations we tracked the guy we were looking
for to an apartment downtown. Roth climbed the wall out side planning to
come in through the window, Brad ran up the stairs, and I took the
elevator. Once we were all in position we stormed the room.

        Brad and I ran in the front door, while Roth had climbed in though a
window he had opened. There were two guys in the room sitting on the
couch. They jumped up as we ran into the room. They looked very shocked to
have strangers barge in to their apartment. It looked as if they had just
moved in.

        "Hey! What the hell is...?" before he could say another word Roth
pounced on him driving the guy to the ground and Roth's claws into his
chest. His voice sounded familiar some how.

        "No! NO! I didn't see any thing. I..." The long haired blond didn't
get
anything else out as my claws sunk into his right lung. I spun around and
drove my claws across his chest again slamming him into the wall. He
slowly slid to the floor clutching his chest fighting for breath.

        Once we had both of the guys down, I took a look at the situation.
The blond was the guy we were looking for. The dark haired guy was just at
the wrong place at the wrong time.

        Then I got a good look at the dark haired guy, as he was spitting
blood. Roth hadn't killed him, and it was good thing too! It was Nick! Oh
my God! What's going on! This must be his new boyfriend or something.
Nick's eyes were wide open in amazement, as he stared at me.

        "C...Coby!"



End of Chapter 1

Next Chapter: Reunion!


Wow! Coby has come along way in a short time! And now he is about to have
to kill one of his best friends Nick... or is he? Tune in to the next
chapter to find out!


If you liked this story and it is the first time you have read anything
from me I also have a story in the bisexual / highschool section of nifty.
It is called "Gifted." And don't let the bisexual thing scare you off. The
story is very good and my other readers have said they would read it even
without the sex.


Also Guys I will be the guest author at the niftywriters chat room this
Saturday night October 29th  from  8pm till 10pm est

http://chat.nevernet.net/direct.php?channel=niftywriters


Well tell me what you think there are two ways to reach me.
        1st Email:  JoshuaGlynn@hotmail.com

        2nd I have a yahoo group:

        http://groups.yahoo.com/group/JoshuaGlynnStories/

To get in to it however you must have a yahoo account (which you can
create, it is free) with the adult box checked in your profile.