Date: Fri, 11 Apr 2008 03:56:58 -0700 (PDT)
From: Gay Writer <gaywriter72@yahoo.com>
Subject: The Lycan Chapter 4

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Chapter 4
Primal


      I drifted along in my mind for longer than I cared to, and finally
opened my eyes.  The ache at the back of my skull faded and I took in a
deep breath to calm my heart.  I wasn't dead.  I had thought I was.  I
remembered thinking to myself 'am I dead?', and I remembered the strange
voices in my dream.

      For a brief moment the daylight stung my eyes as I heard the scrape
of metal against metal, and the room faded into shadow.  The smell of dust
and something long forgotten filled the air.  I rolled over, or at least
started to, before the pain and tug against my arms kept me in place.

      I don't know if it was instinct, but I struggled and made every
effort against the ties that held my wrists away from my body.  I awoke in
a hospital bed with my hands tethered to the guardrails, and a growl
escaped my throat.  It took longer than I liked for everything to register
in my mind, and I didn't understand why or how I was strapped down.

	Visions of the raccoon's claws ripping away at my abdomen filled my
mind and I sat up.  My arm tore through the restraint, and I grinned at the
sound of the leather binding clattering to the floor.  This little bit of
freedom soothed me and again I breathed a sigh of relief.

	Suddenly, my mind cleared, and my eyes scanned the room.  At first
I was overwhelmed.  I felt as though I was caught in a trap, and my first
and only concern was the need to flee, but it subsided as I took in my
surroundings.  I jerked against the remaining restraint that held my other
arm against the rail.

	An IV was hung at my side and I followed the clear tube as it
flowed down into my bound wrist.  Jason and several other people I didn't
recognize were standing around my bed.

	"Remove my restraints, or I will rip them loose."  Even though
smarter human logic told me to be still, the animal in me screamed for
release.

	Jason clutched my arm against the railing of the hospital bed and
seemed to be gearing up for a fight.  "You have to be still.  You're going
to rip out your IV."  He wasn't gentle in his struggle to keep my arm in
its current position, and I felt the animal in me rear to life.

	"Let go of me."  I knew my eyes changed and I felt my teeth
lengthen behind my lips.  The tiger was taking over.

	"Make me!"  His defiant voice was high pitched and it sounded like
music.  It was also a challenge.

	My body changed.  The bones of my arms and legs elongated and my
hands stretched into the paw shape I wanted so badly.  A part of me wanted
the conflict, and another wanted the kill.  I didn't really care which came
first.

	Moments later I stretched as any cat will, and looked at my
captors.  Now the faces were familiar, but I couldn't place where I knew
them.  I jumped to the floor and roared.  The sound exploded from my lungs
and filled the room.

	He was there.  Even in animal form I knew some part of me loved
Jason, and I dragged my chin along his thigh.  I offered my neck but he
didn't take the invitation.  I moved forward on all four of my feet and
leaned into him as I passed.

	My own labored breaths caught my attention and I stumbled.  I felt
my weight shift and I fell against him for support.  He was there, but only
to hold me upright.  It was impersonal and distant, and his lack of emotion
and movement weren't lost on me.  My affection was not returned.

	I moaned out a sorrowful cry and looked back at him as I padded out
of the room.  Nature tells a body not to pursue what cannot be had.  Jason
showed no interest and I mourned the loss.

	There was food nearby.  I could smell something sweet, and my
stomach pulled me down the hallway to find it.  My claws clicked against
the tile floor and, as I looked around, I didn't recognize where I was.
Glancing back, I saw the group of people that had been witness to my
torture when Leon and Boris held us captive.  I turned and continued down
the hall toward the source of food my nose knew was there.

	What I found was a vending machine.  Contrary to what some may
believe, a tiger doesn't have pockets.  I reverted back to my human form
and shivered as I lay on the cold tile.  My mind was still in a haze, and I
still didn't recognize where the hell I was.  I wanted the yellow bag of
'Funyuns'.  My stomach was growling louder than I had ever heard before
and, if I had the energy, I would have gotten up and slammed the machine to
the floor.

	Something grazed my shoulder and I jumped and spun around.

	"You'll catch cold, Taylor."  He grinned and shook his head as I
looked back at him as though he were crazy.

	"I want those 'Funyuns'."  My voice was barely above a whisper and
my tongue felt like sandpaper left in the sun to roast.

