From: jerryg@pacbell.net (Jerry Gaither)
Subject: Stone Siren
Date: Mon, 16 Dec 1996 07:34:38 GMT

                                  STONE SIREN
                                   By Xibalba
 
        Copyright 1991, Ephemeris Productions, Inc.
 
                The car had just crapped out.  I wasn't exactly sure what
        had failed; maybe one of the electronic components in the  "state
        of  the  art" ignition system.  You can't tell what  the  problem
        might  be  with this stuff.  All I knew is that now I  was  stuck
        somewhere out on the desert with not another car--nothing--for as
        far  as  I could see.  I'd been sitting there for  more  than  20
        minutes  and the absolute silence of it all was something  I  was
        beginning to notice for the first time.
                My  unexpected  breakdown was just another  part  of  the
        whole unexpected cross-desert trip; on an inside tip, I'd gone to
        Phoenix for a job interview and found there were over 200  appli-
        cants  for  it.   The entire experience was a  failure,  and  now
        this...
                The unfamiliar background of emptiness was only broken by
        the muffled plinking of what had to be drops of motor oil as  the
        last vestiges of my now still engine's lubrication fell from  the
        slowly  cooling block back into the crankcase.  I was  marvelling
        at how such a faint sound could be so audible when I became aware
        that the stillness was now being invaded by something else.
          From the distance came the hissing of the warm desert air
        as  it was sliced by a fast-moving vehicle.  "A car!" I  thought.
        "God, I hope he stops; no one would leave anyone stuck out here."
        It was late morning and the temperature still climbing but it was
        Spring  so  things weren't too uncomfortable yet.  I  had  a  few
        supplies but, without help, I knew my situation could get serious
        in a day or so.  "Maybe it's a cop..." I hoped.
                The  car  got closer.  It was coming from  the  direction
        opposite I was traveling but, who cares, I had to get help  some-
        how.  Maybe I should try to flag him down...
                Closer now.  It was a pickup truck--a blue one and  rela-
        tively  new.  Closer.  There was only a driver--a man--he'd  seen
        me!   He's slowing down!  "Thank God, I've finally gotten out  of
        this mess; I hope I can still make it home by tomorrow!"
                "What happened?" he shouted as he pulled up on the  oppo-
        site  side  of  the road from me.  He looked to be  in  his  late
        thirties, fair-skinned with somewhat boyish features.  Perhaps he
        lived nearby.
                "Don't know," I said, "just stopped running all at  once.
        I think it's electrical; I've got lots of gas."
                He  shut  down and got out.  He was lean and a  bit  more
        muscular than most city people.   From his clothing--dusty  jeans
        and  a  loose-fitting western shirt--I figured he  must  be  from
       around  here  somewhere.   Besides, his truck  was  covered  with
        desert dust too, like he did a lot of dirt-road driving.
                My hood was up and he looked at the engine.  "Can't  tell
        much  from this.  All this new garbage is solid state.  Crank  it
        for me."
                I  hopped  in and turned over the engine.   Nothing.   He
        pulled  a spark plug wire and held it close to the exhause  mani-
        fold.  "Try it again."  I did while I watched him through the gap
        between the raised hood and the firewall.  From his expression, I
        could tell he wasn't getting anything.
                "Nuthin'  we can do here.   I can drop you  in  Mesquite,
        it's  about  50  miles back the way you came;  there's  a  garage
        there.   Guy's a thief, though, he'd charge you an arm and a  leg
        to come back out and get the car.  You want me to tow you?"
                "Well," I began--
                "What  the  hell?" he continued for me,  "I'm  not  doing
        anything  else anyway.  And I've got a tow-bar,"  he said,  drop-
        ping to one knee to examine the front undercarriage of the car.
                "Sure!   What do I need to do?"
                "Just  help me hook you up.  We can be there in about  an
        hour."
                As we jury-rigged the tow-bar, I began feeling uncomfort-
        able that I was getting help from this nice guy and hadn't intro-
        duced myself.  "Bill Whitwell, " I spurted and stuck my hand out,
        "I certainly appreciate you doing this!  You from around here?"
        Reaching  out from half-way under the front end he  shook
        my  hand.  "Harlan--Harlan Marks.  Well, kind of."  he  answered,
        getting  back  to his task under the car, "got a place  about  60
        miles  that way," he said, his thumb emerging from under the  car
        to  point  in the direction he was going.  "How about  you?   You
        don't  look  like you're from the desert; where're you  from  an'
        what're you doin' out here?"
                "Oceanside.   I'm sort of a freelance writer--on  my  way
        back  from  a job interview.  Trying to make money  on  your  own
        doesn't always work so well."
                "I can believe that!" he said as he reemerged from  under
        the  car, holding one end of a safety chain,  "Amazingly  enough,
        I'm in the writing business too; only some of us are lucky enough
        to  have  a full-time job.  Well, kind of full time.  I  like  to
        work  at home so I've set myself up way out in the boonies  where
        there'd be no interruptions."
                "What  kind of stuff do you do?" I asked, looking  for  a
        glimmer of hope for my own miserable career.
                He  hesitated  and looked at me for what  seemed  a  long
        time, "Adult adventures" he said carefully.
                "Adult adventures..."  I analyzed the possible  meanings.
        "You mean like melodrama, raw guts kind of stuff--"
                "No...sex stories, porno--you know, fuck books."  He said
        it  carefully,  as if it might make me suddenly dislike  him.   I
        think  he told me out of professional courtesy, if nothing  else.
        "How about you?"
                "Well," I started, "I did a lot of work as a staffer  for
        a big publishing house in L. A.  Mostly rewrites of  manuscripts.
        Everything from kid's books to history to science.  It got to  be
        a  real  drag--and  it didn't pay worth a damn so when  I  saw  a
        couple  of opportunities I jumped out on my own.  It didn't  work
        too well."
                "Yeah, I know about that part," Harlan said, smiling,  "I
        went  through  the same process.  I fell into  the  porno  market
        almost by accident--especially what I'm doing now.  A lot of  the
        background material I use for it was pretty unrelated--I  studied
        it  as  kind of a hobby.  I was out of money and  wrote  a  quick
        story for some fuck mag.  They loved it and it went from there."
                "Nothing wrong with that," I said quickly, hoping not  to
        appear judging, "sounds interesting.  Does it pay?"
                "Sometimes--depends on the market and how they like  what
        you produce.  Let's talk about it on the way--we're set to go."
                We hopped into his truck and slowly accelerated down  the
        road.   I  watched as we pulled out, looking at my  lifeless  car
        dutifully tagging along.  For some time there was silence between
        us then his words suddenly came, "Yes it pays."
                Harlan's  words  surprised me so much that,  for  several
         milliseconds, I didn't remember what he was talking about.  "Oh,"
        I  said, sort of surprised, "that.  I was just kind of  wondering
        what kind of stuff you were doing.  I mean, what kind of market's
        out there?"
                "The  market's  immense.   You  wouldn't  believe  it--if
        you're out of work, I know you wouldn't.  My stuff is  considered
        hard  core--real  hard core.  Unpublishable in  the  real  world;
        underground  stuff.   But  it pays real good once  you  find  the
        market.  You gay, straight, or what?"
                "Uh--well, I'm not sure exactly, I've done both from time
        to time but I never--"  Harlan caught me totally by surprise.  By
        normal  standards--by any standards--this kind of question  might
        be considered pretty out-of-line but, I found myself answering it
        anyway.   For some reason, my unconscious defenses seemed  to  be
        telling me there was no threat here.
