Date: Wed, 1 Sep 2010 20:04:46 -0700 (PDT) From: Cailen Vature <cailenauthor@yahoo.com> Subject: Raven Chapter 8 PLEASE READ THESE DISCLAIMERS: This story is a very long work of gay erotic science fiction. There are some scenes of man on man action but it will not be a dominating factor in this story. So if you are looking for something to get off to you might as well turn around now. The names and places in this story are entirely fictitious, any relation to persons or events are entirely coincidental. HOWEVER: they are based off of real places and events to make the story seem more plausible. If you are underage, or this is illegal where you are, then please do the right thing... (Whatever that may be...) This story is copyrighted, ©2010. To me the author and it is therefore illegal to copy or use any part of this story without my written permission. Which leads me to: If you have any desire to get in contact with me for comments, directions to a good Beta, pictures, or music relating to the story, or for permission to use my story (for lord only knows what...) You may contact me at my email address: cailenauthor@yahoo.com Thank you: Cailen Chapter 8: Colin Gallant I got to my locker and pulled out my shower things and a change of clothes and made my way to the showers which was steaming with the sounds of running water "Bout time you showed up" Colin said from one of the sprays "where's Ian" "Went home" "Just the two of us then" Colin said with a funny smile I took a spray along the opposite wall and turned on the water testing the warmth and then took off my suit and got under the spray "Hey man, I forgot my shampoo, mind if I use some of yours?" Colin called from across the room. "I guess not" I waved to the shower pack hanging up on the wall Colin came over and turned on the shower next to me and took a small amount of shampoo and lathered up his hair I had managed going almost weeks without incident because I would be as far from the other guys as possible, Colin had managed to pin me into a corner making it too tempting to glance over at his body watching him lather himself all over. Colin had no six-pack and was shorter than both Ian and I. But he was smooth all over save for a small tuft of hair over his cock. I kept Colin out of my line of vision. In my mind I kept thinking`Look at the wall, look at the wall, look at the wall' "mmmh" I heard Colin moan My mind suddenly stopped all thought like a deer when seeing headlights for the first time. Without thinking I turned to the source of the noise and my eyes soaked in the vision before me allowing my body to react without my mind interfering. This bring me back to my much earlier thought that I don't care how straight or gay you are but when someone is jacking off you look damn it! Colin was rubbing his nipple with one hand giving the bud a gentle squeeze and his other hand was wrapped around his cock rubbing the soap around the head of his shaft. He wasn't large, but in fact a modest average of about six inches that curled upwards in salute to his belly button. The spray around him gave his short blonde hair a halo and he turned and smiled licking his soft lips. "Do you like what you see Raven?" Colin asked I was still in shock and was even more so when Colin seemed to move at lightning speed moving our bodies together and suddenly I felt hands touching me "I think you do" I heard Colin whisper and then suddenly I felt a hand wrap around my shaft. Looking down I realized I had become erect and Colin was slowly working his hand up and down my length. "I always thought it was big" Colin said "that has to be about eight inches" I was indeed well stocked with a beautiful cock that leaned slightly to the left and thick. Colin leaned up and started licking the inside of my neck If anyone has an on button my neck would be mine. He suddenly hit something in my neck that both shut off my mind and turned on my sex drive full kilter. I leaned down and kissed him full on the lips pushing my tongue into his mouth and with my other hand grabbed his back. He leaned down and got my neck again and my nails dug into his back Colin took one my own hands and wrapped it around his cock and then together we were fucking each other's hands under the gentle spray. "A little firmer" Colin gasped holding onto my cock a bit tighter and soon our thrusts became more frantic and the moaning louder "Colin I'm gonna..." and without any more warning I shot once... twice... then again and again and finally ran off as my load hit the wall of the room and then started running down the drain. "Aww shit I'm..." Colin followed taking his hand and rubbing it over my nipples and then reaching up and pulled my face down we connected in a searing kiss allowing us to explore each other's mouths then finally stopping I looked into his eyes and Colin gave me a smile "That was fucking hot" Colin said Finally after all this time my brain suddenly turned on like it had come out of hibernation and started working again "What just happened?" I asked "Well I'd like to think of it as two friends giving each other a hand" Colin said with a smile rinsing the shampoo out of his hair and shutting off the spray "But... what about your girlfriend?" I asked I was sure I had seen him with `what's her name' from art class... "What happened here was just between us guys, don't get me wrong you're a great guy, but I'm not gay I'm bi." "You're bi?" I asked "Yeah, I'm not going to break up with my girl, but I like to keep my options open for now." Colin said "I don't like the idea of you cheating on her" I said `fucking scumbag I...' started thinking "Whoa hey It's not like that man, she and I aren't steady yet, get my drift... if we were this wouldn't of happened alright?" Colin defended himself "So I was just a fling?" I asked "The opportunity presented itself and I do not regret it for a second, you are one hot piece of real estate." Colin said "But I hope you'd keep this under wraps for me" I got the idea very quickly and I got just as sour just as fast "Yeah no problem" I said shutting off the water and grabbing my clothes I quickly got dressed and exited the locker room leaving Colin inside letting the door slam behind me. "The sting of rejection" I whispered angrily and then gave a heavy sigh `Well my first gay experience could have been a lot worse' I thought and was exiting the front door of the school and was about to call my mom for a ride when I heard a voice calling my name "Hey Dustin... hey!" I glanced up and saw Ian waving to me from the sliding door of a minivan. I jogged up to him "Hey Ian, what's up?" I asked "Dad just came to pick me up from school, do you want a ride back, and we go by your place" Ian offered "That'd be great" I said getting into the van taking the seat next to Ian "Dad this is Dustin, Dustin this is my dad Pastor Holliday" Ian said `His father is