	Taylor chuckled and helped me to my feet, putting a sheet around
me.  One bad thing about being in animal form is that, when you revert
back, you are totally naked.  There never seemed to be clothes handy, and I
was thankful for the thin sheet.  It didn't really do much to stop me from
shivering, but anything was better than nothing.

	Every bone and muscle felt as though it had been through a
shredder, and I groaned as I stood and leaned against the archaic snack
machine.  I opened the sheet enough to see my body, and saw pink scars
running the length of my sides.  From the ache in my back I knew it was
covered with the same angry pink lines of healing skin.  Just below my
ribcage was a softball sized star shape of new flesh, like when a scab
falls prematurely and the new skin underneath meets the air too soon.  Leon
had thrust his claws through my chest and into my heart.  It was a
desperate but effective killing move, and the last one he would ever make.
It was a miracle I was still alive.  My muscles contracted and sent another
shiver through my body.

	"How about we get you something healthy to eat?"  Jason wrapped his
arm around my back and we trudged back down the hall to where the others
stood, staring back at us.

	"Funyons are healthy," I grumbled.  "They're onions... and onions
are vegetables.  I want the Funyons!"

	"Come on," Jason said, completely ignoring my best logic.

	The group's eyes were wide with fear and they scattered as we drew
close enough to pass through the door.  They hovered a safe distance away,
but didn't leave.  I looked over my shoulder and saw that their eyes
weren't only frightened, but needy.  They yearned for something and, for
the life of me, I couldn't figure out what.  Whatever they needed, I
doubted I could help them and right now I was quickly racing to the edge of
hostility.  I was starving!

	"Will, could you bring Tyler something to eat from the kitchen,
please?"  Jason had barely finished his request as Will disappeared from
the doorway and I heard his feet hit the floor as he ran to his task.

	"What happened?"  I looked up at Jason as he helped me settle into
bed and pulled the covers over me.

	Again, I was aware that I was in a hospital room, or at least what
looked like one.  For a town so small, I would never have guessed they
might have one.  I looked out the window behind me, and saw a brick corner
of the building.  It was much too small for a hospital, and I realized that
I must be in some forgotten doctor's office.

	"You killed Leon, and he killed you."  Jason's voice was flat, and
reminded me of someone dictating only the facts for a given circumstance.

	"We were moving your body when you groaned and nearly gave Simon a
heart attack.  Tigger remembered the doctor's office, and so we brought you
here."  Each person nodded as his name was mentioned, but kept his eyes on
the floor hiding his face beneath their unkempt hair.

	I figured that Tigger and Simon were the black panthers from the
earlier battle.  Their midnight hair was what I would liken to Asian hair.
It was the gorgeous, shiny black of a moonless sky that seemed to have no
end.

	Will, our waiter from the diner, entered the room carrying a tray.
What he brought didn't smell like what I would call food, but I was so
hungry I didn't care.  Jason moved an adjustable cart around so that it
stood in front of me as I struggled to sit up.  A strange motor hummed to
life and I felt the back of the bed rising beneath me.  It wasn't exactly
comfortable, but it did close the gap between my mouth and the tray of
questionable food.

	"Thank you."  Several gasps burst out, and heads shot up as soon as
I spoke the words.

	"What?!  Just because I'm not a prince doesn't mean I have no
manners."  Jason shot me a warning glance, but it was too late.

	"I knew it!, Will shouted.  You're Prince Jason aren't you?  I knew
I recognized you from somewhere, but I couldn't remember where!"  Will
stopped for a moment, pondering something, and then spoke again. "I thought
you were an eagle."

	Jason's face turned a deep crimson and he glared at me as though he
could have killed me.

	"Ohhhhh.... " The pieces of the puzzle finally formed in Will's
mind, and now the fact that Jason was gay was known by all.

      Jason didn't seem at all pleased and, had I not been in such bad
shape, I think he would have done his best to kick my ass.  I suppose
that's the benefit of being the patient and not the visitor.  You can
afford to be a complete ass and most will chalk it up to the illness.

      What sat in front of me on the serving tray was far from what I
considered food.  At least the 'Funyons' would have crunched between my
teeth.  What sat perched on the cart hovering over my midsection was a bowl
of chicken broth, and some pudding. It didn't seem as though the cart had
been used in years, and it screeched in protest as I bumped it trying to
take a spoon in hand.