                "It  doesn't matter, really." he continued.  "As long  as
        you  are  sexual, my type of work would probably appeal  to  you.
        Somewhere in everyone, there's a response to this kind of  stuff.
        It varies over a wide range but I don't think there's anyone  who
        isn't stimulated by it in some way."
                I had no idea what he meant but the notion was  fascinat-
        ing.   Unconsciously  I paged through my memories  of  porno-type
        stories, looking for some aspect that fit his words.
                Before I could come up with anything, he continued, "Ever
      read  stories about ancient cultures that practiced human  sacri-
        fice?   Or maybe about covens of witches or Satanic  cults  where
        people would be used in bizarre rituals and then killed?  Or  how
        about sacrificial ceremonies where victims were tortured and used
        as objects for sexual entertainment by their captors?"
                I should have been growing suddenly uncomfortable at this
        but  instead  something deep inside was  stirring  strangely.   A
        connection  between sacrificial rites and sex was  something  I'd
        never really considered before but it made sense.  It was sudden-
        ly fascinating.  I felt the initial rush in my groin that  always
        led  to an erection.  "Actually," I began haltingly,  "well,  not
        actually--that  is...well, I've read about similar things  but  I
        never thought of--"
                "Open your shirt." he said, interrupting me.
                He  said  it so quickly and commandingly that  I  did  it
        immediately.  I was wearing a shirt with snaps instead of buttons
        so I just pulled it apart.  With my chest bare, I looked back  at
        Harlan.  I'd done just what he'd told me without hesitation and I
        was  amazed.   He was staring deep into me then  his  right  hand
        touched  my belly.  He moved it up and his fingertips touched  my
        right nipple ever so lightly.   The coolness of his fingertip  on
        that sensitive bit of flesh sent an erotic lightning bolt through
         me; I quivered and the rush in my groin intensified.
                "See,  your nipples are getting hard; the thought  of  it
        excites  you."  His hand moved to my left nipple and he  squeezed
        it lightly.  I shuddered and noticed my exposed belly was shiver-
        ing despite the 90+ degree temperature.  Actually, I'd never been
        stimulated  like this before.  It felt pretty good.  "I  think  I
        cheated,  though,"  he said laughingly, "I could  tell  you  were
        interested as soon as I told you about it.  You kind of develop a
        feel for it in people.  Maybe that's why my stuff sells..."
                He  continued.  "But I didn't mean to shock you  or  any-
        thing,  it's just that most people are excited by the thought  of
        sexually  taking someone without their being able to do  anything
        about  it.  They can't share it because society  doesn't  condone
        it.  Sure, it might be against the rules but that doesn't make it
        any  less  exciting--actually  more so.  In  the  societies  that
        practiced  it, the human sacrifice aspect was simply the  respec-
        tive  culture's  way  of providing a climax to  a  very  exciting
        ritual.   While many times the victims were captives, many  other
        times they were willing."
                I  took  a deep breath, feeling the warm sun on  my  bare
        stomach. I was amazed at how easily I was taking Harlan's  sudden
        intimacy  with  me.   Normally, I'd have recoiled  at  his  first
        sexual  reference but there was something about him  and  perhaps
        our isolated setting that disarmed all my hesitation.  I felt  so
        at  ease, so unthreatened.  All I wanted now was to  continue  to
        explore this idea and Harlan's insight was fascinating.
                But  he was right about my interest, subconscious  as  it
        might be.  The thought of sacrificial rites had always stirred me
        but I was never sure why. I felt my erection beginning to  strain
        against my pants but I was afraid to betray my growing excitement
        by looking down at it even for an instant.  "I guess people  have
        always found the unacceptable a source of--uh--entertainment,"  I
        said almost lamely, trying unsuccessfully to conceal the  strange
        passions  continuing  to surface.  I took  another  deep  breath,
        trying  to  still the quivering muscles in  my  stomach.   Harlan
        continued.
                "Societies  all  throughout the past have  done  it--some
        still do.  Ritual sex and human sacrifice permeate human history.
        It's simply a manifestation of animal dominance and the degree to
        which  a given social structure embodies their sensual nature  in
        their culture.
                "I  started  out studying lots of these  cultures  as  an
        anthropology   major--the   Maya,  the  Aztecs,  the   Thugs   in
        India--there  are more than you might think.  All of  them  prac-
        ticed  ritual  sex  and--many--human sacrifice as  a  gateway  to
        oneness  with  the Universe.  In a way, it is a  gateway  because
        those  intense emotions and feelings can be totally  unlocked  as
        the participants get more and more carried away by sexual frenzy.
        It  works  for everybody--including the vicitm.   Sometimes  even
        better than it does for his captors..."
                Harlan  knew the effect his words were having on me.   He
        paused,  looked at me and slowly asked, "Doesn't the  thought  of
        tying   someone   up   and   doing   anything   you   want   with
        them--anything--kind of hit you deep inside?"

            His words seemed calculated and I could feel his eyes  on
        me as he said them.  Thinking back on it, he was right about  his
        evaluating  me  in some way.  There was something  unsettling  as
        well as exciting about it but I couldn't nail it down.  Neverthe-
        less, being with Harlan had a relaxing effect on me and I  sensed
        he was aware of it.
                He'd unlocked a lust I'd never really explored before and
        the aspect of unhibited sex gave it a new dimension that suddenly
        drove my mind wild.  My thoughts flashed to every human sacrifice
        story  I could think of.  Images of naked victims tied  to  altar
        stones,  but now being raped again and again by a coven of  also-
        naked witches before being killed by a sacrificial daggar.   What
        about  being captured by cannibals who, well aware of your  ulti-
        mate fate, use your body in every way imaginable before the final
        slaughter?   Or  even more contemporary  "shocking"  accounts  of
        serial killers who kidnap their victims for days--even  weeks--of
        sexual torture before killing them?
                Suddenly,  I realized was breathing hard; I glanced  down
        and  noticed my cock was bulging uncomfortably against my  pants.
        There  was a tiny wet spot where my lubricating semen had  soaked
        through  my underwear and now my pants.  The combination of  this
        strange  feeling  of intimacy and these new  exciting  notions  I
        found  utterly fascinating; I relaxed and allowed myself to  take
        time  to  enjoy the thoughts--and the pleasant sensations  of  my
        hardening  cock as it pressed ever more firmly against my  cloth-
        ing.  Another deep breath and I let myself slip down in the  seat
        a little where the sunlight could reach the swelling in my groin;
        the warmth felt good.
                Harlan  smiled  a little and his right hand moved  to  my
        crotch.  On my pants, the tip of his finger ever-so-gently drew a
        little arc below the dark spot of semen.  Through my clothing,  I
        felt his fingertip sliding right along the base of the head of my
        penis  and  I shuddered visibly.  For the first  time  I  noticed
        Harlan looking into me, penetrating me.  He seemed satisfied.
                "Ever thought about doing it yourself?" he asked,  shift-
        ing his intensity to my eyes.
                "You mean killing someone?"  I said, surprised a bit.
        "Or being killed?"  he said carefully.
                "What  do  you mean?" I said, the shock of it  making  me
        worry a little.  But I still couldn't sense anything evil in  his
        words--no  threat,  no hostility.  Despite my excitement,  I  was
        still at ease and open with him.  He continued.
                "I mean, some people like to do the using and some people
        like  to  be used.  Death isn't always the way  these  ceremonies
        end,  you know.  The rituals I write about are usually  practiced
        by people to intensify sex.   Actually, it's a pretty good way to
        find out what makes you tick.
