Date: Thu, 25 Dec 2003 19:04:53 -0800 (PST)
From: Mike <rocketman1969@yahoo.com>
Subject: Addicted to my Brother Part one

Warning this story is about sex between teen boys and
teen boys and adult men if you are offended by this or
it is illegal where you live or if you are under 18
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Addicted to my Brother

Part One

My mom and dad decided that I need to see a shrink six
months after John, my older brother died. I was sick
had no appetite and the family doctor said that he
could find nothing wrong with me. That it was most
likely depression over John's sudden death. John died
at 20 years old in a car accident. If they only knew
the truth. The truth is I am still addicted to John or
should I say to his body fluids. I'm going to my ninth
or tenth session latter today and I've decided that I
can trust this guy to tell him the truth of why I'm
sick. I hope he won't tell my parents, they flip and
say I'm lying that it could not have happened. Well I
can prove it I do have his journal and it tells all.

"Good afternoon, Mark please come in." Doctor
Stevenson said.
"Hello doctor Stevenson." I said.

I entered his office and took my place on the couch
and he took his seat at the base of the couch so he
would be facing me. He took his pad and pen and wrote
on it what I presumed was my name and the date.

"How are you feeling today Mark?" He asked me.
"I'm okay, I ate well today. I think the Wellbuten is
working now I feel much better. I think that's all I
need." I stated.
"Yes, well that is good, but you still have unresolved
issues. Are you ready to open up and tell me about
your relationship with John? Not hold back, in more
then the general terms you have been using."  He asked
me.
"Well I think so, but you sure that it will not get
back to my mom?" I asked him again.
"Mark, I assure you that whatever you say here is
between you and me. I only give your mother progress
reports of how you are doing not any details of what
we discuss in here." He stated as always.
"Okay, it wasn't that I loved John, in fact I detested
him, but care for as any brother would. It was that I
was addicted to him." I said flatly.
"What do you mean you were addicted to him. You can't
be addicted to a person." He said.
"Huh, well it was really his body fluids." I answered.
"His body fluids, which? How could you be addicted to
them?" He asked.
"He brainwashed me it all in his journal. If I didn't
drink some of his piss or cum everyday I'd get sick to
my stomach. It could only be his too, if I did another
guy I'd get sick. That's why he brainwashed me he
caught Joey and me." I told the doctor.
"So you and John had sex together? Are you and him
gay?" The doctor asked.
"Well it wasn't sex like that, he never touched me,
and it was more like I took care of his needs when he
needed it. John wasn't gay. I am and have known since
I was about 12. John found out when I was about 14 and
he was 16." I explained.
"Okay, why don't you start from the beginning? Who's
Joey? Tell me everything, don't leave out anything. He
said.
"Well I knew early on I was different in some way, I
just didn't know what it was. I was considered a nerd
at school and my best friend Joey was in the same
boat. Maybe that is why we hung out together since
about 7 years old. We'd go for hikes and play games in
the woods, of course we had to go to the bathroom at
times and we'd pee in front of each other thinking
nothing of it just what boys did. Then one day Joey
said we should hold each other's thing when we peed.
So we did then we started playing with each other's
cock and talk about how we jerked off and what we
thought about while doing it. Neither one of us had
shot anything yet, but we both knew about it....
"How old were you then." The Doctor interrupted.
.... Oh about 10 or so. Then one day I asked Joey if
he ever thought about tasting his pee, he said no have
you. I told him I have tasted mine once or twice, just
got a little on my fingers and licked it off. He asked
what it tasted like and I said it wasn't bad just a
little salty. Then I showed him by peeing on my
fingers then putting them in my mouth. He tried it and
said he thought it was good. The next time we tried
each other's pee the same way, soon we where peeing in
each other's mouth. We hadn't even cum yet and just
started to suck each other.  We soon cummed for the
first time when we where sucking each other. After
that first time we came in each other's mouth we had
sex whenever we were together. We started fucking each
other when I was about thirteen, but both liked
sucking cock more then anything.  For my fourteen
birthday I got money from my grandmother, so Joey and
I went to the mall. I had to take piss so we went to
the downstairs bathroom. We didn't know about the sex
that went on in there at the time, just went into
piss. When we went in there was this older guy washing
his hands and we each took and end urinal, then he
walked over and took the middle one. He kept looking
back and forth trying to see our cocks, so I pulled
back and let him see mine. I always piss right through
my skin, I could see his cock jump when he seen this.
Joey and I exchange looks and both knew what they guy
wanted. Then he looked over at Joey, who was lightly