      I was exhausted and my arm shook so badly that I nearly spilled the
soup as I tried to ladle out a spoonful and bring it to my mouth.

      "Here, let me help you."  Jason reached for the spoon and I jerked
back.

      "I can do it myself!"  I threw the spoon and it hit the wall and fell
to the floor with a metallic rattle.

      I picked up the bowl with both hands and, hoping I didn't drench
myself, poured the soup down my mouth.  I managed without too much
spilling, and I was thankful that it wasn't boiling hot.  The pudding was
easier.  It had one of those adult-proof seals glued to the top, which I
ripped off in a single motion.  I brought to my mouth, and then squeezed
the bottom to force out the contents.

      The single napkin that lay beneath my silverware wasn't enough to
clean my hands, but did manage to get the majority of the mess wiped from
my face.  I licked my fingers clean and then, glaring back at Jason in
defiance, belched.

      "So much for manners."  He sighed and shook his head.

      I pushed against the rolling tray and it squealed as it slid
awkwardly away from the bed like some dysfunctional shopping cart.  The
crowd that stood at the foot of my bed jumped back as though being hit, and
cowered against the wall, preparing to run from the room.  I couldn't help
but think 'What a flighty bunch they are', but then remembered who they had
lived with.

      With more pain than I wanted to admit, I managed to climb out of the
bed and grab my pillow and sheet, dragging them behind me as I walked
toward the door.

      "Where do you think you're going?"  Jason's words were filled with
concern, and it confused me.  One moment he was cold, and the next he doted
on me like a worried mother.

      "I can't sleep here."  I dragged the blanket behind me and trudged
out into the hallway past the small group of lycan.

      My nudity didn't embarrass me as it might a true human.  I am Lycan.
We sleep in piles of flesh, and the close contact is what bonds us to one
another.  It seemed like an eternity since I was privy to that comfort, and
my body yearned for it.

      They followed, albeit from a distance, as I stumbled my way down the
short hallway and paused at the snack machine.  I still wanted those
'Funyons'.  'Another time' I thought.  Beside the snack machine was an
entrance into a carpeted waiting room, where I all but fell to my knees and
curled up in a tangle of sheets, resting my head against my pillow.

      It wasn't long before I felt the others joining on and around me.  A
head on my thigh, warm breath on my back, and a nuzzle against my chest
gave me the warmth and weight of closeness I needed to finally rest.

      Dreams filled my sleep.  I was in a place I had never been.  I was
surrounded by rock, some smooth as though it had been carved out of a
mountain.  There was also a huge crowd, so many creatures that I barely had
room to move or stretch.  A strange but familiar scent was in the air, and
my eyes shot open.  An eagle was close by.

      "You're not welcome here, Luke.  Go now, and forget you ever laid
eyes upon me."  Jason's voice had taken on that regal tone I remembered
from our first meeting.  His words were even and emotionless, as though
dictating into a machine.

      I felt the others scatter away from me.  Obviously I was the last to
wake and, as I turned my head, I saw them all moving behind Jason.  I
couldn't see what was going on, and the burning in my bladder was
distracting, if not inconvenient.

      "You, and now your whore, are marked for death, Jason."  The voice
was angry, and each venomous word was spat out like something detestable.

      I stood up and watched my sleep-mates part as Luke sat, poised, and
pointing a finger in my direction.  I ignored the offense, as parts of me
pointed back just as rudely, and yawned my lack of concern.

      Luke was joined by two companions who now stood behind him on either
side.  I joined Jason and waited for the scene to unfold.  I felt better,
but I wasn't exactly up for another battle, regardless the odds.

      "You are outnumbered, Luke.  Leave this place before more blood is
spilled."  Jason pleaded with Luke and I couldn't help but hear the fear
and sorrow in his voice.

      Luke threw his head back, and chuckled.  "Is this your covey now,
brother?  Or should I call it a pride, or pack, or pard?  What is this
mismatched group of lost frightened souls you have become a part of?  My,
how you have fallen."

      Tigger and Simon fell to all fours as they changed to their panther
form.  Two white wolves, a ferret, and one very pissed off raccoon also
appeared.  Tigger roared ferociously and nudged against Jason's hand.  The
shocked look on Luke's face made me grin.  We were definitely a mix of
creatures, but somehow we truly were a pride, pard, or pack.  Whatever name
a body might give us, we were together.