                "What do you think about when you visualize a sacrificial
        ritual?  Your first thoughts--what do you see right now?  What do
        you feel?"
                "Well," I mused, "I guess their body stretched out on the
        altarstone, naked and vulnerable.  Maybe the fear--the uncertain-
        ty--as  they  see  their captors watching  them,  savoring  their
        nakedness."   I'd never explored this before and I  thought  more
        deeply.   "Perhaps,  their own excitement too, as  they  realized
        they  were about to be taken--no, used--as an object of  pleasure
        by their captors.  That the only thing they could do now would be
        to  abandon  themselves  to  their  fate--to  give   themselves."
        Harlan's words about "willing" sacrifices were beginning to  make
        sense.
                I  felt Harlan's eyes on me.  "Can you feel  yourself  on
        that stone?" he asked slowly.  "Can you feel the coolness of  it;
        the heat from the ceremonial fire; the beat of the drum?"
                I  was silent.  The sound of the truck's engine  and  its
        wheels  droning on the pavement suddenly struck me.  The  rhythm,
        the deep sounds.  I was lost in these new and strangely  exciting
        thoughts.  My penis was now bursting against my pants; unashamed-
        ly I reached under my belt and into my pants to untangle it.  The
        coolness of my fingertips on its hotness made me shiver and, as I
        withdrew my hand, a long droplet of my semen spread over the back
        of it.  I looked at the wetness and then at Harlan.
                "You don't have to say anything," Harlan said  knowingly,
        "Take off your shirt."
                Obediently,  I  quickly  shed the  unbuttoned  shirt  and
        looked  at  him, waiting for his next  instruction.   He  reached
        under  the seat and came up with what looked like two large  soft
        leather  bracelets.  "Put these on your wrists;" he said,  "don't
        make them too tight."
                There  was a belt-type hook and eye arrangement  on  each
        bracelet and I awkwardly fastened them so they were  comfortable.
        Harlan took his right hand off the wheel and tested both of  them
        by  pulling on the heavy steel rings attached to  their  outside.
        "I'm  not  sure  exactly how I think you'll do  best,"  he  said,
        "we'll  have to see.  I suspect this is not something  you  want,
        it's something you need, something you must have.  If you want it
        to be right for you, you have to trust me completely."
                It seemed like I hadn't spoken for hours.  "OK, " I said,
        my  breaths  coming deep and hard, "just tell me what I  have  to
        do."  I was no longer in the real world.  I was totally entranced
        by Harlan; his understanding seemed to penetrate to the roots  of
        my  soul.  Somehow I knew that, if I abandoned myself to him,  he
        would  lead me somewhere I'd never been before--somewhere  beyond
        wonderful.   All I wanted to do was follow him and please him  as
        much as I could.
                He seemed to know it.  "Give me your left hand," he said.
                He took a metal carabiner link and connected the bracelet
        on my left wrist to the one on the right.  My now bound hands lay
        on my lap; putting a gentle but stimulating pressure on my throb-
        bing cock.
 

                                    Part 2
 
        Copyright 1991, Ephemeris Productions
 
             He  was two steps ahead and I felt a surge of erotic  energy
        as  I watched his well-formed buttocks swaying as we walked.   He
        lifted an animal skin that was covering the door and motioned  me
        in.   There was a hot, damp rush of air and inside I could see  a
        dim light.
             It  was  an ancient indian sweat house.  There  was  a  long
        mound coming up from the floor which stood about 2 feet high.
             The mound was covered with a thick layer of Tamarisk needles
        and Harlan motioned me to lie on it.  It supported my body but it
        seemed to be kind of hollow at the same time.  The warmth and the
        softness of the bed of Tamarisk needles felt good on my  tingling
        skin.
             My  head extended a bit beyond the end of the mound so  that
        when  I  laid down, my neck arched back and the back of  my  head
        rested on the mound's downhill slope.  Harlan unclipped my wrists
        and then attached each of my bracelets to clips on ropes suspend-
        ed from the upper corners of the sweat house.  Moving to my feet,
        he  clipped  my anklets to two more ropes.  Lifting  my  head,  I
        could  see  I was now spread-eagled with the weight of  my  limbs
        supported  by the ropes.  My head was heavy with fatigue from  my
        whipping  and  the drugs; I relaxed and allowed my head  to  fall
        back on its soft natural pillow.  My mind--my entire soul--float-
        ed.
             The steamy atmosphere in the sweat house had a strange  odor
        to it.  To either side of me was a huge fire pit but only a small
        blaze  was  smouldering  in one of them; the  smoke  drifted  out
        languidly  through  a hole in the roof.  The other fire  pit  was
        packed  to the ceiling with wood and bark.  There was a  pile  of
        rocks next to the small fire and water from the spring was slowly
        dripping on them to produce the steam.
             By  the  candlelight I could make out a small  stone  vessel
        centered over the flames.  I could hear something bubbling in  it
        and,  from  time to time, I could just see thin trails  of  vapor
        rising.  Harlan moved over to it and had picked up another earth-
        en pot.  Carefully he poured some of its contents into the  stone
        vessel  and a large cloud of brownish vapor issued up.  The  odor
        in  the  sweat house was now intense; it was the same  brown  goo
        he'd  whipped into my skin outside.  The odor was sweet and  pun-
        gent; I took deep breaths as did he.  I could feel a tingling  in
        my  penis.
             Harlan  made his way back to me, carrying the  clay  vessel.
        He  kneeled so that my backward tilted head was centered  between
        his thighs.  It put his erect cock right in front of my face  and
        the  odor  of the pot's brown goo penetrated my  nostrils.   Even
        with  my  upside down perspective, I could see  his  cock  slowly
        twitching  to  his heartbeat; his large scrotal  sac  rising  and
        falling with each throb.  Though I couldn't see it, I felt my own
        cock  respond  by  producing a huge drop of  semen  that  dripped
        heavily  onto my lower belly.  I shivered as I felt  its  wetness
        hit my skin.
             Harlan's  hand came down to his cock and grabbed it  at  the
        base.  He bent it down toward the Tamarisk needle-covered  floor.
        I could see its stiffness fighting against being pointed in  this
        unnatural direction.  He brought the earthen pot between his legs
        and  slowly inserted his penis.  I felt him shudder as  the  head
        first contacted the hot goo.
             His cock was totally covered as he pulled it back out of the
        container.   Either the hotness or the sensation was causing  him
        to  tremble  now  and I saw a tiny white droplet  of  semen  just
        emerge  from  the brownness covering the tip of  his  glans.   He
        reached down with his other hand and put a gentle pressure on  my
        chin.  Sensing what he was about to do, I opened my mouth and  he
        slid his cock in slowly.
             The brown goo had a sweet, musky taste and it was  slippery.
        My tongue and the mucous membranes of my mouth tingled wildly  as
        the substance spread across them.  I began to feel more and  more
        excitement as Harlan's cock penetrated deepeer into my mouth  and
        then  down my throat.  In my relatively minimal fellatio  experi-
        ences,  I'd never been able to do it very well because of my  gag
        reflex.   This was different.  The goo seemed to numb  my  throat
        somewhat; I was totally relaxed and greedily drank in his  entire
        length.