stoking his cock as he was done and the guy got all
shook up, his cock jumping again. He mumbled that he
wanted to blow both of us. I said sure you could suck
us if we can shoot right in your mouth at the same
time. So we went into a stall, both Joey and I were
hard by the time we reach it. The guy got right on his
knees and went for my shorts pulling them down
grabbing my cock with his mouth as soon as it popped
free. Joey pushed down his jeans and the guy reach
right up and started playing with Joey's cock then he
went back and forth sucking us and jerking us.  When
we got ready to cum we put but our cock heads in his
mouth and jerked off together until we both shot our
loads at the same time in his mouth. When we were done
I pulled him up and grabbed his crotch. Saying we
wanted to suck him off, but it was all wet. He had
creamed his pants while sucking us. He told us he
wouldn't be able to for several hours. So we were able
to do it that day. We went up to the food court with
him and talked before we left he gave us his address
and phone number. He lived alone and we went over
there a few times and had sex with him. Then he after
a while all he wanted to do was fuck Joey while we
sucked each other, so we stopped going over there. The
other thing was we were really getting into sucking
guys at the mall. We could go there any time and find
a guy to suck and get sucked. It was latter that year
that I started sucking John, I'd suck him every
morning and most of the time in the afternoon unless
he had a date, when he knew the girl would let him
fuck her. Then one day he caught me at the mall, I
didn't know he was there. He seen me and followed me
to the bathroom, he walked in while I was sucking this
big black guy. When I came out of the stall with cum
on my face he was standing there at the sinks. He told
me I was an asshole and scared the shit out of the guy
telling him that he was going to call the cops. He
told me I wasn't allowed to suck anybody but him
unless he told me to. I had already sucked a few of
his friends and he wanted to be in total control of
me. Latter he caught me and Joey sucking each other
off on my bed, that's when he brain washed me so I
would get sick if I didn't suck him or drink his piss
everyday or if I sucked anybody else. It's all in his
journal how he did it by drugging and hypnotizing
me...
"Mark tell me how it start with John, about the first
time you sucked him." The doctor interrupted me again.
...Well it was a Saturday I thought I was going to be
home alone. Joey was going off some place with his
parents so I didn't have him. I had gone to the mall
that morning and found they had lock up the bathroom.
Nobody ever went there just to use it everybody went
there for sex. I got home and was horny as hell. I
striped down planning to look at some porn sites and
jerk off. When I went to put my clothes in the hamper,
there lying right on top was one of John's jock
straps. I could see some stains on it, so I smelled
it. The aroma made me so hot that I just dropped my
clothes and walked back to my bed. I laid down and put
the crotch part over my face, holding it with my
mouth. I could taste were he cummed in it. I started
beating off and was so into it that I didn't hear him.
When he saw me he went crazy he yanked it out of my
mouth swearing at me what a fag I was. He was beating
me with it. I covered up my face and then he got on my
chest pinning my arms down. He kept beating me with
the jock, then he started shoving his crotch into my
face yelling at me you want to smell this, you want to
taste this. Then one of his balls popped out the side.
I opened my mouth and it slide in and out. He yelled
at me you fucking fag licking my balls. He stopped a
minute and I stuck out my tongue and licked at his
ball again. I figure what the hell I wanted his cock,
I wanted to blow him and taste his cum. I could see
him getting hard as it hit him that I would blow him.
But he wasn't going to let up me he took his cock out
and shoved it right into my mouth making me choke and
gag. He was saying well if you want my cock fag your
going to get it. He start ramming in and out of my
mouth just face fucking me as fast as he could. After
about two minute he jammed his cock head down my
throat and shot his load. I really didn't enjoy it
that time; I didn't even get a good taste of his cum.
He climbed off me taking his jock strap and fixing
him. He went downstairs and watched TV; I stayed in
the room. Latter I went down for a drink, I wasn't
planning to talk to him but when I was going back he
said to me so you are really a fag, you and Joey. You
suck Joey? I told yes I'm gay and Joey and I get
together. He asked me if I like sucking him, I told
him I didn't know that I hadn't sucked his cock yet.
He didn't know what I was talking about as he said
well what the fuck was that you just did? I told him I
didn't do anything that you just face fucked me and
that if you wanted a real blowjob from me then I'd be
upstairs. He said well it's getting late mom and dad
will be home soon. I can't believe that I got a fag
for a brother. I said well that's life but just
remember that your fag brother will give you a blow
job anytime your horny. I want to suck you have for a
long time and it can be a lot more enjoyable for you.