      "You are outnumbered, brother." Jason advanced and we followed.

      We backed the three of them out of the Dr.'s Office and into blinding
sunlight.

      "So, you would call this your covey now brother?  Fine."  Luke's
expression of fear morphed into a knowing grin.

      "I challenge you, brother.  I challenge for the right of Eglik.  I
may not be able to defeat your covey, but I can kill you easily enough,"
Luke snickered, and I wanted to chew his eyes out of his skull.

      Like Agrik, the leader of a pack of wolves, Eglik is the leader of a
covey of Eagles.  Though I entertained the idea that I was leader of this
mismatched lot, I wasn't in any condition to defend the position.  Jason
knew this, and he also knew that he couldn't possibly win.

      The change started to roll through me like a brisk wind, but I paused
when I felt Jason grasp my arm.

      "No!"  I felt his fingers dig into the muscle as he spoke.

      "This is a private challenge."  His sad green eyes stared into mine
for only a moment before he spoke again.

      "Do not let him have them when I die."

      Jason's change from man to swan was violent.  He thrust upward into
the air with a scream I had never heard before.  Wings erupted from his
back and, before he was in mid flight, he changed completely, climbing
higher and higher into the air.

      Luke's cross over to his animal form was more fluent and comfortable.
He ran and his Eagle form seemed to climb around him and lift him to the
sky.  It seemed more like something he wore like a coat, than what might
emerge from within.

      They danced in the air for what seemed like an eternity.  Luke would
dive and Jason would use his superior maneuverability to avoid each attack.

      Jason took on a new tactic.  After his latest attempt to avoid
attack, he spun, dove in, and his webbed claws bore down toward Luke as he
turned, attempting to strike at his back.  Luke extended his wings, swung
around, and his talons dove into Jason's neck.  There was a fierce struggle
as they plummeted to the earth.  A spiral of blood and feathers spun round
and round as they fought.  Just before they reached the ground, Luke broke
off and Jason hit the earth like a bag of dead meat.

      The thud of his weight hitting the ground stopped my heart.  I leapt
into the air and felt my tiger form surge outward.  My paws dug into the
dirt and I bounded to where he landed.  I felt the wind on my face as I
raced to him and knew, as the smell of blood filled my nose, that he was
defeated.  Jason lay quietly but the subtle rise and fall of feathers told
me he was still breathing.

      I had just started thinking, 'So long as he stays in animal form
he'll be okay', then I saw his claws retract and his legs began to morph
into a more human form.  The soft feathers I leaned against turned to
flesh, and loss filled me like an overflowing well.  My tears fell and
landed on the corner of his mouth when I felt Luke's Talons dig into my
back.

      Jason's emerald eyes opened and stared back at me as I was lifted
into the sky.  For a moment I thought to myself, 'What a wonderful thing to
see in the last moments of my life.'

      An amber blaze erupted in Jason's eyes, and a bird of fire rose up
out of his form.  The cry was deafening.  I felt the heat of it burn my fur
as he burst upward.  The smell of it made me want to cringe as I fell when
Luke released me.  The earth met me much quicker than I had expected, and I
lost my breath.  I looked up and watched Jason's fiery form rise higher and
higher into the sky.  He turned and dove toward Luke like a crimson hell.
They clashed, claws outstretched and again spun toward the earth.  Moments
before impact, the shrill cry of the phoenix could be heard, and traces of
fire swept past us as we watched.

      Luke fell to the earth, dead, and what was left of his body
smoldered. I finally found my breath and, after inhaling deeply, nearly
gagged at the smell of burning flesh.  A sad, shrill cry filled my ears,
and I watched as a fiery form swooped in and landed.  The crimson glow
faded, and finally it was Jason who knelt at Luke's side.

      "It is the prophesy."  I didn't recognize the voice as a cool wind
brushed against my back.  I glanced over my shoulder and watched as Luke's
companions rose into the air and flew away.

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Special thank you to all who have had the patience for the release of
this chapter and the other stories I'm working on. Another special
thanks to Dr. Grant for his fabulous editing. It's appreciated more
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life line that keeps me writing.  Please don't hesitate to send them to
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Of course... there are always thanks to Hal.... Who reads through every
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