             He began slowly fucking my mouth in long strokes.  My  head,
        resting  back on the mound, was ideally placed.  I felt his  warm
        scrotal sac softly brushing up against my nose and forehead  with
        every  slow  and steady thrust.  Delicious surges  of  excitement
        washed  over  me and I closed my eyes to lose  myself  in  erotic
        excitement.  No doubt the sweet goo was an intense drug for  both
        of us.
             My  sensory perception increased even more as Harlan's  long
        strokes  continued.   Ingredients in the slick brown  gooey  sub-
        stance  seemed to super sensitize my mouth and throat.   I  could
        sense  every nuance and curve of his cock as it worked.  I  could
        feel  the  edge of his glans as it slipped past the  back  of  my
        tongue  and  deep  down my throat.  I timed  my  breaths  to  his
        strokes, relaxing and focusing my entire being on abandoning this
        sensitive  part of me for his taking.  My mouth and  throat,  al-
        ready a source of pleasure to Harlan, now became the same to  me.
        Muscles  I never before knew were there gripped and caressed  his
        shaft as it slid along my throat; it was a mutual love-making.  I
        remembered  Harlan's words about my being simply an "object"  for
        his  pleasure now.  The thought was more exciting than  ever  now
        and I let myself go.
             I  opened  my eyes.  As Harlan's slow strokes  continued,  I
        could  see his sweat mixed with the brown goo dripping  from  his
        balls  and thighs when he pulled back far enough for my  eyes  to
        focus.  Each stroke was getting more forceful and deeper now;  he
        was getting close...
             I gripped his cock with my mouth and throat as strongly as I
        could.  He responded by speeding up and thrusting more deeply.  I
        felt  his  penis  suddenly swell and his urethra  dilate  as  his
        climax  approached; a warm film of his pre-come wetness  suddenly
        slickened  the  back  of my throat.  It was  wonderful;  we  were
        becoming  one.   I felt my own cock twitching violently  with  my
        screaming heartbeat.  Closer.  He began to moan.
             He exploded; the first rush of his sperm-laden semen flooded
        the back of my mouth.  Reflexively, he thrust deeper and I felt a
        second  rush splashing well down my throat.  Meanwhile his  slip-
        pery musk spread, coating the insides of my mouth and throat.  It
        lubricated  him  completely as the intense quakes of  his  orgasm
        gradually continued.  His cum slipped into me as a second wave of
        ecstasy swept him.  My being responded by opening itself further,
        trying  to  drawing him into me totally.  Out of my mind  with  a
        lust I'd never before imagined, I pressed myself to his thrusting
        cock  as  I felt hot sperm gush once more.  My body  welcomed  of
        this precious essence, craving it, needing it.  It was  wonderful
        as  those  fleeting heartbeat moments passed, we were one  in  an
        infinite  orgasm  beyond all thought.  He was totally  inside  me
        now,   his  movements  frozen, my mouth  wide  and  pressed  hard
        against his pubic bone.  Finally the spasms began to subside.
             His  sweat-covered torso collapsed onto me.   His  shrinking
        cock  was still in my mouth and I began slowly  and  rhythmically
        sucking him in time with his fading contractions.  His fingertips
        softly gripped my throbbing cock, moving it out of the way as the
        tip his tongue pressed into my navel to drink my semen  collected
        there.   Harlan's  tongue gently explored my  belly,  tasting  my
        skin;  consuming the rest of the wetness our experience had  thus
        far  brought  from  me.  My entire body shuddered  and  I  pulled
        against  my bonds.  He moved forward a bit and his now limp  cock
        slid from my lips.
             My  mouth, still wide and desperate for more of his  juices,
        found his balls and he paused to let me take what I might.  There
        were  remains of the drugged brown goo on their soft skin  and  I
        greedily licked and sucked them.  I drew first one, then both  of
        his testicles into my mouth, trying to swallow them in a  seizure
        of  sexual  energy.  The pressure must have felt good  to  Harlan
        because he moaned with each of my tugs.
             Finally  he relaxed.  Gently, he pulled back from me  and  I
        let  his  balls slip from my mouth.  I was ecstatic  and  totally
        aroused.   I looked up at him anxiously as he knelt naked  before
        me.
             "I knew you'd be perfect," he said serenely, "I knew it.
             It was the first time he'd spoken to me since he'd bound  me
        to the tree.
             "We're moving on to the next step now," he said softly.
             Harlan produced a leather cock-ring and snapped it around my
        cock  and balls.  Its base held a small metal ring through  which
        he fed a long leather thong.  This he ran through another ring on
        the  wall  and pulled the end so there was tension  on  it.   The
        effect  was  to pull my rigid cock from lying on  my  stomach  to
        standing vertically.  The sensation was indescribable.  I took  a
        deep  breath  as I felt another surge and a flow of  more  of  my
        semen.   I watched enthralled as a huge hot drop emerged from  my
        phallus and ran lazily down.  Orange sparkles from the  fireplace
        glinted from the clear, slick fluid as it left its trail along my
        length.
             "Close your eyes," he said.
             I  did and I felt him drape a cloth over my eyes and  fasten
        it behind my head.  A blindfold.  What now?
             Since no blindfold is perfect, my eyes immediately opened to
        explore this new world of darkness.  There were only a few  light
        gaps  in the fabric and I was only able to sense the dimmness  of
        the burning candle wick and Harlan's movements around in the hut.
        He  seemed  to be very active and there were a  few  sliding  and
        clicking noises as what seemed to be several minutes passed.
             I  sensed  Harlan  moving around again.  There  were  a  few
        metallic  clinking  sounds  he knelt beside me.   A  warm  liquid
        substance  was being poured onto my chest in the low spot  on  my
        sternum.  I felt his hands spreading it over my now sweat-covered
        body.  His hands were soft and, as they swept over my  pectorals,
        I  felt  my  nipples rock hard against  them.   Another  rush  of
        warmth--this  time on my belly.  I gasped and felt  my  rock-hard
        cock  throb with the sensation.  I realized my skin was  tingling
        everywhere the warm liquid had been spread; this must have been a
        more  diluted form of the brown goo.  All around my  stomach--now
        my  pubic area!  I moaned with excitement and started to  tremble
        as his hands worked the warm substance down around the base of my
        cock and over my balls.
             The  movement pulled against the leather throng  binding  my
        cock, producing erotic sensations like I'd never experienced.  In
        the blackness of my blindfolded world, I let myself go once more,
        focusing all of my thoughts on what I was feeling and the  sensu-
        ality  of  it.  His hands continued to work, to caress,  and  the
        sensations  built.  I suddenly realized I was starting  to  come.
        Harlan  must  have  sensed it because he stopped  moving  so  the
        surges  could pass.  Apparently, my release would not be  allowed
        so early.
             There  was  a  pause and then I felt a  kind  of  scratching
        sensation on my pectoral area.  It was a moment before I realized
        it but he was shaving me!  I was going to protest but, after all,
        I did give myself to him.  I was along for the ride and so far it
        had been more exciting than anything I'd ever experienced.  Let's
        see what happens next...
             It  took what I imagined to be a couple of hours  to  accom-
        plish  the task.  There would be shaving sensations  followed  by
        warm  water flowing over my skin and down into the  deep,  porous
        bed of tamarisk needles on which I was bound.  When he'd finished
        my chest and stomach, he paused and applied some more warm  stuff
        to  my crotch again.  This process went extremely slowly.  In  my
        hyper-excited state I was on the verge of orgasm almost constant-
        ly.  We  developed our own unspoken  communication;  as  Harlan's
        manipulations  and  the  thong's tension on my  cock  brought  me
        close, I'd moan a little and he'd pause to let the surges  dissi-
        pate.  It was a totally new world and I loved its every nuance.
