Date: Sat, 20 Jan 2007 23:25:16 -0800 (PST) From: Dan Ham <gaywritercolorado@yahoo.com> Subject: only the lonely/ chapter four DISCLAIMER: This story depicts graphic sexual encounters between two concenting adults of at least 18 years of age. If you are offended by homoerotic situations, please leave. If where you live, it is illegal to read this content, please do not stay on my account, I do not want you to get into trouble with the local authorities. Other than that, please enjoy. This is my very first posting of any kind, so if anyone has any idea's, feel free to let me know. I'll respond, I promise, I have plenty of free time. Any resemblance between characters portrayed in this story and actual persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental and unintentional Do not copy, change or anything else with out my permission. I'm trying to be as fair as I can. Feedback is always encouraged at gaywritercolorado@yahoo.com Only The Lonely From chapter 3: How he knew I was gay, and how I shouldn't wait to tell them about myself. She understood. I told her, that even though he was alot older than I was, I felt oddly attracted to him. She gave me a concerned look and said, "I don't think that it's a good idea for you to get romanticly involved with someone his age." I knew she was right, but I just felt something was there. What, I didn't know. At that time. And now for Chapter four: I went to sleep that night with very little difficulties. I had just came out to my mom, and tomorrow I would do the same with my dad. Plus, I just found out that someone in my little po-dunk town was gay too. I was ontop of the world. I had a dream that woke me in the middle of the night, in a cold sweat. I couldn't remember what it was, but I must have screamed, because my parents came running into my room. After I assured them I was ok, they went back to be, and I fell back asleep. This time, I started to dream and remembered it. I was sitting in class in school. For some reason, two of the class bullies were in the same class. They looked directly at me and started laughing. Not just any kind of laugh, but one of those evil laughs, that you would hear coming from a Disney villian. Then they just stood up and walked over to me and started to beat the living crap out of me, yelling at the top of their lungs, "GO HOME FAG!" It was at that time, I just woke up. The sun had already started to shine into my window. I knew that today would totally change my life forever. I was going to tell my dad, my mentor, my only friend, that I was gay. Then the reality of the situation hit me, like a ton of bricks. My mind started running through all different scenarioes in my mind on what would happen today. Then I remembered what Rick had said, that they had to be told today. The only question was, "why?" I got out of bed and went into the kitchen to fix me a bowl of cereal. My dad and mom where sitting up to the table, eating breakfast. I took my time eating, trying to delay the inevitable. My mom just looked across the table at me, with those loving and understanding eyes, knowing what kind of anguish I was in. After we finished eating and cleared the table, I sat back down, next to my dad, which is where my seat normally is. My dad cleared his throat and spoke. "Son, your mom and I got to talking last night. We know that Rick is gay, and we are perfectly ok with that, and we hope you will let him be your friend. We were also hoping that you might let him give you some guidence." I looked at him with a very puzzled look on his face. "Son, we've know for a while you were gay," that had my jaw dropping to the floor. "He told us he was gay yesterday when he stopped by, and we don't have a problem with that. We actually think he could be a perfect role model for you." I looked at him, thinking, ok what alien abducted my dad, this isn't how he normally acts. "Ok, he gave me his card yesterday, I guess I could call him this afternoon." Was all I could say. "Just remember, we love you, and I don't want you to be ashamed of what you are, but for your safety, I think it would be better if you didn't just going around telling everyone," he continued. Today was turning out a lot better than I had imagined it. My parents didn't care I was gay. I was able to have a friend that looked ten years older than I was, plus gorgeous as hell. I was ecstatic. I waited until after lunch to call Rick. When he answered, it was all I could do to control myself. "Hey Rick, 'hey Trev,' I was wondering what you were doing this afternoon?" "Nothing really, 'I was wondering if you might be willing to stop by for a little bit this afternoon, and maybe for supper?' Sure, I don't have any really important plans. What time? 'Say here in about 30 minutes?' Sure, see you then!" And he hung up. Needless to say, I didn't even get to say bye. I don't know if I was in shock from talking to him, or from the fact I didn't get to say bye, but I hung up the phone. Told mom that I had invited Rick for supper. She told me ok, and then asked what I was going to do until he got here? "I don't know, I guess just hang out in my room." She didn't like that reply. "You should try to get some color into that white ass of yours." I just looked at her with a shocked expression on my face. My mom NEVER said anything like that. I looked at her and said, "Are you feeling ok?" "Why?" she asked. "Because I've never heard you say anything like that, that's all." She looked at me coyly. She didn't need to say anything. I knew. I just laughed and shook the disgust out of my head. "What?" she asked. "That was just a mental image I didn't need." I laughed really hard then. Yes, I knew my parents, even at 50+ years of age, were quite active in the sack. The nice thing about living out in the country is that neighbors are few and far between, so I grabbed a beach towel, yes I have a beach towel, and went outside and lay down and get a tan. I didn't want any tan lines, so I stripped down and laid naked on the towel. I started to fantasize about how good it would feel, to have Rick there, rubbing sun tan lotion all over my body, when my cock started to stir. Let me say this, I may be small in stature, but below the belt line, I'm really well indowed. I have an elevin in dick. I don't know where I got it from, but, I have a feeling, whoever I get with, I'll make him very happy. It was about that time that I felt a sense of pleasure was over me, but I didn't know where it was coming from. So I opened my eyes and there was Rick kneeling next to me, giving me, my very first blowjob. Oh my god, did it feel great. I can't even put it into words. Before I knew it, I began to feel those tingles in the tips of my balls, and I knew what was going to happen, all I could groan was, "I'mmmmm cuummmminnng" and he began to suck even harder. I was in pure ecstasy. When I finally came down from my high and caught my breath, I was staring into his deep brown eyes and say, "oh god, thank you. I've never had that done to me." He just smiled at me, one of those goreous smiles I loved to see on his face. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- Thus concludes Chapter 4. Hope you liked it. I thought a little sexual release was called for, but I don't think the real heavy stuff won't happen for another couple of chapters. Let me know what you think about Chapter 4. Chapter 5 should be along shortly. Once again, I hope you like it, and as always feedback is always encouraged. If any of you editors out there, have any tips, or am willing to help edit, drop me a line. gaywritercolorado@yahoo.com