I tell you right now, yes I'm gay or a fag as you call
me, but I like to suck cock and I'll suck you any time
you want. I went upstairs and nothing happened about
an hour latter mom and dad came home from the Flea
Market they had a really good day and took us out to
dinner. After dinner we stopped and rent a movie and
we each rented a game for our X-Box. After we got home
we started watching the movie then John got up and
said he wanted to try out his game. As he was walking
up the stairs he stopped, looked at me grabbed his
crotch and said you want to come up and play Mark. I
got all shook up and said sure and followed him up the
stairs. When we got to our room I closed the door. He
started stripping right away, I started to take my
shirt off and he said hold up fag boy if I'm going to
let you blow me you'll keep your clothes on I don't
even want to look at your cock. I'm no fag. Well I was
willing to settle for that, even through I want to
jerk off while sucking him. I dropped to my knees just
as he pushed his pants down. I was about two feet from
him and he said well come get it cocksucker. I moved
over to him on my knees and licked his balls then
sucked them both into my mouth. He said to me fuck bro
no slut's even done that to me. I lick behind his
balls and his cock jumped, I was wondering if I should
go further and rim his hole, but decided against it
for now. (Just a side note: I was watching the doctor
the whole time and knew he was getting horny as he
adjusted his cock a few times). Instant I licked up
the underside of his cock to the head, which was still
covered by his skin. When I got there I stuck my
tongue right in the skin and licked out all the
pre-cum there. He went wild and shoved his cock right
into my mouth, slapping his balls against my chin. I
grabbed his legs and held him there not allowing him
to start thrusting in and out of me. I slowly made my
way back to the tip of his now hard cock, like me his
skin still covered his cock even when he was hard,
which I guess is why I liked sucking him so much. I
wrapped my lips around the covered crown, my lips
holding the skin forward. I pushed my tongue in and
lick all around the head. John was going crazy trying
to push his cock all the way in my hot wet mouth, but
I had a hold on his legs and would not allow him to
just face fuck me again. I knew that if I did that
would get old too soon. I want him to get the best
head of his life. I pulled my lips back up to the tip
then pushed his skin back slowly, as his piss slit was
exposed I flick the tip of my tongue right in it. Then
I slid his whole cock right into my hungry mouth ever
so slowly. I started going up and down on his cock
always watching his face and feeling the pulse of his
hard cock so I would know how close he was. I would
slow down and decrease the pressure on his cock when
he got too close to shooting. If this was going to be
my last time sucking his cock I wanted to totally
enjoy it. Right now he was under my spell, I knew he
never got sucked like this by any cunt slut he went
with and knew that no cunt's cunt felt this good. An
old cocksucker I met in the mall showed me how to
really give head. He was like sixty something and said
he'd been sucking cock since he was ten, when his
father started making him blow him. Anyway I got right
to the brink of shooting three times the forth time I
knew I had to let him blow his load, he was getting
too loud. Our parent respected our privacy, but I knew
if he got too noisy they would wonder what the hell
was going on. His first three shots where so hard and
fast that they slipped right past my taste buds and
into my stomach. The forth eased a bit and I got my
first taste of him. I was so surprised that his cum
tasted so much different then mine and I loved it.
When he was done shooting I let his cock fall from my
mouth and gave it one last lick. He fell back into his
bed mumbling you fucking faggot cocksucker, you
fucking faggot cocksucker. Then he passed out totally
spent naked on the top of his bed. I striped and laid
down and jerk myself off looking over at his wonderful
cock thinking about great it was going to be sucking
him. He woke up about an hour latter calling me a
fucking faggot and it would never happen again, he
would never let me do that to him again. But I knew
he'd be back for more, his harding cock revealed that.
The next morning I woke to him slapping his hard cock
across my face saying wake up fag boy I want to fuck
your fag mouth. Which he did just like the day before,
he had to prove he was a man and that I was the queer
fag, that's all he called me. He pulled out of my
mouth when he was ready and shot his morning load all
over my face then wipe his cock clean across my
throat." I said taking a moment.

"Well Mark our time is up. I want to see you next week
and bring John's journal I would like to read it to
see what he did to you. If you are addicted to him as
you say this is very unusual." He said to me.

I got up to leave and couldn't help but notice the
large bulge in his pants. He walked me out and his
sectary was gone, as I was his last person to see. I
heard the door lock after he let me out and looking
through the glass I could have sworn I seen him
undoing his pants as he rushed back to his inner office.