             Ever-so-carefully,  I felt him using the razor to strip  the
        hairs  from the base of my cock as it stood vertically,  its  en-
        gorged and throbbing rigidness resisting against the thong  hold-
        ing  it upright.  Suddenly, he popped loose the cock ring and  my
        rock  hard penis slapped noisily onto my now hairless  belly.   I
        felt  his hands gently lift it as he shaved the  remaining  hairs
        which  were under the ring's material.  Then he gripped my  balls
        to  pull the skin there tight as he shaved around the edge of  my
        sac.  With each stroke of the razor, my cock would twitch against
        the tension.  I came even closer to orgasm and seemed to float in
        a state of erotic bliss.  After what felt like days, he finished.
             He  stopped  a moment, likely admiring the  results  of  his
        totally  laying  bare my rigid and throbbing  cock.   Suddenly  a
        scalding hot liquid flowed onto my loins and enveloped my  balls.
        My body heaved and I heard myself screaming; the ropes binding my
        limbs strained against the solidness of their anchors.  I explod-
        ed  with the sensations and I felt a drop of my lubricating  wet-
        ness spurt from my trembling cock and splash warmly onto my newly
        shaven chest.
             All  at  once I recognized the strong odor and  the  intense
        tingling I'd felt before; Harlan had poured the concentrated  hot
        brown goo over me.  It's warmth and aphrodisiac effects were  now
        beginning  to  take hold and my muscles relaxed.    I  took  deep
        breaths  as the hotness of the brown goo ran down and soaked  the
        soft, now totally naked skin of my scrotal sac.  The newly shaven
        skin was infinitiely more permeable to the goo's mystic  ingredi-
        ents  and  they seemed to penetrate more quickly, having  a  more
        profound  effect than ever before.  I drifted in and out of  con-
        sciousness  as I allowed myself to once more become lost  in  the
        ecstasies it brought.
             More  activity now.  The cock ring was snapped back  on  and
        the thong's tension restored.  He moved on to my legs and I  felt
        every  step  as he'd apply what must have been the  warm  shaving
        cream  and then gently worked the razor over my skin.   His  soft
        hands  gently  caressed my calves and thighs as  he  worked.   He
        seemed  to be feeling my musculature carefully--evaluating me  in
        some way.
             Even my toes were part of it.  I felt Harlan apply tiny bits
        of warm shaving cream to the hairs on each one then gently  shave
        it clean.  He tested this part of me differently--with his mouth.
        After  each bare foot was shaved, he'd begin licking the top.   I
        felt  his mouth suck my toes inside it--his slippery tongue  run-
        ning  between  them.  This sensation was incredible and  I  heard
        myself moaning in my private darkness.
             Harlan  responded by using his teeth to make gentle nips  at
        the  base of each toe.  I began to shiver with the excitement  of
        this  new  and fabulous experience and I felt my  cock  throbbing
        wildly  against its bonds.  Harlan's teeth began  working  around
        the outside of each foot to the instep and he bit down harder  on
        the soft tissue there.  This seemed to be another test as I  felt
        his teeth and tongue carefully sample every square inch.  No  one
        was enjoying this more than me and, by this time, my entire  body
        was convulsing with the intense pleasure of it.  My moans  turned
        to  gasps as I tried to grind my nakedness deeper into the  warm,
        now damp bed of Tamarisk needles I was bound to.
             Harlan  allowed me to relax as he spread more  warm  shaving
        cream  on my arms.  This time the razor raised goosebumps  as  he
        gently  worked  it over me.  Even my hands and fingers  felt  the
        edge of his carefully wielded razor; my ritual must have required
        the  removal of every hair on my body.  When he got to my  under-
        arms,  he applied a mixture he must have prepared specially.   It
        was  intensely  hot and provided yet another new  and  incredibly
        stimulating sensation.  After shaving me there, he began  working
        over  that  area with his tongue and I began to shiver  and  moan
        once  again.  I think if he had just touched the head of my  cock
        at that moment, I would have come instantly.
             Harlan began gently sampling each arm's musculature with his
        teeth and fingers as he worked his way down to my hands.  I  felt
        my fingers slip into his mouth.  His tongue and teeth moved  over
        each  one  and then the softer tissue on my palms.   Between  the
        drugs  and his stimulation, I had reached places I'd  never  been
        before.   I began to realize that this experience must have  been
        intended  for me; that I had been missing something very  much  a
        part of my destiny.
             Then  he released one of my wrists and removed  its  leather
        bracelet.   After carefully shaving the hairs underneath, he  put
        the  bracelet back on and repeated the performance with my  other
        wrist.  Clipping my wrists together, he must have attached one of
        the suspension ropes to them because my arms were still stretched
        out  over my head.  Now he moved to my ankles and released  both.
        Like  my  wrists,  each ankle was freed  from  its  bracelet  and
        shaved.  But this time the procedure was different.
             Harlan  rolled  me  over on my tamarisk  covered  bier.   He
        reattached  my anklets to their suspension ropes and my legs  lay
        spread  and open to him as my rock hard cock pressed into my  bed
        of  soft damp needles.  More warm shaving mixture flowed onto  my
        back  and down into its recesses above my buttocks.   Soft  hands
        spread it about and its now familiar tingle felt strangely sensu-
        al on this part of my body.
             He  shaved the few hairs from my skin there and  rinsed  the
        mixture with more hot water.  There was only one part of me  with
        hair still remaining and my excitement built as I anticipated the
        unknown, but doubtlessly erotic, sensations which had to follow.
             Warm,  slippery shaving mixture was now poured onto my  but-
        tocks  and  spread gently by his soft hands.  Harlan  kneaded  my
        buns,  seeming to test them as he'd done before with the rest  of
        my body.  The razor felt cool as it stripped the their hairs away
        and  I knew his task was all but complete.
             Finally, the warm shaving mixture was smoothed onto my  anus
        and I shivered with it.  His soft fingers worked it in and aroun-
        d,  slipping  into me ever so little to make  sure  every  square
        millimeter was covered.  Harlan's infinitely sharp blade explored
        every minute recess of my hole's exterior, carefully taking  even
        the smallest of the hairs there.  I'd never experienced  anything
        like it and the soft anal tissue tingled wildly as he worked.
             Harlan stepped back a moment and I felt him adjust the ropes
        holding  my  ankles.  He pulled them tighter and my  legs  spread
        further.  When he'd finished this adjustment, I was spread as far
        as  I'd ever been and the sensation was confused between  discom-
        fort  and excitement at being this vulnerable.   My  anticipation
        was  building  faster; I took deep breaths,  inhaling  the  hut's
        aphrodisiac  vapors and reveling in the yet unknown ordeal I  was
        about to experience.
             My  body heaved as blisteringly hot goo flowed down  between
        my  buttocks  and onto my newly denuded anus.  My  muscles  there
        tensed  as  my breaths became gasps.  Harlan sensed  it  and  his
        fingers began spreading the slippery admixture over those  sensi-
        tive  tissues.  The soothing effect was immediate and I  felt  my
        entire body relax.  His finger slid into me and I shuddered  once
        more.   Inside, the liquid was like sexual fire as it coated  the
        tender  membranes there.  My heart pounded as his finger slid  in
        and out, each time more deeply.  Then there was a second  finger,
        a  third; my breaths were coming hard and deep now.  I sighed  as
        he  began  to  withdraw his fingers but, all at  once  they  were
        replaced with what I though must be his cock.