a fucking priest!!!' my head started screaming I had completely forgotten "That's alright you can call me Mr. Holliday or Max if you prefer." Mr. Holliday said "Thank you Mr. Holliday for the ride" "You're entirely welcome, wouldn't be very Christian of me to say no" He said I got very uncomfortable very fast suddenly realizing this might not have been the best of ideas. "It's good to finally meet you, Virgil's hardly stopped speaking about his friend who helps him on his tests and swimming, you must have a wonderful family too bad they're not in our congregation?" Mr. Holliday said as a question "His family is members of Lady Grace across town" Ian said silencing me "Such a shame we'd love to have you at Fellowship" `Fellowship Bible Church' I thought `largest right-wing nut house in town' "How long have you been a pastor there Mr. Holliday?" I asked desperately trying to get the subject off me "About three months, we had been commuting from the city but made it here just before the start of school into our new house." He said "Commute from hell" Ian whispered "I heard that Virgil" his father said "Sorry dad" Ian said "Hell is reserved for faggots and sinners" Mr. Holliday said "Yes dad..." Ian said lowering his eyes and giving a sigh. I felt Ian take my hand and give it a small squeeze. I squeezed back in a silent `Thanks' "This is it right here" Ian said The van slowed to a stop and I opened the door and hopped out "Hey is it alright if I come by later and we can do our homework and a little bit of sailing?" Ian asked "Sure" I said giving a small wave watching the door close and the van drive off I then ran full tilt inside rushing through the kitchen and proceeded to vomit the contents of my lunch into the downstairs toilet I managed to get myself cleaned up and went outside to enjoy the nice weather and finished my second English book which I enjoyed very much. I had moved onto math and lost track of the time and I was just finishing one of my last math problems when I saw the small sailboat pull up next to the dock and Ian jumped out of the tiny craft with his backpack and tying the boat up walked up the path leading to the porch "Hey Raven" Ian said climbing onto the porch "Hey Ian" I said closing the math homework into my book. I had math last period anyhow. "Can we talk in private?" Ian asked "Doesn't get much more private than this" I said "Mom and Dad went to my sisters college music concert so they are all gone, we're alone" "I'm sorry about my dad he..." Ian began "It's okay Ian you don't need to explain" I said "No I need to" Ian said leaning a little closer "it's important I explain" he said urgently "Alright then... speak" "Because of my dad I'm expected to do certain things and act a certain way, but I don't think like my dad, I don't think you're going to hell or that you're scum or a bad person... in fact I think you're a great person, I just need you to know that" Ian said I was actually touched by the kind words, but something was nagging me "So you have to lie to your father to even see me?" I said a little hurt "I don't know how this could work out" "We make it work because we want it" Ian said "What do you want from me?" I asked "I'd like to go over our English homework" Ian said sheepishly trying to change the subject "If these expectations of yours keep us apart, why even bother trying. You're in the closet... more so than I... I want to say you're a coward but I know you're not... so, what is the real reason?" "I'm sorry... I..." Ian stammered "Then tell me this...why do you want to be my friend, I'm the exact opposite of you, you're popular, beautiful, hunky, good at sports, straight for one and the son of a pastor to boot. What do I even have to offer you that you'd want?" I asked "I'm some skinny nerd who's been the butt of a long continuous joke for nine years, I have no friends and not a ton of money so what is it you want?" "To be near you" Ian said "when I'm in a room and you enter, everything else fades out and you become brighter, it's like the whole universe turns around you. I gravitate towards you because we ARE opposite, you offer me change... and did you just say I was beautiful?" "Oh my god you are so vain" I smiled and Ian smiled with me "You like me... in that way?" Ian asked "I would think that would have been much more obvious before now" I said "I've liked you from the moment I laid eyes on you" "I'm not gay" "I know that" "So now what?" "Beats me" I said "I'm not gay" Ian said again "Now the real question is are you saying that to re-assure me or you?" I asked giving him the eyebrows After a short pause Ian said "You..." "Alright then I believe you" I said "I want to kiss you, can I kiss you?" Ian asked me. The second the words left his mouth he looked at me with wide eyes and for the second time in the same day I felt shock as my body moved forward of its own accord and I pressed my lips to Ian's and we kissed. He held the back of my head tenderly and we opened our mouths and we was go gentle as he explored me and he made small moans of passion but suddenly broke the kiss only to reattach his mouth just under my neck hitting my `on' switch and I moaned I again felt that icy chill spread though my body and down my arms. It spread into my hand and felt it leave me. The feeling suddenly left as Ian suddenly stopped and jumped back as if he had been electrified "What?" I asked "Jesus...I can't do this... it's not you... I'm sorry Raven" Ian grabbed his bag and turned to leave "WAIT" I got up and grabbed his arm "I need to go" Ian said "NO wait... I need you too" I said causing Ian to turn around "Before this year nobody would even speak to me and I felt so alone, then you came here and... it's been the best thing to happen to me, you don't have to... like me in that way for us to be friends alright... I can like you alone and we can just be regular guys okay... just please don't go" I said willing back the tears Ian paused in thought and just stood there silently looking into my eyes for a few minutes or it could have been hours I had no idea but finally Ian dropped his bag and wrapped his arms around me giving me a tender hug "Alright Raven, you win" The awkward moment had passed and we went over Ian's homework section by section until it started getting dark and Ian had to sail home. "You're not a coward" I said as he was packing up is bag Ian looked at me and smiled "You have a good heart, you kissed me and for a moment you allowed me to experience joy at the cost of your own comfort... you're a great friend, I... I'll do my best to honor that strength for you" I said Ian seemed lost for words but the emotions in his eyes said it all. It was `I love you' in a way that only a true friend could give. We hugged goodbye and I watched him from the dock until the sail was just a small spec across the water before getting up and going inside.