             My  suspicions were confirmed instantly as I felt the  warm,
        moist  skin  of  his stomach on my now bare  buttocks  and  back.
        Slowly  he drove his member up to his balls into me and, just  as
        slowly,  back out.  At the same time he rubbed his skin on  mine,
        driving  the slick, sensuous brown admixure into both of us.   It
        went  on  for several moments and I began moving with him  as  he
        worked.   I  though him close to climax and longed  for  his  hot
        sperm  to join the fluids already inside me.  But he  slowed  and
        stopped, apparently saving this load for pleasures yet to unfold.
        Gradually, he slid from me and, taking a deep breath, stood up.
             He  was finished.  Releasing my ankles and turning me  over,
        he  removed  my blindfold and lifted my head so I  could  see  my
        body.  It was totally devoid of hair; I was like a newborn  baby.
        This  must have been part of the ancient ritual:   preparing  the
        soul  of  the sacrifice to be reborn.  The  warm,  damp  Tamarisk
        needles again felt sensual on my bare feet and I slowly rubbed my
        toes into them while Harlan released my arms.
             He  clipped my wrists together again and led me out  of  the
        hut.   It was very dark and felt intensely cold outside the  ele-
        vated temperature of the sweat house.  He wrapped a robe  similar
        to  his  around  me and donned his own.   We  walked  toward  the
        spring.
             As we approached, I could see a small fire burning.  In  the
        dim  light  I could make out something hanging from  one  of  the
        trees nearby.  Getting closer, I saw it was some type of  rectan-
        gular  harness  arrangement  suspended  horizontally  by  several
        ropes.
             It was made of leather and looked to be just the right  size
        to hold a human body.  Harlan positioned me so that it was behind
        me and he untied two of the ropes so the harness hung vertically.
        He  removed my robe and unclipped my wrists.  He backed  me  into
        contact  with the leather straps. Stretching my arms  upward,  he
        clipped each of my wrists to rings attached to the ropes  running
        up  to  the  tree.  As I stood there  spread-eagled,  he  buckled
        straps around my torso that held the harness to my body.  Then he
        began tightening the remaining two ropes.
             As  the harness became horizontal,  Harlan gently pushed  me
        backwards so that I was finally suspended about three feet  above
        the  ground.  My feet finally left the ground and he  clipped  my
        anklets to two more rings in the ropes about 2 feet above my  now
        horizontal  body.  He stepped back to examine me.  He  seemed  to
        fill  with excitement as he surveyed my naked, and  now  hairless
        torso  hanging before him in the firelight.  He threw  more  wood
        onto the fire and dropped his robe.  His cock was becoming  erect
        again.
             Harlan  stared  at me for a long moment.  My  bare  buttocks
        extended just past the end of the harness and he seemed fascinat-
        ed  by their shape in the flickering light.  I'd known  for  some
        time  that I had a nice-looking ass; both men and women had  com-
        mented on it.  Actually, I'd developed an eye for this particular
        body  part too and I found Harlan's naked posterior quite  stimu-
        lating.  The feeling was apparently mutual as he reached out  and
        gently  caressed each of my buns; sampling them like he  had  the
        muscles  of  my arms and legs.  There was still a  trace  of  the
        welts my earlier flogging and I sighed deeply at his touch.
             Seconds  later,  he'd seemed to have made  the  decision  to
        continue  and began shortening the ropes suspending my  legs  and
        lower  torso.  Instead of being suspended horizontally,  my  body
        was  now tilted upward with my buttocks slightly higher  than  my
        chest.
             Harlan reached down by the fire and brought back what looked
        to be a goat-skin container of some kind.  It was obviously  full
        of  something and had a tube protruding from one end  terminating
        in  a small penis-shaped head.  I began to see what was about  to
        happen.   With my legs spread apart and tied well above, my  anus
        was perfectly positioned.
             Harlan  reached  down again, this time coming up  with  what
        looked  like a small leather pouch about six inches in  diameter.
        He  squeezed  it and more of the dark brown goo  emerged  from  a
        strategically placed hole where the pouch was sewn together.   He
        ran  the goo all along the length of the tube's  penis-like  end.
        Holding  the  tube and turning it as the slippery  substance  ran
        over  its surface, he waited until its entire length was  coated.
        With  another squeeze of the pouch he deposited another gob  onto
        his finger and gently slid it into me.
             He seemed to enjoy sliding his finger through my anal  open-
        ing;  he  worked it firmly but gently and the  drugged  substance
        began  to make my entire lower body tingle.  As his finger  moved
        around  in me, he brushed my prostate gland causing a large  drop
        of  my  semen to appear at the head of my cock.  As he  slid  the
        enema tube deep into me, the drop slowly fell onto my bare  stom-
        ach leaving a string-like link to my urethra that sparkled bright
        orange in the firelight.
             As Harlan lifted the enema bag, I felt its liquid flow  into
        me  like  a warm glow.  I felt a sudden fullness and  a  rush  of
        excitement.   He'd  apparently  added some kind of  drug  to  the
        mixture and it was being absorbed almost instantly into my blood-
        stream.
             When  all the liquid was inside me, he slowly  withdrew  the
        tube.   From  a small shelf built onto the nearby  tree-trunk  he
        took  a  small, carved stone butt plug which he coated  with  the
        brown goo and slid into me.  I felt my sphincter slip around  its
        rounded  head then grip its grooved base, making a perfect  seal.
        Harlan  stood there for a moment and then his  fingertip  touched
        the  end  of my cock as it now lay on my  upraised  stomach.   He
        collected  some of my wetness with it and tasted it.  He  smiled.
        Without saying a word, he turned and walked away.  I couldn't see
        him anymore; the only awareness I now had was of the stars  above
        me and the warmth of the fire crackling nearby.
             The  drug  inside me was working more strongly now;  it  was
        powerful and made me concentrate on my nakedness, my vulnerabili-
        ty as I hung there.  I realized I had truly passed from my previ-
        ous  identity as a person to a simple object of pleasure for  the
        captor  to  whom I'd given myself.  I felt relaxed and  at  peace
        with it.  No longer did I wonder what would happen to me nor  did
        I  care--I  only  wanted to be worthy and provide  the  whole  of
        myself  to the one to whom I now belonged.  I realized  that  the
        more pleasure I gave him, the more I would ultimately  experience
        in  return.
             I began breathing heavily as time passed and the enema began
        to  work.   I don't know how long Harlan had left  me  there  but
        suddenly  he had returned.  He reached right below me and  seemed
        to  lift something.  Straining, I could see it was some  kind  of
        hatch or covering.  Reaching between my legs, he slipped out  the
        stone butt plug and loosened two of the ropes suspending my torso
        and  legs;  the harness must have been  well  designed  technique
        because my torso was almost instantly tilted downwards.  My bowel
        let go and I could see that there was indeed a deep hole below me
        strategically placed for this operation.
             Harlan  washed me off with a flow of warm  water  apparently
        heated by the fire during our sweat house experience.  He hoisted
        me  up again.  This time he used a different bag but it  had  the
        same appearance as the first.  After lubricating me and the tube,
        he  held it high as he filled my gut again.  The  hotness  spread
        through me once more.
             The  drug  rush hit me.  This time infinitely  more  intense
        than  the  first.  My mind and body reeled.   The  hallucinations
        were  beginning again and my entire consciousness focused  on  my
        penis standing out rock hard directly in front of my eyes.   This
        time the feeling of fullness was carrying me away; I flowed  with
        it  while watching drop after drop of semen emerging and  running
        across my upturned stomach toward my hairless chest.
             I felt myself being lowered again.  Either my bowel released
        more  slowly this time or my perception of time was beginning  to
        be  altered.   It seemed like a long time before I  found  myself
        cleaned up and hoisted ass high again.  The firelight spread into
        rainbow-like  patterns  on the Tamarisks over  head.   The  whole
        desert began to throb to my heartbeat.
             Harlan had a third bag ready; this one was a little  smaller
        than  the  first two.   It was wet and steaming  like  he'd  just
        taken it out of a pot of  hot water.  Instead of a long tube,  it
        had  a rigid large diameter tube about six inches long.   At  its
        end  was a short rounded fixture that looked like a phallus.   It
        was  a  phallus!   It was carved from wood or stone  but  it  was
        definitely  an artificial penis.  Harlan squeezed the bag out  of
        the  head of the penis issued a large blob of the  drugged  brown
        goo.  He smiled a little as he spread the slippery substance over
        it.
             At that moment it occurred to me why the shapes of  Harlan's
        enema bags were so familiar.  I stared at his phallus-tipped  bag
        as  he again lubricated my anus.  They resembled human  stomachs!
        Could he have gotten them from some ancient shaman?  Did he  take
        them from previous sacrifices like me?  Did--
             I gasped as Harlan slipped the artificial cock deep into me.
        He squeezed the bag and I felt the drug laden mixture oozing  red
        hot into my shivering bowel.  My mind was only partly functional.
        Would  he kill me?  What will--The drug rush hit me like a  tidal
        wave  and I was totally swept out of my mind.  All I could  think
        of  was how utterly sexually excited I was; how complete  was  my
        nakedness  and vulnerability.  I belonged to Harlan; whatever  he
        did would be wonderful--even death.
             He  removed  the now empty bag and lowered  my  torso  level
        again.   His  face was staring into mine.  Around his  head  were
        glowing  rings of color.  The firelight had converted the  green-
        ness  of  the Tamarisks into millions of hands reaching  for  the
        sky.  This time when I saw the stars, there seemed to be billions
        of them, all beckoning to me.
             In  my  delirium, I saw Harlan taking hold of his  cock  and
        spreading  a large glob of the hot brown goo over it like he  did
        in the sweat house.  He slowly approached me and touched the head
        of it to my anus.  It was an incredible feeling.  He pressed into
        me and I felt my entire being open up to him, I felt totally ful-
        filled.   He didn't move, he just stood there coupled  deep  into
        me.  He smiled serenely again as he must have felt the rush  from
        the drugs in the goo permeate his cock and work outward from  his
        groin.
             Slowly  he  pulled  out of me and took a long  look  at  his
        twitching cock.  He reached down and returned holding up  another
        phallus-like object so I could see it.  It was a penis and  scro-
        tum  carved from stone lifelike except that, like the butt  plug,
        there  was a deep groove cut which reduced its diameter by  about
        half.  He covered it with more goo and slid it deep into me.   He
        must  have had it in the heated water too as I felt  its  hotness
        flowing into my anal tissues.
             Harlan walked around to where my head was protruding  beyond
        the  end of the harness.  I'd been straining my neck muscles  for
        what seemed like hours now to watch what was being done to me.  I
        relaxed  and  let my head fall back and hang upside  down.   Just
        like in the sweat hut,  slid it in all the way.  By this
        time I was ravenous for the sweet, brown goo and greedily  sucked
        and lof it.
             After a moment, he slowly removed his dick and backed  away.
        The drugs were coming up to their full strength now in my  system
        and I could no longer raise my head.  My upside down  perspective
        heightened  my  disorientation and I became lost in  a  world  of
        hallucination  and erotic imagery.  To the best of  my  knowledge
        Harlan had left me there.
             Hours  seemed to pass as I lie suspended.  My  mind  swirled
        with  images of thousands of sacrificial victims, offering  them-
        selves over the centuries to be bound and used by even more thou-
        sands of tormentors.  They--as now myself--were resigned to their
        fate as objects of sensual pleasure, seeking only the  revelation
        of the mysteries hidden deep within their souls and knowing  only
        their captors could remove that veil.
             The next thing I remember, I felt my anklets being unclipped
        and  my legs dropping.  It was still dark.  Just as it  had  been
        every  time so far, the soft Tamarisk needles felt sensual as  my
        bare  feet  gently touched down.  My arms  were  still  suspended
        above me and I heard a voice ask, "How are you?"
             It  was a moment until I could speak.  I looked down  at  my
        body  and seemed to see its hairless nudity for the  first  time.
        My  cock was no longer the throbbing rod as before but  it  still
        stood out in front of me in a half-erection.  I felt, and sudden-
        ly remembered, the stone phallus still lodged in me.  "Fine, I--I
        think," I heard myself say.
             Harlan was wearing his silver robe again.  He reached up and
        unclipped my wrists from the suspension ropes.  My numb arms fell
        limp to my sides.  I could barely stand.
                "Are you hungry?" he asked.
                I  imediately found myself famished.  I didn't  know  how
        many  hours  it had been since my ordeal began--I  couldn't  even
        remember  the  last time I'd eaten before that.   "Yes...yes,"  I
        said weakly.
                Harlan  clipped my wrists together again and led me  back
        toward  the sweat house and the fire pit.  The fire  was  blazing
        huge and bright--much more than before.  We walked by the  smooth
        flat  altarstone and I felt a surge deep in my groin as I  looked
        at  it.  My eyes were again drawn to the grooves at the ends  and
        corners  of the stone.  In my mind flashed visions of the  count-
        less naked, struggling victims, their bonds wearing them  deeper.
        The stone was calling to me and I wanted nothing more than to  be
        tied to it.  He allowed me to pause next to it a moment,  letting
        me  touch it with my bound hands.  It was cool and  welcoming  to
        me;  my cock had hardened once more and its tip justone's  edge.
        It was electric.  I shuddered with  it  and
        Harlan  watching me; his eyes told me the time had not yet  come.
        We walked on.
             We arrived at the sweat hut and Harlan motioned me in again.
        The  interior  was no longer damp and hot.   There  were  several
        candles burning and the fire which was burning earlier in one  of
        the two fireplaces was out.  Instead, even more wood was  stacked
        to the ceiling there, just like on the other side.   Actually the
        floor  of the hut was covered with bundles of wood except  for  a
        small  pathway  to the long raised mound in the  center.   Harlan
        motioned  me  to  sit on it and he clipped my wrists  to  a  rope
        hanging down from the middle of the ceiling.  He walked out.
                The  drugs were still affecting me and I wanted to  touch
        something  sensually.  I reached out a bare foot and  gently  ran
        the  bottom of it across the broken ends of one of the wood  bun-
        dles on the floor.  It stirred me.  I felt my cock begin to stand
        erect again.  I began rubbing my other foot on the damp  Tamarisk
        needles  directly  in  front of me and it felt  good.   I  became
        conscious of the soft cushion of needles directly under my  naked
        ass and I shuddered.  A drop of clear semen appear at the top  of
        my stiffening dick.  Fruitlessly, I searchefe when I'd been this
        excited; there was  nothing  ev I took a deep b
                The  swishing of the skin covering the sweat  house  door
        revealed  Harlan entering with an earthenware bowl.  The odor  of
        cooked meat triggered an intense appetite and I couldn't wait  to
        eat  something.    The food in the bowl had a  strange  but  very
        intriguing odor.
                It  was meat alright and it was very tender, like it  had
        been marinated and cooked a long time.  There was a smooth,  sort
        of musky texture to the sauce.  I thought it might be laced  with
        some more drugs but, by this time, all I wanted was more of  this
        experience  so I ate it greedily as Harlan fed it to  me.   There
        was quite a bit  and I finished it all.  Harlan held the bowl  to
        my lips as I drank the last of the strange-tasting gravy.
                I  felt rejuvenated and relaxed.  I noticed my  cock  had
        lost  its  erection for the first time since I'd met  Harlan.   I
        felt content.  "What was it?" I asked him.
                "A  special meat prepared from an ancient  recipe.   It's
        only  served  to those involved in the  ritual,"  Harlan  replied
        quietly.
                "It  was  good," I said in an effort to  compliment  him,
        "what was in the sauce?"
                "Natural  meat  juices, some special  ritual  drugs,  and
        human sperm," he said matter of factly.
                When  Harlan  used  the words, "human sperm,"  I  felt  a
        renewed tingle in my groin.  The thought of this was fascinating.
        Suddenly, the thought of my consuming someone's come prepared  as
        a gravy was incredibly stimulating.  I felt my cock beginning  to
        stand erect again.
                This whole ritual was beginning to be enormously  reward-
        ing for me; it was like my entire life had led me to this  point.
        Harlan  was a loving guide showing me what was possible.  I  felt
        tremendously  grateful to him and renewed my resolve  to  totally
        give  myself to whatever or wherever he'd take me.  My  cock  was
        indeed erect again and I longed for him to remove his robe and be
        naked with me.
                I felt another strange sensation begin to build.  It  was
        a  rushing dizziness.  The food must have contained  more  potent
        drugs  and their effects were beginning to hit.  They  must  have
        been  intended to stimulate me sexually since that was  certainly
        what was going on.  I was unconsciously rubbing my bare feet into
        the hut's damp Tamarisk needle-covered floor and I look    see
        yet more clear semen drops appearing from the hea
        rock-hard cock.
                Harlan seemed to be aware of just what was happening  and
        what I was thinking.  He reached up and unfastened his robe.   It
        dropped at his feet and, for the first time, I was able to get  a
        good look at the tiny object attached to his right nipple.
                It was a small gold ring passing through a pierce in  the
        nipple.   On  the ring was something suspended--a  tiny  shape  I
        couldn't  quite make out in the dim light.  He seemed to read  my
        mind again and moved closer so I could see.  It was a tiny  phal-
        lus!
                "You  might call this my totem," he said  quietly,  "it's
        the  symbol  of my soul.  You have your symbol too and  you  must
        help me find it before I can free your spirit completely."
                Harlan  looked deep into me and, from his eyes,  I  could
        tell  he had found something.  I wasn't sure what it  might  have
        been but I had made some discov
        this  and  wanted it intensely.  Something buried for  my  entire
        life was awakening and I felt it emerging more and more  strongly
        with each passing heartbeat.
                Harlan  squatted and picked up my right foot as I sat  on
        the hut's mound.  I leaned back and shifted my weight to the rope
        suspending the bonds holding my wrists; the stoy rectum shifted a
        bit and felt good.  Harlan's hand  gently
        stroked  and  squeezed the my calf muscles,  testing  them  again
        carefully.  His other hand unfastened and removed my anklet.   He
        removed the other anklet in the same way.
                His  soft  touch  stimulated me and,  combined  with  the
        effects  of  the drugged meat, my body was gently  trembling.   I
        looked  down  and saw that more large, clear drops of  semen  had
        emerged  from my urethra and were sliding down the hard shaft  of
        my  penis.  My gaze drifted to my now completely naked  legs  and
        feet;  their lines no longer broken by the leather  ankle  brace-
        lets.   I again slowly rut on  the
        hut's  Tamarisk  needle-covered  floor and  the  sensation  drove
        electric shocks up my legs into my groin.
                I  hadn't  noticed Harlan's hand moving up to  my  chest.
        Suddenly I felt his soft fingertips gently caressing my rock hard
        nipples.  This was a totally new feeling and my whole body quaked
        with  the excitement it brought.  I looked back at Harlan's  eyes
        and  found  them staring deep into me again.  He  was  definitely
        seeing something--something that, to me, appeared that he  wasn't
        completely expecting.
                His  hands unclipped the rope suspending my  wrists.   He
        removed my leather bracelets and let my hands drop to my sides as
        I  sat  there.  "We don't need these anymore,"  he  said  softly,
                    I  knew what he meant.  We stood up together and  he
        led the way outside.
                I  felt myself changing faster than ever  now.   Watching
        Harlan's  well-formed buttocks swaying gently as the  light  from
        the  huge fire in the pit outside played on theion grew.  The drugs
        in the meat were working  well
        now  and  every sensory input was amplified.  Walking  caused  my
        already  throbbing cock to bounce and the slight downward  strain
        on its rock-hard erection became more sensual with each step.
                The sudden, intense heat of the fire felt fabulous on  my
        trembling  nakedness as we approached the pit.  We walked  slowly
        by  the sacrificial stone and I felt it calling out to me  louder
        than  ever before.  Unconsciously, I touched its  smooth  surface
        again.  Its coolness brought exactly the sensation I expected and
        this  satisfaction sent a jolt of delight through me.   I  looked
        again  at  the grooves worn in the stone's ends and  corners  and
        breathed deeply.
                This  was not our destination yet, however.   Harlan  had
        led me to a small flat altar built atop the low wall  surrounding
        the  firepit.  On it was a bundle made of a very old animal  skin
        covered  with heiroglyphic characters.  We knelt down and  Harlan
        began unwrapping it.
             I  said nothing as I felt the changes inside me  continuing.
        Inside  the  skin was a rolled piece of ancient  cloth  about  18
        inches long and Harlan spread it out on the altar stone.   Inside
        was  what appeared to be three obsidian blades, each about  three
        inches  wide.   Two were more than a foot long and a there was  a
        smaller  one about six inches long.  The knives had handles  made
        from  what appeared to be human femurs--each femur section  care-
        fully sized to match the scale of its blade.  The bones  appeared
        extremely old, their brown surfaces glazed from being handled for
        many many years.
             Without  a doubt these were ancient sacrificial knives  used
        during  Yuka rituals--perhaps the same ritual of which I was  now
        part.   From the edge of the fire pit, Harlan picked up  a  large
        covered bowl.  As he removed the cover, the odors from the swirl-
        ing  vapors told me it was more of the strange gravy I'd  had  in
        the sweat hut.
             Looking  deep  into me, he drank several large  gulps.   The
        warm liquid ran from the corners of his mouth, dripping onto  his
        stomach and loins.  Without breaking eye contact, he handed it to
        me  and  I did the same; the silky warm splash  of  the  escaping
        droplets spread over me.
                "It's time to choose," Harlan said softly and  seriously.
        "You are free now.  You can go if you wish or you can finish what
        you've  begun."   He fell silent and stared into my  eyes  as  we
        knelt naked in the firelight.
                There was really no choice for me.  In these past  hours,
        I'd come to know an existence far beyond any mortal experience  I
        could  concieve.  Harlan was no longer a guide to me; he was  the
        gatekeeper  who could deliver a path to the secrets of  the  Uni-
        verse.   I  knew my death could be a part of it but I  also  knew
        more--much more--awaited me.
 
        ----To be continued----
 
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